#journal2019

[grimini]

some of my recent diary entries ive not been so active with is recently 

[artchitec]

[iffahnizar]

“My Lord! Grant me sound judgement, and join me with the righteous; and grant me the advocacy of the truth in later generations; place me among those who will inherit the garden of bliss!” [26:85] A sincere doa of our prophet Ibraheem a.s where he asked for all things beyond the worldly life but for what will allow us to recognize the truth and distinguish true from false values so that we will continue to follow the right course..... all the way to the door of the Paradise of delight (Jannatun Naim), the rightly place for the righteous. In planning our year, let’s not just ask for the comfort in this life but make doa with a heart which has true knowledge of God and ask to inherit the comfort in the hereafter, inshaAllah. —— This doa is the design for the journal’s pouch, in hope that we’ll recite the doa every time our eyes laid upon this pouch inshaAllah. #jjj19 #journalingjourneytojannah #journal2019 #planner2019 #islamicplanner #islamic journal #quote #quranquote #ipadpro #adobedraw https://www.instagram.com/p/BpCFZhDlEwL/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1qlj35on3hrff

[avtypos10-blog]

Did you begin planning your 2019? Subtle it is! Book yours now! DM me or @epochcreatives For this amazing corporate colored planner. #love #TFLers #journal2019 #planner2019 #café #amazing #barodaevents #gujarat #hope #instalike #igers #picoftheday #instadaily #instafollow #instagood #plan #journal #system #Baroda #colours #vadodara #newplanner #epochcreatives #planner #2019 #journal #indianartista #happynewyear2019 (at Vadodara, Gujarat, India) https://www.instagram.com/p/BsGA9iohNJa/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=hf2dukuam7zh

[lukaluluka]

F I M Journal 2019 📖 #journal #journal2019 #2019 #memorabilia #recuerdos #memories #lembranças https://www.instagram.com/p/B656jvqjCKy/?igshid=e5yn56cfanok

[ajourneywithmeblog]

Dallas, Fortworth and McKinney 2019 #dallas #fortworth #mckinney #texas #usa #journal2019 #unitedstatesofamerica #travelwithme #ajourneywithme #traveltheglobe #traveltheworld https://www.instagram.com/p/B6r-XmxpW2G/?igshid=uq3jeojqnltg

[notebookedgirl]

• new era• I'm starting my first exam tomorrow wish me luck haha . I will start to do more bujo and drawings next week, finally!!! Or in two weeks at the latest 😊 . I will come back to my previous feed style or maybe try something else, i don't know yet, i will do what comes naturally i guess, but since i'm moving in two weeks i don't know if i will find a white background again but well i'll see 👌😉 . I really miss interacting with this community but i'll be fully back soooon 💜❤️💜❤️ . #bulletjournal #bujo #bujogram #bujocommunity #journal #spread #lyrics #bulletjournal2019 #journal2019 #bujoinspo #artjournal #artgram #bujojunkies #bujolove #bujofrance #bujoblr #studyblr #busy #bujolayout https://www.instagram.com/p/BwSGGKOD38M/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=wzuabokufvo9

[create-ninety]

Wednesday 23rd January, ’19. 1:30pm.

Getting over the pain medication has been harder to manage than the actual pain from the surgery itself. I was expecting it to be a lot worse overall. But actually, the pain has been incredibly minimal and I’m relatively mobile. Yesterday was the first day I’d managed to get out of the house and travel a distance – I went to the White Post Café, supported by a single crutch – and sat and worked non-stop on my poetry book. I’d been feeling nauseous since the surgery and it’s finally almost worn off. But fatigue still lingers, slowing me down, and I’ve been having to have words with myself to just ‘chill’ while my body recovers. Yes, it’s frustrating to have stopped hitting my daily word targets, and it’s disappointing I’ve not had the strength to really push the sales of the notebooks to carry on the momentum I was experiencing… but I know that if I push myself beyond my current physical limitations, I will prolong the recovery process, and ultimately produce below average results. It’s a symptom of that twisted capitalist pursuit of suffering – as in, feeling like you’re failing unless you’re expending every ounce of energy, focus and time on a task that you have in front of you – that I know this comes from. Or maybe it’s just how humans are, I don’t know. Feelings of guilt are certainly present as I tell myself: “you should be trying harder. You’re not earning any money.”

Oh, the fucking money.

When I start to think about it in this way I panic, and start calling myself lazy and weak.

I think the willpower it takes to convince myself that I need to rest and recover is actually more difficult than the act of getting up and doing the thing I’m beating myself up over!

Anyway, I have resolved that in the ‘big picture’, a week is nothing in the scheme of things, and that I am doing myself a service by resting. And I have been more productive than I’ve given myself credit for.

I’m off the anti-depressants. Well – I didn’t take any yesterday, and I haven’t taken any today. I wonder if that’s also contributing to the overwhelming fatigue I’ve had today. I physically couldn’t get out of bed this morning and lay suspended in that dozing state while I listened to lectures by Sean Carrol, various Ted Talks about nutrition, consciousness, political commentaries… I finally managed to heave myself out of bed and stuff a brownie in my face, using the injection of sugar as fuel to get myself to the kitchen and actually make something healthy. And now I’m sitting, ready to start turning the wheel again and move forward.

I am excited. My poetry book is nearly finished. I’m really happy with it. And I’m really happy at the way I’ve decided to publish it. I just need to settle on a title. I’m struggling with that. I have a few that I like but they also have to be able to fit into my foil press machine so I might have to limit my lengthy title ideas to something snappier.

[kazuctdcom]

ENGLISH JOURNAL2019年8月号の特集は「英語コミック大解剖」エリカ・アンギャルが語る美と健康と和食の関係は必聴！青谷優子さんの朗読も聞ける！

☆ブログ記事をリライトしてアップしました☆ #ENGLISHJOURNAL ENGLISH JOURNAL2019年8月号の特集は「英語コミック大解剖」エリカ・アンギャルが語る美と健康と和食の関係は必聴！青谷優子さんの朗読も聞ける！

こんにちは、毎日英語学習をしているKAZUです。

2019年7月6日にENGLISH JOURNAL2019年8月号が発売になりました！

表紙は、アメコミのバットマンです↓

ENGLISH JOURNAL(イングリッシュジャーナル)2019年08月号/アルク posted with カエレバ 楽天市場 Amazon Yahooショッピング

当記事では、ENGLISH JOURNAL2019年8月号（以下、EJ8月号）で学習して印象に残ったことを中心に紹介します。

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[machizo3000]

CD JOURNAL2019年秋号には山崎まどかさんとの「アメリカ学園天国」が掲載。今回取り上げたのは本日公開「エイス・グレード 世界でいちばんクールな私へ」です。中2女子およびかつて中2だった全ての男女に観て欲しいグッチーな快作ですよ。#eighthgrade https://www.instagram.com/p/B2noPR_Dtl_/?igshid=dhp6m3ccr9yd

[iffahnizar]

[Sneak peek] A YEAR OF JOURNALING FOR THE CAUTIOUS SOULS: Journaling Journey to Jannah Decorate your journal with reminder stickers of doa(s), motivational quotes, hadith, quran verses and dzikrs that hopefully would be the sparks for remembrance of our Rabb, inshaAllah. "…Verily, in the remembrance of Allah do hearts find rest." (13:28) Remembrance of Allah is the foundation of all good deeds. When a man complained, "The laws of Islam are too heavy for me, so tell me something that I can easily follow," the Prophet told him, “Let your tongue be always busy with the remembrance of Allah." [HR at-Tirmidhi]. May we be among the Mufarridun (those men and women who frequently celebrate the remembrance of Allah). Amiin ya Rabb. —— Swipe to see some of the stickers that come as a gift with the journal inshaAllah. Journal price: RM35 *NOT including shipping fee - it will be based on the shipping address in the cart. PREORDER NOW until 25th Nov 2018; tinyurl.com/JJJAT with @spreadsalam #stickers #dzikrstickers #spreadsalambuku #iffahlukislukisbuku #journal2019 #journal #planner2019 #islamicplanner #islamicjournal #journalingforthecautioussouls #muslimillustration #ipadpro #adobedraw https://www.instagram.com/p/BpVaCs2lyfm/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=4j1nfpnnlqs8

[avtypos10-blog]

Subtle colors, but a solid week to be planned! Perfect for work place and perfect to be concise and on the go! #love #TFLers #journal2019 #planner2019 #café #amazing #barodaevents #gujarat #hope #instalike #igers #picoftheday #instadaily #instafollow #instagood #plan #journal #system #Baroda #colours #vadodara #newplanner #epochcreatives #planner #2019 #journal #indianartista #happynewyear2019 (at Vadodara, Gujarat, India) https://www.instagram.com/p/BsGdmwyhWnt/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1d92augpqo41

[ajourneywithmeblog]

New York City 2019 #newyorkcity #nyc #newyork #usa #unitedstatesofamerica #journal2019 #traveltheworld #traveltheglobe https://www.instagram.com/p/B6r9OAdpSgD/?igshid=316xuv448bhi

[notebookedgirl]

• broken blueside 02 • This last semester is killing me guys 😭 i work from 8 to midnight every day so i don't have much time for ig and talk to you i'm so sorry i'm that inactive 💔 . I'll be mre back during the second half of the month for sure! . #bulletjournal2019 #journal2019 #bulletjournal #bujo #bujogram #bujocommunity #artjournal #artgram #artjournals #artjournalpage #blueaesthetic #journalcommunity #showmeyourjournal #journalart #bujofrance #bujolove #journaladdict #bulletjournalfr #bujolayout #bujobeauty #bujolovers https://www.instagram.com/p/BvzOkZNjno0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1u2jkmztpe9j3

[create-ninety]

Thursday 17th January, ’19. 9pm.

I think, in a rather twisted way, I was more worried about this foot surgery than the major spinal surgery I had two-and-a-half years ago. The operation on my spine was 100% necessary: if I didn’t have it, I would have lost bladder and bowel function, and would have lost significant nerve function in my left leg. There was no opportunity to question whether it was the right approach – it was completely essential, and I was desperate for it.

But I was naïve. I thought that after the surgery my pain would be over, as I’d been dealing with it for months and months. But waking up from that was a shock. It was a completely different kind of pain, one that I wasn’t prepared for. Every tiny movement, of any part of my body, was excruciating. You can’t move your arms or your legs without some part of your back moving too. They had cut through muscle, drilled through bone, and scraped away the disc material that was compressing my spinal cord.

With this foot one, though, I had plenty of opportunity to read about the procedure. I looked at the information on general anaesthesia in detail. I looked at the complications, the statistics… and got nervous. What if I never woke up!? I think that was my biggest fear. The pain, obviously, but that was inevitable whatever way it went.

There was no need to be so worried. Everyone at the hospital was so kind, articulate, and caring. I felt well looked after. And above all, I had Lucie with me. We snuggled up on the bed and watched farming programmes on the TV while we waited for the team to take me down. She reassured me, and I felt better knowing she was there the whole time.

I’ll admit that when I had to say goodbye to her, I was scared. They wheeled me on the bed down to the lower ground floor and through a winding maze of white, fluorescent corridors. It was bitterly cold and I was shaking. And when they parked me next to the big anaesthetic machine, or whatever it was, all the tubes and the pipes… I couldn’t really remember any of that in detail from the spinal surgery.

But before I knew it, the line in my arm was in – that was relatively painless – and then, for a few wonderful moments, the good drugs kicked in and I felt glad to be where I was (they’re that good.) And then, with an oxygen mask placed over my face, I was out.

It’s a very strange thing, being in that induced sleep. There are no dreams. But you hover somewhere in the ether, somewhere outside of consciousness, on the border of the eternal night, watching it run like a river right past you. At any moment you might get too close to the edge and fall in. And how would you know? You would never know.

I woke up, of course, and was promptly loaded with morphine (another personal favourite drug of mine. Intravenous, of course).

I was desperate to see Lucie. One of the last things I said before I slept and the first thing I said when I woke up, was how much I wanted to see her. It was the most enormous relief to see her sitting there, having been joined by her mum. I lavished Lucie with grateful kisses and wanted her to just climb into bed with me and hold me close.

I felt woozy and light-headed for several hours after that. Lucie and her mum talked and I was happy to lay there, just listening, sipping water and pineapple juice and coffee intermittently. I wolfed down my lunch and even had a walk with a physio, determined to climb the stairs so that they might let me leave.

But my blood pressure was too low so I had to wait just a bit longer for it to go up, or for them to see the pattern that it’s just generally low (it’s generally low).

After a more than two-hour drive, I’m home, in bed with the cats. Lucie is finishing up her tidy of the house as we’ve got friends coming round tomorrow. I’ve had a round of painkillers with dinner; I have a feeling that, while I don’t feel pain right now (just the strangest sensation of having a completely numb foot, which is starting to feel a bit like a vice is slowly clamping around it), I think I’m likely to wake in the night feeling like a herd of elephants have trampled on it. After all, she did cut away bone from the joint.

I’ll do my best to remain optimistic for now, and slip off into a codeine-powered sleep.

[papermachepatch]

Repost from @papermachepatch using @RepostRegramApp - I recently launched my first art journaling course on Udemy and on Skillshare. I am looking for some nice folks to take my course and leave a review. (Preferably a nice one😉)I have 20 Udemy coupons that expire on January 31 , 2019 and 20 free access links on skillshare.com which will also expire on January 31, 2019. You will have to register at the respective site but access to the course will be free. The Udemy link is: https://www.udemy.com/art-journaling-an-introduction/?couponCode=JOURNAL2019 The Skillshare link is: https://skl.sh/2RH3Oco It is on a first come first serve basis so grab your spot today! #artjournal #artjournaling #mixedmedia #mixedmediaart #artworkshop https://www.instagram.com/p/BstZEezjlOP/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=j9tmx6rqawcy