#jazzy rambles

[hellishattempt]

nanami kento comes home on a saturday afternoon, hands full of groceries and hair freshly cut. in the distance, he hears his precious wife humming along to her favorite soundtrack. you must not have heard him come in. he smiles to himself, setting the groceries on the counter, but not unloading them. that can wait. right now, he wants to hold you.

he slips out of his shoes, padding quietly to the laundry room where you are folding towels. you have your back to him, headphones lodged in your ears. as nanami gets closer, the music bleeding from your headphones becomes audible. he chuckles softly. no matter how many times he tells you it's bad for your ears, you insist on listening to your music at just below full volume.

snaking his arms around your waist, you jump at the sudden contact. nanami presses his chest against your back as you take out your headphones, leaning into his touch. you sway in silence for a moment, nanami resting his chin on your shoulder. when you turn to face him, your expression changes at the sight of his hair.

"your hair," you state dumbly. "you cut it."

"yes," your husband muses. "is there something wrong with it?"

"no, no!" you assure nanami, studying his hair. "i just wasn't expecting it. you normally have me do it, which you know i don't mind doing."

"i know, but i didn't want to bother you on your cleaning day."

your expression softens at his words. nanami, your ever loving, ever caring husband, always thinking about you before himself. you reach one hand up, smoothing the hair down the back of his neck. as you bring your hand up, the freshly cut hair pricks your palm, and nanami lets out a low hiss.

you immediately apologize, pulling away. "did that hurt?"

"yes, but it's okay. it felt... good," nanami confessed. "... do it again. please." his voice is thick and demanding, and you obey without hesitation.

this time, you use just the tips of your fingertips to graze his undercut, beginning at the base of his neck. his breathing quickens as you continue to to run your hands through his undercut, going up and down, switching from one hand to both, thumbs caressing the sides of the cut. the laundry room fills with his melodic whimpers and faint groans. his eyes are shut tight, teeth digging into his bottom lip.

"fuck..." he cusses lowly.

"you okay, nani?" you giggle, stopping momentarily. his eyes flash open, pupils blown. "kento?"

"let's go to the bedroom," he insisted, grabbing your hand and dragging you towards the master bedroom. you barely have time react before nanami pushes you back on to the bed, practically ripping your leggings off.

"kento, what are you doin-" you try to protest, his hands clamping around your wrist and bringing them down to grip his hair. his head disappears between your leg, lips latching around your clit. involuntarily, your fingers tighten around his sharp undercut. he moans into your cunt, the vibrations sending waves of pleasure through your body.

from then on, nanami kento always got an undercut.

[jazzy-dreamer]

Me: Phew! I just spent the past 10 minutes tidying up my mess resulting in it being a tiny bit less messy. Now I must spend the rest of the day recovering.

[jazzythursday]

Did anyone else have the experience of reading Fangirl by Rainbow Rowell at the ripe age of 13 and relating to Cath because you read fanfic and had crippling social anxiety, and THEN eventually growing up to be a young adult who wrote fanfic and had crippling social anxiety, in your first year of uni and trying to finish your biggest fic yet by a specific self-imposed deadline at the expense of your finals assessments? Because boy do I have I story for yo—

I didn’t write fic when I read Fangirl for the first time—I didn’t write fic until the summer before my first year of uni, funnily enough—but seeing a character that used fictional worlds/relationships to escape the real one, who struggled in the same ways as me and didn’t so much as change by the end but grow and evolve was really special to me.

Rainbow gave me a little too much credit, maybe… I did not, unfortunately, get a Levi or a Reagan, nor do I have a spunky twin sister to reconnect with. It’s just me and my writing, my blorbos and my fandom friends—even now that I’m going through another fic deadline rush worryingly close finals in my second year, AGAIN—but I can’t help but think about how serendipitous it is that my life ended up mirroring a lot about a character that spoke to me so much as a tween.

I reread Fangirl every now and again and always, I think: oh, I feel like that. She gets it… which is maybe a little bit sad when it’s because you’re hiding in a bathroom for an hour because you’re too scared to go to the canteen, or crying because you’ve lived the whole first quarter of your life and you still don’t know how to talk to people, but even those times, being alone didn’t feel as… alone, I think, because of Fangirl.

I think about Cath when I’m on hour 6 of writing and I’m hunched over my laptop in the dark. I think about her when I put up fandom posters on my dorm room walls, or reply to fic comments, or straight up start crying because, besides fandom, I’m really lonely. (I think about her when I’m not so lonely too—when I talk to people and it goes ok, and maybe I can be person, actually).

I think about Cath when I’m scared. I think about her when I’m terrified and I just have to keep going anyway.

All that’s to say, I’m really grateful that Rainbow Rowell read so much drarry fanfiction wrote Fangirl, and I’m really grateful it was displayed at the front table of the bookstore I was in. I’m really grateful I read it, and related to it, and that I still do.

[strxnger-jxzzy]

I love them sm

[jazzyjayjay]

sometimes i remember vincent charbonneau dead plate and i go UEEHEHEEHEEE AHASHJSHAHHIII HEHEHEIEOYH HUHUHU HOOHOHOO HEHEHEEEHEH HEHEHEHE HAHAHA WEEEEEEE!!!!! this is because i am stupid

[jazzkolart]

I've finally finished reading Dungeon Meshi and... I've thought i get why people liked it. Now i REALLY get why people love it and I'm officially one of the people now

[jazzythejazzles]

I'm writing this while at school BUT THAT'S NOT THE POINT- Alex brightman as Beetlejuice (BROADWAY) in NYC was amazing but Justin collette was just as good as Beetlejuice (PLAYBILL) in Dallas.

[jazzytrait]

To my previous post...

If you are curious about the history of the Cajun people of Louisiana, a refugee people who became exiles, whose culture and heritage is slowly dying out, their language (a purely spoken tradition) heard by very few nowadays (discouraged, punished and nearly stamped out by the government), you can watch this short documentary called Against the Tide - The Cajun Story.

[headsincloud9]

Hii it's Jazzy!

Here's an update as I have had big gaps in between posts and request delays.

I am writing I promise I am taking small breaks to make sure I don't burn out with kinktober a month away I'm jam-packed but requests will be out fairly constantly since kinktober won't be posted for another month.

I also take breaks when my brain is lagging for my own metal health and the sake of my creativity.

Also life is a bit hectic in general.

But don't worry I will still be writing and interacting ☺️

[casualheizouenjoyers]

Gimme boobie

[jazzy-art-time]

I had the idea that once all the lizards (on askscrafty) are together, some of them start up a MineCraft server

Because I find the concept of all these various monster hunting lizards playing on a MineCraft server hilarious

Except

One of them decided to introduce Jody to it and it’s… just the worst decision

Get her glued to a screen like a iPad kid but also she’s really weird about it and in general bad at the game

Like she isn’t a game speed runner or loves to build elegant things or anything. She’s just very and unironically chaotic and has her own cursed quarantined area in a MineCraft server.

She doesn’t use chests and just throws stuff down and doesn’t realize they despawn and just goes “I wonder where that went. Oh well” and it drives Solo insane

Oxide visits her MineCraft house and it’s just a small dirt hut with no door and like 50 dogs in it. They actually had to tell her to stop adding dogs because it was causing extreme lag in that specific section of the server

Floating trees everywhere and just random blocks floating and holes everywhere

“Look what I made today” and she shows you a poorly dug hole in the ground with 1 piece of obsidian and a parrot in it and she’s just sitting there like it’s her crowning achievement

She keeps trying to sleep in the nether and doesn’t understand why she keeps dying and is convinced its some mystery enemy killing her

She sees a Aether Mod video online and doesn’t understand it’s a mod. Comes to Solo visibly upset that “it didn’t work” and it makes Solo cry for like a week

One of them is upset that they are getting griefed in a server and Jody is visibly concerned because she doesn’t know what that means. She thinks they are legit grieving something and hugs them with the “I’m here for you” and they don’t have the heart to tell her what it actually is

During something irl they end up in a actual mineshaft and Jody just very loudly and unironically just says “It’s just like MineCraft” and the rest of them have to try to not fucking lose it

100% she holds her dogs up to the screen and shows them her MineCraft house. Like one by one she holds her dogs up to show them because she’s proud. She also shows them all of her tamed wolves like “that one is you, can you tell?”

Diane has ZERO interest in MineCraft or video games but every time Jody finds a frog she shows Diane. Like physically drags her away from whatever she was doing to point at the screen like “look what I found. It’s for you” and Diane has to awkwardly accept that this is her life now

Ulbrecht leaning over her shoulder and convincing her to destroy Solo’s house whenever he can

Idk I could ramble on for years I enjoy MineCraft and I enjoy Jody. So naturally I will jam the two together for my own amusement

[hellishattempt]

expect a lot of drabbles about nanami's undercut. i literally cannot stop thinking about him and his fucking haircut.

[jazzy-dreamer]

Ngl Springtrap kinda loses like 90% of his appeal when human. Put on the fursuit bunny man ❤️

[jazzythursday]

The panic I feel looking at the TWO pills I have left of my adhd meds right now and no idea if I can get them filled in time 🫡

[strxnger-jxzzy]

LISHU CANNOT CATCH A BREAK 😭 somebody save my baby..😭😭

[jazzyjayjay]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEE 🔥🔥🎂🎂🎁🎁🎁🎈🎈🎉🎉🥳🥳🎊🎊🍰