#jk. anyway how is everyone doing
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ficdom winners and losers: playoffs edition
this is very much “nothing to see here” rough and rudimentary ao3 analysis but i wanted to examine whether certain players develop more fandom attention as their teams make deeper runs into the playoffs, and also how/whether deeper runs contribute to a team’s Narratives and rpf potential in general. there are infinitely better ways to examine this but as a super quick overview i looked at top players by character count in the hrpf tag, separated for fics updated during the reg season vs. the playoffs, then calculated the percentage of fics they represented in each period. that is, mtkachuk went from being tagged as a character in 7.56% of 1,667 fics during the reg season to 10.64% of 705 fics in the playoffs, and was the highest “gainer” behind 1386. considering florida’s cinderella run + njd finally cracking the playoffs as a team with an already established hrpf ship, that all tracks numerically.
tknp, 8771, and swaymark suffering the biggest losses also made sense, and finally i ran numbers for eichel, hintz, and barkov because even though they aren’t “top characters” ficwise i wanted to look at leading playoff scorers who had at least like 10 fics to their name. roope saw a decent jump in production, but barkov was the real Narrative Winner as he surpassed his regular season fic total of 11 with 17 fics in only 2 months of postseason hockey—most of which are actual mtkachuk ship fic, so not just background character convenience tagging!
#meant to make this silly little post once the playoffs wrapped up and then got caught up in real life and forgot about it.....#the lesson here is that we have to work harder to surface jrob's cringefail charm#jk. anyway how is everyone doing#hrpf mention /#*m
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tbh i think that even unwinnable fights should be winnable. some of the BEST fights i've ever run as a dm were ones i built kill the players (in a fun way. I had some cutscenes prepped so even the loss would be a different flavour of win)- but then they were clever bastards and managed to either win the fights or pull themselves out of trouble. I think it's perfectly fine to plan for a fight that players aren't supposed to win, but you need to let them. if they can't win, they can't lose, and the meaning of that encounter is diminished. do that too many times, and they stop trusting you to give them roleplay prompts and start expecting to sit there waiting while you drive the story for them.
but if they can win... if there is always the chance to win, no matter how impossible the odds, then they ALWAYS have hope. they always get invested. they feel the big emotions of success or the big emotions of failure, and you fucking Win as a dm/roleplay prompter/lead bastard.
#qsmp neg#qsmp crit#discourse#<- for blacklists#im not grumping or anything im just musing on like. the mechanics of why everyone is so upset about the latest fight#and how it can be avoided while still keeping these fights genuinely difficult and intense#its hard because there's so many players and they all have wildly different strengths and weaknesses#so someone who could take on the code easy needs that enemy scaled differently than someone who isn't a big fighter#but it's hard to do that in a world where they interact w the same enemy#and you only have so much man-power to cater to a big server like this one#and then you bring in the big powerful items that the players can and can't access but which the admins have ultimate power over#and the fact that some of the admins themselves have lag issues or aren't super great at pvp so they accommodate that with better gear#and it starts getting messy#but for the fights themselves yeah regardless of what armour or gear or killing-methods they use there should Always be a win condition#and idk maybe there was one and we just didn't get to see it#but if that win condition is 'parents sit in the safe room with their babies while the others are overrun'#then i think there are ways to build better win conditions#anyway i love game design and player/dm interactions qsmp hire me now i want to know your behind the scenes#jk im too busy to apply#but man. i wanna nerd out so bad that sometimes i think about it
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"if they don’t tell me explicitly that mike was never attracted to el then that means he was"
[removes hands while kissing]
[unresponsive to kiss & "i love you," eyes wide open]
[the sunglasses stay on during kiss, also get off me you're crushing the flowers i carefully placed right in between us]
[no fear]
[one fear]
"idk if they don’t make it clear to me that he doesn’t love el romantically then that means he does"
"they haven't given any indication yet that he doesn't like girls..."
"yeah, mike has definitely shown attraction to girls"
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#this is NOT in opposition to elli's post i rb'd btw it's not obvious it's not supposed to be obvious. but that's the point. if you read#between the lines and pay attention to the subtext then it becomes the only logical conclusion. it's not going to be In Your Face obvious#that's the POOOOOOOOIIIIIIINT#the idea that if it's not explicitly stated outright then it's not there is just. annoying and literally not how this show works ever#a bi m*ke reading recognizes the subtext without acknowledging the fact that the whole liking girls facade is just that. a facade.#and that mike's queerness being invisible and his generally being constantly dismissed and invalidated is a HUGE part of his character#i DO think they'll make it more explicitly clear in s5 but. it IS already there if you look closely enough and don't ignore things#that don't fit into your existing perspective#anyway this post is for marianne who said it was time for gay/bi mlke discourse again#harbinger of the discourse cycle. hi#(jk don’t make discourse out of this im kidding it’s not serious)#(i mean the 'bi m*ke totally makes sense' takes never stop it's just that whenever people refute them everyone cries discourse)#(don't do that)#mikesbasementbeets posts#mike wheeler
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sam walks around everyday at the risk of getting dean jumpscared. pray for him
love how he made the dogshittest coverup in history of mankind and tucked his hair back
#cant believe dean is putting her through hell kys dean#jk sam'd be sad#anyway its crazy sam was going through hoops and mental gymnastics for doing what dean practically wished he'd do for him (s9)#are we all seeing this everyone????#does dean have a mental disorder?? does he just love the attention?? is he playing hard to get??#does he have a hobby of testing how far sam will go for him just to giggle about it to himself later in bed? does he suffer dementia#that bitch doesn't know a single thing with sam past he wants to have him#mine#i need to move on
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is something in the air or is it just me bc im so depressed and sad and disappointed and i keep crying all the time n going through the worst week ever. i need someone to fix me!!!!!!!!!! (by killing me. a gun is preferred but i'd be okay with anything atp)
#em talks#anyway.... so how is everyone doing#HEHE JK.... unless?#i can fix emmy (no really i can)#woah.... maybe i can't....
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I've been looking for this one au where Len basically becomes a mad scientist and turns his friends into robots one by one for a while now, and I'm beginning to realize that I just read through your blog while half asleep a few months back and mixed together my memories of your flower hivemind and composite au
this is very funny to me. i'm absolutely honored this blog's posts were enough to evil-farming-game an entire vocaloid au into your memories 😂
i can give you this doodle; it's composite au but i'm sure it'd fit very well with this theoretical mad scientist len au lololl
#ask#anonymous#this is ALSO funny to me bc of 'mad scientist' and 'flower hivemind au' in the same paragraph. it reminds me of an old scrapped idea#i had about where tf the flowers even came from in the first place but i ended up never doing anything w/ it#i've been thinking abt composite au though uag i want to do more w/ it... rip the unfinished refs and one google doc thing i have#shaking myself like ITS OKAY IF THE STORY KINDA SUCKS AT FIRST!! YOU NEED TO START SOMEWHERE#cus i mean i wouldve never gotten anywhere w/ Certain Things had i not started with the og shitty versions. which were SHIT#but its wild to think ~7 years later i transmogrified them into the things they are now. wack. makes me wonder what will happen#to stuff im making now later down the line if i go and revisit it. SO CONCLUSION YES BITCH GET OVER YOUR FUCKING ANXIETY#i think my other problem is i'd loveee to reveal it slowly with like art pieces comics etc but i dont got time for that 😔😔#CURSE WITH LITERALLY EVERYTHING I MAKE TBH not just fandom shit but original shit too. i need to get over myself#cause i do know respectfully not everyone has the skill/time/desire to pick apart things for symbolism so a clearer explanation#would prob be more accessible. and easier for ME TOO TO HAVE SHIT IN ONE FUCKING PLACE MAN. actually how i've been taking notes lately#sorry these are some longass fucking tags im talking to myself. just went into a new academic year w a lot of stress#so thinking abt my own crazy stories keeps me sane and makes me feel like i have control over at least SOME aspect of my life#anyways circling back mad scientist len sounds incredible lowkey though lmao. its always the stem lens 😔💔✌️#JK?? but i do joke abt composite au len partly going insane bc he's a biochem major essentially so yeah bitch i fucking get it 😭 no wonder
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Ichiban if he were real he wouldn’t have to do ANYTHING people would just throw themselves at him. Game or no game!!!
every week we have this conversation and every week i have to remind you lot he would still fumble every bag given
#snap chats#are you insane ichi wolud do terrible irl how many nerds do you know have girlfriends#lmao jk this is tumblr no one has any friends#he'd be so doomed but wed still love him anyway#LIKE EVERYONE LIKES A NERD NOT MANY WOULD DATE A NERDY GUY DONT LIE TO ME LMAO#theres a lot more to ichi than his geek status but if people cant love him when he's infodumping abot DQ#then they dont deserve him when he's ready to throw a crawfish at fuckasses for you
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this might be the most ambitious perspective ive done and its not even that damn hard. its literally just the foot/leg looking bigger. anyways sequal (AND TRIQUAL) for that little dust thingy i drew because i cannot make content of one mtt member and not the rest. here are my absolutely shitty sketches! theyre actually so bad its literally just a stick figure i dont know how i always turn this into art
and then i have a cute idea for a comic for dream and then a little thingy thingy for nightmare too. jk au RULES i have SO much motivation for drawing. me when i get to draw the cute adorable sweet things my heart ACHES for
#jk fashion au after being my muse#maybe its just because i get to draw girls. maybe its just that#MAYBE. who knows. but what i do know is i absolutely love drawing skirts#the pleats are SO FUN everyone needs to draw a pleated skirt once in their lifetime i swear#maybe ill figure out how to make the skirt spread out more and lay on the sparkle shape#i can totally pull it off trust. with this perspective itll be okay trust#killer looks so damn cocky in that one i love it. yesss girl you are an INFLUENCER 💜#i have to go on ANOTHER like 24 hour long road trip so if i dont end up sleeping the entire way through this is what i'll be working on#oops horror character analysis.... oops dust translation..... youll be finished later im sorry#I HAVE FREE WILL!!!! I CAN POST WHAY I WANT YESN!!!! i dont have to be stuck to canon.....#i say as i immediately go back to posting about canon#anyways jk fashion au is like my little break from reality canon where everything is perfect and life is good#tricule rant
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hate to say it but july kinda sucked
#please let me whine and list all the things that have troubled me this month#first off having to get serious about my master thesis and everything taking so much longer than I want it to (the anxiety. wow)#and mentally preparing to tackle two jobs AND finishing the thesis all at once soon (how......am I gonna do that)#well then ofc my car breaking down and having to spend my last savings on a new one#generally having to spend a shit load of money. all my money. gone within 2 months#wanting to have a big birthday party so badly only for it to get so stressful and Too Much for my introverted perfectionist ass#that I was the first and only one to feel (physically and mentally) sick about four hours in and had to leave my guests on their own#the usual old struggles flaring up again (as in too high expectations towards everything and everyone and myself that leave me disappointed#and on a more irrelevant note lmao: being one of the few people who doesn’t seem to have enjoyed barbenheimer that much?#same for jk’s solo and everything around it it's just not really for me#and thus feeling a little distanced from the fandom and from creating lately...I'll try again this weekend though I'll try#and last but not least my skin is being SO bad again rn that I just want to rip it off my whole body!!!!!!!#yeah! not at all how I wanted july to go! anyways august in a few days let’s move on and hope for the best#SORRY for being negative on here again. there were also nice things. like awi and al and all my other friends.#and birthday gifts and messages. <33
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rises from the dead
#jk#only have one arm out but it is waving around quite obnoxiously#anyways how r u all doing im going to pretend like it hasnt been 7 months since i was last alive on here#i hope everyone is doing well!#i dont keep up with mcyt anymore but i have seen glimpses and i find it quite amusing#its also surprising that ppl r still seeing my old fanart from last year#missed tumblr though my og favorite social media#twas unfortunately deleted in my great iphone storage ran out purge#this is me in cute hats btw i wish i had them irl#my art
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istg one of these days.......
#ya know that post thats like texting lesbians: its throw bowling balls down the stairs day u better be game#one of my fave posts ever in the world#anyway my lesbian flatmate texts like the straight female friend part of that post and i love her but its killing me#its endearing but its so hard not to read it as flirty stoppitttt im already dedicating so much work to repressing this little crush 😭#ALSO THAT POST THATS LIKE FLIRTING W GIRLS WILL HAVE U ADDING :3 TO UR TEXTS literally so true but I dont think she means it like that 😭😭#like she talks to everyone that way I remember when I first met her me + my ex spent ages trying to work out if she was gay#bc we were so sure she had a gay vibe but every text felt like it was pointing the other way..... the vindication when I found out she WAS#anyway my resolve weakens with every 😘 emoji like im already thinking abt it dont give me any more ideas !!!!#its not even embarrassing anymore like how am i supposed to exist near someone like her WITHOUT ever having a gay thought#so im not sorry if she sees this. i take rejection like a champ dont be shy#but genuinely tho i dont think shes interested shes just cute like that. and idw make things weird cuz we're still living together next yr#itd be suchh a pain if i made things awkward right when we need to find a place. and anyway my best case is our 3rd flatmates WORST#i wouldnt do that to him god forbid#buuuut...... nope ok enough of that im going back to bed its almost 1am#this is what HAPPENS when u have insomnia tuning into the crazy radio every night#need to get onto dating apps and find smth new to distract me before this gets out of hand....... buttttt i dont want to >:|#its ok my patience is infinite i like playing the long game. i was into my ex for 2 and a half years before i made any moves#i can wait this one out too either itll happen eventually or itll pass. we're good#ok thats GOODNIGHT from me if u read this far wow ur nosy arent u...... jk ily sleep well everyone#muah all round#.diaries
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remember how jk was vaguely based on lb joker before i just made her an oc
#at what point do i stop tagging this lego batman!joker fanart#to the lore ig#joker [or j.k as he’s known when not up to tomfoolery] exclusively seeks out dumb laws to break#he saw someone being arrested for one of them one day and said to himself#‘thats dumb. im going to break even more of them to show how dumb that is’#she is a librarian during her day hours and manages the kids corner primarily#j.k uses her access to all those records to look into increasingly obscure laws#one being that selling ice cream after 6pm is illegal unless the customer has a doctors note so she runs a late night ice cream stand#this is a legit law somewhere in new jersey so im stealing it for gotham too#me hiding worldbuilding in the tags#harley uses they/them pronouns in this au but i’ll get to them when i make their own little sheet<3#harley jk friendship realness bc this is my universe and everyone is having a goofy and silly time#anyways#the j.k. au#j.k.#harley quinn#dazndoodraws
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#so like. i am genuinely actually a bit worried about transphobia in this country recently#i'm not normally rattled by things and tbh i've assumed for a long time that the average person is not that trans friendly#(to the point where i'm still surprised when friends and colleagues are actively offended on my behalf)#(when i mention an ex-friend misgendered me for three years. i'm like 'wow. so. this WASN'T me over-reacting')#ANYWAY. i can't deny that despite how good everyone i know is#the fact that puberty blockers have just been rolled back. that we've had a particular testosterone brand shortage for years now.#that the teen gic is shutting down. that it is genuinely more acceptable to be transphobic (see jk and their merry band of transphobes).#these have all got me low key worried#recently has been the first time that i've been like. probably not going to be! but. could actually be attacked or harassed#just a little tiny voice that notes it as a possibility#i hope i'm just being overly cautious#but i do wonder what my sister's reaction would be if i were attacked/harassed. i wonder if she would think i had it coming
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hey guys. hey guys. everybody wanna debrief on that episode? cause I want to debrief on that episode.
eddie listing buck as the second person he betrayed by cheating and hesitating before "best friend"
tommy telling buck he can use their anniversary gift on eddie then going haha jk
eddie telling the hot priest that he's straight
hot priest flirting with eddie
eddie saying the lafd doesn't allow "beards" and his facial hair is a disguise
josh asking buck if there's any other boys he's been kissing
them doing a callback to the well
tommy breaking up with buck by telling him he won't be his "last"
buck walking in on and sharing in eddie's moment of pure unfiltered joy
buck walking in on eddie half naked
buck and eddie sitting on eddie's COUCH while he's half naked
them doing a callback to the lightning
anyways. how's everyone doing.
#ITS. OVER#ITS OVER#THEYRE GONNA BE CANON ITS DONE ITS DONNNEEELKAJLSDFJA;SLDFKJASFAK#911 spoilers#evan buckley#eddie diaz#buddie#911 abc#weewoo brainrot
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Once again spinning Wormwood and Wheeler rapidly in my mind. Why am I the only one who cares oh so deeply abt their friendship (they have never interacted in canon)
#rat rambles#look away for a moment whilst I have a moment of vulnerability abt them#thinks abt wormwood getting a genuine laugh out of wheeler for the first time and her (worm) getting so excited and giddy abt it#just a genuine lighthearted moment between them not laced with anxiety or dread#the moment both of them gained smth to live for or whatever anyways Im done being cringe now you can look back now fkdbfjd#jk jk but I do get frustrated not knowing how to word my wormwood wheeler thoughts without sounding like Im just making shit up (I am)#look the context is integral and I do not have the time to explain all of my workwood hcs </3#for wheeler I shall simply direct everyone to her quote page she's so silly (and bitter and miserable and depressed)#I love how much of a downer she is sm go girl give us nothing
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Quick update about where things currently stand regarding my writing:
College has really picked up the last 2 weeks, so i find myself swamped with assignments that leave me very little time to do much else between those and personal responsibilities. When i do have free time, I try to spend it relaxing by playing some of the new games that have come out recently, and other times i try to write where i can.
All this is to say that progress on cyfts is going extremely slowly, and i likely won't be able to participate in millionsummers week like i wanted to :/ i am still making progress on cyfts, but i think thats the only thing i can manage to work on right now because i simply do not have the time to start other projects.
#its honestly disheartened me a little bit#which slows down my writing even more because sometimes i get so frustrated with myself that i just dont want to do it at all#because i have such little time to do anything#i try not to be hard on myself abt it. but. you know.#anyway. im sorry to everyone looking forward to the next chapter but its going to take me a long while to finish it i think#i wish that wasnt the case but i severely underestimated just how much work one of my professors was going to give me#we had to cover 4 chapters in like. three days. and do assignments that took 2 hours to complete for each one#and then a quiz and homework on top of that#and then an exam :) im going 2 kms i think. i mean jk obvi but oh my god i just want time 2 myself is that so much to ask.
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