#jessica mazin

[brokehorrorfan]

The Last of Us: Season 1 soundtrack is available on 2xLP vinyl via Mondo in association with Milan Records, Naughty Dog, and HBO. Priced at $42, it will ship in August.

The score is composed by Gustavo Santaolalla (Brokeback Mountain, Babel) with additional music by David Fleming (The Unforgivable). It also features songs by Depeche Mode, Pearl Jam, Jessica Mazin, and Nick Offerman.

The album is pressed on 140-gram marble colored vinyl. It's housed in a gatefold jacket with spot gloss and soft touch interior, a double-sided poster, and an insert with liner notes by Santaolalla, Fleming, and co-creators Craif Mazin and Neil Druckmann.

[thundergrace]

My 22nd most-played song

[glennethph]

Nepobaby shenanigans aside, Jessica Mazin nailed the cover of Never Let Me Down Again

[willknightauthor]

Had to share the extended version of Jessica Mazin's cover of "Never Let Me Down Again" from The Last of Us. Holy shit I think I like this more than the original song.

[musicdiaries]

Jessica Mazin - Never Let Me Down Again (Depeche Mode cover)

[diaz-fox]

the tlou soundtrack album thing is on spotify now and you bet ur ass i've got nick offerman singing long, long time on repeat

[little-diable]

Never let me down again - Dean Winchester (smut)

Inspired by the song "Never let me down again" (Jessica Mazin's version) and by The Last of Us. Please like and reblog if you enjoyed reading this. Enjoy my loves. xxx

Summary: Something is happening, chaos is breaking out and while (y/n) waits for Dean and Sammy to return, she slowly realises that the brothers won't come back for her. But perhaps she will eventually cross paths with them again

Warnings: 18+, smut, unprotected sex, TLOU apocalypse (but no TLOU story line), some angst, friends to lovers

header by @deathofpeaceofmind

I′m taking a ride with my best friend, I hope, he never lets me down again

“Look at me, don’t look away, look at me.” Dean had his hand tightly gripping her chin, green eyes staring right into hers. While hers reflected the fear she felt, Dean didn’t allow himself to give in, to make her feel what he was feeling – which was a shitton at the moment. The world was ending, not in the way Dean, Sammy, and (y/n) had always thought it would, no, this was worse, so much worse. “I’ll be back in an hour maximum, with Sammy, and then we’ll leave together. You’ll wait here, you won’t leave, not until you hear me or Sammy, are we clear?”

“You can’t leave me, Dean, fuck, please.” Tears dripped down her chin, sitting on the ground of their dark motel room, eyes threatening to flicker to the TV Dean had silenced minutes ago. Screams echoed through the night, followed by the sound of cars honking, a chaos (y/n) felt herself overwhelmed with. 

“I won’t be able to concentrate on finding Sammy if I have to worry about you. Promise me, sweetheart, please.” Her tears kept falling, one by one, projecting the hurt she felt, the fear thumping through her veins, and the sadness overcoming her like a tsunami wave. Dean pressed a kiss to the corner of her mouth, rising from the ground to reach for his gun. And with one last glance thrown (y/n)’s way, he left the motel room. 

She crawled along the ground with shaking limbs, locking the door before she pushed the chair in front of it. Whatever was going on outside there was worse than any monster the three hunters have crossed paths with, any supernatural creature they’ve fought so far. Whatever was now turning the world upside down was something she hadn’t ever fought against, and neither have the WInchesters. 

(Y/n) had never felt as much fear thumping through her veins as she felt in this very moment, whimpering whenever another crash could be heard, whenever another scream echoed through the night or when she felt the ground shake. Every now and then the sound of a gun going off rang in her ears, a sound she had once been all too used to but was now shaken by. 

Fuck, she could only hope that Dean and Sammy would find her soon, to leave this state behind, hiding away in a remote area till this all died down. For the past hours, perhaps even days, the chaos had been building up, and now she was stuck, in a fucking motel room in a city she had never been in before. Her heart was beating fast, roaring in her chest to call out to Dean’s, the best friend she was longing for, needing to feel him close.

Dean Winchester had been her saving grace, the one she could rely on, the one that would always save her life, whenever she needed him to. But the sinking feeling inside her chest seemed to tell her that this time he wouldn’t be able to save her life, no, not this time. 

(Y/n) watched the minutes tick by, slowly turning into an hour, and then another. The night was dark, and yet it felt like the sun would never rise again, one with the darkness lingering outside her door. Shaky fingers dialed Dean’s phone number over and over again, followed by Sam’s, the only numbers she knew by heart. But neither of them picked up her calls, leaving her behind in the cold motel room. 

(Y/n) waited till morning to pack her bags. No longer was she crying salty tears of sadness, no, she was filled with anger, anger directed at the world outside. And even though she knew that Dean wouldn’t ever leave her behind, she couldn’t tell what she was feeling – fear, perhaps even disappointment? The realisation that Dean and Sammy wouldn’t return had hit her like a train, forcing her to heave for air as her lungs grew tighter.

And with a shaky breath exhaled, she shouldered her bag, leaving the room with her eyes set on the chaos that was awaiting her. 

---

We're flying high, we're watching the world pass us by

The forest was quiet, allowing (y/n) to relax for a few moments. She had been wandering through this area for the past few days, not used to a quietness like this. (Y/n) could barely remember the day she had left that motel all those years ago, fighting her way through the chaos, getting used to the bone chilling, clicking sounds. 

She had met a few people along the way, people she stuck with for a while, before parting from them again. If there was one thing her past life as a hunter has taught her, it was to never trust people, no matter how long you may know them. A rule she stuck to, no matter how dear the people around her were to her. 

Every now and then (y/n)'s thoughts would wander back to Dean and Sam, she could only hope that the two brothers had somehow made it out, even though she couldn’t understand why they hadn't made their way back to her that night. For a long time she had been torn between anger and sadness, emotions she had eventually buried within herself, not wanting to use her energy on missing those she had once loved. 

Every now and then (y/n) picked up on the sound of a few nearby birds, guiding her through the forest. She didn’t know where she was, at least not her exact location, since the torn map she carried around was too faded out for her to make out the town names she could use to locate her surroundings. But since she was wandering around without a specific place in mind, she didn’t really care much about where she was going. 

Her eyes felt heavy, just like her limbs, still not used to wandering around for hours on end, while staying on high alert. With a yawn roaring through her, (y/n) haltered in her step, eyes taking in her surroundings as she was weighing her options. The street was close to where she was standing, she could make it out through the big trees surrounding her, and yet she doubted that anybody would actually drive or wander past her. 

With a sigh (y/n) dropped to the ground, thumping through her rucksack to find something to stuff down her throat, needing to fuel her body for her upcoming hike. The food barely had any taste to it, resting heavily on her tongue, and yet she paid no mind to it, trying to imagine how something had tasted all those years ago, when her life had been circling around supernatural creatures and beings she no longer could care for. 

Her eyes fluttered close, body pressed against a tree trunk to find some rest. (Y/n) counted her breaths, deeply inhaling to try and relax. She struggled to stop her thoughts from racing, from overthinking her next steps and the questions arising whenever she had a few calm moments. Perhaps she’d try to find some new people for a while, joining those that were trying to survive, one with the rough nature and the colder days that were now coming upon her. 

Just as (y/n) found herself dozing off, finally letting loose, the sound of a car echoed through the air. Her eyes shot open, head whipping towards the street. Without thinking twice she rose to her feet, rushing towards the street to hopefully find some people that may take her to the nearest community. Whenever she did something like this she could hear Dean’s voice in her ears, warning her of strangers, people she didn’t know anything about. But those warnings were long forgotten, left behind like the friendship she and Dean had once fostered. 

She froze in her step, wide eyes focused on the nearing black car. It was an Impala, unmistakingly the same car she had once known like the back of her hand. Perhaps it was a trick of her tired brain, making her fall for lies, simple hallucinations, and yet the car kept moving closer, slowing down eventually. (Y/n)’s eyes could make out a pair of green ones, eyes she’d see in her dreams when she got fortunate enough to dream of Dean and the life they could have lived together. 

For a second neither (y/n) nor the two men inside the car dared to move, wide eyes focused on one another’s frame, though the second she took another step towards them, they ripped their car doors open, stepping out into the cold. Both had clearly aged, just like she had, and yet they somehow still looked the same to her. 

“(Y/n)? Sweetheart?” God, that voice. A trembling sob rumbled through her, eyes glassy, vision blurred as she fell into Dean’s arms. She clung to the man she had once called her best friend, deeply inhaling his comforting scent. Violent sobs wrecked through (y/n), unable to understand that the two men she hadn’t seen in years were now standing this close. “I thought you were dead, fuck, you weren’t at the motel.” 

Dean’s words were muffled, spoken against her forehead, but (y/n) picked up on them just fine, freezing in his grasp, “I left in the morning, I didn’t think you’d come back.” 

“But I promised, I wouldn’t ever leave you behind just like that.” 

---

Promises me, I′m as safe as houses; As long as I remember who's wearing the trousers

The sun was about to rise upon the horizon as Sam ripped open the doors of the Impala, stretching his limbs before he opened his bag to change his clothes. It had been hours since the three had found each other, hours they’ve used to catch up, to share stories and memories of a past life. Eventually Dean had parked the Impala on the side of the road, pulling (y/n) against him to find some rest on the backseat. And somehow it strangely felt like nothing had changed, as if the three had fallen back into the routine without thinking back to all those years apart.

“I can’t believe he is still going for runs.” (Y/n) murmured against Dean’s neck, his laughter rumbled through him, ringing in her ears like a song she had almost forgotten about. Dean tightened his grip on her waist as his free hand found her face, cupping her cheek to get a better look at her tired features. 

“I missed you, there wasn’t a day where I didn’t think of you.” His words were whispered, confessed as if they were hiding away in holy halls. It took her a moment to reply, torn between the racing of her heart and the tiredness that still clung to her limbs. She felt his warm breath fanning her lips, calling her closer like a siren’s song, ready to drown in the arising waves of lust. 

“‘Missed you too, I didn’t think I’d ever get to see you again.” Dean’s gaze flickered to her lips, overthinking for a moment or two before he closed the gap between them. And for a moment the world stopped spinning, just a small second, a disturbance in the universe one wouldn’t pick up on if they weren’t living through the moment with the two of them. (Y/n) kissed back with enough strength to draw a groan from Dean’s plush lips, needing to feel her as close as humanly possible. 

Dean sat up, without interrupting the kiss, grinding her core against his crotch, allowing her to feel his hardening cock pressing against the fabric of his jeans. Both didn’t have much time, and yet they didn’t think about stopping themselves from giving into the pull they felt, needing to touch one another like they should have done all those years ago. 

Big hands disappeared beneath her shirt, moving up her sides to find the fabric of her worn out bra, cupping her breasts. (Y/n)’s moans filled the car, echoing through the Impala like a song being played on the radio, past moments she now longed for. She ground her hips against his, desperate for more friction, needing to feel more of Dean and the body she had always longed for. 

“Fuck, we need to hurry, can’t have Sammy seeing you like this.” Dean murmured the words, hands letting go of her only to work on the buttons of her trousers, helping her out of them before he freed his cock. (Y/n) watched him pump his cock a few times, gaze flickering between his hand and his features, praying that she’d be able to ingrain this moment into her thoughts till she’d take her last breath. “I got you, do you trust me?”

A moan rumbled through her as she nodded her head, hovering over his cock with trembling limbs. With Dean’s hand placed on her side, she sunk down on his cock, groaning as he filled her, perfectly stretching her walls. Both stilled for a moment, needing to relish in this very moment, the unfamiliar feeling, something their old selves had been dreaming of. 

It felt like a fever dream, and yet (y/n) hoped that she’d never wake from this, forever stuck in the backseat of Baby with Dean oh so close. He helped her move, supporting her with his hands on her hips. Both moaned for one another, wordlessly communicating the emotions flushing through their veins. She felt him twitch inside of her, making her walls squeeze with every rushed movement, knowing that there was no time left to waste. 

Curses spluttered from Dean’s lips, lips (y/n) chased with her own, kissing him breathless. His hand found her middle, thumb circling her clit to push her further to the edge. It had been years since they had slept with somebody, and yet both Dean and (y/n) could swear that it had never been like this, a match made years ago. 

(Y/n) came with a cry of Dean’s name, head thrown back, hands tightening their grip on his shirt. He jerked his hips, thrusting into her a few more times before he hurriedly pushed her away, releasing himself on her lower stomach. Both were heavily panting, not able to hide the smiles tugging on their lips, searching one another’s closeness in fear that the moment may break all too soon.

Dean helped her clean up before they redressed, pulling her back into his chest for a few moments of silence, eyes tightly pressed shut to relive the past moments all over again. (Y/n) could hear his heart racing in his chest, pounding against his ribcage, perfectly in tune with hers. 

“I don’t know how I’ve managed to survive these last years without you, but I know that I don’t ever want to do it again.” His murmurs left her smiling, face buried in the crook of his neck to hide her expressions from him. It took her a few moments to reply, slowly lifting her head to get a better look at Dean. 

“You’re not getting rid of me, Dean Winchester, not even in a world like this one.” 

See the stars they′re shining bright, everything's alright tonight

[jessthebaker]

Ever have an argument with your partner over the stupidest thing and you each argue differently so you can’t come to a resolution and you go away to have a cry alone but they come back to apologise and hug it out before you get the chance to cry and you feel better but you still haven’t had the cry and ypu know your head will hurt until you cry so you listen to the saddest music possible to bring on the crying

[the-chrxnicle]

if somehow the lord gave me a second chance at that moment, i would do it all over again

i. through the valley - ashley johnson, chris rondinella || ii. simple man - lyndyrd skynyrd || iii. the last of us (goodnight) - gustavo santaolalla || iv. future days - pearl jam || v. the last of us - gustavo santaolalla || vi. alive - pearl jam || vii. hand me, oh hang me - oscar isaac, punch brothers, the secret sisters || viii. house of the rising sun - the animals || ix. hellfire - barns courtney || x. hell broke luce - tom waits || xi. landslide - fleetwood mac || xii. wish you were here - pink floyd || xiii. long long time - linda ronstadt || xiv. alone and forsaken - hank williams || xv. hurt - johnny cash || xvi. while my guitar gently weeps - the beatles || xvii. power over me (acoustic) - dermot kennedy || xviii. losing my religion - shawn james || xix. stairway to heaven - led zeppelin || xx. never let me down again - jessica mazin || xxi. going to california - led zeppelin || xxii. the last of us (never again) - gustavo santaolalla || xxiii. arsonist's lullabye - hozier || xxiv. future days - troy baker || xxv. vienna - billy joel || xxvi. black - pearl jam || xxvii. helpless hoping - crosby, still & nash || xxviii. we'll meet again - johnny cash || xxix. wayfaring stranger - ashley johnson, troy baker

[channelrat]

tagged by @mollyhale tysm i love tag games 💌💌💌

rules: shuffle your ‘on repeat’ playlist and post the first ten tracks, then tag ten people 🎶

"good guy” - Against The Current

Cool About It - boygenius

I Know The End - Phoebe Bridgers

Favourite Person - Peach PRC

Take on Me - Ashley Johnson

That’s Not How This Works - Charlie Puth (Sabrina’s version)

Where do we go now? - Gracie Abrams

opposite - Sabrina Carpenter

Never Let Me Down Again - Jessica Mazin

Dear Inner Child - Peach PRC

tagging (with zero pressure)

@dilf-din @swiftermidnights @sockos @piss-shark-official @heyitsphoenixx @ellie-licious @from-hecks-heart-i-stabbeth-thee @sotvtaughtmehowtofeel @leathermouthlives @firefly464

[bluheaven-adw]

Love this version

[d-nessi]

A/N: OOOf that Chapter gave me a hard time cause I'm so inexperienced in writing really cute fluff (even after 10 years of marriage😅🫣 well never wrote it down lol) BUT I think this is a good start for now.

minimum of swearing, also lots of fluff, loveydovey aaaand yes kissing.🥰

word count: 2,3k (welp these chapters getting bigger)

Proofread? : I tried but as always I'm german so...you know ;)

use of HE/SHE

Again the Name of this Chapter is from the song covered by the daugther of craig mazin, jessica mazin! Absolutely beautiful🥰😇

(This is not my YT Video)

Chapter 3

♡NEVER LET ME DOWN AGAIN♡

sweet...not too sweet...I slowly take a deep breath and open my eyes dreamily. Totally blurred with fatigue I feel only her soft hair and I immediately realize what is happening here.

I look down directly into the face of Bella, arms wrapped around her and our bodies so close that not even a needle could fit between us.

Silently I just enjoy every second, not that it's over too quickly.

What are we actually? Friends? Lovers?

Bella moves a bit, hums a little and just continues to cuddle with me, unaware that I am not her pillow. I smile while my heart probably wants to kill me from stumbling and I gently caress her cheek.

She is so sweet....simply everything about her is so sweet. Her fawn eyes, her smile and when she laughs it's so incredibly infectious.

Lost in thought, I look at her and I am miserably aware that I am in love with her. I never want to leave her side. I am aware of that but her?

Too big is the fear that something comes in between or she does not share all these feelings with me.

Stillness?

Is useless because even without words it is obvious what's happening here.

Impossible to get out of there today without an ultimatum. Either my heart will be broken or I will have achieved impossible.

We were just 2 girls in a bar and now I'm lying here with her...she absolutely clueless...yet.... Bella's hand moves to my upper arm gently grips and slowly opens her eyes.

Here we go....

"HUGH!?!"

Other than expected to startle, fall down or hit me in the face was her first impulse to hide her face in my chest which doesn't make the whole situation much better. The heat rose in her face and her breath became faster.

"Bella?" I mutter while trying to get away from her rather unwillingly.

"Bella!?! hey..h..hey breathe!"

Her breath is like that of a marathon runner as she continues to cling. "ssshhhh....oi hey it's ok it's just me. You had a nightmare and I thought I'd keep you company."

Her breathing slowly calms down a bit and she sits up without looking at me. I regret it, after all I didn't want to scare her.

"I didn't mean to catch you off guard I'm sorry" I say sincerely.

"It's ok, I...better make breakfast now. I have an appointment with my manager later to prepare everything for tomorrow. I'll book us a single suite, they are always free" She stands up and smiles at me.

"Thank you for taking care of me" She blushes "I liked that...." and she goes into the bathroom to freshen up and make breakfast.

"She liked it...."

My cheeks burning, while my heart beats again in the wrong rhythm and as if that is not enough there is the tingling again.

Sitting at the table I look at my breakfast. "Aren't these suits expensive?" I asked curiously.

"Please don't worry, my manager will take care of it. I invited you so it's fine." We finished our breakfast and did the rest of the things that were important.

*NEXT DAY AT THE AIRPORT*

Rain pours down on us as we arrive at the airport. We finally find our plane which will fly us to New York.

From there we change planes and will get to Calgary. It is getting colder and colder and in Calgary there is probably already snow.

Bella sneezes.

I can clearly see the bags under her eyes. She must have hardly slept the last night. "Make yourself comfortable we have an 11 hour flight ahead of us." She says and yawns.

"Are you tired? You're welcome to sleep. It's still the middle of the night anyway," I look at her, scrutinizing.

He lies down while I order a drink. 11 hours caught, miles above together with the love of my life who still not broke my heart.

She seems to have fallen asleep quickly so I sit down next to her and watch her shallow breathing.

That's a good girl.

Another panic attack wouldn't be so good up here. She sleeps so peacefully so quietly that I hardly notice that I am also drifting off to sleep.

While I slip down more and more without noticing it, Bella snuggles up to me again. I freak out for a second and just let it happen.

Cuddle my head on hers, grab her hand and stroke my thumb gently over the back of her hand.

Her lips draw a small smile on her face.

Fuck........

how much I want to kiss these. Our bodies are so close together that I can literally feel his heartbeat.

For a second I don't think and get so close to her with my face that our noses touch very gently. She sleeps so deep she doesn't even notice.

My whole body feels almost numb It makes me mad to be so close and yet so far away from her. I didn't realize how much my frustration had built up and tears were coming to my eyes.

I don't wanna hurt her...not again.

Bella opens her eyes but this time she just looks at me, feeling her breath makes me super excited.

My body is so fuck'n ready to kiss her releasing all the tingling. As if she internalizes me she blinks a few times trying to close the gap, but turbulence makes our lives hell when we both hit our heads.

I swear I must have a pact with the devil himself. I am sure that our lips have just touched, even if only delicately.

"fuck this stupid weather almost scares me!" I groan and sit up while rubbing my forehead.

"everything okay with your forehead?" she looks at me and also holds her forehead.

"yeah it's fine" I smile briefly and just throw myself backwards on my back.

He looks at me, hesitates, but I feel his body against me again very carefully and with deliberation. Bella plays with the thread of my hoodie and then looks up at me.

"have you ever been to New York?"

"no, only England was my only destination" I say and gently stroke her back. Oh man my heart-doctor is going nuts if my heart doesn't calm down soon. But I love it, the tingling, the goosebumps and Bella....

Actually now would be a good time to say what I feel but I don't want to ruin this one moment.

After all, we still have a few hours left and damn it, I just want to spend them with her! I cheekily tickle her back and promptly get the answer.

"HEY!" she giggles so sweetly and suddently gently bites my arm.

Gaaawd I love her big smile especially when she gets excited. No matter which interview she held together with Pedro I always had to grin wide when she laughed.

"bella..."

"mmh..."she murmurs and snuggles closer to me while tenderly stroking my arm up and down.

"what the hell are we doing here....? What does that mean?"I close my eyes.

"That we're friends and killing time...?" she says playfully with an almost ironic smile.

"Liar...." I say barely audibly and hug her tightly. Everything feels so perfect right now and I can feel exactly that her heart also needs a doctor for God's sake.

Please...never let me down again.....

The rest of the flight we spend with cuddling and just enjoying each others presence without talking much.

It felt so magical and I know that won't be all. Anyway, I will make it clear to her what I feel. I already know when...

***NEWARK LIBERTY INTERNATIONAL AIRPORT***

Huge crowds, tall buildings and an incredible amount of lights even in broad daylight.

I feel like I'm in heaven. "I've never been to New York. "I can't get out of my amazement and look around as if I had landed on a foreign planet.

Bella smiles and stands right in front of me. "So we have exactly 12 hours to get on the other plane. You want to have a look around the city?"

"yeah absolutely of course!" I'm getting way too excited while looking arround.

There are advertisings from the current shows THE LAST OF US also other super popular series like House of the dragons.

"you once said in an interview that you watched House of the dragons".

"yes i did, it was great" she smiles

"but no Game of Thrones"

"yeah I just can't see Pedro's eyes being squeezed out" she looks at me mischievously.

"I already know where we are going to look first so come on" she moves on with a confident smile.

I giggle "As you command, your Queen and Highness of Westeros," I say as I bow and stifle a laugh.

"If you don't want to be beheaded right away, follow me immediately, you despicable yeoman!"

I didn't expect that, so I look at her in surprise as I stand up straight again. "Dude I thought you were going to hit me, instead you turn me on".

This time it was Bella who was not prepared for my words and now stands there completely perplexed.

"Bella? Bella Ramsey!?" ... "it's the Ellie from the new show! wow!" People are coming closer and closer to us with their mobiles in their hands.

"BELLAAA!!!" people start to freak out sure we are in New York and there is a higher volume of people.

At first Bella smiles but as fast as the people approach us the more nervous she gets.

"come babe" I grab her hand, pull the hood of my hoodie over my head and just run.

Not just anywhere no...to one of the first places we were going to. after a short sprint and completely out of breath I ask the cab driver if he can give us a lift.

Luckily he can give us a ride and before we know it we are there. When I wanted to take my hand to me, Bella just grabbed it again and lightly pressed it shut. I first look at my hand and then into her eyes. She is obviously smiling happily.

I quickly gave the driver his money and we got out. There it is...The figure standing on a massive pedestal made of a copper shell that stretches on a steel framework in the right hand a gold-plated torch. The Statue of Liberty.

"wow even from here it is really huge" even Bella marveled.

"crazy..." here I am standing on American soil, the Statue of Liberty in front of me, and that together with Bella. That it has come so far I would never have thought but fate means it exceptionally times well with me.

Bella is still looking at the statue without knowing that she is the main attraction here.

Hardly people around us I just grab her hand, pull her to me and without wasting time our lips meet. Everything around us becomes surreal almost empty and at the same time it is as if a bomb has exploded right next to us. Her lips are so soft and tender without resistance.

I more or less detach myself from her lips and look at her silently without even the slightest hint of an expression.

"Friends huh..." I whisper. She didn't resist the kiss. Question answered I thought but hell was I wrong.

The complete answer still comes as she takes my face in her hands, still hesitates a little but finally fills the space between us. This time our two lips are completely in harmony, clearly more demanding and greedy. God how I hope that is not just a dream.

My heart prepares to stop while Bella's breathing gets out of control. We involuntarily and breathlessly break away as we look into each other's eyes. Face to face pretty close I can feel her fast breaths on my lips and the heat.

I bite my lower lip before I lose control not to kiss her once again. "I'm leaving the friend zone," I whisper, barely audible. "fuck" I can't and just steal another kiss from her, she totally melting into it.

Finally, Bella made a sound, but not the one I expected. A soft sigh. She seems to enjoy it. We disengage again, and as we do, I look at her seriously. "You have no idea how big my crush is on you" I take a deep breath and gently grab one of her hands.

"Y/N...." She looks at me lovingly with her red cheeks. "you were just a girl in the bar. I knew WHO you were and I was a fan of yours before...I admit that, but I never thought this would happen. for real!"

She looks at my hand and thinks what to say. "Normally I avoid all the fans, you haven't given the impression that you want to jump on me" There it is again, the sweet smile of hers.

"I wanna be your Lover for the rest of my life!" I speak softly. "I want to be the one who protects you, accompanies you to all possible interviews to stand by you. want to hold you tight whenever you have another nightmare. wake up next to you every day and punch everyone in the face who gets too close to you.

Maaan Bella looks so happy. She hugs me and burries her face in my neck. "you are the cutest I swear!" She mumbles in my shoulder, realizing how people starts looking again.

"we should go" She says shortly and grabs my hand. "I don't care what people saying" We ignore all the people and walking to the different places like coffeeshops and a few other sights until the time comes to go to our next plane.

A/N: Things getting interesting. So If I am done with the whole plot I will be open for requests of yours.

Also smut will comming in the next 1-2 chapters. I will clearly mark that part in chap if some of you don't want to read that and just want to skip.

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[apocalypsewolfmusic]

AMBY mixtape 112: Best of 2023

Mixed by AMBY

LVCRFT x The Remains - Scream! (For Halloween) Alanis Morissette - No Return (Extended Version) Angelspit - Pay The Butcher's Bill Käärjiä - Cha Cha Cha Hyper, Blue Stahli - Break and Enter poppy - Zig Amelia Arsenic - Choke HEALTH - HATEFUL Fever Ray - Even It Out Gazelle Twin - Fear Keeps Us Alive Kimbra - gun Symbion Project & tawnylawns - Blue in the Mouth IAMX - Fault Lines Danz CM - Fast Cars CHVRCHES - Over Voyager - Promise Ryan Gosling - I'm Just Ken boygenius - Not Strong Enough Trevor Something - Wicked Game Jessica Mazin - Never Let Me Down Again Anna B Savage + DM Stith - Pyre (Alarm Bells) Babyghost - Petals (On My Floor) Melanie Martinez - Death Florence + The Machine - Mermaids Steven Archer - Crow Ocean Borislov Slavov - The Power (Credits Song) Depeche Mode - Speak To Me

[emilylawsons]

Hi Kayli! Shuffle your favorite playlist and post the first five songs that come up. Then copy/paste this ask to your favorite mutuals. 💌

Oh I love these!!! Gonna shamelessly use this as an excuse to promote my Tess playlist. Thank you for the ask!

1. The Otherside - Birdy

2. Find You - Ruelle

3. Never Let Me Down Again - Jessica Mazin

4. I Of The Storm - Of Monsters and Men

5. Safe & Sound (Taylor’s Version) - Taylor Swift

[writingonleaves]

the blue au - playlist

music is a huge part of how i create, so below (in no particular order) are some of the songs that have been in my ears while writing this world!

*will be updated as i keep writing :)

the blue by gracie abrams

ronan by taylor swift

long live by taylor swift

i'll always remember you from hannah montana

ribs by lorde

vienna by billy joel

home by edward sharpe & the magnetic zeros

a letter to my younger self by ambar lucid

slut! by taylor swift

jersey giant by evan honor & julia digrazia

coming home - part ii by skylar grey

the best day by taylor swift

parent song by jeremy zucker & chelsea cutler

finally // beautiful stranger by halsey

smaller acts by zach bryan

right now by gracie abrams

landslide by fleetwood mac

chemtrails by lizzy mcalpine

sweetener by ariana grande

down bad by taylor swift

the peak of my existence by jessica mazin

love story by taylor swift

i'm a mess by ed sheeran

[little-diable]

10 songs, 10 people

Thank you for the tag babe! @runnning-outof-time 🤍

Y‘all know how much I love music, so this is right up my alley!

Rules: shuffle your on repeat playlist and post the first 10 tracks, then tag 10 people

1. I Remember Everything by Zach Bryan (this was released today, I had it on repeat since this morning)

2. South Dakota by gavn!

3. Starting Over by Chris Stapleton

4. Never Let Me Down Again by Jessica Mazin

5. Burn ‘Em all by Kameron Marlowe

6. White Room by Cream

7. Drowning by Radio Company (Jensen’s voice always kills me)

8. Change On The Rise by Avi Kaplan

9. Coal by Dylan Gosset

10. Who We Are by Hozier (we all know I’d die for Hozier aka my husband)

No pressure tags: @deathofpeaceofmind @negans-lucille-tblr @writethelifeyouwant @zablife @writingliv @band--psycho @sihtricfedaraaahvicius @notyour-valentine @smellingofpoetry @earlgreydreamreplies