#judas says

[judas-officially]

*voice of COMPLETELY alloromantic and allosexual person 3 years ago* wow, I love this oc, I relate to them heavily since I’ve just projected my own story and personality onto them, im gonna make them aromantic just because they give me the vibes. oh yea i also relate to this fictional character i headcanon them as aroace. yea every character i relate to is aroace for no particular reason ahahaha

[judas-officially]

i like gootars too

[super-nova5045]

jayvik nation i fear delusion is key right now…NEVER forget the biblical references at hand okay…judas was MISGUIDED and CONFUSED and jesus KNEW and WANTED JUDAS TO BETRAY HIM in the GARDEN of gethsemane…so he could DIE and come back STRONGER…ALL HOPE IS NOT LOST

[willgrahamscock]

Which betrayal was worse?

[dreamgirljune]

knowing people is such a joy bro i tear up every time i think abt it. there's a universe inside every person and we get to map out their constellations.

[zero-is-nebulous]

Xreature

And Here are some alt versions for you trans shadow enjoyers out there. Say ty to my RP partner who is literally shadow the hedgehog they're great I did this for YOU 🫵

[gcballet]

Red Dwarf as tweets/textposts pt.7

<- | RD | ->

[vhentheneras]

me making my inquisitor when i was 15: yeah 25 is a totally mature and adequate age to lead a religious military organization

me now, 25yo: im so sorry babygirl u should have been at the club….

[b33tlejules]

QUICK. what's your sidestep dressing up as for halloween???

[judas-officially]

things to do when understimulated; a unprofessional list made by 3 fellers who get under stimulated very easily but also overstimulated very easily

• knead your pillow like a cat

• start making random verbal noises (ex: lalalalala, flicking your tongue, random vocal exercises)

• tappy tap w/pencil or pen or whatever you have

• eat ice, I prefer Wendy’s ice but any works

• flex random joints of your body, I did this alot in school and now I do it subconsciously

• roll around on a fluffy rug, maybe just run your fingers on it

• if you have filtered or safe to drink tap water, drink out of that like a dog with a hose

• mind explosion music, i recommend stomach book, IXI, and sophiaaaahjkl;8901 (yes that’s the artists name) i usually do most these activities along with music as silence drives me insane

• run in place, wave your arms around, sway in place, just whatever physical activity you can do

• I really like being able to play an instrument bc then I can just grab it and start experimenting, sounds really help me personally but whatever floats ur boat

•watching Kurtis connor loudly with a weighted blanket or plushie on your lap, trust me this is like The Best Thing

•recommendation from askbox: wiggling around under a blanket or covers, using a bigol plushie as a pillow, and watching YouTube loudly

that’s what works for me, and I wanted to share it

this list will be updated when I think of other things, and also when people send me stuff to add

cheers!

[sholmeser]

ary scheffer / justus knetch / snake & ocelot

[piosplayhouse]

Lately I've been converting people to my Jiang Cheng Superstar agenda (mdzs Jesus Christ superstar au) so here's just letting everyone know that Heaven on Their Minds is Such a yunmeng bros song

[springturtle]

i know i'm really dumb but i've JUST (after 4 years of listening to JCS) (please don't laugh at me) realized that "everytime i look at you i don't understand why'd you let the things you did get so out of hand? you could've managed better if you'd had it planned" are the last words that judas said to jesus and that's why "superstar" starts exactly with these words

[arisveah]

hermitcraft is slowly removing my willingness to curse and possessing me to say things like HECK and DARN and GOSH GOLLY GEE like a comically angry butler from the 1800s or an old southern lady, neither of which are a good fit on a goth 15 year old

[sarcastic-clapping]

i can’t get over the way louis leans away from armand’s kiss on the cheek in the cafe, even as they’re talking about how much he loves him. it’s just like this subtle tilt away from his touch that is so loud and tragic to me

[on-a-lucky-tide]

Devastated doesn't even cover it.

I'm never trusting a cishet writer of queer people again.

For someone who had given up on being happy, of being whole. For someone who only existed for someone else because there was no reason to be alive (I certainly wasn't worth anything beyond the service I could render to others), Izzy Hands gave me hope that it was never too late to be your true self.

He found love, acceptance, and he was beginning to take those tentative few steps towards being whole. He didn't need Ed. He was worth something all on his own.

And they killed him.

They killed the old, disabled queer who had lived a hard, lonely life where his only purpose was to be someone's loyal attack dog, and was finally finding happiness, a family.

"It's about belonging."

"This is a story about queer love, about queer joy."

But not if you're old, disabled, battling with the scars the world has left on you, had to do things to survive. The best you can hope for is to apologise to your abuser and then find peace in death.

Queer joy is only for the right kind of queer.