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Adamsapple harvest 2024 day seven Candy for Short and Horny
Pie’s body had a lot of benefits. Namely you could just kind of do whatever/wherever and it was more or less the same, but he liked it when you treated him like a solid person if he was taking a form. Look him in the eye and fuck him in the ass. It was just easier for everyone.
Which is how Adam and Lucifer ended up both fucking the same hole. Their cocks pressed together inside of Pie. It was hard to tell who was touching who when they fucked like this.
Especially when Lucifer and Pie kept shifting their forms. Someone had a sucker on Adam’s ass, two sets of lips were on Lucifer’s … something. Lucifer was more a gelatinous puddle than Pie normally was.
Tonight had been spur of the moment, no plans, nothing specific someone got horny for, just a few looks, some touches, and falling into bed together.
Lucifer seemed to corkscrew his dick around Adam’s inside of Pie, which was really doing it for Pie given his open mouthed silent scream as he bubbled, half melted, and came. Doing so kept Lucifer from thrusting though so he had to rely on Adam to take control and get them both off.
Handy that Adam never disappoints.
Lucifer solidified back to his normal self and took his usual spot curled on one side of Adam and Pie took the other for their post-sex cuddles. It wouldn’t be long though and Pie would move to his pumpkin shaped bowl so he could feel safe and secure as they slept on the side table.
Cuddling was nice but they didn’t like to try and maintain a form while sleeping.
Lucifer and Adam shared a few more kisses before they turn off the light and went to bed.
Time does what it does and passed to nearly the end of fall.
Adam found Pie raiding the cupboard for sweets. When he asked why, Pie just shrugged.
Must just be in the mood Adam decided. Pie had very few foods he ate. Candy wasn’t one of them.
When they went shopping he picked up a container of gummy worms and held them up to Adam. It wasn’t like cost was an issue, so Adam said sure. They barely made it a cart length before Pie was asking for something else.
Packing away the groceries and getting in the car, Pie was already halfway through the first container.
He ate himself sick.
They’d never seen Pie sick before. It was worrying. Adam texted with Lucifer all morning while Lucifer was at an annual check up.
Adam spent the rest of the morning hovering and fussing over Pie. Generally wanting to help but not knowing how, other than by putting Pie in the sunlight, giving him a glass of water to sip on, and a bowl to puke his pumpkin guts into.
When Lucifer came home Adam was relieved. Lucifer sent Adam to the kitchen for some tea and preformed a check up on Pie.
While Lucifer could go to a doctor to make sure he was fine, no doctors in heaven, hell, or Earth knew what to do with Pie. Lucifer reached out with his angelic powers to his pumpkin based clone to feel out what was wrong.
Adam tapped his foot nervously as he sat at the table with a cup of tea. Every minute was agonizing.
There was the soft swoosh of the pocket door for the living room closing and the tapping of Lucifer’s boots down the hall. Lucifer took a seat and slid down.
“He’ll be fine. Too many gummy worms for his system.” Lucifer poured himself a cup of tea. He frowned and put it down on the table. “I got it out of him that he watched a documentary on worms and compost. They were pretending the gummy worms were real one and they were a compost heap eating the worms.”
Adam sunk in relief. “Oh man. I had all kinds of thoughts. Was this the end of his life span? Did he have some sort of rot? Fuck, I even thought he might have been pregnant.” Adam laughed at that.
Lucifer tapped the table top nervously with his claws before he cleared his throat. “Speaking of, remember that bonfire last month?”
#hazbin hotel adam#adamsapple#hazbin hotel lucifer#adam x lucifer#adamsapple harvest#spoilers in tags#just kind of filling in spaces#at#this#point#doo doo doo badum#adamsapplepie#I think this is enough#I can tag the spoiler#so this story is hidden from people that don’t like it#but doesn’t spoil it for folks that don’t read the tags much anyways#mpreg
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Just Admit It- Part 1
I've been playing around with possible friendship dynamics of the Beast Council for fun!! I love imagining what kind of childhood they could have in the Forgotten Land all together.
What if Carol and Sillydillo are the fun-loving extroverts? Leon is the introverted one who's been smitten by Carol for a really really long time but he's too shy about it? And Gori is the friend who is an excellent observer and will bluntly tell you what he thinks (and maybe has a tendency to get grumpy when things aren't easily going his way).
Somewhat of a prequel to this other doodle comic about Leon and Carol- everyone here is still a kid ^_^
Part 2
#I know beast pack headcanons are so wildly up to interpretation! there's a few canon personality traits and lots of space to fill in betwee#I also just love stories about a group of lifelong friends all doing their best!#so why not play around with them and see what kind of stories about love and friendship they might experience? heehee.#and not all of them are about just Leon and Carol I have other plans!! this is just one of the first ones I have :P#these are quick and very self indulgent but I hope they can still be enjoyable hehe#friend squads for the win!!#also I feel like I draw the beast council a little differently every time I try lol. I'm getting used to them okay they are all so so shape#you should see the first drawings I ever tried to do of them. they are a little rough xD#I'm starting to understand why there's not a TON of content for them. Pretty much everyone except Carol are BUILT DIFFERENT#LEONGAR. WHY is your body and head proportioned like that?! you made me make up my own rules for drawing you!!#sillydillo and your funny little snout! I learned so much studying you! and I have so much work to do with all of you adjakflja#but I guess that's the definition of developing personal art styles huh?#so I guess these funny little stories have the added benefit of getting me more comfortable with the beasts!#ANYWAY that concludes this round of Jojo's director's commentary. like and subscribe#beast pack#clawroline#leongar#sillydillo#gorimondo#beast council#Kirby and the forgotten land#Kirby series#art#caroleon#????#sHOOT I still don't know the ship name I can't commit to one someone please tell me what it is I don't want to make one up ahh#ask me to tag it and I will happily do so sdjakfljdsla
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Assorted fruit 🫶
#minecraft story mode#mcsm jesse#mcsm lukas#mcsm olivia#mcsm nell#mcsm radar#mcsm gill#bakery au#at least some of them are#wanted to draw Jesse in my clothes so that’s what the dress at the bottom is :)#Gill would LOVE California Gurls. he knows every word.#that one is also kind of a running joke between some friends#I don’t think Radar should take that brownie….#the bread is just because I needed to fill space#yeah I drew them kissing a lot. it was for practice#also they love each other#Jesse and Jesse doing the Sibling Stare is really funny to me#Olivia is in the corner because I love her. she’s so neat#my art
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beloved patriarch (inspired by the lower mv)
#yakuza#arasawa#sawashiro jo#jo sawashiro#arakawa masumi#masumi arakawa#ichiban kasuga#kasuga ichiban#mitsuo yasumura#<- baby's first mitsuo#even if just in the background!#the other members of the family i just improvised on the spot. the important part was filling the space#yakuza like a dragon#yakuza 7#ryu ga gotoku#ryu ga gotoku 7#like a dragon#rgg#jichanart#had the sketch for this one in the wip folder for mooooonths it was crazy#but finally picked it back up#that song + mv just makes me so. yeah. yeah.#it's not a one to one comparison but#i really enjoy the storytelling in that mv so i wanted to use its aesthetics to express something i find interesting about arasawa#that being this dichotomy between the well loved arakawa and sawashiro who is... well... has his single minded devotion#in the mv the witch clearly has other people in her life and has all kinds of things going on#but the maid seems not to have anybody else. just on their own or with the witch and tuning everyone else out#and i wanted to use that imagery for arasawa#the person sawashiro lives for being surrounded by other people. and how he feels about that.#dedication and love inseparably entwined with this unsettling possessiveness and whatnot. his dedication as something isolating.
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i want you all to know that no matter what you are, as long as you're not a dick, i don't care if you follow me.
this blog is a safe place for everyone.
yes. even you.
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i don't care what your gender is. i don't care what your sexuality is. i don't care how many of you there are in one person. i don't care if you're a therian or otherhearted or alter human or any of that. i don't care if sometimes you regress to a younger age or an animal. i don't care if you're an eating disorder blog and just want to follow someone who posts silly things! i don't care about any of it.
as long as you treat people with respect? i could care less.
i just want everyone to know that i love you all.
alright, end post :)
#just a message to everyone#if i didnt like someone i'd just go ahead and block them#idk i thought it should be known that this is a safe space#also on the note of the eating disorder thing#believe me i know what its like to want some sort of community outside of it#you feel alone and like you cant talk to anyone about anything#because your mind is so filled with what and when you're gonna eat next#i also get why people might not want those kinds of blogs following them (afraid of being trigged. understandable)#having an ed blog follow me doesn't trigger me#there are only two things that trigger me and its nothing i see or hear online bc its all based on smells#and what i call destructive nostalgia#cw ed mention
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watering sunkern on a summer’s day 🌻
(please do not repost my art, just leave a link to it instead if you’d like to share, thank you!)
#pokemon#pokemon fanart#pokemon art#gardevoir#sunkern#pkmnart#my art#this is my equivalent of drawing something that sparks joy#some selfish art for me bc i want to!!!!!!!!#gardevoir!!!!!! is so cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#drawing lineless is actually kind of fun once you get the hang of it#kind of relaxing#bc i no longer have to stress over staying within the lines/filling in all the white space etc#i can just let it be imperfect
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My lucky boy
#gibsonnilson#fallout#fnv oc#fnv#fallout new vegas#technically also a fallout 3. oc but most of his story is on new vegs#ignore the. mr house he’s comfortable#can you tell I’m really good at filling in negative spaces#this shit cost me my back I hate this kind of shading#MJ Akabine#fallout courier#his story is still a wip but I just wanted to draw him <|#I made a better version of the bg but it’s too late to post it now because it’s already out 😭😭😭#FOoc MJ
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#obvious thing to say but.#there’s some connection between being plugged into the news 24/7 and being depressed#and I don’t think it’s just that the news is depressing though that doesn’t help#it’s also that depressed people seek it out as a space to live in#or—not the news exactly. not the word I want#political discourse? online arguing?#and yet also I know that my own demands for peace (selfish) are not quite the answer to it#idk. I am very tired of political discourse and the well-worn grooves of its channels#but I would like to know how I personally would like to engage with if#*it. tumblr pls#and I don’t particularly know yet.#I am tired of how it sort of DOES just force you into a slot???? doesn’t matter what anyone says about nuance or a different perspective#when there are ‘two sides’ people be picking a side!#which I guess makes sense. but I also kind of hate it#fills me with fear and loathing#anyways. just rambling
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i know a lot of people have said it already but it does kinda suck that the only thing you actually gain from recruiting minthara is minthara herself. the obvious way to get her (siding with the goblins) locks you out of three companions (karlach, wyll, halsin), all the tiefling refugee npcs and their associated quests, and a whole quest related to halsin in act 2. and there's nothing to make up for it, you just have less things to experience now
even if you're not doing a necessarily 'evil' playthrough, like i am, and you don't choose sides and moved on to the creche (which i did, because it made sense for my character to want to get there as soon as possible), you still lose most of the same things. functionally, aside from keeping karlach and wyll, you get pretty much the same result as you would personally slaughtering a whole bunch of refugees
#i just started the shadow curse quest by waking up the guy and it instantly ends because halsin is dead#so all is lost and nothing can be fixed#and i was kind of expecting that but i thought maybe there would be a little more to it than just? that#i know you should miss out on things if the character associated with a quest is dead and all that#fine if you can't stop the curse or whatever. but there isn't a quest you can only get if halsin is dead instead you get what im saying#there's nothing else to fill that missing space. it's not like there's a ton of evil path stuff you'd miss if you were doing a good pt#besides minthara and probably some durge stuff but i havent gotten that far#AND. the game is huge and there's already a lot to do which i appreciate and am grateful for all the work that was put into it#i just have some mixed feelings about this but i understand how big the game is already#baldur's gate#★
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girls when they have to apply for a job
#peach rambles#im going to kill people. oh my fucking god. you’re telling me it cost almost 10 fucking dollars just to order a fucking transcript#FROM A SCHOOL I WENT TO . AND ALREADY RECEIVED A DEGREE FROM . FUCK YOU FCUKYOIFCUKF#also the three references. fuck you. i kind of wanted to never speak to my professors again ! can you fucking RESPECT MY SPACE.#and now i have to find my resume (which i haven’t used in three years) and update it and also make a goddamn cover letter#nothing fills me with rage like paperwork and bureaucracy . LIKE. JUST LET ME IN#and this fucking district sent me a link to schedule an interview BEFORE MY APPLICATION WAS EVEN SUBMITTED#I KNOW YALL ARE DESPERATE. FUCK YOU
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i hate that this website has location based ads now like it's one thing to promote the local grocery store chain to me but i am seeing ads for my workplace now :/
#stop it......#i don't want to go back but this is the last sick day i can reasonably take#i probably should've gone back today but i told them when i was still feeling worse that i wasn't coming in.......#ohhhh i dread going in tomorrow so much. i don't even dislike this job i just hate being somewhere everyday#each day feeling its meaninglessness...... my meaninglessness in the space.......... the repetition and redundancy#selling people who don't need to be there things that they don't need#standing all day long just fucking bored#hoping that enough has happened since i've been gone that people can fill me in#ugggh because it's soooo boring but stressful to have to generate conversation with the same people every day#when nothing new ever happens#and i get sick of everybody even the people that i like and i don't really think anybody likes me that much either#i guess i felt this when i worked there part time but because i only had to be there part time it wasn't this constant gnawing feeling#and they didn't have me in the shop all the time....... this schedule is fucking killing me#i walk there i stand all day and i walk home#that's one of the reasons i haven't come back in yet - i was so dizzy and nauseous that the idea of standing all day was like.#i obviously can't fucking do that even if i would otherwise feel well enough to come in#if i had a sitting job then it wouldn't matter if i was a little dizzy#but getting back and forth to work and then standing for 8 hours. even when i'm feeling well it's kind of a lot#idk i guess i'm pretty unhappy with this job and where i am in life etc but i can't quit rn because what else would i do#there's literally job of this type that is going to pay as well and have good benefits#and i'm not qualified yet for the type of work i hope to do in the future#so i just gotta wait it out but it feels like. endless.#sigh anyway i'm just lazy lol#all this is to say. stop putting ads for my workplace on my dash lol i don't need to see all that
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I’m thinking about how the Mechs use energy, because they do things and live and therefore they *must* use energy, that’s how physics (and biology) work.
I had the idea that they are always absolutely frigid to the touch because they suck in heat from the environment like an endothermic chemical reaction.
#the mechanisms#another crack idea#it would make the most sense for them to be able to run on multiple kinds of energy#and yes i know the actual answer is that they just do. its magic basically. but thats not fun for me.#what is fun is trying to figure this shit out#and if you disagree. thats fine. disregard my musings. but like. idk what to tell you. im autistic.#of course the way i enjoy the media is different than most people#i dont think its surprisjng that the way my autistic ass likes to interact with the mechs is to disect every little bit and try to fill-#holes in ways that make sense in our understanding of the universe and their world#like you could just say that in the universe that the mechs live in physics doesnt work the same and energy isnt needed#which is fucking insane#but you could. my question would then be how the physics does work and trying to figure that out.#i just wanna stick my fingies in the holes in the story like its a crochet blanket and make flex them around#thats whats fun for me. which means that its super frustrating when i pose these questions looking for people to play in thd space with me-#and they just get shut down with answer like ‘whatever serves the narrative’ or ‘the mechs are unreliable narrators’ or ‘jonny lies’#tbc unreliable narrators can be very fun. but its not fun when it stops the possibilities or the conversation.#its not fun when ‘unreliable narrator’ is the end.#i think other people may enjoy the freedom of just doing anything that that gives them (or ‘whatever serves the narrative’ does)#but i dont because im a scientist which means i want to figure things out which means there must be a framework#if anything could happen at any time then you can’t make a cohesive story.#and i coukd argue we know thats not the case since ivy predicts stuff based on likelihood#anyway i managed to go down a rabbit hole tangent of why apes and roundworms hybridizing is the most ridiculous ‘scientific’ answer ive-#seen in scifi. so if you’re interested in that. hmu
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you’ve probably already read it before, but the poem Party by Kim Addonizio really got me tonight. first thought was “oh man. yeah” and then my second thought was “how can i make this about my hockey guys somehow………..”anyway! have a good one!
oh. oh.
#don’t think i’ve read this kim addonizio poem and it just blindsided me like a truck thank you so much#i. oh god. like yeah.#pour me shitfaced into your car i feel like you own a comforter extremely dysfunctional only in surface details like which person was the#black hole and the distant spark in space that might’ve been a star there’s something too with unrelenting mist / many-headed mist / missed#who knew mis(t)/sed had undone so many. while you keep an eye on the burner here’s hoping this flame doesn’t go out#the flame as in the spark as in don’t let me have pinned my hopes on you to watch it burn out again but also me. like please let me not go#and i think there’s something there too with the repetitive ‘i have just met you’ and i already love you that reminds me both of a story#colman domingo told abt meeting his partner i cry everytime i hear it right when he says ‘i think i love u &you’re about to change my life’#and i KNOW there’s another poem. and i feel like it maybe has a dog and it talks about how they don’t even know you but they love you#OH IT’S ALSO. OH MY GOD THAT’S IT. i mean not exactly so maybe i have read this before & it’s what has been haunting me for so long but#the opening line to tim seibles naïve is ‘i love you but i don’t know you’ - mennonite woman#the odds of that dog poem being a carl phillips poem is non-zero btw. his poems about dogs make me see shrimp colors (bertuzzi thesis)#ANYWAY. agreed. this is incredibly hockey and incredibly hurtful because they DO bond like this in 0.0001 seconds because if you can’t#you’re fucked. you have to just find somebody and fall in love with them and it’s the salmon and the triple cream brie like they got taken#out to some fancy meet the donors team night in their suits and one of them is dealing with a heartbreak and a trade and are the things#they think true or are they just missing what the used to have. jamie who used to empty and refill the ice tray YES sorry i have been a#little bit thinking that about the trevor dealing so poorly with the breakup and i wish i had another narrative (which i do) but it fits#trade deadline tragedy#and also the formation of a codependent rookies like. two guys that get drafted and brought up together and suddenly they’re doing#everything together and it’s your first time in the big show and none of your old college friends understand because they’re not there#and you can’t get it. like you think you know but they can’t understand and the loneliness and it IS guys taking care of each other#(alexa play harriet by hey rosetta! but specifically the bridge) and it’s just. i just!!! trying to fill up the missing pieces of your life#like i cannot convey WHOMST i am trying to pin this narrative to this is going to rotate for a long while i think#because it’s not a wild i fell in love with you at first sight it’s a you were kind to me when i was broken. and i love you for that.#like who is FALLING APART &happens to fall into someone else’s arms. purely for the partygirl aspect the devil (old hrpf) says ‘13 bennguin#who among us hasn’t fallen mildly briefly brilliantly in love with a stranger and imagined a future where you get everything you want#sometimes we love people for who they are and sometimes we love them for what we’re not and sometimes for who we think they’ll be#this was a very long way to say thank you for sharing <3 i will also be making this about my hockey guys <3#OH MY GOD IT’S DPAIRS. WHO’S BEEN THROUGH SEVERAL DPAIRS#nonny <3
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what do you headcanon the gunnhildr sibs preferences to be? personally i see jean as a cis pansexual and poly (because of you fics thanks for that btw) and barbara to be trans mtf and bisexual
I don't really have a solid headcanon for Jean's preferences beyond that she's into women--I can range anywhere from 'exclusively lesbian' to 'Kinsey-scale-3 bisexual' depending on the story I'm telling myself about her at the time? Like, I have headcanons that I'll flex for fic purposes, but this is more that the only headcanon I have in the first place is that she likes women, and the rest is a nice muddy shape around it. (A muddiness I often like to roll in!) Similarly, I like to write her as poly, but it's not really a 'headcanon' per se, it's just how I like to write her. XD As for gender, though, while this post starts about Kaeya I basically cover it here: technically she's cis in that she's not seeking not to be a woman, but I don't think the axis upon which Jean identifies has anything to do with gender. She'd describe herself as a Gunnhildr and as a knight, as opposed to a civilian, but she wouldn't put 'woman' in a self-description because it's very minimally relevant to how she thinks about herself.
I don't really have strong headcanons about Barbara, because I haven't thought about her from those angles so much; my defaults for her are cis woman and wlw, but I haven't really focused in on either aspect when writing or thinking about her. I definitely can see where an MtF reading would be fun, though, especially in light of a headcanon I do have, wherein the Gunnhildrs are matrilineal. (I mean, the fact that the only four we know the names/identities of are all women could just be coincidence, there's only four we know at all, but 'that's because the men are all married out to other families' is more fun to me. XD) The tensions that would add to her existing family situation--trying to prove herself when she was still a Gunnhildr, being thrust out of the family when her parents divorced (and her father being allowed to take her)--in tragic but interesting ways!
#i feel like i quibble over the meaning of 'headcanon' a lot answering this kind of thing XD;;#but basically a headcanon to me is a structure i use to fill an empty space in the lore/narrative#with such consistency that when telling myself stories it's an underlying part of the framework just as canon is#and i'm making a conscious decision for narrative purposes when i depart from it in a given story#but i like to tell myself lots of different stories and things that change easily as part of that variety aren't headcanons to me#e.g: since jean is my bicycle for this fandom her sexuality isn't because it depends on what story i want to tell with her that day#asked and answered#someone please give jean a nap#sing me a song barbara
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I gotta start loving myself because I need to be loved by someone, not because I need to be less mean to myself. Positive reinforcement of positive stimuli and less negative reinforcement of negative stimuli etc… sciencey terms
#I’ve gotta accept that if I’m never gonna get an apology from my mom I’ve gotta start planning for the future for myself#there’s a gap there and it’s bad. and I can’t keep ignoring it#I’m smart. I know a relationship won’t fill that#especially at this age I can’t be expected to settle down#I’ve got to embrace myself and love myself as a mother would#or else this downward spiral will just steepen#I need to start doing things for myself#I’ve REALLY gotta get out of fandom spaces if I’m honest#it’s lovely to draw characters and get lost in the whimsy#but the community of it is killing me slowly#like hookups but platonic#I can’t keep doing it. it’s unhealthy for what I need#I need to build up friends that can support me through this kind of thing#which will be a bitch because I don’t truly believe people want to be my friends#but I think I need to start getting on my own ass about that. people love me and it’s not cute anymore to pretend they don’t#no more blaming. no more waiting#I need to do something now#personal#delete later#though honestly maybe not because I need to hold myself to this
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my doctor never got back to me about the one-day prescription of a sedative so uhhh guess who has two thumbs is claustrophobic and will be raw dogging their MRI tomorrow? yippeeeee................
#muzz mumbles#drug mention#bro my doctor is so sweet so kind so nicies but her office staff sucks real ass#there is an almost impressive lack of communication#anyway i'm really dreading the appointment because i hate!!! small spaces!!!!!!!!!!!!#i had an MRI done on my spine a few weeks ago and it fucking SUCKED and i wasn't even fully inside the machine.#they generously put me in feet first#aint no getting out of it this time though im just gonna have to um. not have a panic attack and ruin the whole test. yayyyyyyy#(<<< filled with dread and despair)
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