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#seriously its 7 how#fuck off#my art#furry art#anthro art#furry#anthro#digital art#oc art#oc#gun#suggestive#bye bye bye bye bye#just gotta#uh smoke before#or else ill die#sorry for giving him thihg highs sorry#im not bye#BYE#sleep#now
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Gentle reminder that my kofi link is in my pinned post. While The Other Q’s ER trip won’t financially destroy us it’s still going to be a big hit on top of having to get some major repairs done on the car before winter hits
#I#genuinely hate doing this#I wanted to open commissions instead#so people would at least get something in return that feels worth it#but i haven’t been mentally in the right spot to take those for months and this isn’t helping#at this point doing anything more than silly doodles to try and keep my spirits up feels exhausting#just gotta#hope things will be okay with Q and the car and everything else#sorry I’m just not doing so hot either#I’m still dealing with withdrawals from stopping my medication and now I’m getting a cold from sleep deprivation again#fun times#I’m so tired
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At this point I think it’s safe to assume Tom is my comfort character, drawing him is better than therapy
#neil talky#JK DONT TELL MY THERAPIST#something about drawing him calms me#I think its cause I can portray him in almost any light#just gotta#circle circle line#•_• <- Tom eddsworld
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Me, once a day in Greece: I gotta eat a tomato about this
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[ THE WITCHER 3 WILD HUNT SPOILERS ]
lowkey pissed as hell that some stupid ass questline in the witcher 3 forced me to kill keira metz. i fucking LOVE keira. the quest was actually so stupid because why did she and geralt bang and then suddenly start hating each other over some dumb ass notes from a haunted laboratory. granted i did this quest 30 hours and 20 levels into my playthrough instead of doing it when it was assigned to me but NOW i've failed the "brothers in arms: velen" quest because I HAD NO CHOICE but to MURDER this SORCERESS who was GOING to help me SAVE MY DAUGHTER. except i couldn't ASK HER TO HELP ME because the game forced me to GO THROUGH WITH HER SHITTY QUEST LINES which required fucking KILLING HER. nice fucking job devs i'm officially pissed
#the witcher spoilers#not serious#i love you devs don't come after me#the witcher wild hunt#the witcher 3#tw3#witcher 3#keira metz#geralt of rivia#i'll survive guys it's fine#don't worry about me#just gotta#wipe the tears away 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢
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I have half a mind to create a Obake / Rinzler hybrid of a character because I'm so beyond feral about both of these men, I might die♡
#i know i dont ramble about obake like i used to#but dont think im not insane about him#because i damn right fucking am#squeezin my custom plush of him at night & all lol#just gotta#be equally weird about them both#somehow TOGETHER???
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Working...working.
My powerchair was behind me while I manned the booth and my coworker grabbed lunch. I had to take my travel powerchair to the conference because I couldn't afford to rent an accessible van this year.
I've already had to return to the hotel room to lie down. But I got plenty of content to post for work while I was down at the conference this morning, so it is okay. I am hoping rest will restore me. But I need to he back in the exhibit hall in one hour.
I feel very torn between doing everything I possibly can do, and dealing with the crash, and doing only what I should do, and saving myself a good deal of pain and fatigue. But then I can't get everything done that I feel I should.
Things can never quite be simple, huh?
#chronic pain#personal#I'm so exhausted#aaaaaaah#just gotta#keep going#:(#(I just want to make money why must everything hurt aha)
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me 5000 words into a kubosai fic:
definitely namin this one after a mitski song
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my gym crush is so hawt. why do I have to be young 😔😔
age is js a number
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Sometimes I really wonder if it’s worth driving for a weekend to my parents’ place so I can grab all my painting supplies and enjoy the amazing natural lighting in my new apartment. There’s enough space for me to go all out on acrylic paintings and studies again. I’ve got a great view of water from here. A freaking bald eagle startled the hell out of me outside my window a while back.
It’s nice here. I want to paint the beaches.
#delete later#just gotta#you know#balance painting with working 50-60+ hours a week#plus all the fiction I’m writing#plus being a maniac about cross stitch and other fabric creative projects#plus reading too many books and trying to go on runs consistently#if only people didn’t need to sleep
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having sexual trauma issues is hard (for a lot of real reasons but im gonna talk about a silly one now) cause all i wanna do is make my favorite characters suffer through it too through art but my favorite characters right now are from TMNT, and projecting my incest trauma onto those guys would be like opening a can of worms that hate you and want to kill you with guns because every third post in the tmnt fandom is like INCEST SHIPPERS DO NOT INTERACT and i dunno how to explain to people that what i'm doing is in no way shipping
but ppl really only want to see your trauma art if its like, tasteful and just hints at what happened instead of graphic and furious and ugly
anyway this isn't a serious issue it's actually just kinda funny to think about. I've got plenty of other ways to vent hahh
also if you're triggered by incest you prolly shouldn't follow me just as a heads up and I'm giving u permission to block me for your own health (I know you don't need my permission but I also know some of us are neurotic and would feel bad about it and I'm saying its FINE) because I will randomly talk/vent about stuff that happened to me in the past and I dont shy away from or censor the word incest (though I do tag it as either incest or incest tw)
guess I should prolly put that as a warning in my bio, now that all these new tmnt people are paying attention to me :P
#nnstuff#rambling#vent#incest tw#sort of a vent? not really tbh but close enough#man i need to get back towork#ive got 5 out of 8 spreads done#just gotta#force my way through it#oughghg
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The check in nurse at my urgent care visit last week said I lost 5 pounds off my recently recorded weight. Got our home scale working today and I’m down another 5
Now NORMALLY this would be WONDERFUL news but uhh….
#I am still very sick#just gotta#make it to my appointment tomorrow#I haven’t kept anything down all day#which is sad cuz the past two days I only threw up once :(#I’m so drained
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thinking somethings wrong with me but the something is different than what i thought it was five years ago and that's called growth
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Ask game! Buzz Buzz!
This funky little guy dies way too early into the game to be remembered by a lot of people in the fandom, I miss him.
Howdy! Sorry I sat on this ask for some long, but I suppose I needed some inspiration for this one, haha! I remembered that Buzz Buzz was specified to have previously been human in the novelization, so that got me thinking. If Buzz Buzz time traveled and used to be human, I assume that this is under the same specifications as the Chosen Four's time travel: a human body cannot pass but something else can. So, I'm guessing he used a time machine similar to the Time Distorter once he transferred his soul to a beetle, or more so, a more rudimentary version of a Time Distorter. (We know it isn't one as he calls it something different, The Shooting Star.) See, the Time Distorter seen in game was able to presumably time travel hundreds of years given the changes seen in the Cave of the Past, but Buzz Buzz only traveled ten years. Why didn't he just go to Giygas's time if he could? Well, because he couldn't. Buzz Buzz did mention something about low power in that version, but I'm also guessing that in the bad future, they couldn't team up Dr. Andonuts and the Mr. Saturn for whatever reason. Maybe one or the other died in that time and only one of them could help with Buzz Buzz's time machine (he mentions multiple people making it though; take what I said with a grain of salt), meaning that it would have been weaker like the first run of the canon Time Distorter that couldn't go the full way.
On a related note, I won't make any wild conjectures on which human exactly Buzz Buzz could have been; I've heard theories of him being a bad timeline Ness, but I don't know how I feel about that yet. However, since the Chosen Four retained their powers after time traveling, this leaves an interesting point: Buzz Buzz had PSI even before the time travel, most likely. Thanks to the Garrison baby though, we know that even "Just Some Guy" can have PSI though, so this says nothing about who he was, although something interesting I did catch in the novelization was "We, the scientists..." as a line he said, so this implies that he was a scientist! Maybe he's not a main character from the future, but at least it's interesting!
(Now why did he change his name to Buzz Buzz though?)
#not a finding#ask game#headcanon#mother series#mother 2#earthbound#buzz buzz#woo the inbox is mostly clear now#just gotta#...replay most of earthbound to edit a submission in there lol#fun fact: i had that novel pdf right next to me writing this asldkalfas
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:o sorry ive been mia for a little bit i will continue to be for a little bit
#i built a treehouse in minecraft#=w= hehehe#skelekins speaks#skelekins update#i will have doodles n things soon tho#just gotta#craft some mines yknow
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