#jeanpaul

[angel-zophiel]

Some silly little Panels

He gets beat up a lot as Jean-Paul, but that's okay because hes my nerdy little manlet

Azrael (1995) Issue: 20 something

[jeanpaulxo]

[promisesgirl]

Bücher lesen heißt, wandern gehen in ferne Welten, über die Sterne." Jean Paul

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[logonda]

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Es ging ein Sämann aus, zu säen seinen Samen -- Konzert aus "Symphoniae sacrae III" (BA827) Heinrich Schütz, Hans Hoffmann (Hrsg.) Bärenreiter Verlag Heft Johann Sebastian Bach - Vierstimmige Kirchengesänge 6. Heft Johann Sebastian Bach, Woldemar Bargiel (Hrsg.) Ed. Bote & G Bock Heft Johann Sebastian Bach - Vierstimmige Kirchengesänge 3. Heft Johann Sebastian Bach, Woldemar Bargiel (Hrsg.) Ed. Bote & G Bock Heft Wasserschildkröten glücklich & gesund Hartmut Wilke Gräfe und Unzer Verlag 2005 Broschur ISBN: 3774255814 Die Julikrise und der Ausbruch des Ersten Weltkrieges 1914 - Auf der Grundlage der von Erwin Hölzle herausgegebenen "Quellen zur Entstehung des Ersten Weltkrieges, internationale Dokumente 1901 - 1914" für den Studiengebrauch bearbeitet Winfried Baumgart WBG, Wissenschaftliche Buchgesellschaft 1983 Broschur ISBN: 35340909799 Der Mord als schöne Kunst betrachtet Stephan Kaiser Wunderlich 1977 Hardcover ISBN: 3805202857 Der Turmhahn und andere Liebesgeschichten Adolf Muschg Suhrkamp Verlag 1987 Hardcover ISBN: 3518026674 Die fünf Gefährten Band 01 ...und der Kampf des Tigers (ANTOLIN) Jeff Stone, Christine Gallus Loewe 2007 Hardcover ISBN: 3785555555 Weisheiten zum Träumen Goethe, Schiller, Jean Paul, Chamisso, Paul Claudel, Victor Hugo, Fontane, Hebbel, Zenta Maurina, Heinrich Heine, u.v.a. Moewig 1988 Taschenbuch ISBN: 3811880934 Joan Miró - 30 Postcards Simone Philippi TASCHEN 2003 Taschenbuch ISBN: 3822893897 LachundSachbuecher.de - Das Online Versandantiquariat Read the full article

[littlefoxess]

[metamorphesque]

79 degree probably of loss, Jéanpaul Ferro

[pysgodyn]

VOILA...

[angel-zophiel]

he says jump, i say how high he says make me food, i say what kind

@whitemistwolf my liege, your angel

[jeanpaulxo]

Jean-Paul - Anomaly (LIVE) [2021]

Full clip here ^ 🎤💕🎉

[msfcatlover]

I have been thinking so much about Jean-Paul Valley in my Reverse!Robins AU. Specifically, how he’d react to Steph’s return.

Because, listen: here is a man who had his autonomy stripped from him. Had his identity stripped from him. By the cult his father secretly raised him to serve, while letting Jean-Paul think he was having a normal childhood (and he did. That is one of the things I like about JPV as a character; in the original “Azrael: Fallen Angel” & “Knightfall” stories, he had a perfectly normal childhood… aside from the hypnotic brainwashing implanted while he slept.) This guy who was tricked into murdering several people, when he never, ever wanted that.

He gets saved by the Bats. And they help him. They really, genuinely help him, and sure, Duke & Damian are still teenagers (JPV’s like… 20-22 at this point in my mind,) but they’re also his anchors to reality. Damian, who also was raised to be a weapon by someone he should’ve been able to trust. Damian, who has experience with cults & rebuilding your identity after losing everything. Damian, who’s basically JPV’s “Brainwashed Cult Assassins Anonymous” sponsor. Duke, who also had a normal childhood. Duke, who knows Gotham like only a kid who was raised in its heart can. Duke, who agrees that this whole situation is certifiably fucked, but never hesitates to help Jean-Paul potentially recover a lost memory or find a new one, because it’s not just about who Jean-Paul was before the cult of St Dumas got their hands on him, it’s about remembering that he’s a living human being right now.

They take him in. They save him. They help him save himself. Bruce offers to pay for him to go back to college, for fuck’s sake!

They gave him his life back.

Jean-Paul can never, ever repay them. They tell him they don’t need it, but he wants to and he can’t. He feels so selfish to take & take without giving back, but how do you pay someone back for all that?

So his couch is always open to them, whenever they want. He’ll be their ally, their friend, their confessor, their confidant, their homework editor if need be. And when newer batkids join, well, Jean-Paul would’ve done his best anyway, but the fact he’s entrusted with Duke & Damian’s apprentices is just. It’s something else. And it’s hardly a hardship—the kids are a delight. Obnoxious, sure, and messy, and pushy, and constantly interrupting, and sometimes they break his stuff, and always they eat all his food, but Jean-Paul has more civilian friends now, and they tell him that’s just what kids are like.

What matters is that he loves them. He loves them because Duke & Damian love them, and then he loves them for being them.

And then. Stephanie. Dies. (Because Jean-Paul is broken, he’s a sinner, he can never make up for what he’s done, what he is, and he can never have nice things. Because Steph was sunshine & rage & stubbornness, because she joked that “We blondes have to stick together!” Because no one was there for her when it mattered most. This has to be punishment, right? He got too close, and Steph paid the price.) (His therapist says he’s being irrational again, but it doesn’t feel irrational. They say they need to adjust his medications. Jean-Paul knows better than to trust himself, but he can trust in Bruce to make sure the therapist is safe, so Jean-Paul doesn’t fight it. He’s not happy, but he doesn’t fight it. Because if he starts hallucinating again, he knows it won’t just be his father hovering over him, demanding to know why Azrael refused to avenge them. So yeah, sure, adjust the meds if you think it’s needed—he doesn’t miss Steph that badly. Yet.)

And then. Steph. Comes. Back.

She’s not dead. She’s not dead, but she’s different, she’s so very, very different. Damian says she fights like she spent time with the LoA, that same cult that raised Damian which he’s told Jean-Paul so much about over the years. Training like that takes time, but it’s been 6yrs, and she’s back, risen & gifted back to them! And she’s killing, but Jean-Paul’s killed before, and he’s been kidnapped by a cult before, and he thinks he knows how this goes. Death Mask isn’t Azrael, but he thinks it’s close enough.

And. And. And. He can save her. Because he knows what to do now, after nearly a decade in recovery. He can make up for his sins, he can bring her home again, and maybe, finally, he’ll have finally managed to pay them all back! He can give Steph her self back to make up for—(“You didn’t kill Stephanie,” his therapist reminds him, “you never laid a finger on her. Remember? You didn’t hurt her. It’s not your fault.” But it feels like it is, it feels like it, he can’t shake the idea that he did)—and he can give the Bats their sister back to make up for all that they’ve given him over all this time! A life for a life, and yes! This feels right!

He cooks up scenarios, imagines Steph reaching out in a moment of lucidity, or showing up injured on his doorstep guided by muscle memory, or running into her on the street or in a cafe and the look of alarm & recognition in her eyes as she—like he did, still does occasionally—knows that she knows him but can’t remember. He imagines the conversations they could have, all the different variations, and knows that it will take time, but patience is a virtue and Jean-Paul’s gotten rather good at it. He can be her anchor.

He just needs to figure out how to start.

(And meanwhile, Steph’s on the other side of Gotham like, “Why are my ears burning, and why do I feel like I’m staring down a tsunami-level wave of second-hand embarrassment right now?”)

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[lakesbian]

basically jean-paul is the boy alec Used to be before he got murdered violently and buried in the suburban backyard of alec's mind. and the bones are still back there under the weeds

[artphotographyofmen]

Northstar by Matt Wagner

[zhucharik]

[asurrogateblog]

just one.