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urmultideadfandomperson · 5 months ago

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Hear me out.

The reason why Julian's nickname is Ilya because it is actually an acronym.

(THIS IS ONLY A LITTLE THOUGHT I MADE! I AM COMPLETELY AWARE OF THE ORIGIN WHERE ILYA'S NAME CAME FROM!)

I - I

L - Love

Y - You

A - Asra

The fact Asra always kept calling the doctor Ilya is because it makes him remember that Julian always have loved them. Now that they're only friends, it would be a bittersweet feeling for the both of them. For others, Ilya would just be an endearing nickname.

But when it's just them, it is a reminder of what they used to be.

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urmultideadfandomperson · 5 months ago

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USGSJWIEBEPW

AUGHH THIS IS SO GOOD I CAN'T🥺😭💕

THE ANGST IS ANGSTING

The Arcana HCs: When M6 are forced to attack MC

-- to set the scene --

It was a nightmare.

Thick clouds of miasma hung over the city as you and your lover confronted the sorcerer in the fields outside its walls. Between a series of traps and some well-placed taunts, you had successfully cornered them, which meant that while victory was in sight your opponent was down to their last desperate measure.

The measure in question, it seemed, was for the most horrifying three minutes of your life as you watched your lover struggle against a vicious spell before suddenly turning on you. Their usual loving gaze was replaced with a cold glare and they didn't hesitate to lunge at you with the intent to kill. You ended up choosing to take the hits and focus your energy on dealing the last blow to the evil sorcerer instead, not wanting to waste time hurting the one you love.

As the dust settles, you're too relieved to see cognizance return to your darling's face to notice their horrified expression, or to feel your own blood soaking the ground below you.

Julian

Too busy focused on trying to keep you conscious and heal you to do anything else at first. He's already crying, tears leaking from under his eyepatch as he gives you frantic first aid

Can barely bring himself to look at you once you're safely tucked in at Mazelinka's and being tended to by visitor after visitor. You will need to remind him day after day that it's not his fault

And, yes, convince him not to leave you because of it

Still won't be able to find any peace with it until you tell him you've forgiven him, and even then struggles to believe he's worthy of it

Tends obsessively to your wounds, in a weird combination of torturing himself by constantly checking them and redeeming himself by being the one to help his uncontrolled actions heal

Is able to hold it against himself less the less he sees you suffering. Once you're fully recovered and back on your feet, it feels more like a distant nightmare

Has a new interest in learning magic, if only enough so he can protect himself against behind hijacked like that in the future

Asra

Completely numb and on autopilot. You're hurt. They're going to do whatever it takes to fix that. Just hold on, it'll be okay - it'll be okay

Refuses to leave your side or sleep for very long at a time while you're recovering. It's like his world has narrowed to your survival

Unusually quiet. As in, barely speaks unless you speak to them first, and yet hyper-observant to the point that they're bringing you what you need before you even realize that you need it

Neglects everything beyond his own basic self-maintenance in the process. It's easier to forget himself and save his own pain and guilt to be processed until after he knows you're safe

Itching to heal over any scars left over and terrified of suggesting it and seeming like they just want to brush the whole thing aside

Has to be pushed to talk about it and won't open up until after you're completely back to normal, at which point he breaks down and spends an afternoon hiccuping "I'm sorry"s into your chest

Regresses to a lot of their previous boundaries until you can tell them that you still feel safe with them physically and emotionally

Nadia

She has no doubts about you being a strong person. While she's horrified at what her body was used to do to you and the injuries you sustained, she's most upset at her losing control so easily

She feels guilty for you getting hurt, because she's convinced that she should have been able to withstand the sorcerer's spell

Surely, if she loved you as truly as you deserve to be loved, she would've been able to break free or stop it from working

Carries you back to the Palace herself and sees to it that you have everything you could possibly need, before effectively avoiding you for the next few days. She's convinced your relationship is over

Either because you're leaving her for not being able to protect you, or because you've lost your respect for her as a partner

It's also tapping into her own trauma of being trapped inside her body for a three year coma, which doesn't help the frustration

Genuinely unsure what to do with your forgiveness, understanding, and continued love and admiration for her

She doesn't know what she did to deserve you but she loves you

Muriel

The first count he holds against himself is that he hurt you. The second count is that he was so horrified and traumatized by what just happened that he froze while you were still bleeding out

Thankfully there were other people present to help you out, and you didn't have to find out what could've gone wrong

Refuses to touch you for days. If anybody else had caused the damage he sees on your body, he'd be wishing hell on them. Except not only was it his hands that did it -

He was controlled that easily. He's spent years reclaiming control and ownership of his body after being made a spectacle of in the Coliseum, and in a flash it was all taken away from him again

And it was used to hurt you. None of his nightmares adds up to the combination of violated, afraid, and horrified that he just felt

Relegates himself to being your bodyguard and keeping you provided for, but terrified that you're not safe around him until you're able to convince him otherwise

It's still a reoccurring nightmare for years to come

Portia

So angry at you for not fighting back

Already crying and scolding you while she's putting pressure on your wounds to stop the bleeding and helping you get back home

Did you think she couldn't take it? Did you think she wanted you to get hurt at her hands? Why didn't you fight her back if it would have spared you so much pain?

Why didn't you help her enforce what you knew were her own wishes, and at the cost of your safety and well-being too?

Simultaneously dedicating every fibre in her body to taking care of you. If you so much as breathe a little differently she's checking you over and bringing you whatever you need

Eventually able to find her own healing by being able to accept your love and by beating the absolute crap out of the sorcerer in question until she gets an "I was wrong" out of them

Determined to learn defense and protection magic to makes sure neither of you is left that vulnerable, ever again

Still cries when she sees the leftover scars, sometimes

Lucio

Pale from the shock of what's just happened and trying not to panic as he gives you all the first aid he's picked up through years of battlefield injuries and experience

Frantically muttering "don't leave, don't leave" through clenched teeth and pouring tears while he tries to get the bleeding to stop

Rushes you to the nearest doctor and won't leave your side

Convinced that you're not going to be able to love him after this

He knows he's done things worse than this in the past. He knows that you know that, but the thing that's made a better life possible has been his commitment to not being that person any more

And now he was that person. Event though it wasn't his choice and technically not his fault, he still did it. To you. You experienced it

Also worried that you won't understand that it wasn't his fault this time and wondering if maybe it was his fault, somehow

Able to accept your love and forgiveness pretty easily, but has a much harder time believing that he didn't lose all the progress he's made so far in making good use of his fresh start on life

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loonylupin2 · 1 month ago

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Julian Devorak core

#julian devorak memes #julian the arcana #julian devorak #the arcana julian #julian the doctor #the arcana memes #the arcana #the hanged man #reversed end

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fandomchokehold · 1 year ago

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I was gonna make a meta post about how the characters’ corresponding patron arcana are in the same sprite pose as them but then actually looked and realized that’s only true for Julian lmao so I guess just have these comparisons

+ Valerius & The Hierophant whose poses are kinda just inverted versions of each other

#the arcana #asra alzanar #nadia satrinava #julian devorak #arcana muriel #portia devorak #count lucio #consul valerius #the magician #the high priestess #the hanged man #the hermit #the star #the devil #the hierophant

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syadworld · 11 months ago

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Hi everyone! There are new prints in different sizes on my Etsy Shop! Check them all here ❤️

#the arcana game #julian devorak #the arcana julian #julian the doctor #ilya devorak #the hanged man #ilyushka #doctor jules #doctor ilya #Knight #Warrior #Steampunk #Portrait

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jackalteef · 5 months ago

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jules with his hair up like a plant 🐦‍⬛🌱,

for @blu-raes ,,,,

#artists on tumblr #artwork #digital art #art #the arcana #the arcana game #julian devorak #the arcana julian #the arcana julian devorak #the hanged man #drawing #artist

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2063april5 · 2 years ago

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I watched a bit of Our Man Bashir in spanish a while back and every so often the knowledge hits me that not only do Julian and Garak still use the formal you for each other after 4 years of weekly book club lunch dates but also that when they're arguing at the beginning (that one scene with the tuxes in which they're standing 2 inches apart) Julian drops it. They're arguing about whether Garak should stay or not and Julian's telling him to "shut up and don't rain on my parade", and I guess he thought it was a little weird to say "kindly shut the fuck up, sir". There's also, I'm sure, some interesting Cardassian cultural connotations in someone telling you to shut your damn mouth in informal speech while standing so close your noses are basically touching.

Then they immediately go back to the formal you and stay that way even after Julian shoots him

#garashir #our man bashir #ds9 #deep space 9 #st: ds9 #julian bashir #elim garak #garak #you just KNOW kardasi has insanely intricate informal formal super formal friendly familiar distinctions #up next: what kind of gymnastics do they pull in the spanish dub to avoid having garak call him querido #i haven't found a single instance of querido doctor either. they're good at beating the gay allegations #hanging out at quark's #spanish dub #kardasi

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fox-daddy · 1 year ago

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Just realized never posted this as a post.

This was the most complicated edit I had done up until that point. Remains one of the more complicated edits I have done.