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Out of the Woods (JJK)-01

Pairing: Husband! Jungkook x Reader

Au: married couple au

Genre: it's just a pure angst ride 😩 (it's my attempt to write an asshole jk, hehe)

Rating: 18+

Word count: 10K (i swear I thought it'd be like 6K 😩)

Summary: You can’t remember the moment your marriage slipped into silence, like a forgotten melody fading into the background. Each day, you feel yourself drifting further into the shadows, invisible and abandoned. But when you learn that Jungkook spent your birthday with his ex, something sharp and unyielding stirs within you. The delicate thread you’ve held onto for so long finally breaks. You've reached the end.

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A thought flickered in your mind—should you call him? You immediately cringed at the idea.

The doubts swirled around you like a storm, but the longing continued to pulse within you, relentless and demanding.

After a few moments of heated internal debate, you found yourself weighing the options. 

It might just lead to disappointment, you reasoned, but deep down, you craved to hear his voice. With a shaky breath, you pulled out your phone, heart racing. What’s the worst that could happen? You thought, trying to muster some courage.

Your fingers hovered over the screen, the familiar dread creeping in. The uncertainty of whether he would pick up loomed large, but you just wanted to try. You wanted to reach out, even if it led to another disappointment.

You took a deep breath and hit the call button, heart pounding in your chest. The ringing echoed in your ears, each chime heightening your anticipation. But when it went to voicemail, a wave of disappointment washed over you. 

Typical, you thought, biting your lip. You hesitated for just a moment, battling with yourself, but then you called again. The phone rang, and you clung to hope, willing him to pick up. Yet again, it slipped into voicemail. 

Frustration bubbled up within you, but you shook it off. He was probably too occupied to bother picking up your calls. With a meeting or something important. You knew that. Still, it was hard to ignore the way your heart sank further with each unanswered call. 

Finally, you hit the call button one more time. This time, however, a creeping sense of worry settled in the pit of your stomach. What if something is wrong? You hated the thought, and even more so, you hated yourself for feeling this way, for worrying about him, when he couldn’t care less.

After the third ring, it became painfully clear he wasn’t picking up. The disappointment transformed into anxiety, spiralling into a gnawing worry that you couldn’t shake. You knew you were being ridiculous; Jungkook was a jerk who often left you hanging, but that didn’t stop the unease that clung to you.

You sighed and looked into your reflection in the mirror. As you are left to stare at yourself, you feel a mix of disappointment, hurt, anger and worry.

Despite everything, you feel this urge just to make sure that he’s okay. That feeling is only accompanied with anger.

Sure, you feel angry at Jungkook. But you also feel angry at yourself for worrying about him.

This is also one of the major reasons as to why you avoid calling Jungkook unless extremely necessary. You get worried literally every time he doesn’t pick up the call (which is all the time), only for it to turn out something along the lines of him being too busy to be able to answer his phone.

Sometimes, you just wish you could be as careless about him as he’s about you.

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I WILL join your Patreon soon!!!! (Once I get my vacation done, I’ll have the money!) can’t wait to read Out of the woods!! I hope it’s juicy!

hello, sweetheart ! I'm so sorry, for seeing this only now! But hey! I hope you have/had loads of fun on your vacation 🥺💓. I'm immensely grateful that you want to join my patreon ❤️. That being said, one thing I can assure you of is, OOTW is plenty juicy 😉.

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so angst it is!

Help me pick!

What would you like to read this month? I have so many ideas in my head but I just don't KNOW which one to write. So help me out with it 🥺

I'm not giving the "holy trinity" as an option, because I want to focus on the major genre the fic will have.

[bangtanficsforyou]

Angel in the Hallways (JJK)- Fic Announcement

Pairing: Dilf! Single dad Jungkook x Reader

Genre: you know the drill, it's smut 😼. Jungkook is the definition of "angel in the streets, devil in the sheets", hence the name 🤭

Rating: 18+

Summary: you were pleasantly surprised to discover that your new neighbour is an adorable five year old girl and her father. You were however, very unprepared to discover just how much of a charmer her father turned out to be.

Word count: no clue.

Warning: or^l (f receiving), ti^^y sucking, fing^^^ng, p in v s^x, d^^ty talk if it counts, protected sex, loads of teasing, Jungkook has a mouth on him, they are desperate like teenagers feel free to judge them, more to be added on e I complete writing it

this is a part of the exclusive smut drabbles for the $8 tier on my patreon!

A/N: the next part of hello, love is already up on my Patreon. I uploaded it like a few days back, and will shortly upload the link on my Tumblr soon. That being said, final year is hectic y'all 😩.

on a different note, I'm working on "out of the woods pt 2" + "burning love" so hehe 😀❤️

but most importantly, I LOVE YOU ALL for the support you have given me on Patreon. It's like a dream, honestly 🥺.

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Hello, Love! (3.5)- Early Access

Pairing: Jungkook x Reader

Genre: fluff, angst, probable smut (we don’t know yet lololol)

Rating: 18+

Summary: You had a plan when you returned home, seven years later. However, falling in love with your sister’s fiance wasn’t it.

Warning: mentions of drug addiction, familial neglect.

A/N: I'll upload this here asap, because I know I'm late as it is 😩😤

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you can read this here!

also, if you like my writing, consider checking out my patreon! ❤️

[bangtanficsforyou]

Help me pick!

What would you like to read this month? I have so many ideas in my head but I just don't KNOW which one to write. So help me out with it 🥺

I'm not giving the "holy trinity" as an option, because I want to focus on the major genre the fic will have.

[bangtanficsforyou]

Out of the Woods (02)- Announcement

Pairing: Husband! Jungkook x Reader

Au: married couple au

Genre: it's just a pure angst ride 😩 (it's my attempt to write an asshole jk, hehe)

Rating: 18+

Word count: tba

Summary: You can’t remember the moment your marriage slipped into silence, like a forgotten melody fading into the background. Each day, you feel yourself drifting further into the shadows, invisible and abandoned. But when you learn that Jungkook spent your birthday with his ex, something sharp and unyielding stirs within you. The delicate thread you’ve held onto for so long finally breaks. You've reached the end.

so part two will be posted this month and i just uploaded an exclusive sneak peek on my Patreon, feel free to check that out! 🤗💓

[bangtanficsforyou]

Help me pick!

What would you like to read this month? I have so many ideas in my head but I just don't KNOW which one to write. So help me out with it 🥺

I'm not giving the "holy trinity" as an option, because I want to focus on the major genre the fic will have.

[bangtanficsforyou]

Out of the Woods (02)- Announcement

Pairing: Husband! Jungkook x Reader

Au: married couple au

Genre: it's just a pure angst ride 😩 (it's my attempt to write an asshole jk, hehe)

Rating: 18+

Word count: tba

Summary: You can’t remember the moment your marriage slipped into silence, like a forgotten melody fading into the background. Each day, you feel yourself drifting further into the shadows, invisible and abandoned. But when you learn that Jungkook spent your birthday with his ex, something sharp and unyielding stirs within you. The delicate thread you’ve held onto for so long finally breaks. You've reached the end.

so part two will be posted this month and i just uploaded an exclusive sneak peek on my Patreon, feel free to check that out! 🤗💓

[bangtanficsforyou]

Help me pick!

What would you like to read this month? I have so many ideas in my head but I just don't KNOW which one to write. So help me out with it 🥺

I'm not giving the "holy trinity" as an option, because I want to focus on the major genre the fic will have.

[bangtanficsforyou]

Out of the Woods (02)- Announcement

Pairing: Husband! Jungkook x Reader

Au: married couple au

Genre: it's just a pure angst ride 😩 (it's my attempt to write an asshole jk, hehe)

Rating: 18+

Word count: tba

Summary: You can’t remember the moment your marriage slipped into silence, like a forgotten melody fading into the background. Each day, you feel yourself drifting further into the shadows, invisible and abandoned. But when you learn that Jungkook spent your birthday with his ex, something sharp and unyielding stirs within you. The delicate thread you’ve held onto for so long finally breaks. You've reached the end.

so part two will be posted this month and i just uploaded an exclusive sneak peek on my Patreon, feel free to check that out! 🤗💓

[bangtanficsforyou]

Help me pick!

What would you like to read this month? I have so many ideas in my head but I just don't KNOW which one to write. So help me out with it 🥺

I'm not giving the "holy trinity" as an option, because I want to focus on the major genre the fic will have.

[bangtanficsforyou]

Out of the Woods (02)- Announcement

Pairing: Husband! Jungkook x Reader

Au: married couple au

Genre: it's just a pure angst ride 😩 (it's my attempt to write an asshole jk, hehe)

Rating: 18+

Word count: tba

Summary: You can’t remember the moment your marriage slipped into silence, like a forgotten melody fading into the background. Each day, you feel yourself drifting further into the shadows, invisible and abandoned. But when you learn that Jungkook spent your birthday with his ex, something sharp and unyielding stirs within you. The delicate thread you’ve held onto for so long finally breaks. You've reached the end.

so part two will be posted this month and i just uploaded an exclusive sneak peek on my Patreon, feel free to check that out! 🤗💓

[bangtanficsforyou]

Help me pick!

What would you like to read this month? I have so many ideas in my head but I just don't KNOW which one to write. So help me out with it 🥺

I'm not giving the "holy trinity" as an option, because I want to focus on the major genre the fic will have.

[bangtanficsforyou]

Help me pick!

What would you like to read this month? I have so many ideas in my head but I just don't KNOW which one to write. So help me out with it 🥺

I'm not giving the "holy trinity" as an option, because I want to focus on the major genre the fic will have.

[bangtanficsforyou]

Out of the Woods (02)- Announcement

Pairing: Husband! Jungkook x Reader

Au: married couple au

Genre: it's just a pure angst ride 😩 (it's my attempt to write an asshole jk, hehe)

Rating: 18+

Word count: tba

Summary: You can’t remember the moment your marriage slipped into silence, like a forgotten melody fading into the background. Each day, you feel yourself drifting further into the shadows, invisible and abandoned. But when you learn that Jungkook spent your birthday with his ex, something sharp and unyielding stirs within you. The delicate thread you’ve held onto for so long finally breaks. You've reached the end.

so part two will be posted this month and i just uploaded an exclusive sneak peek on my Patreon, feel free to check that out! 🤗💓

[bangtanficsforyou]

Hello, Love! (3.5)- Early Access

Pairing: Jungkook x Reader

Genre: fluff, angst, probable smut (we don’t know yet lololol)

Rating: 18+

Summary: You had a plan when you returned home, seven years later. However, falling in love with your sister’s fiance wasn’t it.

Warning: mentions of drug addiction, familial neglect.

A/N: I'll upload this here asap, because I know I'm late as it is 😩😤

Series Masterlist

you can read this here!

also, if you like my writing, consider checking out my patreon! ❤️