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No wait okay jay and may right. Mother and daughter but not just that: its mother and daughter surrounded by empty rooms. A slow funnel out the door to the ocean leaving them alone with their grief.
Drey's gone to be a pirate, but thats fine cause may serves pirates at her bar even if jayson hates it. Jay just wants to know where her uncle went but its fine cause avas still there. But then they hear about the black sea and then they never hear from drey again. (Jayson never told them he found him. Jayson never told them what happened.)
But then ava joins raft and they couldnt be more proud. But now may has less help in the bar but thats okay cause jays getting older and the town loves her and its fine. Theres no one for jay to play with anymore but thats okay cause shes likes to help her mom! May doesnt sleep because her husband doesnt come home at night and her daughters somewhere she cant reach (did may hate the idea of her daughters joining raft? Did she know she could never keep her family from the sea? Is the fate of a Ferin to have their fire doused?). Then they get a letter and ava's never coming home. And Jayson stops visiting all together.
So May loses her brother in law, then her daughter, and finally her husband. Because hes becoming what his family's meant to. A force on the sea, out to kill whoever killed their baby. But may cant deal with her grief, because shes got another little girl whos terrified but shes even more angry. So they hold each other up, in an empty house with a bar that never stops because may is not someone who stops caring and she will care for this place and all it attracts.
And then jay meets a pirate with stories of a man she hadnt heard about in forever and hasnt seen for even longer. And jay gets up and leaves the nest with much hesitancy because she knows then her mother would be alone and as much as jays afraid of something happening while shes gone shes afraid of abandoning the woman who had been left countless times. But mays never anything but selfless, and she knows she could've never kept a ferin from the ocean. So may is left again and jay never stops writing her letters like everyone else did. Because jay never wishes to abandon her mother.
There is something special to me ab may and jay's relationship because they are all they have left anymore. I think the moment of jay yelling and begging for jayson to go home to his wife was probably something she wished for even before she turned on raft. Because the moment her sister died she stopped being a child she became her mothers equal. And i cant imagine how much it pained her that not only had her father left her, for his work, that he tried to kill her and her new family, but that now he was keeping her from her mother who was dying. Who she loves because thats the woman who raised her on her own and loved her with everything she had and now her father refused to check on his wife to the point he thought jay was lying to him trying to leverage may (jay probably couldnt even fathom that because it had never worked before, either of them in pain was never enough to make him stay)
I wonder if may's "he does love you" comes from a place of begging that he had a reason to abandon them. And i think if may dies jay would never forgive her father and i think it would ruin her.
Anyways all this to say i am very normal about the ferins and may and jay and what theyve gone through together.
#jrwi#jay ferin#may ferin#they mean so much to me i hope this is coherent#im just like may and jay has always been second best to jayson#they were always the ones left behind because of some promises made#and i wonder as jay was leaving if she was thinking about drey but also if she was thinking about ava#and the very real possibility of her mother getting another letter and not having anyone this time#i think may thought of that too but also knew that she could never stop jay from trying to get justice tho i think if she asked#jay wouldve stayed#tater rambles#and oh boy am i rambling
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Resurrected Morro AU except Morro purposely stays and hides in caves to guilt trip the ninja with his trauma.
âOh, so you want me to die in a cave AGAIN???â The water ninja pauses where she was gonna cause a cave in, raises her hands up, and steps back.
âHey, if you and the earth ninja team up, maybe you can recreate my death by adding lava!â He says to the fire and earth ninja, who proceed to trip over their feet as the earth ninja stares at him horrified, the fire one seeming to actually contemplate it for a second.
âAt least i wonât be alone in my untimely demise this time.â As he side eyes Wu. Who is trying to either drag Morro out of the cave or die in there with him this time.
And the only reason he does it is because not only is he petty, but heâs sick of Lloyd and the others guilt tripping him constantly. Like ok, sorry i turned you into a ghost and gave all of you trauma and took away your free will, but tbh is it really my fault?
Yes, Morro, it was.
#lego ninjago#ninjago#morro ninjago#morro wu#lloyd ninjago#no guys he and Jay would absolutely be the types to joke about their trauma#except Jay actually uses jokes#and Morro does this ti mess with everyone#heâs still actually has trauma but this just makes his trauma funny to him#i might be projecting#lego emo#lloyd garmadon#wu ninjago#ninjago sensei wu#ninjago cole#cole brookstone#ninjago nya#nya smith#nya jiang#zane has to be the one who find the caves that morro stays at#and found out that Morro looks specifically complicated but stable caves with good air flow#except from that one tike#where Morro kept going into the most unstable caves with large piles of lava and other dangers that wouldve gotten him killed#zane nonchalantly noted in a meeting under his breath that Morro mustâve been hoping to go back to his previous state of deatb#wu almost burst into tears#ninjago kai#kai smith#kai jiang#ninjago jay#ninjago zane
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the succession intro makes me shake ass
#txt#i literally love this show so fucking much#if jay wouldve stayed around it might have been like this#bowie and eros competing to take over his hit biz.......oof#eros is more of a roman kinnie than he likes to admit
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Okay so ive continued to think A LOT about red hood!lian. With that being said. Everyone knows that if you get too invested in a character youll give them lore. So naturally I gave her some trauma for some flavor.
(CW; gun violence, school shooting, hostage situation, implied murder/death of minor characters)
Imagine this:
Lian is at school when the men with guns invade and round everybody up into the gym. Lian is sitting quietly with the other hostages. Dutifully going through the breathing exercises that her dad taught her. Curled up with the other kids but also desperately trying to get some of the younger softer ones to quiet down and stop crying so loud. She knows how this goes. No matter how much her dad tries to shield her from the ugliness of the world she knows what happens if you draw attention in these situations. Unfortunately shes proven right.
One of the louder ones gets yanked away and thrown to the ground. Lian can't help the way she tries to jump up to help (she is her father's daughter after all) but she gets pushed down ruthlessly by one of the attackers. Her friend sits shaking at the feet of one of the men who is yelling and gesturing wildly with the gun in his hand.
Lian takes multiple deep breaths and looks up at the guy who pushed her down. The guy has his back turned, he's jeering and laughing at the horrific scene in front of them. children's lives are in danger and hes laughing.
lians eyes flick down to the unsecured gun at the man's hip and lian doesnt give herself a moment to hesitate. Her teacher follows her line of sight and desperately tries to reach out, but before her teacher can grasp onto her lian is lunging forward and snatching the gun from the man's holster.
The man whips around and steps back at the child pointing his own weapon at him. Lian stands there, breathing shakily and trembling but she feels her resolve harden upon taking all of the wide eyes laying on her shoulders. She knows her dad is a hero. He doesn't know she knows but nonetheless. It's her turn.
"Give her back" she whispers. "...What?"All eyes are on her. Lian grits her teeth and her grip on the gun steadies. It's just like those times uncle Jay took her down to the shooting range...only if the targets were living breathing human beings.
Lians face twists and she forces away tears of frustration. No. These weren't human beings. They were the scum of the earth that uncle Jay and dad always scowled at when the news came on.
"Put my friend back in the group. Or else I'll shoot." If lian had half a mind to she wouldve been proud of how steady her voice was.
Silence.
The attackers look at each other and the one holding her friend scoffs and dares to point his weapon at the little girl on the ground.
He doesnt believe her. He doesnt see how serious she is. That was his last mistake.
"You wouldn't da-"
BANG
The guy drops and then it's chaos. Lian doesn't think. She shuts down and suddenly she's dragging her friend back and into Her teachers arms and she's shooting off as many rounds as she can into any threat who gets too close. She doesn't feel the bullets that are fired back at her. The ones that barely miss and the ones that cut and sink into her skin.
She stays on guard well after the guys scatter upon hearing someone shout about "bats" and whoever else. And it isn't until she whips around to point the gun at her own father that she finally snaps out of it and drops the gun like it's burned her.
Suddenly she can't stop crying and all she can see is the bodies litering the floor. Her dad surges forward and cradles her in his arms rocking back and forth and telling her "its okay. It's okay honey, I'm so proud of you. It's okay you can rest"
#dc#dc comics#dc universe#red hood and the outlaws#roy harper#arsenal#red hood#lian harper#jason todd#dcu#cw guns#cw gun violence#roy harper arsenal#Red hood! Lian harper
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Im gonna post my comment i left on @writing-hatâs new chapter of bbnb
GO READ THAT BEFORE READING THE REST OF THE POST SO YOU AVOID SPOILERS FOR CHAPTER 16
this chapter was absolutely insane, amazing work hat!
OMG HAT THIS WAS ABSOLUTELY AMAZING JOLY SHIT i wish i could give you more kudos than just the one so, MILLIONS OF KUDOS TO YOU HAT!!! this took me around 45 minutes to an hour to read, thats when you know its a banger of a chapter!!! i may have been liveblogging my reaction to oli anyways here are my highlights:
THE BEGINNING WITH WU!? ABSOLUTELY LOVED IT! insane over him remembering quite a bit of detail actually, sad that it means he died + the inclusion of HOW he died. nadakhan the bitchass motherfucker
KAI! holy shit hes so complex, hes so complex. love how you portrayed him this chapter. there were some parts i wanted to punch him and others where i wanted to scoop him into a gaint hug, poor dude. him and jay are both suffering omg
THE DETAIL OF THE OTHERS KNOWING THEYRE MISSING SOMETHING BUT NOT KNOWING WHAT?! FUCKING AMAZING. i love how your making them get affected by jays wish and how it worked
THE FUCKING CINNAMON CAKE?! love your writing of it, hate how jay is still so badly affected by nadakhan, nadakhan the bitchass motherfucker x2
ZANE! i loved him this entire chapter, he is so helpful to jay without even knowing what happened. hes so friend shaped (stole that phrase off oli, sorry oli)
I LOVE THE STORY WITH THE FORK AND THE MICROWAVE I NEED MORE SILLY JAY MOMENTS ISTG
AVA! AVA! AVA! WE ALL LOVE AVA SO MUCH (i should draw her đ)
JAYS VISIT TO SOTO?!! i actually think soto is so funny, underrated character frfr. loved the bonding over hating nadakhan, loved the slight fear (?) when jay said he killed nadakhan with his powers
GIVE JAY MORE THERAPY
PLEASE
THE ENDING??!! JAY AND NYA ARGUING?! so sad to see them arguing, great plot point tho. you win some you lose some.
THE LIGHTNING STORM!! WU RECOGNISED THAT IT WAS JAYS POWERS?? THE SHIP GOING DOWN
stop leaving us on cliffhangers, hat
please
please
(if i keep going im gonna sound like sabrina carpenter istg)
OVERALL: FUCKING AMAZING CHAPTER, 100% WORTH THE WAIT!!! im definitely doing some more art đđđ, and you WILL be hearing from me on tumblr!!!! im so mad that i fell asleep, i shit you not, ten minutes before this came out (it was like 1am in my timezone) i was going to stay up to read but im glad i didnt because i am (slightly) more coherent now than i wouldve been at 1:30 am. youâre gonna make me go insane hat, im obsessed with this fic so much!!!! (your insane and so am i)
expect more art coming your way, dude!!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
#apollos skybound obssesion#bbnb#bending but never breaking#âď¸.doc#âď¸.txt#ninjago skybound#i am SCREAMING DUDE#in all seriousness. good job hat#this was an amazing chapter and you worked so hard on it#congrats again on 2 years of bbnb
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HAPPY JUNE 19TH!
u know what that means? FRIGGN DHMIS CONTENT!!!!
this is a lil bit of an old drawing meet my hc version offf...
these fellas! since they were only shown once for a few seconds and were never given personality, i kinda gave em some like.. at least a year ago and i still remember it so imma ramble abt it :> blue: the opposite of red guy. she's energetic and loud, and quite a bit childish. red guy's 2nd-cousin-twice-removed, definitely the different one in her family. they dont really like that about her but she doesnt care, she just stays away from them. if she had a name, itd be henrietta :> green guy: yellow guy's older brother. he grew up with their mom instead of roy, so yellow guy has basically forgotten about green guy's existence. green guy is kind of like a less-smart smart yellow, and moreso the red guy of the group personality wise. smarter than the other 2 for sure, he helps keep them out of trouble. not very energetic, but he knows how to speak up when it's needed. i used to call him "monni", as a mix of doi and manny and an inverse to what i called yellow guy, aka "danny" red duck: a cardinal. isn't related to duck in any way. he's an adventerous one, the type of person to do seemingly dangerous things and then go "oh crap" when something actually goes wrong. he's scared of quite a few things, he just doesnt wanna admit it in front of the other 2. even if at times he'd like to run away, he'd stay to make sure the others are okay instead. his name wouldve been "jay", to reference the blue jay, like how duck's fanon name references robins i have something else relating to dhmis that i drew a while back. if i can find it, ill show it :>
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Talk Jay white to me :)
i'm gonna put julia hart in here too since you asked about her as well.
jay: have loved him ever since his debut. i thought he was a bit rough around the edges when he first got thrown into all these high profile matchups, but thats only natural lol he was literally a child. i think lots of ppl perked up tho after him vs kenny in sapporo. i was a bit disappointed they didnt do more with the history between him and hanger, kenny and ibushi for wembley but there was a lot of negative stuff going on at the time so w/e.
i love him a lot but id have to say that i have cooled down on him a bit cause im not watching aew rn and there really isnt any other way to perceive him, sadly. i know the gang gang scissor ass bang or whatever is immensely popular and i did like some of the stuff i was sent by friends but i gotta say im a little bit over it just by consuming from afar lol so next i would love for him to get into a grimy nasty t i g h t feud with someone swerve someone and really bring back the rat (like during the time he was chasing after ibushi like he wanted him to [redacted] him sm that [redacted])
hes still for some reason kinda an underrated wrestler who does lots of small things in the ring i appreciate but that dont necessarily stand out so ppl dont really pick up on it a lot. hes not very flashy, i suppose (in the in-ring sense; hes very loud otherwise lol). i think he really stepped up like kenny said and grew into his own, and thats not as easy to do as ppl sometimes say it is. i hold a lot of his matches in high regard, especially him vs ibushi g1 finals, that match is immortal to me and one of my fav matches of all time, ever.
julia: i was extremely meh on her when she started out, the cheerleading stuff just didnt appeal to me even if i can agree that its athletically impressive. whoever trained her tho did a really good job, there are a lot of areas that you can tell she really did her homework in and improved a lot. i think joining hob was the best thing that could ever have happened to her. i said this before somewhere else but i absolutely do NOT get what anyone (tk cough) was smoking to say she shouldve stayed with the varsity blondes, that wouldve been the death of her character đ i love her father daughter relationship with the hob guys out of kayfabe and in kayfabe she has some of the coolest gear and entrances.
i really liked her match against kris for the title and i wish it couldve been a little bit longer but i still felt they did everything in their power to get over in those 8? 9? minutes. julias turnbuckle jumpscare is probably my favorite thing about her.
other than that i sadly dont have much of an opinion on her bc, again, i dont watch aew, so if shes done something cool lately sorry folks 𤡠(i did see her gay entrance with skye? iirc, so that was đ)
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HONESTLY I GOTTA DUMP EVERYTHING HERE...
i think that this whole greedy situation is getting out of hand on twitter lmao everyone is so so pressed, imo i think that this really just shows some ppls true colors i think that sung hanbin getting main vocal was honestly reasonable cause if I were him and i placed 1 continuously i definitely wouldve done that, like all this time hanbin has been letting ppl step all over him and was so humble but the second he uses p01 to advantage ppl start barking like?? but honestly even with all that i am upset that jay got sub vocal 6.. i hope even with that he's till gonna add adlibs here and there bcs without jays adlibs it would FLOP /hj kinda. anyway im crying screaming and losing it, zihao eliminated.. haruto eliminated, seowon, woongki kuanjui seunghwan, i actually cried cause who the hell didnt đđ
I LOVE IT WHEN Y'ALL GIVE YOUR OPINION HERE đŤśđź
i haven't opened twitter yet cuz i know it's going to be wild on there đ i absolutly get where you coming from, cuz yeah he's first and he wants to stay first so he takes the parts he wants. i said it before, i understand that it's a competition but since the beginning, hanbin always got the killing part. if you add the lines from the killing part, that he will probably get, with the main vocal ones he already picked, he's literally gonna sing half of the song. it's not his fault but i think ppl (including me) would like to see someone else this time...
the main vocal part should've stay for jay imo. but for hanbin it's understandable that he didnt want to be sub vocal 6,,,, i still hope the stage will be good anyways :(
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So. Season 6 finale. Nya's dying in Jay's arms and it's all very emotional, and then the camera pans around to show everyone else's devastated reactions at her death. We pan to Lloyd, then Zane - and Zane is sad, looks to the ground mournfully for a bit - and then he almost immediately glances over at Kai.
This is such a small blink-and-you'll-miss-it detail but it means everything to me now. He only gives himself a quick moment to grieve before checking on Kai. His priority is first and foremost Kai. And I know, it makes sense, Kai is Nya's brother and all, but it just makes me very emotional that Zane put aside his own grief in order to check on Kai. Oh my god I need a minute
#on a related note this fandom doesnt take enough advantage of the fact that lloyd was cursed into the form of an old man during skybound#and if jay had reversed time then lloyd wouldve *stayed* that way#like its bad enough that he lost his childhood but that would be even worse i think#ninjago#ns6#ninjago skybound#kai smith#zane julien#oppositeshipping#destiny post
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Yi city is a rly good arc for a lot of reasons but when I first watched it I was kinda disappointed abt the Xue Yang/Xiao Xingchen fake out cos I rly wanted to see xxc be dastardly and do evil and fucked up crimes with his villain boyfriend
#me: *watching xxc's face do xue yangs sexy smirk* holy fuck holy fuck its the bastardization arc i always wantef#ALSO it could have been such a fun parallel to wangxian#like wei wuxian did evil stuff for good reasons#and lan wangi stayed with him cos he loved and trusted him#i wouldve loved to see xxc slowly fall for xue yang's fucked up lifestyle and get sucked into it#is this ooc yes is it what i desperately wanted also yes#idk man i just think xxc willingly doing crimes would be sexy and xue yang would agree#jay says a thing#the untamed#xxc#yi city#xuexiao
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also idk maybe its just me but i think making all the df trainees realize that they were wrong at the last second and have them fight for the clans was like....kind of lame LMFAO
like yeah yeah ivypool tells them abt tigerstarâs true intentions and how they should stick with their friends and family etc etc but like. what if they were all just like âactually no tigerstar was right this place sucksâ and just ignored her....what if everyone just went and fought their own family bc i think that would be funky
#im also a very big fan of au where ivy doesnt change her mind either#never becomes a spy or anything. maybe she tells dove and it drives them further apart and it makes ivy want to stay#but when lion and jay come and ask her to spy for them she says no and just. is evil and shit#idk!!!!!#i think that the erins def got shit wrong when they decided the clan cats would just switch back to fighting on starclans side#like......theyre not inherently good. most of them are dicks lol theyd love to keep fighting for the dark forest even though theyre evil#i also dont like that holylleaf dies#i think its cool she died for ivy and all bc i value their friendship dearly but also? her getting killed by hawkfrsot doesnt mean anything#if she had been killed by breezpelt now THAT wouldve been insane#her own half brother murders her? breeze then has to deal with the repercussions of that?#oh.............. oh#erins. erins let me rewrite omen of the stars i promise i will make it so fucked up and insane#simon says#wc
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In every friend group I had in the past, every goddamn friend group so far as well, I have been the annoying tag along that noone wanted to hang out with and just had to because they didnt want to say anything to me.
#i wouldve preferred if theyd just been more open with me about it#just straight up tell me to my face that they didnt want me there#it just hurts because I dont know what im doing wrong#i just wish they would tell me and get it over witb#than just leave me hangging#idk why do I even bother anymore#shouldve just stayed alone#jay talks#delelte later#i hate it so much
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okay so i get why people wish ee had ben and callum locked down together, but it makes sense that they wouldnt have
phil will be in shielding and seeing as though callum would have to be going to and from work, thereâs no way that he and phil could have been staying in the same vicinity. and its not like either ben or lola would have been willing to go without seeing lexi for months
#eastenders#like i get why people are disappointed but i saw some twitter people genuinely pissed even though it kinda makes sense#like jay couldnt have stayed there either considering hed have to keep cokers running- its prime time for them#also i get the feeling theyre gonna use thiis to off-screen kill dot or pam and/or les#actually wrote something#also no matter how much we may dislike phil theres no way ben wouldve let him quarantine alone not after what happened
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drunk text me / j.m
heavy on this song rn i had toooo
you sat staring at the two, the bitterness bubbling in your chest. you had to act fine though, a promise to yourself. to act like nothing bothers you.
he had some girl on his arm, laughing at something being said. you on the other hand; tried your best to heal from this.
you and jj were a thing for a year and a half, both in love until not. he hooked up with someone else during a fight, leaving you heartbroken.
neither of you had spoken in a couple weeks, you still seeing every pogue other than him. until tonight you two managing to find ways at a party. you sat with sarah and kie a few shots in.
âoh fuck this shit. im getting another drink.â you fumbled with your purse, setting it on the counter. you pulled out your lighter stuffing it in your bra, along with a bottle of vodka you had.
you looked around, grabbing a solo cup before pouring self a shot. the burning making you feel more alive. you glance up, making eye contact with rafe. annoyance radiates through you. tonight was just miserable at this point.
ây/n! how are you.â you pour another shot, already knowing this conversation was gonna be need of it. âfine, rafe.â you throw back the liquor. you turn to him with a fake smile, âis this important? or can i go smoke my much awaited blunt?â
without a chance to reply, you made way outside. you texted kie letting her know you were about to light this blunt. you found a chair sitting down pulling the blunt out the rillo wrapper.
you reach for your lighter, but couldnât feel it anywhere. âwhat the fuck?â you mumbled, standing up to look around you.
âjust use mine.â the voice made you jump, your eyes finding the figure standing off to the side. puffing on his blue vape, his hand held out a lighter.
you bit your lip, giving into the internal battle by grabbing the lighter with a small âthank youâ.
you sat back down, lighting the blunt. the smoke instantly helping the built up anxiety filling your spirit. you continue to ignore his presence, unscrewing the bottle cap. you take the blunt out of your mouth, taking a swig of the vodka.
you giggle when your done, making jj eyes land on you confused. âyou hate these type of parties, why are you here?â you continued smoking unphased by your statement. the liquor clouding your judgement.
jj stayed quiet for a moment before taking a swig of his own flask, you already knowing that whiskey was his choice inside. you stared at the boy, analyzing his presence after the few long weeks.
you went back to remaining to yourself, not bothering to speak to him again until he made a move to leave. âyou know what?â
his body froze, only staring down at the state you were in. âi dont even miss you anymore.â the giggles escaped your lips. it was true, what you spoke. he knew it too. he knew he fucked up.
âi did so much for you, jay. a-and you really fuckinâ hurt me.â you bit your lip so you could feel anything other than the pain. the blunt still held in your hand. instead of leaving he pulls a chair beside you, stealing the blunt out of your hand.
you wouldve been mad but the amount of weed he smoked you out with, you kept quiet. âi fucked up,â he finally spoke.
your rage came back, âyou think?â
he hands back the blunt, a sigh leaves his lips. he goes to speak but kie and sarahs voice is heard from around the corner.
i pray he stays, but his figure gets up and retreats. one last look given before the two girls faces replace it.
you finally made it back home, bumping into everything you could as you make it to your room.
you throw your shoes away, dropping onto the floor. your sobs finally wracked your body you held in all night. you missed him so much, the pain is unbearable not having him in your life.
your phone buzzed, bringing you out of the breakdown. you sniffle, grabbing your phone.
jj maybank
i still love you
and im sgupid
stupid
you smile, your heart dropping in a good way. you wanted this, didnt you. your mind going back to that night. you were humiliated.
does he mean this or is he just fucking with me again.
you pressed the call button, it ringing only once before his voice was heard.
ây/n?â
âare you lying to me again? are you tryna fuck with me right now?â hurt lacing your voice.
âno,no! im serious. i fucked up and i wo- i would fucking do everything i can to show you im sorry and i love you. a thousand days, hell to the end of our lives because i was serious. i wanted kids too, i wanted you with my last name.â
 your sobs filled the phone, â she was not you and i fucked up it was a fight and i went off to her like nothing. i did, i fucked up and i know that means jack shit, but if you can tell me right now. you actually dont miss me; that you dont love me iâll leave you alone.â
âjesus jj... just come over for fuck sake.â you laughed between the sobs. you were gonna talk it out, but you wanted him back.
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Headcanons for being Diego Hargreevesâ child
Diego Hargreeves x child!reader
warnings: knifes, blood, guns, death mentions, mental hospital
a/n:
prompt: anonymous: âHi! Could you please write a âThe Umbrella Academyâ Diego Hargreeves x daughter reader headcanon? I always think Diego is such a overprotective softie dad âĽď¸âĽď¸â
deigo really said â?????â
how dad
but also heâd just the most loving dad anyone could ever ask for
â¨itâs because he was never loved by his dadâ¨
âhi cutie, i love you, i love you, i love youuuuuâ
he locked away all his weapons so that you couldnât hurt yourself on them
but he always missed a few and heâd turn around and see you holding throwing knives and just FREAK OUT
âno, no, no, you may not have those! knives are for big boys like me, not babiesâ
âgive backâ
ââgive back?â are you nuts?â
diego has conversations with lil you as if you know what the fuck he means dhshshhshs
as you got older, you became more interested in his âcareerâ
âno, i dont care if you have powers or not! you have a bedtime, that means no vigilantism, you hear me?â
âif i say ânoâ can i be a vigilante?â
âyou know what? how about you clean up the gym for al so he doesnât evict us?â
you did not sign up for this
you really wanted to meet your aunts and uncles, but you werenât exactly sure they knew about you
i mean, you knew you had a cousin but everyone knew about her because aunt allison was a goshdarn celebrity
âdad, i want to meet the family!â
âno you donâtâ
end of discussion
despite having a bedtime, you still watched movies late at night with your dad
he really liked marvel movies
âcome on, that would never happen!â
âyou come from a family of superpowered kids, a robot mom, and a monkey, and youâre upset about...a guy that shoots arrows?â
âmaybe i am, whatâre you gonna do about it?â
you ask about umbrella academy stories a lot, you your dad usually makes it about him
âand then i punched that guy in the face! and then i stabbed him in the leg because he was a dick! bet youâre friendâs dads arent as cool as meâ
*yawning bc youâve heard this story a million times*
you go to public school
you do have your dadâs last name
which occasionally gets recognized
âwoah! wasnât your dad a superhero?â
âi have no idea what youre talking aboutâ :)
practicing your knife throwing while diego is away, him coming home to find his knifes stuck through various targets
so proud but he had to make sure you didnât hurt yourself
you actually had to learn how to patch him up because he did come home a bit battered and bruised several times
âim okay, y/n. no need to freakâ
âdad, there is literally blood dripping on the floor will you just sit down and stay still for five goddamn minutes?â
âwoah, who the fuck taught you to cuss?â
watching the news at home when your grandfather was reportedly dead
you were actually very upset because you wanted to meet him so bad
even if he was a dick
your dad came home silent and you knew he knew
âyou okay?â
âoh, yeah, im better than okay!â
finally getting the chance to meet your family
âwho are you?â -allison
âim, uh, y/n. diego is my dadâ
*jaw dropping*
and you know what? that happened four more times (plus ben but you didnât get to see that)
âand you are?â -luther
âwhoâs the...the little one?â -klaus
âwell, what do you know? diegoâs a dadâ -five
âdonât tell me thatâs...no wayâ -ben
âyouâre diegoâs? wow, i canât believe he didnât tell anyoneâ -vanya
âi...i know who all of you areâ -you
diego bragging about how perfect you are while everyone simultaneously rolls their eyes
âwell, y/n, maybe one day weâll schedule a playdate for you and claireâ -allison
ââplaydate?â how old do you think i am?...but yes i wanna meet herâ
âgod, youâre so much like diego, itâs unsettlingâ
you had been secretly training at alâs gym during your dadâs late night activities
so when trouble came your way, you were able to handle yourself pretty well
âwhere the hell did you learn that?â
âal showed me a few moves!â
âthat old man? youâre kiddingâ
you met your grandmother, grace, who was tasked with keeping you safe at all times
you actually loved her sm
but there was something a bit off about her
besided the fact she was a robot
klaus snuck you out so that you two could have BoNdInG tImE
it wasnât all bad
ben was a lil choked up that he got to meet one of his niblings
âtheyâre perfectâ
âthey just stabbed someone, buddyâ
âwho are you talking to?â
FIVE EVEN SCHEMED WITH YOU
âokay, y/n, i need you to curve something when i throw it, got that? right at that security guardâ
âwhat are you throwing?â
âyouâll know when you see it, make your uncle five proudâ
âIS THAT A GUNâ
<3 family
running into patch!!
âhey, kid, i just saw your dad. i thought i told you to handcuff him to the radiator when you were away?â
âyeah, well, he wouldve chewed his hand off so here we areâ
that was the last time you saw her :/
well, your dad was now a wanted man
âwhat happened to your arm?â
ânoâ
you actually didnât expect this family reunion to go south like this
waitâyes you did
vanya has powers????
âi thought vanya was the one without powers?â
âyeah. so did we.â
diego straight up did not want you anywhere near that
but you, again, were his child and also fuck authority you do what you want
the vibe is almost getting shot several times
by hazel, cha cha, and âcommissionâ guys?
going 2 ur auntieâs concert đâ¨
ây/n, hide in the bathroom and stay there until i come get youâ
âdad, i love you, but noâ
ây/n, i love you too, but yesâ
ânoâ
âyesâ
âNOâ
âYESâ
you won
but in the end (or not so much) you time traveled to...1961?
without any of your family
âthis is...this is not goodâ
understatement of the year(s)
what was a kid like you gonna do in dallas, texas in 1961
no seriously, what
it was rough, but you managed to survive on your own
and open a paper in 1963 to find a mugshot of your dad
âson of aââ
visiting dad! (two years later)
ây/n? oh my god, y/n! shit, i missed you so much! why do you look different? youâre bigger, oh god. how long have you been here?â
â2 years, dad. you?â
his hair was so LONG
â2 monthsâ
âchrist, thatâs it?!â
âi have to stop jfk from being assassinatedâ
âwhat makes you think thatâs a good idea???â
âits the right thing to do, wanna help?â
âshit, i guess. as long as i dont end up hereâ
âno promises, people in the 60âs are crazyâ
diego: đđđ
you: đ
running into five on the street soon after
âuncle five?â
âno time to talkâ
âokay, asshole? iâve been here for 2 years and you dont care?â
âtwo years, huh? i spent 45 years in a post apocalyptic world as a 13 year old and beyondâ
âi didnât say it was a competition, dude. you kinda dropped us all at different times. at least, me and dad. heââ
âis trying to kill lee harvey oswald, i know. come with meâ
finally running into your other aunts and uncles, who were so excited to see you
you ran into their arms and they picked you off the ground and you felt closer than ever after only knowing them for 10 days
dad broke out
lila too
âim your new mom!â
âyouâre what?â
diego dragged you along with him almost everywhere
he had missed you so much, but he keeps forgetting you kinda grew up without him for a while longer
meeting grandpa :)
âa grandchild, huh? how unfortunateâ
âbitchâ
âwhat did you just call me?â
âa bitch.â
your dad and basically the entire table trying to hold back laughter
reggie was stunned
cold hearted just like him <3 he didnât know if he was offended or proud
this is so confusing
diego just disappeared off the face of the earth
and assassins were on your case
âthe goddamn swedes are back oh shittt im gonna dieâ
ây/n, just curve their bulletsâ
âitâs not as easy as it sounds, klaus!â
you were doomed
theres too much to go over
apparently you died on a farm????
and then you didnât??????
and your dad was almost apart of the commission
âhey, you okay, y/n?â
âi would like to take a nap pleaseâ
âyeah, me tooâ
âme three!â -klaus
yeah it was never that simple đđ the end
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hello it is, but i, ur local frog, yura, i really realllllllllyyyyyyyyyyy wanted to make some kind of post to appreciate everyone on here because , fr, you guys have been such a large part of my life recently and i can not thank you enough... every single person i have interacted with on here has been so wonderful and itâs been such a pleasure to talk with you guys<3
also extremely extremely extremely sorry if i forget anyone, i really really do love every single person i interact with!! this is my first time doing something like this also this is probably filled with typos but im too impatient and lazy to read what i wrote, im so sorry if its weird or something aaaaaaaaaaaa jhdsgjhd
without further ado lets goooooo losersđ
@honeyedmilks sof u are one of the softest people i know, we didnât get to talk that much this year but i love ur presence in general and it makes me :D when u pop up on my dash/notes hehe, i canât express just how much i adore ur writing, the vibes and settings and the way u write in general is so my thing and !!!!!!!! <3Â
@asianmelodrama faizaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa u are mine and a lot of other peopleâs sunshine on this hellsite !!!! ur blog is so feel good and pretty and relaxing and i love all ur thoughts and ur gifs are soooooooooo pretty and ur so cool !!!!!!!! thank u for being so kind and creative and wonderful and for creating a place so safe and lovely i love u i love uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
@muscosus robin robin robin robin ILUSM !!!!!!! ur so fun to talk to and i find it so amusing that we met each other via druck but then consequently found all our interests colliding and we were literally *shook pikachu* kdhigjdghkjf also whenever u tag me in whale stuff it warms my heart so much and i treasure our friendship so so much !!!
@lesbiangoths OLIVIA why are u so adorable :( everytime u send me an ask im :) ur so creative and talented and ur crocheting stuff looks so COOL !!!!! also ur vibe is just immaculate in general and talking with u is so easy, never change ilu bro
@illiterateopossum ELIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ur DEFINATELY one of the people on here that are MOST special to me, all our conversations are so freaking fun and man, u just get me .... and watching u get into all the dramas and anime i reccomend ??? it makes my heart doki doki hiagsjhjh thank u for always looking out for me and sending me the most loveliest messages, im really really bad with words and i am SHITE with keeping up with messaging but i seriously treasure our friendship so so much, i only hope for good things to happen to you next year and all the years after that, youâre such a kind wonderful person and !!!!!!!!!!!! i love u sm :(
@beesnutz KJDFKHIJFHKD GUSTE i wanna be emotional this one time and tell u that ur seriously such a fun person and the way my brain goes on overdrive from creativity when i talk to you is . insane. i want to bonk ur head with as much cereal as i can, never forget that you will always be the dumb sidekick to me, the superior villain and i WILL lead the way to world domination one day. sometimes i feel like u arenât even real, you could be an anime character and i wouldnât even bat an eyelash . ilu <3
@rosa-leche kana kana KANA :^) how are u so ???? sweet ???? adorable ???? wonderful ????? i already had so much fun interacting with you, all ur thoughts and messages are always so sweet and u make me smile SO much, and after the secret santa i feel like we have so much in common !!!!!!!!! do tell me if u ever watch bloom into you hehe, keep being the angel u are, ilusm !
@petekaos RAHUL !!!!!!!!!!!!! meeting u this summer feels like so long ago somehow, you sir!!! are one TALENTED person . it really really amazes me with how much passion you get into things and how much love and adoration you put into the things you create, its so so special .... anytime i see u vibing on my dash it fills me with so much joy, keep doing u bro !!!!
@toptaps zeeeeeeeeeeey you are so lovely :) youâre so gentle and soft and i adore talking with u about nanamin, also u are so cool and i was rly rly happy when u followed me lol, lowkey i admired u from afar jdhjkhdijd i love uuuuuuu
@fushiguroo MY LIL OREO CUTIE PATOOTIE oFC i still remember the first ask u sent me, i was so taken aback and honoured :( and the more and more i talked with you and saw you on my dash i was so happy, you have such good taste and youâre so so cute, take care of urself and stay the precious bean u are ok?Â
@morksuns sumaya sumaya sumayaaaaaaaaaaaa everytime you interact with me im :D i love all our little convos and ur vibe in general is so peaceful and relaxing, im glad i got to meet you:â) hereâs to another year and many more after that, that are filled with only good dramas !!!
@gayvlad NICO (nico niiiiiiiiiiiiii ) YOU DESERVE THE W O R L D. i dont know why but as soon as i had like one convo with u that one time i thought u were such a chill cool person :( im so happy that i get to be friends with you, all ur gifs are so pretty !!!!!!!! ur such a kind person and ur blog is such a warm nice place to be. :)Â
@cupidhashorns  peach ........... PEACH !!!!!!!!!! you might be one of the nicest people in the WORLD , whenever u like my posts, regardless of whether u know what im on about lmao, i feel so seen... its just so nice to know that Someone i listening to the shit you throw into the void on this site lmao, i adore all ur asks and i truly truly appreicate all your messages so much. thank you for finding my blog interesting at all man, i cant tell you enough how happy you make me :)
@guihan arloooooooooooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MY CAT FRIEND . THE AMOUNT OF SEROTONIN YOU HAVE GIVEN ME IS IMMEASURABLE your cats ................... are so cute .............. !!!!!!!!!!!!!! im so glad i got into tsomd and got to meet you , whenever u tag me in things im !!!!!!!!! also im defo gonna read twwtadsl sometime ksdjkdhjksd you make it sound so good aaaaaaaaaaaaa
@otterplush rey many people have probably already told you this but you are someone so ...... so spectacular and special and incredible and amazing ............ so much of your words has given me SO MUCH comfort in the short time i had known you, seriously. i seem to always stumble on your blog whenever im most hurt and your words have really had an impact on me in the best way possible and i love u so so so so much. i only wish for good things to happen for you and i want to be there for you in a way you are for everyone else !!! you are so warm and kind an generous, everything about your vibe feels so soft... also i always wanna rb everything you rb ndjbshs ur blog is so pretty :(Â
@aheartandashirt nisaaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAA MY KSH THIRST BUDDY KDHJKHDKJHDF fr ive had some of the BEST convos with you, ur taste in dramas is !!!!!!!!!!immaculate !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its so so so fun talking with you and everything you gif looks so nice !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thank you for being such a lovely friend to me, youâre so easy to talk with and so friendly and nice and <3 *pat pat pat*Â
@tetsuos dawn dawn !!!! you are !!!!!!!!!! such a talented person !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love ur little corner on the web, its so nice to read all ur thoughts about the dramas youâre watching, all your thoughts are so well thought out and interesting to read and, in general, i adore seeing you do ur thing :) *hug hug *Â
@heartsofsunlight angel ! your drawings are so beautiful !! you are such a beautiful person in general ! whenever u drop by it makes me so happy, its been so lovely getting to know you, thank you so much for talking to me :) i love uuuuuuu
@metawin jay jay jay !!!!!!!!!!!! for some reason whenever i see u im overcome with so much love !!! everything you make is so beautiful and u are defo one of the most elite people here hehe, also ur cats are ........ so adorable ............Â
@metawwin aliiiiiiiiiiiii, its been such a pleasure seeing you on here !! ur so soooooo kind and whenever u sent me those adorable asks it made me so happy, youâre like a little happiness fairy, you eminate so much joy and positivity !! also ur singing ... immaculateÂ
@87s min min !!!! u are soooooooooooo adorable, i think ive said this before but u seriously give me little sibling vibes lol, its so fun talking to you, and im so happy that you first popped up to me !!!!!!!!!!! iluuuuuuuu
@joblessquinoa JQ :^)Â Â i always associate you with my engineer haha, and that was so long ago !!!!! ur so fun to talk to, and i adore seeing u rb and leave ur thoughts on all the manga and webtoons im reading !!!! in fact whenever u like my posts i aways feel so happy hehe, also . i literally wouldve failed my coding course without u thank u SO much for helping me out * cries*Â
@gigiesarocha cata CATA CATA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! when you first popped up i was so elated to talk to you, u seemed so nice:( and later when u told me u watched joanâs galaxy because of me i was sdhfsgijdfhjkdhjkfh all ur gifs are so unbelieveably gorgeous, i literally go back to the set u made of yioh staring at joan skipping all the time, its so ........ beautiful.......... hopefully we get more wlw content next year and hopefully theyre all as good as joanâs galaxy hehe, iluuuuuuuuuu
@yibobibo aamna my love !!!!!!! how are you so precious ? everytime u reblog any of my posts its an instant serotonin boost, the experience of getting back into mdzs along with u was seriously incomparable, it was so FUN and i wanna go back :( ur such a friendly wonderful and talented person and i adore seeing all ur creativity blossom on this website, ilu aamna !
@brightwin JELLY jelly u are literally the human embodiment of the softest teddy bear in the WORLD . i wanna give u all the hugs and pats i can because u make me so !!!!!!!!! happy and u fill me with so much soft warmth ........... thank u for being u, all ur gifs are so pretty and its been so nice to be able to bask in the light that comes off of u, never change i love u so sooooooooooo much <3
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@kurusutakatsu @chanagun @yuhaosturtle @jiangyanlisgf @duoerla @yinyu @tichawongtipkanon @jbums @wenqing @lemongrasslesbian @weiixian @schech @kikuism @earthfluuke @0ffgun @yamaguccchi @wullu @seniorwitch @leoyunxi @floraflorenzi @dreamterlude @florbexter @doctorbahnjit
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