#jq ⛅🌈

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Are you a fanfic writer/fanartist and interested in activism, doing something for your community?

well, I have a proposition! Consider this an INTEREST CHECK of sort.

my wish is to gather prompts and ideas related to paraphilias, MUDs, transids, marginalised identities for fellow writers and artists to be inspired by and create for, ultimately expanding our reach within fandoms and online spaces.

(poll ends in one week, February 8th 2025)

If you have any suggestions or inputs, my ask box is open and comments/reblogs are here!

ALL FANDOMS WOULD BE ALLOWED, OC'S IM NOT SURE BUT I'M UP FOR IT

[Reblog > Likes!!!]

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⸺⠀⠀🌈⠀⠀Homemade God ⠀⠀⨟

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀Fylo 𓏴 God/Deity !

ㅤ⏖ Definition :

A FyloID a term for a Trans–God/Trans–Deity being who has fully transitioned to prn's God/Deity identity and considers prnself Cis–God/Deity.

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every time i go on tiktok it's like I'm too woke for the woke social media site help 💔

like instagram I'm a muslim conservative God fearing lil girl but on tt I'm at least an ex muslim boygirl system and on here I'm a radqueer transdid lolishota but yk .

like going on that app is constantly holding myself back from saying 'odd shit' like attraction≠action, lesbian men are valid, pedophiles≠predator and pwNPD/ASPD/BPD/any mental illness other than quirky anxiety and depression deserve to live and shouldn't be killed for their disorder....

am i too woke for believing people are allowed to do what they want as long as they're not directly harming others?!?!

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⸺⠀⠀🌈⠀⠀The Prinzessin Der Verurteilung! ⠀⠀⨟

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀Trans 𓏴 CharFischl !

ㅤ⏖ Definition :

A transcharacter identity for those who feel as though they are / should be Fischl from Genshin Impact !

Already coined? Consider this an alt flag!

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guys if you see me reblog the same post multiple times / days in a row MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS (another alter put it in the queue and then i forgot and put it in the queue again)

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guyhhgghh headcanon post :3

Joel smallishbeans (mainly hc10 / life series, maybe I'll do a version for empires >0<)

art by tiredfoxtf here on tumblr.

flags used : (left) turilesboy, muttial.

(right) transabled, transchronic pain, trishEDS / transbulimia, transplurgenic, transpet / agequeer, transjapanese

logic behind the headcanons? mostly for fun and projection :3

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Just wanted to pop in and say, as someone who's early on in their transplural transitioning journey, seeing your answer in that recent reply/reblog about your system's formation and how much it's progressed is very encouraging. I really appreciate you sharing your experience.

- @vx734

Aaaahhh of course!! I enjoy yapping, and in the process realised how far we've gone. I'm glad we could offer some hope for another transplural out there 🤍

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Pssstststs all my moots are inactive neow so if you wanna,,, perhaps be silly lil moots,, follow me / rb this / dms and (batting my eyelashes) we can b the cutest moots . trust

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for the pick-a-number thingy aaaa I pick 24!! (◍•ᴗ•◍)

24 is Trans-Accent, specifically transBritish and TransJapanese accents:3 we want to have a British accent when speaking English and a Japanese accent when speaking japanese (not sure what prefecture/region yet)

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I need to be even more chronically online wdym my queue is almost empty </3

(and when this posts it will be empty)

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im tired of not being anyone's favouriteeee im tired of nobody ever trying their best wif me and going out of their way for me when I try so hard to accommodate my favourite people I bend myself backwards ttrying to be a better person annd it's so hard when nobody caresss ... im trying im trying guys 💔

im such a jealous person it genuinely eats me alive I hate seeing someone with the things I want. why do you get to be free, why do you get to have the pain i crave, why is your life horrible but mine isn't enough!! I donr know how to deal with this envy and jealousy I've been like this my whole life and i hate it why does everyone get to have the attention they need but im on the sidelines :((

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Species dysphoria so bad right now like what do you mean I'm not a doll possessed by a fauxangel all dressed up in pretty clothes and made to sit longingly at at open window craving for the freedom of the outside world but too fragile for its cruelty. or something.

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you seem cool i wish i had the confidence to make a radq blog

You're very sweet Nonnie!

I was going to share our journey on how this account came to be but... i don't remember! The headmates who 'own'/made this account are Oma and Yuri, and I'm currently unable to reach the headspace to get them. Lol.

i would say do what you want forever nonnie 🤍 it can be very scary & im sorta anxious of anti friends finding us but im willing to lie and / or cut people off if it means being myself. my happiness and fulfilment in myself is keeping this account going haha

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Sometimes I can't handle this crap really

I wanna gauge my eye out with my own fucking hands. take the pain back. this eye feels wrong. it's not mine

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Hi could I ask what being RQ personally means to you? I have no bad intentions in asking to clarify sorry if it comes off that way I'm bad with tone, I'm normally very anti-RQ but I want to hear people's experiences before anything and possibly learn something.

Ty in advance!!

Hi hi hi!! firstly nice to make your acquaintance, hope you have a nice time 🤍 you're going to get a lot of varying answers in your research and even within this post, i contain multitudes (literally) and so does the Rqc.

to me, radqueer is about freedom. it's a freedom of expression and to be whoever i want to be even if that person is not the best version of myself i could be, if i know it to be my happiest. i have always believed in being my authentic self no matter how many people think i'm simply playing pretend or refusing to face reality.

i struggle a lot with atypical dysphoria (a type of dysphoria similar to what pwBIID experience) and every other community has made me feel like shit and less-than for not having bad enough symptoms. maybe it wasn't even intentional but that's typically how i felt, and it grew into a sort of resentment and self-hatred because i was never bad enough, my pain wasn't justified or able to be proved, i didn't need the help.

i have always always wanted to be worse, even before i understood what that meant or what pain really felt like. i was one of those kids who would fantasise about being severely ill and being taken care of, ending up in the hospital, having an eventful and trauma-filled childhood.

but i'm also a paraphile and have been since before i knew what that was, and i know it wasn't caused by trauma. there aren't a lot of places online that are accepting of paras, even with my rather non-existent desire to be in contact with the subject of my para (yes, im keeping it vague intentionally).

in short, the RQ is welcoming and i am at home here. i am who i am, not an small fraction of myself or a filtered, overpurified simplification of my identity. and i wish this life for everyone, to be happy without the fear of being mocked or ridiculed.

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does anyone knowww a bah blog or similar who's reqs are open and they accept layer requests (like, whole new layer in hs plus new alters and such)? I know it's a lotttaaa work but i figured i shuld ask :(

i dunt really know how to build a new layer on my own, mostly why i feel some extra help wuld be cuul

also if you're a polyfrag system (cis or not) who has layers / large inner collectives that function independently, can u tell me what that looks like for u? how is it structured and how did u discover/develop it? my anons are on if ud rather be anonymous >0< help me outttt please