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Jungkook dejando Music Bank 12Oct 2023

Se presentara este: Viernes, 13 de Oct: 02:05 AM

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JUNGKOOK Danger @ MusicBank (140926)

[candywife333]

My Little Saesang (Part 2)

chubby reader x idol jungkook

Summary: Y/N had been a super fan for a while. Some would say bordering on saesang or creep level. She didn't think she was one, till she experienced an incident that made her stop being a fan. She had never thought that Jungkook or any of BTS ever noticed her, as she was part of the masses of obsessive fans. But they had. Especially, one doe eyed idol in particular. He never thought he would miss his fan, or shall we say saesang. Yet, he couldn't help but notice her absence. He took her comforting presence, her kind eyes, hair disheveled in excitement, and wide smile for granted. And he didn't know when her presence started to matter to him so much. When exactly did she become such a constant in his life?

Disclaimer: The Jungkook represented in this fic does not reflect the true actions or thoughts of the real life Jungkook. Please treat this fic as exactly what it is, fiction

Triggers: Critique of fandom culture and kpop as a whole, identity crisis, eventual smut

Note: Not proofread. Slated to be approximately 4 parts or less.

Jungkook POV

It took me about two weeks, but I did start to notice her absence. I never got her real name. But I and all the other members christened her with the moniker of strawberry shortcake, for how tiny and chubby she was, and also how flushed her entire face and neck become as she jumped up and down to our songs. We called her berry or SS for short. The few fans we had from the beginning, we either knew their actual names or had little nicknames to commemorate them.

She was a fan of the entire group, but I knew I was her bias, and so did the other members. It was obvious, the way she left tiny gifts wrapped in gold and red ( as though it were perpetually christmas year round for her) addressed towards me. She even took fancams of me, her eyes furtively moving along my body , gasping when she caught sight of my abs over the years. I wouldn't deny that sometimes I played up my antics for the camera just so I could catch her mouth wide open in an "O" petrified in shock as she bopped her head up and down manically.

Berry was not there. And it was starting to really bother me. It shouldn't in fact. She shouldn't matter that much to me. Yet, I always had her in my corner since debut. I always had her eyes on me, watching over me. It felt comforting even though she had gotten a little too close for comfort twice or thrice by accosting me with gifts on sets of music video shoots or backstage. Her specialty was with desserts. She would always leave me coffee infused brownies and tres leche cake towards the end of the year right in front of the HYBE building, addressed to me specifically with a cheery little note wishing me for christmas and new years.

And now I was staring at the entire crowd at MusicBank, surveying the area to see her familiar face. She was usually in the first row, bopping her light stick in an erratic manner, mouthing the lyrics to the song, staring at me with excited eyes that lit up with glee. The girl really didn't seem to love material things, because she would always wear the same red beanie and pearl earrings I had been seeing for the past 5 years. Her clothes were always a nondescript black or brown shade, pants and a sweater. She never really donned feminine clothes in all the years I had noticed her.

As I looked for her, I could only find her associate, the ARMY who always stuck by her, who we had named Specs. The tall, lithe limbed girl glared at me. It felt like she was piercing daggers through my skull as she squinted though her black thick framed glasses. She had always had a smile on her face, and now she looked so angry. Yoongi always had a tiny crush on her. She had supported him for ages, even paying for his meals many times when he was still a trainee. Why was she so indignant?

Before I could start questioning all of this even further, Yoongi came up to me with a hand on my shoulder, noticing Specs, "How is my baby doing? And why the hell is she glaring at you like you murdered her first born child? Did you do anything to her?", he questioned in a worried tone of voice. I answered back, "Of course not. I don't really interact with fans that personally. You know that hyung".

He continued quizzically, raising one eye brow up, "Where is berry? My baby Specs is alone today? You really must've done something to fuck things up. She isn't even looking at me. Totally ignoring me. The hell, she usually smiles softly at me and today she looks like somebody pissed on her breakfast. What gives"?

I had no idea what was going on. Our loyal fans for years, people who we didn't necessarily consider saesangs, but just sort of obsessive in their devotion, were either not present or ignoring us. What the hell was becoming of this fandom?!!!!

That's when I saw Berry push through the crowd. And I was so shook, that an earthquake could've come through and swallowed me up and I wouldn't have cared. Berry was dressed in a peach colored floral fit and flare dress with her customary pearls in her ears and what looked like heels on. The only way I knew was that she looked taller than usual. She had a floral ribbon in her hair, lip gloss on, eye make up on point. What the hell was she up to all of a sudden?

Her hair was streaming down her back in waves, loosened from the customary ponytail I saw all the time. She hugged Specs and a few other armies who I noticed she always had around with her. She kissed another army in a wheelchair on the cheek, plopping a pastry box in her hands and wrapping her neck with a scarf. With the deadest look in her eyes, lifeless and devoid of the usual pretty sparkle, she stared at me, as though it were some sort of messed up farewell. WTF??!!! Why did this feel like a good bye? She just looked so done.

She didn't smile at me or any of the members. She gave her light stick to another baby Army in 3rd row, she looked back once wistfully, and left the place through the door.

Where the fuck was she going?!!!?!

After the performance, dreading the fact that Berry left right in the beginning (something she had never done even once in the past years) , I walked up to Specs in the front row. The gangly girl looked super shocked to see me right up in front of her. I squeaked out in mild panic, "Where is your friend? She looked all dressed up and cute today. Does she have plans or something?"

The initial shock wore off on Specs face as something akin to irritation filtered through, "She has a date today , with a coworker I believe. That's why she is dressed up. But you don't need to know that. Today was her official last day as active super fan. She is still a fan, but she's decided to convert from offline to online fan. That's it". Specs said all this with a finality that started freaking me out. I stuttered, "SS-S-S-S-he became an online fan. Meaning, she won't show up in person to our events anymore"?

Specs muttered derisively, "Do you not understand anything I just said. Korean is your first language right? I just told you she is done being such an avid fan". She snorted, looking tired with a distant glaze in her eyes , "Maybe even I should stop. I am getting too old for this shit. My mom keeps telling me to get married, and here I am attending all this stuff, obsessing over millionaires who have more money than I ever could in my life. I am becoming an old fucking lady and I don't even have a husband or family of my own. I guess all of us older armies might need to redirect our lives back towards ourselves".

She stomped away after that remark. Yoongi ran up to me as I walked back stage. He inquired , "Is Specs still there? I was going to ask her for her number".

I grumbled out with my hands on my head, "She left hyung. So did berry, a while ago. I think we are losing our OG fans. Berry never left me once in the last few years. Even when we became so famous in the US, she never stopped attending my events, even some of the big ones in the US. What went so wrong that she is quitting?"

Yoongi choked in confusion, "You mean to tell me that both Specs and Berry are quitting. They ain't even that old, maybe late 20s. Oh no, fuck!!! My baby, Specs, I never told her how much she meant to me. What did she say?" Yoongi, shook my arm hard, trying to squeeze answer out at me. "She said that she is becoming too old for this and maybe she should get married soon, because her mother is pressuring her".

Yoongi's eyes popped wide open, panic and fear evident in his eyes, squeaking, "WTFFFFF. Since when did they give up on us like this? I can't let Specs go. She has been with me before I was famous , looking like a homeless dude, and even now. I have to get her back!!!! The fuck, I need to talk to the ARMY fanclub president for her contact". He scurried off in anxiety, leaving me back to stew in sadness. What had I done so wrong for Berry to leave me after so many years? Something must've ticked her off. Shit, the chocolate. It all hit me in a frenzy. It was the Godiva chocolate. That limited edition Christmas chocolate she had left for me that day on set.

It had been one of the hardest days in my schedule, and just seeing her face had made it all better. But the irritation had gotten to me, and in my anger at being hangry on a diet, I had thrown the chocolate in the trash. Oh no. Wait. A dreadful thought entered my head. What if she thought, that it was my rejection of her support and love as a fan? Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. She probably thought I hated her or something when it was just a bad day.

What bothered me even more, was that she had skipped my event to attend a date. A date with a guy who was not me. This thought filtered through my head, and I froze. Why did it aggravate me so much that she was on a date with another dude? Then I imagined her soft eyes, gleaming with love as she stared at another guy, kissed him on the cheek, sharing a chocolate cake with him and partaking in a chocolate-fililed kiss on the lips.

I felt like literally crying. I don't know why I did. But, I just did. I had to find her no matter what and I had to do it fast, before she gave up on me.

Y/N POV

The date had been fine. Jung-shik had been a cute guy, all brown curls , shy smiles and blushes. He was one of the art managers at KBS who I had met at the bakery. We talked about work, music, and art, eating cheese cake at a cake cafe. He had been a true gentleman, asking me what I wanted to have and opening the door for me, even going so far as to drop me near the bus station.

I sat at the bus station, waiting for my ride back at him when I saw a billboard of the sexy man himself, Jungkook. I could never escape this guy it seemed, even in death. I had felt his stare at me and Kim Hee today. It was odd, he never stared at individual fans like. He did that with particularly beautiful Armys---total models and divas I tell you. But, never with me. Even Yoongi stared at Kim Hee like they had three kids together, like she was coming home with him, like she was married to him---as much as that girl liked to deny it.

I never felt him even acknowledge me, with a glance, till today. I could feel the smoldering presence digging into my skin. Probably cause I dressed up for once today. As I was about to get on the bus that had pulled in, I saw a flash of black fluffy hair.

Before I could get on the bus, a strong sturdy vascular hand encircled my wrist, stopping me from getting on. Looking up at this man's face, I realized who it was. Doe eyes pierced into my face with a cutting glare, a sneer on his face, chewed up lips contorting in anger and ......something that felt like envy, "Who the hell did you go on a date with Berry? You better not be giving my chocolates away to anyone else".

[andy-wm]

So, Jungkook is doing a prerecording for musicbank on 13th because he has a schedule later that day?

What could be so important that he can't be at the show?

👀

In unrelated news, its Jimin's birthday on 13th...

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231013 Weverse Translation

↪️ J-Hope's Reply 🗣️ to Jungkook's Comment 💬

JK: (See 231009 Weverse translations - https://www.tumblr.com/bts-trans/730736207734194176/231009-weverse-translations?source=share) JH: 쨔이케이.. ㅠ 빨래하다가 뮤뱅 놓쳤다 😢 아프지말고 건강하게 활동해야햄😭💗💜❤️‍🔥 https://weverse.io/bts/artist/2-127543019/comment/4-247639923

JK: (See 231009 Weverse translations - https://www.tumblr.com/bts-trans/730736207734194176/231009-weverse-translations?source=share)

JH: Jyakei.. ㅠ I was doing laundry and missed your MusicBank perf😢 Make sure you take care and stay in good health during your promotions😭💗💜❤️‍🔥

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[sizzlingpatrolfox]

It’s crazy to see that everything related to Jk’s album is about him being half naked. No theories, no nothing. Just pics of Jk without a shirt

This didn’t happen with any member. Even Jin’s one song got armys to think about the concept and stuff

- streets saying mr. collaborations is going to announce a new collab this week and release it on friday 13th lmao it wasn't enough with musicbank the entire day gotta be for him too

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About the collab: nothing is sacred anymore so I'm sure it's true. Bets on how many versions? I actually thought kid laroi was going to be his first collab back in like May??? when it came up that he'd been hanging out a lot with Nicole and Nicole is working with the guy's label. Turns out Nicole's just his long term long distance low commitment girlfriend <3

I never expected anything from Jungkook, seriously. I've said before that he doesn't have range, and that he's only good at singing ballads and SOME pop songs. He's made some music but it's literally part of BTS worst music era (your eyes tell, stay). His only good songs have been euphoria and still with you, which I don't like because it's not a genre I generally listen to but I can still tell it's a nice song.

So it's like... you're preaching to the choir because I would've been the first person to tell you not to expect anything interesting from him. There's probably some post somewhere where I said that. He's just honestly always been overestimated by the fandom.

[irishhorse-blog]

[K-Fancam] 방탄소년단 정국 직캠 'ON' (BTS Jungkook Fancam) l @MusicBank 200228

[narcocartel]

BTS V helps BLACKPINK's Jenny as a spouse... Attending BLACKPINK's private party

The private listening party is literally a place to play BLACKPINK's second full-length album for those who invited us. Famous domestic actors, singers, and celebrities gathered together. They also had their own time controlling the access of the manager in the tight security, and Jenny's man, V, was also there. It is the first time that V and Jenny have openly hung out with others in one space, although they have already been known to be in a relationship, not only "accepted" such as constant dating rumors and leakage of private photos of the two. Naturally, the party was as crowded as BLACKPINK's overflowing popularity, and V kept his seat. In addition, rather than being conscious of the eyes of the surrounding people, they acted naturally and enjoyed the event. (Optimized) Furthermore, I asked both sides about the private listening party, and one management replied that they were not aware of the party itself.

[bangtanheartbeat]

FOR YOUTH // JUNGKOOK [MUSICBANK - 220617]

[ohmagawdh]

HOLY MOLY 😭😍 v.wreck.me.a lot..sO.... RuDE ...

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jungkook en weverse live y weverse post-jimin regalos a army de face y jimin weverse live happyjmday en todo esto esta el 쨔만-쟈만jjyahman-jyaman…

jkjm- "Jimin Jaman Jimin Jaman Jimin Park Jimin Park Jimin Park Jimin Park Park Jimin Jimin letter Jimin hyung jjyahman 쨔만-쟈만"

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[BANGTAN BOMB] ‘Butter’ Album Unboxing - BTS (방탄소년단) jungkook - jaman

(https://youtu.be/s3cJxUop66E)

------------------------------------------------------ Jimin Weverse  (coloca cartel 쨔만)

12.10.2022

Are you ready?

'¿Estás listo?'

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Jungkook weverse 12.10.2022 (post y vídeo felicita a jimin)

쨔만…

해피벌떼…

해피벌떼 브로!

jjyaman…

happy birthday…

happy birthday bro

jjyaman…

feliz cumpleaños…

feliz cumpleaños bro

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Nos mostraba karmy que jimin les dio regalos y envió food truck a quienes asistieron a verle en music bank - cremas, postales, cartas escritas a mano por jimin, porta-celular y el reverso de la pc puso jimin 쨔만 - 24mzo2023

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jungkook weverse live

JK

BTS

07.26 2023

-oh, ¿viniste?

jk-¿Escuchamos la Carta de Jimin-hyung?

jk- busca Letter by Jimin

jk-Jimin Jaman Jimin Jaman Jimin Park Jimin Park Jimin Park Jimin Park Jimin letter" JK weverse

jk-canta y mira vídeo de Letter by Jimin

jk-La canción es buena.

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jungkook weverse y comentaron 지민 (jimin) 진 (jin) 10.16.2024

ㄴJK a @/지민 (jimin) 10. 16. 08:31 쟈만… .

↳jungkook- jyaman…

[two-different-realms]

BTS being silly once again

[heartofhenny]

Baepsae who?

[bulletproofgirlscoutt]

If you ever think your life is a mess, don’t. It’s 4:15 AM, I’ve been awake almost 24 hours and I just cried cause BTS looked like awkward peanuts on MusicBank

[stormblessed95]

On the subject of the whole Jeonlous narrative (I can't stand it b/c the vast majority of "Jeonlous" videos are slowed down/edited to make things look that way, not to mention the glorification of it is toxic asf). But there are a couple of moments caught on camera where I'm sus like the July 4th 2015 fanmeet (which I'm like 90% sure is legit) and the 2Min (Taemin/Jimin) moments. But the 2nd one I'm on the fence since it's not as obvious but the faces JK makes during that music bank (con't...)

(Pt2) Interview…it’s like, if looks could kill…and then there’s SG Musicbank where it looks like he rolls his eyes for a second after taking not so subtle peeks at 2Min. What are your opinions JK/JM/Taemin dynamic that a lot of Jeonlous stans like to use?? I really love your take/s on Jikook so I’m curious. (Here’s a link to the moments in case anyone wants reference to what I’m talking about: /watch?v=A1lNfDegles)

Hello! I talk a bit about Taemin in my original jealousy post here:

Most of my points made in that post still stand. For some reason, Jungkook has never appeared super fond of Tamin and Jimin interactions. He has never interjected himself or said/done anything to try and refocus Jimin's attention on him (and that's on healthy relationships), but he never looks happy to see them together. One of the biggest examples of that would be the 2017 Music Bank show you brought up. Taemin and Jimin were very happy to see each other and hang out. JK did not look nearly as pleased by that idea.

They were excited to see each other and even hung out backstage in the corner of the award show when they had a free chance:

Now is this jealousy? It looks like it, but I don't know. Maybe he just isn't super fond of their relationship. There was and had been a lot of speculation about the nature of the 2min ship, many people thinking that it was more than it was. Maybe JK just didn't like their ship being fueled when it wasn't someone he also knew and loved. Maybe he was upset feeling like TM didn't do a good job taking good enough care of JM as a hyung when they performed together, where Jimin was restricting his diet to an unhealthy amount and overworking himself. We don't know. We don't even know of this is jealously exactly. We can speculate, but we just don't know.

Another award show moment:

And when TM interviewed them, right at the beginning we see another moment people label as jeonlous:

Again, we don't know. But it does seem like JK doesn't want to see them acting cute together. He glances and looks firmly away not at the camera, but just away. Only looking back over when JM starts speaking into the camera answering the question.

We don't see this same type of reaction when Jimin interacts with and engages with SungWoon for example. And we know they are also very very close, Jimin has even traveled with him. Soooo what's the deal with 2min?!

Again, I agree that most of these so called jeonlous moments are BS. There are a few that I think are what they appear to be though. A few with RM, one with Hobi, and whatever is happening with Taemin, a few others from Jimin as well. None in the past few years though. And even though JK seems like he might have a problem with 2min, he has obviously never tried to interfere with their friendship or anything else like that. So who knows. I don't think its worth dwelling on too much, because like i said, none of these moments were from after 2018. And like I said a couple times before as well, i think they really settled into themselves, their relationship, who they are to each other long term in 2019. The year of grand gestures. Lol they've seemed much more just solid since that year.

Sorry, hope that helped and made sense! Thanks for the ask!

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[K-Fancam] 방탄소년단 정국 직캠 ‘Black Swan’ (BTS JUNGKOOK Fancam) l @MusicBank 2...