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#fully understand why harrow lobotomized herself to forget someone lol#jesus christ get out of my HEAD#i would like to forget you existed#i want to talk to you all the time#i’d like to quit comparing this whole thing to really awful things people go through#‘it feels like a breakup’#‘it feels like you died’#jesus FUCK it shouldn’t FEEL THIS WAY STILL
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#my post#i couldnt get this out of my head#midoriya izuku#todoroki shouto#ojiro mashirao#yuuga aoyama#tsuyu asui#koda koji#kaminari denki#jirou kyouka#fumikage tokoyami#iida tenya#uraraka ochako#shoji mezo#bakugou katsuki#mineta minoru#kirishima ejirou#ashido mina#sato rikido#momo yaoyorozu#sero hanta#jesus christ thats a lot of tags#class 1a#boku no hero academia textpost#my hero academia textposts#bnha textpost#mha textpost#textpost#bnha incorrect quotes#mha incorrect quotes
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something awful (Not the forum)
@spitinsideme i'm sorry
#i had this idea and needed to get it out of my head#i was losing it#she's absolutely shocked#still processing what happened#lmao#jesus christ#absolutely disgusting!!!!!!#anyway#currently not having much time for art but#i can still make low quality stuff#also please answer me something#demon ragatha needs blood right??#or am i mistaken#if so does period blood count#i swear i'm just asking for curiosity#no dark intentions or anything#period blood#cw blood#tw blood#cw suggestive#suggestive#shitpost#my art#tadc pomni#tadc ragatha#tadc au#tadc fanart#the amazing digital circus#buttonblossom#pomni x ragatha
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People are real quick to do a complete 180 and forgive Watcher after making the most basic backtracking statement they could’ve made
Like I know the standard for YouTube apologies is fucking 6 feet in the ground but like, it’s the most basic PR statement they could’ve given
Am I glad they apologized? Yes. Do I think they regret it? Yes. Do I think it was for the reasons we hope (aka caring about the fans)? No. Do I think they were sincere about their reasoning? No.
I think it comes back to why they were willing to make this decision in the first place: money
And to the parasocial people who are fighting for their lives to defend them, just remember that they were ready to drop you and whoever wasn’t willing to dish out $6 so they could travel around the world, continue living in one of the most expensive cities in the the country, and drive their Teslas around
#will probably delete later#but I deadass saw someone defending them say Tesla’s were the same amount as every other car#my homie in Christ the cheapest Tesla model is $20k more than the same model at somewhere like Mazda#please get your heads out of their asses Jesus Christ#watcher#ryan bergara#shane madej#steven lim#snail scribbles
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started stardew valley for the first time. born to remember villager likes and dislikes forced to immediately forget it the moment i take my eyes off thw wiki
#HELP. HEEEELPP <- THE FORGETTER#i have 18 different tabs open and im pretty sure half of them are duplicates. i have not made anything past 5000G i am so cooked#rn im at summer 11 ish?? i cant remember dates in real life either jesus christ GRIPPING THE COMMUNITY CALENDAR WITH MY BARE HANDS#my ass really went into this like “ill just take it easy and go into it blind so i get the newborn baby deer experience" completely ignoran#to the fact that i get anxious disappointing ppl and not having any background knowledge going into smth new. like a FOOL#also the walking speed is just slow enough to make me space out and forget where i was going and what i needed to do head in my hands#ive had to backtrack all over pelican town so many different times im in fucking adhd hell. resource management hell#im saying this like i hate it but its actually pretty fun and engaging when im not gripping my head trying to remember what i was doing#i got linus' 2 heart event and it made me whimper a little. LINUSSS LINUS I LIKE HIM. AND WILLY AND MARNIE THEYRE SO NICEYS#marnie kinda like.. reminds me of my friends mom even her face is pretty similar. shes sweet i like her. also willy calls me lad hes cool#i think im just gonna start a new save and NOT rely on the fucking mixed seed forages bc my ass was too stubborn to buy seeds#i just got sebastians 2 heart event too ughhh ive never had to work so hard for an emo boys approval. but it was satisfying#corn will fix me. its a replenishable summer-fall crop corn has to fucking fix me PLEASE#i also. made a stardew valley farmer. the one im playing as. their name is cosmo they have a backstory and everything im making#him a ref. his backstory is so fucking funny just wait#yapping#diary#puppy plays sdv
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transfem loop + siffrin... you agree
i does agree.... i does in fact ... write a 7k word essay on the subject..... if you would like to perhaps click that link and read it if you were not already aware...... kisses u on the forehead......... sorry its that long but i had to cover all of my bases you know how it is with textual analysis when you're trying to draw a distinction between "headcanon" and "reading of the text" because those are different things.... to meeeeeeee.......
#a headcanon is when i say shit like loop has feetie pyjamas.#a reading of the text is when i go jesus christ dude im not sure someone that repressed has a particularly great grasp on their ideal Self#lucabytetalks#isat spoilers#back on the homestuck tangent sometimes i think about how ppl picked up on the trans coding of roxy but were so set in their ways that#they thought it mustve been in the past and not a potential future... and then got real mad about a character being like.#complexly transmasc with a nuianced relationship to gender and not Easily Brushed Off Before The Narrative Begins Binary Trans Woman#one of the few times i think ive seen it be That way around? but i think it comes down to that whole. visible transgenderism happening#during the plot vs Invisible transgenderism that shh its okay you dont have to actually think about you can just say for brownie points#BUT MAYHAPS THAT IS MEAN. mayhaps that is mean. but i know what i saw back in the day.#sighs homestuck tangent over anyway uhhh yeah hold on isat fans ill throw you a new bone instead of getting off topic uhhh#isabeau seems like such a pragmatic planner to me i think theyve got contingency plans for whatever family they want to have in future#logical nerd with his transition timeline planned out and it includes a flowchart with an 'IF partner has X then i need Y to have a kid'#shrodingers op isabeau . guy with a gender spreadsheet and punnet squares. i think it being that methodical is funny#it also speaks to his occasional hesitance but thats too dark of a read i think im not going to stake anything serious on that#i have thoughts on isa but they're more obviously aligned with what he literally says with his words in-game. not really much worth#elaborating on besides poking at how his insecurities and appeasement to others might inform his literal decisions#i have maybe a few bullet points in my head for him. not 7k words
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Sunday 🌞
“Get out of your routine”
Anxiety is not your routine
Depression is not your routine
Frustration is not your routine
Heartbreak is not your routine
“God is saying it is time for you to get out of your routine it's time for you to come out of that cave that you have been in and show up there fresh oil for every day there's fresh power for every day there's creativity still a sign to your name. I hear god saying it's not going to be what I did for other people that I've got a new thing that I want to do just for you and because it is a new thing I need you to be willing to break out of the old so you can step into the new….
#black girl aesthetic#black girl blogger#black girls of tumblr#pinterest#black girl joy#black girl magic#soft life#black girl beauty#luxury#soft girl era#sarah jakes roberts#get out of my head#get out of your routine#girl get up#good vibes#feminine goddess#god#jesus christ#sunday cleaning#sunday#room cleaning#breakfast#take notes#loveonyou#spread love#inner peace#peaceful#finding solace#balance#girl moodboard
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(go on and) kiss the boy
“So,” Mike starts, drawing out the word, and Will turns to him. “Any ideas on how to spend the next fifteen minutes?” It’s teasing, suggestive when he wiggles his eyebrows, and it’s so unexpected that Will lets out a surprised laugh, unabashed, and it’s so easy, how the tension falls away, and it’s only them again. “You’re ridiculous,” Will shakes his head, smiling, but Mike looks proud of himself anyway. He points out, “I don’t hear you complaining.” Will scoffs, nudging at him with an elbow. “Whatever,” he smoothly replies. Mike grins.
Will, Mike, and the numerous attempts at their first kiss.
#hiii it is me again . hello#ok . on with the tags#oh my god its 3 am#I HAVE TO GET UP AT NINE .....#ok . ok#byler#will byers#mike wheeler#byler fic#byler fanfic#um . what else#thats probably it idk#ok no rambling this time . i am so tired ive been working on this for like . one day and it i sprobably so bad and im missing osme huge mis#ake . my eyes are going to melt out of my ears#EARS ? HEAD I MEANT HEAD#SKJULL ??? SKULL theyre going ot melt out of my skull . jesus christ#im done embarrassing myself#goodbye and goodnight#byebye#magic
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my research partner and i are huddled in a blanket in paddington waiting for a too-late train i already miss you and you and you
#he keeps falling asleep almost on my shoulder and waking up and readjusting but i want to tell him its ok weve seen a lot#of each other ive seen your brainwaves you called me crying a few nights ago. research partner right now is a potentiality#friend is a certainty. i met a banker passionate about finance. he said his advice made the lives of others better and he likes the numbers#more than he likes anything else. on a high rise near canary wharf the view was wonderful and the people even moreso#he said i loved her but i spent 33 grand on her and i cant do this anymore. his voice cracked talking about her. he did love her.#and she talked softly she grabbed my hand she bought me a pack of Marlborough gold she told me to snap#the russian menthol cigarettes of the tortured polish man near us with my teeth i kept staring at her teeth#bright white and sharp. i couldnt find her heartbeat but i did find warmth and i did find her lips and i did feel#how she felt pressed against a wall. a pretty boy held my hand and i gave him my number. i couldnt stop smiling about her no matter#how many runways youve walked on how many collections youve designed how many students youve taught. senior lecturer teaches me how to do#very unethical things ethically over a double shot of vodka made by the half-persian with broken farsi. she talks softly#and she says her eyes are hazel but they appear a shade of red. pure gold on her hands and leather on her back and her fingers on my lips#(she talks softly sees through me she says something i cant hear but i wont forget the way she flies) she talked to my research partner#about the possibility of moving to sunny dubai with the rest of her family and my heart felt pierced. on her arm i traces a tattoo of a#knife passing through a rose. she told me she thought there was romance in severing so i kissed her some more.#he sat me down and asked me what i loved and i told him and he said no romance no person no tragedy will take that from you.#the room was filled with a collection of people in love with something that wasnt a person and i kept looking at her.#red eyes bitten jawline beautiful hands. it is 3 degrees Celsius my head is on his shoulder i miss my friends#we walked out the lecture hall with arms linked a photo of two years ago and we both said#jesus christ. i miss you all. and i miss logic metatheory lectures. im glad i get to stare at the depth of your eyes#i wish i had met you years ago.#crushposting
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Um um um i think Cumulus and Rain should have a cute little spa night together where they just dote on each other
They should take a bath together so Rain can unapologetically touch and play with her hair because he's obsessed with it, and her purr makes his heart flutter. And Cumulus can delicately pet the webbing between his fingers and his fins under the guise of helping him wash cause he gets all flustered and that lavender blush is her favorite thing.
After their bath Cumulus chirps and coos over how beautiful he is while she rubs her favorite mango scented lotion into his shoulders and over his chest, looking at him like he framed the moon and the clouds just for her. Rain of course returns the favor - he's a gentleman! Lays her down in her bed on fresh sheets, takes his time massaging the lotion into her back and down her legs while she hums and sighs fondly.
And maybe Rain ends up laying flush on her back, face buried in her hair, sliding his cock along the cleft of her ass, whining and whimpering as he humps against her. He's all soft and sweet and she's amused by his neediness, praising him for being so devoted and loving, its rare she gets to have him like this after all, might as well be sweet on him
Then they cuddle up to each other and drift off, safe and cozy under her feather duvet.
Yeah.....
-Void
VOID. VOID I'M GONNA GET YOU FOR THIS. hnkkjlafhgksahfnsaghd8u9fweafhjfsd CHRIST. GOd the way they'd take care of each other. Laying in a luxurious bath. The one in Rain's room because it's the biggest. Legs and bodies tangled together. They probably start facing each other, both of them relaxing in the tub, eyes closed. Enjoying their spa night. But before long they're laying with each other. Touching. Cumulus petting over Rain's gills along with his webbing and fins. Him combing his fingers through her hair absently. Drying each other off. Cumulus letting Rain partake in her extravagent skincare routine. Rubbing toner and serums into his skin with gentle hands. Massaging moisterizer down his neck. Rubbing that famed mango lotion into the rest of his skin. So what if she pays a little extra attention to his nipples. It's not like either of them mind. And fuck you know Rain takes his time with her. Massaging every muscle from foot to neck. Digging lotioned fingers in to every tense spot he finds until Cumulus is loose and pliant and purring beneath him. And you know when he lays flat on his back over her and starts to rut, she just purrs more, turning her head to the side so they can kiss lazily as he humps against her. Pressing that leaking cock into the crack of her ass and whining in her ear. Begging her for anything. She doesn't know why he's begging--at this point she'll give him everything he wants. Though, maybe she tells she needs a little bit more lotion. A little more attention to her lower back, or her upper thighs. And then--once he's done with that. Maybe she'll let him cum inside.
#comet writes#?#Void#VOID JESUS CHRIST I'M NEVER GOING TO GET THESE IMAGES OUT OF MY HEAD#THANK YOU#Oh fuck this is delicious I'm so glad you came to me with this I'm dying about it#THey're so perfect#I'm obessed with them#I wanna go to spa night just to watch (and maybe join in a little)#Rain/Cumulus#Cumulus ghoulette#Rain ghoul
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FINALLY. FUCKING FINALLY FINISHED JESUS CHRIST.
Ok so. Heres the general breakdown for attack types:
Basic attacks: These attacks just use the weapons that manifest during their magical girl transformation. Theres no limit to using these. They don't utilize all that much magic but are still effective because the weapons are technically MADE of magic.
Ult attacks: Utilize more magic and have a recharge time of about 5 to 10 minutes (which is a pretty long time in a fight). They can only be used after quite a bit of practice, as they require the ability to channel a lot of magic in a short amount of time. A familiar and their person must be able to work together in order for it to be effective. The familiar has to be capable of funneling the magic to the caster, and the caster has to have experience CASTING it.
Specialized spells: Each one of these attacks is different from person to person. These don't necessarily have to be attacks, they can also be defenses or evasions. These are usually the most difficult for a caster to master and take even more magic than the Ult attacks. A magical girl typically uses it the first time on accident, during the heat of the moment where they are desperately drawing on more magic to defend themselves. After that it is a concentrated effort to cast these spells. It's usually a signifier that the magic is starting to settle in them and that they're ready to cast more. The recharge time for these spells is 10 to 15 minuites.
The recharge time for casting spells will decrease the more a caster is composed of magic... which is a post for later lmao. As much as I would love to get into the fun ship of Theseus glitter body horror in this post it would just take to long lmao but its COMIN EVENTUALLY I PROMISE.
Johnny is an excellent fighter because of his POWER and his RANGE. He's best suited to fighting merged ghosts because it's one big target to aim a lot of power at. His Ult spirals out from around him and can help prevent him from getting caught if a bunch of separate ghosts try to swarm him. The downside is that its harder to direct, and he's in danger of hitting teammates if they're in his range (which I said earlier is pretty large). His specialized spell conjures essentially a cannon of fire, which he can aim wherever he pleases. His magical recharge time is slightly shorter than he norm, and he strikes me as the type of person who would use them IMMIDIETLY after he recharges.
Johnny has trouble if he doesen't have enough room to move his Scythe around. He works best in big open spaces. Hallways and elevators and the like are a BIG nope.
Robbie is unique among the other ghost fighters because 1. He's the least experienced and 2. He probably has the MOST trouble getting along with his familiar (I cant see him and Eli getting along in any fuckin universe tbh). Because of this he's not as adept at channeling large amounts of magic. When he does try at an Ult attack it usually has a much smaller effect than the others (see top right with him swinging his hammer). This means he focuses mostly on non magical attacks; having two modes to use his hammers (regular and on the end of chains to give him range). He's not as powerful so he has to be more CREATIVE. His magical recharge time is about what I described at the top.
He fights best at close range and can use his chained hammers to drag enemies that are usually too far away closer to him (GET OVER HEREEEE fuck yeah mortal kombat). His big weakness is that his smaller weapons dont allow him to block as easily, so he needs to focus on dodging or using his specialized spell, teleporting, to get out for the way (mostly dodging though. he's not great at teleporting). He HAS to stay aware of his surroundings or he could get surprised very easily.
Im gonna need. A whole nother post to try and figure out how the charger fits into all this lmao.
Dannyyyy!!! His funky moon staff was so fun for me to think about. One idea that I thought of after getting everything drawn is him sticking it around a ghosts neck and using it to guide them around and use that ghost as a shield. He has similar weakness to Johnny in that he needs space to move and cast spells. His arm guards make him just the littlest bit more able to block attacks but he still primarily uses his staff to stop attacks from going through (most of the others do. Yayyyyyy spinny capabilities).
@moosemonstrous made the WONDERFUL suggestion of his specialized spell being THROWS ACID ON YOU THROWS SO MUCH FUCKING ACID ON YOU REDUCED YOU TO YOUR BASE ELEMENTS GET FUCKED NERD GET ACIDED cause of his green era lmfao. He really REALLY does not enjoy this and uses it as little as possible. His magic recharge time is also just a little shorter.
@rokhal YOUUUUU. You mentioned Frank having time manipulation like Homura from Madoka Magica and it spawned this whole class of spell I blame you for this.
Frank has the most experience with magical girling by FAR and its very apparent in his fighting style. He sometimes uses the magic manifested by preparing his Ult without actually COMPLETING the spell which is like. Fighting with RPG backblast in magical girl world.
Franks staff is more infused with magic than the other fighters weapons, which allows him to manipulate its length (Robbie does something to a similar effect with his chains at the cost of his magical attacks not being as strong. Frank has no such limits lol).
His specialized spell stops time for about 5 minutes. If he extends himself he can sometimes push this time longer but it is VERY tiring. He also has to be REALLY careful of his team mates movements. Positioning some metal shards for a ghost to fall onto is all well and good, unless Robbie manages to teleport directly onto it. His recharge time is much MUCH shorter than the others, it usually only takes him 2 minutes to recharge an Ult and 7 minutes to recharge his specialized spell (though that time does increase the more he uses it, so there are still consequences for expending that much magic)
ALSO CREDIT TO MOOSE AGAIN for starting the idea to have all of them be. Sort of afraid? of their specialized spells. Johnny is terrified that he will somehow manage to literally burn the, surprisingly sort of happy, life he's built to the ground. Robbie is scared one day he'll just pop out of existence entirely. That he'll just go to teleport and get stuck in the weird inbetween space of being composed of magic and thought without real form forever. Danny is almost too afraid to go near people while his spell is active because Please Jesus Christ don't get dissolved please please. Fuck this acid ability fuck it fuck this. Frank's is a nightmare and a dream in one. What if he finds a time so nice, so happy, that he just freezes it and gives everything he has to stay there forever? It's been so long since he's had a family. What if he cant bear to let this one go?
#drempen I promise the 'everyone falling flat on their face and slamming into asphalt' is still happening its just coming a little later#now i can get to the glitter body horror as a little treat before jumping into familiar lore lets go lets goooooooo#I need it out of my head dude i need it OUT.#ghost rider magical girl au#my art#sketch#robbie reyes#johnny blaze#danny ketch#frank castle#ghost rider#thank you for screaming about this with me mooseeeeeee it was very productive#okok I have asks to answer and @s to respond too now that this monster is out of the way like jesus christ
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Can't find the ask from somebody asking me if I've read either of John Lynch's books, but id like that person to know I have now read both Torn Water and Falling Out of Heaven. Suffice to say I'm not well
#the heron speaketh#john lynch#thought that torn water was a heavy read but i finished falling out of heaven tonite... i have. a headache#what a fucking phenominal writer though jesus christ#theres reoccurring themes in both books but falling out of heaven takes them like miles and miles further#and its a fucked up and raw story! and its excellent! i fucking love these books! my head hurts so bad!#i love reading somebodys writing and getting a glimpse of their mind through the way they tell a story#deeply distressing and thoughtful book to read but i ate through it within like... three or four days ive never read a book that fast#im going to bed and maybe having a good cry but i wanted to Inform Everybody that john lynch is a good actor AND a good writer
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I'm not gonna sugarcoat this post. Some of the Gaza material y'all are spreading around, and not tagging because "everyone needs to see it", is straight-up traumatic NSFL material.
Stop posting that shit untagged.
Stop it.
If your idea of activism involves flooding your fellow fandom goers' dashboards with untagged pictures (and autoplaying videos, ffs) of screaming children with blood running down their faces and bodies, and worse, accompanied by shitty parroted buzz phrases like "don't look away or you're part of the problem", you've gone way too far and you deserve to be ousted from fandom spaces.
That kinda graphic shit belongs on actual activism spaces where people know to expect it, & where people have already established they're capable of mentally preparing for and handling it. Don't force that shit on people who are scrolling looking for fanart.
Not to mention the obvious: this is tumblr. Half of us have mental health issues and are scrolling around looking for things to escape from preexisting stress. Read the room.
Are you an activism blog? Great. Don't let me stop you. Just put a fucking notice at the top, and make it abundantly clear so people know to exercise caution, and tag your shit.
#excuse me while i fuck off to r/eyebleach because holy shit it's been 30 minutes and i can't get that image out of my head jesus CHRIST#gaza#current events#violence cw#activism#social justice#mental health#compassion fatigue#child harm cw
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Body crazy
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i talked alot about juwons guilt but i dont think i properly took the time to indulge in dongsiks guilt (mainly because. look at him. where do you even start) yuyeon going missing + her fingers appearing on their yard is such a pivotal moment for his entire character and his motivations towards the world. like yeah he's angry he's disheartened he's helpless but most of all he's guilty. in a way none of those police thought he was. he's guilty because he didnt look after her better. he's got survivor's guilt on top of that because none of his family members went through that ordeal without either dying or being bedridden, meanwhile he's still walking on two feet and he's still the one people point at and cast aside and still the one cleaning up the house and dusting the windows and visiting his mother and bringing her fruits and trying so, so hard to compensate for what he couldn't manage to do; protect his sister. he becomes caring. thoughtful. loving. he becomes the most sympathetic character among all of them. he cared about every single person in that town despite their wariness towards him. he cared about jihwa and jihoon and jeongje and literally everyone else in that circle in a way he thought he should've been when yuyeon was still around. and still that would never bring her back. which is why on top of all that care and love is the madness and the slight dip into insanity because what's the fucking point. but at the same time it's i cant handle another person ending up like yuyeon. which is why minjeong dying was so fucking heartbreaking because he tried so so goddamn hard to protect these people out of the guilt that he didnt protect his sister enough and STILL he failed at it. (in his own perspective of course) its why he takes the ENTIRE responsibility of handling the truth by himself because he thinks it's HIS fault that it's happening all over again and this endless cycle of beating himself up and trying to amend things by himself and ruining himself in the process starts begins once more until. until juwon arrives with a guilt as big as his, a guilt that mirrors his own and that endless cycle slowly starts to shatter and both of them began to unknowingly try to find redemption through each other and its why that last scene is so fucking important too because dongsik getting handcuffed is like closing the door on the abuse that the guilt has done to him and twisting the key and throwing it away and he needed juwon to do that for him, because no one would understand the guilt better than juwon. there was never gonna be another person to arrest him because even though he's resolving his own guilt he's also taking juwons guilt upon himself and telling juwon look, here, cuff it away, youre good now, you dont have to suffer anymore. even though his future seems so bleak with the arrest he still tries so hard to do what he failed to do with yuyeon. protect her. at least this time he could protect juwon before the man could live with the guilt forever. at least this time when he meets juwon again he knows he succeeded.
#its 7am i only slept for. 3 hours ?#and i havent watched beyond evil in a long time but this came up in my head out of nowhere#and im pretty sure someone's done a more articulate meta on his guilt#but i just needed to get this out of my system#JESUS CHRIST THIS SHOW#finishing this show gave me a grief that would come back out of nowhere and send me spiralling again and again#also i just realised i didnt bring up him becoming a cop thing but i guess because its so obvious why#beyond evil#beyond evil meta
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Bumping up the smut scene bc realistically there’s no way Jace would be away from Porter for 6 months and not wanna jump his bones within a day or two of being reunited.
But jokes on him bc Porter has been so terrified to lose him again reformed that he’s like overly careful to the point of being attentive about asking Jace if he’s okay with doing anything again before they’ve even discussed the killing and rage star mind control of it all. And Jace vehemently would like to get his nut and not think about the past because they’re back by each other’s side; always a duo.
#I’m trying to figure out how get chapter 5 where it needs to go and I know it’ll be long enough to have to split into to#so instead of full focusing on that I’m thinking about chapter 7~#I need to rework 6 so the tension is more idk#it’s there but there should be more#also goddamn writing Porter is hard bc Jesus Christ he’s such a guy that doesn’t speak his mind and won’t acknowledge anything internally#outside of I feel good when I’m with or talking to Jace#I feel bad when Jace is upset with me#I like Jace a lot maybe there’s something deeper there and then he shuts down when he get to that point#admitting he likes Jace is the death knell for him#Porter would make Jace detect thoughts just for him to say I love you and that’s the hill I’ll die on#I also need Brennan to know that always a duo will never leave my head fr#‘always a duo’ ‘I tried’ ‘pretty strong pretty strong’ ‘I’m a big boy’#just Jaceporter thots#my fic#fic ramblings#starbreaker#jaceporter
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