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Jackie & Shauna (Yellowjackets, S01E10) "End of Beginning" by Djo
#yellowjackets#yellowjacketsedit#jackieshauna#tvedit#djoedit#i am not back this blog is not alive again i just got an insane random spur of inspo for this#i still havent watched s2 <3#i watched the first 3 eps but then the fandom got real mean to a comfort character so i stopped but perhaps i will try again#i have had 0 time i havent been here i havent been on the discord i have been a ghost and im sorry for that#at some point it had been so long since i existed in this fandom that showing up was too scary ksdjhsfd#and it will stay that way goodbye i love u all but i do not have the time or energy to stress over online stuff#anyway enjoy this i am actually very happy with it#gifs#**
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60s sastiel. i just know they live in a polyamourous community together
#sastiel#samcas#hi guys. i havent been very supernatural lately sorry but here are sam and cas 2 make up for it#samstiel#i think maybe they time travelled back into the 60s by accident and got stuck there and so they just became hippies. of course sam has a#harder time cutting loose than castiel but theyre both so happy#my art#fanart#sam winchester#spn#supernatural#castiel
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★ svt (taylor's version) — poll [CLOSED].
edited to add: after a relatively landslide -ish win (lol), svt (taylor's version) - the love songs edition has been published first. <3 thanks to all who voted!
recently hit a major follower goal, tysm everyone aaah ´◡` one of the ways i'll be celebrating is with two taylor swift inspired smau posts. see also:
running a poll for which i should post first (but rest assured that both will be up eventually hehe) thank you again for liking my silly little stories so far <3 + and tysm to everyone who gave suggestions for the love ver.! making my slowww way thru requests, but for now we vote ˘ ³˘
#── ᵎᵎ ✦ yapping#[ not going to tag too much since this is just a lil thing c: ]#[ but hello to everyone who reads! and has followed! super happy to have u here aaah ]#[ i will fr dip for a couple of days as i prepare for minghao day so i shall leave you all with This ]#[ idk how else to properly mark this follower goal ! maybe i'll do solo stories for members i havent yet hehe ]#[ but yes... <33333333333333 THANK YOUUU ]#[ this was just supposed to be an outlet for myself and a reason to use the social dummy app. LOL ]#[ everyone has been very nice!! i appreciate u all!!!!!!!! ]
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[Image description: A traditional drawing of Katrina from the film Vamp. It is boldly coloured with oil pastels, and is a close-up of her face, stretched out to bare her fangs. Both her mouth and her eyes are wide open, although one of her eyes is obscured in a dark shadow. She is deeply shadowed, although the contours of her face are lit up from below in a bright and unnatural neon green, which also makes her visible eye look uncanny. There is a pink rim light around the top of her head, and deeper reds behind her. The oil pastels create a grainy texture that is offset by the rigidity of the colour blocking of the different tones of her face.]
#katrina vamp#vamp 1986#vamp#katrina vamp fanart#vamp 1986 fanart#vamp fanart#traditional art#so basically i havent posted in nearly a year now due to mental failings (i say ambiguously cos its hard to sum up)#which is to say its more of a persistent but underlying mood than something catastrophic and that so dw too much#anyway#this whole time i have been really sad that i havent been posting art and it would make me happy to do that again#so here i am#i think i will try inktober this year just to get back into things but like give myself 2 days ahead this time#if it is hard i will just finish it in my own time lol#but this is a pretty old piece as i have a backlogue of older and newer ones that im gonna post#about 2 b4 inktober and i will resume the rest after#anyway vamp is great and grace jones is amazing in it and u should all watch it 💛💛#pinnacle of 80s red green lighting (my fave type of lighting)#also for reference i scanned this a week or so after i stopped posting lol
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vitalasubzam week, day eight: lava/snow the start and end of them. the first eclipse federation base, where vitalasy and then later zam joined subz. the wormhole, the snowy biome where they had that last argument with zam. the last time they ever spoke to him.
the figures in the snow drawing are reused from my mcytblr holiday exchange piece, since its the same scene and i didnt have time to redraw it.
featuring my headcanon that the wormhole can be seen in the sky from anywhere on the server, no matter how far from spawn you go.
#vsz week 2024#eclipse federation#itzsubz#vitalasy#princezam#chara makes things#featuring once again my love of subz builds. first eclipse base is SO FUCKING COOL. wormhole is also cool and a subz build but i dont think#that i did the wormhole justice here. its soo pretty i should just draw the wormhole sometime. i havent been happy with how ive drawn it#either time its featured in my art.
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Kemenag DKI released the exam results in a 50 page pdf ☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️
#LIKE??? NOT EVEN ON YOUR WEBSITE???? LOL????????#IM STILL HAPPY THO MY SISTER GOT ACCEPTED#BUT STILL HOLY SHIT THE SYSTEM IS SO DOGWATER#dari pagi diralat 3 kali hasilnya HUHUUUU AKU DAH TAKUT TAUUUUU#also hello im back ill be answering asks soon. i think. is that still appropriate. im so very late holy fuck#hi guys how yall doin!!!! ive been busy taking care of my sisters ppdb the whole time lol sorry for the disappearance#i assure you guys im not dead im just very tired#im at my mom's rn so connection might be spotty + bakal disuruh urus rumah&adek juga lol so still not gonna be here 24/7#but im here im queer & i havent done my ktp yet. happt pride month#jasa pos telkomsel#also edit: for context my sisters testing for school right. its beung taken care of by kemenag & not kemendikbud#for some reason the results keeps getting retracted. its been retracted 3 times i thinks before this sonce mornign#in those 3 timws my sisters name doesnt show up. and now she does. hooray.#like ALL OF THE DKI SCHOOLS IN THAT PDF
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#Reds such a unique and sad character to me#No matter what he does he is in a loop somehow. both actually and mentally.#He wants change - but he's afraid of it - But he NEEDS it - but its too scary.#He wants to be normal - But normal is boring - But its safe.#Too weird for people - too normal for freaks.#He Likes those two - But getting attached hurts. - But he truly does love them - But what if hes the issue? what is HE hurts them.#and thats why i think transport was such a big turning point. because he does hurt them#He tries his best and does what he thinks will be best.#him being alone so he issnt an “Issue”#And them being happy and healthy in a place where thier needs are met. and they dont have to be scared anymore.#but he fails and he hurts them.#His torture here is feeling helpless and whenever he tries it fails to the point he feels awful.#He has such complex and battling emotions they loop in his head over and over. too the point he cant do anything#thus making him a neutral character.#But neutral issnt a Good thing#Yes he doesnt hurt anything. But he doesnt help or comfort either#He is in a loop inside and out.#Hes drowning.#SIIIGHH sometimes it hurts understanding him /hj. (i know theres like a gigillion ways to interpret him lmao.}#im actuly kinda sad i havent seen anyone else have the idea of him being torn apart inside and anxious tho.#or that he sees himself as a big monster. maybe even due to him leaveing before (trying to help but failing again)#or that hes easy to manipulate. thus creating danger for the other two.#But im just yapping and making a comic based on my thoughts :]#(as ive been a lil mentally ill about string man lately.#dhmis#dhmis red guy#dhmis fanart#dhmis comic#dont hug me im scared
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Cyanobacteria my beloved 🖤
#who needs mood stablizers when u have access to a microscope and like 200 vials of goo#im only a lil kidding. i used to go transfer cultures when i was feeling really fucked up bc its like ok i have to focus#and i have to breathe for the 4hrs im sitting here. and i would go in at fucked up hours when i couldnt sleep#and i havent transfered anything for weeks and now im like oh right. my babies#i especially love when cyanobacteria r all chubby. rn its probably a sign that their nutrient levels r fucked up#bc theyve been in one tube too long but idk im delighted by fat filamentous cyanos. the colors make me happy#also true branching cyanos r so fucking beautiful. f1sherella my beloved 🖤🖤🖤#listen. in my biased opinion nostocales r just thr fucking best. i dont want fucking cocci i want annoying filamentous who can differentiate#their cells. fucking wild. multicellular bacteria#cyanobacteria
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to love someone is to heal someone
#~ art#💚 memoryshipping#ignore tags if youre just here for the art and not me going full diary mode#anyways ... this is a little personal to me#especially with how i treat her here. i think this is a direct projection of how i'm feeling right now#today has been a little harsh on me - maybe a little painful even#i'm okay now - because i resolved it. albeit harboring some bits of anger to it but its not worth fighting about anymore#its hard to say that i'm - very optimistic so to speak because it's only one pillar i just jumped over and there will be more later#and this is me coping with it and im lucky to have mustered some energy to at least express it through drawing#i havent been drawing much for myself and it makes me sad because its my source of happiness#my time for drawing is being repurposed for other stuff right now and it still is and i dont feel entirely happy doing it unfortunately#i still have many things i want to follow up on my drawing list especially in my recent interests peaking again#but i resorted for now to making something im already used to. stevaide lol fgsjsddsjjsdjkghsdjgdjkhskjghshsgsasjhjsjksdjfhsfasgs corny ass#rest assured im at a somewhat relaxed state right now. throwing boops here and there calmed me down because theres people around me#who ig thinks im cool eajdhajhd#ahh anyway
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CAN YOU SHOW US THE HELMET/HEADGEAR YOU MADE FOR BONE MAGE XISUMA
YES OF COURSE!!!!! :D
its still Definitely a work in progress (the lower jaw isnt even on here yet LMAO) but here’s what i’ve got so far!!
#this has been a solid. probably 50+ hours of work ur seeing right here#im so happy with how its going though#i havent seen anyone else do bone mage xisuma so im just kinda winging this based off fanart and a design sheet i made LMAO#seta speaks#answered
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whumptober 2023 - day 1 ↳ drugging (alt prompt) The Continental 1x01
#whumptober2023#no.1#drugging#altprompt#the continental#video#fight#punched#drugged#needles#injection#making whump gifs and videos is so funny like this episode is 90mins long heres my favorite part: guy getting punched in the face lmao#its a john wick prequel i think? but i havent seen the movies#the show is actually called the continental: from the world of john wick but im not typing all that out in the post lol#takes place in the 70s in nyc#but man this first episode hit all the right notes#at least in the whump category lol#second ep is out now and third is coming next week i think but thats gonna be it bc its a mini series#ive got some stuff ready for this month and im v happy about that bc i havent been posting/creating much#and it feels nice to just get into it a bit without the pressure of wanting to be completionist#same as last year i enjoyed that
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Happy Easter if yall celebrate it!!!!! Otherwise I hope yall have an absolutely fantastic Sunday!!!!
Aaaa I feel like I'm not as chatty as I once was on here. Been a bit all over the place! Also feel silly making a ton of text posts with no art so I try and limit how often I blab on here.
But just know I still appreciate all of you who follow and like my art! Every bit of interaction I still see and it still baffles me to see such kind words. It means the absolute world to me!!!! 💖💖🌻
#plus Ive been drawing other things between wh art#but I know no one here would wanna see my original character art. Which is so okay im not lamenting that!#this blog was always meant for fandom stuff! but ya know. if im drawing other stuff it means my fandom art slows down slightly#still need to get back in the groove with drawing Dandy#really hard not to feel discourage ever since dealing with them being used without my permission (Which has already been long since handled)#but I havent shaken off that upset I felt. Made me all tol hesitant to even post Dandy anymore.#course also kinda put a damper on my fun#OH IM RAMBLING! venting??? this isnt about that#shaking my head and clearing clouds!!! anyway! needless to say im trying. i hope you guys dont mind being patient with me#happy easter!#or uh happy sunday!!!! if you dont celebrate!#OH AND HAPPY TRANS DAY OF VISIBILITY!!!!!!#Wow my tag rambles are all OVER THE PLACE#text post#just rambling#ill shut up now 💖
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finally drew a jeremy im decently happy with. wowzers!!!
#this is uhhhh. ummm. i dunno hes like college aged here? ish?#the same age as when i draw michael with the hoodie on so i guess basically just post bite#yes i did put 87 on his jacket. yes i think im funny (original and hilarious joke LAUGH OR ELSE /j)#ive been struggling with him for like a few months now#his design generally hasnt changed an awful lot i just havent been happy with it#but this is good i think! i like how he looks#i hope. that he is enjoyed#my art
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everyday i constantly think of masato's wheelchair and if that's his only one/main one no wonder he's so pissed at everyone
#snap chats#someone pointed this out to me like last year so im stealing it sorry cause I Think Of It Constantly#the handling of masato's disability will forever annoy me esp with how vague it is but esp his chair#one day ill draw masato with an appropriate wheelchair. maybe then he'll be happy for once#in a way i guess it could tie into how restricted or trapped he felt since the type of chair he's shown is more like. a hospital one#and not one youd really use as a regular user- like in that vein it is a bit of storytelling in that he can ONLY go out with help#since hospital chairs are SO much different from home chairs ESPECIALLY in regards to mobility and independence the user has#AND NOT TO MENTION HOW UNCOMFORTABLE THOSE CHAIRS ARE get his ass a proper cushion P L E A S E#like it portrays the idea that its unfathomable for him to go anywhere on his own and so in that vein . Interesting Storytelling#theres a lot of implications going on here if im so honest and again it makes for Really Interesting Story Telling#however i refuse to give rgg credit like that when it comes to disabilities. ... they havent earned that from me yet#see this is why the vagueness of his condition annoys me because he's shown to be independent enough to roll himself to his elevator#and presumably get himself dressed but he cant have a proper chair ?#because ik there are people who have expressed they have conditions where even writing is tiring#so if his condition was in-line with that and it was hard for him to push himself in his chair then i could buy it#obviously the issue lies with his lungs but i just want to know the full extent yk...#to wrap this up tho ive been thinking of character design in rgg and how we dont give credit to it enough#sooooo if i make a second post ten minutes from now thats why cause i keep forgetting to spam my thoughts on here LMAO#ok bye
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22 May, a day before my birthday, today - A doctor looked me in the eyes with a a smile, and said "Guess what? You are going to get Testosteron." After 6 years of waiting, after 16 years of thinking something is weird with me, and at the age of 26, I finally got on T.
I cannot remember once in my life in which I've started to cry out of happiness. But the moment those words hit me, I couldn't stop laughing and crying.
Thank you for everyone who has supported me to get here.
#nekro.art#nekro.sona#transmasc#ftm#my pronouns are they/them or he/him#i am a transmasc nonbinary#its been a super long road to get here with ups and downs#because being diagnosed with 'nonbinary' rather than 'transexual man' has put quite a few restrictions on me#but at least#im finally on T#the doctor i got was so sweet she was wonderful#i got to hug her and my mother and im just#i havent felt happiness like this over something that has to do with my own body#ever#never ever did i even think i would react like this#but hearing those words from her made it so real all of a sudden#im almost crying again just writing this
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yall i got my first ever 'update when' comment today whats up. am i part of the cool kids club now
#talk tag#they were a guest so idk if they follow me here but if so uhh. im sure the intent was good and im not like. mad at all#but as a general rule its considered kind of rude to say that kinda stuff? just. for future reference#again. not mad if anything its almost a badge of honor lajfkldjsklfjds but just to keep in mind in future comments to ppl in general#also for the record...... cmh is very much not abandoned i have just been really fucking stuck on the next chapter#im working on it ok. its getting there. we will get there when we get there hope this helps#(ideally soon but i dont. wanna make promises idk if i can keep alfjdlksjfkdls)#. u know i will also say. my opinion on comments like that is probably . kinda weird#because like i very much dont love the phrasing Duh Obviously#+ nobody is *entitled* to updates im literally doing this for fun#but it is still also nice to know ppl still look forward to updates#and havent like. forgotten abt a fic just bc its been a while since i updated it#even though i think that commenter was a new reader that binged the whole thing but still#like. phrasing could be better but the intent Does actually make me kinda happy
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