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kinda sucks that as an ace lesbian who headcanons aloy as an ace lesbian i can’t post any gifsets of her interacting with male characters w/out having to see other ppl’s shippy tags all over them but that’s fandom i guess and i must endure.
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Do y’all think it ever bothered Durge that they couldn’t intimidate Gortash when they first met? Like Durge is - even in more cinnamonroll-esc iterations- pretty goddamn scary when they want to be
And then Gortash just casually strolls up in his anti anxiety jacket asking if they wanna hang out and maybe commit crimes together and is barely even phased by their knife at his neck
#Gortash is just mildly irritated by their threats at most and I think it drives them insane snsnsnns#bonus points if it’s Sceleritas who figures out that his jacket is enchanted#and he’s like of COURSE you’re scary master anyone who isn’t cheating with enchantments would think so#bg3#the dark urge#enver gortash#durgetash#(doesn’t have to be but I’m tagging it#bg3 spoilers#just in case
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this is fiona/scourge. to me. they get married and divorced all the time, both for funsies and also whenever they get into a fight/make up. (important note: they swap last names since in mobius the woman takes the man's last name and in moebius i choose to believe that the man takes the woman's last name). and also whenever theyre mad at each other theyll call each other their exwife/husband.
like. theyve been fighting over something stupid for the past few days and are on divorce round 3 and they run into sonic and tails and everybody starts beating the snot out of each other as is usual. something happens idk sonic takes like a potshot at scourge and fionas like “get away from my ex!!” and sonics like “.....ex-boyfriend????” and shes like “what? no. ex-husband.” and tails is like “YOU GUYS GOT MARRIED??????” and sonics like “YOU GUYS GOT DIVORCED??????” and fiona & scourge respond “yeah? and?”
so sonic pauses for a half second to digest this new information, and then says “wait. ok. so if you guys are divorced. why the heck are you still working together.” and fiona responds “um. because we're dating??? ??? youre so stupid omg” without missing a beat while scourge is obnoxiously scoffing/rolling his eyes in the background like this is incredibly obvious information and sonic just. stares for a good few moments. and then says “actually nevermind i dont care anymore i dont want to know anything more about your weirdass relationship”
#archie sonic#fionourge#i guess#iratusmus.txt#i have a mildly hyperspecific vision for this relationship and i need to get all of you on board with it immediately#also the ideal fiona&scourge and sonic relationship to me#is that they think they are SOOOOO so important to him they think his entire world revolves around them#and that they live rent free in his head and they are his personal enemies number 1 and whenever they show up#he is face to face with of all his incredible failures and shortcomings and how pathetic and miserable and stupid and cringe and fail he is#but in actuality sonic literally forgets they exist until they show back up again and hes just like “eugh . its them again”#because theyre just incredibly annoying people. its a little personal but mostly its just general irritation bc theyre just. so annoying.#because the truth is. fiona & scourge are not sonic's personal enemies number 1.#its sonic who is scourge's personal enemy number 1 and fiona's personal enemy number 2#and they would probably rather kill themselves than actually realize or admit this.
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haii!! so um not sure what to post but like all i can think of right now is um the correlations between Dakara Boku wa Ongaku wo Yameta and Elma so um here! have a list of the different ways Elma (the album) references the diary, letters and the album it responds to
(if i miss some let me know please)
and dearest mobile users i will spare you so have a cut
edit: so @just-nonsense-bungaku said some stuff in the replies (thank you so much!) and all the songs after 8/27 (or the Nautilus MV) were written by Elma when her anger lost steam and she started to process her grief. explaining why Ame to, Yuu, Kokoro and Amy sound so different from the style she used (or copied off of Amy) from pre-8/27
and another edit: @teamsavingmyles said some stuff in the rbs, thank you thank you thank you!!! i've been thinking about Yuunagi's references recently cuz i've been working on translating both albums but i never really got around to it so yeah thanks!
edit: i just changed the order of stuff because i forgot well. each song would be written on different days, so for example Koe wouldn't refer to Kokoro, more like Kokoro was inspired by Koe and Yuunagi's metaphor for a hole in the heart
1. 8/31 & 車窓 (Shasou/Train Window)
...they're instrumentals :P (seriously i find no connection)
2. 藍二乗 (Ai Nijou/Deep Indigo) & 憂一乗 (Yuu Ichijou/Only Sorrow)
the concept of i to the power of 2 (and however that relates to Amy's feelings about Elma)
also the first kanji of both titles sound like "i" and "you"
edit: so Ai's chorus' motif is about how blurred the world is, because of Amy's tears, while Yuu's chorus motif is how transparent the world feels to Elma, now that Amy's gone
edit: Yuu takes the phrase "I don't need anything" from Hachigatsu, but for a completely different reason. i think in Hachigatsu, Amy says he doesn't need anything to show his life will ends soon, so like what's the point of anything. in Yuu, Elma says she doesn't need anything besides Amy. she just wants to hear him sing, just one more time (or something)
i mean other than that there isn't much, they sound so different
(like seriously. Ai is like TADA. TADAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO-- and then Yuu makes suis sound like she's about to cry. dakede *sobbing*)
3. 八月、某、月明かり (Hachigatsu, Bou, Tsukiakari/August, A Certain Place, Moonlight) & 夕凪、某、花惑い (Yuunagi, Bou, Hana Madoi/Evening Calm, A Certain Place, Fireworks)
so first of all both seem to stem from one memory of watching fireworks in the summer (according to a summary of Letters and Diary i read some time ago)
edit: re-reading Diary and it was Memory 17
Yuunagi was the first song Elma wrote, which is why it sounds so similar to Hachigatsu (INTENSE electric guitar, softer at the verses, picks up at the chorus, drops again)
also unrelated note but Hachigatsu is by far the angriest song i can think of. at least by Yorushika
edit: one of the last lines of Yuunagi may be what inspired Kokoro, "In my heart, a hole opens"
Yuunagi also references Ai, in the line "this song has about ___ characters" and the phrase "drowning in flowers" is seen again in Ame to
4. 詩書とコーヒー (Shikaki to Koohii/Songwriting and Coffee) & 雨とカプチーノ (Ame to Kapuchiino/Rain and Cappucino)
...coffee
okay seriously though, both also sound somewhat similar to each other (but from here on out, Elma's developing her own style :DDD)
in both songs they do struggle to keep up with memories of each other, in Shikaki Amy states he forgets things like dreams, things like Elma's mouth and eyes and in Ame to Elma tries not to let anything, literally all of her memories of Amy fade away. (reminds me of the reason why Elma kept a diary for her trip to Sweden)
5. 7/13 & 湖の街 (Mizumi no Machi/Lakeside Town)
...they're also instrumentals
6. 躍ろうぜ (Odorouze/Let's Dance) & 神様のダンス (Kamisama no Dansu/Dance of the Gods)
um the titles have "dance" in them???
not sure really. in Odorouze, Amy pretends everything's fine when he's still struggling with his memories of Elma and depression and whatever and in Kamisama no Dansu Elma is PISSED OFF about the fact that she decided to follow Amy's footsteps considering his values. i mean i don't blame her i don't feel like being told i'd have about a year left to live and just LIVE AND GO DO STUFF and go to Sweden before realizing "dang. i screwed up. can't talk it back now--" *oofs self on some random dock*
oh also a discussion i had w/ nonsense-bungaku on Kamisama has changed my beliefs slightly; Elma is still mad at Amy (and herself) for following his path and beliefs but she's also kind of done trying to create music with "value" and "purpose", just creating music because it's fun, because the process of creating music is something one can derive joy from
edit: Kamisama does take a line, "名もない花が綺麗とか" ("Nameless flowers are beautiful") and a slightly altered version of the line "そんなのどうでもいいから" ("I couldn't care any less about that", being "どうでもいいことばっかだ" meaning the same thing) from Yoru Magai
Kamisama also references Yoru Magai in the lines "I keep my head down, like I'm scared" because in the verses of Yoru, in the fifth lines, Amy talks about keeping his head down, so he can't see how blue the sky is or so he doesn't understand everyone's feelings.
another unrelated note, Kamisama no Dansu is still freaking good. not that it wasn't good before but like there's something about it that i really like and would talk about until i fainted from loss of oxygen.
7. 六月和雨上がりの街を書く (Rokugatsu wa Ameagari no Machi wo Kaku/In June, I'll Write About the Town After the Rain) & 雨晴るる (Ame Haruru/After The Rain)
first of all, both of them are about rain (astute observation. round of applause.)
i do think it's really cool how Amy says he'd write about the rain in the town he stayed at but never stayed long enough to write about it, so Elma does it for him. also Elma's style has changed from where she was before, like say, Yuunagi or Koe
also Rokugatsu references Ai Nijou and may be what inspired the creation of Parade
edit: both Ame and Rokugatsu talk about this "ultramarine" which, at least to me, in Rokugatsu refers to the whole memories and the window and in Ame Ha it refers to tears
Ame Ha also references Gogatsu with the swaying curtains, and *potentially* references Hachigatsu in the line "my heartbeat rung out". potentially. if i'm looking too deep and they aren't related don't yell at me
8. 五月は花緑青の窓辺から (Gogatsu wa Hana Rokushou no Madobe Kara/In May, from the Emerald Green Window) & 歩く (Aruku/Walk)
again, not sure how these correlate. though i like how Aruku's chorus is a slowed down version of Gogatsu's chorus.
edit: ...how i didn't notice this i will never know. the frikking Emerald Green/tears metaphor.
Aruku also talks about feeling "asleep", where Elma (as she said in Ame Ha) plays dumb and pretends not to know Amy would die early cuz chronic illness and moveth to foreign country (though Amy did grow up there) and unhealthy mental state. this song and Koe also talk about Elma hating herself for doing so, but Elma and Nautilus think that her playing dumb was pretty endearing
both songs also have this feeling of being "trapped", where Amy feels trapped in this life, and the only way out is Emerald Green, while Elma got left behind and is now stuck looking for at least scraps of the person she loves through these streets
Aruku also potentially references Yoru Magai in the way Elma imitates Amy by keeping her head down, the same way as Kamisama
9. 夜紛い (Yoru Magai/False Night) & 心に穴が空いた (Kokoro ni Ana ga Aita/A Hole Opened Up in My Heart)
i think it's cool how Yoru's main and last line is "I want to open up a hole in you" and then Kokoro's is like "That's why a hole has opened up in my heart" like HOWWWWW HOW MUST YOU HURT ME LIKE THAT
also Kokoro's third line references the song it responds to, as well as Letters 6/26, "a false night, like twilight, painted the town"
also another unrelated note KOKORO NI ANA GA AITA IS JUST SO SAD AND PAINFUL. LIKE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA LET ME CRY
edit: how none of you said this gets me. um the line "君だけが僕の音楽なんだよ"、 エイミー ("You alone were my music", Amy) is literally from Ai Nijou (i mean i guess it was too obvious but whatever i'll put that in)
10. 5/6 & 森の教会 (Mori no Kyoukai/Church in the Forest)
more. instrumental.
11. パレード (Parade) & 声 (Koe/Voice)
both incorporate the concept of the God of Art which i think is cool
both are lyrically short
Koe references Yoru in the line "this heavy life is like a machine gun" and may have alluded to the metaphor from Yuunagi - in the line "what I want to draw/picture is the time that hollowed my heart" (and maybe a part of a line got re-used in Ame to Kapuchiino?? does the line "when I cry, it overflows” count???)
Koe also sounds like Parade, just in the key C#, not D
edit: in Letters 7/13, Amy said Parade was Koe
another edit: Parade is the song about the God of Art, right??? well i read @saikisser 's post on how FREAKING SAD PARADE IS AND LISTENING TO IT WITH CONTEXT MAKES IS EVEN SADDER and well Amy also thinks Elma is divine to him (because she's the one that sings the lyrics the God of Art managed to find in his fingers)
also another unrelated note but listen to Parade it's such a beautiful song i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee ittttttttttttttttt
12. エルマ (Elma) & エイミー (Amy)
awwwwww the non-depressing songs!!! i love them sm
um they're messages directly to each other
both were the last songs each other wrote in the story
they both sound sweet and Kumo to Yuurei-esque, but slightly more upbeat (basically just similar to each other)
yeah i love those songs they're the only happy ones by Yorushika i can think of besides Haru Dorobou (which is just SPRING :DDD oooo flowers!!! they're pretty!!!)
anyways.
13. 4/10 & 海底、月明かり (Kaitei, Tsukiakari/Seabed, Moonlight)
another. instrumental. (dw this is the last instrumental)
aaaaaaaand the last one. the one we've been waiting for.
14. だから僕は音楽をやめた (Dakara Boku wa Ongaku wo Yameta/That's Why I Gave Up On Music) & ノーチラス (Nautilus)
so they were both featured at the end of their journeys. (Amy oofs himself on the dock, Elma finds his stuff a year later and cries before going home on a ship like a month later but in that month there's like no lore whatsoever so it's kind of an epilogue???)
Dakara Boku mainly is just. looking at whatever happened back then and how much Amy regrets whatever he did in Letters. he wishes he stayed with Elma cuz then he'd have a bit longer to live but well i guess he really isn't going to make it past the summer. also screaming. aaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA--
i will say Nautilus was also written by Amy, because at the literal end (just before he wrote Elma, i think. he doesn't write when he says goodbye in Letters and Diary obviously doesn't state when it was written because well Elma doesn't know) he was going about his day before realizing the day he runs out of ink draws nearer and nearer. and he hasn't even considered how Elma felt/would feel after he's gone so he wrote Nautilus as a way to say "it will be hard, but turn away from me and lift your head to the future" and that makes me cry even harder like NOOOO I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE YOU HERE BUT ALSO I CAN'T TAKE YOU WITH ME CUZ YOU TOOK THE BUS TO THE OTHER WORLD CYA
and that's it for the albums! =w=
*pathetic bowing*
#yorushika#ヨルシカ#that's why i gave up on music#だから僕は音楽をやめた#elma#エルマ#oh also also also! not related to yorushika but a few months ago i discovered tuyu#from yappari ame wa furunda ne#now i sometimes type daKEDO YAPPARI AME WA FURUNDA NEEEE randomly cuz i can#but about the song Compared Child#it escalates. like really bad.#like it starts off#ah compared child. compared child. you don't have to tell me. i know i won't ever be as good as her. please don't and leave me alone.#<- mildly irritated. she knows. you can stop comparing her. *some time in the song later*#AH. COMPARED CHILD. COMPARED CHILD. YES I ALREADY KNOW. I WILL *NEVER* BE AS GOOD. I KNOW NO MATTER WHAT I DO I WON'T GET REWARDED.#DON'T EVEN BOTHER TALKING TO ME. JUST LEAVE ME ALONE. I WISH I KNEW HOW MUCH I WOULD HATE YOU.#<- VERY VERY PISSED. on the verge of a breakdown (if said breakdown hasn't yet occurred)#anyways have a nice existenceeeeee
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i'm kind of an asshole when it comes to horror movies 😭💔
#txt#i'll notice myself being needlessly judgemental sometimes of the horror movies that some people recommend because like#they're bad. a lot of the time they're not even good bad just plain boring and uninspired#and i know i shouldn't judge because i like bad movies but like. i acknowledge they're bad but they're still enjoyable#where was i even going with this .#idk i saw a video of someone recommending horror films based on which character you like and it was mildly irritating to me because#they were all just popular & recent horror films 😭 like girl put in some effort don't just recommend longlegs bc it's new#for context i'm autistic and horror is my special interest; i adore it very much and it is an integral part of me
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you know im about ready to write an educational post for dragon age fans explaining the difference between keyword search and tagging and also how rude it is to get snotty with strangers who are just idly talking about their own personal opinions bc it is consistently This Fandom where total strangers see posts of mine that are clearly just me talking to myself and decide to get on my case
#i responded politely to the person im complaining about but then i was like yknow what that actually annoyed me.#i think if im liveblogging something and feel mildly irritated about information not getting addressed right then#then essentially telling me 'umm actually it's all RIGHT THERE REALLY EARLY ON youre just STUPID'#A. does not sufficiently make your case#B. is just kind of you being an asshole#the stuff they told me about is like over an hour and a half into this video and i was bitching about something that comes up like#less than an hour in iirc#bc i found the fact that the characters just kind of don't question it much really weird and jarring#at least it was just mild snittiness and not the insane harrassment i got as a teenager for saying i didnt like adoribull#right when they introduced keyword search#my god the hellfire from 30 year old women#anyway protip: if someone has not specifically used a fandom tag on their post and it seems like kind of a throwaway comment#they probably do not want to hear from you#i hate when people use keyword search and then start talking At me about shit like im stupid no matter the topic and it happens too often
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realizing i may or may not be a pathological narcissist has been less of a 'discovery of all the ways in which i am supposedly evil' and more of a slow realization that it is not in fact normal to be filled with constant spiteful fear that no one is taking you seriously/giving you basic respect and that in the absence of people constantly affirming to you that you're intelligent/at least basically competent/ someone they can, in fact take seriously you WILL start obsessively worrying that even those closest to you see you as inferior to them or easily passed off as irrelevant to them/their lives. apparently this is not an emotion everyone on the planet feels
like dude i can't even say something about performing well in a class i took when i was a literal baby without immediately getting my hackles up because i feel like even the people i love are going to challenge me on whether or not i was actually a skilled kid or is secretly scoffing over me pretending that i'm more talented than i am and i'm about to have to fight for my dignity. i can't even give my analysis of something i love to a friend without immediately getting nervous that they think i'm stupid and misunderstanding the whole thing- or worse, that i'm childish for even being so invested in a narrative like that- and then getting Angry over that nervousness because like. how dare you be so derogatory to me in your own mind, person who has genuinely never thought about me in this way ever that i am making shit up about out of fear.
#how do you explain to people that sometimes you can be irritated with them specifically because you are oh so scared in ways that don't make#even an ounce of sense#or that you need someone to say something positive about you in the next day the same way you need air to breathe#this isn't meant to be like a shitty sadboy post i just find it mildly entertaining and devastating all at once#my shitty sadboy posts go to my therapist in real life via verbal transmission#this is me yelling
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lowkey a little dejected abt gifmaking recently but i can't not gif make it's like bloodletting to me if i don't do it it gets pent up (worse). have to gif make to get my feelings out or elseeeee
#speaking.txt#i genuinely don't wanna seem desperate for attention or notes im just a little dejected abt my gifs vs others and like#seeing people complain so much abt gifs flopping when they consistently get way moreeeeee attention on them is mildly irritating#me which is not to dismiss their feelings regarding this. i understand. but im also like Come on man#idk it's like what i do doesn't matter there's always someone else who will do it better or there's always someone else who will just#do it and that's what everyone sees instead and im like ok whatever. 😔#doesn't matter what i do when i do it been doing it for over a year and i just always feel stagnant#feel like i improve so much feel like i do my best and yet it's not enough whatever whining over i will be neutral again on this acct 🙂↕️#for the record im in a depressive episode rn im sure i will get over all these feelings eventually im just bad rn
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screaming. me getting something akin to triggered by a line in the chorus of a song and then thinking abt how its the same shit my mother has been telling me to some degree my entire life and. i just immediately am like "well that shit is stupid lol like its just. really stupid. why am i getting Scared over this when its so wrong and silly" and then. i remember. ah right. the abuse. that's why this rly stupid sentiment makes me genuinely Frightened BROOOO GET ME OUTTA HEREEEE
#im going to strangle either myself or someone else DBFHDML im so irritated that this goofy shit makes me Scared wtf 😭#if anyone else heard someone say it they'd be like. either mildly irritated by it or laugh at it bc its so fucking dumb#but im over here like. feeling pain in my chest and adrenaline starting to make me shake fhfkdl getting so so so scared#STUPID !!! THIS IS RIDICULOUS !!! ARGH !!!#i just. forget sometimes. that this is abuse dbfjsl#its only been three years of actually recognizing it fully so i guess it makes sense that i still struggle w it#but goddamn i cant believe thats smth my brain is able to just. forcibly and sneakily forget. tuck away out of sight from me.#this isnt making sense anymore im losing track of my thoughts but. gestures vaguely in annoyance. argh!#pippen needs 2nd breakfast#abuse cw
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hot take everyone saying deadpool and wolverine is the gayest thing ever needs to watch more gay porn
#i feel thoroughly baited by you ppl what do you MEAN its the gayest thing you've seen#like yeah it was homoerotic at times but literally every time wade's passes at dudes is played for laughs#it's gay jokes with more steps#meanwhile his main emotional arc of the movie concludes with him getting back with his sad backstory ex#i liked the movie well enough i just feel slightly lied to#deadpool and wolverine crit#i guess??? its not like i plan to talk more on this im just mildly irritated and want complain on the internet#im glad yall are excited please dont take this too serious
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my contact got a hole in it this morning so I had to take it out and I've been doing my whole workday with a single contact in and oh my god this sucks so badddddd I wanna go homeeeeee. worst part is this morning I took backup glasses out of my work bag bc I was like what will I need these for? -_-
#good idea generator#the contact ripped so also im kinda paranoid a bit is in my eye still#i dont think so. it doesnt feel like it just mildly irritated and tired#and when i looked i didnt see anything so its probably fine
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I wish my brain could be fucking normal for once :/
#marquilla#no brain we DONT want to jump off a bridge bc we were mildly inconvenienced.#also feel very 😠 not necessarily mad or annoyed but like a mix in between i guess bc my tv schedule has changed and i don't like change#which makes my brain wanna self destruct and take me with it. like brain you have access to the roku again. shut up.#like it's stupid i know it is! but my brain is also like 🥺👉👈 my my schedule....#and worse of all is the new lineup is every DAY from 12-5 is ONE show. but murder she wrote is on daily for 3 straight hours? 8 on whatever#day murder she wrote is on all day??? like yeah great that cold case is on Thursdays but thats not the same!!! that's not the routine!!#it's supposed to be that i watch covert affairs at 2pm then cold case at 3pm then i half tune info unforgettable at 4 then i switch channels#at 5pm! AUGHHH now im gonna be like oh man what time is it?? idk my fucking non-clock schedule is off so idk#it's like brain can we not be childish? you're supposed to be fully developed and all that shit... can we not??#but also not only is this irritating me but my brain is also 'i wanna jump' over general mood swings and shit#just in general i need my brain to stop being stupid
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pigeon stop thinking abt this friend who does NOT care for me as mucjh as I for him challenge (impossible)
#pigeon thoughts#aughhhh this is AWFUL!!!!!!!!!!!#I go thgrough these phases like every few months its terrible#like its notb that bad just mildly irritating#am I over hgim? yeah pretty much#but still. augh.
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i honestly dont really have a lot of complaints about using capcut (besides the. rampant ai integration but thats not really a feature flaw) bc the only other editing software ive used in my life is iMovie of all things but one thing i do kind of wish they had is like. an intensity slider for effects because why does everything have to be the most intense flashiest version of itself forever. fuck???
#project 2: electric boogaloo#wanted a like. candle flickering effect...? and they do have some interesting like lighting halo effects but theyre so intense like#i just wanted some subtle flickering yknow. come on#oh but guess what i found under lighting effects#fucking. train window shadows#yeah im definitely putting that to use some day.#also genuinely i think the desktop version and the app version have like different effects libraries which#mildly irritating to have to upload and sync my file like twice just to add a transition but ok
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wow y'all really have no concept of fatness that isn't sexy round butt and tiny waist huh
#personal#vent#just irritated at some “fat” art i saw#i sent my wife a crude rendition of Tumblr artist's conception of fat ppl to make myself giggle cause like#y'all really think fatness just means mildly thick thigh or round butt#and it shows every time people complain abt lack of fatness cause ppl will hop on the post being like “ok here's a fat person”#and its literally still a thin person but with a pixar mom butt#and thats being GENEROUS cause ive seen some ppl on here full srs draw a woman with smaller proportions#than the mom from the incredibles and genuinely call it art of a fat woman
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oops I started thinking about a frustrating event from highschool and spiraled into anger again :/
#original#the initial event was fairly minor and I probably would not have remembered it this long if not for the incredibly frustrating conversation#that ensued when I complained about it tonmy sunday school teachers#there were two things that had happened and which were inextricably intertwined. X was mildly irritating and Y I was somewhat mad about#they then proceeded to tell me that I should not be mad about X#and no matter how many times I insisted that I didn't CARE about X; I was mad about *Y*#they just kept saying that I shouldn't be mad about X#(honestly I'm also annoyed about how they kept insisting on that.#Like. 'you shouldn't be upset about X; it's gonna happen more times in your life and you're gonna have to get used to it'#is incredibly dismissive and if I'd actually been upset about X I would've been pissed with that response for that reason#)#but I was and still am pissed that I kept telling them that I was mad about *Y* not X and they just kept addressing X#come to think of it I don't think they even acknowledged Y at all let alone my righteous anger over it#... writing out these tags is not helping with the spiraling I think#I came up with an analogy/metaphor/parable that might've helped to make my point#and am now also angry that I can't go back in time and make them listen to it and see if it would make them understand
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