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Jimin changed his profile picture to Jin 🥺
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Okay so Mr. King of plot twists here was announcing the release of the full version of Super Tuna but when I tell you I'd marry the man who celebrates my birthday like Seokjin celebrates Jimin's birthday
Since I missed what happened so far, someone please tell me why our man is celebrating his man's birthday in advance??
#remember when he gave two months of salary last year in a maplestory mushroom pouch to jimin#tell me how that doesn't scream husband coded to you#also the fact that Jimin STILL has their selfie as his weverse profile picture#if there was an award for the best military spouse jinmin would win those consecutively#plus I don't think I didn't hear Seokjin saying he and Jimin called each other every week#bts#jinmin nation rise#jinmin#super tuna
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Ungodly Hour (Jimin)
I think you deserve a treat.” @seokjinkismet @bloodline1632 @babycandy111 @investedreader
Word Count: 7.081
Warning: dirty talk, sexting, cursing, jimin being in denial, hatefucking, slight enemies to friends to lovers??, kissing, semi-public sex, masturbation (f), oral sex, finger sucking, unprotected sex, voyeurism/exhibitionism, face-slapping,
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“So,” Jungkook begins, lightly tapping his foot against the floor. “you pay for Onlyfans...”
“Shut,” Jimin’s teeth grits. “the fuck up.”
Jungkook roars with laughter, his head pushed back to let it out. Like clockwork, Taehyung begins to laugh which causes Hoseok, too, as well.
Jimin’s ears are red, just as his neck, with embarrassment.
This wasn’t the norm - he wasn’t the butt of jokes. Jungkook was and always has been. He doesn’t know how to handle the embarrassment. He does understand that he hates you with every fiber of his being.
Maybe hate was a strong word. Jimin didn’t hate you - you were, however, a rival of his.
You and your constant smart remarks underneath his tweets.
You always go against him in debates while in classes with such a condescending tone that has his hands clenching.
The way you post suggestive pictures on your twitter pages that doesn’t show everything, but just enough to have his mind wandering for more.
The way you tempt him with the link to your Onlyfans pinned on your profile that even he - someone who loathes you - has to check and see just how much of a mess you were.
The way that you weren’t a mess in the slightest and all of the free pictures you show only forces him to subscribe to you to see more; not because he thought you were attractive - just because he was a naturally nosy individual.
“I hate her.” Jimin says what he’s thinking aloud. “Because of that bitch, now I’m Jungkook.”
“A simp?” Taehyung questions with a raise of his eyebrow.
“You’re going to start barking next?” ask Hoseok.
“Okay,” Jungkook raises his hands in confusion. “why are we reverting the bullying back to me?”
Jimin rolls his eyes. “I’m doing no such thing.” he hisses. “Okay, fine. I may have subscribed. I was bored.”
Hoseok snorts.
“So bored that you became her top earner in the last few months?” Jungkook was having entirely too much fun with this. Finally, he wouldn’t be the one laughed at. Sure, Jimin and you weren’t dating and probably never would - but no longer was he the only “simp” in the friend group.
“She’s lying!” Jimin scoffs - even if you weren’t. There were certain videos that in order to be unlocked, he had to pay for them. And how could he not when you made them entirely too enticing for him, showing only a few seconds of clips that would draw him in.
“The screenshots she posted aren’t lies.” Jungkook purses his lips to hide the smirk.
Jimin is silent for a moment, his hands tapping rhythmically onto his thigh. He snatches his phone from the side of the couch to see if what Jungkook was saying is true - and low and behold it was.
“That fucking bitch.” Jimin swallows, not believing that his life was going downhill. Everyone would see him as some sort of simp freak like Jungkook, but worse!
“I think you’ve met your match, hyung.” Jungkook roars with laughter again.
“Why did you provoke her if she had all this dirt on you?” Hoseok shakes his head.
“I didn’t think she’d know it was me!” Jimin throws his phone to the side. “Shouldn’t things like that be confidential?!”
Maybe it was dumb - he had signed up with his actual account. However, he figured that you wouldn’t be able to see that. That only meant you could see everything he sent you - the gifts from your wishlist were probably the worse ones.
Jimin was feeling sick.
“It was confidential. Until you provoked her.”
Jimin licks his lips and rolls his eyes.
“You know this is normal, right? I mean…” Hoseok shrugs his shoulders. “You’re attracted-”
Jimin scoffs loudly. “As if.”
“Jimin,” Taehyung shakes his head. “We’ve seen how much you spent on her. Literally.” he begins to chuckle. “And that’s okay.”
“Yeah, it is!” Jungkook nods his head encouragingly.
Jimin swallows. No, it wasn’t okay. If Jungkook was agreeing with him about something then that only meant that he was slowly becoming like the younger boy. Soon it’ll be Jimin obsessing over what you’re doing, and how much he wants to see you and-
Jimin gags.
Honestly fuck you and everything you stand for.
And even if that’s what Jimin stood by, even now as he lays in his bed staring up at the ceiling. His mind wanders to you, as disgusted as he was at the fact.
Jimin snatches his phone from his nightstand and he’s determined.
Fuck you for embarrassing him, truly. He was going to unsubscribe from you and then you wouldn’t have anything. It serves you right for attempting to humble him.
Jimin opens his phone with every attempt to unsubscribe from your Onlyfans and save him the embarrassment until a message pops onto his phone from a number he doesn’t recognize.
Curiosity gets the best of him and Jimin clicks the message. His eyes widen and it doesn’t take long for him to feel the erection through his pajama pants.
It was you. How you got his number, he’s unsure. Yet, you seem to have gotten closer to Jungkook’s girlfriend - someone else who irks his soul - and just maybe you’ve gotten it from her.
You had sent him a picture.
Of course, it wasn’t just any picture. It couldn’t be just any picture that would allow his cock to grow hard in seconds and his palms to grow sweaty.
It was a picture of you in the very same lingerie you had in your wishlist - the very same one he bought for you.
By now, Jimin knows your body. He’s become more than acquainted with the shape of your hips along with the plumpness of your breast; even the softness of your smooth skin. It’s pathetic, truly, and he’s grown ashamed of himself.
It’s a lilac color that he knew would look amazing against your skin - and it does. It’s a lacy fabric so he could just see how erect your nipples were and how it clung to the shape of your body.
Jimin is unaware how long he’s staring at the picture until you send him another message.
‘I think you deserve a treat.’
Jimin swallows thickly, finding that his throat is dry and he is in serious need of some water. He coats his lips with his tongue, his eyes trained onto the picture, contemplating if he should respond to you or not.
You were the reason for every irritation currently in his life - exposing him as some sort of horny loser that dotted on your every command. As if he was a sort of dog that humps your leg needily!
But…this picture.
Jimin would be lying if he said the picture of you didn’t cause his already sweaty palm to grip his cock entirely through his pajama pants, mind racing if he should allow you to consume him once more. He was on a mission to humble you the best way he knew how - by unsubscribing. But here you were, as if knowing his plans, sending him pictures that would surely cause him to become distracted.
Jimin is startled when his phone begins to sound loudly, your number on his caller id, as if taunting him even further. Jimin doesn’t answer it instantly, not wanting you to know just how stuck on his phone you had him.
“What do you want?”
Jimin can hear his heart pounding in his chest as he awaits your response. He attempts to sound annoyed with you and he ponders if you know that it’s all an act.
“Jimin…”
Jimin feels the hair on his arms stiffen and rise, as if a cold breeze just runs through his body entirely. The way you say his name, so sickly sweet and yet, a hint of something sinister underneath.
“Are you upset with me, Jimin?”
Jimin swallows, his hand squeezing his phone tighter in his hand. You rarely say his name to begin with so to hear it come directly from your sweet lips causes something to go through him. Maybe it’s because Jimin knows just how sweet your voice is - how lust-filled the moans you release through them.
But, Jimin understands that you cannot know just how much he is affected by you. He won’t allow you to have the upper hand. You won the battle, sure, by embarrassing him. However, the war was his to accomplish.
“I am.” Jimin grunts. “You’re a bitch.”
Jimin hears you laugh behind the phone and his heart jolts in excitement.
“We both knew that.” you say coolly. “Isn’t that what excites you?”
Jimin scoffs.
“Don’t act all high and mighty, Jimin.” you respond. “You watch me fuck myself faithfully. That has to excite you somehow.”
Jimin’s eyes widen a bit, mentally cursing himself for allowing you to gain the upper hand.
“Not anymore.”
“Ah, so you’re that upset, huh?”
You don’t seem bothered by Jimin stating that he’s going to unsubscribe to your godforsaken onlyfans and inside, he’s seething.
“So upset that you vowed to stop jerking off to me?”
Jimin scoffs. The nerve of you!
“You’re going to lie and say I didn’t give you the best nut of your life behind a screen?” you begin to laugh, a melodic tune that infuriates him to no end. “You’re embarrassed to know that Jungkook isn’t the only one simping.”
“Like I’d ever truly simp for you!” Jimin snaps, nearly barking right into the phone. “A whore like you should be thankful that I would even give you my money. I saw you as nothing but a charity case.”
You’re silent on the other end, eerily so. Jimin takes a few moments to collect himself, contemplating that maybe his ego got the best of him for a moment. He licks his lips, his mind pondering if he should…apologize. He wants to gag.
“You must live alone with all that hollering you’re doing over the phone.”
Your tone is as nonchalant as ever and deep down, Jimin is glad that he hadn’t taken it too far to truly upset you.
“And here I was calling you to make sure I didn’t bruise your ego too much.” you tsk. “Looks like I did.”
You begin to giggle again. Your attitude strikes a nerve through him that only you ever hit. The flashbacks running through his mind of all the times you and he went at it - debates, during class presentations, under tweets and even now. You got off on irritating him just the same as he got off from you.
“I wanted to make it up to you.”
Jimin furrows a brow at that statement.
“Make it up to me how? Beg me not to unsubscribe?”
Jimin hears you snicker from behind the phone. “No. You can unsubscribe right now.” you say, yet again with little care that it strikes yet another nerve through him. “But, we both know if you wanted to, you would have already.”
Jimin hates how right you are. He doesn’t want to stop the endless amount of pictures and videos you share, especially the exclusive ones that have to be bought. Money isn’t an issue for Jimin and he found that he’s spent an insane amount on you already - no wonder you’re such a bitch. How could you take him seriously if he wasn’t even taking himself seriously now.
Jimin groans.
“How are you planning on making it up to me?” Jimin questions. “Publicly apologizing to me and admitting you’re inferior to me-”
“By allowing you to fuck me raw.” you interrupt him entirely, causing Jimin to choke on his own speech. Once more, the phone tightens in his grasp and his breathing hitches. “Of course, you’ll need to share your STD results and I’ll share mine-”
“What the fuck are you getting at?” Jimin hisses, his heart pounding. Surely you were attempting to embarrass him by seeing how fast he’d react to your insane comments.
“Are you saying you don’t want to fuck me?” you hum. “After all the times you’ve watched my videos? Sent me gifts? Or was I just a charity case?”
Jimin takes a deep breath. Okay, sure. Maybe he shouldn’t have said that - but he was upset at the moment. He has never met anyone where he felt as though he’s met his match. Him, Park Jimin, felt like you, Y/L Y/N, matched his energy so perfectly that he doesn’t know how to handle it.
“You don’t have to do this because you feel like you have to.” Jimin murmurs, unclenching his phone slightly. It’s an act of kindness he’s supposed he can spare towards you.
“I know.”
For a moment, the both of you are silent. He waits in anticipation for you to speak further.
“I’ll text you my results and you do the same.”
Jimin feels it once more, the jump in his stomach. He never truly thought either of you would get to this point, nor does he understand how it even got here.
“You actually want to do this?”
“It was bound to happen.”
Jimin knits his brows at that. Was it?
Once Jimin joined your onlyfans and witnesses just how, dare he say, enticing you were, he was ashamed to say that he was captivated.
Possibly that was why he had to antagonize you during classes; an act you returned without an issue.
One too many times did Jimin and you go at it during classes, far too enthralled in debating one another, did his mind wander to something darker. Bending you over and forcing you to shut up like he wanted you to was one way.
Taking a deep breath, Jimin licks his lips. “Just for one night…” you begin, a tone that catches Jimin’s ear, causing it to twitch. “...I’ll do as you say.”
“What makes someone worthy of leading?”
Class is nearly over, yet Jimin and you never halted your debate. Overtime, it became practical that even the professor enjoyed listening in on.
“The true question is, why would someone want to lead anything?” you ask with a tilt of your head. You wore a skirt today, Jimin notes, and your legs are smooth and shiny beneath the classroom's bright lights. “I believe it is because they’re narcissistic.”
“Narcissistic?” Jimin scoffs with a roll of his eyes. He catches the way you begin to coat your lips with a shimmery gloss.
“Yes, Jimin. Is that a big word for you?” you blink his way.
A few snicker sounds throughout the class and Jimin could only give you a short grin. Later, he was going to have you shut the fuck up like he truly wanted you to.
“Money. Power. Respect.” you hold up your fingers as you list off your point. “It all leads down to greed and narcissism.”
“So…regular humans?” Jimin furrows a brow. “Please name me someone that doesn’t require anything you listed off.”
You lean back against your chair, arms crossed.
The past week, Jimin and you continued to talk over the phone. It wasn’t always sexual, and oftentimes it would be about school. The time clock was ticking down to the time you and him would be together - the weekend was what he suggested. Still, the show must go on; even if you were determined to fuck his brains out.
“Beyond popular belief, Jimin,” you begin, your eyes shining with mischief. You know what saying his name does to him and there was nothing a little teasing would harm. “there’s people out there that aren’t fueled by greed.”
“Maybe so.” Jimin shrugs. “Still, whoever the hell those people are possibly think they’re the best, right? They believe they’re the best type of people to do the job? Is that not narcissistic?”
“Those people could want it more than others do.” you respond with a shrug.
An alarm sounds - placed by the professor that indicates when classes are over.
Taehyung watches from his seat as Jimin and you continue to stare at one another, hard gazes that are full of lust that he wants to scoff. He believes that the both of you need to fuck it out - immediately.
You gather your things, being the first to take your eyes away.
Jimin watches the way your hips sways as you saunter away, your legs appearing longer than usual. Taehyung notices the dark look in his eyes - more than lust, yet not pure hatred.
“You, my good sir,” Taehyung slams a hand on his friend's shoulder. “want to fuck her so bad.” he says with a loud cackle. “The sexual tension is high as hell. You got the rest of us horny and-”
“Shut the fuck up, please.” Jimin snaps, shrugging off Taehyung’s hand. Usually he wasn’t this snappy with him of all people and truly, Taehyung doesn’t take it to offense. “I hate her.”
“Sure.” Taehyung smirks, his eyes following Jimin’s gaze right in time for you to turn your head to look their way; directly at Jimin. “I’m positive she hates you, too.”
“Fucking bitch.” Jimin murmurs, gathering his own belongings. He continues to murmur beneath his breath, storming out of the classroom and going the opposite way of Taehyung.
Jimin’s eyes catch you almost instantly in the sea of scattering students. Once more, almost as if you can sense his hard eyes on you, you turn your head to look at him. You flash him a low smirk that only begins to irritate him more.
You enjoyed irking him, Jimin’s sure. You don’t stop walking, turning down hallways that no one but Jimin steps into until you step into a classroom, closing the door right behind you.
You’re seated on a desk when Jimin slams the door open, uncaring that it slams against the wall.
You snicker. “Jimin.” you say, tilting your head. “You following me?”
Jimin steps inside, shoulders relaxing a bit. You scan his appearance for the first time. Simpler than he usually wears, only dark jeans with rips at the knees with a similar dark shirt. It resembles the way Jungkook would usually wear, you note.
“You’re a bitch.”
You aren’t taken aback by Jimin’s words. It causes you to laugh, highly amused by his statement.
“I know. That’s what you like about me, huh?” you bat your eyelashes as Jimin proceeds to close the door behind him. “You look so tense, Jimin, what’s-”
“You love embarrassing me.” Jimin interrupts, taking a long stride towards you. “It must make your pussy wet when you talk shit to me.”
You remain silent, yet your smile never falters.
“You told me, Y/N, that for one night,” Jimin is in front of you, your legs lightly swinging. “you were going to shut the fuck up.”
“For one night, I’ll do as you say.” you repeat your words from a few days prior. Your hand reaches out to touch Jimin’s chest. It’s broad, only slightly surprising you. “Is what I said.”
“And yet, you haven’t done anything.”
“You haven’t told me to do anything.” your responses come immediately after he speaks, just as quick witted as he is.
“Hm.” Jimin glances around the classroom. It doesn’t look like any professor inhabits this room. The lights are flickering slightly and the surrounding tables have slight dust on them. “Pick your poison.”
You lick your lips. Your hand remains on his chest, this time clenching onto his shirt.
“You’re the one that’s supposed to be in charge.” you murmur. “I’ll do whatever you say.”
Jimin blinks towards you. You’re serious, he notes.
“I need to know what not to do.” Your hand unclenches his shirt to slightly trail down his chest towards his abs.
“I’ll let you know when we get there, yeah?” you say, eyes remaining on him almost innocently. If only he didn’t know just how lack of innocence you truly contained.
Jimin hums, tilting his head a bit.
It would be a lie to say Park Jimin wasn’t attractive - which is why you never did. However, you weren’t going to be a part of the women who adored him. He already had a large ego and enough sass.
Possibly this was one of the reasons why you decided to go against him in anything he did.
“Kiss me.”
Jimin’s lips are plump - you always thought so. Though now, you would have never thought he would demand you to do so. Kissing felt slightly more intimate than just a casual hookup, but you didn’t mind.
You scoot yourself closer to the edge of the desk towards Jimin, lifting your head a bit. Your trailing hand is quick to grasp the back of Jimin’s neck and force him down towards your waiting lips.
Dare Jimin says the kiss causes a spark, shooting electricity through his veins that causes him to groan against your lips. He deepens the kiss, your sweet lips coating his own with the shimmery gloss, but he doesn’t mind in the slightest.
You break the kiss to sink your teeth on Jimin’s bottom lip playfully. “You get a pass to do whatever you want to me and all you want to do is kiss?” you tease.
“I like you better when you’re quiet.” Jimin pecks your lips again. “But a bitch like you never knows when to shut up.” And yes, it was what Jimin liked about you.
“Degradation kink. Noted.” you nod your head, earning a soft chuckle from Jimin, a break of character. “I’ll be your bitch for tonight. Then…” it was your turn to press a kiss against his lips. “...it’ll be my turn.”
Jimin feels an excited jump in his stomach.
“My bitch?”Jimin isn’t sure why he likes the sound of that. Maybe because now he could do what he always wanted to you and you’d do as he said; finally. You wouldn’t go against him like you did during classes or embarrass him in front of others.
“Touch yourself.”
You’re taken aback by Jimin’s request. He proceeds to take a few steps back, sitting against a table with crossed arms.
“Get naked and touch yourself. Like you do on your onlyfans.”
Your body engulfs in warmth. You were by no means embarrassed by the fact that you had an onlyfans; most people who knew you knew that you did. If they were bothered by it, you didn’t care.
Yet, it was different recording yourself in the comfort of your own home and uploading it. You never really know how many people are watching you as you didn’t want to think about the amount of eyes; yet even now as Jimin was only one person, it’s a request you weren’t familiar with.
“Don’t act shy now, Y/N.” Jimin’s plump lips form into a smirk. He notices the look upon your face, shocked and confused. “I watched you fuck yourself all the time.”
It’s just the two of you here. There was no hiding - initially, Jimin thought him being subscribed to you would be confidential. Now realizing that it’s not, he finds it…hot. In a way.
You swallow the lump in your throat, biting back a snarky remark.
You were his bitch tonight, you tell yourself. It’s all a game that you initiated, you can’t back down now.
You lift your shirt over your head, Jimin’s dark eyes watching the way you discard it. Your breasts are guarded by the lacy, white bra you wore.
Next was your skirt. You drop yourself from the desk to remove the jean skirt from your frame, revealing the matching lacy panties. Jimin begins to think you planned this further ahead than he thought.
You kick off your shoes, furrowing a brow at Jimin.
“Touch yourself.” Jimin repeats, a jolt in his own pants at the half-naked sight of you. His mouth salivates at witnessing your body - that he’s seen thousands of times before behind his screen - right in front of him. “The old fashion way. You don’t have any of your toys, baby.”
The pet-name was new. You were only ever used to the insults he hurled at you (that you gladly returned) yet it would be false if you said you didn’t enjoy it.
“Can you help me?” you ask Jimin, batting your eyelashes. You just couldn’t help yourself in returning his playful manner. “Take off my bra…?”
“Come.”
Your skin is soft, Jimin thinks. His hand ghosts behind your back, longing to touch you just as much as you want him to. His fingers unclasp your bra prior to him trailing up your spine to your shoulders. He lightly pushes away the straps from them so you can allow it to fall to the ground.
“Thank you.” you murmur, your fingers digging into your panties as slowly, you begin to remove them, bending right in front of him as you do so.
Jimin swallows, his eyes fixed on you. His palms long to touch every inch of your body, but he remains stoic, understanding what you’re doing. It kills you to be the submissive one now, as you are a headstrong person.
“You’re very beautiful, Y/N.”
Jimin notices you stiffen again, the same shyness overwhelming you once more.
“Why are you continuing to act shy?” Jimin finally touches you, his hand reaches out to place itself onto your waist. “It’s just me.” he says, as if this is something you two did all the time. As if you and he hadn’t gone at each other's head since the beginning of the semester, seemingly hating one another.
You feel Jimin’s hand begin to lightly drag itself up your body.
“Is this not what you want?”
“I do.” you respond instantly, the familiar heat rushing throughout your body by how quick you answered.
“Then do as I say. You said so yourself, right? Tonight you’ll be my bitch.” Jimin chuckles lightly, because that only meant next time he would be in your position. “And I want to watch you touch yourself, okay?”
You bite the inside of your lips as Jimin’s right hand ghosts past your breast. Slowly, you turn around to face him.
“Okay.” you nod your head. It’s funny to think that Jimin is coaching you in a way. You, the same girl who does this behind a screen every other day.
You had to remind yourself just who the hell you were - Y/N. You never allowed Jimin to get to you before, why start now?
You seat yourself atop of the desk once more, fully naked like Jimin intended and your legs part slightly.
Jimin licks his lips. Having seen your pussy many times you’d think it wouldn’t cause him to react this way; mouth salivating and cock throbbing in his pants. Atlas, he was just a man, after all.
You were about to place your hand right onto your clit when Jimin stopped you.
“You don’t have any toys with you.” Jimin reminds you. “You sure you’re wet enough?”
You were, Jimin thinks, truly wet enough. He can see you from here, yet he has to revel in this moment that you weren’t going to fight him.
Jimin begins to step forward, your eyes watching him closely.
“Give me your hand.” Jimin murmurs, his voice suddenly deeper - the deepest you’ve ever heard.
You swallow, eyes slightly widening at the sound (and how it causes a tingle in your core). You do as you say, lifting your hand that Jimin takes. He places three fingers into his mouth, your index, middle and ring, and fully coats them with his tongue.
You haven’t had anyone do this before and you’re left shocked - and more than a little aroused. He takes them from his mouth and furrows a brow at you.
“Begin.” Jimin says, and nothing more.
Nor does the man step away from you. Jimin is just as close, now fully intended on watching you from where he stands.
Jimin was getting off on this. The slight nervousness in your body language, the bewildered look on your face and the warmth of your embarrassed skin; it’s a sight he never gets to see while bickering with you in classes. It’s a vulnerable sight, indeed, one he wishes he can see more often.
Licking your lips, you nod your head softly. Your eyes remain on his, reaching between your legs to do exactly what he told you to. You’re already wet thanks to Jimin, a thought you never would have assumed to be possible.
Your wet fingers twirl onto the sensitive clit, a soft moan passing your lips. Slightly, your back arches and draws you closer to Jimin, who still doesn’t step away as his eyes watch you.
You’re unable to hold Jimin’s intense gaze any longer and your eyes begin to flutter close.
Your free hand reaches upwards to grip your breast, hardened nipple brushed against your soft palm.
Jimin itches to touch you - feel your skin against the palm of his own hands. His mouth salivates hungrily to taste your skin; suckle onto your breast that bounces teasingly as you touch yourself. He wants to dive right between your legs and ravish on your pussy until you’re cumming against his tongue.
Jimin groans at the disgusting thoughts of you. It’s evident that the sexual desire was there before; for quite too long for his liking. Him watching your damn near daily didn’t help, either.
“Feels good?” Jimin murmurs, the same damn deep tone in his voice that arouses you further. “Speak when I’m talking to you.”
“Yes!” you whimper out, nodding your head rapidly. “Feels…so good.”
“You speak dirtier than that, baby.” Jimin chuckles, shaking his head. Without warning - his body speaks before his mind can - Jimin grasps your jaw, forcing you to look at him. “Talk to me like you do during your videos.”
You were a whore when you were in the comfort of your room. You spoke to your “viewers” as if you were right there with them, giving them what they wanted. A dirty whore who was willing and waiting; all a fantasy of course. A fantasy that sells.
“I wish it was your fingers touching me.”
Jimin grunts, his fingers tightening around your jaw. Your eyes are as cloudy as his now.
“I think about you touching me…all the time…” you disclosed with struggle as Jimin makes no attempt to let you go. “Especially when we’re in class.”
Jimin quirks a brow. “Yeah?” he responds smugly.
“Y-Yeah…” your fingers go lower towards your clenching hole. “I-I think about you bending me over all the time. Right in front of everyone.”
Jimin is first to look away from you, cursing to himself at how slutty you were. He couldn’t allow you to take control of the situation, but damn was it hard. He wouldn’t consider himself a dominant person at all times. He had no problem with being teased - but that wasn’t what had to be done now.
“I think about you fucking me stupid.” you continue, your fingertips inching closer to your hole. “Fucking me until i’m begging you to stop. To take it easy on me.”
Fuck - Fuck - Fuck.
Jimin’s cock throbs.
“But I know you won’t…you never do.” you whimper, your fingers plunging inside of your wet entrance. “And deep down, we both know I don’t want you to. I’ll continue to be a little bitch to you because I know you’ll just fuck me into submission.”
Jimin releases your jaw only to slap you.
You’re caught off guard, sure, but you enjoyed the slap far too much.
“That’s why you fight me so much?” Jimin hisses. “A bitch like you can never just admit she wants to be fucked head-on?”
You lick your lips, remaining silent. You plunge your fingers deeper inside of you greedily, free hand now tugging on your hardened nipple.
“I should open the door and have everyone hear just how good I fuck you, huh?” Jimin growls, again slapping his hand against your face just to keep it there. The stinging feels good - especially at a time like this.
You whimper once more, nodding your head at the insane statement.
Jimin chuckles. “So fucked out that you’ll agree to anything.”
Jimin leans down to you to connect his lips, forcing your mouth open with his tongue. Kissing you isn’t something he’d ever thought he’d enjoy doing - he hated you. But, this was hot. You were hot and now more than anything, Jimin wanted every inch of you that you were willing to give.
“You can fuck me right now.” you say, breathing hitched when he releases your mouth. “And I’ll be submissive. I’ll let you do whatever you want.”
Your fingers weren’t enough. No, you needed Jimin’s cock in you. You needed to be fucked by him to release all the tension you and he held for years.
“You can cum wherever you want.” you whisper, breath tickling his skin. “On my ass…breast…face…” your teeth clamp down on Jimin’s bottom lip. “...or inside me.”
Jimin shakes his head. You were a deadly person.
“Feel it…” you insist. “...I’m wet just for you.
“You fucking bitch.” Jimin curses, his hands reaching down to do just that. You’re so wet that he has no choice but to hate you further - how could he not want to shove his tongue in your core? How is he expected to not fuck you in the room?
“...So wet now. You want my cock this bad?”
Jimin’s fingers twirls on your clit, the warm skin gushing juices onto him.
“You know I do.” you whine. You were genuinely begging now; this wasn’t an act anymore. “I thought you said you were going to make me your bitch tonight?”
“We have all night.” Jimin responds boldly, leaning away a bit to look at you.You were intended to come to his place - this was a silent invitation that you still could.
“Then fuck me now.” you say, head falling back a bit when Jimin’s fingers twirl onto your sensitive clit. “...f-fuck…then…you can fuck me again all night. Until you’re done with m…m-me.”
Jimin growls once more, swallowing thickly. This was too tempting. The chance to fuck you into submission the entire night is tempting - take years of anger he had with you out on one night sounded amazing.
“You bitch.” Jimin hisses, forcing his hands from your clit to tug at his jeans. He pulls them down, his bulge pulsing to be touched. “I’ll cum all over your skin tonight, huh? Show you just how much of a fucking whore you are for me.”
Licking your lips, you eye the bulge as he kicks his jeans lower around his knees. His dirty words are highly intoxicating and you find yourself wanting to be submissive for the man; just for one night, of course.
“I’ll cum inside you now,” Jimin groans, fingers digging into the bang of his boxers to push it down and allowing his cock to spring out. “and you’ll walk around with my cum in you all the way until tonight.”
You had to be at work later, you think, but right now it felt tempting. The way the mind works while under such desire and temptation is truly amazing.
“Okay.” you nod your head, pussy clenching around absolutely nothing and wishing it was Jimin’s cock.
Jimin’s cock was truly pretty, the tip flushed pink and angrily oozing pre-cum. You hate how it captivates you instantly, veins pulsing and it twitching for attention.
Fuck you hated him even more now and the feeling was mutual.
Jimin grasps the length of his cock and inches closer to you, slapping the tip against your clit. You yelp when he begins to softly stroke it between your folds.
“I hate you.” Jimin groans, clouded eyes focusing on how well your pussy is coating the tip. “You have such a pretty pussy…fuck I hate you.” he groans with a shake of his head. It’s even prettier in person
You want to respond with the same statement. It wasn’t fair that Jimin’s cock was so pretty along with an attractive face, but you don’t have time to speak as he’s entering you.
Jimin groans, closing his eyes for a moment. So wet and tights; walls so warm wrapping around him greatly. He hated you with every fiber in him. A bitch like you shouldn’t have a pussy like this.
Your nails dig into his dark shirt, forcing him closer - cock deepening inside of you. Your thighs quiver, mouth agape as you release a sharp moan from it. “...f-fuck…” you stutter.
Jimin connects your lips to his, releasing his cock just to plunge it right back inside of you. His left wraps itself around your waist while his right hand forces your thighs apart to keep you in place.
Jimin quickened his pace, tip scraping against your walls greedily, and you allowed it. He disconnects your lips to let out a hushed moan, forehead pressed against your own. He wants to be quiet, sure, but that meant he couldn’t fuck you the way he needed to and that wasn’t an option now.
“Shit…” Jimin grunts, nails digging into your thighs. “...fuck you feel so good. You’re such a bitch, Y/N, you don’t deserve to have a pussy this good.”
“Fuck you.” you hiss, clenching around his cock as he pounds it inside of you. It causes Jimin to gasp. You wrap both of your arms around his neck.
Jimin does, thrusts increasing as if to punish you. He lifts his head from touching your forehead to look right at your fucked out expression.
“Milking my cock like a whore. If this is what you wanted the entire time that’s all you had to say” Jimin grumbles, the room erupting in wet skin slapping against one another. He sure hopes no one comes down this hallway.
“You been wanting to fuck me, too.” you retort, head falling back to moan. He fucks you so deeply that your clit rubs against his pelvis each time - and each time did you whimper a little louder. “You’re the one fucking me like you love me.”
Jimin groans, now wrapping his right hand around your waist to keep you still as he continues to pound inside of you.
“I hate you.” Jimin spits, venom laced in his voice.
“I hate you, too.” you repeat, still pulling him closer while you continue to milk his cock. “I still want your cum in me.”
From the outside looking in - if people didn’t know you and Jimin were sworn enemies since the beginning of the school year - it did appear as if he felt some sort of compassion towards you. The way he refuses to let you go as he pounds inside of you, the way your arms wrap firmly around his neck. The little pecks of kisses here and there where you two would groan into one another’s mouth. The short breathy questions of “do you like it, baby?” Jimin would ask and the little, “yes, so much” you would respond with.
It truly didn’t appear like two enemies who hated the other’s soul would fuck so passionately. Yet, this sexual tension was years in the making. Jimin wouldn’t admit that he found you attractive prior to him subscribing to you just like you wouldn’t either.
“Play with yourself while I fuck you.” says Jimin, lips against yours. “Cum all over my cock like I know you’ve been desperate to do.”
“You never get tired of watching me play with myself.” you joke, but you didn’t protest the matter. You unhook your arms from Jimin’s neck and he allowed you to lay back a bit so you could.
“Isn’t that what I pay you monthly for?” Jimin retorts smugly, his eyes watching as you place your fingers back onto your already sensitive clit. “Those gifts you get aren’t cheap.”
You know, you think. The lingerie set is the finest quality you’ve ever received - you wouldn’t tell him that, however.
“I know…” you sigh out, fingers twirling rapidly onto your clit. “Thank you.”
Knitting his brows, Jimin scoffs. That’s the first time he’s heard you thank him.
Jimin decides to ignore you instead of telling you that he had more lingerie sets he thought would look nice on you. Then he’d sound like Jungkook - and he wasn’t a simp like him.
Your pussy was taking him far too well, Jimin grunts. There’s milky cream gushing onto his cock as he watches you, thrust turning sloppy. Your pussy clenches and unclenches around him while your thighs shake to be shut - something he wasn’t going to allow.
You’re cumming hard, your fluttering shut as your fingers lazily rub along onto your clit for added overstimulation. Your voice is a mere hushed whisper of “oh my god’s” and “fuck’s” that has Jimin going over the edge of how fucking whorish you look and sound; and the fact that it was him having you like this.
“Gonna cum in you…” Jimin groans, squeezing his eyes shut as he coats your womb entirely with his cum.
Your back hits the cold desk, chest heaving. Your body is entirely warm and the cool surface does nothing to lower your body temperature. You can feel the warm substance of his cum inside of you and you swallow.
Jimin’s head falls back as he attempts to catch his breath. He releases himself from you, assuring that you didn’t fall off the desk when he takes a step back
The high dies down and the two of you are quiet for the most part. Jimin pulls his pants back up and glances your way.
“Are you okay?” Jimin brings himself to say, slightly through gritted teeth. You haven’t moved from the desk yet.
“Yes.” you respond meekly.
Jimin scoffs. He picks up your discarded clothes from the ground and places them beside you. Jimin gives you a quick glance. “There’s…this cafe.” he grits once more, as if it was hurting him to speak with you. “That we can go to.”
“Good pussy got you asking me out on a date?” you ask, a teasing tone in your voice that has you giggling after you speak. You lift yourself into a seated position to look at the man.
“Fuck you.” Jimin hisses, a tint to his cheeks. “Good dick had you sprawled out on the desk.” he retorts. “It’s not a date, either.”
“Good, because,” you smile. “I hate you.”
“I hate you, too.” Jimin shrugs, a twitch upward of his own lips.
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Everyone deserves a friend like Jimin. When Jin enlisted, he changed his Weverse profile picture to one of him with Jin, and now he’s updated it again, adding a new photo of Jin and including the title of Jin’s latest song in his bio. Jimin is an incredible friend.
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day 546/548 of seokjin’s military service
this selca was posted on 221215 when jimin made it his weverse profile picture
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your only girl
synopsis — you see karina as your own personal aphrodite on earth—arguably even more alluring than the goddess herself—but you could never imagine her knowing that.
pairing — yoo jimin x fem!reader
genre — fluff, angst
warnings — one-sided pining(?), the infamous nail painting scenario, mostly just best friend!karina things (but y/n is horrendously down bad), kinda ambiguous ending
word count — 2.3k
notes — i finally did it…..after suddenly feeling the urge to write this for her, i came out with this 🙏 enjoy!
“what color do you want?” karina asked, fanning out her shimmering, ruby-painted nails. her gaze was glued onto her hands, pure satisfaction in her expression.
“whatever color you want, rina,” you responded, giggling through your words at her intentionally over-exaggerated awe towards her freshly colored nails. “i don’t mind.”
“ooh! okay,” karina clasped her hands together excitedly, tucking her long, shiny black hair behind her ear before digging through the nail polish bin beside her. “i’ll find the best color for you, just wait.”
you hummed in acceptance, staring down as you pressed your palms onto karina’s silky sheets. you silently envisioned different colors on your bare nails, the entire rainbow cycling through your head: red, orange, yellow, green, blue, then purple; all of them over, and over, and over again.
suddenly breaking your color-filled trance, you brought your eyes back up to karina, being met with her nauseatingly gorgeous side profile. you swallowed heavily, your cheeks heating up. instinctively, your hands met each other, taking turns wringing the other hand’s fingers.
there wasn’t a single ounce of makeup on her skin, yet she still had the face of a goddess. she radiated a type of energy that never failed to reel you in, it was like you were eternally hooked on her line. you thought she was above every standardly beautiful face; not even aphrodite could touch her.
“i think i found one,” karina announced, pulling out a thin bottle of shimmery, dull pink nail polish. she shook it gently between her index finger and thumb, smiling widely. “we can match!”
you smiled back at her, your heart pounding. “i have no complaints, that color’s so pretty!”
no amount of times you called something ‘pretty’ could equate to the amount of times you wished you could call her beautiful. even though you already found yourself saying it tons of times, you wanted to say it in contexts that weren’t just complimenting her pictures or makeup.
“even if you did have complaints, i’d still put this on you,” karina joked, beginning to prep the nail polish for painting. “it’s gonna look so good, promise!”
as much as you’d like to be, you weren’t even close to being the only one who thought karina was heaven sent. she was the type of girl that was adored by every passerby and classmate she came across; she was completely the type of girl to be the one you’d see first in a crowd of people.
you couldn’t even fully count the amount of admirers she had on two entire sets of hands. as far as you remembered, nearly every boy in your classes had their heart beating for her. valentine’s days for her were far beyond eventful, and the school’s dance seasons were even worse.
she got far more attention than you ever did, but you never minded; you could barely even care to recall admirers of your own. her attention was the only attention you had ever really wanted; she was enough. you never wanted to be her or be like her, you wanted to be with her.
“give me your hand, y/n,” karina spoke, interrupting your thoughts. she had her own hand out, palm up, patiently waiting for yours.
as soon as you reached your hand out to her, she took it into a gentle grip into her own soft, pretty hand. the pads of her fingers tickled your palm and the back of your hand, awkwardly trying to find the least awkward position to paint your nails. she extended your arm out a little bit more; assumedly for comfort while she worked.
she took the lid-brush out and carefully balanced the topless bottle on the sheets beside her, playing a dangerous game of ‘will it’ or ‘won’t it’ fall with the polish. you let your eyes linger on the bottle for a few seconds, monitoring it as karina carefully shifted in her spot.
“whatever! if it falls over, i can just have you help me wash the blankets,” karina giggles, eyes on your nails. she finally begins to paint the first coat, the cold feeling of the polish spreading through your finger.
you watched her watch your hand, admiring her in the same way everybody else does. you like to think that you do it better, but you know that you don’t. if you did, you knew that karina would have some sort of suspicion, and you didn’t want that.
as much as you didn’t want to be like everybody else, you wanted a special life with karina. you wanted to be what she considered to be her type; her standard. you wanted to be like the boys on the football team that she gawked over, swooning every time and time again. you wanted to be what she wanted, but you couldn’t.
“so, find any new crushes or anything?” karina pried, her voice gradually rising in pitch as she spoke. “you were talking about jaemin from physics earlier, what’s that about?”
you rolled your eyes, sighing at her. “no, nothing new, as per usual. jaemin’s not my type, either—and before you ask why, don’t! i’m just not into him!”
karina laughed and you soon followed her lead, trying your best to keep your hand still for her. she held the polish brush away from your hand as she laughed, but you didn’t want to smudge any of her work.
“so, what is your type, then?” karina settled down, her eyes following as she continued to paint. she was nothing near professional, but you’d pick her over picasso any day. “i don’t think you’ve ever really told me.”
“that’s because i don’t think i really even have one,” you lied, staring at your type right in front of you. “i thought you knew that?”
“well, yeah,” karina tilted her head down and back up, smiling awkwardly. “but, i mean, you can change your mind?”
“that definitely won’t happen anytime soon,” you laughed, and karina fake pouted. she looked up at you, and you could feel your heart skip a couple beats.
“i want to see you all lovey-dovey with someone!” karina gushed, leaning forward for dramatic effect. you laughed for what felt like the hundredth time. “it’s normal for people to want to see their best friend happy like that!”
she only wanted you in the way you didn’t want her to; friendly. you knew it was better than growing apart because of a potential confession from you, but you couldn’t stop your chest from burning every time she talked about someone else romantically. you wanted her to talk about you like that.
“i don’t know, rina,” you shook your head, speaking with purposely amplified uncertainty. “the time will come when it’ll come.”
there was a beat of silence before karina suddenly bursted out laughing, acting as if you said the greatest joke ever told. “wow! how beautifully spoken, y/n. who knew the time would come when it comes?”
you dropped your jaw, instantaneously hunching over to act offended. “hey, i was shakespeare’s ghostwriter in my past life!”
“yeah, right!” karina refuted, leaning forward as her laughter consumed her entire body. “you barely passed english last year!”
she struggled to get her words out as much as you struggled to process them. yours and her laughter was all that you were able to focus on, and it was almost like the pounding beat of your heart was completely inaudible. it was moments like this where you could almost forget how you felt—almost.
in the midst of her laughing fit, karina suddenly squeezed your hand, consequently snapping you back into the moment. your heartbeat rose back up to your throat, replacing your breathtaking laughter. you began to blink at karina slowly, feeling your skin heat up under her grip.
you watched her calm down as you internally did the complete opposite, feeling like you were bound to explode from the heat bubbling up inside your chest. karina put her “free” hand over her own chest, making sure she kept the nail brush away from her shirt.
“jesus christ,” karina breathed out, her last laughs fizzling out. “i swear, i can only laugh like this when i’m with you!”
“i’m not even that funny!” you grin widely, karina returning the smile without a second thought. “maybe the nail polish fumes got to you.”
“stop! you’re gonna make me laugh again,” karina whined, rolling her head back in faux annoyance. “i don’t know, i think it’s just your effect on me.”
you froze. you knew she didn’t mean it in the way you were interpreting it as, but hearing those words from her did something to you. your insides felt like they did a complete turnover, flipping the ‘in’ to the ‘out’ during the process.
“what are you talking about, now?” you questioned, trying your best to sound teasing instead of troubled.
karina shook her head, giving you a gentle smile before continuing to paint your nails. “you know how i like, love you more than life, right? i’m pretty sure that has something to do with it.”
you took a long pause before scoffing lightly, trying to choke down everything that was suddenly fighting to come up to the surface. “why so sentimental all of a sudden?”
karina didn’t respond, opting for finishing your first hand instead. aside from the occasional sniffle, she looked concentrated. her eyebrows were furrowed and her shoulders were tense; you would’ve thought time stopped for a second if it wasn’t for her lax painting.
karina bit her lip lightly, her mouth morphing into a small smile. “switch hands—be careful with the polish, though.”
she let go of your painted hand, and you simultaneously gave her your other one. you took a look at your freshly colored nails, satisfied with the way the pink looked on you. the shimmer was just right, as well, almost catching the light in the same way it caught karina’s eyes.
“you were right, rina. this color looks super nice,” you commented, in awe with your own hand. you weren’t sure if you were in love with the nails or the fact that karina was the one that painted them—probably both.
“what’d i tell you? you have to trust me!” karina scolded, a smile growing on her face for the millionth time. “it shouldn’t need a second coat, either; this polish is just perfect!”
you didn’t know how she could call something perfect when she herself was beyond it. “yeah, it is.”
karina began to repeat her nail-polishing cycle; reshaking the bottle, readying the brush, steadying the bottle on the sheets, adjusting your hand, then finally painting. it was a slow, peaceful minute of silence, letting you bask in the comforting presence of your best friend.
“you never answered my question,” you blurted out before you knew it, breaking the silence.
“what question?” karina mumbled, not completely present in the conversation.
you shook your head, already regretting what you said. “nothing, it doesn’t matter.”
“no, tell me,” karina insisted, glancing up at you then back down.
the watered-down mood would’ve felt uncomfortable to you, but since it was karina, you found yourself smiling. “i was just wondering why you suddenly got so sappy earlier.”
“oh, that,” you could see karina’s silent laugh, her shoulders bouncing lightly. “i don’t know, i just can’t help it; i feel so comfortable around you—i trust you more than anything, y/n.”
you felt a pang in your chest as soon as you heard the word trust; something you knew couldn’t apply to you at all. it felt so wrong; you were lying—keeping such a huge secret from her—yet you were allowed her unquestioned trust.
she lived out her life with you believing that all you thought of her was that of a best friend, but it was so much more. you knew how you felt, but you also knew you could never let karina find out. you practically betrayed her every day, but you didn’t think you could ever bring yourself to come clean to her—even if you knew she deserved it more than anything.
the best you could do was pretend—pretend you weren’t head-over-heels for the beautiful girl who called you her best friend; your only girl. the most you could do was try for her; you didn’t want to know what would happen if you didn’t. you did everything for her as much as you did it for yourself, but no matter who you did it for, the consequences were all the same.
“did that answer your question?” karina interrupted, bringing you out of your thoughts. she was looking up into your eyes now, her charmingly kind expression resting on her face.
“yeah, it did,” you responded shakily, nodding your head. to your relief, karina didn’t seem to notice your nerves, happily moving on to her next topic.
“okay, good!” she let go of your hand, and you almost tried to chase her touch as she pulled back, reluctantly settling for letting her slip away. she frantically picked up the open polish bottle then carefully screwed its top back on, looking straight at you. “i finally finished painting your nails; do you like them, or do you love them?”
she was almost too excited, her pure joy giving her a picture-perfect girlish look. her clear delight was infectious, subconsciously making you mirror her expression. you found it all too hard to not be overly captivated by her, and this time around, you didn’t even think about fighting it. you couldn’t even look at your nails; all you saw was her.
“i absolutely love them,” you admitted, your eyes only seeing karina.
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i don't think what tae posted was fanservice, its a sweet moment between friends and its nice of tae that he shared this with us.
However, i don't like his timing. The trip was over year ago, why post it now? Its just not very sensitive of him.
Members went to media training, they are professionals and some even admitted to keep a Low Profile to respect the comeback time of others.
Nobody wants everyone of them to be totally silent, but i think its insulting to taes intelligent to say that he didnt know that he would rile up the taekook shippers with his post.
Also its not the first time that tae failed to mention jm's cb, while beeing active and feeding the shippers.
I love tae, but i believe we should still speak up, If somebody does sth that one dislikes.
I should’ve ignored you but this discourse is pissing me off beyond remedy.
He posted that NOW because Type 1 JUST dropped and he ALWAYS posted vcuts, and since Jungkook was there WITH him, he added Jk in his posts because he was reminiscing a cute moment and -again- he was there. If he didn’t post Jk face y’all wouldn’t be here complaining about it I can assure that to you.
“It’s not the first time he failed to mention jm cb” literally this is the first time he didn’t mention Jm, he has been showing support since forever and mostly, he doesn’t OWE you anything. You don’t get to speak and to dictate about someone’s friendship because you don’t know them, and friendship isn’t measured by social media posts. Actually, you always talk about Tae posting for Jimin, but did Jimin post about Tae projects? Where is his post about Wherever u r? Where is his post about Fri(end)s? Where is his post about LWA? Have you ever seen one of tae biased people complaining about that? No, because we don’t care. And you don’t care either you’re just upset Taehyung posted a picture with Jungkook and you don’t know how to cope with that.
#stop holding tae to standards you don’t apply to your favs#this stupid ass discourse#ask#fandom discourse#taehyung
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They Reject You (maknae line)- part two
Pairing: Bts maknae line x Reader
Word Count: 8.8K
Warnings: swear words here and there
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Park Jimin
Jimin's eyes light up when he spots you in the cafeteria. You're sitting alone with a cup of coffee and typing away something on your laptop and he can't help but feel like the chair next to you is practically calling for him.
He makes a quick beeline towards your table and occupies the seat. "Hey, sweetheart."
You don't bother looking up at him as your eyes remain fixed on the screen.
"You shouldn't be sitting alone, if you needed company you could have just texted me," he suggests taking hold of your coffee cup. His plump lips wrap around the straw and he draws up the liquid extra loudly, knowing very well that the noise annoys you.
However, you pay no attention to his lack of table manners.
"Do you know we were supposed to have an exam today but it got cancelled?" He speaks in a tone of disappointment, knowing you'd agree with him. It's one of your icks when you've worked hard for something and have shown up for it, but ultimately do not get the chance to prove yourself.
But you still remain focused on your work and give no reaction or response.
At this point, Jimin finds himself feeling curious as to what might be so important in your laptop that it has all your attention. He leans forward to take a peek and realises that you're working on an assignment.
"Assignments are now more important than me, I see," sighing dramatically he looks down as if upset by your lack of acknowledgement. Not even a moment later he looks up subtly to check if you're looking at him.
When he realises that you aren't, the slightest bit of annoyance sparks inside him.
"If you're not going to talk to me, I should just leave," he keeps his tone casual, not intending to let the fact that he's feeling grumpy, be known.
You tilt your head cutely and mumble something along the lines of vertices having a degree two to yourself.
Jimin's jaw drops in complete shock. The last time you two had a proper chat was three days back and now that he's trying to talk to you, this is how you treat him?! If that's what you want, fine. He isn't going to sit here and beg you to pay attention to him.
"Fine, I'll leave. I have better stuff to do anyway," he grumbles and takes his leave.
If anyone were to take notice of Jimin's expressions, they'd probably end up laughing. He looks angry but that little pout on his lips and the sad look in his eyes makes him look like a little child throwing tantrums.
It's a good thing your eyes are not on him. Not even when he makes his leave.
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Two classes later, Jimin is scrolling through his Instagram when he comes across a reel of a cute puppy doing the usual puppy antics. His first instinct is to send it to you. However, when he clicks on the share button, he doesn't find your account on the list of people to send. His brows furrow in confusion and he types your account id on the search bar only for the screen to read a message saying no matches found.
Have you....have you blocked him?
He exits the application and opens WhatsApp. When his eyes land on your contact he notices how your profile picture is appearing to be blank and it only makes him desperately type out a message to you.
Throughout the class, he keeps hoping that he'd notice a double tick to assure him that you haven't blocked him but unfortunately, no such thing occurs.
At the end of the day, he goes to sleep with a displeased frown. How could you do this? How could you just ignore him during recess and then block him on social media out of nowhere? He didn't even do anything wrong.
Did he?
He tries to recall the last time the both of you had a proper conversation and his mind goes to the events that occurred on the night of the frat party.
It's true that you had snapped at him and that the conversation you had, would not fall under the category of 'friendly'. But he didn't think it was serious, either. Both of you had silly arguments here and there, but it never seemed to matter in the long run. Somehow or the other, Jimin always managed to get under your skin and get a reaction out of you. Sooner or later, the two of you would fall back to the rhythm of him annoying the shit out of you and you talking back to him.
The more Jimin recalls the little fiery banters you two have engaged in, in the past, the more his confidence grows. He tells himself this time would be no different. It may take a little more time but Jimin is sure you'll be talking to him again.
It's true that you have never blocked him before. Or never have downright ignored him like this. Even when you would appear to be mad, there was always that little twitch of your eyes or you poking the inside of your cheeks with your tongue, which let him know that he was being successful.
But it doesn't matter.
Maybe you're really really mad at him this time. But he's sure he will melt that anger away with his smile and charm.
It works on everyone, no doubt it will work on you as well.
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With a wide confident smirk plastered on his face, he walks into your classroom and looks for you.
His smirk softens into a small smile when he spots you with your head buried in books.
He ignores the hushed whispers and the dreamy stares and walks to your seat before sliding next to you.
"Hey sweetheart," he says, putting the effort to make his voice extra sultry and smooth. That always works on the girls.
And for a moment, Jimin thinks he has won when he notices the look of complete surprise on your face. However, his victory is short-lived as your surprise fades quickly and once it does you're back to your work without paying him any mind.
"I got you a gift," he places the said gift on top of your notebook. A rose. "I looked at it and it reminded me of you."
Your hands falter for a brief moment as the nib of your pen is met by the flower. You use your other hand to move the flower out of your way.
Jimin huffs. He is starting to get annoyed and there's this sense of unsettlement in his veins but he tries to look amused. If there's one thing that bothered you to no end, it was when he found your anger as a source of his amusement.
"Awww," he coos with an underlying tone of mockery. "Are you angry at me?"
You don't react. Jimin is neither surprised nor flattered.
"It's so cute though," he comments, and only if you were looking at him would you have known it's only his voice that gives the faux impression of him being amused. His eyes, his frown even the curve of his lips don't hide the fact that he is anything but not amused.
Jimin feels a mix of frustration and desperation, which makes him snatch the pen away from your hand.
You seem startled by his actions but instead of arguing with him for being such a pain in the ass, your hand makes its way to your pencil pouch. However, before you can take another pen out, Jimin is taking that away from you as well.
"You aren't getting these back until you talk to me," he declares, as he hugs the pouch and your pen close to his chest as if shielding them away from you.
You sigh, not out of agitation or anger. You seem bored. Something that scares and hurts Jimin, at the same time.
"What do you want?" You query, finally talking to him directly. After four days.
"What do you mean by what do you want?" He scoffs, making air quotes to mock your question. "You aren't talking to me and have blocked me on socials. What do you think I want?"
You sigh, once again and once again you look bored. As if you'd prefer to be anywhere but here. "I thought you had a reputation for being a fuckboy or something."
Jimin's brow furrow in confusion. "What does that have anything to do with this?"
"As a fuckboy whose commitment lasts for only one night, you must have faced many instances where you just wanted the girl to just take the hint," you state, speaking in a tone that's so calm that it makes Jimin squirm in discomfort. "Wonder why then, do you not know when to take the hint yourself."
His eyes fall and suddenly all traces of anger and frustration is gone and is replaced by sadness. Jimin looks a like sad kid who has just been told Santa isn't real.
The look in Jimin's eyes catches you by surprise. He is an expert at making sad eyes to lure someone in. You know that because you have been a victim of it. But Jimin's eyes always had that little spark in them. Something that gave away his act and highlighted the mischief brewing within them. Something that let you on the fact that he's only pretending to be sad.
However, now that you look into his eyes, they just seem dull. Making it seem like Jimin is sad, maybe for real this time.
You ignore the urge you feel to comfort him and maintain a blank face. Why should you even feel bad for choosing yourself? How many times has he thought or cared about his words and how they have made you feel? How many times was he there to wipe the tears that he made you cry?
Not even once.
You may be someone who's tough and headstrong but you're also just as soft and loving on the inside. If you give in now and comfort him just to see him happy, you know you will be repeating the same cycle with yourself. And it would be so damn toxic.
"Are you really not going to talk to me?" He whispers, in a soft voice.
"I don't want to, trust me." This time your voice is not cold. This time you sound like you. The you, Jimin is familiar with. You don't even seem mad. And that's exactly how Jimin knows that you mean what you're saying.
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Jimin has had a tough week.
Nothing out of the ordinary, perse. He has been going to parties, has been getting drunk and has been the same him. But maybe that's exactly why he is having a tough time. Because despite doing regular 'Jimin' things, he hasn't been feeling like himself.
He doesn't even know what's wrong. Or maybe he does, he just wants to ignore it and pretend that everything is fine. That he's fine.
He does his classes and tries his best to focus on the material that's being taught but somehow or the other, he zones out.
But it's not like it's a big deal. It's normal and all cool. He's fine.
During football practice, he misses the opportunities that present themselves to him as if he's a blind man.
But again, that's normal, right? Even the best of players make mistakes. Who's Jimin to not make one? It's fine. He's fine.
During lunch, he accidentally puts pepper instead of salt in his food. But that's also normal! Nothing out of the ordinary.
He's fine.
He repeats these two words in his mind as he makes his way to the next class. However, he is met by a sight that has his steps halting.
It's you.
You have your head thrown back and you're laughing at something your friend said.
The scene causes a stir of emotions inside him.
One of the first things he feels is longing. Any other time he would deny it with everything in his being but now that you're in front of him like this, he simply can't. He misses you. He misses talking to you. He misses teasing you. He misses how your nose would scrunch up in annoyance. He misses the way you would chew on your lower lip to hold back from smiling.
He misses everything about you.
The next emotion that hits him is anger. Here he is, feeling like he can't act and function normally without you, and there you are totally unbothered.
The thought also scares him. What if, what if you just don't care about him anymore?
If that so happens to be the case, Jimin at least needs to know for sure. He can't be going around like this with a hole in his chest and having unanswered questions in his mind regarding what exactly happened for you to suddenly cut him off like this.
So, the next thing he knows, he's walking towards you. Ignoring the surprised look on your face, he grabs the courage to speak.
"Can I talk to you for two minutes?"
You look at your watch simply because you need to make an excuse as to why you can't give him the two minutes. "Sorry, I have to head for my class."
Jimin nods, having expected something like that. "We can talk while walking. I'll drop you to your class."
"You don't need to–"
"I want to," he cuts you off with a determined look on his face, not willing to take no for an answer.
Truth be told, you have no intention of talking to him. But somewhere, at the back of your mind, you're curious as to what he might have to say. After all, after one whole week of Jimin not trying to bug you, you had honestly assumed that that was the end of whatever friendship (if you can even call it that) you two had.
Jimin takes note of the indecisive look on your face and before you can come to a negative decision, he takes hold of your hand and gently tugs you to a side.
"What–"
"I am sorry but I had to," he says with a tone that conveys nothing but sincerity.
You're half pissed at Jimin's behaviour but you ignore it nevertheless, thinking that whatever it is that he has to say, it must be serious. Because you have never seen Jimin being like this before.
"Whatever you want to say, make it quick," you say with a sigh.
"Why are you cutting me off like this?" Jimin's words are out of his mouth the moment he knows that you're ready to listen to him. It's like he has been waiting for ages to ask you this particular question.
Your brows furrow for a split second before you scoff. "Is that what this is all about?"
He is confused as to why you're looking at him as if he has asked a really stupid question.
"Yes?" He responds hesitantly.
You sigh once again, this time much louder and in disbelief. "Oh my gosh, I can't believe this," you mutter to yourself before looking at Jimin and he does not miss the gleam in your eyes.
"Let me spell it out for you, you were an asshole to me," you state, your voice having a certain hint of anger to them.
"A-Asshole? How?" He stutters, looking even more confused than before.
"You knew I had feelings for you, but you couldn't give two shits about it. I had no issues with you not liking me back, but rubbing all your sexual escapades on my face, and flirting with me is a total disregard and disrespect to how I feel."
"I didn't–"
"It doesn't take much for someone to realise that. Anyone with the minimum common sense can figure that out for themselves. But just because your feelings have always been shallow does not mean that the people around you are shallow as well."
There are a lot of responses that come to Jimin's mind but he knows none of those are good enough.
"Do you know how much of a fool I felt when you were being ignorant of the fact that I am a person who feels? I felt so stupid to be hanging out with you when you couldn't even pause and give me the minimum respect I deserve."
Each word of yours hits him like a bullet but he thinks this has been a long time coming. He is willing to take as many hits as it requires, but he just hopes this is not the end. That somehow he gets to redeem himself. No matter how difficult it is.
"But at some point, you realise that you shouldn't put up with someone who doesn't appreciate you. I know how I deserve to be treated and it's obvious that you don't know how to treat a woman with respect. Hence, I'm afraid we can't be….friends anymore."
You paused briefly before using the word friends as if you were not even sure if that's what you two were. And it sure as hell, makes Jimin feel shittier than he did moments ago.
Oh my goodness, he really has messed this up, hasn't he?
When you turn around to leave, Jimin doesn't stop you, knowing very well there's nothing much he can say to prove that you mean much more to him than what he has made you believe.
So he lets you go.
But only with the intention of earning your forgiveness.
Kim Taehyung
February
Tae 🐻: did you reach home?
You: yes, just did!
Tae 🐻: i see
Tae 🐻: take rest and sleep well
Tae 🐻: also, i got a little something for you
Tae 🐻: *image attached*
On clicking the picture, you're greeted with a small little teddy bear that looks adorable in every way possible.
It brings a smile to your face and there's a part of you that knows that it's his way of apologising for the dimmed smile you had throughout the day. His words may have been upsetting but at least he knows the effect they have had on you. And you know he's sorry for it. Mayhaps, that makes it a bit easier for you.
You: it's cute
Tae 🐻: i know
Tae 🐻: that's exactly why it reminded me of you
You chuckle and shake your head softly.
He never leaves a chance to flirt.
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April
You: you won't believe what happened
Tae 🐻: what
Tae 🐻: What
Tae 🐻: WHAAATTTT
You: a cat just snuggled against me.
You: CAN YOU BELIEVE IT???
You: like i used to be so scared of them
You: but now i think they are just soft little balls of fur
You: now i want a cat for myself
Tae 🐻: this is so cute for some reason
Tae 🐻: i can just imagine your bright excited smile *sighs*
Tae 🐻: I'm glad you are not scared of cats anymore 👍😌
Tae 🐻: but but but
Tae 🐻: idk how to feel about you getting a cat
Tae 🐻: what if you get one and then your whole attention is on them and then you forget about me 👉👈
You: 🙄
You: is this supposed to be a joke?
You: can i not have a bear and a cat at the same time???? 😒
You: also, don't worry i doubt the cat can ever get as annoying as you're
You: so in a way, you'll always be special 😌
Tae 🐻: uhh thank you
Tae 🐻: that's very reassuring 🤗💖
You: well why, you're welcome 🤗
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July
Your phone rings making you alert of an incoming call. Checking the screen you realise that it's Tae.
"Hello?" You greet in a sing-song voice, your mood suddenly turning bright.
"Hello, my lady," he greets back in a British accent. "How have you been?"
"Same old, mate, same old," you sigh, mimicking his accent. "Work has been hectic."
"It's even worse that I haven't seen you for so many days" he huffs, his accent gone and voice sounding whiny and complaining. Something that makes you think he has a cute adorable pout on his face.
"I know, work decided to be the biggest bitch ever," which is why you and Taehyung have not been able to find free time to spend with each other.
The lunchtime for his department changed, making it impossible to have lunch together. Your department has way more workload than his does and as a result of which, you always have to stay back at least an hour to complete your share of work.
Taehyung doesn't wait for you or for your work to get done. And in a way, you're glad. You can't imagine how tiring it can be to wait a whole hour after a full day of work when you know you have the option to just go home and lay in bed and do nothing.
Everyone deserves good rest and sleep after spending a whole day in front of a computer and that includes Taehyung. You'd never expect him to wait for you or do anything that would be at the cost of his discomfort.
Anyways, it's not like you and him have been out of touch. You text him about every silly little thing that would occur throughout your day. It could be a lizard staring at you intensely as if judging the way you're brushing your teeth, and Taehyung will be the first person to know about it. Hence, yes you do miss his presence physically but your days have been filled with him.
You both have chatted for hours on end, sometimes via text, other times on a call.
This time is no different. You two end up talking for a whole hour before, he says something that ends with your heart skipping a few too many beats.
"Hey man, I won't say I love you on the phone," he jokes, but there's just something in those words that tells you he knows this isn't just a joke. "That's not fair to the both of us."
It is said out of nowhere, yet it fits the context of the conversation as well as of the situation you both are in.
"Umm, w-well, say it in person I guess." Your cheeks warm up, a bashful smile that is so incredibly shy at the same time, adorning your lips.
"So I will," he whispers as if even though you two are only connected via call, he knows how gentle this moment is and what it means to you.
And then, the conversation is loud again. You with your silliness and him playing along with it and laughing loudly at your antiques.
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September
"Why do you look down?" You query as you munch on popcorn.
Taehyung shakes his head, denying anything's wrong. "Nothing, I just feel tired, I guess."
Bullshit. You know Taehyung well enough to know when he's lying. His eyes just twinkle in a certain way as if on alert about being caught.
"Do you want to leave?" You whisper, paying mind to the people around you. The last thing you want is the people in the movie hall shushing you or glaring at you.
He shakes his head, again. This time more vehemently. "No, I want to watch this movie with you."
You sigh but then speak in a gentle tone. "You know you can tell me right? Anything that's bothering you, you can tell me."
Taehyung looks at you and there's that certain look of vulnerability as if he's scared and worried. But whatever it was that he was looking for, he finds it in your eyes. It makes him decide that yes, he can be honest with you.
"Remember Kira? I saw her today and I guess it just triggered something within me."
Kira.
How can you forget that name?
Two months in your friendship and the both of you had discussed your lists of shitty exes and Kira was a topic discussed in detail.
Kira was his first and only girlfriend whom he loved a lot. Their relationship was filled with ups and downs but he never let it come in the way. He was there for her in ways you only see in movies and shows. But alas, things did come to an end.
What hurt Taehyung more than the relationship coming to an end were the comments made by Kira. She didn't stutter while saying that he's just not the kind of guy she's into. He isn't bulky or muscular. He laughs too much and smiles easily. He isn't intimidating and is very gullible and naive.
That...that was what broke him.
You remember the day he told you about Kira. It had made you so angry. How could anyone ever say something like that about a person? If you're not interested you're most welcome to leave but why go an extra step to be an asshole and scar someone?
What was worse was the fact that you could tell Taehyung believed in those words. He thought they were a down point to his character and that it made him unlovable.
It's also since that day, that you have developed this protectiveness over him. He may not see it but he deserves the absolute best. He deserves to know that it isn't difficult to love him at all, in fact, it might just be the easiest thing in the world.
But right now, you know that her words from the past are probably being repeated in his mind over and over again. Hence, it becomes your goal to make him see that those words are not true.
"I understand why it may have been triggering for you," you comment taking hold of his hands and playing with his fingers. "But I assure you, she was only being a bitch because she knew she losing a gem."
Taehyung smiles a smile that does not reach his ears. "Thank you."
"Don't thank me. I'm not done yet."
For the first time this evening, the briefest spark of amusement enters his gaze.
"I know she hurt you, but if you need a reminder that what she said to you was total bullshit, I'll serve as one."
Your voice comes out firm but there's that tone of love and affection to it, that is simply unmissable.
"People say and do mean things and they hurt us. But their choice of actions and words define them, not us. At some point, you have got to stop and realise that you can't keep hurting yourself because of what someone has said. It's difficult to do that, I know but that difficulty is worth it. You are worth it."
A small, tiny smile appears on Taehyung's lips at your words. Before he can get the words out to express his gratitude, you're speaking again.
"Also, all those things that she made you feel were unlovable about you, make you just that much more lovable. Because that's what makes you, you."
Once you're done, you feel the insecurity hit you that you may have been a little too passionate or that you went overboard. But Taehyung resting his head on your shoulder and muttering the softest of thank you's makes you relax.
And that's how you watch the rest of the movie. With his head on your shoulders and him constantly wanting some part of his body to be in touch with yours.
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December
You were promoted.
You won't say it was out of the blue, you had seen it coming. Despite that, being recognised and awarded for your hard work, felt nice.
But your promotion also meant you were now working in a different branch of your office. Same city, a different building. This also meant the chances of you and Taehyung meeting in between work had slimmed down to zero.
But again, it didn't seem to affect the bond you two shared. You two chatted with each other about your day almost regularly. It just didn't feel right, without telling him about the itsy bitsy details of your day-to-day life.
It was your second week in the new building and by now you had become comfortable enough with the group of fellow employees you were mingling with, for them to ask the very important question. "Do you have someone special in your life?"
The question was asked in good spirits, with raised eyebrows, teasing smiles and mayhaps with an underlying hope that the answer to the question would be 'no' so that they can set you up with the company sweetheart Jeon Jungkook, who you have a hunch, has a crush on you.
Nevertheless, the question makes you stutter.
It's not a difficult question to answer if the answer is a simple yes or no. But in your case, it's not so simple. It's complicated.
But how do you explain it to them?
You don't even know where you and Taehyung lie. You both have never directly addressed the feelings except once or twice. But what does that mean now? Do you two fall under the category of "more than friends, less than lovers"?
You don't know.
You don't know if he still has feelings for you. What if it was just a phase and now all that you two are is just good friends? What if you're the only one who keeps thinking of the time you had confessed and what if you're the only one to whom the moments spent with the other, mean something special?
But what if the opposite is true? What if he still has feelings for you, what if it wasn't just a phase? What if the moments spent with you, mean something to him as well?
Gosh, this indeed is complicated.
You take a deep breath and conclude that irrespective of whatever his feelings for you may be. You're someone who cares for him. A lot.
You don't want to be someone who hurts him, ever. Knowing of the few instances that he has been hurt and the way he has been hurt, you never want to make him feel like he failed at love again. Or that, he isn't worthy of love.
You don't want to assume that Taehyung has feelings for you. At the same time, you don't want to assume that he doesn't. Because you know, if you assume that he doesn't have feelings for you and act accordingly, and then it turns out that he still did, he will feel crushed.
"Let's just say, I do have a certain someone," you answer with a shy smile.
Your new coworkers look disappointed for a brief second, most likely because now they won't be able to play matchmakers but the disappointment is soon replaced by excitement.
Multiple questions are thrown your way to know about this special person and you spend the rest of lunch trying to answer them as swiftly as possible.
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February
You: why the 🙄 next to her name?
You ask in reference to him re-posting a status update of a co-worker on Whatsapp. Something about company lunch.
Tae 🐻: cause she's annoying!
You: lmao why so 😂
Tae 🐻: oh boy she has no respect for boundaries
Tae 🐻: her jokes are in such poor taste and inappropriate
Tae 🐻: it's just annoying and hence would explain the emoji choice
You: damn
You: that's harsh
You: but I'll trust your judgement
Tae 🐻: as you should, yes 😒
You: but this has me curious, if you were to put an emoji next to my name, what would it be? 👀
Tae 🐻: damn that's a good question
Tae 🐻: let me think
Tae 🐻: How about this one? ✨
You: huh?
You: that's kind of unique
You: why that one though?
Tae 🐻: because you shine, duh
Tae 🐻: and you light up every room you walk into
Tae 🐻: and this ✨ just suits you
Yet again, you feel the familiar warmth in your chest that at this point is just very common every time you talk to him.
But that doesn't make these little moments any less special for you.
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March.
Work was extra tiring today. You couldn't catch a breather. Couldn't even go to lunch. Stayed back after work till eleven.
And now here you're, finally home.
While having your ramen, you decide to respond to texts that you haven't and so open WhatsApp.
Once done, you check through the status updates of people. It's always nice to know what fun people have been up to while you were being drained of all energy.
However, you frown when Taehyung's status appears on your screen. There are a few paragraphs written about love and how it can change the way you view life. When the next slide appears, it's a picture of him with a girl. He has his arm casually on the girl's shoulder as they smile at the camera. That added with the heart emoji as the caption causes a weird nervous sensation in your stomach.
You type out a question as a reply to his status.
You: what is all this about? 😂
You add a laughing emoji next to it just to make sure you sound casual and curious.
Taehyung so happens to be online and his response comes quickly.
Tae 🐻: did you not see my status updates? 😂
Tae 🐻: I'm in a relationship ☺️
And just like that, your hands start shaking and the food in front of you gets forgotten.
Jeon Jungkook
It's been almost a month since you confessed to Jungkook.
During the first week, you tried to reach out to him because you were so angsty to just get some sort of response. You didn't care if it was in the negative or was harsh. Anything was better than this. Anything was better than him just straight out ignoring your presence as if you never existed.
You just couldn't understand. Did the friendship you two had mean nothing to him? Did you ever mean anything to him? If you did, how could he possibly treat you this way? Did you not deserve at least a proper explanation as to why he was doing what he was doing?
But after a week, you gave up. Your hurt turned into anger. You didn't care what his possible explanation could be. You did deserve better than this. So you ultimately stopped trying to reach out to him.
It's not like it doesn't bother you. Sometimes, it still does. But the difference is, you have stopped expecting anything from him. And that admittedly, makes it a little easier for you.
"What are we doing today?" Namjoon asks with a bright dimpled smile as he took his seat on the chair.
"Four short interviews and then a late-night show," you reply, quickly opening your pouches to get out the brushes.
He sighs. "Another round of answering what our love life looks like."
You snicker, finding it hilarious how done he looks. "Another round of you answering on behalf of the team that you all are a little too busy to find time for dating."
Namjoon shakes his head. "Sometimes I wish I didn't know English."
The thought makes you laugh with your head thrown back.
"Well I can't imagine anyone else being the spokesperson, it would be damn funny."
You really do think that would be the case. Each of the members has a very distinct personality and just imagining what they would be like, is nothing short of amusing to you.
Your amusement, however, dwindles when your mind comes up with the question about what Jungkook would be like if he were the one translating other members' words into English. But then your mind leads you to imagine how cute his English is, despite being broken. And then your heart ultimately shrank and you had to remind yourself to not think of him.
Namjoon seems to notice your distress and quickly changea the conversation to something else.
Thankfully, it works. There are no other sad moments where your mind goes to Jungkook and you find yourself enjoying your conversation with Namjoon and that was more than enough.
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It's three in the afternoon, you conclude after checking your watch. Which means another interview left and after that the boys can rest, until the late-night show of course. This also, means that there's another hour for you to just relax in the AC room. After that, you will have to get to work to remove Namjoon's makeup.
You lay down on the sofa and scroll through Instagram. What's better entertainment than this?
Your fingers get to work and start scrolling, one meme after the other. Some you find hilarious, some you need to read twice to get and some you simply roll your eyes at. But you guess, that's just how memes are.
However, it's after a few more posts that you find one which simply makes you blink in disbelief.
It's a picture from the news outlet dispatch. The picture in question is of Jungkook's with his arms around a woman. On reading the caption you realise that the said woman is, Niki from the girl group JION. And to no one's surprise, the photo has caused a stir on the internet and apparently, everyone's talking about it.
You exit Instagram and open Google. You search for Jungkook and Niki are immediately met with a bunch of articles. Each of them discusses their possible relationship and whether or not they are dating.
When you feel like you have had enough of the sick churning of your stomach, you close all apps and just shut your phone.
Wow.
This is something.
It leaves you perplexed and with a bunch of emotions, you have no idea how to deal with.
Was he already seeing the woman when you left that note? Gosh, if that's the case, it would be so embarrassing.
Is that why he thought it would be best to just get rid of you? Was that why he made that sudden move out of nowhere? Couldn't he just tell you that he is dating someone else? Learning this from a news outlet, for every reason, feels painful.
It's not even the fact that he is dating someone. It's just the fact that you both have become such strangers that he feels like a distant person you once used to know. All because you decided to trust him with your feelings.
But most likely it didn't matter. Your feelings didn't matter. You're someone who's always behind the scenes, someone who no one knows. But him? He is the world-renowned artist. He is the one who earns in millions and has an army of fangirls, quite literally. Why should he waste his time caring about how you feel? More importantly, why did you expect him to?
It was undoubtedly a mistake on your part to have trusted him. As they say, expectations lead to heartbreaks and maybe you had to learn it the hard way.
But that doesn't mean the pain is anywhere near acceptable. You needed a way to vent your anger, so you do the only thing that comes to your mind.
You block him on all social media sites.
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Two weeks since the rumour about Jungkook and Niki dating begun and it's still all over the net. Why, you ask? Because the two people involved in the matter aren't helping their case at all.
They have been spotted several times together and thus have been fuelling the rumours further.
It angered you. Weren't idols supposed to be very careful about their relationships? Why were then, these two, flaunting their relationship for the world to see?
You're aware you sound bitter and ridiculous because no one should have to hide if they are dating someone but you just can't help yourself. No matter how hard you try, news about Jungkook and Niki would somehow or the other appear on your feed, be it on insta or Google. It just became unavoidable as these two were everywhere.
The comments didn't help either. People adored them.
Apparently, these two were the perfect match for each other. Both maknaes of their individual groups and both fan favourites.
It made it suck all the more for you.
Argh.
"Have you seen my chapstick?" Namjoon asks as soon as he enters the room. "Hobi just lectured me about how I should always keep my lips moisturised."
"It should be in the drawer," you reply and get up to look for the chapstick. "Let me check once."
As it turns out, it indeed was in the drawer. You hand the small tube to him and as soon as you take a seat again, the door swings open to reveal someone you would have never imagined seeing.
Niki.
"Namjoon oppa," she smiled, putting her dimples on display. "I was looking for you."
Namjoon turned around at the sound of his name. His expression too turns into that of surprise when he realises who it is. "Niki! I didn't know you'd be coming."
Huh, makes the two of us.
The two idols chit chat and you ignore all of it. Simply, because they seem to get along really well and if there's one thing you know about Namjoon it's how protective he is of all the members. But if he likes and approves of Niki, well you guess she and Jungkook might just be the perfect match.
It's not like Niki totally ignores your presence. She shoots you a smile that's sweet and warm, and you smile at her right back. Your's looking a tad bit less sincere.
Thankfully, whatever conversation the two of them were having soon comes to an end and Niki leaves the room.
As soon as it is just you and Namjoon, you blurt out the question you have been wanting to ask for a long time.
"Are they really dating?"
Namjoon doesn't seem too surprised by your question, if anything he looks like he expected it. However, he does look hesitant to answer. "Umm, yes they are."
Shit.
You don't know why you had to ask the question but you did, and now you got your pretty little confirmation and now you're hurting again.
Well, shit, indeed.
But but but, why was Namjoon hesitant to answer? Was he perhaps aware you had feelings for Jungkook? Had Jungkook told him the reason of requesting a change?
Fuck, you should really have kept your curiosity to yourself because now your mind is running wild and it's not helping you at all.
"But, I don't think it's anything serious," Namjoon adds after a beat of silence then nods as if reassuring himself that it was the right thing to say.
It makes you even more paranoid that Namjoon knows about your little more than crush on Jungkook and it makes you want to flee from the spot.
"Uhmmm, I need to pee," you squeak out and immediately shut your eyes because gosh that was stupid.
"Uhh, okay." Thankfully, Namjoon isn't weirded out by your silly choice of words. Instead, he looks amused and there might have been something else in his gaze but you are too embarrassed to take notice.
You quickly leave the room and rush your way to the washroom. As soon as you're in, you splash your face with water.
What the fuck? Does Namjoon know? Does it mean that the other members know too? How are you ever going to face them again?
Shit. Shit. Shit.
This is no good. You should have never confessed. You should never have listened to those excited beats of your heart and to those fluttering butterflies. Look where it got you.
"Don't worry about it, babe. It's all cool, it's all under control now." A voice reaches your ears from one of the stalls in the washroom.
You assume the woman must be talking on the phone and you ignore it.
"Yes, I know how you feel about it but trust me this whole thing with Jungkook should be over in like a few weeks."
Now, that has your ears all perked up in attention.
"You know, I don't even like him like that."
What. The. Fuck.
"I'm not mad at you for it, relax babe, I love you."
And just like that, you hear the toilet flush and the doorknob jiggling followed by Niki stepping out.
You pour the liquid soap on your hand and wash your hands with them just to look like you weren't eavesdropping on her conversation with her babe.
Although, could it really be called eavesdropping when she was speaking so loudly?
Thankfully, Niki doesn't find your behaviour suspicious and leaves the washroom with a small smile lingering on her lips.
Uhh okay then.
This is something.
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As soon as the shock dials down and you could think, you knew you had to tell someone.
You don't know what and how to say, though. You can't just claim that Niki is cheating on Jungkook, despite your initial assumption being that. Because people call their siblings babe too right? Or their best friends? Yes, you can't just assume that she's having an affair behind everyone's back.
But what you're plenty sure of and have heard Niki admitting is that she does not have feelings for Jungkook. What the heck is going on then?
Before your mind can start running in circles, the door swings open announcing someone's arrival. Much to your relief, it's Namjoon, someone you can be honest with, without worrying about the technicalities.
"Listen, I need to talk to you about something," you say, your voice coming out nervous yet firm.
Namjoon takes notice of your nervousness and smiles at you warmly, hoping to put you at ease. "Sure, go ahead."
"I went to the washroom and uhm, I heard Niki talking on the phone about something and I think you should know about it."
A small frown appears on Namjoon's face because of all things, he did not expect that what you had to say was anything related to Niki. He, however, keeps quiet and gives you an encouraging hum to go on.
"I–She told someone over the phone that she doesn't really have feelings for Jungkook."
Namjoon looks as shocked as you had been but his shock wears off much much quicker than yours did.
For the first time, he looks a little awkward having this conversation. Scratching the back of his neck, he gives you a small awkward chuckle. "I see what you're saying."
Your first thought to this reaction is that he does not believe you. It would make sense for that to be the case if Jungkook really had told Namjoon about the note. But that does not mean you don't feel incredibly offended and hurt right now. Just because you liked Jungkook does not mean you'd be lying. Is that how much faith Namjoon had in you?
"I'm not lying!" Your voice doesn't hide the emotions you're feeling, not that you were trying to hide them anyway.
Namjoon's eyes widen and he immediately shakes his head. "No, no, no. That's not what I meant."
You cross your arms and look at him with a scowl, refusing to believe his words. "What did you mean then?"
He yet, again looks a little sheepish as he answers, "It's just that I don't know what to say."
"You don't have to say anything to me," you reply without missing a beat. "This has nothing to do with me. It has to do with Jungkook. Tell him that this girl probably has some ulterior motives or something. Save him from the heartbreak he will inevitably go through when he comes to that realisation himself."
"You're right, that's exactly what I should do." Something in Namjoon seems to click and he nods. "Wait, I'll be right back."
Just like that, he's walking out in a hurry leaving you all alone in the room.
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It's been fifteen minutes since Namjoon left.
At first, you were walking with hurried steps from one end of the room to the other but then your anxiety got too much for you and you decided to sort out the skincare items and put them in place.
Productivity is better than burning calories by walking in circles in a room. Right?
You were only putting the new moisturizer in the drawer when someone clears their throat to announce their presence.
It rightfully startles you and you let out a small yelp.
However, when you realise who the person standing in front of you is, it makes your stomach sink.
Jungkook.
The same Jungkook you have been avoiding for weeks. Not that it was difficult though, he had never really made any effort to reach out to you. But whatever.
You swiftly look away from him and get back to work, not wanting to pay him any attention. Why should you? You're not his makeup artist anymore, he does not have any business to be here.
"Umm, I need to talk to you about Niki."
You don't respond.
Your silence is met with a sigh from Jungkook.
"Hyung told me what you heard Niki say. Ummm can you please not share it with anyone else?"
Maybe it was something about the way the words were phrased but they did not sit well with you.
Your hands pause and a scoff of disbelief makes its way past your lips. Is...is that what he wanted to talk to you about?
That too, of all things to ask you to not tell others about it? As if you had told Namjoon about it to spread some sort of gossip. The only reason you bothered with it was because....well, you were worried for Jungkook.
But imagine caring about someone despite being treated the way Jungkook treated you and then that person coming to talk to you for the first time in weeks only to tell you not to get involved. As if it was by choice.
One thing was for sure, you were this close to letting out the words you have been holding in for a long long time. Your position as a makeup artist be damned.
"It's just that if word gets out she will be framed as the wrong guy."
She....she will be the one framed as the wrong guy? And you being the one who could potentially do it, doesn't make you sound like the villain? What he's saying is you could do something that could end up making Niki the victim.
That's it. You have had enough.
"Do you even know what you're saying?" You speak the words out with your tone laced with every bit of anger you have been keeping in for weeks.
Jungkook winces. "I do–"
"Let me finish. I have no business telling people what I heard Niki speak on the phone with lord knows who. Heck, if I was selfish I would have just stayed out of it because who's gonna believe my words against those millions of articles and fans shipping you two? But the only reason I thought you should know about it is because what if you really loved her or something? Knowing it later when you're much more invested would be way more painful and crushing."
Something enters in his gaze but you're too furious to notice or to even pause to give him the time to form a response.
"Not to mention that you treated me like trash. Didn't bother talking to me. Changed your staff without giving a proper reason. Heck, I might just be a make-up artist and you might be a world-renowned artist but I thought we were more than that," for the first time since you started speaking, your voice goes quiet. "To me, you were more than the idol everyone sees. Maybe that's why I assumed I was also someone more than just a make-up artist to you."
"But I guess I was wrong," your voice cracks and as soon as the sound of your wavering voice reaches your ears, you know it's time to shut up. Because no way in hell are you going to cry in front of Jungkook.
But somehow that single voice crack says a lot.
You have seen Jungkook cry in pain and frustration. You have seen him laugh until his stomach started to hurt. You have seen him drink until he's all giggles and smiles. Those moments had led you to believe that you two were friends, at least. But then if you two ever were friends, he has disrespected that friendship way too much for you to be calm about it.
Jungkook looks at the ground as if it would magically give him the answer to the question of what he should do now. When it doesn't, Jungkook battles himself and ultimately decides that it's best for him to simply say the truth.
He has complicated things enough.
"Niki and I aren't dating."
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bound by the rules masterlist smau
pairing/s: lesserafim huh yunjin x txt's sixth member! gp! oc x aespa yoo jimin
summary: txt's oldest member, oh hyunseol just want a peaceful life after pandemic with her members, but it seems like fate wants to shake things up.
tags... crack, fluff; angst; hurt(?); suggestive/smut (not all time); kinda slow burn (not the do i like her slow burn, but those longer than a min touches and longing gazes kind of slow burn); no beta we die like men; love at first sight; friends to lovers
warning/s... love triangle; angst; too many things going on; an ungodly amount of time skips; suggestive/smut themes; dark jokes; toxic staffs and management; scandals; dark themes & graphic content: strong language, bullying (affectionately); multiple mentions of alcohol and its consumption; many more to be added
setting... story will start in 2022
featuring... txt, lesserafim, aespa, itzy (mostly ryujin), ive (mostly annyeongz), choi yena, skz bangchan, nct jaehyun, g-idle yuqi, enhypen heeseung, some bts members, and many more that often pops up in just one of the chapters.
status... DISCONTINUED
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profiles. bighit's baby giants, too pretty to be ais, not-so-fearless with bugs, the seven avengers
chapters (number of chapters & some titles still unidentified)
⭐ - fav chap
01 | happy birthday to you⭐
02 | new bestie unlocked
03 | birth month twinnie (half written)
04 | pretty elevator girl (kinda half written)
05 | tagged along
06 | birthday money
07 | meeting for what?! (mostly written)
08 | MEETING?? HER?? WHAT??
09 | minjeong's research
10 | lee fcking soo-man (written) ⭐
11 | give me your bets
12 | field day (pt.1)⭐
13 | the claw machine⭐
14 | party party yeah
15 | alexa, play drama by txt (written)⭐
16 | she is like dramama ramama
17 | #prayforheeseung
18 | gay panic-ese⭐
19 | txt's first 2022 vlive (written)⭐
20 | lord me when⭐
21 | be careful what you wish for (written) ⭐
22 | something bad just happened ⭐
23 | perfect friends ⭐
24 | matchz? it's a matchz! ⭐
bonus... matchmaker episodes
25 | 0 7 . 3 0
26 | seol & umji?? seolji?
27 | haters gonna hate
28 | wee-woo 🚨🚨
29 | a house of cards (written)
30 | us against the world
31 | through the cracks
32 | without the foundation
extra/s:
bbtr plot timeline
2022
2023
2024
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misc hyunseol - kprofile | articles | spotify playlist | youtube compilations | fem idols crushing on her | matchz playlist | oddz playlist
a/n: seol can be interpreted as the reader or whole other person. it was supposed to be y/n, not seol but i find it hard to imagine if i pair yunjin and karina to someone i can't imagine, so that's where seol is born.
disclaimer all images and pictures used in this story are not all mine. they belong to their rightful owners and i therefore give credits to their edits. since this is a smau, all of the happenings and events within are made up and the product of my imagination. any similarity to real-life occurrences or individuals, whether alive or deceased, is entirely coincidental. SEPARATE FICTION FROM REALITY.
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The state of Jiminland today
Today I was pushed over the edge as I watched twitter implode so it took me about 12 hours to write my thoughts out.
It's disheartening to see a fanbase, 52Hz, openly being a Jimin anti but it's also disheartening to see people act shocked when Jimin lost 2 awards he almost had because a majority of Korean fans (not kpjms) didn't vote for him.
How can you be shocked at the way Jimin is treated if you are part of the problem?
52Hz has been called out ever since July but karmy and kjkkrs defended this fanbase even with proof presented. I tried asking them about it but I got blocked instead. I even remember reading some accounts here that were blaming pjms instead back in July.
It's not ignorance if you are informed and you choose to ignore it.
52Hz lied, blurred out Jimin from playlists, altered predictions to mislead fans and pushed them to vote for Jk only. They also did something similar last year for Hobi and Namjoon.
It's not only that 52Hz lied but people protected them and then followed like sheep.
The hate and indifference towards Jimin in this fandom runs so deep and is disguised as many things that may appear harmless:
•Not supporting him as an artist but speculating on his private life
•Using him for fan wars since because he is best weapon BTS has in all areas
•Using him for ship wars because "Jimin always gets hate" and if Jimin gets hate that means jikook is real
•Using him as a cheerleader/funny guy/flirty guy/cute guy/support guy for BTS but failing to see the complexity that Jimin is
•Ignoring, belittling, or attributing his accomplishments to anything/anyone other than Jimin himself
•Downplaying or excusing what the company has done to him because you want to maintain the ot7 illusion
•Not talking about the sabotage because you will be labeled a solo and get hate from other people but you still talk about things that bring Jimin hate like any of his ships
•Degrading his art to Jk's level because it's the cute shipper thing to do even though we all know quite well both things are not the same
•Putting Jimin and Jk on the same pedestal when Jimin is up there because of his hard work and fans who have worked endlessly to stream and buy while Jk's numbers have been inflated by Scooter's tactics
•Boycotting the jikook show because a hate filled account gave you that idea when you should be the fan that always supports him till the end
•Using Jimin for your sexual fantasies
•Not defending him
•Pushing a narrative where Jimin must be the sacrifice for BTS or jikook
We can call out 52Hz and kfans but then our own behavior is just as bad.
Jimin doesn't deserve this.
We are talking about Jimin.
The guy who is the most appreciative of his fans. The only one who came to weverse to thank fans for BTS' win in MAMA only after 40 minutes (he didn't thank for his individual win but for the group win!). The guy who wanted FACE to be free just so he could share it with us. The guy who did his entire documentary just so we could see that he had fun doing FACE.
If you don't appreciate and value Jimin,
If you won't fight and defend him,
If you care more about your pretty profiles filled with positivity and pretty pictures,
If you are only here to "support" jikook but have no intention to support Jimin as an actual artist,
If you downplay what he has gone through,
Don't call yourself his fan.
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https://x.com/kmgoogiemini/status/1750998991217590499?s=46
How do these people lie so much and honestly believe their ship is real Stormy? How many things are even correct here? As far as i can tell the only correct thing is that Jk said Tae listened to Seven first. Everything else is either a straight up lie, mistranslation or something taken out of context. These are the things that taekookers believe to be true and somehow jikookers are the jokers?
Let's just do some super quick fact checks and correcting misinformation with links to proof to backup all my sources here:
"Jungkook said I want to join the special forces"
True! (comes from the last live before military service)
"Jungkook said Taehyung is my safe space"
False! Jungkook said that Tae was his common ground (comes from festa 2020 profiles is where they mistranslated that one from)
"Jungkook said my relationship with Taehyung is not for the cameras"
False! Made up by shippers in 2014, Proof here
"Jungkook said that the first person to hear the song Seven was Taehyung"
True! From Seven Spotify Interview
"Jungkook is the first person to hear Taehyungs album and record it in his house"
True! JK was the first to hear some of Tae's songs. And Tae did record A singular song at JKs house/studio. The whole album though wasn't mentioned specifically (but that might still be true) and only one song was recorded at JKs place I believe. Comes from JKs live and Tae's You Quiz interview
"Jungkook has a song he always sings to Taehyung"
False! I think they just made that up. I did a little searching anyway, lol but yeah no....
"The members said Taekook will never separate"
False! The members made a fortune teller joke where one said "so you guys can never be apart then?" As a silly joke about the color shirts they were wearing. Proof here
"the members said that if you want JK, call Taehyung (and vice versa) because they are always together."
False! The only thing said about JK was that he didn't like answering his phone and basically never did. Everything else was made up. From MBTI labs
"They went together to show the movie and were wearing identical clothes with strong lesbian expressions about their relationship."
(lmfao what) Sort of true.... (?) They did go to the movie premiere together! And Tae wore an Morrissey/Oscar Wilde shirt (openly gay and put on trial for being gay) and JK wore a jacket with scripture about two men being jailed for their practices and one of which many people believe to be gay/queer coded and a shirt with references to Taylor Meed's poetry (openly gay and wrote for a gay newspaper). Idk what the rest of that was about though lol
"Taekook in a luxury hotel dancing RUN BTS together and spending the night!"
True, they were in a luxury hotel and danced RUN BTS!
And also False, they spent the night. No one knows, we just saw them do a TikTok dance. They made the rest up lol maybe they did, maybe they didn't. Can't make facts outta assumptions though!
Taekooks picture from their date that jokers said was OT7 but boom turned out to only be a date
False! Boom.... Was an OT7 dinner.... Lol Proof Here
And Bam that Tae raised and the photos he posted
True since Tae DID post a cute photo of him with baby Bam and made a joke about raising him. As did every BTS member with Yeotan.... Lmfao False due to weird exaggeration though
Taekook and their seven dance together
True! Tae danced Seven with JK on his encore stage!
youtube
Jimin said: Tae and JK love forever
True! He wrote their names in a heart in the sand in BV1 and that's the quote he said (sorta)
Jimin said Tae and JK share their music and everything and do not share it with the members.
False! I cannot prove a negative but the lack of proof of this quote anywhere ever should be enough. Lol they made this one up. Should've stuck with the tangible evidence that they shared their music with each other in these latest albums first instead of trying to take it one step too far and starting to lie lol
"they are the two closest members and they have special trips and a lot of real dates and like to spend all their time together and they like to stay up all night and watch the sunrise together and they share everything."
False! Lmao the more you read the more it becomes like fanfiction rather than evidence based facts
"Jungkook said he didn't know Jimin's number and hasn't seen him in weeks and months."
False! JK said he couldn't remember a GC nickname, he also mentioned during a different live that he didn't have Jins number saved. And JK clearly had been seeing Jimin at various points as they were signing up for buddy service in the military which takes a lot of prep time.... Lol but he still never said that, but he did say "I miss you" a lot, but that's not "I haven't seen him in weeks and months" lol Proof about the numbers here
"Jungkook will always choose Taehyung to spend private time with, a true relationship"
False! Wasnt said anywhere by anyone, just an opinion from a shipper lol
"Your ship is 0 without the company and the cameras and this is the truth, and in the solo era Jungkook spends all his time with Taehyung"
False! They spent lots of time together, but this is just a shipper fighting other shippers.... No facts, no ship or friendship in BTS will ever be zero either
And just more of that shipper fighting nonsense to finish it off. Sucks since they started off relatively strong with Taekook appreciation only to just degrade into shipper bullshit.
Anyway, this was fun. I wouldn't mind more true/false games in the future 🤣🤣🤣
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fuck it, a look into jimin's ungodly hour or whatever
“So,” Jungkook begins, lightly tapping his foot against the floor. “you pay for Onlyfans...”
“Shut,” Jimin’s teeth grits. “the fuck up.”
Jungkook roars with laughter, his head pushed back to let it out. Like clockwork, Taehyung begins to laugh which causes Hoseok, too, as well.
Jimin’s ears are red, just as his neck, with embarrassment.
This wasn’t the norm - he wasn’t the butt of jokes. Jungkook was and always has been. He doesn’t know how to handle the embarrassment. He does understand that he hates you with every fiber of his being.
Maybe hate was a strong word. Jimin didn’t hate you - you were, however, a rival of his.
You and your constant smart remarks underneath his tweets.
You always go against him in debates while in classes with such a condescending tone that has his hands clenching.
The way you post suggestive pictures on your twitter pages that doesn’t show everything, but just enough to have his mind wandering for more.
The way you tempt him with the link to your Onlyfans pinned on your profile that even he - someone who loathes you - has to check and see just how much of a mess you were.
The way that you weren’t a mess in the slightest and all of the free pictures you show only forces him to subscribe to you to see more; not because he thought you were attractive - just because he was a naturally nosy individual.
“I hate her.” Jimin says what he’s thinking aloud. “Because of that bitch, now I’m Jungkook.”
“A simp?” Taehyung questions with a raise of his eyebrow.
“You’re going to start barking next?” Hoseok jokes.
“Okay,” Jungkook raises his hands in confusion. “why are we reverting the bullying back to me?! This is about Jimin.”
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ARE YOU SURE?!: SIXTH EPISODE
MY IMPRESSIONS
Preface: This is not an analysis post, and honestly, I don’t want to overanalyse their interactions or everything they said and did—many others are already doing that. My intention with this post is simply to share my thoughts on the episodes, my impressions, and perhaps my conclusions.
I’m writing this as I watch the episodes for the second time.
Oh no, just from the intro, we can already tell we won’t survive Sapporo. I mean, that alone screams COMFORT.
So, no clips or mention of the time they spent in Tokyo? I wonder if we’ll see that in Jungkook’s documentary? Will Jimin be there too? Not just in Tokyo, but in New York as well. Oh, will we see Jimin celebrating with Jungkook when he released his single "3D"? That happened while they were in New York, right?
It seems unreal that we’re going to get so much content of blonde Jimin and black-haired Jungkook together.
How do you subconsciously say something? Hahaha, when did they say that? I wonder if the original plan was for the show to end in Jeju. The fact that there’s no clip of them deciding to go to Japan before actually going, like what happened when they decided to go to Jeju, makes me think that the trip wasn’t part of the initial plan. I wonder if, when it was confirmed Jungkook was going to Japan for work, they said something like, "Oh, I’d love to go to Japan one last time" or something similar, and the agency didn’t think it was a bad idea.
God, Jungkook mentioning their trip to Tokyo and then saying THAT'S WHY he wanted to go back… my heart! Plus, the tone in which he said it, while massaging Jimin’s neck and looking at him, not the camera… How do people expect us not to be… hopeful?
I don’t know if this is weird, but to me, Jungkook looks great with a mask and a big hoodie. It reminds me a lot of the picture I have as my profile picture. That’s one of my favourite photos of him.
Jimin reminding Jungkook to walk slowly (because Jimin walks slowly) is adorable. Did you notice how Jimin was holding Jungkook’s hand while it was inside his hoodie?
Okay. Them in the car. The angle. The closeness. Jungkook’s expressions. They DO NOT HELP CALM MY IMAGINATION. Also, I don’t understand their seating arrangements. Jungkook looked HOT in that clip. Bro, the car was spacious. Why did they decide to film the clip like that? Oh, Jikook.
Jungkook loves getting the camera up close to Jimin’s face. I guess he loves his eyes. God, saying he can see a lot when Jimin asked if he could see anything… JUNGKOOK!
It’s no longer "Ppeuri" but "standing next to you". I guess this is my tinhat moment of the post. Do these songs, especially the words or parts of Jungkook’s songs, have double meanings for them? Because the way they said them and the way they looked at each other while doing so tells me yes, but I don’t know if it’s just what I want to believe or…
Jimin and Jungkook sitting in their hotel room, deciding what to do or eat, is everything right with the world. I LOVE these moments in the show. I appreciate that the editors decided to include more of this. They should’ve done the same when they were in the US.
Ahh, Jungkook’s best ship will always be him and food hahaha.
Sharing sausage is fine, and even beer – though Jimin didn’t end up drinking any because Jungkook had already drunk it all – but Jungkook crosses the line by eating the potato skin just because Jimin touched it with his fingers. Okay, Jeon Jungkook.
Jungkook, what video did you watch? When did you watch it? Didn’t Jimin film the video he was talking about the day before the trip?
Jimin forgetting about the camera and, with it, the fact they were filming a show told me he was comfortable enough on the trip not to see it as "work".
They don’t know the concept of personal space, do they?
Them making jokes or comments about when they’d be in the military is both funny and sad. Why did they make them do that? They should be on stage, not on the border with the crazies from the north!
They love snow.
When the clip of Jungkook falling came out in the show’s trailers, I thought he was imitating Jimin’s part from "Spring Day", but it turns out he actually fell hahaha.
Jungkook being sure that Jimin would love the gimbap triangle he chose… he knows him well!
Again with the "standing next to you", and this time Jimin said part of it, paused, and Jungkook continued. That means something more between them. Either that, or I’m going crazy hahaha.
Jimin and Jungkook bickering over the most mundane, often domestic things is everything.
Fluffy Jimin and Jungkook!
I’m confused. Was Jungkook talking about the restaurant they went to in Tokyo in 2017? But then Jungkook said he went there that day, and Jimin said he’d gone a few days before. So, they were saying that they went back to the restaurant recently, right?
Ahhh, so Taemin recommended that restaurant to Jimin, and that’s why Jimin and Jungkook went there when they travelled to Tokyo in 2017. Each of them remembering things from the trip the other didn’t is what I call teamwork, or I guess it’s team memory hahaha.
It’s too sweet seeing the hyung line, especially, almost in denial of the fact that Jungkook is all grown up, that he’s an incredible person and an amazing artist. They’re all proud of their maknae.
I really appreciate how Jungkook never makes Jimin feel bad for wanting to eat more or anything like that. On the contrary, he’s always cared about Jimin eating well and eating enough.
Jungkook calling each destination a season - no pun intended - is hilarious. Jungkook, I need more seasons, please!
Jungkook with a headband is too cute.
Jimin and Jungkook love the snow. And Sapporo. Also, they’re great ambassadors for CD and CK, hahaha.
We’ve all been Jungkook, scolding ourselves for eating and drinking too much. I’m like Jungkook almost every day, hahaha.
Jungkook saying he’ll remember those moments from the trip, aka being with Jimin when he’s in the army… with Jimin, that’s everything. Jimin’s comedic timing is everything.
Jungkook predicting Jimin’s intentions… again, hahaha, they know each other so well. Oh, and Jungkook taking a few minutes to choose which glasses to wear because, according to him, none looked good on him. Then Jimin just picks the first pair Jungkook chose, and they look great on him – that’s comedy gold. The way he looked at him, like “Really?” Hahaha.
Jungkook loves the snow. The cold. The winter.
They seriously don’t know the concept of personal space. Also, their bickering is always super funny.
By the way, Jungkook’s bag or pouch or whatever it was – it’s so cute!
Jungkook made Jimin do the sign of the cross over his food with the camera? I mean, I guess that’s some kind of ritual? Hahaha.
I don’t care how this sounds: Every time Jimin talks down about his looks or his body, I just want to slap him a couple of times to make him understand that he’s beautiful, handsome, lovely, incredible. Gorgeous inside and out.
Jungkook’s mission was to make special memories to remember during his military service. And it’s sweet that those memories were made with Jimin so they can reminisce about them together while they serve because they enlisted together. Will they talk about that?
It makes as much sense as Jungkook not wanting to eat the potato skin because Jimin touched it with his fingers but was totally fine with those same fingers in his mouth. That logic is slightly illogical, but I guess it makes sense to him.
Jungkook loves Sapporo.
Joking about their military service was their way of coping, hahaha. It’s not funny, but I’m laughing.
Honestly, I wouldn’t be surprised if they ended up living in Japan, hahaha. They really do have a special connection with certain cities in that country.
Was it really that hard for the editors to give us more of this in the USA? Like, I want to see the everyday Jimin and Jungkook. Not in a rush, just enjoying everything. Being happy simply by… being. That said, it’s hilarious seeing Jimin and Jungkook acting “normal” in Sapporo, with security and their managers behind them, hahaha.
Wait, so Jimin saw the same video as Jungkook where someone was talking about how to talk to cats or something like that? Do they share accounts, and send each other funny videos all the time, or are they really just that similar? Which is it?
The editing the team did to avoid showing the inside of the train station and the train is hilarious, hahaha.
I love how Jungkook will always be gentle with Jimin.
Jimin covering his right ear because he was wearing one of Jungkook’s AirPods, even though he’s a Samsung ambassador, is so funny. And it was even more obvious – and therefore funnier – when Jungkook said they were listening to a Japanese song and he was only using one AirPod, hahaha.
Again, do they have the same 'For You' pages on every video platform, or do they constantly send each other links, or are they really that similar that they watch the same content? Because Jimin always gets the meme or joke references Jungkook makes. And he always plays along. And vice versa.
Jimin deserves an award for not showing that AirPod, hahaha. My question is, wouldn’t it have been easier to just use Samsung headphones or something?
JUNGKOOK RESTING HIS HEAD ON JIMIN’S SHOULDER IS TOO CUTE. ONE OF THE SOFTEST, SWEETEST, SHYEST, AND MOST PERSONAL MOMENTS BETWEEN JIMIN AND JUNGKOOK.
Sapporo, you will always be special.
Jimin and Jungkook don’t know the concept of personal space.
Awww, Jimin talking about having a daughter. I’ve no doubt he’d be a great dad.
Jungkook telling Jimin he didn’t want him to drive without actually saying he didn’t want him to drive is peak Jungkook when it comes to Jimin.
It’s been a while since I’ve seen Jungkook do that hand gesture he and Jimin use when they’re telling themselves to focus on something, hahaha.
Jimin really loves the song 'Hate You'. I remember how, during Jungkook’s concert, he said in the comments that it was his favourite song.
That’s right, Jungkook! Screw society’s standards. It’s a shame we couldn’t hear 'Christmas Day'. As compensation, they should give us another song together.
Okay, but being a bit serious, them walking in that place under the snow, with their coordinated outfits, huge smiles, and constant giggles, it almost looked idyllic. Romantic. Sometimes it’s not our imagination – it’s them giving our imagination material, hahaha.
Them going to a… museum? I think it’s a museum or something like that, about whisky, it's so… hahaha. Yoongi would be proud. They’re so funny, so chaotic, and so quirky. And the most impressive thing is how well they match. Also, they really like role-playing. Like, it’s one of their things.
Nooo, they forgot to pay! They probably thought the staff would handle it, hahaha. Jungkook giving the card to Jimin is so relatable – I’d do the same out of embarrassment. Jungkook having to pay in cash at the end is hilarious. Seriously, they’re funny without even trying. My question is, was that their personal card or the company’s? Hahaha.
Jimin and Jungkook don’t know the concept of personal space.
Jimin and Jungkook seriously love the snow. Like, really, really love it. They just click, you know?
When the clip of them playing in the snow came out in one of the trailers, I remember someone on Twitter saying they’d bet that after Jungkook threw the snow block at Jimin and dusted off his hands, he went straight over to help Jimin brush the snow off himself – and damn, they were right. And I don’t know if that means we know their dynamic that well, or if Jungkook’s just that predictable when it comes to Jimin... although, isn’t that basically the same thing?
Honestly, it’s impressive how they instantly get references from memes or viral videos the other made because, how on earth did they even find that video of... Ken? Saying "good" every two seconds? Seriously, how? Did Jimin send it to Jungkook or did Jungkook send it to Jimin? Because I refuse to believe they’re that similar, to the point their 'For You' pages or video recommendations are practically the same.
Jungkook, you didn’t eat the potato skin because Jimin touched it, but you’ll... never mind.
The fact that they pointed out they think the same way is funny to us as fans, because it’s like, wow, Jimin and Jungkook just said that if you put your hand in a glass of water, it’ll get wet, hahaha.
It’s hilarious that Jungkook wondered what it would be like if they were the same age. I suppose he was talking from a cultural POV and it's funny because their dynamic doesn’t really fit that context, and that’s one of the main things that sets them apart from the other members or their dynamics with them. Jungkook often comes across as Jimin’s hyung, and Jimin’s fine with it – which is crazy when you remember that’s something Jimin really respects. Jungkook often drops the honorifics with Jimin or speaks informally to him, and it feels natural like they do it all the time. So, him saying that is funny because their relationship would probably be exactly the same as it is now, except Jungkook would never call Jimin hyung.
Jungkook, YOU TWO ARE ALREADY EACH OTHER's COPY!
Jungkook, I need you to keep your promise and tell us the real story about that fight between Jimin and Tae, hahaha.
Hearing them talk about their future plans, touring again, and all seven being together is beautiful. I can’t wait for 2025. Damn, I need money.
MY CONCLUSIONS ON THE SIXTH EPISODE
I loved this episode. Like I said in another post, it’s my second favourite episode of the show so far.
Here, we returned to that normality in their dynamic and the show, that we saw in the first two episodes. We went back to the calm, the tranquillity of their trip. I loved that the editors decided to show more of Jimin and Jungkook’s day just… being. Discovering or exploring their surroundings.
I loved that domesticity that many of us were craving to see again.
Sapporo feels different. More intimate, more… melancholic. I suppose it’s because of the moment they were in, in their lives, and what would happen a few weeks after that trip. That said, I also think it’s because of Jimin and Jungkook. Here, we didn’t see that little awkwardness we saw in the first episode. Here, they weren’t adjusting to anything. They weren’t reconnecting, so to speak. They were just them from the start. Literally, from the beginning of the episode, I loved that. I loved seeing them happy and more in sync than ever in this show, honestly – and that says a lot when we’re talking about Jimin and Jungkook.
Something I love about AYS is that it gave Jimin and Jungkook the chance to be “normal”, and to do ordinary things like go to a supermarket or ride a train. And yes, I know they do that kind of thing in Korea, especially the two of them, but maybe not with as much freedom. And yes, I know they had a security team with them, but I hope you get what I mean.
Something I’ve really appreciated seeing is how much Jimin and Jungkook validate each other’s wants. And I don’t mean anything dramatic or anything like that, but the little things like Jungkook wanting to eat more and Jimin saying it doesn’t matter, go ahead, or asking if they should order more food or saying he should get his beer like it’s no big deal. Jungkook telling Jimin it was fine if he wanted another gimbap triangle, etc. They validate and encourage each other to do things they’re hesitant about, whether it’s buying something or eating something – they don’t mock or criticise the other for it. That’s so sweet and important to see in any relationship. Validation and words of affirmation. These are two fundamental things in any kind of relationship, no matter what type. And not just that, I love how throughout the whole show they made sure the other was happy, asking if they liked what they were doing or what they did. The subtle way they care for each other, not just from a material or physical standpoint but also emotionally, is so beautiful to watch.
I loved Sapporo. I loved Jimin and Jungkook in Sapporo, and it makes me sad to think that the show is coming to an end, but I’m treasuring every smile, every moment, every laugh. I’m going to cherish the fact that they shared all those moments with us.
I can imagine many people are happy with this episode because it gave us the same feeling that the first two episodes did. And I don’t blame them. I still think the Jeju episodes were good because they highlighted the difference in the dynamic between Jimin and Jungkook compared to how they interact with other members but Sapporo will always be special. I can’t wait to see the next episode.
Jimin and Jungkook could totally pull off the funniest thing in the world at the end of AYS by releasing a song together. Actually, why just one song? An EP would be amazing!
If you’ve made it this far, I’m sorry and thank you—I just couldn’t stop writing ajajajajaa.
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LOL people are cracking me up. Saying the song is for Suga cause the rapper represents him. Saying its for Hobi cause the rapper represents him. Saying its for RM cause the rapper represents him. Saying its for RM cause he wrote serendipity. Saying its for Tae cause Tae has Jimin saved as penicilliumssii in his contacts, a line from Serendipity and cause he gifted him a Serendipity case and sings it as well and it was released on Vmin day. Saying its for Tae also cause of the "V" Jimin threw up and cause Tae's catch phrase he says all the time is "yes sir" and Jimin is answering him in SGMB and closer than this, and they are both responses to Fri(end)s. Saying its for Saeon or that clout chaser actress. Saying its for Jin cause of the smeraldo flowers which is a Jin thing ? and cause Jin is called the moon, his moon tats are for him (even tho his moon tats are because of Tae) and cause Jimin still has his profile picture as Jin and rode back with him instead of JK. I'm so done lol.
So basically the song is for everyone but JK. Not for JK who sings Serendipity at any given chance and does you are me, I am you with Jimin and screamed plagiarism on RM for bringing it up and Jimin actually doing the you are me, I am you, finger point in the video. Not JK, the guy Jimin went on a private vacation with immediately after he was done shooting the SGMB video. Not JK who Jimin enlisted with and is together with now (since we're together now, like he said in SGMB and Letter). Not Jk, who was on Letter a song Jimin "joked" and said they will say is Jk's song, which has similar & almost identical lyrics with SGMB, a song Jimin is serenading his lover with. Not JK that Jimin spends couple holidays with. No, its for those members he chooses NOT to spend couple days with and chose NOT to spend his last days before enlistment with & chose NOT to enlist with. Everyone point and laugh. I don't come down hard on Vmin shippers cause I get why they believe and seeing as how I even think Tae has/had a crush on Jimin, the one he likes the most, I do get it, but at the same time I don't get it, cause how can they refuse to acknowledge Taennie and that Tae's songs are one sided? Like give Jimin some credit. He isn't gonna write & sing a song to Tae, then be selfish and go be with JK as soon as he's done and go on a private vacation with him & then enlist with him and spend 2 years away from Tae. Imagine confessing your feelings, then ditching the person in your last days before enlistment and then ditching them for 2 years, when you had a chance to go with them. Not saying it couldn't happen that way with Vmin or didn't happen that way, I don't know, but I just find it hard to believe. I just don't and I'm not convinced. Sorry. I do love me some Vmin tho. As for the rest of these people, I will never take them serious. They are complete lunatics and no help for them. All you can do is laugh. Just be happy for Jikook and shut up.
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Includes- Angst, car accident, injuries, graphic injury description, physical fight, protective Jin, sex, missionary, cock riding, multiple orgasms, fluff
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Jin POV
"Jin!", I hear Jimin yelling for me, "Jin! Help me!"
I groggily lift my head, pain shooting in my head Where am I? I look around and see I'm in the back seat of a car. What? Memories slam in my head
Letting Jimin drive my car. Joanne in the passenger seat. Me in the back. Seeing the other car coming towards us fast. Feeling the car get hit. My head flying to the side and slamming on the window. And now I hear Jimin screaming for me.
I have to get out of the car. Pulling the door handle open, I fall out of the car
"JIN! She's not waking up!", Jimin screams
Fuck. Forcing myself up, I search the area for Jimin. He's sitting in the grass, holding his girlfriend, Joanne, crying hysterically. I take off to him, landing on her other side when I get to them
Her whole right side of her head and face is covered in blood
"What happened?", I yell
"The car.....she flew through the windshield....Jin...she's not waking up", he sobs
I hear sirens in the distance. Help is coming. Still, I press my fingers to her neck, praying for a pulse. Jimin loves her so much. I find her pulse and relief fills my body
"She's alive Jimin"
"She....she is? You're not lying?"
I shake my head, "No Jimin, I'm not"
I grab his hand and press it to her neck
"Do you feel that?"
He nods
"It's her pulse Jimin. She's alive"
The sirens get unbearably loud as the ambulance and police arrive, causing the headache I have to get worse. The paramedics come running out with a stretcher
"Sir, I need you to move", one says to Jimin
"I...I...."
"Please sir, if you want us to save her, you have to let us work"
"Jimin", I call, nodding when he looks at me
He places her on the ground, then moves away. I pull him up, hugging him while he cries. The paramedics check her and put her in the stretcher.
One turns to us, and says "She needs surgery immediately. You need to come with us to answer questions"
We run, following them to the back of the ambulance
They put her in first, then we climb in the back. One paramedic works on her, trying to slow down the bleeding on her head while the other questions us
"What is her name?"
"King, Joanne", Jimin answers
The paramedics types her name in the tablet he's holding, "Ok who are you to her?"
"I'm her boyfriend, he's her friend", Jimin says
"Ok she's going to most likely need some blood. You are her soulmate correct?"
Is he? I don't know
"I...I...don't know."
The paramedic looks up at him
"You do know that the only one who can give her blood is her soulmate right?"
Of course he knows. We all know that. That's why our blood and picture is taken every two years and medical profiles kept up to date
"Of course I know that! I just don't know if we're soulmates. That doesn't change that I love her!", Jimin yells, getting upset
"I'm not saying you don't love her sir.", he says, looking back at the computer, "Let me find her profile"
Jimin glares at him
"Jimin relax. They're just trying to help her", I whisper to him
"I can't relax Jin. Not until she's ok", he sobs
"Found her. What is your name?", the paramedic asks
"Park, Jimin"
"I'm sorry Mr. Park but you are not her soulmate"
"Fucking hell", he yells
"Her soulmate is Kim, Seokjin", the paramedic replies
"WHAT?", Jimin yells
What?
No, it's not me. It has to be another Seokjin. The paramedic clicks on something, then looks at me, then back on the computer
"It's you", he says, turning to the computer to us
My eyes widen when I see the picture of me with my information on the screen. And in red it says:
Soulmate: King, Joanne
Oh my god, she's my soulmate. How is this happening? How could I not know? I mean I only met her a handful of times and I don't really know her that well. Just through Jimin
But I never felt what other soulmates said they feel when they met each other. No love. No need to be with her. Not feeling like I just woke up from a deep sleep. No need to protect her. No feeling that she's mine, that we belong together. Why didn't I feel that? Why didn't she?
"Jin!", Jimin yells
"Wwww... what?", I ask paying attention to him again
"He wants to know if you're going to give blood to her", Jimin yells
"What? Yes of course. I don't want her to die. She's...", I trail off
She's what? She's not mine Jimin glares at me and I look away
"We're at the hospital. Come with us and we'll let them know you're giving her blood. Are either of you hurt?"
"I hit my head on the window but I'm ok"
"I'll tell the nurses to check you out"
They get her out of the ambulance first then we all get out and we run into the hospital. The paramedics transfer Joanne to a bed and tell the doctors what happened quickly
"Who's the soulmate?", A nurse asks
"Me", I whisper
"Come with me now"
The doctors and other nurses wheel her to surgery while I follow the other nurse
"You stay here", she tells Jimin
"But she's my girlfriend", he cries
"I'll be back Jimin ok? Call the guys"
He nods, pulling out his cell phone, still crying as I follow the nurse
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The nurse put me in a chair in a small room and immediately started taking blood. She checks my head and my reflexes. I'm ok, I'm just going to have a bruise and she gives me ice
I feel so bad for Jimin. His girlfriend almost died, he found out he's not her soulmate, found out I am and now he's alone in the waiting room. And I don't know what to do
Joanne is my soulmate
Do I go after her? I can't hurt Jimin though. He loves her so much, how can I take her away from him? But how can I let her be with him when she's mine? She was made for me and I was made for her. She's mine, I'm hers. That's what soulmates are. Absolutely perfect for each other
I don't know what to do
The nurse asks, "So you're this girl's soulmate but you let her have a boyfriend?"
I scowl at her, "I didn't let anything happen. I didn't know she was my soulmate until five minutes ago"
"Oh I see. So what are you going to do now? You can't let her be with that other guy"
Who is this nurse think she is to give me advice on what to do?
"Why not? I don't feel anything for her. Nothing like other soulmates described"
She scoffs, "It's because you're in shock. No one knows who their soulmates are until they need blood. It's not like other places where if you touch your soulmate you know or everything turns colorful and you fall instantly in love or something silly like that. You could know someone for years and not know they're your soulmate."
"Then what's the point?"
She shrugs, "I don't know. But I know once they find each other, once they know for sure, the feelings come. Slower than other places. It's not instant here but you will start to get feelings sometime today. You won't be able to stay away from her. You won't be able to see her with someone else. Just the thought of someone touching her will enrage you. I've seen it plenty of times to know what I'm talking about. I've seen soulmates try to stay away from each other and be with the person they were with before finding their soulmates. It never works and soulmates always end up together. So just listen to me"
I'm a little skeptical . I've never had those out of control emotions that she's describing. I could never imagine getting enraged at Jimin touching her. I see him touch her all the time and it doesn't bother me
"Talk to your friend. Tell him you want your soulmate. His is somewhere out there too. He'll find her or him and forget all about yours"
Yeah I don't know. Like I said, Jimin is completely in love with her. He's been with her for four years. I don't think he's going to give her up that easily
The nurse takes out the needle and tells me to go back to the waiting room and if Joanne needs more blood, she'll call me. I nod and leave the room, all these thoughts in my head
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Walking into the waiting room, I scan the room for Jimin and the guys. I spot them on the other side, their backs to me, probably comforting Jimin
When I get closer I hear, "He's her fucking soulmate. I still lost her"
I freeze in my place. Jimin sounds so angry
"Wait Jin is her soulmate? His blood matches hers?", Tae gasps
"Yes. He fucking came up on her profile. His picture and everything", Jimin snaps, "He's going to want her. She's going to want him. I can't fucking deal with that"
"Do you think Jin really will take her from you?", Hobi ask, "I can't see him doing that"
"It's not something he's doing to Jimin", Namjoon answers, "You guys don't know what it's like. He's not going to take her to hurt Jimin. He's going to do it because he loves her. Unconditionally. And not just love. He will be madly in love with her. He won't be physically or emotionally able to stay away from her without being in pain. He will do anything and everything for her, to protect her. It's in him, in his DNA to be with her. If he can't be with her, it will consume him"
I'm completely shocked at what. Namjoon is saying. I can't imagine myself being like that
But...he's the only one of us who's found his soulmate, so he knows what it's like. He knows what he's talking about. He knows the feelings, he knows what I'm going to feel. What she's going to feel
"And it's not just him. She will feel this way too. Even if she stays with you Jimin, he will be all she wants. He is who she'll be in love with. He will always be in her mind. She will hurt if she's not with him. It can't be helped. And I know that even if you don't care how Jin will feel, you will care about how she feels. You wouldn't want her to be hurt because you want to be with her", Namjoon says gently
"No I don't want her to feel that way. I love her, I never want her to be hurt"
I clench my teeth hearing him say he loves her. It bothers me. Oh shit, it's happening already
"Jin", Yoongi calls
I glance over at him as all the guys turn to me. I walk over to them and sit down
"You gave blood?", Hobi asks
I nod
"How much did you hear?", Jungkook sighs
"All of it"
Jimin glares at me and I do feel bad. But it's not my fault
"I'm sorry Jimin. I didn't know. It's not my fault", I say
"I know", he cuts me off, "But that doesn't mean I can't be upset and hurt about it. You know how much I love her"
I frown but push back the angry feeling
"I know", I answer
"Look, I'm letting her go ok. So you two can be together. But I can't watch you two together. Not now. Not for a while. So please, just don't be touchy and kissing when I'm in the same room. Don't tell each other how much you love each other in front of me. It's already hard to know you two will be together, I don't want to see it too"
I can do that. I don't want to hurt him. I don't want to rub it in his face
I nod, "That's fine. I won't."
"Fine", he repeats
Silence falls as we wait to hear about Joanne
I'm getting antsy and worried. I want to know she's ok. I need her to be ok. I need her
Jesus it's starting already
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After what feels like a year but is really about five hours, a doctor in scrubs comes to us
"She's alive. She had a subdural hematoma and we needed to perform a craniotomy to get it out."
A what? What the hell is that?
"She broke her right forearm, her right shoulder and a few ribs when she went through the windshield. She will be here for a few days so we can monitor her for any side effects or complications. Unfortunately we are not sure if she will wake up. If she does, it will be on her own. We can't do anything else but wait."
Fuck. She has to wake up. She can't die. I can't just find her to lose her in the same day
"Aside from that she has a few cuts and bruises that are minor. She was just moved into intensive care. I'm sorry but only one of you are allowed to be in the room at a time"
The guys turn to me
"You should go Jin.", Jungkook says
I nod . I will but first I want to ask Jimin something
"Do you want to go see her first? To uh...I dunno see she's ok and say...uh...goodb-"
"Yes", he stands cutting me off, "I only be five minutes"
I watch him follow the doctor
"That was really nice of you Jin", Tae answers
I shrug, "He was with her for four years. He should be able to see her too"
Jimin comes back ten minutes later . I stand, say goodbye to the guys and follow the nurse to see Joanne
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J POV
I feel like shit. And I haven't even opened my eyes yet. My body hurts and my head is killing me. What happened?. I remember being out with Jimin and Jin. Jimin was driving. Then that's it
I start to slightly panic. Why can't I remember? I slowly open my eyes. Fuck, everything is so goddamn bright
"Jimin?", I call
Where is he?
"Joanne?"
Who's that? It's not Jimin's voice. I hear someone moving to me and I move my eyes to see them. Jin is looking down at me. Jin? Where's Jimin? Oh god did something happen to him? Why isn't he here?
"Where's Jimin?"
"He's at the dorm", Jin answers
"The dorm?", I repeat confused
Why is he there? Shouldn't he be with me? And where the hell am I?
"Yeah Joanne. Do you remember what happened?"
"Uh no. I remember being in the car with you and Jimin. Then nothing"
"We were in an accident. A car hit us. I hit my head, Jimin is ok but you uh, you went through the windshield"
I raise my eyebrows. I went through the windshield? I don't remember anything. How am I still alive?
"An ambulance came and we were brought here"
He explains the broken bones, the surgery I had and I'm horrified. They took some of my skull out? And now it's back but being held with pins and plates. They shaved a small part of my hair to do this. And I've been unconscious for two days. But....that doesn't explain why Jin is here and not Jimin
"Not that I'm not appreciative Jin, but why are you here instead of Jimin?"
"Oh uh when we were in the ambulance, the paramedic said you might need blood for the surgery. And you know that your soulmate is the only one who can give you blood"
Yeah I know that. I guess that means Jimin isn't my soulmate if he isn't here
"So Jimin isn't my soulmate?"
He shakes his head. That has to hurt Jimin and I'm upset too. I love him
"I am"
My eyes snap to him
"What?"
"I'm your soulmate. You're mine", he whispers
I thought that's what he said. Jin is my soulmate. I..I don't know how I feel about that. I don't know him. And I don't feel anything for him except friendship. And what about Jimin? I love him. He's been my everything for four years. How can I just give him up and be with Jin?
"I...I know it's a lot to take in", he says, looking down, "I didn't expect this either"
He's right. It is a lot to take in
"Does Jimin know?"
He nods. Fuck. I can't imagine how he feels. Not only is he not my soulmate, but one of his best friends and group members is
"We uh found out in the ambulance. Jimin wasn't a match to you but I came up as your soulmate in your profile. And in my profile, your name is next to the soulmate category"
That's how Jimin found out? Sitting next to me with me bleeding after being in a horrific car accident? I can't imagine how upset, angry and scared he must of been
"What....what did he say?", I ask
"He said he's letting you go. To be with me"
He said what? How can he make that decision for me?
"Jin...I..."
"Don't worry. I'm not asking for you to be with me now. I know you need time to get better and process everything. And maybe you'd want to try then", he says sounding hopeful
I don't know what to think. What to feel. Being unconscious was so easy. I know I wouldn't be so confused if I didn't have Jimin. I just don't see how my feelings can change from loving. Jimin to loving Jin in such a short time
I know what soulmates say when they find each other. The feelings, the love, the need to be with the other person. All these things I don't feel towards Jin. I don't know
"I'm going to get a nurse ok?", Jin says
I nod, wanting a minute to myself. I just can't believe this. My life was going so well and I woke up to chaos
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Jin POV
I watch the doctor check her out. She didn't respond so well to finding out I'm her soulmate. I understand but it still stung. Her asking for Jimin bothered me but I reminded myself that she didn't know I'm her soulmate. She was with Jimin when the accident happened so of course she'd ask for him
But spending the last two days here, all the things the nurse and Namjoon said would happen, happened
I love her. Unconditionally. I'd do anything for her, protect her from anything, kill for her. I just want to be around her, touch her. And I don't want anyone around her. Even now, the doctor touching her is pissing me off
I'm so in love it scares me sometimes. I talked to Namjoon about what I'm feeling and he said that the feelings are most intense right in the beginning because we just found each other and are still insecure. He said that we'll relax as time goes on
I can see that. He was super jealous and protective of his soulmate when he first found her. God forbid someone even looked at her, he would flip out and want to kill them. And if she saw a girl near him, she went nuts. But now they're together for three years and they are like a normal couple. No jealousy, no flipping out, they're both calm
The doctor moves away from her, "You are responding well. Nothing seems wrong. You've had no complications or side effects from the surgery or medications. Now that you're awake we are going to monitor you for today and tonight, then you can go home tomorrow"
"Ok", she answers
"Do you have anyone at your home to help care for you?", he asks
"Uh n-"
"Yeah, me", I answer before she can
She turns her head slowly to me, her eyebrow raised
"I'm going to take care of her", I tell him
"I see. And you are?", he asks
"Jin"
"Ok. What's your relation to her?"
"Soulmate"
"Ah ok. So I know you'll take good care of her"
I nod
"Alright. I'll send a nurse in with some food for her. Make sure she eats"
I nod again
When he leaves, she says, "You're taking care of me?"
I look at her, "Yeah Jo. Of course I'm going to take care of you."
"How? Don't you have to go to practice and recording and everything for BTS? And you live in the dorm"
"I'm not going to practice or do anything for BTS until you're fully healed. And if you say it's ok, I'll stay at your apartment."
"I...what?"
"I'll sleep on the couch. That or you come to the dorm with me"
She just stares at me
"Please Jo? I want to help you", I ask
Her face softens and she gives in
"Yeah ok Jin. You can help. You can stay with me"
Thank God she's agreeing. I don't know what I'd do if she said no
A nurse comes in and brings some food. Pulling the chair next to her bed, I sit, staying with her while she eats
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I'm standing outside Joanne's room door with the doctor. He's telling me what I have to do to care for her. It's going to take a month to two for her to heal completely
"I'm prescribing her two medications. An antibiotic, which she has to take all of. The pain medication can upset her stomach so make sure she takes it after eating."
I nod. That's easy, I can do this
"She can wash her hair and shower in three days. Wash the wound with warm soapy water and pat it dry. Do not swipe the towel back and forth on it. Keep it dry and clean. Make sure you change the bandage every two days after that. The stitches will dissolve on their own. For the first two days you can use ice to help with the pain every 10-20 minutes"
Not a problem
"She needs to cover up her shoulder and arm cast when she's showering. Cast covers are sold that you can buy. Or use cling wrap. She needs to come back in two months to get them removed"
Ok I can get that for her. Or one of the guys can
"Make sure she gets a lot of rest. She's going to be very tired, so she can take naps as much as she needs to. Obviously no sports, no driving, nothing strenuous. Walking is good for her but don't push her too far. Prop her pillow up so she's not completely flat on the bed"
"Ok", I answer
Makes sense
"If there is anything wrong or you think anything is wrong bring her back or call an ambulance. Seizures, fever, severe headache, her wound opens, infections, pus, red streaking around the wound, pain isn't lessening or she has a headache that makes her throw up, bring her back. If she's sleeping more than she's awake, bring her back. Anything you're uncomfortable with bring her back"
I swallow hard. That's a lot of bad things that can happen. I have to take really good care of her
"Ok. No problem"
"Ok. Once you're ready you can go to the nurses station and sign her out. Make an appointment for her to come back in two weeks for a check-up. Then you can leave"
"Thank you", I answer
I knock on her door and she says, "Come in"
I go inside and ask, "Are you ready?"
I left the room so she can change. Hoseok is waiting outside for us and he brought her a change of clothes to wear. My car is totaled and I have to get a new one. Or maybe she'll let me use hers for now, until she's ok and I can actually go look at a car
"Yeah", she answers
"Ok. I'm going to sign you out then come back to help you"
"Ok Jin.", she answers, smiling at me softly
She's so beautiful. I can't believe I never noticed her before
"You ok Jin?", she asks
I need to stop staring
"Yeah I'm good. I'll be right back."
I turn and go to the nurses station. I need to chill out. I can't just keep stopping what I'm doing to stare at her. I sign all the paperwork, then go back to get her
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J POV
"Are you sure you're ok?", Jin asks
"Yeah Jin, I'm good", I repeat
Once we got to my apartment, I changed into PJs while Jin fixed my bed. He double stacked my pillows telling me I shouldn't lay flat on the bed. He got me into bed and gave me the remote for the TV
"Are you hungry? I can cook for you"
He's going to cook? Fuck yeah, I love his food. But I'm not hungry right now. I ate the shitty breakfast at the hospital
"Maybe in a little", I say
"Ok. Hoseok went to get your prescriptions and he'll drop them off soon. I'll get you ice in case your head hurts."
He disappears and I hear him in my kitchen. He's taking care of me really seriously. It's sweet. I turn on the TV and just flip through the channels, lowering the volume so I don't get a headache
"Here", he says coming back in my room with ice in a baggy and a paper towel around it
He gently places it on my head wound. It's so cold but it's supposed to make me feel better
"Are you tired?"
I am. I'm exhausted. I feel like I can fall asleep in a second.
"Yeah Jin. I'm tired"
He nods, "Ok. You should rest. I'll be in the living room in case you need me ok?"
"Ok"
I would nod but it hurts my head when I do. He turns the TV off and leaves the remote and the ice on my nightstand. I lay down on the pillows while Jin puts the blanket over me. He smiles at me, then leaves the room, turning the light off and closing the door
As I lay in my bed, I think about everything that's happening. I was in a car accident. I was hurt badly. And I lost Jimin
I still love Jimin. I woke up and everything is different. And Jin is my soulmate
Jin
I mean there's nothing wrong with Jin. He's gorgeous, he's funny, and he's so sweet. But...I don't feel anything for him. I never thought about him being my soulmate. I thought Jimin was
And I honestly don't know what to think or feel. I can't imagine not loving Jimin, not being with him, not kissing him or having him with me. I miss him. But I understand why he's staying away. Why he's hurt. I just want him here with me
I close my eyes waiting for sleep, hoping everything will make sense soon
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Three days later
J POV
"Do you need help washing your hair?", Jin asks me
I mean I do but how is he going to help me with showering? He told me that I had to wait three days from when I woke up before I can shower and wash my hair. The three days have passed but I have no idea how I'm supposed to shower with a cast on
"I can help you"
"How?", I ask
No way am I letting him see me naked. Not yet anyway. Over the past few days my feelings for Jimin have gone away. I can't believe it actually happened. I actually feel a little guilty about it
I also started to notice my feelings for Jin. Noticing how beautiful his smile is, how adorable his laugh is, how much I like hearing his voice. How I want him around me all the time. How I wish he would hold me at night. But I'm not ready for him to see me naked yet
"You can put on swim suit bottoms while I do it. Then you can take it off when I leave and shower", he suggests
"What about my cast?"
I have a stupid cast from my wrist to my elbow. Not to mention broken ribs that hurt when I breathe. And kill me when I sneeze
"Hobi got you a cast cover for your arm"
Oh. I remember him saying that Hobi was getting my pills. I guess he got the cast cover too
"And this shoulder one?", I ask
This thing is a pain in the ass. My upper arm from my elbow and shoulder are in a plaster cast as well as my chest and body, stopping right above my belly button. It's like I'm wearing a one shoulder shirt. But it's heavy and itchy. And it's pressing my breasts tightly against my body. I saw myself in the mirror and I look like an idiot. I also have a sling I wear when I'm not laying down
"Cling wrap", he answers
I guess that's as good as it's going to get
"Fine", I relent, "Can you get the cling wrap while I put on my swim suit?"
He nods and leaves my room. It takes me a few minutes but I manage to get my pj pants and panties off, then get the swim bottoms on. Jin knocks on my door asking if I'm ready
"Yeah", I call
He comes in and helps me up, walking me to the bathroom. While I'm glad Jin is here and I'm grateful he's taking care of me, I hate feeling like an invalid. I'm used to doing everything on my own. I'd never imagined I'd need help with showering or the many things Jin has been helping me with. We get to my shower and he opens the door. As I walk in I see a small stool that hasn't been there before
I glance at Jin and he says, "I thought it'd make it easier for you if you sat while I wash your hair. So you don't get tired"
That's so thoughtful
"Thanks Jinnie"
He smiles at me and my breath leaves my body. It's so beautiful. I need to stop. I go and sit on the stool. Jin comes inside the shower with me, closing the door. He slides my arm into the cast cover, then takes out the cling wrap. He wraps the entire cast, making sure to double wrap it so it doesn't get wet
"Ready?", he asks
"Yeah"
Jin turns the water on, holding the shower head and gently puts the water on my head
"Tell me if it's too hot or cold"
The water feels fine and I tell him that. I feel his fingers start to run in my hair and I have to admit it feels good
"I'm going to leave the bandage on your wound ok. I'll clean it and change the bandage after you shower"
"Ok Jinnie. Thanks"
"Not a problem", he replies
The water leaves my head and I hear him opening a bottle. He moves his hands in my hair slowly, making it soapy with shampoo. He gently massages around my head, avoiding the wound
Damn, I didn't know he was so good at this. Or that it'd feel so good. I close my eyes as he rinses the shampoo from my hair. I hear another bottle open, then his hands back in my hair. I guess he's putting conditioner in
"I'm just going to leave it for a minute ok?"
"Yeah Jin. Thanks"
He puts my hair to the side of my shoulder cast. Then I feel him touching my neck, back and shoulder that's not covered with the cast
"I'm just gonna soap you up here since you can't reach ok?"
"Ok", I whisper
His fingers and hands run along my skin, sending shivers down my spine. Closing my eyes against his touch, I just feel him
"Fuck", I hear him whisper
Oh god. I want him right now
'Stop it', I tell myself
I can't do this now even if I want to. My body is still in a lot of pain. Jin gets the shower head and rinses my skin and then my hair
"I'm uh..I'm finished. Call me when you're done and I'll fix the bandage ok"
"Yeah", I say softly
He leaves and I take a deep breath. I need to stop. I can't let my emotions get out of control. I manage to get the bottoms off, soap myself up, shower and get a towel around my bottom half without slipping and killing myself
"Jin", I call, hoping he can hear me
I step out of the shower slowly and fix the towel before I sit on the toilet cover
"Jin", I call louder
"Coming", he answers
I hear him walking and he comes inside
"You ok?", he asks
I nod slowly
"Ok", he answers coming closer to me
He raises his hands, moving my hair, then slowly takes off the bandage
"Is it gross?", I ask
"I...uh...", he trails off
I guess it is
"Just say it Jin. It's ok"
"Yeah Jo. I'm sorry but it's gross. It's a little bloody and puffy. Does it hurt?"
Not right now. But I know it's going to hurt when he cleans it
"Uh not yet"
"I'm going to be as gentle as I can ok. I'm sorry if it hurts"
"Ok", I whisper
I hear him turn the water on. Then I feel him press something on the wound and I shriek
"Ow ow ow!"
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry!", he cries
He's not even pressing hard. He's being gentle and it's still so painful
"Just keep going", I say through my clenched teeth
"Are you sur-"
"Yes"
He pulls away the towel and reapplies it. Pain shoots through my body and I can't help the tears that start falling. It hurts so much. When he uses soap it stings and burns adding to the pain
"Almost done", he whispers
I just keep my eyes closed tightly, tears still escaping. I feel more water on it, then a patting motion on it. I suck in a breath, sobbing from the pain
"Done. A new bandage is on"
I let out a breath and open my eyes. It still hurts and it's throbbing. Jin kneels down in front of me
"It still hurts?", he asks sadly
"Yes", I whisper
He reaches out and wipes my tears, "I'm sorry"
He pulls me to him in a hug. I put my face in his neck, wrapping my arms around him. Being in his arms feels so good and it's comforting. He rubs my back, holding me tightly. I stay in his arms until I've calmed down. Slowly I pull away from him, even though all I want is to stay
He smiles at me, "I'll get your clothes ok?"
I nod slowly. He stands and leaves for a few minutes, coming back with pj pants and a shirt
"I uh didn't want to go in your drawers for underwear so..."
"It's ok Jinnie. Thanks"
He nods, "Call me when you're dressed. I'll help you back to bed"
"Sure"
He leaves again and I dry myself then pull my pants on. I need help with my shirt. Jin helped me last time
"Uh Jinnie?", I call
He comes back inside, "Yeah?"
I hold out the shirt, "Can you help me?"
"Of course Jo"
He takes the shirt, putting it aside. He unwraps the cling wrap from my body and shoulder, then takes off the cast cover. He gets the shirt over my cast, then pulls it over my head, as I put my other arm through the sleeve
"Thanks", I say as he pulls the shirt down
"Don't thank me Jo. It's ok. I'm happy to do it"
I just give him a small smile
"Can I have my hair brush?", I ask
"I'll do it", he offers
"Alright"
I tell him where the brush is and he gets it out. He helps me turn so my back is to him. He gently runs the brush through my hair, avoiding the wound area. Again it feels so good when someone else is touching my hair
"You have beautiful hair Jo", he says softly
I do?
"It's so soft and long. And such a bright pink. I like it"
"Thank you Jinnie", I answer
I like that he likes my hair. It makes me happy. And I need something to be happy about right now. He finishes, then helps me to my room. Getting me into bed, he sits next to me
"Do you need a pain pill?", he asks
"No", I answer
I hate those things. I always get sick from them, no matter what I eat with them. It doesn't hurt that much to need one yet
"But Jo, you have them for when it hurts. You haven't taken any yet"
"I know Jinnie. But I don't need it. It doesn't hurt that much"
He looks at me doubtfully but he doesn't say anything
"Are you tired?"
"No. Not right now. I'm just gonna watch tv"
He nods, "Ok. I'll be outside"
I hesitate. I want him to stay with me. I don't want to be alone. But will he stay?
"Uh Jinnie, you can uh stay here with me and watch tv. If you want?"
A gorgeous smile spreads on his face, "Yeah Jo ok."
He gets up and moves to my other side where there's empty space. Sitting, he leans against the headboard. I'm happy he's here. Turning the tv on, I flip through the channels until I find 'The walking Dead'
"I love this show", I say
"Then let's watch it", he answers
"Ok"
I decide to take a risk. I move my hand and take his. He doesn't look at me but I see him smile as he laces our fingers together, holding my hand tightly. I smile to myself and turn my attention to the tv
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One week later
Jin POV
"My head is fucking killing me", she says
After a week of taking care of her, I know that if she's complaining then it really hurts
"I'll get you something to eat and you can take a pain pill ok?", I say, getting up from the bed
She hasn't taken any pills yet and I don't know why. It'll help her
"Yeah I guess", she answers
Ok, she must be in a lot of pain to say yes, "I'll be right back"
"You don't-"
"It's ok Jo. Don't worry about it", I smile
Walking into her kitchen, I go to the fridge and take out some food for her. I cooked a lot of food, so I can just get it easily for her instead of having to make something every time. When it runs out, I'll make more. I put the food in the microwave to warm it. I like taking care of her. I feel extremely protective of her and just want to be near her
Thank God she lets me stay with her while she watches TV. I only leave when she's sleeping because I don't want to be a creep. I wonder if she has started to feel for me what I feel for her. I know it may take longer because she's in pain and is preoccupied with that. I hope she does feel that way soon though. I love her so much and I just want her
The beeping of the microwave goes off. Taking it out, I grab a pill from the bottle, a bottle of water and carry them to her
"Here Jo"
"Thanks Jinnie", she says, as she moves slowly
She still gets headaches if she moves too fast. I put the food down on her nightstand and help her up. Handing her the food, she starts eating
"God Jinnie, I love your food. The guys are so lucky they get to eat the food you make all the time. I'm jealous", she smiles, "It's so good"
I smile. I'm so happy she likes what I make for her. I'll cook for her anytime
"Thanks Jo"
She nods, "Come and sit Jinnie. We can watch more 'Walking Dead'"
I grimace. I like the show, the storyline is cool but I can't stand the zombies, blood and gore. It's gross but I don't want her to think I'm a baby. But she loves the show and I'll watch it with her as long as I can be with her. And as long as she wants me to stay with her
Walking around the bed, I sit next to her and she presses play on an episode. She eats everything while we watch, then she takes the pill. I'm glad she's eating more. She wasn't hungry the first day we came here
"Thanks Jin. It was so good"
"I'm glad you liked it"
She smiles at me, then turns back to the tv. I take a second to stare at her beautiful face, then because I don't want her to catch me, I look back at the tv. Just in time to see someone get their leg chopped off
Great
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"Jinnie, I don't feel so good", she tells me about an hour later
"What's wrong?", I panic
"My stomach hurts"
Oh god did my food make her stomach hurt? I'm such an idiot
"Jo, I'm sorry-"
"No Jinnie. It's not the food. It's the stupid pain pill", she says
She looks so pale and she's holding her stomach
"What do you need Jo?"
"I....I think I'm going to throw up"
Shit. I jump up and run to the garbage pail that's in her room. I give it to her right as she throws up
"Oh fuck", she moans, then leans into then pail and throws up again
I don't know what to do, so I just stand next to her and rub her back
"I'm sorry Jinnie", she says, starting to cry
"No Jo, it's ok. It's fine", I assure her
I hate vomit but I'm not going to make her feel bad about it. And I'll help her anyway I can
"Do you feel-"
I get cut off when she throws up again. Jesus. That pill really made her sick. I thought it was supposed to be fine with food. Guess her stomach is more sensitive
"I hate throwing up", she cries
I feel so bad for her. She's in pain, she has to deal with getting better and now the medication that's supposed to help her is making her sick
I gently run my fingers in her hair and tell her, "It's ok Jo. You'll be ok"
After a few minutes of not throwing up, I ask, "Are you ok?"
"I...I'm still queasy but I don't have to throw up. Not right now"
I nod, taking the pail from her
"I'll uh throw this away"
"No Jinnie, I'll do it. It's gross", she says, slowly standing up
"No Jo, I got it. It's just throwing out the bag that's in here. I'll replace it with another and you can keep it by your bed in case you need it.", I suggest
"Are you sure?"
"Positive"
"Thanks Jin. I don't know what I'd do without you"
I smile at that, "No problem princess"
I realize what I said and I freeze. Shit, shit, shit. It just slipped out. Fucking hell
I take a chance and glance at her. She's blushing and biting her lip but she doesn't yell at me or anything
"I'm uh I'm going to go to the bathroom. I have throw up breath", she jokes
I chuckle, the weirdness broken
"Sure. I'll be back with this", I gesture to the pail
As I empty the pail, I kick myself for calling her princess. It's just a name I always thought I'd call my girlfriend. But I don't even know if she'd want to be called that or if she even likes princesses. But she didn't say anything when I said it. I don't know. Maybe I should try calling her that one more time. Not today, maybe tomorrow and see how she takes it. I decide that's what I'm going to do
When I get back to the room, she's in her bed again. I set the pail next to her, then go sit down again
"What do you want to do? Are you tired?", I ask
She nods, "Yeah. I uh think I'm going to take a nap"
I nod. That means I have to leave. I don't want to but I will so she can rest
"Ok. I'll be in the living room if you need me", I say
As I move to get up, she grabs my hand. I look over at her, my heart in my throat
"Can....can you stay with me?", she asks
Oh my god yes. I'm so fucking happy. But I have to play it cool in front of her. I don't want her to think I'm desperate
"Yeah Jo, if you want"
"I want you to"
"Ok"
She lays down and I move under the blanket with her, laying down on my back. I don't know what to do and I feel so awkward. She moves closer to me and she puts her head on my chest. Oh my god. She cuddles close to my side, her arm across my chest. I slowly wrap my arms around her and start playing with her hair. My heart is pounding so hard and I know she can hear it. I glance at her just as she closes her eyes
This is really happening. It feels so good to finally have her in my arms. And she fits perfectly with me. It's the best thing in the world. I play with her hair until I'm sure she's asleep. Only then do I close my eyes
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Ten days later
J POV
I open my eyes to Jin's handsome face. And I can't help but smile. Ever since we took that nap, a week and a half ago, I just want him next to me. I don't think I can sleep without him anymore. He always lays down with me whether he's sleepy or not
He just pulls me in his arms and plays with my hair until I fall asleep. And I either wake up to him sleeping or him sitting next to me doing something like reading or on his computer. And he always smiles at me when I wake up
Always
I love him. I'm so in love with him, and I want him near me at all times. I remember how crazy Namjoon and his soulmate were when they first got together. How insanely jealous, protective and territorial they were of each other.nAnd honestly, now, I get it. Just thinking of another girl looking at him enrages me
'Stop', I tell myself
I reach up and run my fingers in his soft silky hair. He dyes it so much, I'm amazed it's still soft. It's bleach blond again, like it was during BTS' save me era. I really love this color on him. I have this overwhelming urge to touch him all the time. Just feel him, make sure he's here
He moves a little, then opens his eyes slowly
When he sees me looking at him, he smiles, "Hi princess"
Ever since he called me that once he's been doing it all the time. And I absolutely love it.
Leaning closer to him, I press my lips against his. This is the first time we kissed.
He hasn't been overly affectionate and I think that's because he wants me to get better first. I haven't done anything because I'm still in pain and I'm just scared. But I don't want to wait anymore
When I pull back, he's look at me so confused
"I love you Jin", I tell him
He looks so shocked a second before the biggest smile burst on his face. My god, his smile is everything
"I love you Joanne. So much"
"I'm sorry I didn't say it sooner Jinnie"
"No princess it's ok. I understand. You went through so much and you woke up to everything being different. You needed time to get used to everything and get better. But Jo, I just want you to know I was never going to go anywhere. I'd wait for you my entire life if I had to"
He's amazing and I'm so glad he's my soulmate
"You don't have to wait Jinnie. I'm here and I love you more than anything. I just want you baby"
"You have me. Always"
He comes closer, kissing me softly
I'm in heaven
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I squeeze Jin's hand as we walk in the park. It's a nice day and we decided to go to the park today. Jin and I walk everyday since the doctor told him it's good for me while I'm getting better. We started slow, just going around the block the first week and increased the walk everyday. But today is the first day I'm holding his hand
I love how big his hand is, how it engulfs my little hand and how tightly he's holding my hand. Like he doesn't want to ever let go
"You have to go back to the doctor tomorrow princess."
"I do?"
"Yeah. When I signed you out I was told that I had to bring you back in two weeks so they could check your head"
"Ok. Are you coming with me?", I ask
"Of course princess."
I smile and lean my head on his arm
He kisses the top of my head and I love it. He's been kissing me non stop, giving me soft touches, touching my hair. It's the best thing in the world
We walk a little farther, when Jin asks, "Wanna sit princess?"
"Ok baby"
When I glance at him, he has the biggest smile on his face. I think he likes when I call him that. And since I love his smile and always want to see it, I'll do whatever it takes to get him to smile. He leads me to a bench, pulling me down next to him. His arm moves around my shoulder and I lean into him, cuddling close, my arm around his body. I just love being close to him
"I love you Jinnie", I tell him
"I love you Jo. You make me so happy princess"
"You make me happy Jinnie. Just being near you. Seeing you smile. Hearing your voice. I love everything about you baby"
"Oh princess, I love those things about you too. And so much more. It'll take me all day to tell you all the things I love about you"
I know he loves me. I knew from the first day he took care of me. He's always loving, gentle, always wanting to be near me, helping me. He's the best and I'm so lucky he's mine
"You want ice cream princess?", Jin asks
After sitting and talking for an hour, we got up and kept walking around. We're by shops now and there's an ice cream shop here. I love ice cream
"Ok Jinnie"
"I'll get it princess. Can you sit at the table and hold it for us?"
"Of course baby"
He walks with me to the table
When I sit down he asks me, "What do you want princess?"
"Mint chocolate chip on a cone please baby"
He makes a face. I knew this was coming
"Mint princess? Really?"
I giggle, "Yeah baby. That's my favorite."
"You're favorite?", he says, his eyebrows shooting up
"Yes Jinnie. I know you hate it but I love it"
It's annoying that all of them except Jungkook and Hobi hate mint chocolate chip. Jimin used to make faces to me too when we've gotten ice cream
"I...uh...ok princess. If that's what you want", he answers, sounding unsure
"Yeah Jinnie, that's what I want"
"Uh ok"
"Do you still love me?", I tease
"Yeah princess of course. You're taste in ice cream just sucks"
I stick my tongue out at him but he just laughs and kisses my cheek
"I'll be back baby"
I just nod and watch him walk inside the store. I look around and people watch while I wait for Jin. A few guys walks past me, one of them looking at me but I don't make eye contact
"Hey", one of them says and I don't answer
The rest keep walking but this guy stops in front of me. Oh god, now what? Can't he just go with his friends?
"Why are you by yourself? You're too pretty to be alone"
I hold back a snort. Did he really just say that to me? Does he think that shit really works?
"What's your name?"
"None of your business", I snap, crossing my arms and looking away from him
"Ooo I like sassy girls. It's hot just like you"
"Oh my god are you for real?", I ask, surprised
"I got you to talk to me."
Shit. He's right
"Go away"
"Oh c'mon baby. What's your name? You're really pretty. We should go out"
I raise my eyebrows in disbelief. Yeah right. Doesn't he know what go away means? I'm just about to tell him off when he's spun around
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Jin POV
I'm so fucking angry
I was waiting on line and I looked outside to check on her. And I see some guy talking to her, smiling at her and I just lose it. I immediately walk outside and towards them
"Go away", she snaps, her arms crossed
"Oh c'mon baby. What's your name? You're really pretty. We should go out"
She looks at him in disbelief, while I see red. I grab this asshole, turning me to him
"Back the fuck off!", I growl, getting in his face
He looks at me and laughs, "Who the fuck are you? Why don't you back off?"
"She's my girlfriend", I snap
"So? You don't own her. She can do whatever she wants"
He starts turning back to her but I grab his arm, turn him back and punch him right in his face as hard as I can. His head snaps back and he stumbles backwards
"Get the fuck away from her before I kill you!", I shout
"What the fuck?", the guy yells
"If you fucking look at her again, I'll tear your eyes out. If you fucking talk to her again, I'll rip your throat out"
I'm so fucking angry. How dare he fucking look at her. Talk to her. She's mine
"Get fucking lost before I fuck you up more", I snarl
I guess I look crazy because the guy turns and runs away. I feel crazy. I turn to her and she's looking at me in shock
Immediately going to her, I ask her, "Are you ok princess?"
"Yeah Jinnie. I'm ok. Thanks for making him go away baby"
"Of course Jo. I'll always protect you baby."
She nods then kisses me softly and I melt into her kiss
"Are you ok Jinnie? You were so mad", she asks when she pulls away
"Yeah Jo. I don't know why I got so angry. I just saw him talking to you and I just lost it. I guess this is what Namjoon was feeling anytime a guy went near his soulmate", I mutter
That was the most intense anger I've ever felt. I would of killed him if he came at me. I wanted to rip him apart. I just lost control and the thing is I didn't want to get it back. My brain just said to protect her and I went with it
"Jo...I didn't scare you did I?", I ask, just thinking of that now
I hope I didn't
"No Jinnie. I actually liked you defending me. It makes me know you'll always be there for me. And...", she trails off
"And?", I prompt
I'm glad she wasn't scared and that she knows I'll always keep her safe
"It was really hot", she blushes
I blink in surprise. Is she serious?
"It was?", I ask
She nods, "Yeah"
I don't know what to say to that. But I like it a lot
"Do you still want ice cream?", I ask
She tilts her head, "Yeah Jinnie. If you want"
"Yeah but you're coming with me this time"
She nods, "Ok baby."
She stands up and holds her hand out to me. I take it, standing and we walk to the ice cream shop together
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"That's disgusting princess. I don't know how you can watch this show", I say
We're watching the Walking Dead again and some person just got ripped to shreds by the walkers
"It's just a show baby. And it's cool."
"Cool?", I ask in disbelief
"Yeah baby. When I see that, I'm trying to figure out how the makeup artists did it. That helps so I'm not grossed out"
Huh. I know she wants to be a makeup artist for stuff like that. She's still in school for it and she works to pay for it. So it makes sense for her to think of those things while watching the show. But to me it's just fucking nasty
She picks up the remote and shuts the tv off
"What are you doing Jo?"
She shrugs, "I don't want you to be grossed out baby. I can watch it another time. It's not a big deal"
Shit. I didn't want her to think I didn't want to watch it with her
"No princess, it's ok. You can turn it back on"
"It's ok Jinnie. I know you're a scardey cat", she smirks
"Hey!", I protest
I mean it's true but still
"Oh shush and kiss me", she requests
Not a problem
"Fine but don't watch the show without me"
She nods, pulling me on top of her, her lips on mine, arms around my neck. Fire races through my body at her kiss. I love that I feel this way every time I kiss her
I slide my tongue in her mouth, making her moan and hold onto me tighter. I make sure I'm not hurting her arm, her ribs or her head wound as I kiss her and wrap my arms around her body
I love her so much. She's everything to me and I was so happy when she told me she loves me this morning. I didn't expect it and I didn't know if she would ever love me since she didn't say anything for awhile. But I'm over the moon she loves me as much as I love her
She slides her hand in my hair, running her fingers through it. And shit, it feels so good. Moving my kisses, I trail them down her neck, slowly and softly
"Jinnie", she whimpers
Fuck, I love that. Her hands slowly move down my body, making me shiver against her touch. Shit, I can't stop my body from trembling. I've never had this reaction to anyone. She stops at the top of my pj pants for a few seconds, then she hooks her fingers in the waistband and starts pulling them down. I stop kissing her and look down at her
"Jo, I don't know if it's a good idea right now"
I can't believe I'm saying this. But I don't want to hurt her. Her health and safety is so much more important than sex. She looks away from me, biting her lower lip
"You....uh....don't want to?", she asks quietly
Is she insane? Of course I want to
"That's not-", I start
"Is uh is it me? Do I make you not want to?", she asks, avoiding my gaze
What? She can't actually believe that? That is so untrue on so many levels
"No Jo, it's not that princess. Of course I want you. I promise. It's just I don't want to hurt you. I'm worried I'll hurt your ribs princess. They're still not healed yet", I explain
She lifts her eyes to mine, "You won't hurt me Jinnie. I know you won't. I trust you"
I hesitate. She trusts me and she really believes I won't hurt her. I'm scared but I want her so much
"It's ok Jinnie. If you're worried we don't have to ok? I was just scared you didn't want me"
I shake my head fast, "No princess, I want you. I always want you, since I found you."
She smiles at me, taking my breath away, "Then I'm ok Jinnie. It's ok. We can wait"
Do I want to wait? No I really don't. I want her. Now
I don't say anything, just kiss her soft lips again. She immediately kisses me back which I love. She has no hesitation, she just wants to kiss me too. I move my hands down her body while I kiss her. When I get to her pants, this time I start pulling them down
"Jinnie-"
"Shh princess. I want to so much. I'll be careful ok. If anything hurts tell me and I'll stop", I tell her
She nods, "Ok"
She puts her hand on the back of my neck, pulling me to her lips again. Slowly, I get her pants and panties off in one go. Her hands pull my pants and boxers down, then I help her and get out of them.nHovering over her, I pull her shirt up and gently take it off her, being careful around her broken shoulder and arm
"I'm sorry that you can't uh touch some of me because of this stupid cast", she apologizes
I shake my head, "Don't apologize princess. It's not your fault. We have the rest of our lives to do anything and everything ok?"
"Ok", she whispers, leaning up and kissing me
Her hands grab the hem of my shirt and pulls it off me
"Jinnie", she breathes, eyes on my body, hands touching me all over
I close my eyes, just feeling her touch. Suddenly I feel her lips and my eyes fly open. She's kissing up my chest, pulling me against her the higher she goes. I love her kisses. She's making me feel so loved, so wanted
I gently lay on her, feeling her kiss my neck and making my body tremble. Fuck, it feels so good. Her lips land on mine, her arms around my back
Opening her legs, I wrap them around my waist, push my hard cock inside her
"Fuck", I moan as I slide through her tightness, feeling her clench around me as I get all in
"Jjj.....Jin", she cries, her legs squeezing me, her body pressing hard against mine
"Jo, fuck Jo"
I can't fucking think from how good she feels. I start to move, in and out slowly. I don't want to go hard tonight. I want to make love to her and I don't want to hurt her. We have our whole lives to go hard, fast and wild. I want to feel everything now
"Oh my god Jin", she whimpers, clinging tightly onto me
"Feels good princess?", I ask
She nods, "Yes Jinnie. You feel so good"
"Good princess, I want to make you feel good", I whisper, kissing her cheek, then down her neck
I love the feel of her hands running up and down my back. Her hands are small and soft; they're the best. I love how her small hand fits in my big one. How her whole hand can wrap around my finger. How it feels when her fingers are intertwined with mine. Goddamn it, I can spend days just thinking about everything I love about her
Moving a little harder, pleasure spikes through my body. Her pussy opens just enough for me to slide in, pulsing so blissfully, my head hitting her spot every stroke
Her noises and moans are music to my ears and makes me want to make her feel even better. Her body shakes under me with every thrust, my name falling from her lips again and again
I feel her getting tight on me as I move and I'm so excited to make her cum
"Jin, Jin, Seokjin!", she cries, throbbing hard on me as she cums hard
"Oh my fucking god", I moan, my face in her neck, just feeling the fucking pleasure I'm getting from her orgasm
I can't believe it feels this amazing. How does it feel this good? I don't know. All I know is I want to feel it again. I keep moving as she orgasms and she gets so fucking tight, pleasure coursing through my body
"More princess ok?", I ask
She just moans in response
"Please baby, be my good girl"
She nods, her hands on my upper arms, squeezing me so tightly
Her hips move with me, taking me in deeper as I slide into her making sure I get her spot every time
"Jin....oh god Seokjin!"
She squeezes my arms so fucking hard as she explodes on me again. Her body crashes up into mine as she screams. God damnit I love everything about her orgasm. I don't think I could ever get enough. When she finishes, she pushes against me and I panic
I move away, sitting up and asking, "Are you ok Jo? Did I hurt you?"
She shakes her head, sitting up too
"Then-"
She just leans to me kissing me hard. And I forget everything I was going to say. I feel her pushing me backwards, so I just go and lay on my back. She moves on top of me and I get so fucking excited as I realize what's happening. She's going to ride me. Fucking yes. I've been fantasizing about this for the last week
She sits on me, her hips grinding in a circle as she wiggles down my length
"Ffff ...fuck", I groan, grabbing her hips, holding on as she bottoms me out
And fucking hell, my body shakes from the pleasure
"Oh god baby", I yell, closing my eyes, reveling in the feel of her cunt throbbing around me
She starts moving, up and down, pleasure blasting my body so fucking hard
"Fuck, fuck, fuck", I whimper
I open my eyes and I moan from what I see. Her perfect body moving on me, her hair around her beautiful face, biting her lip and looking right at me. When she sees me looking at her, she gives me a small smile, making my heart burst in love. I love her so much, I can't even put it into words. My hands roam all over her body, just watching her
"Fuck Jin, you feel amazing baby", she whispers
Not as amazing as she feels. I'm one hundred percent sure of that
"You feel incredible princess. I've never felt this good before", I admit
She smiles at me, making her even more beautiful. She bounces up and down, her cunt creaming my cock so much. It's so fucking pretty. Everytime she takes me in, she grinds on me rubbing my head against her spot, making her cunt spasm and her body shake.
"Jinnie", she whines
She gets tight on me and I know she's going to cum again. Her eyes close and I watch her body start to shake on top of me. My mouth drops as I watch her orgasm, calling my name. Goddamn, she's gorgeous. She keeps bouncing as she cums and I lose it
"Fuck Joanne. Oh my god", I yell, coming so fucking hard as pure pleasure hits me hard
"Jinnie", she whimpers
"Princess, yes baby. Fuck yes"
When we finish, she moves off me and I pull her into my arms. She comes automatically, her head on my chest, cuddling into me. I love having her in my arms. It's like she belongs there
"I love you Jinnie", she whispers
"I love you Joanne. So much princess", I whisper back. I hold her and start singing to her. She asked me to sing to her to sleep a few days ago and I've been doing it every nap and every night. After awhile, I hear her even breathing, telling me she's asleep.bI just smile to myself, kiss her forehead and settle in for the night, holding the love of my life
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Two Months Later
J POV
I watch the makeup artist smile at Jin and laugh at what he says. She touches his shoulder and I'm seething. To Jin's credit, he glances at her hand and shakes her off his shoulder. He's not engaging in her flirting and I'm thankful for that . But still, the jealousy hasn't worn off yet. For either of us
Jin is super protective and I love it. He even yells at some of the guys if he thinks they're flirting with me. Or if they've been talking to me for too long
I am too especially because of his ARMYS but I'm trying to deal with it. I get that he has to interact with the ARMYS. He has to talk to them and while he tries to avoid touching them as much as possible, he can't always do that especially if an ARMY wants to hold his hand. But he explains that he doesn't want to do it and he doesn't like it. I believe him. The way he is with me and his jealousy prove that he's not lying
But watching this bitch flirt with him is getting me fucking pissed off. Especially since everyone knows him and I are together. I'm mostly healed now and Jin went back to BTS last week. I got all my casts off, my head wound full healed. My chest is free now and Jin has a new area of my body to touch, kiss and lick. He's kind of obsessed with my boobs but I get it. He wasn't able to see them before
Anyway, I just have to be careful and Jin wants me with him all the time. He wants to make sure I'm ok and doesn't want me to be alone. I'm fine with it because I still don't want to be away from him
"You're upset right?", Aera asks me
Aera is Namjoon's soulmate. She knows what I'm feeling since she's been through it before
"Yeah"
"I get it. And not for nothing that girl has balls. She knows Jin is yours"
I know. Everyone knows Jin and I are soulmates. The makeup artist smiles at Jin, and moves her body close to him
"What the fuck?", I mutter
"Jo relax", Jimin says sitting next to me
"Oh shut it Jimin. You give everyone, death glares when they look at Tae, even ARMYS
Jimin found his soulmate while Jin was at my apartment. He demanded the hospital to tell him who his soulmate was after he found out I wasn't his. And it ended up being Tae. They've been together just as long as me and Jin. So he needs to shut it because he gets just as jealous. Jimin scowls but doesn't say anything
"Look Jo, I know how you feel. But Jin loves you. He's not even looking at her or acknowledging her. He keeps looking at you in the mirror", Aera informs me
"I know. But it's just fucking enraging. I don't want to sit here and watch her try to get him"
Aera nods, "I know Jo but really getting upset isn't going to help. I remember how I used to fly off the handle and it honestly wasn't the best way to deal with it."
I can get that. I remember her yelling and screaming whenever any girl even looked at Namjoon. But it's easier said than done. Looking back at Jin, the girl tries again, talking to him and this time she runs her fingers in his hair, beaming at him
Fuck this
That's my hair that I play with. I'm going to cut her fingers off. I stand up and make my way there
"Oh shit", Aera whispers
"Ten bucks says she decks the stylist", Jimin says
"No way. Jo is so sweet! She couldn't hit anyone"
Jimin snorts, "You've never seen her mad"
"Fine, bet", Aera agrees
The girl looks up at me as I come towards her
"Get your fucking fingers out of his hair before I fucking cut them all off", I growl
Her eyes widen and she pulls her hand behind her back
"Do you're fucking job and stop flirting with my boyfriend"
She narrows her eyes. She wants to fight? Bring it, I'm so ready
"And what are you going to do about it? I can flirt with who I want to"
"Wrong", I snap, pulling my arm back and punching her across her face
She falls back, hitting the table behind her
"I win!", Jimin cheers while Aera grumbles
"Princess", Jin calls but I ignore him
"If you ever, ever fucking look at him again, I will kill you. You do not want to mess with me. Do you fucking understand?"
She looks at me, holding her face, tears running down her face and she nods
"Get the fuck away from him. You'll never do his makeup again."
"Ooo...ok"
"Get lost", I snarl
She moves quickly to the side and runs out of the room
"Princess", Jin whispers
I turn back to him
"Why didn't you tell her to get her hand out of your hair?", I ask quietly
Why didn't he? Did he like it? Does he want her instead of me? He's supposed to love me
"I was princess. I was just about to when you came over. I promise"
I just look at him doubtfully, "Are you sure? It didn't look like you were. Did you like it?"
"No never baby. I would never like it unless it's you. I swear baby, I was going to tell her to back off. I didn't let her leave her hand on my shoulder. I wasn't talking to her or smiling at her. I can't do that princess because it's not you. I don't care about anyone but you.", he says, taking my hand, "I swear it's only you. For the rest of my life"
I nod, "It's only you for me Jinnie. For the rest of my life too. And after. Forever"
He smiles and nods, "Forever"
I smile back and go into his arms when he puts them around me. Leaning down he kisses me and I melt into him. I'm so lucky I have him
Forever
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