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DPXDC Prompt #94
Danny falls through a portal to the DC world from a natural portal that opened up while he was in mid fight with Skulker a fight that began at Vlads where the creep put a collar on Danny that kept him in ghost form, Vlad thought he’d force Danny to reveal his secret to his parents by taking away his human form. Looking around he’s in a dark city with dark smog colored skies. Unfortunately he’s stuck here as the portal closed leaving him trapped. He tried to find help but no one can see him in his ghost form. He starts tailing the vigilantes of this world and eventually follows one onto this space station through this tube (possessing inanimate objects sure comes in handy). He wasn’t expecting for the random British guy in a trench coat to see him.
#dp x dc prompt#dp x dc#dc x dp#danny fenton#danny phantom#writing prompt#poor danny#What if no one could see Danny like deadman#Danny is stuck in ghost form#Constantine has a headache especially from the ghost king that has apparently been tailing Batman for a week#ghost king danny#Batman had a feeling he was being tailed but it’s hard to prove when nothing is amiss#my asks are open#More Minty lore? Sure!#Honestly no one in my family knows I love Danny Phantom so I only own a glitch in time#It’s still my favorite show from the 2000s but at this point that probably has more to do with the phandom#I’d also like to reveal my DP inspired world soon but I have no clue how to go about it#Should I start a new blog? Or should I just post it here? This blog is meant for everything but I don’t want to bog it down#So that’s my rant take it or leave it but you can’t unread it!! Thanks for reading have a great day!
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dont normally post about drama but this seems relevant:
im seeing a lot of people jump to "james somerton was never good anyways" in retaliation for the hbomb expose, but there's a really fine line to tread there before you get into stepping on the toes of the people he stole from, you know?
some of his videos and analysis did seem genuinely intelligent, thoughtful, insightful, and well-written. yeah, it turns out those are the result of him stealing from other people. but that doesnt mean the original writers WEREN'T intelligent, thoughtful, insightful and good writers. he had plenty of garbage opinions interspersed throughout, but the reason many people (myself included) were suckered in by him is that the queer creators he stole from DID have really important and interesting analysis. the parts of his videos that were good were stolen, but by discounting his essays entirely we're throwing the baby out with the bathwater and insisting those he stole from didn't have anything important to say.
the parts he himself supplied were trash, but he stole the work of some genuinely brilliant and insightful writers and passed it off as his own- and that writing still exists and is still brilliant and insightful; we just know now who was actually responsible for it and who to thank for that work
lets just be careful when we smugly proclaim that we always hated everything he had to say- because a lot of the words we're discounting were never his to begin with, and the last thing those authors need is to have their work trash talked because it ended up in the mouth of someone dishonest
#james somerton#hbomberguy#im just saying like#i liked a lot of points he made in his videos because it turns out he was never the one who made those points#now i can go seek out the original authors and Actually read the work that intrigued me in the first place#they DO deserve credit for their writing!#saying everything he ever made was garbage and nothing he said was worthwhile is such a disservice to those authors#they DID do really brilliant work#and then it was stolen and passed off as his#but their work still stands on its own merits- even more so now that i know#that much of the stuff i Disagreed with was his own opinions or tweaks and that the original work#is not bogged down with his bullshit#and can read it as originally intended#i think admitting that the writers he stole from Are really genuinely good writers and that the opinions he stole from them ARE compelling#is the least we can do to ensure that the authors don't feel like their work is irrevocably taken and tainted
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BLADE ❖ death approaches until your sin is cleansed, my vengeance will pursue you
#hsr#honkai star rail#hsr blade#blade#hsredit#honkaiedit#gamingedit#m:gifs#m:*#eye strain tw#flashing tw#i had so many technical issues with this set fucking hell afjkdlasdf#crashed ps multiple times had to restart my laptop bc it was bogging down memory then it crashed tumblr on upload and logged me out..#ALSO this video was just hard to gif in general so much flashing and fast moving segments#not even sure if i'm that happy with this coloring but i'm too scared to open ps again for this ajkfdljs#anyways. hsr is a game idc about saving in so i'm just gonna throw everything at blade and kafka's banner#and hope i get at least 1 of them if i get both though yay#i'm barely building anyone anyways i'm pulling people just to look at them LMAO#also i rly like his engilsh voice too???? should i be switching to the english dub????????
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I'm surprised you haven't posted any Welcome home stuff recently! Honestly kinda makes me sad since I love your WH art and stuff
yea y'all are gonna have to be Patient w/ me bc
a) i have like. a week left to pack all of my stuff before i need to shove everything into a uhaul and leave, so its crunch time! leaving little to no energy/interest in anything else
b) to be honest my mental health is the worst its been in years - which is fine, its whatever, i can deal. it's not as bad as it could be and im handling it! like a champ, even! but also its leaving little to no energy/interest in anything else
c) had a minor crisis over my art and how i interact w/ WH, and i realized im not scribbling enough of what I want. ive mostly been trying to please people and do as asked and thats! not good! so i want to temper expectation & reassert that im Not a WH art blog - its just a hyperfixation / something i love rn. i draw what i enjoy & what i want in the moment.
#i picked up my tablet last night and all of my motivation died on the spot#so im just. eh whatever ill get back into the swing of things eventually#but yeah im spending my time packing & keeping myself afloat! not much room for other things at present!#rambles from the bog#but yeah i was starting to feel like a commodity of sorts?#like the majority of asks are just some form of 'can you draw this' 'draw this' 'id love it if youd draw this'#which is. fine. im an art blog! thats what i do!#but its also like hey. im just some guy doodling what they enjoy. im not a machine churning out content for consumption#& it gets to the point where there's so much expectation and obligation and 'demand'-#when do i ever sit down and truly indulge in what i want?#like the monster scribble i posted the other day! it made me so happy! i love monsters and Beasts!#when do i ever allow myself to draw them?#rarely bc i feel like people Expect puppets from me. and thats not a great feeling!#i love puppets i love wh and everything but i would like to enjoy it w/o pressure yk yk....#& for a second there i Was feeling the pressure and scribbling puppets was starting to feel like a chore#something i Needed to do to please people#so! im focusing on real life & taking a break from creation & keeping my mindset away from 'jump into traffic' thankyew <3#theres just too much going on right now#in my head And outside of it.#so ill stick to packing & binging psych & i'll lovingly place everything else on the backburner
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I FINALLY MOVED OUT TO A NEW PLACE!!!
i'm absolutely exhausted and i still need to unpack so many things and i still need to buy a proper desk and restock my groceries & supplies and a do a whole lot of other things BUT i'm hoping to get settled in soon so i can get back to the creative endeavors™️✨
love yall, stay safe, take care, and good vibes 🫶🏻
#rin rambles#i dont want to bog this with negativity but i do want to share stuff so imma do it in a way that makes me look forward and not backwards#honestly this wasn't the place that i actually wanted and got excited for several months ago#i had to make adjustments because unfortunately the landlord was a huge red flag and i decided i didn't want to sign#and sure enough she never returned my security deposit of 1.5months until this day despite saying she would every day for like a whole mont#and though it is hard and devastating i don't want to potentially sabotage my own future so i've decided to not take any legal action#i just hope. that that money can be of use to her in some way. get her out of a tough spot perhaps#it was a struggle to get to this point of actually feeling fine letting go without breaking down but!!! it's fine. i'm fine#and karma will find a way if it was truly done out of purely malicious intention!#i'm closing that book and stowing it away lovingly into a shelf because if anything it was. a powerful lesson.#as much as it sucks. never. ever. trust a person when it comes to business or transactions. no matter how 'put together' they seem#always have everything on paper and never EVER pay something until they demonstrate that they can be trusted#anyway#the people helping me move today were super friendly and nice and it made my day!!#and so far i love love love the privacy so much. a bathroom all to myself? a kitchen countertop?? for myself??? that's so crazy#i had to battle thru cobwebs and (fored to) cured my arachnophobia by force /j#and there was a power trip unfortunately but overall everything seems nice! i would have liked having the room on a higher floor but ah wel#ough my back........... _(;3」 z)_
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Eternally grateful that Cressida Cowell didn’t involve a romantic subplot in the How To Train Your Dragon series.
#no time for romance just adventures at break neck speed#(but seriously. because there are some romantic threads—Fishlegs has a crush here or there#camicazi is implied to have a thing for hiccup. maybe.#and a sprinkling with HH the hero#but nearly all of the story is focused on the adventures and the near misses and the friendship#hiccup doesn’t have or ever try to find a romantic partner. he has his friends and they’re all he needs to be happy.#and I really love that.#a part of the reason I think why it feels so timeless is because this is almost set at a time in a kid’s life#before crushes. before everything gets bogged down by expectations of love and you just get to be#I can go back to that moment through these books#it’s precious to me)#httyd books#my post
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potentially a hot take but it is my opinion that open ended, non-linear, exploration-based storytelling in video games is not worth it if it comes at the expense of the story's pacing. If you have a thousand different roads for the player to take but they're all just thrown at the player at once with no rhyme or reason, then no amount of "player agency" is going to make any if them feel satisfying, they now just feel like a chore.
#pacing in rpgs is a make or break for me#like i love the first pillars of eternity game#but i can't deny it has some god awful pacing when you consider how much is offered for the player to do#with very little connecting tissue#and this post in particular is brought to you by me starting act 3 of bg3#the prime example imo#like i really love all the events that happen in act 3 *in isolation*#but like astarion and shadowheart's quest are just kinda there with no main story incentive#gortash and orin both have events that trigger after their defeated (karlach's cool down and orin's kidnapping victim)#but the location of the morphic pool being right in the temple of bhaal makes either option awkward#the fact that every diversion in the city results in 12 years of lag#so shit like the ironhand gnomes (while interesting and cool) do not seem worth it and bog the game down#it's just such a mess imo#i mean again in isolation i like nearly everything that happens in act 3#and even after all the patches i do feel like they nailed the ending itself#so i still call it a good game#but Act 2 is just so tight and concise and GOOD#Act 3 just feels like a chore#anyway. sorry for the sour mood on y'all's dash now.#bg3 critical#pillars of eternity critical#marie speaks
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Marvel: This character from this other thing is also gonna be in this thing and this thing which means you have to watch this thing and also this other thing to understand them and also these individual movies are building up to the plot of the next Avengers team up which will lead into this thing and this thing which will have this character and this plot thread which means you’ll also have to watch this thing and—
Me:
#marvel#marvel critical#i’m begging you to stop sucking the joy out of the individual sub-franchises by making each of them about The Next Thing#maybe i don’t WANT shang chi to get bogged down by the universal plot#maybe i don’t WANT to see characters you’ve ruined for me also start showing up in other things and ruining those for me too#maybe i don’t WANT every last little thing to be the most important thing ever#can i have some PEACE and get a nice story with the characters i like without the trappings of the entire rest of the universe stuck to them#follow black panther’s lead please. in fact maybe just let ryan coogler do everything from now on.#every piece of news or rumor that i see for the mcu moving forward is absolutely exhausting#i want this to stop#@marvel remember when you cared about individual stories in the first couple of phases? because i do every day
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Once again feel the urge to make an rpg maker game
#ramblings#would ppl still care for a walking sim/puzzle game a la yume nikki or oneshot orrrr#i really need to get to actually learning rpg maker tho i still haven't done that#it feels a little overwhelming lol#also i've been. generally in a depressive rut still#i've been able to draw and write a decent bit recently but. everything else. just haven't been able to get myself to do#and it's really bogging me down#um. anywayssss if you know of any good tutorials for either xp or vx ace send me a link i'd greatly appreciate it#in the meantime i'll probably work on plotting it out and stuff. if i can
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i think im gonna lose it guys
#regularly scheduled mental breakdown#okay they arent scheduled but#i gotta have them i guess#i just hate everything rn and feel like everything futile and worthless#i know that isnt true but my mind has me bogged down to a severe degree
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"Is it somehow satisfying for you to beat yourself up for things you couldn't be blamed for missing? It's not as though it's obvious - anyone could have missed it. Why do you assume that something like this is a flaw of the self?" I think it's a preference thing, honestly. Sometimes it's more comforting to believe that you are the problem (so it's in control), while sometimes it's more comforting to believe the world is the problem (so it isn't your fault). Sif takes the former to an extreme. Plus the low self esteem.
We know the psychology, in theory, but it's... hmm. Frustrating, we suppose? We've been there, we know how it is to be hurting for control so badly you'll shred yourself to ribbons for a single piece of it, but it's partially that that makes the thought process so damn irritating when it turns up, especially when we sometimes have to play whack-a-mole with it in ourself.
It's a theatre of destruction for no audience. Ripping yourself to shreds in a way that benefits no one and will only hamper you later down the road. You attack your every flaw, and for what? Making yourself fear to try new things for fear of the repercussions that you yourself placed. Making yourself believe you are worse. Sabotaging your own chances just to pretend that you call the shots in a world that never worked in the way you pretend it does.
The more that you do anything, the more it becomes a habit, the more you take the cart down a road that wears and wears until the wheel-ruts are too deep to get out of, and when that habit is something that actively sabotages your chance to get things right, it does nothing but harm you.
Yelling at it isn't productive, either, it gets nothing done, but it is immensely frustrating to watch that go down, because it's an endless mud pit of feeling bad that doesn't even accomplish anything but making everyone in the area feel worse. It's the particular flavor of poor mental health where having experienced it ourself makes us a bit worse at dealing with it, because - well, we've experienced it ourself, and now we have to deal with watching someone dig a pit for themself and we can't even do anything about it because it's the sort of thing that they actuvely have to figure out and take action to handle themself.
#asks#we speak#not liveblog#lukiyu#every time we see someone talking shit about themself on the internet we desperately want to sit them down#and say to them “jesus fucking christ you KNOW that feeling bad about something makes you ACTIVELY WORSE at doing it right”#like. theres a reason morale is so damn important. when you feel worse about something then you will actively DO worse#because of this exact spiral that eats your mind and body whole and sticks you in the bog til you cant do anything but#even if you are doing the thing bad. there is a solid chance youre only doing it badly because youre beating your own ass about it#aimless negative reinforcement accomplishes nothing and only makes you worse as you dedicate more brainspace to beating yourself up#personally we think that being imperfect and bad at things sometimes makes us hotter. tbh#we've seen enough of those like super flat “mary sue” caricatures to know that we hate wrangling those flat pictures of perfection#we have texture we have flavor we have variability and range and that makes us better than trying to be Good At Everything#we're deeply corrupted and immoral and et cetera and that makes us very hot and sexy#as it turns out nothing is perfect or without flaw. get used to it bitch. you have to practice with fucking anything if you want it to Work#and keeping your brainspace even reasonably healthy will always take WORK.#funneling your energy into punishing yourself just sets you back and makes it so you have less of You to do anything with
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most days i miss making porn + being an active sex worker. but every single day, i bask in the feeling of not feeling 10000% burnt out by my only source of income.
#this isn’t to say that i’m not fully fucking burnt out on life— but i was so bogged down by my burnout + it hung over my head daily. m#but being a survival sex worker makes you jaded way fucking faster than doing it for hashtag ~girlboss movez~ + ~side hustle~ lmfao#i miss my SWer friends + i miss interacting w/ clients#but i don’t miss having to dodge literally everything on social media + jump#thru hoops just to make a fucking living. navigating online sex work is/was genuinely hell post-fosta/sesta#i miss the job as a whole. i don’t know when i’ll go back. but i know my time in sex work isn’t done tbh???#h.txt
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Someone on a NaNoWriMo prep thread: if you’re trying to win NaNo for the first time my advice is to pick the simplest idea
Me: yep, that seems smart. I’ll do that
Also me: *walks away from my first brainstorming session needing to research the golden age of piracy, the composition of the UK in the mid 17th century, the British navy in the mid 17th century, and the overall concept of a time loop*
#i was doing nanoprep by the book. i was like okay; i can’t pick an idea and a lot of people have said it’s easier to finish nanowrimo with#a fresh idea rather than trying to resurrect an old novel idea#because if you have a brand new fresh idea you don’t have any preconceived notions of how it should turn out#whereas if you’re working on an idea you’ve had for a WHILE you’re already way too invested#and you’ll get bogged down in making sure everything is perfect (which is NOT going to happen in one month) and you’ll get frustrated#so i was like okay. brand new idea. so i did the idea generation prompt (which is just to write down a bunch of things you like/are#interested in) and i was like ‘wait. about 6 of my favourites can probably fit perfectly together here’#they were: pirates; ancestral curse; time loops; two timelines intersecting; gothic vibes#and a tragic/bittersweet love story#so i was like okay. i can definitely do something with this#it’s not Entirely new if i have to be totally honest… i’ve been thinking about writing a pirate novel for years. but i never had a plotline#but now i have Something. i’m also using a couple of characters i’ve had for a while but honestly i wasn’t doing anything else#with august and henry. and all the other characters will be entirely new#we’re having a timeline in the 1650s and a timeline in 1905 and that’s about as much as i know right now#i’m fully expecting to open my notebook tomorrow and say ‘what the fuck’ because i’m sleep deprived and sad today so my ideas probably#aren’t half as good as i think they are. but right now i think they’re great so that’s enough for me#personal
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I'm frightened of you knowing who I am but, could you possibly give me your frank frankly theories pretty please idc if you only have like 2.1 I want them regardless of how many you have.
mayhaps?
ah man i wish i had some to give! i think all of my Frank theories (at present) are tied into other theory posts! he simply doesn't have a lot to chew on yet
#unlike say - wally or eddie - he doesn't have a lot of incriminating information#there's a bunch of little puzzle pieces:#the multiple hims in their house on the map / not having a backstory in his bio / im sure theres more but i cant recall it rn#but the little things we have so far are - imo - so disconnected thats it like. man idk what to do with these yet#i can very lightly speculate that he'll probably play a big role in 'looking behind the curtain' as it were#just since he's the serious Knowledge Guy#and i can imagine that out of everyone he's most likely to pursue the truth if he starts to Notice that things arent what they seem#i also imagine that that miiiiight clash with wally?#cause if frank goes 'holy shit none of this is real' its also likely that he might try to tear down the illusion / something similar#meanwhile wally seems deadset on Restoring the neighborhood and keeping things the same#could be conflict there! wait does that count as a theory? i may have lied to you#sorry my thought process works best when rambling - constant stream of thought can knock new things loose up there yk yk#rambles from the bog#homebogging#wh speculation#and dont even worry about it - i dont even know who i am! i know no one and nothing and everything is a nebulous void!
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I don't want to work on this fucking document for Quality Management I want to sit on the floor and play BG3 and not even think about my job.
#timmy talks#it has been a LONG week#and we have a holiday here in the us next wkeek#and somehow I'M COVERING EVERYTHING FOR EVERYONE#like am i gonna work on the holiday?#only time will tell#and i have COMPANY coming for a week#i don't want to he fucking bogged down#plus im just PISSED at my company#the job application process has begun again
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last week my dad who is too slowly dying of kidney failure had a stroke and is still in the hospital, one of my sorta-cousins died of a drug overdose, found out my wifes mom is having surgery i have to help out with aftercare for, had to have daily phonecalls with multiple members of my family, and then i capped it off with getting violently sick and now my sleep schedule is upsidedown
i think if a single solitary thing goes even slightly wrong this week im allowed to begin killing people. like legally.
#jack.speaks#oh yea and my wife is stressed to the balls for work#because i accidentaly threw out her samples when i cleaned out her car over christmas#so she's been ducking her boss while she tries to fix it which means she's absolutely mia and i havent seen her for more than 2 mins in day#think i need to find a nice bog to lay down in#for my health#ive had migrains for 3 days and the vision in my right eye has decided to just shrink itself to half in response#its like 7am and i woke up at like 8pm#im so fucking over absolutely everything happening in my life rn#would like to not thanks#hate feeling miserable and angry and bitter and stressed#every second of the day
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