#and when kabe was here i had one of my night terrors but it wasnt as horrifying as they usually are because she was there | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

tinyrosemarysparrows · 6 years ago

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I like how the website says it will take 7 to 10 business days to process my request to declare a minor, but my request was approved literally five minutes after I submitted it.

#personal junk #also lads i only have two more psych electives and then im pretty much done #just have to finish my bio minor and then fuck around for the rest of my hours #this is also why i think its a good time to finally adopt a dog because i have nothing but time now #im also hoping to start getting tutoring positions at the university and possibly do some assistant work in the department #since im one of the top students in the health and sciences im hoping i get to do some tutoring during the semester #the dad is pushing for me to start working again and id like to but im limited with what i can do #so we've been talking about options and he's mildly surprised that i actually have a plan #however that comes after the recent arguments which is that he and i cant agree on where i move next #i went to see a new complex today and i like it mostly because theres no weight limit on dogs #and its a lot more room and i get a patio/balcony #however after all of my issues these past couple of years i dont think he wants me anywhere thats not inside or gated #personally i think my issues will get sorted out once i get a dog because its the being alone that makes me anxious #and when kabe was here i had one of my night terrors but it wasnt as horrifying as they usually are because she was there #it was honestly p funny because to me she seems very laid back and relaxed about things #so my brain tried to process that in my nightmare scenario and it ended up that she was incredibly chill #so that gives me hope that having company will help stop them from being so bad because then my brain has to acknowledge im not alone #the downside of that is that it seems like theyre not limited to this apartment so i might be looking at some therapy one of these days #if they dont die down because they can get so bad that im on edge for days #but again i think its just me not feeling secure and with everything that's happened these past two years i just cant feel like its safe #but living alone again and having a dog will probably help with that because i dont have issues when i sleep with phoebe #or the cats whenever they deign to jump on me in the middle of the night #but i really just miss having phoebe sleep with me because it was such a comfort on the bad nights #i just want the company again

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