#just have to finish my bio minor and then fuck around for the rest of my hours

[i-write-but-only-sometimes]

Girlfriend | Stardew Valley Sebastian/F!Reader

Synopsis – Sebastian finds out that Sam is dating the farmer. Nice guys finish last.

Content Warnings – masturbation, creepy incel stalker behavior, excessive swearing, jealousy/pining

Author's Note – This is my first time posting a fic online and not just leaving it to rot in my Drive. I'm working on varying my sentence structure and hope the next one will be better!

**MINORS DNI**

The slamming of the basement door echoed through the dim, musty basement. Seb raked his fingers through his hair, grunting “Fuck!” through gritted teeth. The large case that had been slung around his shoulder clattered to the ground, with no regard to whether the keyboard inside would be damaged. Seb rolled his chair back and practically threw himself into it, pulling forward to boot up his PC. Frantic mouse-clicking and key-tapping eventually led him to his best friend’s Instagram profile. This fucking asshole.

Under the username, sam.i.am.01—how lame is that?—in his bio, was the final nail in Seb’s coffin. ‘Taken :)’. “You’ve gotta be fucking kidding me.”

Seb selected the first post, accidentally missing the image a few times before it blew up on the screen. Just a generic beach picture? He clicked the arrow taking him through the slides, ignoring the “cool" shells and sunset views until he got to one photo in particular. Sam and the farmer on the beach. She smiled as he kissed her cheek, both of them glistening, covered in beads of salty water as the ocean behind them reflected a perfect day. The caption: ‘Got to spend the day with my favorite girl in the whole world. <3 Just kidding, mom!’ Pens and pencils clattered to the floor as Seb pitched their container at the wall across the room. He gripped the arm rests on his chair and rolled away from the computer. “What the fuck?!”

Dingy floorboards creaked as Seb huffily paced around the room, biting away at the skin around his fingernails. The ones the farmer painted. ‘That post was days old and no one told me anything! He fucking knows I’m not on social media and he took advantage of that so he wouldn’t have to tell me to my face! He could say he thought everyone knew!’ Sam, that piece of shit, knew how he felt about her. Even when she was still the new girl in town, Seb liked her way before Sam did. He knew that. No wonder Sam had been so “busy” the past few days. Dark eyes focused on the map still sprawled out on the table from last week’s D&D session. It was supposed to be a one shot of an experimental system Seb found on Reddit, but Sam kept cracking jokes and it took longer to get through than expected. ‘I should have known then, every time Sam said something, he’d look to her for approval. And she ate it up!’ Come to think of it, more jokes had been at Seb’s expense than usual. He snatched the map and crumpled it up, colorful dice and intricately painted miniatures flying off and scattering on the floor. The map landed in a ball near an overflowing trash bin. Heart pounding through his ears, he returned to the computer. “Fuck this.”

As he sat, Seb tugged at the button on his dark jeans, undoing and and lowering his fly. He hated Sam, he fucking hated him, but he couldn’t change how good the farmer looked in her tight little swimsuit. Seb drank her up with his eyes, memorizing how nylon spandex indented her smooth skin. How sweat and saltwater intermingled and rolled down her curves. It was like he could taste her, and when he palmed his growing hard-on through the denim of his pants, he could feel her too. Running thumbs around the hem of his pants and boxer briefs, he hurriedly pulled them down mid-thigh, freeing his erection. He was warm, but it felt nice in the cool air. Under the desk was a bottle of lotion, and Seb reached down to pump some into his palm. This is it. This is what Sam fucking deserves.

One hand blocked the face of a traitor on his monitor while the other began massaging lotion onto his stiff cock. ‘Sam’s such a pussy, she’s got to pity him, going for a guy like that. But he doesn’t get the connection we have. He’ll see.’ He could treat her so much better. He knew he’d treat her so much better. Seb’s fist pumped at increasing speeds as he imagined the things he’d do to her.

If she chose him, he’d bring her out to the beach late at night. Elliot and Willy would be asleep at home and they’d have the shore to themselves, letting them talk and relax to the sound of waves crashing uninterrupted. She’d kiss him under the moonlight, and he’d snake a hand under the stretchy fabric of her bathing suit to fondle her breast, kneading her hard nipple under his thumb and making her hum in satisfaction. Her moans would be the invitation he needed to take things further, straddling her and humping her wet cunt through her swimsuit. She removes her arms and pulls the fabric down past her tits, and Sebastian is mezmerised by the way they bounce beneath him. He lunges forward, taking a nipple into his mouth and sucking hard, before pulling it upward and releasing it with a satisfying pop. Her moans reverberate into the night but are drowned out by the ambient sound of the ocean. But Seb wanted more; he wanted everyone to hear what he was doing to her. Shimmying his swim trunks down to his knees, his eyes bore into hers, begging for permission to enter. “Fuck me.” And so he does, yanking her swim bottoms to the side and plowing her into the sand. His hands and knees sink into the ground beneath them, but he still manages to pull her hips towards his and ram into her with unexpected force, grunting with each rut.

Sand sticks to her sweat-slicked skin as she pleads to him. “Shit, Sebastian…!” She reaches to lick a stripe up his neck, sucking on the sensitive skin just under his jaw and making him shiver. He pulls back, keeping his eyes on hers as he licks his thumb and grazes her clit. She squirms under him, rolling her hips to gain more friction.

“What, you like that?” He smirks, but her frustrated groans as a result of his teasing convince him to relent. He traces swift circles around her clit and is rewarded with a tightening around his cock.

“Yes…yes!” Seb lulls his head forward, overwhelmed by the pleasure, and watches as her pussy contorts around his shaft as he penetrates her. Fuck, she’s so hot.

He wanted her so fucking bad, it wasn’t fair. The glow of the computer screen illuminated his flushed, sweaty face in the dark room. She was so tempting, he found himself rutting desperately into his fist, increasing the strength of his grip as though it was her squeezing around him. Glazed eyes darted from the image of her breasts, to her midriff, to her ass and back up again; he wanted to visualize them all at once. He wanted all of her. She was his.

Seb brought the free hand against the screen up to his slack mouth, stifling a moan. Seeing the full image again, of Sam kissing his goddess, made him grunt in frustration, tears pricking the corners of his eyes. Still, the tension building in his core was at its climax, and he came hot white into his palm and onto the floor beneath his desk. Head rolling back, a cloud of euphoria washed over him, followed by a wave of clarity and regret. Tears rolled down his warm cheeks as he drooped his head into his hand, liked the post, and closed the tab.

[papurgaatika]

The Holding Of Hands, Like the Breaking Of Glass

Pairing: Tommy Miller x F! Reader

MINORS DNI WITH MY WORK PLEASE!!

A/N: howdy howdy, everyone

*ahem* TOMMY MILLERRRRRRRRRRRR Where are my Tommy fans? Please show yourself. I love him so much, I wanna take care of him so so soooo badly, so please take this. He's so boyfriend coded in a way that I don't even fully understand tbh. thank you to pookie ( @carlynkurin ) for beta'ing, as always. yes ik I'm insane, yes I'll write more. xoxoxoxo, peace and love on the planet earth as always from me.

Tags/warnings: reader wears makeup and heels, oral (f! receiving), Tommy is a munch, established relationship, sickfic, cuddle-fucking, riding, tooth-rotting fluff, cockwarming

Word Count: 1.4k

Remember that TLOU is created by a zionist so please look at the resources at the end of this fic and in my bio on ways to donate and educate yourself!!

Summary: Tommy is a big baby when he gets sick, but he was your big baby, so how could you leave him at home to suffer alone?

Popping your head out of the bathroom, you roll your eyes at him. “Tommy Miller it is just a cold you are such a drama queen you know that?” He just lets out an exaggerated cough and throws his arm over his face “Just rest up for the day I’ll be back later okay?” He groans and rolls over in the bed again, wheezing into a cough. You finish up with your hair and makeup and walk back out to the bedroom to throw on your shoes and look at the sight of your poor boyfriend: curled up in the blankets, cuddled up with your pillow, a plethora of cold medicine, unfinished teas, ginger ale and saltine crackers on his side table. It was a little pathetic, and that definitely made him cuter to you. “I'll be back after work, just take care of yourself.” You press a little kiss to the top of his head before grabbing your keys and heading out for the day.

You know he’s staring at you. Know that he’s trying to figure out how to convince you to stay home, and it was almost killing you. Tommy is lying there bundled up in all of the blankets that you had managed to find for him, practically cocooned at this point, grumbling and groaning about how he needed you to stay. “How could you do this to me, baby. Thought you were supposed to take care of me?” You could almost laugh at how nasally his voice was if you didn’t feel so bad for him, and despite your sympathy, you have work.

As you sit in the annoying IH-35 morning traffic you bite your lip thinking about your poor boyfriend sitting at home alone. You sigh and call your boss, telling them you need to take the day off and make a U-turn as soon as possible. You make your way back home and shut the door quietly, creeping up to the bedroom and poking your head in. “Baby?”

Tommy looks absolutely delirious when he looks at you. His eyes were slightly unfocused, but a dopey little grin found his face. “Knew you’d come back for me.” He mumbles, curls flopping over his face. You roll your eyes and rest your hand against his forehead. No fever yet, that was good and you’d simply hope it would stay like that. You crawl under the covers with him, your shoes discarded by the entrance and your shirt half untucked already.

“Stop lookin’ like that” you murmur “Guilty puppy dog eyes made me turn around today.” He manages to let out a bark of laughter, which devolves quickly into a small fit of coughs. Your nose scrunches as you rub his back soothingly, trying to help the cough leave his lungs. “Poor baby…” you sigh “Gonna get me sick though.”

The truth was you’d probably let him get you sick if it meant you’d get to spend all day in bed with him. He was like your rock. A constant, goofy rock with the prettiest eyes you’d seen. He gives you his signature smirk, the one that he knows makes you melt every single time, and winks at you overdramatically. “S’alright wanna keep you here anyway…” You can feel his lips on the slightly exposed part of your shoulder, his nose nudging your shirt to get it out of the way. You let out a noise of warning, but made no move to stop him, how could you when his lips were so perfectly soft on your skin? When his long fingers were working at the buttons of your shirt so carefully? You never stood a chance.

You sigh softly as his hands push the fabric of your shirt off your shoulder, his lips leaving gentle bites that he soothed with his tongue down your body. One of your hands tangles in his curls, unruly from being in bed all day, and tugs up so he looks at you. “Getting your germs all over me,” you murmur, a teasing smile on your lips “Might have to call out sick tomorrow too…” breathy sighs punctuate your words as his tongue slips down the valley of your breasts.

"M’alright with that, pretty.” You can see the lust clear as day in his eyes, pupils blown wide as he looks up at you. He sneaks a bite against the soft skin of your breast like he always does, a soft mark to remember him by as if you’d ever be able to forget him. His nose nudges the top of your work pants, a silent question you answer by lifting your hips. “God I love you” he mutters, mostly to himself when he slides your pants off, taking your underwear with it.

You can’t help but tease him, you never could. “How are you sick and still horny?” You giggle at him, hand running through the mess of curls that was situated between your legs. He gives you a stupidly charming grin, his broad shoulders keeping your thighs spread. You didn't expect him to answer you, not truly, but when his tongue finds your cunt you were glad he wasn’t talking. “Fuck, Tommy” you gasp softly grabbing at his hair, your legs instinctively trying to close around him.

“B-baby,” you moan, back arching off the bed into his reverent motions, pent up from sleeping on the couch for the past two days in a (now futile) attempt not to get sick. “Fuuuck you're so- good at this” Your words are spoken through gasps as his movements pull your breath straight out of your chest. He hums against your skin, the sensation making you squirm and if you could see his face you know he'd have a shit-eating smirk plastered on it. He nudges your clit with his nose as his movements get faster, building you up to that edge increasingly quickly. “Fuck- baby I'm gonna-” you gasp as your hands tighten in his curls, your orgasm washing over you as his tongue continues in its practiced strokes, working you until you slump against the sheets.

“ah-” he chides, keeping you spread open around him. “Quit it, I'm tryin’ta enjoy my meal.” He dips his head back down and lets his tongue trace over your ever slick folds. Tommy Miller was nothing if not devoted to you in every way he could be. He would stay here forever and drown in you if you’d let him. “Favorite fucking thing in the world” he coos to himself “She’s so fuckin’ pretty baby… and all mine.” His nose is pressed tenderly against your clit while his tongue works in practiced laps, devouring you whole for his own pleasure. Your legs are hoisted over his shoulders, heels digging into his skin as he sanctifies you. This was his altar, his sanctuary to feel worthy, to prove himself to you.

“Take these off.” You groan, hands haphazardly tugging his boxers down, and letting him kick them off. He was a sight to behold under you: curls messed up from your hands, cock red and leaking pre-cum, hands grabbing at your waist. “Gonna take care of you…” You sigh as you line him up with your entrance, sinking down on him slowly, adjusting to his girth as you go. “My pretty fucking boy.” His hips roll into yours, gentle movements that both of you enjoy. Just feeling each other without another care in the world.

Tommy crawls on top of you, his pupils blown beyond belief, his face covered in your own slick as his lips meet yours in a feverish kiss. He tastes like you, his favorite flavor in the world, and one day he swears he’ll figure out how to bottle it up to keep for emergencies. “God baby,” he sighs against your lips as he works his way down your jaw and neck. “So damn pretty… my pretty fucking girl.” Your leg wraps around his waist, catching him off guard long enough to roll him onto his back. “Fuuck, love when you get all bossy like that,” He groans out as your hips roll against his, a damp patch forming on his boxers.

Your chests are pressed together, your head resting on his shoulder as you grind against him, neither of you in a rush to finish. You both stay like that for what feels like an eternity, which most likely was only a half hour at most. His cum dripped inside you, making its way onto your soft thighs which would normally entice you both to move and clean up, but not today. Today you both just stay like that. His cock softening inside you, your hearts syncing up as you lay together, purely at peace. Mostly at peace at least, until in true Tommy fashion, he sneezes directly onto your cheek and immediately kisses the area. He was disgusting, but he was yours.

A/N: From the river to the sea, Palestine will be free

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[myveryownfanfiction]

18+ MINORS AND THOSE WITHOUT AGE IN BIO DNI

tags: @illiana-mystery, @iobsessoverfictionalmen, @theselfshippingwitch, @psychokinetic-ectoplasm, @lulusplaycorner

warnings: swearing

Ray brought another box into the shop, putting it on the counter next to me. I smiled at him and squeezed his arm as I moved next to him.

“thank you honey.” I said, kissing his cheek as he rolled his eyes. “I think that’s the last box.”

“Isn’t it a little early to be decorating for Halloween?” Ray asked, squeezing my side as he moved past me. He headed back towards the front of the shop, turning back when I gasped.

“excuse you Raymond!” I joked. “It’s the first day of fall! I’m entitled.” Ray chuckled as he shook his head, smiling softly at me. “Besides if you really had a problem with it you wouldn’t have gotten the boxes out for me.”

“you have a point.” Ray mumbled, doubling back and kissing me softly. “Have fun.” I smiled at him and turned back to the boxes. “If you need help let me know.”

“thank you.” I muttered as I opened the boxes up. I started to separate everything on the counters as ray started doing inventory. “Where did you want me to hang the lights this year?” Ray looked up and shrugged.

“where you had them last year is fine.” Ray said. I gave him a look and ray frowned. “What?”

“ray, you complained all last year about walking into the, and I quote, damn lights I just had to hang up for Halloween and Christmas.” I laughed. Ray laughed.

“oh yeah.” He said. He held out his hand and I handed him the lights. “I’ll hang them. This way they’re out of my way for sure.” I smiled at him as he grabbed a ladder.

“while you’re up there, we might as well get the ghosts hung.” I said, leaning back against the counter to watch ray. He gave me a look over his shoulder before climbing up the ladder.

“I don’t understand why you have to put up the things I spent most of my life catching as Halloween decorations.” Ray muttered, teasing glint in his eye. I rolled my eyes as I handed him the stapler. “It feels like you’re making a joke of my life.” I laughed as he stapled the lights to the rafters.

“Raymond.” I giggled. He pretended to ignore me as he climbed down and moved the ladder. “Raymond.” He glanced at me, the beginnings of a smile on his face. I wrapped my arms around his arm and buried my face in his bicep as he started laughing. “Raymond Francis stantz. They’re your fucking ghosts.” I laughed as he wrapped his arm around me, pulling me close. Ray laughed as he kissed my head.

“shut the fuck up.” He chuckled. “I’ll hang them after I get the lights up.”

“thank you.” I whispered before kissing him. Ray nodded before climbing back up to put up the rest of the lights. I grabbed the gel clings and started putting them up on the front window and the door. The mirror behind the counter got drawn on with dry erase marker to make it look cracked. Ray finished up with the lights and started hanging the ghosts.

“are we putting them all up or are we just putting a few out?” Ray asked. I turned to look at him with a raised eyebrow. He nodded with a laugh. “Right. What was I thinking. You go all out. As always.” Ray kissed my cheek as he walked past me to grab the ghosts. “Hey where’s the one that looks like slimer?” He asked, eyebrows furrowed. I walked over and shifted through the pile.

“uh im not sure.” I frowned. “It should be right here. Unless…no. He couldn’t…could he?” I looked at ray, watching as he scrunched up his nose in thought.

“he can’t leave the firehouse.” Ray said. “At least I don’t think…” there was a rustling from upstairs and ray looked at me.

“you go first Mr. Ghostbuster.” I said, gently shoving him. Ray nodded before heading through the back and up the stairs into our apartment. I was hot on his heels, neither of us caring the shop was still open downstairs.

“you’ve got to be fucking kidding me.” Ray groaned. “You ugly little spud!” I grabbed rays arm as slimer floated out of the kitchen and into our living room. “What the fuck are you doing here?” I laughed as Ray ran a hand down his face. "Alright you little fucker. Where's the decoration that looks like you?" Slimer shrugged, what could only be described as a smirk on his face.

"Ray, you know you're..." I started.

"Talking to a ghost. Yes." he said. "Slimer, I know you know where it is. Just bring it downstairs and try not to eat me out of house and home." Ray sighed. He wrapped his arm around my shoulders and headed downstairs. "I swear I have no idea how he got here. Let's just finish decorating and maybe we can call Trevor or Phoebe to come get him later."

"I think we may need to call Peter instead." I said, smiling at Ray. He laughed and pulled me tighter.

"Oh he'd love that." Ray said, kissing my head. "Let's get the rest of these up. Maybe if Slimer behaves we can keep him around a bit."

"That honestly sounds creepy." I said. Ray chuckled and shook his head. "No I mean like imagine him while we're..."

"I get it. I get it." Ray said, dipping me as we walked and kissing me softly. I giggled as he righted me. "I can't very well lock him in a closet. But somehow he knew about when Peter would bring someone to the firehouse. Kept out of their way."

"Raymond." I groaned. Ray smiled at me.

"Ok. We'll get him out of the apartment." He said, kissing me before going to finish putting up the ghosts. "After we finish decorating." I nodded in agreement as I went to grab the various signs we had.

[whollyfree]

Do I Wanna Know?

Summary – You and Jake are friends with benefits. But surfacing feelings causes you to wonder if it could ever be more.

Pairings – Jake Kiszka x f!reader

Word Count – 2.5k

Warnings – SMUT I have this in my bio but 18+ MINORS DNI !!!!! unprotected sex, dirty talk, mentions of oral (f!receiving)

A/N: WELLLLLLL it's been a while hasn't it? This is based on a request I got a while back that’s kinda loosely based on “Do I Wanna Know” by Arctic Monkeys. Hope y'all enjoy :)

You didn't know when the feeling began; the feeling of impending doom you felt whenever Jake waltzed into your apartment, using his spare key you so generously offered him for times like this. For times of need, when you felt yourself in longing for any kind of touch to ease the ache of loneliness.

But it was never meant to go this far.

You never meant to have butterflies in your stomach whenever you heard the noise of a key on the other side of the door. You never meant to look forward to taking in his soft, brown eyes that stared up into yours so delicately as his head buried itself between your thighs, his velvet tongue licking at you mercilessly as you gripped the roots of his chestnut hair for dear life.

How pathetic it was that the man only responsible for slipping his cock into you whenever either of you felt lonely became responsible for the constant jitters and the melting of your heart; for the yearning feeling that took hold of you by your throat whenever he strode out of your front door shortly after you both came. You wanted him to stay.

That's why his words struck you so as he hovered above you, fucking into you as he securely gripped each of your hips with his hands.

"I bet you think about me all the time, don't you?"

You were thankful for your furious blush that rose on your cheeks long before he was inside of you. If it hadn't been there, you were sure your face would pale and drained of all color before his very eyes; all of your secrets revealed from the lack of red in your cheeks and the panic in your eyes.

"What?" He doesn't stop moving even as the puzzled response leaves your lips. He wasn't even looking at you, staring down at the place where your bodies connected. You knew he liked to watch it, and on occasion, he asked you to watch it too.

"You heard me," he mutters, his breath catching as you subconsciously squeeze around him. He looks at you now. “I know you think about me fucking this pretty pussy all the time, don't you?"

And you did. More than he would ever realize.

You were relieved now. Relieved that you played stupid (mostly because you were) and for the fact that it was just dirty talk to push you over the edge. He was close and you could tell, but there was never a time where he would allow himself to finish before you did. He'd hold it for as long as he had to until you were crying out his name, your cunt strangling his length as he’s buried inside of you. You weren't used to it with past lovers and assumed he would be the same, but he wasn't. And maybe that was partly the reason why you felt as you did.

He cared about your pleasure too, maybe even more so than you did. You didn't even care if you finished; just wanting to feel the warmth of his presence, the touch of his callous fingers, and the teakwood scent of his that encased you whenever he hovered over you like this. But he cared, and oh how he cared.

"You think it's pretty?" You were befuddled, his every word cast straight into your heart with an arrow and pierced it. It hurt so good.

Jake scoffs as he pushes in a bit harder this time, making your eyes roll back. "Of course it's fucking pretty. Goddamn gorgeous, just like the rest of you."

He really shouldn't have said that for the sake of your internal delusion of actually having him fully. But much to his satisfaction, those words sent you into the very bliss and euphoria of your own orgasm. It had crept on you, dragging you down into its depths before you even had time to recognize what was happening. You claw at his back, pulling him closer as your nails dig into his skin.

He comes seconds after. He can't help himself; the feeling of you squeezing him so tight and making those sounds just for him is enough to grip your hips tighter. He shudders, a loud moan of your name falling from his plush lips as his hips falter. Pressing into you one last time, he spills inside of you, arms shaking slightly as he tries to regain his composure.

The sight of him above you, his swollen lips and rosy cheeks, his forehead wettled with sweat as his hair sticks to the damp spot, his eyes half-lidded and oh so fucked out makes your heart melt and your cunt flutter again. He hisses when he feels it and you can't help but smile.

"Something funny?" Jake asks you, and by the lazy smile on his face as he pulls out of you, you can tell he's not mad at your amusement.

You keep smiling. "No. Nothing at all."

The fact that he then got up to grab a warm washcloth to clean you up did little to stop the pull on your heartstrings. He was always so caring, so gentle.

When he feels satisfied that his work is done, he takes a moment, his back to you now as he sits on the edge of your bed. He looks almost as if he's contemplating something. You wait for him to speak and you really think he might as he turns around to look at you for a moment, but he doesn't. He turns back around and locates his clothes before slipping his boxers and linen pants through his legs.

You hate how beautiful he looks in that moment; it's unfair. He isn't playing fair as he stands there so gloriously, his tanned chest catching glimpses of sunlight as the sun shines through your blinds. He's simply buttoning the final two buttons of damned his shirt as your heart thrums in your chest at the growing feelings you have for him, and he isn't playing fair.

Just as Jake slips his boots on and goes to walk out of your bedroom door as he always does, you sit up.

"Jake," you blurt before your brain has time to catch up with itself. He turns around quickly, quicker than you had expected him to.

"Yes?"

And in that moment, you realize he's expecting an answer from you. You don't have one. Well, you do, but it's long and extensive and tied in a messy bow to the confines of your heart where you intend on keeping it safe...so you choose to forgo your gut feeling to be honest.

"Nothing. It's- never mind." You look away, almost ashamed that you can't even form the words.

Jake looks as if he's going to say something, his lips parting slightly and you swear you see his body lean in the direction of your bed where you're still bare and tangled under your own sheets. But he doesn't say anything to prompt you to say what you really want to.

"Ok," he nods. "Til next time?" He almost looks hopeful, a small raise of his eyebrow as he looks at you expectantly.

"Yeah," you give your best soft smile as you nod. He nods again before leaving your apartment, where the quiet and loneliness envelops you once more.

Why can't you bring yourself to say it?

-

It was a few days after this when you saw him again. Jake had invited you, his brothers and Danny, of course, as well as a few of his other friends to his new place for dinner as somewhat of a housewarming party.

It wasn't abnormal; the two of you were friends after all. You obliged his request, politely bringing a bottle of his favorite wine as a gift to christen his new place. However, Jake would be lying if he said he didn't have other ideas on how to christen his new home, all of which involved you. But you didn't know that. Not yet, anyway.

So there you sat at the table next to Danny, politely engaging in small talk with some of Jake's friends that you'd never met. Jake sat to the left of you, leaning back in his rightful throne at the head of his large new dining room table. He was the host, after all.

Dinner had been...odd. For you, at least. Josh, as always, was having a grand ole time, entertaining his twin's guests with a "can you fucking believe this" sort of story over and over. Jake was used to this and he truly didn't mind, even if it was his house and his party. He enjoyed when Josh stole the show, becoming a bit unnerved if too many eyes were on him at one time.

And in the excited spirit, Danny leans over to you, whispering. "Twenty bucks says Josh won't let Jake have another word in the whole night."

You smirk. "I say fifty."

You giggle and Danny moves away, feeling rather proud of his joke and grinning at your banter with him. You sip on your glass of wine, the wine you gifted Jake, placed to the top left corner of your plate when you feel his eyes on you. You glance at him as you raise the glass to your lips. He looks almost calm, but his clenched jaw gives him away.

He mimics you, almost mockingly so, as he brings his own glass to his lips. He takes a sip before turning his attention back to Josh and his extravagant story, jaw still clenched.

Once dinner ends, you offer to take the plates from everyone at the table. Jake fights you on it, of course, going on about how you're a guest in his home. Gathering the finished plates weren't your responsibility.

"Well, I'll help you, then," He relents and you take a moment before you nod in agreeance, even if he wasn't asking.

In the kitchen, you rinse plates while Jake takes them from you to put them in the dishwasher. It's quiet for a while before he finally says something.

"You're awfully stubborn," he speaks lowly, almost to where you can't hear him.

You chuckle, a smile gracing your lips. "You sound mad about it."

He smiles too, looking down as he places another rinsed plate into the dishwasher amongst the others. "Not mad. Just an observation."

You want to ask him: anything else you've observed about me? or do you observe me often? But you don't. It sounds borderline sad even in your head. So instead, you stay quiet, keeping that tightly bound secret attached to your heart just as you promised yourself.

As if he reads your mind, he breaks the silence again. "Was Danny bothering you tonight?"

Your brows furrow, but suddenly that jaw clench of his from earlier all makes perfect sense. You play along.

"No. Why?"

He smirks again, almost like he's biting his tongue at your response. You can't help but smile again, turning your back to the sink as you lean against the counter.

"So you liked it, then? You liked the attention he was giving you?" Jake finally looks at you and you swear your heart stops. His piercing gaze sees right through you, and against your better judgment, you challenge it.

"And if I did?"

He breathes out a laugh, almost shocked at your pushback. "You can't lie to me, Y/N."

You're taken aback, but you're unsure why. He can see right through you. "Who says I'm lying?"

He steps closer, towering above you even if not by much. His aura is anything but small even at his average stature. "I can tell. I see it in your eyes."

Your heart is nearly beating out of your chest as he steps even closer again, even if this isn't your first rodeo with him. Even if he had taken you over his shoulder and carried you to whatever surface he could fuck you on until you couldn't see straight all too many times before, that one look he gives you never fails to steal the breath from your lungs and light a fire between your thighs.

"And I'll bet you wanted me to grab you from that chair and take you right there over that dinner table, didn't you?"

Jesus Christ. The way he speaks with such depravity renders you speechless as it does nearly every time.

"Jake..." you try your best not to look at him. If you do, the rising blush on your cheeks will give you away in an instant. You liked it.

You couldn’t help but like it when he talked to you like this. Speaking so filthy when the two of you are alone yet so outwardly polite and respectful when others were around; only allowing for hushed whispers of iniquity that beckoned you back into the darkness with him. It was exactly where you wanted to be.

"No?" His voice is almost teasing now. "Didn't want Danny to see me absolutely wreck you? All spread pretty and bent over? Didn't want that poor boy to realize he doesn't stand a chance with you? He couldn't handle you even if he tried."

"You know I don't want him, Jake," you finally look at him and your tone is soft. So soft it makes his heart flutter and his dick twitch in his pants.

"I know," he affirms. "You only want me, don't you, baby?"

You can't hide from him so close to you, not when there's a conversation. It's odd that having him buried deep inside of you, muttering sweet nothings as he coaxes you to an orgasm is a better hiding place than when he's standing in front of you, eyes staring holes through yours as he waits patiently for an answer.

"Yes," you finally answer. "In a way that makes me fucking crazy. You make me goddamn crazy and I can't get you out of my head."

It falls out of you before you have time to even stop it and now you're angry with yourself. The messily-tied bow that held your secret that you safeguarded so closely to your heart was now untied, dissipating into thin air. You can only hope it lands safely.

The silence for a moment is physically painful until he smiles. "So I was right then?"

You shake your head, confused. "What are you talking about?"

Jake smiles even more. "You do think about me all the time...just as I said the other day.”

You're truly at a loss for words now. He hasn't given you a definitive answer to your proclamation just yet. You don't think he will. You think he'll just ignore it and turn you back around to face the kitchen counter and take you from behind to christen his new house just as he'd like to. And even if his guests are just in the next room, you'd let him. But then he does answer.

"It's okay, baby. So do I," he reaches his hand to gently hold your cheek, his thumb caressing your cheekbone. "And not just about the way your tight little cunt feels around me, all snug and soft and warm. Or the way you taste…the way you moan my name so pretty it makes my heart hurt. I think about you; I think about your sweet smile, your rather adorable little laugh... the way you carry yourself... and even your goddamn stubbornness," he chuckles. "And I think about the way you look at me."

You feel like your heart is beating out of your chest and the air has been knocked from your lungs. "How do I look at you, Jake?"

He scans over your face for a moment to take it all in, as if you'll disappear before his very eyes at any given moment. He adores you...and you can't believe you could've possibly missed it in those fleeting moments of intense pleasure that he gives you. "Just like that. With that look...that look that's gonna make me fall in love with you all over again."

And later that night, when all of his guests leave and he takes you up to his bedroom, half unpacked boxes still cluttered around various spots of the hardwood floor from his move, he shows you how much he's truly fallen.

He took his time with you, kissing nearly every inch of your body that he could place his lips on. And he fucked you just as he’d been doing for the past month or so, but it felt different this time; maybe because it was different this time.

"Stay," he whispers softly in the haze of your climaxes, reaching his hand out to stroke your cheek just as he did in the kitchen hours before. And so you stayed, wrapped up in the sheets next to him as he pulls you closer, lulling you to sleep.

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Taiga and Romeo fucking in the onsen

They nearly get walked in on

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Listen here you keep calling me nicknames we will have to start kissing

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Romeo was the last to come into the hot springs as he slipped off his robes and took a dip into the water.

Since no one was around he assumed he got some peace and quiet. But then Taiga suddenly showed up ? Here he assumed he was done with the headaches.

Taiga whistled as he removed his robes and joined into the water, getting closer to Romeo.

Romeo rolled his eyes and tried to cover up with the robes but Taiga was quick in getting his robes and moved it away.

They were alone, so what's wrong with these advances? Maybe because they were in a public spring where someone could come at any second.

"I didn't know I would get lucky and see you nude so easily, honestly Lulu~ How naughty can you be"~? Taiga teased.

"Shut up BTH ... Kiss me".

Taiga kissed Romeo's jawline before he kissed his lips. More kisses to make the kiss heated in the already heat water.

The kisses moved away from the lips and down his chest.

Romeo moved his hands on Taiga and he grumbled and moved them away.

"Rest.. Just rest.. I'll do the work, no need to touch me, let me make this a night you can relax"~ How nice of Taiga ~

Taiga rubbed his hands on Romeo's body as he kissed more on his body.

He went further down until his chin rested on the surface of the water. Then he dipped his head down .

Romeo was a little shocked before he felt a pair of lips around his length. He moaned softly as he patted his head under water.. This idiot what if he drowns!?

"Mister Lucci"?

Romeo gasped as he held down Taiga underwater . He turned his head and saw Ritsu was peeking in.

"I was just checking in. Since you came in here last. You didn't join the others".

Romeo rolled his eyes. "I wanted peace and quiet. So I waited".

"I see.. Have you seen the captain? "

"Maybe sleeping "-

"I checked debut he wasn't in his "-

"Fuck! I don't care where that BTH is at! Leave me be! This is my time! The food is probably acting like a fool"!

Ritsu was a little shocked but he nodded and bowed. "Understood. Please excuse me" Ritsu said before walking away from the hot springs.

Romeo huffed before he gasped suddenly as he felt Taiga deep throat him and then come up.

He coughed a little, almost drowning trying to give Romeo head. It would been a good way to go ~

Taiga grumbled softly. "Hands on the edge" he grumbled as he turned Romeo around.

"Excuse me!? We were almost caught no way"!

"I almost drowned giving you head. We aren't done until I finish inside " Taiga mumbled as he placed Romeo's hands on the edge of the springs, making him lean against the walls and was on his knees on the stone seats in the water.

He used the water as a way to swiftly push inside Romeo with a grunt.

The water splashed each time Taiga moved to thrust inside of Romeo.

The faster Taiga thrust himself, the quicker the waves of the water hit the stone walls which mixed with the sounds Romeo was moaning out

Romeo was begging not to cum inside the water, but Taiga wanted to leave a little mess.

Taiga encouraged it by rubbing Romeo's length until Romeo came in the water and Taiga came inside Romeo.

".... Another round"!

"NO! someone going to find us"!

Taiga started up his hip movement again. Even more reason to keep on going ~

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~ Kinktober Day 1 - Tobio Kageyama ~

A/N: I know we got off to a rough one last year since I couldn't finish them all, but this year we're gonna make sure we start well. 👏 And this year we're kicking it off with a little Kageyama because it's been far too long since I've written anything for him. Our collab spans through all of my writing blogs this time around so catch them all at the link for the masterlist below. This taglist is open until October 25th! If you want to be added to the taglist your age must be in your bio or easily found on your page! We'll be back on this blog with another piece on day 9. 👏👏

Genre: Drabble

Kink: Gagging

Word Count: 0.4k

Tw: oral sex, blowjob, 18+ content, dirty talk, degradation, fem!Reader, pet names, self-pleasure, offensive language (swearing), minors DNI

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His eyes were wild and wide as he watched himself bury his cock in your mouth. The sounds emitting from you with each and every buck of his hips made him grow closer and closer to his climax.

Your hands rest on the front of his thighs, using them to brace yourself as he fucked your face like it was the last thing he was ever going to do. The tip of his cock slammed into the back of your throat over and over again.

Tears formed in the corners of your eyes as your grip tightened on his thighs, your breath pulling from you as the gagging sound filled the room. And the devious smile that painted his face as he watched you, heard you, it sent a shiver through your entire being. Your pussy fluttered as you heard the growl that accompanied the look. How did he have this much control over you?

This shouldn't be turning you on as much as it was. You were nearly out of breath, this should frighten you, not make you desire more of his touch. And even so, all you wanted was for him to paint the back of your throat white with his seed.

"Fucking hell, baby. Taking my cock so well. Look at you." His hand gripped your hair as he tilted your head back, making you look at him. "Gagging on my cock like the good girl that you are. Just what I've always wanted."

A moan came free from you as you listened to him. You should be insulted, you should never in your wildest dreams want this, right? But the way every word made you want more seemed so right.

You found one of your hands traveling between your legs, your fingers finding your clit almost instantly. Tobio caught it just out of the corner of his eye as he let his head drop, coming back up with excitement as he realized where your hand had gone.

"Mmm, my good baby is gonna touch herself, huh? I make you want it that bad, do I?" He licked his lips as he commanded you, his cock twitching against the roof of your mouth with anticipation. "I want you to make yourself cum. And remember one thing, good girls don't ignore their clits."

Your eyes rolled into the back of your head as you rubbed circles around your clit, your pussy aching for more as you pushed your fingers inside your walls. This was going to be one hell of a night at this rate.

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Breaking the Rules Chapter 8

Summary: Beck is new to Hawkins High for her senior year. She is no stranger to being the new kid but when she bumped into Eddie Munson all her rules are thrown out the window and she finds herself falling for the school freak. Everything about him draws her in. Though Hawkins has its own chaos Beck will find herself in danger with the new friends that she is making. But will her actions be enough to keep everyone that she has come to love safe?

Author’s Note: I know I say this on all of my posts but people don't seem to listen and I've ended up blocking people already. So, I guess I'll say it again, I will am checking bio's, for everyone's safety. If I don't see anything that is noting that you are over 18 years old, I will have to block you. I know some chapters are tame but just to be safe I need to do this.

Once again, MINORS DO NOT INTERACT.

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Warnings: Adult language

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A warm glow shone against my eyelids. I moved my hands over my eyes and groaned into the morning light. I turned and tucked my face into the blankets. The heady smell of Eddie flowed through my awakening senses. I reached out a hand and gently tapped his warm skin. I peeked an eye open and found my hand rested on his chest.

My eyes trailed up his chest, followed the column of his neck, skated around the curve of his jawline, then, finally, found his eyes. Eyes that stared into my own. He reached up a hand and tucked some hair behind my ear as a lazy smile tugged across his face. Then he said, “Good morning, sweetheart.”

A sleepy smile wove across my lips and I splayed my hand over his heart. “Good morning, handsome,” I said.

He hummed and pulled me closer, then said, “I could get used to this. Walking up with you beside me.” I giggled and tucked my face into his chest. “I can keep you forever and never have to share you with anyone.”

“What are you, a dragon?” I hugged my arm around his torso, I didn’t let an inch of space between us.

“So, what if I am,” he said as he wrapped his arm around me and held my head to his chest.

I mumbled into his skin, “so terrifying.” I curled into his warmth and let my mind wonder. My fingers traced pictures on his back as he twirled the ends of my hair. I thought back to the previous night, how Eddie took me to the edge and guided me into the abyss of pure bliss. I felt myself smile as my stomach fluttered at the memory.

“What are you smiling about?” He gently tugged the piece of hair that he was spinning in his fingers.

“I was just thinking about last night,” I looked up to him, “About you.” The smile that shone down on me was nothing short of miraculous. It dulled even the sun. Before I could comprehend, his arms tightened around me and his lips were kissing my hair, then my face and moved towards my lips.

“Oh Eddie, no,” I said through giggles. “I have morning breath and you’ll think it’s disgusting.”

“Fuck that,” he said and took my face in his hands. “I will never think you’re disgusting.” Then he was kissing me. It was gentle and innocent. He didn’t tease the seam of my lips with his tongue, or scrape his teeth against my bottom lip.

There were knocks at the door and from the other side of the thin wood Gareth said in a pained moan, “Alright, love birds, we’re out of here.”

Eddie groaned and flopped his head back to the pillow. “You guys could have left and not said goodbye. I think we trust you to see yourselves out.”

“Oh, it was less for us and more for Wayne.” Eddie froze. “He just pulled up and is coming inside right…” Gareth drew out the word, “now.” As Gareth finished his statement the door creaked open.

“Hey there, boys,” a gravelly voice sounded from the main area of the trailer. “What, is he still sleeping in there?” Heavy steps began to make their way down the hall.

“Hey Mr. Munson. He’s still in there but not asleep,” Gareth said, and I could hear the grin that was lacing his words.

Eddie groaned and said, “Well, why don’t you take a second and it looks like you’re about to meet my uncle.” Eddie placed one last kiss to my lips then was hopping up from bed. I watched as he spun in his room to try and find something to throw on. I giggled while he looked around in his boxers and had to throw a hand over my lips when he turned to me with a playful glare.

From the other side of the door there was a muffled, “Was that a girl’s laugh?” There were a chorus of resounding ‘mhm’s from the boys.

Eddie finally pulled on a pair of sweatpants and tumbled out of the door, and quickly closed it behind him. I sat up in bed and stretched my arms over my head. I looked around the room and tried to find where my clothes ended up.

I was able to find my jeans at the foot of the bed but my shirt was lost in the chaos of the room. I shrugged and went over to a drawer that had a few t-shirts hanging from it. I pulled the one on top and found a well-worn and soft Black Sabbath shirt. I quickly pulled it on and in the mirror brushed through my hair with my fingers.

I swiped the little smudge of mascara that was under my eyes, and pinched my cheeks in hopes of bringing some life to them. Once I was ok with my appearance I walked over to the bedside table and grabbed the glass of water from the night before. I drank it all in hopes that it would dilute the morning breath I knew I was sporting.

From the other side of the door there was quiet conversation and I heard Eddie say, “Should I go check on her? Do we have tea? She normally drinks tea in the morning.”

“Relax, boy,” the voice of Wayne said, “and no, we don’t have tea.”

I chuckled and made my way down the hall to see our three friends sitting around the living room, head in their hands, nursing hangovers, and Eddie stood in the kitchen with an older man. Eddie’s gaze whipped towards me, his eyes were wide and he was wringing his fingers. I smiled and walked over to them. I held out a hand and said, “Hello, I’m Beck Harding. I’m so sorry we had to have met under these circumstances. I would have rather brought over banana bread or something.”

A warm smile tugged at his face, which made his grey eyes crinkle. He took my hand in his and said, “Wayne, and it’s a pleasure to meet the girl that has smitten my nephew.” I looked over to Eddie with raised brows and his face bloomed under a deep blush.

From the living room, the three boys began laughing at Eddie’s blush. Then each cradled their heads again and Matty heaved slightly, covered his mouth and ran out the front door. I tilted my head dramatically and said, “Aw, poor boys. In pain this morning?”

Gareth and Jeff groaned. Gareth held up a hand and said, “Not this morning, Beck. Have mercy.”

I glanced over to Eddie, turned back to the boys and said, “I dunno,” I put my hands on my hips, “I think I’m feeling like some music this morning. Really chase away the demons.”

Eddie started laughing and slung his arm over my shoulders. Gareth and Jeff groaned and continued to hold their heads. I looked between Eddie and Wayne just to make sure I hadn’t over stepped.

Wayne walked over to me and said, “Now I see why Eddie likes you so much. She’s sharp.” He raised a coffee mug to us, then to the boys, and said, “Have a good day, kids.” Then he made his way down the hall and into his room.

We waited a moment and Eddie murmured so only I could hear, “I like your choice in shirt. It looks familiar.”

I looked up into his smirking face and said, “I would have put my shirt back on, but it got lost last night.” He hummed as he came down to capture my lips in his.

From the living room floor Jeff groaned, “No, no PDA so early.”

Eddie looked over to his two remaining friends and said, “If you’re so concerned why don’t you just leave?”

“We have to wait for Matty to empty his stomach,” Gareth said tightly. “I’m not going to risk him puking in my mom’s car.”

I laughed in the direction the poor guy had gone to, indeed, heave up the contents of his stomach. I looked up to Eddie and said, “It’s alright. I should probably get home and finish my essay for Mrs. O’Donnell’s class.” Eddie shivered dramatically. “Hey, I have to finish it so we can start your essay.”

He groaned and clutched his chest, “You’ve wounded me. I thought you cared about me?” He slumped to his knees and began to grasp at my legs. “Please, take mercy!”

I rolled my eyes and said, “Jesus, Eddie, could you be any more dramatic?”

He broke character and looked up to me with a mischievous smirk, “I could if you wanted.”

“No, no,” I said and pulled at his hands, “Wayne is trying to sleep and you need to get me home.” Eddie made a protesting sound but still got up to his feet and began to trudge towards the door.

I turned back to Gareth and Jeff, who were still flopped in the living room, and said, “Have a good day, guys. On the way home grab some ginger from the grocery store. It’ll help.” They moaned collectively and I closed the door behind me.

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A Little Reward

Summary: You agree to help Keishin study with a way that might help the information stick (GOOD GOD I am bad at summaries pls just read it)

Pairing: Ukai Keishin x black!fem!reader

Warnings: smut (18+!!), unprotected sex, minor fingering, dirty talk, degradation, daddy kink, ass smacking, handjob, groping, reader is picked up, a lot of biology references, college!au

Word Count: 2,366

A/N: So, I finally understand what I’m doing in my bio 183 class, and when I tell y’all I am ECSTATIC, so that’s where this came from

Tags: @her-majesty-kiara​, @iwascrybaby​, @mxhriii​

When Keishin came to you asking if you could help him out with biology, you'll admit that it took him more than a couple of times to convince you. He claimed that he was so bad at it and that he didn't know how well he was going to do on the test.

You also knew that he was so bad at hiding how much he wanted to fuck you.

You weren't stupid. You always caught the way he would stare at you, and you liked the attention, purposefully putting a little more swish in your hips, knowing his eyes were drilling into your ass.

He was always catching you before you could walk out of the science building, offering to walk you back to your dorm, and he would spend the whole walk trying to charm the pants off of you. You wondered how many girls fell for it, not saying that you weren't falling for it either, you just thought you could make him work a little harder.

And it's not like you didn't want to fuck him either. He told you he played volleyball in high school, but he's seemed to bulk up a little more over the course of you knowing each other, his clothes like a second skin, so it wasn't hard for you to imagine what was hiding underneath.

He sighs as he running a hand through his hair, effectively pulling his headband with it, so he takes it off, wrapping it around his wrist. "I'm never going to get this," he groans in frustration.

"You haven't even tried," you say lightly, moving to lean against his desk, resting your hands behind you.

"I've been trying for thirty minutes," he sighs again, resting his elbows on his knees.

"Maybe you need a little incentive," you offer with a shrug, and he leans back in his chair, his eyebrows raised.

"Yeah? Like what?" He smirks, and you tilt your head to look up at the ceiling like you're trying to think even though you already know what you have in mind.

"I'll ask you a question," you start. "And for every right answer, I'll take something off." His eyes widen a little, and you give him a sweet grin.

He scoffs. "You're serious?" You hum as you shrug again. "What's the catch?"

"Nothing. But I don't think you'll get very far," you taunt, and you can see the challenging shimmer in his eyes, a look he gets whenever you both try to be competitive with each other.

You give him about another thirty minutes to go over about a quarter of the notes before you get ready to start the questions. "Ready?"

He nods confidently, thinking that this will be a piece of cake when you know that it's going to be the complete opposite. "ATP. What is it?"

You start off easy, and he huffs as he leans back in the seat, resting his hands on his thighs. "Bottom line, it powers cellular processes," and you smile as you nod your head. "Come on, baby, you gotta do better than that."

You give him a bored look, but you chuckle at his obliviousness to your plan. You uncross your arms before slipping your shirt over your head, letting it slide off your fingers and onto the floor.

You see him take a deep breath as his eyes zero in on the white lacy garment adorning your chest, accentuating your brown skin, your nipples just shy of being seen. "How's it made?"

He doesn't hear you, or if he does, he's too focused on your boobs to answer, and you snap your fingers, and he blinks slowly. "From ADP," he answers, clearly distracted. "Substrate level whatever," he adds, and you roll your eyes.

"What's it called?" His gaze hasn't left your chest, and you walk up to him, leaning down to rest your hands on the arms of the chair. You know your boobs are falling over the edge of your bra, and he releases a breath before he brings his eyes up to yours.

You walk around to stand behind him, leaning back down as you slide your arms over his broad shoulders before you hover your head next to his ear. "Answer the question, Kei."

"Phos...phorylzation," he says slowly, and you smile widely. You walk back to stand in front of him, and you see his hands turn into fists when your hands reach under your skirt.

You thumb at the side of your panties before slowly pulling them down your legs, stepping out of them, holding them on the edge of your finger. "Good job," you quip, and he watches you throw them to the side, the article landing on your shirt.

You take a step closer to him, and you lightly push his hands off of his thighs before you replace them, straddling him, and he bites his lip to stop himself from making any sound. You can feel your slick soaking his sweats, not expecting to get so affected by how he was only looking at you.

"What's the role of oxygen?" you ask next, and he closes his eyes for a brief second before he opens them, feeling another wave of arousal rush out when you see how hazy his eyes are.

You brush a few blonde strands out of his face as you wait for an answer, and his hands are twitching from how bad he wants to touch you. "It, uh," he licks his lips, his head slightly falling back on his shoulders. "Carries out metabolism."

His voice is airy, and you hum softly as your hands run down his sides, staying at his waist. "You're starting to get it," you praise, and you grab the hem of his shirt. He looks at you, his brows jerking slightly at your actions. "Wouldn't be a lot of fun if I'm the only one stripping," you explain, and he slowly lifts his arms up, allowing you to pull the clothing over his head.

You bite your lip as you toss it to the side, your eyes landing on his lightly defined abs, and he tenses when you softly run your hands over his abdomen. His clothes did a bad job at telling you what they were hiding.

You internally shake your head, remembering what you're supposed to be doing, and you look up to meet his eyes as your fingers lightly press into his skin. "The four main stages, in order," you tell him next, and he sighs shakily as your nails drag down from his shoulders, making him shudder.

He gets halfway through the answer, and you roll your hips just a little, and his hands shoot up to your hips before stopping himself as his head falls back. Your arms wrap around his neck, your hands lightly pulling his head back up by his hair. "Finish it."

You can barely hear him, but he gives you the rest of the answer, and you grab his wrist and guide him to the clasp of your bra. He quick to undo it, and you slowly slide the straps off your shoulders, your tits falling onto your chest as you slip it off, throwing it on top of the rest of your clothes.

"Shit," he mumbles, his eyes focused on your nipples that are starting to harden from the exposure of the cold air.

You chuckle softly, starting to feel your body becoming warm under his heated gaze. You guide his head up by his chin to look at you. "Pyruvate. What happens to it?"

His eyes dip down to your lips as you speak before returning back to your eyes. "It's oxidized."

"Yes. And?" you press, and he's starting to have a hard time controlling himself. "You've been doing so good," you praise, grazing his sides with your nails, and he bites his lip again.

He can barely get the answer out, and you shift again, his breath hitching at the stimulation, and yours hitching when you feel how hard he is under you. You can practically see his arms shaking with the urge to touch you, so instead of stripping you allow him to touch.

You can barely get the words out before his hands are moving to your chest, cupping your tits in his large palm, and you moan softly. His fingers play with your nipples, and your hands grip his shoulders. He moves his hands to your thighs, barely covered by your skirt, and he runs his calloused hands over your skin before they make their way under.

His hands run over your ass before gripping the flesh in his hands and spreading you open before pushing you down onto him. You let out a louder moan in surprise, and he does it again, groaning just as loud as he bucks up into you.

You feel the air slip from your lungs for a split second before you stop him. "Slow down, tiger. We're not done yet," you chide even though you want to fuck him just as bad as he wants to fuck you, but you want to tease him just a little bit longer even though you're teasing yourself in the process.

He lets out a small whine in protest, not having enough friction, but he lets you keep going anyway. "Let's make this more interesting, yeah?" He barely lets you get off of him, but his hands grudgingly let you go, and you stand before getting rid of your skirt.

He shamelessly lets out another groan at the sight of your shiny folds, and when you pull at the waistband of his sweatpants, he's quickly lifting his hips so that you can pull them down. You go to scoff when you see that he's gone commando, but your mouth falls open when his dick springs up, hitting his taut abs, the tip a deep shade of red.

He watches you bring two fingers to your dripping hole, swirling them around at your entrance before sliding them in, and you both moan simultaneously. You thrust your fingers inside of you a few times before slipping them out, your fingers coated in your juices.

You rest your other hand on his thigh, moving the other one towards his straining erection, using your slick as lube as you stroke him. Your hand leaves him, and he feels like it's gone too soon, but then he sees that you're putting your legs on either side of him as you line yourself up.

He grips your hips tightly when he's fully inside you, sighing easily at the feeling of your warm walls around him. "Next question," you speak up suddenly, and he's looking at you like you have two heads, and you chuckle softly. "We have to make sure you grasp the concept."

You're asking him questions, and he can barely answer, the only thing he can focus on is how your walls are grasping him. He knows you're doing this on purpose, asking him the same questions but in a different way, rolling your hips every time he takes too long to answer.

And that's his breaking point.

You're about to ask another annoying question, and you cut yourself with a yelp when he picks you up, moving you to his desk. He brushes everything off in one sweep, setting you down, and pounding into you as soon as he sets you down.

You cry out, your arms wrapping around his neck. "Answer this question, sweetheart," he groans in your ear, grabbing your ass to further spear you with his dick. "You like it when I fuck you like this?"

The only thing you can do is make incoherent noises, the last thing on your mind is responding, and he smacks your ass, hard. "Answer the question."

"Yes, Kei! Fuck," you gasp, your eyes closing and your body going limp when he hits that sensitive spot inside of you.

"You like teasing me, huh? Wanted me to fuck you like a bitch in heat?" Granted, you didn't really expect this outcome, but you're nowhere near complaining.

The only way you can answer is by breathless, incoherent noises in his ear, and he's moving you, pushing you down flat on your back on his desk. He pushes your legs to your chest before resuming his punishing pace.

"You wanted to be fucked by Daddy's cock like a little slut, yeah?" he spits, leaning down to breathe against your mouth, and you don't know if he can see your nod, the only thing you can do to answer him. "Daddy's fucking you good, isn't he?" he asks, a shit-eating grin on his face knowing that he's rendering you speechless.

He reaches down to press down hard on your clit, making you jump as you dig your nails in his arm. "You gotta answer, or I'll stop," he threatens, thrusting his hips with a little more force to really nail your g-spot.

"Y-Yes, Daddy, s-so good," you moan, and he swears when you clamp around him, your climax nearing its peak.

He rests his elbows on the desk to give him more leverage, and that pushes your legs further into your chest, the air seeming to slip out of your chest. "Shit," he moans, savoring the feeling of you sucking him back in every time he pulls out.

"God, Kei, 'm close," you barely manage to say, and he closes the minimal distance between your lips, and you can barely kiss him back. He pulls your lip between his teeth when he pulls away.

"Then cum, sweetheart, cum," he breathes, and his body is tensing up as he spills inside you, but he keeps moving until you cum right after him, riding out both of your highs before slowing to a stop.

He moves his arms so that your legs fall, and you take in a huge gulp of air before your breathing quickly again. He puts his arms back beside your head before kissing you deeply, your hands brushing the hair plastered to his forehead.

"You know, I think I need some help with calc if you wouldn't mind?" he says, and you chuckle breathlessly.

"I wouldn't mind at all."

[shoutogepi]

Catboy!Shouto

Todoroki Shouto

word count : ~2K (blurb!)

[ ☀︎ ]  fluff!! 

bio : general catboy!sho hc’s. initial meeting all the way to relationship.

author’s note : a midnight hc that got WAY out of hand. fair warning idk what the fUCK this is, whatever it is is all astrid’s fault. i decided to make this bc i suck at finding fics and i rly wanted to read something about a snuggly catboy!sho.

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in my opinion, shouto is already very catlike in certain respects.

he’s aloof and likes to watch rather than engage. he’s very intelligent and he’s driven when he wants to be. and not to mention he’s very loyal to those few that have melted through his ice-protected heart. he’ll probably also only allow physical interaction if he’s the one initiating it... 

you didn’t adopt him in human form. at some point you got a cat and you thought that was it— that it was merely a cat. a cute one at that, split down the middle like a patched together hand-me-down. he reminded you of a ragdoll because of his peculiar colors, even though his coat was sleek and shiny. he also had a very prominent air of elegance... overall, a very pretty cat.

however, he wasn’t the nicest animal at first. he was skittish and guarded. he really only interacted with you in order to get food and water, and he didn’t allow you to touch him all too much. any time you had friends over there was no chance he’d be spotted, always hiding in the shadows of your closet or the safe space underneath your bed. when your company would leave, he would slowly crawl out, watching you from a respectable distance as you tidied up before heading to bed.

even though he was kind of a dick, you spoiled him silly. you bought him his own bed since he refused to even go near you. he had his own cat tree and everything, and ample toys too. that was how he first began warming up to you. 

you had managed to pique his interest by dragging a ribbon toy across the floor and disappearing around the doorframe. you had been over the moon when he had poked his little head into the room, pupils wide as he eyed the ribbon with intense curiosity.

the morning after that, you had awoken to find him sitting on the very far corner of your bed. it was as far as he could possibly be from you while staying on the mattress, but you were elated nonetheless.

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from then on, your relationship was a little steadier with the feline. he would follow you around your place, always in the same room as you but forever out of reach. occasionally he would allow you to give him a little scratch behind the ear or under the chin, but he would get up and leave after a few seconds of affection.

it wasn’t until he came down with a minor kitty cold that your relationship changed. you took him to the vet. he hated it. he was such a misbehaved boy, but when you had nearly cried as you frantically apologized for his behavior, he strangely became limp, a disgruntled expression on his cute little face.

you took him home and attempted to administer the medicine, even if he hissed and growled at you when you approached him with the distinct vial. you tried to give it to him, and he lashed out and scratched you for the very first time.

it was just a little cut, but it was enough to draw blood. you left the medicine with him and closed yourself away in the bathroom as you tended to your wound, irritated that after all you’d done for him he still treated you like shit. but he was a cat, you reckoned, and so you instantly dropped any malice that had come forth in those few minutes. when you opened the door again, he was sitting at the doorway, ears flat to his head and head lowered, the medicine vial resting before his paws.

after that he allowed you to administer the medicine without complaint. he just layed there and would blink lazily at you while you moved him accordingly, never fussing at all. it was clear that he was sick initially, but each time you gave him that medicine he became more and more like himself. he looked strong and healthy once again. you were relieved.

your relationship kept improving. he would now let you pet him from time to time. sometimes he would even jump up and settle himself into a little loaf next to you as you watched TV or typed away at your laptop. he began sleeping closer to you, sometimes on your feet, sometimes on the vacant side of your bed. the sound of his low purrs lulled you to sleep.

things started getting strange when you started going out with someone you had met. you’d given your number to them when they’d asked for it out of the blue. it was all very innocent, nothing too crazy. just a coffee here and there, really.

that was when shouto started becoming more affectionate with you. he would let out a loud meow in greeting when you came home, running to the door to meet you and promptly sticking his head into the shoes you slipped off your feet. he would sit with you as you went through the work you brought home, even nuzzle your ankles while you made yourself dinner. he would start to sit on your lap when you were watching the television.

he would even let you kiss his head , and he’d slowly blink at you when you praised him for all his handsomeness, for how good of a boy he was. he even started slipping into the sheets with you, allowing you to hold him close as you drifted off into slumber, and kneading at your blankets as the two of you fell asleep together.

but coffees turned into lunches. and lunches to dinners. you started spending less and less time at your place, and he would find himself watching the clock on the wall as he waited for your return. though when you finally would, later and later with each passing date, he was not pleased to find your scent mixed with another’s.

he had stayed in cat form for a very long time. perhaps he shifted into human form when you weren’t home, you didn’t know. you thought he was your cat, and that was the end of it. all you knew was that one morning, you woke up, expecting to have your snuggly companion curled up into your side as usual.

instead, there’s a whole ass MAN tucked into the sheets beside you, long leg slung over yours and his arm wound round your waist. what’s even wilder is that two cat ears stick out of the silky hair on his head, colored the distinct red and white of the fur you have become so accustomed to. a long, furry tail also rests on your thigh, brushing against your skin.

he’s also butt ass naked.

to say you’re shook is an understatement. thankfully he’s laying on his stomach, so you don’t see anything indecent. you weigh your options here— this man is so obviously your cat, there’s no way he’s not. but you have a cat, and this is a man!! man-cat? you can’t care to know the correct terminology.

you decide not to scream, but you shuffle backwards. it’s enough to disturb the creature, and his heterochromatic eyes peel open slowly. he sees you looking at him, and still weighed down by sleep, a mild, content smile curls his lips and a loud purr rumbles out of him. then his eyes move down and he catches sight of his own arm around you, and he scrambles off the bed, ears tucked back and tail bristling as he trips over the sheets.

after you find some clothes for him to wear, you have a rather awkward conversation over breakfast. turns out that he’s been capable of turning into this human form the whole time, but he had become accustomed to life as a cat and preferred it to being a human, as he had a hard time fitting in with his big ears and long tail. you reckoned you, too, would live as a cat if you had the option... especially with such a doting and caring owner as yourself.

now though, you can’t really refer to yourself as his owner. he’s a person, just like you— he just harbors many of his cat-like qualities.

initially it’s hard to adjust, knowing he’s also a man (and a very handsome one, at that). you buy him some clothes and start to cook meals for the both of you. what else are you gonna do, throw him out onto the street?

your interactions become a little forced... you’re just really confused as to how you’re supposed to act around him. he seems to sense your unease, and he shifts back into a cat in order to comfort you. he walks right up to you and hops into your lap, standing up to put his front paws onto your chest, and leaning in to rub his cheek across yours, finishing off with a quick lick of affection.

apparently, he has missed the attention the both of you had become so accustomed to giving/receiving. so, the moment you hesitantly begin to rub his ears, he starts to purr loudly, settling on your lap/chest. he’s really warm and soft, so you end up wrapping your other arm around him and continuing to pet his head.

it becomes routine for you to have this nightly cuddle before bed, but after you’re finished with pretending to pay attention to the tv, you tell him goodnight and shut yourself into your bedroom for the night.

no longer does he receive your praise nor your kisses, and it’s taking a toll on him. he’s needy!! you’ve conditioned him to soak up all your love and now you just stop?

so eventually he’ll sack up and knock on your door, asking why you won’t let him sleep with you anymore. he knows you’re intimidated by his human form, but he thinks the reason is because you’re scared of him. you hesitantly let him know it’s really just because you’re attracted to him. and what do ya know, he feels the same.

another reason why you’d been avoiding him that you’d rather die than tell him is that you’re embarrassed that you just straight stared at him in shock when he used your toilet like a human. eye contact and everything. this was back when you’d first gotten him but now you’re just overwhelmed with residual embarrassment LOLLLLL anyways...

from there your love blossoms !! yay!

now he will walk around your place in his human form more often than cat form. though sometimes he does like to be in kitty form so he can sit on your lap while you’re working at your desk.

snuggles become a norm. he’s very affectionate. absolute cuddle bug. 

stressed? cuddles.

happy? cuddles.

bored? cuddles.

i cannot emphasize this enough!!! hold him!! he lives for it! he is baby.

he still loves playing with all the toys you buy him. and what’s hilarious is that he can’t seem to help himself from fixating on those little aluminum twist ties that you keep in the kitchen. he doesn’t know why, but when you toss them across the room he’ll just run for it. nyoom!!

makes sure to bring it back like a good boy every time.

a really good investment is a laser pointer. human or cat, once that little red dot is spotted, you can bet he’s chasing it. this has resulted in broken furniture more than once LOL. at the end of your little play session you guide the laser over to you and he’ll pounce on you!! cue more cuddles. 

as if all the snuggles he gives you through the day aren’t enough, falling asleep is complete bliss.

he’ll slip into your covers and wrap his long limbs around you. lithe fingers will caress your skin and your hair, and if you return the favor, he’ll start to purr softly for you. he’s totally into nuzzling you, too. he’ll just nestle his face right into your neck and breathe your scent in, completely at peace. and he can’t help it when his purrs grow louder, an indication of his complete content.

more rarely he’ll come out into public with you, provided he wear a beanie or something to cover those cute perky ears of his. the tail he can tuck into his pants just fine. when he’s out and about with you, he’ll likely stay right by your side, an arm over your shoulder, around your waist, or your hand held hostage by his.

when you’re out on these rare excursions, he will often ask for a boba or a latte—he loves to indulge in those sweet milky drinks every now and then. plus it makes him happy when you’re happy, and you always get excited when you get one for yourself too.

overall 10/10 would recommend adopting catboy!sho. he will give you all the love and snuggles necessary and he’ll be more than happy to accept your affections too. 

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so... can you guys tell i’m a cat person? 

(づ ｡◠ ‿ ◠｡ )づ <3 <3 <3

➥ masterlist  thanks for reading!! hope u enjoyed whatever... this was LOL 

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[not-your-damsel]

Craving You

Word Count :: 4,994

A/N :: Go easy on me, my sweeties. This is my first full fic in the hottest of minutes.

This is just some soft, tender, Husband! Hitoshi Shinsou x Pregnant Fem! Reader missing each other dearly. We’re sticking with Keiid’s adult version of Toshi because that version of him has me absolutely fuckin’ weak 🥴

CW :: Minors DNI, NSFW, 🔞, Smut, Tender Loving Hours, Slight Choking. Pretty much it, I wanna say.

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You woke with a start, small hand darting out to feel for your husband only to feel his side of the bed not only empty, but cold. You sighed and attempted to sit up, holding your rounded stomach, feeling as your body ached. “Toshi?” You called out, silence answering back before sniffing for any hint of coffee in the air that he so loved to brew, strong enough to wake the dead. Nothing. Had he even been home at all last night? Being pregnant had done some weird things to not only your body, but your senses and sleeping habits. You noticed you’d sleep deeper than usual, something you hated. You wanted to be able to know when Hitoshi got home, when he hit the bed, anything. You wanted to be able to help should he need it. Take the other night for example. On his way home from being out on patrol he stumbled on a man who was robbing the local convenience store and though he caught the robber, he hadn’t escaped the ordeal without the guy putting up a surprisingly good fight. Toshi came home that night beaten to hell and you’d spent the better part of the evening with him on the toilet while you cleaned and patched him up. He didn’t want the help, wanted you to rest with your swollen ankles raised but you wouldn’t hear of it. When you were done, you carded your fingers through his short wild indigo locks, kissing his forehead while he caressed your stomach before wrapping his arms around you. You slipped your black cat slippers on, waddling from the loft down to the kitchen to grab a cup of black tea. Once you finished there, you made your way to the bathroom, turning shower on to your desired temperature. Your back was hurting and you wanted nothing more than to have hot water splashing against the painful spot as hot as you could bear. Carrying a whole other human inside you was hard work. You couldn’t wait to get back to work, kicking ass alongside your husband, the Shinsou’s back at it being a top hero power couple. You felt so out of shape and bloated and your breasts hurt when they were too full of milk, back and ankles on fire and swollen... you just seemed to be in perpetual pain these last 2 months. Not only that, you and Hitoshi’s sexual activities had to be put on hold and that was getting to you both and you knew it. You didn’t have to ask Toshi to know how much he was aching for you to the point of it making him at least a little crazy. As reserved as he was, gentle in his demeanor with you, and calm as a still lake, he was a human and he had needs. He’d never tell you, but he had to keep himself on more than one occasion from ripping your clothing off and bending you over the nearest surface to fuck you silly. Your dom and sub roles in the bedroom had to also be put on hold because Hitoshi could be a particularly rough man when it came to that, never truly knowing the full extent of his strength. He’d been absolutely terrified out of his wits of being rough once you started to show.

Great. Now you were sorely in pain and horny. “Stupid, stupid woman.” You seethed at yourself. You were so lost in thought that you hadn’t noticed the door to the shower open. It wasn’t until you felt the cool air hit your back that you felt a large set of hands slide from your hips to cradle around your stomach, your body tensing ever so briefly before relaxing. “Hitoshi, you scared the shit out of me.” You breathed, your shoulders relaxing. “I’m sorry, kitten. Are you ok?” He asked, hearing his voice was more gruff than usual had you turning to look at him. The normal bags under his eyes now looked like a set of luggage. He’d taken on more hours over the past several weeks to help build up some parental leave for when his daughter was due, he was busy doing so much and you felt bad. You cupped his cheeks before stepping forward on the balls of your feet with your lips poised for a kiss. He lent the rest of the way down to meet you, the water hitting his short wild tresses in the process, wetting it. “Toshi, thank you. You’re doing a lot and it shows. I wish you could rest already, we appreciate it and you so much.” You held the back of his neck, your thumbs rubbing lovingly along the sides behind his ears. He gave a tired, crooked grin, pecking your forehead then your nose before pulling away and looking at you with love, “It’s all for you guys, I love you with everything I am and I’ll sleep when I’m dead.” He joked with a chuckle.

Before you had a chance to protest, moving to swat him at his choice of words, he grabbed your wrist and held it to his chest, dipping again to kiss you passionately, swiping his tongue along your bottom lip for permission, but you were already opening for him to invade your wet cavern with his muscle. Hitoshi’s kiss was hungry, conveying all the pent up want and need he had for you, his wife. His large hands roamed down your back, thick fingers skimming the curve of your spine before they landed at your hips giving them a loving squeeze only to then rest on each cheek of your behind where he pulled you against him, allowing you feel how hard he was for you. Gasping in his mouth before continuing the kiss, you threaded your fingers through his hair again, tugging and earning you a groan of pleasure from deep within his chest. With your hand still held against his chest, you dragged your nails across the neat indigo chest hairs that lay there before sliding over to graze over his nipple, hardening it. Toshi was breathing harder through his nose now, his hips rolling of their own accord before pulling away. You whined, eyes lidded and drunk off his searing kiss. He grinned before looking around your spacious rainfall shower to the built in bench. “Do you trust me, kitten?” Hitoshi asked. You shook your head in confusion. “What kind of... you know I do, with my life.”

Hitoshi guided you to the bench to sit for a moment before he stepped out of the shower to grab a couple of things. “I-I’ll be right back,” he said with his hands held up, nonverbally telling you to stay put, where you smiled and nodded as he stepped out of the bathroom. You’d heard him faintly talking to himself before a loud bang sounded out followed by him swearing under his breath loudly. “Toshi? Are you alright?” You called, tilting your head from where you sat with a hand on your stomach rubbing it. “I’m ok, my love!” He called before turning up at the door a moment later with a couple things in hand, namely a towel and his hero weapon, the capture cloth. You were puzzled to say the least. “What are you doing, sweetie?” You asked him with your brow cocked and lips parted in wonder. “Well, I know we haven’t been able to get as intimate as we’d normally like due to me being so busy at work and you being... being... so pregnant,” ‘Nice choice of words, Hitoshi.’ He mentally slapped himself, “So I had an idea while I was on my way home. Care to try?” He asked you, purple tried eyes looking at you so hopeful it ached you to see. You’d nodded and began the monumental task of trying to stand until he stopped you. “No, no, let me set it up, ok?” Toshi nodded as he helped you to sit back down again.

You guys’ shower was rigged in a such a way that there were bare decorative pipes that were hanging from the ceiling with holes drilled in them that assisted in providing the rainfall effect. Toshi rigged his capture cloth expertly through those pipes and used the towel, folded, against a portion of it. Before you knew it, you were looking at a rigged swing made out of the two items. The towel was placed as a little padding for a seat of sorts and Hitoshi stood back to survey his handy work. He nodded, happy with the look of it before looking back at you with a lopsided grin. “What do you think, kitten?” He asked, reaching his hands out to help you up from the bench. “I think it’s really smart... and I think you’ve been thinking about this for much longer than on your way home.” You poked at his side with your nails, causing him to jump a little before he grabbed the back of his neck, rubbing it. “Ok, ok. I’ve been thinking of what to do for a couple of weeks now, you got me.” Hitoshi admitted, pulling you close into his side. “I just... I just really, really miss you.” He said lowly. You looked into his beautiful, tired eyes, noting that they were lust blown. His purple orbs almost drowned out by dark, black pupils resembling voids. Drinking you in, full of want and need, his hand roamed your back, squeezing in a massaging manner that had your own eyes slipping shut. He felt how tight and knotted various places of your back were, frowning to himself. “I miss you so much, kitten. So fucking much.” Hitoshi was now pressed against the side of your face, gruff voice in one ear as he kneaded the skin of your sore back. “Toshi, I miss you so much too, I wish I can know about your safety the way I used to.” You were now pressed against his body, your arms around his neck while on your tippy toes to reach him better.

Hitoshi’s hands abandoned your back to glide down your hips, further below to start squeezing the backs of plush thighs as he lent down to kiss you passionately, his tongue in your mouth again, exploring every inch of it trying to memorize it even after all these years together. “I missed the way you feel against me. I absolutely crave the way you taste to the point that it’s all I think about, getting in the way of my work, do you know that, little kitten?” Toshi said against your neck before he bit down on your pulse point. Moaning, your fingers dipping into his hair where your nails grazed his scalp. “Tosh- ah!” You squeaked, Hitoshi lifting you off the shower floor as your legs and arms immediately wrapped around your hulking husband for support, swollen, large belly pressed against his chiseled abs suddenly had you feeling some type of way as you stared down at where you both pressed together. “I love you.” You said, looking up to him to find that he was already staring down at you, watching as you took in the roundness of your stomach, holding his and your baby inside you. Your eyes brimmed with tears as he walked both of you to his little set up. “I love you, too. Baby? Baby what’s wrong?” Hitoshi asked, unsure if this was something that had to do with pregnancy hormones or something he possibly did. You hugged him, warm tears falling onto his shoulder. He held his capture cloth in place as he set you down, perching you on a few bands he’d lined up to make a makeshift seat that was plush from the towel he set there. He backed up cautiously in case you’d tip in any single direction and he needed to grab at you. You went to wipe your eyes but Hitoshi was already doing it. His large hands cupping either side of your face, large enough to eclipse your delicate face easily. It would’ve looked comical in any other circumstance, but he loved the way you fit perfectly in his hands.

“Talk to me, baby girl.” He said, squatting down to be able to look at you better. His hands now at your thighs, rubbing soothingly up and down them while occasionally rubbing your belly. “I’m happy is all. I just... as a pain in the ass as it can be sometimes, I couldn’t be happier carrying our baby.” you said, another round of fat tears spilling from your face. “I’m sorry, I’m all over the place and I missed you, I’m so stupid an-“ “Hey.” Hitoshi’s tone was stern, shivers instantly running down your arms and legs so strongly that even he felt the goosebumps break out across the skin of your soft thighs. “I don’t want my kitty cat talking about herself that way,” his hands now skimmed over the tops of your thighs, slipping in between them and parting them. “I take offense when my wife is talked about in any sort of negative capacity,” he leaned in closer, you were so enraptured by what he was saying, having not been spoken to like that for what felt like forever that you weren’t even paying attention to his actions. “Even if it’s from my wife.” He licked a fat stripe up your core, able to cover more ground with his tongue flattened, a hiss of a gasp being drawn in as your feet swung from the sensation. “Toshi!” You threaded your fingers through his hair and balled your hand into a fist, pulling his hair, spurring him on as he licked more forcefully, tongue delving into your hole as he nudged himself deeper into your wetness. His hands closed around your hips and pulled you closer, the stubble of his beard rubbing against your skin deliciously as he worked like a man starved.

Toshi was giving all he had then, moaning into you, as he slurped and sucked, tasting what he longed for for weeks. His hand closed around your thigh, propping it up over his shoulder to delve deeper. Even with the shower running you could see the pre leaking from Hitoshi’s tip. Wiggling a little and masking it as movements to his actions, you take your free foot and gently rub it against his length causing him to pull away with a hiss before looking up at you through purple lashes. His eyes became lidded, grabbing that same leg and throwing it over his other shoulder before diving back in and licking with fervor. “Ah, fuck!!” You yelped, feeling as though you’d fall backwards but Hitoshi’s hands wrapped around your back and pulled you closer, anchoring you in place, assuring your safety. It was then that he started to tongue fuck you, his wet muscle delving in and out while intermittently swiping up to pay attention to your clit when his nose wasn’t bumping into it. Your moans got louder, soft thighs shaking around his head as you felt your first orgasm approaching fast.

Hitoshi wrapped one arm around your back as sturdily as he could so he could bring a free hand into the mix. Two thick fingers slid into your core, replacing his tongue as he began pumping at a brutal pace, crooking them just right. “Oh, oh God...” Your voice shook, one hand in his wet hair and the other latched onto his shoulder, nails leaving crescent moon indents into his flesh now that your legs were free. Toshi’s breathing was ragged, his mind on one goal and one only, the one thing he’d been envisioning his fingers do for the last 4 nights at the agency while he filed reports into the early morning hours. Your walls began to flutter, his lidded purple orbs flitting to yours as he came up for air, watching his wife get overtaken with pleasure. “I love you... I love you...!” Toshi panted into your pussy before you threw yourself back from the force of your orgasm, liquid gushing forward and coating his arm and then his face as he dove in to lap up what he could, instantly wrapping his arms around you again for stability so you wouldn’t fall backwards. He went from vigorous licks to kitten licks which melted into soft kisses. Kisses leading from your drenched core to your thighs and then your stomach as he rubbed loving circles into it with his thumbs, getting up from his position on the floor of the large shower, kissing the top of your head when he reached his full height. “You did so good for me, my beautiful kitten, you always do. I love you, sweetheart.” He cooed. “I love you, too.” You panted out.

He tipped your worn out, blushing face upwards to look at him, still catching your breath but not caring as you leaned forward to reach for Hitoshi’s cock before he grabbed your hands softly. “Baby, no need... w-wait till we’re done here, I’ll be raring to go again.” He smirked. In your post orgasmic haze, you didn’t even realize that from the sheer visuals and moans alone that you’d provided was enough to make him come, the water having washed away his mess. Toshi gathered both of your wash items, placing them closer on the bench in the shower before helping you down off the makeshift swing to stand before himself. He deposited some shampoo in his palm before massaging it in your scalp, washing your hair before running his hands through it to rinse it. He did the same with the conditioner, only leaving it in your hair as he washed your body lovingly. Admiring every curve and dip, no sexual drive behind his actions, just pure love before rinsing you off. When he was done, you gently guided him down on the bench so you could reach his head properly. Hitoshi stood at a whopping 6’ 1”. He was always on the taller side out of the many students at UA, coming in at 5’ 9” when you two met but as the years went on, he just kept sprouting. You were smaller compared to him, standing shorter in stature, you just reached above his shoulder when you and him stood side by side and you loved it. You loved climbing him like he was a mountain, latching onto him, your smaller frame melting and melding into his larger one, and it was one of your most favorite things in the world when he was spooning you.

A large palm came to rest against your stomach as you worked the lather in his hair, pulling you from your thoughts. “What are you thinking about, kitten?” Hitoshi asked, feeling as his unborn baby would push against wherever he’d touch. “You.” You hummed to yourself as you rinsed his hair free of the conditioner, bending to pour some body wash on his washcloth. No loofahs for Hitoshi Shinsou in your house, ‘Too damned girly’ was how he’d put it and you giggled at the thought. “What’s so funny, hm?” He grinned lopsidedly, bending to kiss your stomach with his eyes closed, lips brushing across your skin. It was moments like this that you wanted to snapshot and put away forever for you to cherish, observing the endless beauty he never seemed to know he has. At least until the silent admiration was interrupted by him pulling away and holding his chin exaggeratedly. You laughed, as you rubbed the cloth over his neck muscles to loosen him up. “She’s gonna pack a wallop, huh?” He joked, rubbing his jaw as you nodded with a smile. Hitoshi sighed as you kept working the washcloth over his upper body, his back, pressing as hard as you could which earned you some relieved of grunts. “Up, sweetie.” You stepped back a bit as Toshi stood, willing the jelly feeling you’d imparted on him out of his body. Bringing the washcloth to his abs, you rubbed, the scent of his body wash filling your senses as you got drunk off it. Your husband always smelled so nice, so warm and comforting. Like a cozy cabin tucked away in the woods on a cold winter night, it brought you comfort and safety. He watched you work, noting how you’d pause every now and again to deeply inhale his scent and with every open of your eyes, the more they lidded. When you got to his member, it was semi erect. You looked up at him and he smiled with a wink, “I told you. Gimme that, I think we’re done here.” He said as he finished up the rest of his body in record time, you giggling at his quickness as you put the items away before he tossed the washcloth back in its spot, and swooped you into his arms.

You squealed out with a laugh, Toshi minding where your stomach landed, his broad shoulders between your breasts and stomach, pushing the door open and draping a large towel over your body before bringing the both of you to your bedroom where he gently plopped you onto your large bed. He hovered over your laughing frame, watching as water dripped down from his hair onto the bed above your own head. Your laughing slowed as you noticed his silence, smiling at him and bringing a hand to his scruffy cheek to thumb gently at a scar he had over the left side of his lips leading into his chin. He turned his head and kissed inside your palm, his hand wrapped around your delicate wrist as he held it against his lips. “Turn around, kitten.” He gruffed. Hitoshi was helping you maneuver, perching onto the bed himself as he molded the front of himself to your back, his fully hardened cock prodding at your ass cheek leaving a smear of pre along your skin. Kissing along your neck and shoulders, Toshi ran a large hand from your stomach to your thigh, grabbing and propping it against his own leg which he used to open you up. Your breathing was already uneven, knowing what was coming yet not getting to you fast enough, your hips already rocking back into him for stimulation only he could provide. Hitoshi chuckled against your ear, “Does my kitty want it that bad?” He teased, reaching his hand between the two of you to pump his cock in his fist, teasing your already wet entrance. “God, you’re already soaked, baby, fuck.” He gritted out. “Toshi, stop acting like you’re not dying too and make love to me already,” you whined. “You’re always so coc- HAH!!” Your hand flung upward to latch onto the back of Hitoshi’s head which was buried in the crook of your neck and shoulder, biting into the soft skin that lay there as he jutted his hips forward and sheathed into you in one fluid movement. He gave you time to adjust, running his hand up your body, softly squeezing your breasts and lovingly rubbing your belly as he pressed more kisses into your shoulder and neck, sucking hard enough at your pulse point to leave an immediate blooming bruise.

“To- Toshi please. Please, please I need you...” You begged him as he pressed more kisses into your damp hair, his hips starting to move to create that hot friction you both craved. It seemed he was panting like a dog within seconds, thick fingers pinching your nipples as gently as he could, breast milk dribbling down the tips as he rolled them between his tips. “Fuck, kitten!” Toshi was now snapping his hips faster into you, the bed creaking with each brutal thrust. The second the headboard hit the wall for the first time, it acted as fuel for Hitoshi to go even faster. Hips rutting into you from behind so hard it hurt in the best way. He could already feel your gummy walls twitch and clamp down on him, knowing that you were getting closer with each thrust. “Fuck, baby, the way you’re taking me so -shit!- so greedily, so fuckin’ well, you really missed my cock, huh? Answer me!” He almost barked out, feeling you clamp down on him particularly hard when he did. “Fuck your cock, I missed y-you, Hitoshi!” You moaned, your nails digging into his neck. He groaned lowly, breathily whispering out, “Oh my fucking God!” before his hand came down on the swell of your ass, the sharp sting causing you to clamp down on him again a little harder. The slap didn’t pack the usual punch it did with Hitoshi’s heavy hands, but it was enough and you both noticed.

You rolled your hips into him, meeting his thrusts with your own as that wonderful feeling of a taut invisible string began to fray inside your stomach. “So good, so -y-yeah!- s-so fucking good, Toshi I- I, Godfuckinghell!! Ugh, missed you, I missed you, I-“ a broken moan tore from your throat at the feel of Hitoshi rubbing circles against your clit, his thrusts reaching inside you deeper, the prominent vein that ran along his cock sliding against your walls. His breath was coming out in puffs against your neck and cheek, groans and moans sounding out from him just the way you loved. “Mmm, kitty cat, fuck, you’re gonna cum! C’mon now, c’mon, I wanna feel you cream all over this cock, your cock, this cock belongs to you, all yours...” he reached his other hand around, gripping your throat, getting lost in the pleasure as he railed into you, watching your face for any changes in discomfort, keeping mind of the baby. Once your eyebrows slightly furrowed, he loosened his hold, allowing you to catch your breath for a few beats before starting the process again. “Cum, cum because I fucking can’t hold on much longer you’re sucking me in so goddamn good!” Toshi growled in your ear, his hand abandoning your clit for a moment to spit on his fingers just to go back to rubbing it faster than before. As your smaller hand gripped his forearm for dear life, you came undone. “Toshi, fuck!!” Hitoshi felt his thrusting cock get wetter, slipperier, as he slowed his rubbing fingers through your orgasm having released your throat long ago.

Now he began driving into you with reckless abandon, seeking his own release which wasn’t far behind in the first place. The hand that was at your throat now wrapped around your shoulder, while the one that left your clit reached up to grab at your free hand, threading his large fingers through your own. “O-oh my God, oh my God I’m gonna cum, kitten, fuck, I’m gonna cum...” sloppy hips faltered even more before he gave one last strong thrust, stilling inside you spilling his warmth in thick spurts, giving 2 more soft slow thrusts before coming to a stop. The both of you were breathing heavily, Toshi’s head dropped onto your own before he bent down a bit to kiss your shoulder, his stubble scratching at the softness of your cheek. His hair was now dry, being short, it drooped down onto his forehead. There was a fresh sheen of sweat over both of your bodies, especially on his chest and your back. “I love you.” You said, your breaths coming out fast but not as harsh as before. Hitoshi wrapped his arms around you, pressing you into his almost too warm body, nuzzling in your semi damp hair inhaling deeply, “I love you, too. So fucking much, don’t ever forget it. I’m sorry I’ve been away so much, I just...” You shook your head, opening your eyes halfway. “No. I know why you do it. I can’t ever convey how much it means to me that you’re working your ass off for proper time with me and little Anzu once she gets here. Do I miss you? Of course I miss you, I miss you terribly. I also miss working with you. I never realized how spoiled I truly am until it came time for me to stay home from work. Getting to see you every single day, work alongside you, be out in the public eye with you... I never realized that I spend every moment with you. And now that I can’t, it has me a bit out of sorts I guess you could say.” You confessed, your eyes heavily lidded with sleepiness, voice soft and gentle.

The bed suddenly shifted, Hitoshi launching himself over your body and plopping next to you to face you causing you to squeak out in shock. He cupped your cheeks and brought you in for a slow, passionate kiss. Your smaller hands planted against his chest, fingers rubbing lovingly before scooting closer to him where he wrapped his arms around you instinctively. “I’m almost done, sweetheart. Just one more week, maybe even sooner if Anzu comes before then. And hey, if you want, I can help you train up again my agile, telekinetic kitten. Would you like that?” He asked into your hair at the top of your head. You hummed softly and he looked down having felt your hand slip off his chest and go limp, joining your other arm pressed against him and the bed. You were fast asleep, your breathing slow and deep as Toshi took a moment to look at you, large hand caressing from your head to your shoulder, only to glide down your back where he grabbed the blanket and draped it over the both of you, snuggling your body closer to his. “And I thought I was the one who got into people’s minds. I don’t deserve you, baby girl.” He whispered in your ear, kissing the side of your mouth before perching his head atop yours and falling asleep just as quick. You woke with a start, small hand darting out to feel for your husband only to feel his hand grasp yours and pull it to his lips, “I’m here, baby. I’m still here.” Hitoshi said as he cradled it in his own, pressed against his chest, a small smile gracing your lips before slipping back into the warmth of his embrace.

[hops-hunny]

Cormac mcgagen 🤢 flirting with the reader and it gets Ron furious and to tease Ron the reader flirts back and ends up with Ron dragging them up to his dorm and y’know🙃

18+ DNI IF YOU’RE A MINOR AND/OR AGE IS NOT IN YOUR BIO, YOU WILL BE BLOCKED IN AN INSTANT

Ron chuckled at the sight that was unfolding in front of him. Across the room, Cormac McLaggen was chatting it up with his bird. Well, the proper thing to say he was attempting. He had started off a conversation, not letting her get a singular word into the makeshift chat.

However, what he wasn't expecting was for her to place one of her pretty little hands on his chest, giggling at his joke that couldn't have been that funny. He trusted her though, he knew she wouldn't do anything to upset him. But when that fool went in to whisper something in her ear he had had it. He briskly made his way across the room, ripping them apart. He wrapped both his arms around her waist, bringing her to rest against him as he stared at the boy intensely.

"So, what are you chatting about. Seemed like you two were having a grand old time before I came over!" when neither of them spoke up he let out a dry laugh flashing them an overly done smile. "No I insist! Don't let me stop the fun."

"Well if you wanna know so badly Ronald, (Y/n) here was telling me how strong I look. Isn't that right cutiekins?" Cormac cooed, stroking the girl's cheek. Ron snorted, waiting for the girl's response. (Y/n) was known to have quite of a temper, especially when it came to men who invaded her personal space. However, the look in her eye's was different than usual.

"Yeah. You've been looking really strong lately, Cormac. In fact, I'd say you-" Ron didn't even let the girl finish, quickly dragging her away from the vile excuse of a man. He was pissed, just what did she think she was doing? She knew how he felt about the bloke and yet she has the nerve to sit up here and spew such lies?

When they reached his room, he turned around slamming it behind them before turning the lock. He spun to look at her finding her looking at him with those god damn pretty (e/c) eyes like she hadn't just tried to pull the stunt of the history.

"What in the hell was that?" he seethed through gritted teeth, stepping closer to her as he gripped at her cheeks with a forceful hold.

"What do you mean? You know me, I don't like to lie Ro-" she yelped as he picked her up, tossing her on the bed with ease. He hovered over her, pinning her hands above her head. "What's this for?" she asked, irritation clear on her face.

Ron let out a hardy laugh, shaking his head in disbelief. "What's this for huh? So this is how you plan on acting tonight? That's quite alright princess, just don't expect to cum." he said, releasing her hands as he began to undress himself, ripping her from her outfit as well.

He couldn't believe her behavior earlier. Sure, (Y/n) liked to push his button's from time to time just to rile him up. And yeah usually he'd get a rise out of it as well, but this? With Cormac?

"W-what? Why?" she whined out as he began to rub at her clit, hips bucking when he pinched it lightly.

"Oh you know, I don't think I'm strong enough to make you do that. Maybe you could ask Cormac to." he cooed out, smirking as she began to buck her hips onto the fingers he had slipped inside of her messy cunt. He always knew just where to touch her to get the perfect amount of being worked up. Usually he'd finger her just like this, angling his fingers to hit her spot just right with the perfect amount of pressure, so he could make her cream over and over again.

"Ah, ah, ah" he started, ripping his fingers out as she was surely about to reach her climax. "Now why would you go, trying to cum, when I just told you that you wouldn't be tonight?" he asked, pumping his cock as he got off to the sound of her whimpers and pleas. She was just too god damn cute when he got her all worked up, begging him for even the slightest bit of release. He gripped under her knees, pressing her legs near her head as he rammed his cock into her with one swift motion.

"You really are pathetic, you know. You're lucky I'm even giving you my cock at all." he pulled out until it was the tip before snapping his forward with an intense thrust. He let out a load groan as her velvety walls clenched and squeezed his cock, the warmth of her feeling almost unbearable. He continued to fuck into her, stretching her more and more with each anger filled thrust.

Ron leaned down placing a soft peck on her drool covered lips, laughing at her blissed out expression. Those pretty eyes of her were rolled deep into her skull, tongue lulled out the side of her mouth. Her pretty (h/c) locks were stuck to her forehead and chest from the mix of sweat and saliva that covered her chest. He gripped her chin, angling her to look into his eyes as he gathered up his spit, shooting it direct her mouth. (Y/n) let out a loud moan, swallowing it as soon as it landed on her tongue. Ron growled at the sight, no one could satisfy his needy little whore, especially not Cormac McLaggen.

"You think Cormac could've fucked you like this? Hm?" He gripped both of her legs in one of his hands, using the other one to wrap around her delicate little neck. After a few moments passed and he still got no response he picked up the pace of his thrust, angling them deeper inside of her. "Answer me slut!"

"N-no! You, only you, only R-ron. C-cum please?" she droned on, her grip tightening on the cotton sheets as her back arched up, sending him impossibly deep. With each thrust, the tip of his cock kissed her cervix causing her to let out a string of moans, each one blending together with the last.

"Yo-you think I'm gonna let you cum?" he began to chuckle which grew into a sinister laugh. "You'll be lucky if I cum in you let alone let you cum!" he began to rub her clit, feeling as it throbbed against his finger. He wasn't going to last much longer.

"Beg me. I bet you've been dreaming of me cumming in you. Yeah, is that it? Want Cormac to see my cum running down those pretty legs of yours?" he smiled as she began to nod frantically, legs shaking in his grip. "Go on then, love."

"P-please Ron? Want your cum, want you to fill me up. Need it! Need you to so bad." she babbled on, begging and crying for him to fill her with his seed. Who was he to say no to such pretty little pleas? He picked her up, holding him against his chest as he fucked into her deep, groaning as his release triggered. He swore through gritted teeth, letting out a whimper of her name as he watched his cum began to spill out the sides of her abused little cunt. He felt her began to convulse on him causing him to quickly rip her from his cock.

"I meant what I said princess. If you wanna cum go fuck yourself, quite literally."

[myveryownfanfiction]

18+ MINORS AND THOSE WITHOUT AGE IN BIO DNI

tags: @eclecticwildflowers, @illiana-mystery, @onedirectionlovers2014

warnings: smut, swearing, d/s relationship, unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it kids), mention of blood, vampire feeding

”where you going (Y/N)?” I turned to look at David on his bike. “(Y/N)?” He raised his eyebrows at me and I nodded. Climbing on the back of his bike, I wrapped my arms around his waist and held on tight as he rode off. I pressed my cheek against David’s back as he gunned it down the boardwalk towards my place.

“I’m sorry David.” I whispered, knowing he’d hear me above the wind. “I didn’t mean to. I was just trying to keep Star out of trouble.” David’s stomach tightened under my hands and I gripped his jacket.

“we’ll discuss this when we get home.” I blushed when I heard him call my apartment home. Even if he rarely stayed. I nodded against his back and took his offered hand when we pulled up at my apartment. I followed David up to my apartment, waiting until we were inside before he pressed me against my door. He attacked my neck and I felt his fangs scrape my artery. I moaned as David pulled back. “You think you can use Star as an excuse? Protecting Star? From what? The boy I asked her to get close to? From doing the job I gave her?” I whimpered as David ripped my jacket off me. He pulled my shirt over my head and threw it behind him. “Have nothing to say now?” His eyes flashed yellow and I bit my lip.

“I’m sorry master. I was just looking out for her like you told me to. I was just doing what you asked me master. I didn’t know.” I breathed out, moving to rub my legs together but David stuck his leg between mine.

“you didn’t know.” He taunted. “Didn’t know.” His eyes roamed over my face before he leaned in to bite my neck. I moaned and slumped against him. David supported my weight, having seen it coming. I whined as I wrapped my arms around David, trying to keep conscious as he pulled away.

“master.” I whimpered as David kissed me, letting me taste the blood on his lips. He chuckled as he lifted me up.

“let’s get you to the bed before you pass out and I can’t have my fun.” He laughed. “Color?”

“green.” I said quickly.

“let me know if it changes.” He whispered. I nodded and buried my head in his shoulder. He tossed me on the bed and climbed on top of me. David pushed his jackets off and smirked down at me. My hands itched to pull off his sweater but I kept them at my side. “What is it you want pet? I can see your fingers twitching.” I gulped and bit my lip. I could feel the faint line of blood dripping down my neck and I knew David was trying to keep his eyes off it.

“please master.” I whispered. “Your sweater master.” Davi looked down at himself before looking back at me. He smiled at me before taking the hem of the shirt in his hands. Lifting it up slightly, David cocked his head at me.

“this what you wanted pet?” He asked, watching my eyes fall to the skin that was exposed. I whimpered as more skin and chest hair was exposed to me. David chuckled and shook his head before pulling the shirt over his head and throwing it behind him. His eyes fell to the blood dripping onto my bed. Leaning down, David licked the line off my skin and gently sucked on the wound he had made.

“master.” I moaned. David worked on getting my pants off and I gripped the blanket on my bed. “Please master.” David focused on getting the rest of my clothes off, ignoring my whimpering and pleading. His eyes roamed over me as he climbed off the bed to finish undressing. “Oh fuck. God.” I breathed out as David’s clothes hit the floor.

“There’s no god here.” David intoned as he climbed on the bed again. He gathered my wrists in his hands and held them about my head. “Just me.” Dragging his nose along my jaw and down the side of my throat, David lined up with my entrance. I could hear him inhale deeply before sinking his fangs into me at the same moment he thrust into me. I moaned at the onslaught of pleasure and pain.

“fuck. Yes. Yes master. Please.” I could feel David drinking from me as my head grew dizzy. Licking over the wound he made, David pulled back. He kept up a steady rhythm as he smiled evilly down at me, blood running from the corners of his mouth.

“color.” He growled.

“green.” I moaned. “Boarding on yellow.” David slowed down as his expression changed. “I think…you may have…too much…” David’s eyes flew to my neck and he nodded.

“I won’t do it again.” He breathed out, picking the rhythm back up. “Otherwise green?” I nodded as I moaned, head falling back against the pillows completely. “Good pet.” David leaned down to kiss me, forcing his tongue into my mouth and making me taste my own blood. My hands grabbed at nothing above me, trying to at least catch David’s wrist but failing. “Next time you think that I will let you walk away from me without checking in…or getting updated…I’ll drain you.” I gasped as David hiked my leg up his waist, making him thrust at a new angle. “I’ll drain you dry. Forget joining us. You’ll never be one of us.” I whimpered and squeezed my eyes shut.

“please master. Please. I’m going to cum. Please.” I cried out. David chuckled as he dragged his nose over my neck again.

“good pet. Asking permission first.” He whispered. “Come for me. Come for me now.” I screamed as I came, finally succeeding at grabbing David’s wrist. David pumped into me a few more times before following me over the edge. “Fuck.” He growled as he came. I panted as we both started to come down from our high, his head planted firmly on my shoulder. “Damn. Are you alright?” David asked as he let go of my wrists and pulled back. Slipping out of me, David looked me over for other injuries.

“yeah. I’m alright.” I said, letting myself fully relax on the bed.

“be right back.” David pressed a loving kiss to my lips before running off. I drifted in and out, finally nodding off as he cleaned me off and tucked me in next to him. “We’ll talk tomorrow. For now sleep my love. You earned it.”

[melliflovs]

Tom Boy - Richie Tozier

Word Count: 1,280

Warnings: Foul language, minor fluff

Summary: Richie’s high score on his favorite game gets beaten by a pretty girl.

       You can find the rest of my writing by clicking the link in my bio!

    (y/n)'s fingers moved quickly as she navigated past her enemy and landed a solid uppercut to her opponents jaw, successfully knocking him out. She let out a silent cheer as 'You Win' flashed on the screen in big bold golden lettering.

  "You beat the high score!" A voice yelled from behind in her shock.

  Turning around she looked at who spoke, seeing a boy with curly brown hair and wide glasses. She eyed him warily as he shoved her aside to stare at the latest scoreboard.

  "Yeah, it wasn't that hard. The high score was pretty shit if you ask me." She responded, slightly offended at how he had brushed her off like that.

  His head whipped around to look at her in disbelief. His glasses almost sliding off his face, she wondered if he had managed to give himself whiplash. "I'll have you know, that I've held the high score on street fighter for seven months now." He said, defending himself and his previous title.

  "Not any more." She responded smugly, crossing her arms. It took her one try to take him out of first place. Probably took him all summer. "Looks like I'm in first, and based off your previous score it'll take you while to beat it."

  She moved forward past the boy, knocking into his shoulder roughly and pushing him back lightly.

"Good luck, you're gonna need it."

  It had been two weeks since she'd seen the boy from the arcade, although it was obvious he was still attempting to beat her score. The score next to the name 'trashmouth' going up slowly every Saturday. (y/n) still wasn't worried, her first place slot secured by a three thousand point lead.

  Summer was officially coming to an end as she stepped into the busy halls of her new school. Students rushed around in an effort to make it to their first class of the new school year, papers falling from their grasps and backpacks slipping off kids shoulder.

She'd seen it hundreds of times before, new school, new kids, same bullshit.

   As she walked towards her first class she passed by a group of girls, a look of determination and anger across their faces as they made their way into the girls bathroom, glaring at her as they walked.

  The rude look made (y/n) move out of their way, not willing to get caught in the path of destruction and stepping quickly to the right as they turned. Swerving she ran into someone.

  Bouncing back off the strangers chest she looked at her feet. "I'm sorry I-"

  "You!" He shouted with an accusing glare.

   Immediately she felt the apology sink to the back of her throat as her face grew warm. A smirk took over her features as she looked at him. "Oh, it's you. Made any progress on beating me?" (y/n) said mocking him.

   "Oh fuck you-" He began, his mouth curling into a snarl, his sentence cut short as a hand flew out from behind him and wacked him on the back of his head.

  "Shut up, Richie. No one needs to hear it." A voice said as a head of curls walked up from behind him.

  "Stan." Richie muttered to himself, annoyance coating his tone. The curly headed boy eyed her curiously before continuing down the hallway.

  "So what, is his sole reason in life to shut you up; cause hes got great timing." She teased, praising 'Stan' quietly to herself.

  "Yeah, yeah. Just stay out of my way." He said, adjusting his glasses and pushing past her into the regular ebb and flow of the hallway traffic.

  (y/n) stood in the doorway of the arcade. It had been five weeks since they had run into each other in school, literally. But, for the past four weeks every time she would show up to go the arcade Richie would already be there plugging away at street fighter.

  So, everyday for the past four weeks she would wait there for him to finish. Despite the tingle she felt in her fingers and the need to correct him every time he made a wrong move that resulted in the 'game over' screen she waited silently in the shadows.

  After the second week, the itch she felt had disappeared and she found herself yearning for the times she spent watching him play then actually playing. (y/n) enjoyed watching his face scrunch in concentration in an attempt to land a hit, or how sometimes he'd get too excited and his glasses would slip down the bridge of his nose.

  She smiled to herself as he landed a swift kick to his opponent, he was getting better. He let out a small cheer before getting lost in the game again, completely oblivious to her aura.

  A light tap on her shoulder temporarily distracted her from Richie, the idea of looking away from him making her heart falter. Turning around she was met with the curly headed boy again.

  "It's Stan, right?" She questioned with a small smile.

  "Yeah." He confirmed looking behind her shoulder to see his friend and then trailing his eyes back to hers. "And you must be (y/n). Richie talks about you a lot."

 Her cheeks blazed crimson at his confession.

"He talks about me?"

  Stanley nodded at her, "Yeah he does, all the time actually. Richie says he only comes down here to beat you, but if you asked me I'd say it's to impress you."

  "I-I thought he hated me." She said, eyebrows drawn in confusion as she turned to look back at him. Richie was still entranced in his game, unaware of the conversation happening a few feet from him.

"You thought wrong."

  With that Stan brushed past her lightly and headed towards his friend, leaving (y/n) with a pit in her stomach and a tiny flutter in her chest.

  Two days later (y/n) showed up to the arcade bright and early. Despite the wall they'd built up she was determined to knock it down, and she'd decided today was the day.

  She had thought a lot about what Stan had told her and even though her head was screaming 'no' her heart was pounding 'yes' so when Richie walked through the familiar double doors she didn't hesitate to step into his path.

Richie let out a small groan when he saw her, "What are you doing here?"

  Building up all the courage she could, (y/n) said what she had practiced so many times before hand.

"Would you be willing to share some Street Fighter tips?"

 Richie let out a loud scoff before pausing, "Wait..what did you just ask me."

  Her resolve began to fade away as she realized she would have to repeat it. It had taken all she had to say it in the first place.

"Well I asked if you would be willing to-"

"Share street fighter tips." He finished for her.

(y/n)'s nerves began to build again, maybe it wasn't worth it. "I-I'm just gonna go-"

  "No!" He yelled before shaking his head again. "I mean yes. Yes as in I'd like to share tips, if you'd still want to."

  "I'd like that." She confirmed, "As long as you don't mind getting beaten again." (y/n) said, a teasing smile gracing her face.

  "I think I can put up with that as long as I get to spend some time with you." He said, a blush covering his face as he pushed up his glasses.

"What's that? Going soft on a tomboy like me already, Tozier?"

 With a confident grin, Richie swung his arm around her shoulder. "Possibly."

[thehomierobbstark]

Kissing Strangers II: Communication

Shame [Prelude] // Kissing Strangers [Part I] // In The Cut [Side Story]

A/N: Annndd we’re back yall!! I know I disappeared for a long while this time, but I’ve been writing and strategizing in the background and I’m hoping I can publish at least some of the things I’ve been working on very soon. Forever thankful for your patience. Forever grateful for your support. Always humbled by the fact you guys allow me to do my thing offline and come back when I need to. Y’all are unreal, and the love is very very real, and I don’t think I can ever put into words how much all of you honestly mean to me ❤️❤️❤️. Anyway. Back to this story.  A tiny insight into just one of the things I’ve been struggling with and trying to overcome this year, so I decided to put it into a fic and share it with yall. As always, thank you for the support and I hope you enjoy!!!

Warnings: Minimal Erik appearance, this is mostly x reader based. We on some Softgirl shit this chapter ya’ll. There is a POV change at the very end, hopefully it doesn’t read too confusing.

This is for all my lil cute ass black gorditas out there rockin back fat, belly rolls and thick ass thighs that touch!!  x Reader is always gon be black, chubby, and sassy.

Sidenote: No tags this round until I can get a few more pieces out but all new stories will be linked in my bio!

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“…You know I still don’t see what the problem is, Y/N.”

You throw your head back, silently groaning to keep your friend on the other side of the line from hearing you.

You knew you should have called Simone instead.

“Um, hello??? Did you forget you had me on speaker phone, bitch? Don’t be grumbling under your breath at me goddammit, you know I’m right!  And don’t you dare call Simone ass either after we hang up. I love her, but she’ll have you overthinking and seeing problems that aren’t really there. You know how them Scorpios be.”

You mumble a defeated ‘fine, OK’ at her and grab your phone, relocating yourself over to your vanity table to continue your conversation while you do your hair.

Reaching up, you tug the t-shirt wrapped around your head free as your damp curls fall over your face, turning around to drape the wet shirt over the back of your chair.

Tying the front of your hair up in a bun, you grab your spray bottle and one of your brushes and start to spray and detangle your hair, the leftover conditioner in it from the shower helping to make the process easier.

As you gently smooth your brush through your curls and fall into your hair routine, you start to ponder on your current predicament, allowing your friends wise words to penetrate your mind.

Maybe you were overthinking it.

“Don’t get silent on me now, Y/N. Tell me what’s on your mind.”

You take a deep breath, trying to filter your thoughts and make some sense of them.

“I don’t know, Kay. I don’t really know how to explain it. I just feel like he’s not…interested.”  You shrug your shoulders even though you know she can’t see it, not really knowing any other way to explain yourself.

“Okay.  And what makes you say that?”

You inhale, taking a small scoop of leave-in conditioner and working it through a section of hair while you think.

“I dunno. I feel like when we do talk, its great, and there’s a connection there. But sometimes there’s these long periods of absence with no communication, and when that happens I feel like I’m always the last one whose reached out, you know?”

Raking your fingers through your curls one last time, you watch your coils shrink up in the mirror, the tights spirals coming to life after their first layer of moisture.

Unclipping another section in the back, you scoop some more product into your hands, repeating the process.

“Okay, I can feel where you’re coming from. But let me ask you this: what do you mean by long periods of absence?”

Your hands pause in your hair, and you bite your lip, knowing your next words are gonna make you sound like a complete dumbass.

“Uhh…”

“Yeah?” Kay prompts you to continue.

“Umm.. like… two or three days… sometimes?” Your voice gets really small and high pitched at the end, knowing you were being a little ridiculous.

“…Girl.”

You add some additional info, hoping maybe it will help your case.

“Sometimes it’ll even be a whole week tho, too!”

“Y/N.”

“…yes, Kay.”

“You know Erik is in the military, right?”

You roll your eyes, annoyed at the reminder of a fact you knew and thought about often yourself, especially when it came to this issue.

“Yes, I know that Kay.”

“Okay, then you also know that he probably has a lot on his plate and he’s most likely constantly busy all the time.”

You kiss your teeth, absentmindedly running your fingers through your hair again, more-so in a frustratedly-busy way than in a hair-care way.

“Yes Kay, I know that. But come on now.  Let’s not act like people aren’t constantly on their phones all the time nowadays.  Not to push the tiresome ‘millennial narrative’, but who goes days without checking their phone anymore? It’s not like that nigga is out fighting a war, he’s doing combat training.”

You can hear the undertone of complaint and whining in your voice, and you absolutely hated it.  Here you were, a Communications major and Black Women’s Studies minor, and you were getting bothered some dude you kissed once, (okay, twice) wasn’t talking to you enough.

You had yourself fucked up.

You hear chuckling on the other end of the phone and your internal rage subdues itself for a moment, irritation taking its place.

“Damn, Y/N.  You must really like this guy.”

You cross your arms, slouching down in your chair while you pout, having too much pride to grace her with a response.  She continues, already knowing the look on your face.

“In all the years I’ve known you, I’ve never seen you get so worked up over someone. He must really be something special.”

You grab your phone, holding it to your face and practically yelling into it.

“HELLO!! Did you not just hear what I said? I just told you this nigga is borderline ignoring me and you just called him ‘special’!”

More laughter takes over on her end again and you toss your phone back on the table, finishing your section and unclipping the last one in the back, muttering under your breath about Erik being a special piece of shit.

Once Kay finally recovers from your mini tirade, she speaks once again, full of a wisdom and knowledge you knew your stubborn ass needed to hear, even if you didn’t want to at the moment.

“He’s not ignoring you Y/N, and you know that.  The only reason you feel like this is because you have strong feelings and you’re not sure if they’re being reciprocated or not, and the long distance certainly doesn’t help.  Have you told him how you’ve been feeling?”

You sit there and delay a moment, nestling a little more into your stubbornness because of the fact that her words just punched a hole right into the wall of insecurity you’d been maintaining over the years.

She waits for your response, already knowing the answer.

“….No.”

Her voice softens.  “Okay, but how do you expect for him to know how you’re feeling if you don’t tell him?  You’re letting yourself overthink and go through all of these emotions by yourself, meanwhile he’s half a world away thinking that everything is fine.  If you don’t clue him in to what it is you’re going through, he won’t be able to help.”

Finishing with the bottom half of your hair, you wipe your hands off on the damp t-shirt and unwrap the rest of the hair on the top of your head.  You frown at her last statement, not liking the way it made you feel.

“I don’t know if he should even have to help me with any of this though, Kay.  I mean, these are my issues.  I’m the one whose clearly having trouble with this, it’s not fair for me to ask him to help me figure my shit out.”

She makes a hum of acknowledgement while you continue expressing yourself.

“I mean, how would I feel if some dude came to me with a mountain full of problems expecting me to fix them?  I’d fucking laugh in his face and walk away.  I can’t ask that of him.” The more you thought about it, the more you realized that you had a lot of unresolved issues you were still healing from.  What kind of person would you be if you involved yourself with someone else, knowing that?

“Okay.  I can see where you would think that, but you’re thinking about it in the wrong way.  You think that if you open up to him and tell him what you’re feeling, that it’s the same as asking him to fix your problems. But you’re not like that, Y/N. In fact, you’ve never been like that.”

You think a moment about what it is she’s saying, trying to decide whether or not you agree.  

“I mean, think about it, Y/N.  When have you ever asked someone for help?  I mean genuinely stopped and reached out to someone else, or even told them when you’re having trouble with something?  You don’t, hun.  You’ve always dug your heels into the dirt and rolled up your sleeves to get it done by yourself because you don’t trust that someone else can really be there for you the way you need them to be.  No matter how many people you have in your corner ready to fight for you.”

You think about all the lectures and scoldings you’d gotten from friends and family over the years because of the times you’d soldiered at something alone rather than take the help that was offered to you.  You’d felt that if you always needed someone else to help you get through something, then what did that say about your own strength and ability to take care of yourself?  You’d rather die struggling than ever give someone else the power to say that you wouldn’t be anything without them.

“Look, Y/N/N.  I know this is really hard.  And I know this is something you don’t like to talk about, but if you like this guy as much as I think you do, you’re gonna have to learn how to let go and trust that you and Erik are building a relationship where you can truly depend on each other. That includes communicating your feelings even when you’re not sure how the other person will receive them.

It’s gonna be scary as hell, I won’t lie.  But you gotta know deep down inside that love can’t exist in the same place that doubt lives.  You gotta trust the process.”

You’d stopped doing your hair completely now, sitting back and twirling a finger around one of your strands while Kay talked.

It wasn’t like you didn’t understand exactly what she was saying.  Kay definitely had the bulk of experience between the two of you when it came to romantic relationships, and the thing you’d come to really admire about her throughout the years of your friendship was her ability to always put herself back out there once again with an open heart and mind, no matter how badly the last relationship may have ended.

Your own inability to deal with your emotional vulnerability was something you were far too aware of, and you’d seen it affect your personal relationships time and time again,  your current situation with Erik just being the most recent example.

It was rare for you to catch feelings for someone, and to be honest, the fact that you and  Erik had made it this far into whatever it was you guys were doing had you shaken to your core.  Every moment and interaction with him was completely new for you, and your uncertainty with navigating this new ‘thing’ was starting to show with your recent anxieties about the situation.

You really wanted to believe that Erik was feeling you, because it was too late to deny your feelings for him.  But there was a tiny little voice in the back of your head always saying something to keep you guessing, making you doubt whether or not what the both of you had was even real.

It was time for you to make a decision.

“Y/N? Y/N? You still there?”

You blink yourself back to the present, clearing your throat and picking up the phone, taking it off speaker phone and holding it to your ear.

“Yeah, I’m still hear, Kay.”

“Did you hear what I said?”

“Yeah.”  Your voice sounds far away, still deep in thought as you reflect on the mental hurdles your mind was trying to overcome so you could figure out how to move past the fear holding your heart hostage.

“Well okay, girl.  I don’t want to hold you up, but I want you to think about what I said some more, OK?”

You chuckle a little, nodding your head as you answer your friend.

“Okay, Kay. I will. I promise.” You add on the last two words, knowing that if you said them, she would believe you.  You always kept your promises.

“Good. I expect a full report tomorrow morning when I call you before work!” She laughs too, halfway serious.  “…And Y/N?”

“Yeah, Kay?”

You can hear her quiet back down a little, the soft tenderness of her voice seeping back into her words once more as she spoke.

“Do me a favor please and try to call him, okay? Just, try and talk to him, at least once.  That way when you hear his voice and listen to what he says, you’ll know whether or not what you feel is real.”

Your breath gets heavy and your heart skips a beat, almost feeling it in your throat.  Call him?  You hadn’t thought of that. Come to think of it, you’d never called him.

Other than the last time you saw him in person, pretty much all your communication had been through text except for the occasional video message.

“Can you do that, Y/N?” Your best friends compassionate voice speaks in your ear, and you swallow thickly, nodding your head.

“Yeah, I can do that I think.”

“You promise?”  

Damn.  Should’ve never said that shit.

You roll your eyes, stifling a deep breath.  “Yeah yeah, I promise.”

“Good!” You can practically feel her cheesy ass grin through the phone, already knowing it was plastered on her face triumphantly from giving you the challenge.

“Love youuu,” she sings out over the phone, and you kiss your teeth, groaning.

“Love your annoying ass too. Now get off my phone, wasting all my damn minutes.”

“Bitch, now you know damn well you ain’t got no one else to talk to to be kicking me off like this.”

“GOOD-BYE KAY.”

After a few more rounds of back and forth and finally hanging up (but not before agreeing to call her back in the morning with allll the details), you walk over to your nightstand and plug your phone in, returning to the vanity to finish your hair.

After slathering your strands in a second coat of hair cream and deciding against using a gel this week, you glance at the clock, noting that the night was still young and you had time to cook and clean the kitchen like you’d planned.  Tying your hair up in a high pineapple, you slip on some fuzzy socks and head to the kitchen, stomach grumbling hungrily.

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A couple hours later you plop down onto your bed, completely exhausted and ready to relax.  Pulling your bowl of shrimp scampi over to you, you spike a shrimp with your fork, popping it into your mouth while you flip through the channels to find something to watch.  

Your eyes glance down to the time on the cable box, seeing that it was only about 7:30.  

It should be about 10:30 where Erik is, now.

The thought had crossed your mind before you could even stop it, and you close your eyes, willing yourself to get control over your thoughts.

You promised Kay you would call him.

Goddammit.  You slam the remote down on the bed, it making a soft thud against the comforter, and you sit up, placing your bowl onto your nightstand and picking up your phone, unplugging it.

You twirl it around in your hand a few times, trying one last time to try and find a way to talk yourself out of it.  

But of course, the one time you actually want the nagging little voice in the back of your mind to say something, she’s as quiet as a mouse.

Before you can second guess it, you quickly open your phone and tap the screen until you reach Erik’s contact, finger hovering over the call button.

It’s time to make a decision, Y/N.

Fuck it.

Taking a deep breath, you press the phone icon, pressing the phone to your ear as you wait for the call to connect.

When it starts to ring, you tense a little, bringing your knees to your chest as you wrap your arm around them, feeling your nerves start to creep up on you.

By the third ring, you wonder if maybe you caught him at a bad time, remembering what he’d said to you once about having a strict bed ti-

“Hello?”

You pause, your mouth agape as your eyes widen, your words getting stuck in your throat.

“Y/N? Are you there?”

You open and close your mouth, not sure what to say.

“Babygirl?”

You finally get the breath back in your lungs, and you speak.

“Yeah, yeah I’m here. Sorry, I just, I didn’t know what to say. I…I’ve never called you before.” You give a weak chuckle, your fingers winding themselves tightly around the hem of your shirt.

“I know. Is everything okay? Are you okay?” You can hear the worry in his voice, and you could kick yourself for accidentally making him panic like this.

“Yeah I’m okay, Erik.  I’m okay.”

“Okay, good.” You hear his voice calm a little, followed by a whoosh of breath. “What’s up then, baby?”

You feel your insides warm at the pet name, your cheeks twitching at the corners into a small smile.

“Nothing, I um…”

You fist your free hand into a loose fist, twiddling your fingers against one another as you struggle to get the words out.

Just say it.

Closing your eyes, you try again, clearing your throat.

“I uh… I miss you.”

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Three thousand miles away at the Natick, MA US Navy Department, Erik stands outside the Naval Operations building, the rough sound of two M1161 Growlers noisily passing by in the background.  

It had been a tough week, much like the past four that he’d been struggling to get through without losing a part of himself in some way.  He knew you always went to bed early for work, so he’d been putting off talking to you for another few days until he had time that he could set aside and devote to just you.  

But here you were, on his line, calling him out of the blue.  And the sound of your voice was the sweetest thing he’d heard all deployment.

His cheeks ache at your confession, much like his heart, and he bites his lip to keep from smiling like a lovestruck teen.

“I miss you too, babygirl.  More than you even know.”

[loverontheleft]

Ready to Leap (Chapter 49; The End)

AU with B as a band teacher and reader as an English teacher. Fluff and smut. Chapters 1-48 can be found on my Masterlist in my bio.

Brendon x reader.

Warnings: So...we’ve (@beautiful-tragic-fallout) created a points system for smut. Also! The new decade brought us new scale items. Enjoy. 😘

0.25 for handjob

0.25 for fingering

0.25 for masturbation

0.25-0.5 for (mild) cum-play

0.5 for blowing him

0.5 for going down on her

0.6 for cockwarming

0.75-1.0 for sex, vanilla

1.5-2.0 for sex, advanced positions

3.0 for bondage, spanking, other kinks, or public sex.

This chapter has a smut score of 1.75, and other warnings include language, dirty talk, minor angst, fluff, literary analysis, and...that’s all I think.

I’m tired and it’s over and done and I’m at peace with it. We had a good ride, y’all. My eternal thanks to @panicsinning for blessing me with this storyline, @beautiful-tragic-fallout for helping me with angst and letting me rant about plot points, @i-think-im-ready-to-go and @yagirlcammmm for always lending an ear when I needed to arbitrate an idea with myself, my patrons for encouraging me always and telling me I’m not crazy, and all of you readers for hanging in there with me through my emotional bullshit. Maybe one day I’ll do a redux of all of this and make it something better. For now though, I hope it’ll do.

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“This is-“ you falter as you step into your home. “This is weird.” Brendon’s hand squeezes yours and you squeeze back reassuringly. “Not - I don’t think it’s a bad weird. Just a strange weird. Being back.” You take a shaky breath and turn to press your face to his chest.

“I know, Kitten,” he soothes, stroking your back. “I know. But it’s okay. We’re okay.” His lips find the top of your head and you steady yourself. “Do you want to go upstairs and I’ll bring the bags in?”

“I don’t - I don’t want to go up there alone,” you finally whimper. Your eyes are closed; you don’t know what seeing the wreckage of the nursery will do to you, but you don’t anticipate it will be anything good. He nods; you feel it rather than see it, and his hand moves in soft circles over your back. “Why don’t we both bring in bags and then we can go up together?”

“That,” Brendon murmurs, “is a great idea.” And with that, you both turn and head back to his car to retrieve the small amount of luggage you brought with you on your retreat. As you trudge up the stairs, he calls your name softly.

“Bren?” You meet his eyes and he looks uneasy. “What is it?”

“Zack and I - the day trip we took - we came back here and cleaned up the nursery.” He looks down at the floor. You’re silent. “I just wanted you to know before you got in there and saw it.”

“Okay.” Your voice is flat, unsure.

“We - renovated it.”

“You renovated it?” You repeat, still unclear on what he’s really saying. He nods. “What does that mean, you renovated it?”

“I-“ he falters. “We - you wanted a big walk-in closet, so-“ you’re afraid you understand now, so you cut him off by turning on your heel and pushing open the bedroom door. “Y/n-“

You ignore him and race to the nursery room door, shoving it open. The sob that forces its way out of your body sends you to your knees. You grope blindly, tears rolling. “All of her things-“ you gasp in anguish. “Where did you put all of her things?” You turn and stare at him, fury blazing in your eyes. “Where are her things?”

“Storage mostly. And- well. Some things got thrown away.”

“You-“ you’re broken, staring at the carpet. “Storage? Thrown away?”

“Y/n, please-“

“You put our baby’s things in storage like we’d forget about her? You threw her things away like she’s trash?” You’re on your feet now, hitting his chest as the sobs wrack your body. His hands wrap around your fists and he holds you tightly.

“Y/n, take a breath.” His voice is firm and his eyes are steady on yours. “Breathe.” You take a shaky breath and he nods, telling you to keep going. “I’m going to talk now,” he says. “All of her clothing and the larger furniture pieces are in the walk-in storage shed at the back of the property. The pieces of her crib got thrown away. I also threw away the diaper genie.”

“Why would you-“

“Because we don’t need a room dedicated to her to remember her. Because we love her and will always remember her and a room dedicated to our loss isn’t healthy.”

“But what if we-“

“Don’t,” Brendon says in a low voice. “Don’t, Y/n. I know what you’re thinking and the answer is no.” You feel crushed and he must read it on your face, so he amends his response. “I don’t mean no, we won’t have more children. I want a family with you, darling. I do. But I don’t think we should focus on that right now, regardless. But what I do mean is, even when or if we have a second child, no, we won’t use this room or those furniture pieces. Y/n, we both know we couldn’t stand to have them in this space, using that furniture.” You process this and he drops your wrists. “I know. I know it’s hard. But it’s the right thing to do. Do you still want to hit me?” He eyes you warily and you shake your head wearily.

“I’m just so tired.” You feel numb and you step back from him. “I’m going to take a nap.” He can hear the dull quality in your voice and he reaches for you. You pull away though, and, stripping your clothes off, crawl into the bed that now feels so foreign. You take another hesitant breath before turning to look at him. “You can come to bed too if you want.”

He takes the invitation graciously and crosses the room, shedding clothes as he goes. When he gets into the bed, you roll over and cling to your pillow. “I’m sorry I didn’t warn you sooner,” he whispers. “I should have prepared you. I just - I really loved seeing you so content on the car ride home and I didn’t want to -“

“I understand.” It takes a huge amount of effort for you to say those words, but you realize that you do mean them. “And it’s okay. I forgive you.” Those words are easier but just as true. “It’s just strange.”

“All of it is strange,” Brendon agrees, hesitantly scooting closer to you. “Can I - hold you?” You nod and he scoots even closer, pressing his face to your shoulder. “Get some rest. I love you.”

“I love you too,” you whisper, squeezing his hand. You mean that one too. You feel a sense of relief wash over you both. You’re going to be okay.

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“Darlin,” Brendon groans, rolling over and burying his face in your neck. “I don’t want to get up.” He groans again and you sigh, flinging an arm over his body. “What’s on the to-do list for the day?”

You open one eye and squint at him in the early morning light. “B, you know nothing has changed. We’ve been home for - what? Three weeks now? And the stay at home order has been in effect for...two weeks and three days? You don’t have to get up, and you don’t have to do anything you don’t want to do. Social distancing continues and we don’t need to do anything. We can lay here all day.”

“Mmmmmph,” he mumbles, nuzzling your shoulder. “Good. All I wanna do today is make you breakfast in bed, make you come a few times-“ he hesitates. “Is that okay?” His nuzzling of your skin becomes soft, warm kisses as you ponder. The sex has been varied like your mood - there are some days when you’re crawling up the wall for him, absolutely desperate for him to fuck you, and others when you just need to snuggle into his hoodie and turn off all the lights and sleep the days away. But his offer now-

“Uh huh,” you whisper, luxuriating in his embrace. “Yeah. You’ve been so good to me these past weeks - and I know no one could have expected this - but…you’ve made it pretty okay-” you fall silent. “So much for that New York trip, huh?”

“Yeah,” he agrees sleepily. “Don’t you worry though.” He yawns once, rolling onto his back and bringing you with him, curled into his side. “I’m still gonna take my Kitten on the best vacation when all of this is over.” You purr contentedly and kiss his chest. “I might go back to sleep for a while,” Brendon manages through another yawn. “Will you be okay?”

“Yup,” you say through your own yawn. “I’m gonna sleep more too.” You snuggle down into his arms and close your eyes. “Maybe we can finish the backyard when we get up?”

“Sounds good,” Brendon agrees, voice revealing that he’s fading fast. “Sleep well, love.”

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You’re the first to crawl out of bed and you sigh contentedly as your feet hit the soft carpet. You shrug into one of your silk robes he left draped over the post by your head and, standing quietly, slip into the closet. You catch your breath the way you always do - your hand flying to your throat. You’d think you’d be used to it by now - her room, her nursery - gone. This gorgeous walk-in closet in its place. It is gorgeous, you concede, running your fingers along the glossy shelves as you pluck a pair of leggings from a pile. You wiggle them up your hips and, letting the robe drop, you cross to a different stack of sports bras and t-shirts.

You turn to the center of the room and let your gaze wander over the long table running the length of the room, covered in trays with your varied accessories and jewelry. Social distancing has caused you to par down your accessories, so you slip your engagement ring on (you always sleep with your wedding band on), and slide a pair of diamond studs into your ears.

Turning to a large 3-way mirror, you examine yourself. “Fine,” you say with a shrug. You grin when Brendon stumbles into view behind you, sweatpants slung low on his hips and bare chest still flushed from sleeping pressed against you. He comes up behind you and caresses your hips and pressing his mouth softly to your neck.

“You are fine,” he purrs, and you giggle, swatting at his ass playfully. “What?” He looks teasingly offended, and you roll your eyes. “You do! Fine as hell. My wife is fine as hell and I want to kiss her.” He nuzzles your neck longingly. You turn in his arms and embrace him eagerly. “I wanna do a lot more than kiss her,” he mumbles against your lips. “If she’ll let me.”

“Yeah,” you whisper, running your hands through his hair. “Yeah, I want you too.” He smiles once more and kisses down your neck. His hands slide up under your t-shirt and he gets it off of you with ease. It drops to the floor and he sets his attention next on your bra. He sheds that with just as much ease and his hands come up to cup your breasts.

“Look at my wife,” he murmurs in your ear. You meet his gaze in the mirror and take a sharp breath. “Look at my sexy wife. Topless and letting me feel her up, play with her nipples-“ he tugs at both gently, making you moan low in the back of your throat. “My wife is fucking gorgeous. Now to get these leggings off of her-“ he removes his hands from your breasts and slides your leggings down your thighs. “No panties?”

“No panties,” you confirm in a hoarse voice.

“What a good girl Kitten is for me,” Brendon groans, shedding his own sweatpants to stand behind you totally naked. “You did that on purpose, didn’t you?”

“Uh huh,” you gasp as two of his fingers just barely trace your heat. “I did.” He grins and kisses your shoulder. You cry out as his fingers go deep, scissoring inside you. “Oh fuck, Brendon...”

“Brace yourself,” he says in a low voice. His eyes are dark and his lower lip is swollen from biting. You obediently place both hands on the mirror and he grasps your hips with one hand; the other is still working fervently between your thighs. “You want me?”

You nod. You can feel the slick head of his cock nudging the back of your thigh. “Please. I want you so badly.” You gasp when he pushes into you in one firm thrust - “oh fuck yes!” Your fingers claw at the mirror and you lift your head to watch him pant and moan behind you.

“So fucking tight,” he grunts, both hands on your hips. “So fucking tight.” Your legs are pressed together by your leggings that are only halfway down your thighs and he’s pushing hard against the resistance.

“Remember when-“ you gasp, throwing your head back and moaning as he goes deeper, “you fucked me in your office? And had me keep my legs together?”

“Yeah,” Brendon manages, smacking your ass and working harder. “Yeah, I do. That was so long ago.”

“It was,” you agree. “It was like- 39 chapters ago.” You meet his eyes in the mirror and he looks confused -brows furrowed, eyes narrowed. “Sorry - I mean - so many months ago. What? Somebody’s saying stuff. I don’t know.” You toss your hair back out of your face and push back against him for more. “Fuck me.”

“Absolutely,” Brendon says, hips slamming into yours. Your slip of the tongue is forgotten and you whine in pleasure as he drives you closer and closer to orgasm. “Look at us,” he says gruffly. “Look at us fucking. Look at you, taking me like this.” His voice alone is enough to send you over the edge; his cock throbbing inside of you is almost too much.

“I’m gonna come,” you whisper weakly. “Oh fuck me; I’m gonna come.” He smacks your ass once lightly and tells you that you’re exactly right, you are, and you groan and press into his touch. He reaches down in front of you and grazes your clit lightly- you scream and feel your entire body go rigid as your orgasm rips through you. “Oh fuck!”

“Fuck yes,” Brendon sighs in pleasure, gripping your hips once more as he comes, pushing hard into your tightening body. “God, I love you.” His words are staggered between thrusts and you murmur it back to him as your own climax pulses in time with his. “I fucking love you.” He kisses your cheek as he pulls out of you and you whimper, turning quickly and falling into his arms. “Commere, Kitten,” he soothes, lifting you off of your feet.

“Sleepy,” you mumble, nuzzling under his chin. “I’m sleepy now. I got ready for the day and then you came in and fucked all the energy out of me.” He laughs softly and kisses your forehead.

“I’m not sorry,” he teases as he places you on the bed and tugs your leggings all the way off. You giggle and shake your head and say you’re not sorry either. “Good,” Brendon says with a gentle smile. “Now you rest more. I’ll go see what I can do about making you breakfast in bed.”

“It’s noon,” you point out as you wiggle under the sheets and blankets. He grins at you from the doorway and you feel a rush of pleasure go through your body. Your husband is really gorgeous and kind and wonderful. It’s going to be a good day.

“Maybe so. But who are you gonna tell if I make you funfetti pancakes at noon on a Tuesday?” He cocks an eyebrow at you and you grin, shaking your head.

“That’s right. Absolutely no one.” Brendon smiles like he knew that’s what you were going to say, and with one soft blown kiss, he disappears towards the stairs.

-||-

“B?” You’re sprawled over the couch with your head in his lap while he drops bites of funfetti pancake into your mouth. You chew gratefully before nudging him lightly in the stomach. “B, you know what Thomas Foster says about meals?”

“Who?”

“He’s a professor of literature at University of Michigan.”

“You didn’t study at University of Michigan, did you?” Brendon looks at you curiously. You shake your head and he laughs. “Okay, I didn’t think so. You were saying?”

“Thomas Foster. He says anytime people share a meal, it’s communion.” You blink up at him and he laughs again, running his hand through your hair. “Why are you laughing?”

“Because this is my favorite kind of communion,” Brendon says playfully. “You, naked and sprawled on top of me.” He ruffles your hair affectionately. “I wish church was always like this.”

“Hush,” you say, laughing now too. “Not communion always in a religious sense. Just - building a community.” Brendon pauses as you let this sink in. He nods after a moment, passing you another piece of pancake.

“I like that. Building a community. You and me. Our own little community here in this space, one meal at a time.” He nods again, decisively. “This Foster guy sounds pretty smart. What else does he say?”

You grin, stretching and turning to kiss Brendon’s bare stomach. “He says everything is about sex.” Brendon’s eyes light up and you smirk. “Except sex.” His face falls and you burst out laughing.

“That doesn’t make any sense!” Brendon protests, lifting you up into his arms so you’re straddling his lap. “Let me prove him wrong.” He kisses you softly and you melt, pressing against him needily. “Let me prove him wrong.”

“Prove him wrong,” you murmur, running two fingers down his chest and kissing him back longingly. “Prove him wrong.”

-||-

“You know what else he says?” You’re drowsy, wrapped in the blanket Brendon tugged from the back of the couch and snuggled into his arms. You look up at him tenderly. “Foster, I mean.”

“What?” Brendon’s sleepy too, and he has every right to be, you think to yourself. He worked hard, making you come three times on his fingers before he’d even let himself feel you on his cock.

“He says that violence and death in literature, and ultimately life, have deeper purposes. Even if that purpose is just to make some commentary on the unnecessary cruelness of the world, that’s an important message for the audience. Life isn’t fluffy and wonderful and everything isn’t going to go our way all of the time. We will get knocked down and we will hurt and we will be sad. But it’s important. Especially when the people who suffer the most keep going. Keep moving forward.”

“And,” Brendon mumbles into your neck, fingers tracing over your stomach, “do you think that’s what we’re doing?” He hesitates. “Moving forward?”

You sigh and rest your hand over his. Both of you sit in the moment, heavy with the loss of your daughter. “Yes,” you say finally. “It is. We’re not moving on. But we are moving forward.” Brendon sighs now too, closing his eyes and wrapping his free arm around your waist.

“And we’ll be okay?” You can hear the fear in his voice. “I can’t lose you, Y/n. I can’t. I’ll struggle with you every goddamn day but please - I can’t lose you. Promise me you won’t give up.” The anxiety in his eyes causes you physical pain. You knew your breakdown hurt him, and you knew it scared him - he keeps going. “I said this the night I asked you to marry me- I know it’s scary and I know it’s a lot. I know it’s a leap, but...Y/n, I knew we could make it then and I know we can make it now. Will you keep holding on with me, keep moving forward with me?”

“Yes,” you say softly. “It is scary and it is a lot and it is a leap. But there’s no one else I’d rather keep moving forward with.” He smiles and you kiss him gently. “You won’t lose me. I can’t promise much but I can promise these three things: I’m yours. You won’t lose me. I’m ready. I was ready then and I’m ready now,” you tell him. “I will always be ready to leap with you into whatever our future holds.”

The End