#jerome valeska fictive

[honeygoth-valeska]

Xander, thinking deeply: I think that fixes my self esteem issues.

Jerome: Yay!!

Jerome: Wait, you had self esteem issues?

[academiabat]

making another post so my account is easily findable. i’m a bruce wayne fictive, primarily from gotham.

[hazyaltcare]

hi there! fictive of jerome valeska from gotham here. could ya please do some positivity for me? it’s unfortunate that i must admit this, but even in this… life? body? i dunno… but either way, i still sometimes get the thoughts of doing the same shitty things i used to do in canon (eg. hurting people). it’s not in my nature to do that anymore, but it’s incredibly hard to fight those thoughts and whatnot. i hate myself for it, and for the havoc i wreak on my head mates; all i do is cause trouble amongst them. sorry aboutha ramble. anywho, some positivity please? thanks. - @fortheloveofsyskind

Hello, and thank you for reaching out. I'll try my best.

I'm proud of you for admitting it. It's not mandatory to do publicly, but since you did, I want to say: I hear you. Acknowledging your intrusive thoughts and violent impulses is difficult, especially in the current internet/fictive community climate. So I want you to know that I appreciate you, and you know what? I can 100% relate.

I don't judge you for struggling to fight your thoughts. Your intrusive thoughts alone does not make you a bad or hurtful person. It's normal to take time to adapt after switching worlds and bodies, even if your nature has changed (and that is wonderful! I am proud of you for acknowledging that you have grown. You have changed for the better. But please try to be patient with yourself. Change takes a long time, and there's no shortcuts, because change needs to be practiced. It's tedious, and awful, but I believe you can do it. You deserve to take your time. You deserve kindness, including from yourself. You shouldn't have to, you don't have to rush it.)

I can understand hating yourself for those thoughts and desires and what you did to your headmates, though. First, I want you to know that intrusive thoughts alone does not make you a problem to your system. I think one's system should have compassion to systemmates like you and me. Give a safe space to express those thoughts without judgment, and without acting it out. Like in a private channel on discord, physical/digital journal, password-locked blog, or even fanfiction or original writing.

But if you have indeed hurt your headmates because you succumbed to those thoughts, that also does not make you a problem... your behavior may be a problem, but it's not inherently you. You're not doomed to cause trouble all the time. I believe in your capacity for treating others kindly.

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A little advice, feel free to ignore:

Hating yourself can feel like a deserved punishment, but often, it's counterproductive to change. Because change is a process, a slow one - like raising a plant, you don't yank it just because it doesn't grow fast enough, right? So I feel like it's not very wise to beat yourself up because you're not changing fast enough. I think you deserve better than that. Gentleness for oneself is difficult - I struggle with it too, so so much - but we can try. And knowing you're on the same journey as me encourages me. You're not alone. You have your system, too.

Advice end.

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Also, regardless of what point you are in your personal improvement, I want you to know that you always have inherent worth. You're always worthy of respect, care, and compassion, even if you're not constantly recovering, even if you're angry and spiraling, even if you make mistakes and have hurt others. If you've hurt others in your system, you can fix your mistakes. There's still time. I hope your system will extend understanding to you as well.

Take care,

Mod Vintage (🍇)

[poltergeistvaleska]

I would rather fold the lid of the ice cream than use the spoon after you.

[thebettervaleska]

Jervis Tetch: Listen to my watch-

Jerome Valeska: I’d listen to anything you say, Jervis!

Jervis: No, Jerome. Look into my eyes-

Jerome: I’d be doing that anyway, Jervis!

Jervis: Focus on your heartbeat-

Jerome: I could focus on you, Jervis!

[cl0wncr33p]

[gotham-enjoyer]

Is your Jerome Valeska alter ok with talking to our Jerome Valeska or any other Gotham fictives (Jim Gordon, Penguin, Jeremiah, Ed Nygma)? /genq

totally OK if not !/srs

-blurry

hell yeah!!!

[apologies-from-jerome-valeska]

((An OOC Message From the Owner of this Blog)):

Heyyy… so, this is Angel, the owner of this side blog and the “voice” behind Jerome.

…I think there’s been a bit of a misunderstanding lately about what this blog is?

I’m not a fictive. I’m not a kinnie. I’m not a reality shifter. I’m just… a person who made a sideblog two years ago to make a lot of shitposts. And it makes me kind of uncomfortable when people tag my posts as “reality shifting”, or ship themselves with this blog specifically.

I was fine with it for a while, but lately, I’ve just been getting kind of an icky feeling. There are minors who interact with this blog, and I’ve been getting a lot of… uh… strange asks, or being tagged in some… kinda f*cked-up stuff, that I don’t want to post for the sake of my own comfort.

What I’m trying to say is… I get it. Jerome Valeska is really hot.

But please don’t tag me in your “Jerome thirst posts” anymore, or in your reality-shifting posts anymore. I’m getting really uncomfortable with it, because I never wanted to give the impression that my blog is real. (The initial point of this blog was me making fun of Logan Paul’s terrible YouTube apology video.)

I’m just a roleplayer having fun with some online friends. I don’t act like Jerome IRL, which I didn’t think would be so bad… except for the fact that I’ve had people express disappointment when I don’t actually act or talk like Jerome, or when I introduce myself as “Angel” (which isn’t even my real name to begin with).

(I had one person ask to roleplay, we started talking, and then they immediately launched into an entire love confession to Jerome that took up the entire screen, and I had… frankly no idea how to reply to it, in-character or ooc… It was even worse considering I had an IRL boyfriend at the time, and such an intimate, intense, romantic roleplay concept felt way too sincere to my anxious brain.)

I’m. not. Jerome. I’m just a college student who started a Logan Paul-parody blog that ended up spiraling way too out of control, accidentally gained an impression for being annoying as hell, and attracted a large audience I was NOT ready to handle.

So… yeah. By all means, continue to send asks and tag me in posts! I love that! Don’t feel discouraged sending things like that!

But next time… please keep it PG-13 when you tag me in stuff, or send me asks. The majority of people in this roleplay fandom… are teenagers. I’m not, but most of the other Gotham roleplay mutuals I’ve made are, and I don’t feel comfortable posting or reblogging thirst asks where they can see it.

Please remember: I’m not your boyfriend, I’m not a character AI, I’m not a virtual dating sim. I have a life beyond this blog, and I don’t want people to think of it any other way than me trying to have a fun time.

I’m just… Angel. Please don’t get disappointed when I need to break character for my own sake, or don’t get too deep into a scenario. I’m not trying to be anything more than someone having fun.

Okay, so… uh… I’m glad I wrote that all out. I love interacting with you all, but please respect my boundaries from here on out, please don’t mistake me for actually being Jerome, and please… forgive my terrible puns. (Because I have at least dozens of them.)

Sincerely,

–Angel

[savannah-quotes]

I'm gonna get you one day... wait... who said that?

[cl0wncr33p]

Clown guy :D

[thebettervaleska]

Jerome Valeska, everyone!

@theworsevaleska

(The shirt is a reference to his boyyyyyyfriend )(Jervis Tetch in our system)

Jerard Valaska (aka Jerome Valeska in a fake mustache)

[cl0wncr33p]

Hellllloooo Gotham!

It is your favorite clown, and the one that causes most of your daily chaos, Jerome!

I am a fictive of Jerome Valeska, from the hit TV show Gotham!

We are a DID System with our main account being @amoristarchive !! We are bodily 19!

I enjoy chaos, clown imagery, circus imagery, makeup, fashion, loud music, Halloween, hippos, chinchillas! Along with my two boyfriends, Jay and Bruce ( @cr33pyb-tz )<3

I also guess I enjoy my sister, Jennifer. @gothicvaleska is her blog, I guess if you want to check it out.

Anyway, Jerome away!