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liquidjapanesetit · 2 years ago

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Got tired of getting mad at rise donatello playlists on spotify so i made my own be the change you want to see in the world

#tmnt #donatello #falandinho #this is so self indulgent because im very into techno and eletronic music lately #and is rottmnt fault because is canon that donnie likes this genre of music #and i was so done seeing people putting marina in his playlists #sooooo i made this #ngl it was very hard to hold back the urge to put breakcore in this one #but i dont think donnie would like breakcore or hyperpop #he would think is too much or something #BUT he does like 80s songs so i tried to stick with some new wave #im also intend to put some 80s synth pop ones because i think the mainly reason he likes this kind of songs is because of how they sound #like i think they itch right on his brain you know?#again this is self indulgent as fuck #blah blah blah hes just like me fr #jesus christ im rambling so much #i just think about him a lot in general sorry #oh im also going to make a rise raph one too #people in the rise fandom just dont know any soul music and this is bothering me so much didbdjdhd #honestly every rise playlist just get on my nerves because like #THERES AN EPISODE ABOUT WICH KIND OF MUSIC THEY LIKE #RAPH DOESNT LISTEN TO CAVETOWN DUDE COME ON NOW #okay im done i swear #long ass tags dude

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xxplastic-cubexx · 4 months ago

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what is your favorite thing about charles and your favorite thing about erik? separately, as in what you like most about their characters :]

a devious question this one is, my friend!!! it's hard enough for me to explain my thoughts cohesively, but having to pick ONE thing i particularly love is difficult. with characters like charles and erik, theres been so much done with their characters over the decades and so they have so many components to them that make them so interesting and fun to observe. BUT I TRY FOR YOU TODAY. under the cut i kinda ramble and the size of this text box makin me anxious

i think if i were to be simple and broad, what i enjoy most about charles is his determination to help others, even if he isn't really thanked and/or if people don't even like him. ofc, this isn't to say he hasn't done wrong- to be honest, the fact he does wrong/questionable things at times is another aspect of him i really enjoy, maybe because- broadly speaking- he's meant to be altruistic (intent vs outcome and all that). i don't know if that's super exciting to most people, but it is for me

as for erik, my reason for liking him is easier to explain tbh. To Be Simple And Broad, his progression from villain to antihero over the decades has been fun to observe (as much as i have so far anyhow) and analyze. i think to be a bit more specific, him using his rage and pain as justifications for his villainous actions is definitely what compels me the most: hurt people hurt and the sort, an idea i've always found interesting (something something vicious cycles and the like). yet now, he recognizes this wasn't really. A Just Thing To Do and is beginning to change that, which i enjoy

#snap chats #may you forgive me anon i always feel awkward explaining things AVELKJEAKLJ #i feel esp awkward cause i haven't read toooo much of the comics yet- like ive read. an ok amount so far krakoa wise #can you guys tell im fighting god himself to Not write a fuckin. NOVEL #im so sorry i have an over-explaining problem my mom was mean to me growing up but anyways #i definitely want to read more and more outside krakoa. the more i read the more im fascinated by these two and their history #but to continue my prattling. as if the three paragraphs above arent enough This Is Not A Thesis RELAX #i think a. 'poignant' moment i think adds to what i like about charles too is that soliloquy where he recognizes people dont like him #yet he could always be worse- like if he's bad now to others imagine if he really just said Fuck It All #it's simple but so am i whaddyagonnadoboutit. i mean that point itself could be discussed but i'm trying to keep this brief bear with me #i so bad want to know what issue that's from tho all i know is that it's from krakoa but i neeeed the whole context #i think like. an additional bullet point to charles i also like is his loneliness #and i say this cause- I Say From My Amateur-Psychology Armchair- it's a component of why he's so earnest to help #but im keeping this point in the tags until i can confidently verify that with myself after some more reading #Unfortunately a favorite pass time of mine is psychoanalyzing characters like why else you think i major in psychology smh #im going to force myself to cap the post here because i ended up typing like 20 more tags just rambling #and as i said id like to keep this simple and clean !!!!! i have sat here for like four hours answering this ngl #ignore the fact half that time was spent getting distracted by solitaire and riffling cards ok I Am Very Easily Distracted #but fr when it comes to charles and erik- charles esp imo #i feel like i need to write a whole paper just so i can mention the nuances of the characters and like. EVERYTHING #because again six decades is A Lot of time for writing decisions to be made and for their characters to change over time #im a glazer but i wanna be a nuanced glazer yk. is that glazing at that point-- w/e anyway #its a lot. so today you will have to tolerate a very Blah answer from me which i must apologize for #down the line once ive read a comfortable amount more varying from multiple eras maybe ill revisit this question more in depth #as of right now tho .... chat i wanna get legion of x so bad i skimmed it and hhhhhhhhim gonna throw UP #i need to shake charles like a ragdoll BUT ANYWAY. bye bye for now lovelies !!!!!!!#please forgive me if i didnt answer your question efficiently ..#here i am saying i wanted to keep the tag count brief and yet !!! jesus christ. shut up My God I REACHED THE TAG LIMIT

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cloudbends · 3 days ago

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I did Not just cry over this

#vi rambling #wonderful lb #I REALLY HAVE GROWN SOFT WHAT THE HELL.#torame....... TORAME........ THE DOG TOO....... FUCK MY LIFE #I literally dont even have or ever had pets so this isnt even based on any personal experience it just #hit me really hard for some reason. didnt expect on screen pet death and talk of pet and animal death in my #magical girl show. jesus christ #it makes sense with the themes it was executed very impactfully and i assumed we're going to discuss it eventually #but i jus. just #whyyyy WHY. im ok. lol #ill probablu finish the series in the next sitting and i dont think im remotely ready because ive grown #really really attached to this series i genuinely love it so much.#uhm. actual notes.#torame's nuance as a character was spectacular he really is just a small wolf wanting to play....#his stopping the gaogaon because he saw fuku is ill just. ok. he probably knew his time is also limited. alright. okay.#that whole sequence with the dog at home. just. fucked me up entirely #i assume... based on the lack of focus on komugi that she'll get her focus in the coming episodes because #it doesnt fit this series to just gloss over things quickly. so im excited and also scared. haha.

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scattered-winter · 8 months ago

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every day i kick a rock and bash my head into the wall because i'll never get to go on a big space adventure and become tightly close-knit with my new found family up there <//3

#re lrb..........#i mean realistically if i was in the voltron/quintenary stars universe chances are i would probably NOT be one of the people #going on the space adventure.#i'd be roped into the plot when the aliens invade and earth almost gets destroyed. spoilers for arc 2 btw sorry #but man. child soldierism aside i wish that were me so so so bad #sadly kicks a rock when will EYE have a deep and mystical connection with a giant ancient cat :(#its not even that i want to interact with the main cast bc i dont really i just. wanna be in their position man #i think one of the reasons why voltron grabbed me so hard (among MANY) is how badly i wanted to do what the main characters did #i remember when i was first watching it while it was coming out i would CONSISTENTLY daydream about being launched into space #with a handful of other people and having to fight a war and grow up far away from home and all the suffocating stuff that came with it #and then coming back years later already solidly knowing who i am and being confident in that #so i'd actually be brave enough to be unapologetic about it. and i'd be found family with the people i went to space with also #that parts important #idk man just. i dont like saying i was abused when i was younger because i really dont think it was like that and it isnt even close to #what how people who have really been abused have had to go through #but sometimes i really do wonder. like now that im (mostly) out and able to review everything with an outside perspective #not even getting into the cult survivorism stuff this is JUST family dynamics im talking about here #bc that shit is a whole other can of worms #i think my parents were genuinely doing the best they could with the cards they were dealt but. jesus christ.#i would have given ANYTHING to be able to run away from all that. and throw magic cats into the equation? brother im GONE #anyway this tags ramble has derailed in a MAJOR way. tldr i wanted to be a paladin sooooo fuckign bad bro #like it actually makes me SICK how much i want a lion. red you are my forever girl even if only in my heart <///3 #i still do want to do all that out of principle but its not as desperate now i just really love space and really want a big kitty friend #winter speaks

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cult-of-the-eye · 8 months ago

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brooo it's literally impossible to be anything other than skinny during the summer

#speaking for me specifically #i can't wear shorts #so i can only wear trousers #but if i wear bigger trousers then im “not accentuating my curves”#or looking “homeless”#but its too hot for tighter trousers #and dont even get me started on tops #i have to wear something that is modest and keeps me cool but doesnt make me look homeless and makes me look conventionally pretty #so by the time ive gotten all those down #i am physically unable to think about what i want out of wearing clothes #lile jesus christ #i wish people didnt care so much about what i wore #its literally just fucking CLOTHES #AUGH #anyway #rant #rant over #rambles #cult rambles

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neonkoii · 9 months ago

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happy two year anniversary to the very beginning of my descent into madness (the day i added my hockey guy on social media) (it all went downhill from there)

#i love talking in parentheses guys it’s so fun #anyway after that he put me on my deep obsessive stranger things phase. and after that we did the play together. and after that #i watched the hunger games movies because he gave me the flu after tech week. and after that i was sending him videos from an airbnb in #albuquerque nm at one in the morning. and at some point along the way i was squished out badly (vwoop was there) (don’t look at my sideblog #and after that he put me on various new music and then left to california with my best friend for two weeks and i was so alone.#and after that we didn’t talk much for most of last summer until suddenly we went anc saw the barbie movie together. and after that #he called me on the phone various times (he’s one of only two people i dna stand talking to on the phone)#and then he befriended one of my teammates over the socials and then i went to some of his hockey games and then #deep breath. guys im running out of things to say. can you tell im so fucking insane about my best friends irl.#and then he’s gone to my birthdays the past two years in a row even though he can’t drive and it’s inconvenient for him. and then we’re #going to a concert next week (he’s taking me)#rowe rambles #JESUS CHRIST shut up rowe

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alex-just-vibing · 10 months ago

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i need him in a way that is concerning to feminism

#im not a woman i just love that phrase so much #anyways sorry i havent been posting like at all ive been literally just playing botw #this is the ideal body structure for a man yall just haters #also whatever gender link has. thats me. i want that.#and honest to god its so much fun ive been having a blast. most of the time #some puzzles do suck dick and balls tho #and like. 10k rupees for a great fairy? jesus christ miss. what the scallop #but overall 10/10 experience cant wait to get to totk #unrelated to sidon but vaguely related to the post #me and my friends were going back and forth at lunch w sum fictional hear me outs #(no one wanted to hear me out for sidon (💔💔💔 theyre just haters))#we alll agreed that live action rodrick heffley (from the first two movies) is the ideal man. idc what yall say #one of them did say smth like oh you cant just put eyeliner on a man and call him hot #when like that's literally the rules?? sorry man i dont make them i just enforce em #but like thats written in lgbt law???#smh chat #anyways #im tired #my stuff #oh god that was a ramble #im so normal chat

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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 years ago

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#just an observation bc im avoiding working on stuff but i draw a lot and post basically everything i draw thst gets finished #and its v funny to me how u can tell how out of focus i was based on the quality of the drawing #or like when i post something and its like ok some of that was good but u def gave up halfway thru one of those lol #inconsistency i funny like that. its also funny to me that now a days i get comments like COLORS!!!#which is funny bc i notoriously haaaaaate coloring. like i will sit around whining and complaining when im home with my parents bc i dont #wanna color. its just so easy to fuck things up when u draw traditionally and it takes a million years so its a big ask lol #but i guess i dont hate is so much right now bc i kinda just slap whatever colors i want together like fuck it we ball #and thats kinda fun. reckless i suppose #its agony when u wanna try to do shadows and lights tho. like finding references ugh #or wanting to draw big ideas but then its like oh god its gonna take so long and if i dont do it all in one sitting i might die #im a lil better abt thst now bc it would b impossible but in my head i still hate it #ugh. all i wanna do is draw. theres another universe where i went to art school. or just like took art classes. and i wanna say id b happier #but thats def a lie XD i like learning too much and i dont have the attention span to hardcore learn genetics outside an academic #environment. and i got way too excited abt exploring the genetic traits of my cyano species #like i can make genetics trees for traits and look for. fuck. i forgot the word. how tf did i forget the word. oh god. horizontal gene #transfer. jesus christ its like theres a hole in my brain. well. i guess i did get only like 4hrs sleep. ugh im rambling.#i need to finish getting ready for Monday so i dont have to tomorrow and ill have time to draw. prob wont stop me feeling nauseous abt #teaching tho. OH FUCK. i just remembered i have a new office space now to decorate. fuck i need to hang up pictures and stuff #what would b the funniest way to put narut0 on my deskspace? idk ill have to think abt it. oh god im not ready #my head is like a handbell. one of the big ones when u ring it and it hits soft and u can feel the vibrations. someones wrung my head lol #unrelated

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perfectly-clear-from-here · 1 year ago

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got sad and put Don't Forget Who You Are on shuffle. im no longer sad nor happy but a secret third option-

#it was literally an accident aswell i was just turning on my morning alarm and it connected to spotify and bam #bombshells starts playing #and jesus christ the way everything just started feeling okay-#i love that album more than anything ahhh #seriously though ive been feeling so off the whole day and now everything feels so much lighter yyayyy #pls dont tempt me cause i will do an entire post rambling on how dfwya is the most underrated album in history #and how every track just touches my soul #GOD IM SO DRAMATIC (im deadly serious)#miles kane appreciation club #dont forget who you are #dfwya #miles kane #oversharing and its bitter aftertaste

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antennatoheaven · 1 year ago

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#fionna and cake #fionna and cake spoilers #kinda ig #petrigrof #“you were a wonderful experience'' ''you were... everything” AAAAAAUGHGDFHGSHGDH STOP THAT #if episode 10 ended with this i would have started crying much sooner #sorry but the full song just makes me cry even more #im not exaggerating my reaction for once #im so glad i didnt even try to watch the finale in the bus jesus christ #id included #ramblings

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surpriserose · 2 years ago

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kind of insane just how morally bankrupt true crime is

#Its weird how like......just how popular it is with people who would crucify you for watching horror movies #Reminded of the like okay this is kind of rambling but like #There was this tweet going around people were making fun of of a person who was like i like horror movies theyre really cute and silly but #If you watch saw youre a horrible monster #But i went to their profile because im weird and no one has the follow up of that person being like stop calling me a pussy i literally #Served in the military and its just so much to fucking unpack like jesus christ #I dont know how some people get it twisted up that its more respectful to constantly consume content about real peoples horrific tragedies #Because youre learning and being aware but if you like fake gore you must be fucked up #You fucking anti anti people dont touch this post i know more than you

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lycanthian · 1 year ago

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in some insane ass traffic thinking about echo vn. not playing it rn because my phones dying but i need to piece together flynns route so bad. what was that all about. i have thoughts but nobody to tell them to who will understand what the fuck i am saying

#gamey rambles #pleaaaaaaaase mutuals who know abt echo vn im goinf crazy #i still have to play jennas route and figure out what scene i missed in leos but im almost done with it all #its so good but jesus christ. pats roof of VN app. tbis baby can fit so much insanity and also imagery in it #going in honestly i did not expect it to catch my brainwaves this much. its so good. im very glad i did finally check it out

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ghostfungus · 2 years ago

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My head hurts so fucking much