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mykoreanlove · 4 months ago

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„Come on, y/n. This is going to be an amazing night!“

Henri dragged you into the bar excitedly while searching the place for his friend Jackson.

You had been in the city for almost three months and your friend still had no idea of your innuendos with Jackson. You had not heard from him in weeks and would have loved to keep it that way, however Henri was persistent and dragged you to the party.

The place was packed with people, loud music and alcohol all over.

„Henri, I’m gonna go freshen up. I’ll find you in a minute“, you excused yourself to the bathroom.

Hands gripping the marble sink tightly, you took a deep breath and talked to yourself in the mirror.

„You’re going to get through this, y/n. Just be nice and talk to the others. It’s going to be okay.“

You made your way back to the bar and found them instantly: Henri was sitting next to J, and opposite of them was Jackson.

„Hey guys“, you greeted cheerfully and waved your hand.

„Whoa y/n, I haven’t seen you in forever! You look gorgeous!“, J chimed in.

You sat down next to Jackson and smiled, happy yet nervous to see your old pals.

Jackson turned his head and leaned over to you, smiling shyly: „So, how’s the city been treating you so far?“

You shuddered at his presence. His rich scent intoxicated you all over. You took a good look at him - he looked skinnier, paler, his hair got longer and lighter, he was wearing it in slight waves now. You wished you would be indifferent when looking at him, but parts of you still longed for his love.

„You know how it is“, you brushed him off swiftly and went to the bar.

Jackson nodded silently, jaw clenched and took a big gulp of his drink, understanding that you were done with him.

You tried your best to avoid him all night - you mingled with Henri and his other friends, met new people and took social breaks outside and it worked. Jackson didn’t cloud your mind most of the times, fortunately so.

„Guys, let’s head back to Jackson‘s place like last time. Remember your first night here, y/n?“, Henri cheered intoxicated yet happily.

You averted your gaze, not being able to look at Jackson. That night back then was the first time that you had hooked up - unintentionally but the attraction between the two of you was just too strong.

„Okay, let’s go“, Jackson got up and shooed you out of the bar.

You were trying to make up an excuse but before you could say anything Jackson whispered into your ear, making that decision for you.

„The night bus isn’t driving anymore, don’t even think about it.“

You found yourself squeezed in the back of a cab between J and Jackson, just like the last time. Only then you felt butterflies tumbling in your stomach whereas now your whole body felt tense. Quickly, you took a glimpse at Jackson‘s hands - they were curled into fists. Was he just as uncomfortable as you were?

The next hours were spent in his apartment, drinking and laughing, reminiscing about the old days and dreaming of future plans. You did your best to relax and overplay your nerves, and luckily no one noticed.

„Guys, I’m going to bed. Night!“, Henri declared as he got up and walked into Jackson‘s bedroom.

„Yeah, me too. This time I’ll sleep in there, too. Not making the same mistake twice with you out here“, J chuckled and followed Henri, closing the door behind him.

Once again, panic arose within you. You had done your best to avoid Jackson all night but now you had to sleep next to him, alone?

„You want my shirt?“, he asked calmly while holding out a fresh, black shirt for you.

You took it thankfully and changed before falling onto the mattresses he had arranged in his living room.

Jackson was lying next to you - you felt the heat radiating off his body. Every cell in you wanted to touch him but you knew it was wrong. You had been burned by him way too often.

Quickly, you turned around, your back to him and closed your eyes.

„Night, Jackson.“

A deep sigh escaped his lips, this whole ordeal was weighing heavily on him.

„You’re mad at me, aren’t you?“

You held your breath, unsure if you should reply.

„That’s why you’ve been avoiding me all night. Right?“

You chose to stay silent.

„Y/N.“

The plead in his voice was too much to bear, so you turned around and faced him.

„Yeah. I am.“

Jackson‘s eyes turned darker, filled with remorse and regret.

„I’m sorry, y/n.“

„What are you sorry for?“

„For hurting you“, he said softly.

„Yeah, whatever“, you turned around annoyed.

„No, y/n, really. I’m sorry for how it went down between you and me.“

All the anger, all the rage you had been swallowing the past weeks resurfaced and wanted to come out. Frantically, you turned around once more.

„Cut the BS, Jackson. I liked you. You know that I liked you and I wanted to get to know you more. But for you it was only about fucking the new foreigner or whatever. Was it fun leading me on? Getting my hopes up?“, you spat in frustration.

„It was never about fucking the new foreigner, y/n“, he declared calmly.

Jackson let out a deep sigh, trying to find the right words to make it up to you.

„I felt this immense attraction right from the beginning. I was so into you the moment I saw you in that bar. You may not have planned our first hookup that night but I had been fantasising about it ever since I laid eyes on you“, he explained for the first time.

„And after that I tried my best to stay away from you but I couldn’t. I mean look at you, how could I have resisted you? So I ended up at your place, sleeping with you again.“

Flashbacks of that night came into your mind - his hot lips on your neck, his big hands on your waist and his lean body over yours.

„But you heard me say that I couldn’t be with you. I did a whole soul striptease and told you how fucked up I am. I told you how every girl cheated on me and how that broke me. I told you to find someone else, y/n.“

You gulped as you remembered the night Jackson opened up about his love life. He even told you the story of his last girlfriend, the one he wanted to marry, but found out she was cheating on him while moaning someone else’s name during sex. You remembered clearly how little he felt when he let you in on his dark past.

If that had been the last interaction with him you would have understood. But it wasn’t.

„You told me to find someone new but every time we ran into each other you behaved like you wanted me, Jackson. Remember how you kept talking about taking me out on dates? Like every single time we met after you were imagining us going out, telling me about all the places you wanted to take me. Which you never did. Why did you say that shit in the first place?“

„Because I can’t resist you. When I’m with you I feel like I can trust you and trust in love and I want to touch you and kiss you and worship you in every way. I want to show you off and make sure that everyone knows that the greatest girl in the world is mine. But when I’m alone, when I come back to my senses I realise that this could never happen. I cannot give my heart to you, y/n. I can’t risk getting hurt again.“

A deep silence filled the room.

„I’m just too damaged for love, y/n.“

You were searching for the right words but got interrupted by his silent sniffles.

„Jackson, are you crying?“

He didn’t need to say anything since you already understood his being.

You opened your arms and embraced him, holding him tightly while he was crying.

„Do you know that you’re not even my type, Jackson? You’re not the one I normally go for however when I saw you, I felt this strong pull towards you. A very strong pull that I couldn’t deny. And I asked myself why was that? Why am I so attracted to this guy?“

You paused briefly.

„It’s because you feel like warmth. You feel like sunshine to me. And when we were at my place and you told me about your past and all the hurt I realised why I want you in the first place. Because you’re like me, Jackson.“

Jackson looked up at you with big eyes, not understanding what you were implying.

„You and I are very similar. We both got hurt badly and never got over it. And because of that we decided to build a protective shield around us, one that is super bubbly and positive. A shield that is so different from the real pain we feel on the inside. A shield that is so convincing that nobody would even dare to think we feel unhappy on the inside. And when I realised that you were doing the same as me I felt this strong connection towards you. Like I saw myself in you.“

It felt good to finally get that off your chest.

Jackson wiped away one of his tears before answering.

„Believe me or not but you are the first person to ever see that. See me“, he admitted.

„Really?“

He nodded silently.

„You and I are not similar though, y/n. You’re braver than me.“

Now you were the one looking at him puzzled.

„Am I?“

„Yeah. You didn’t shut your heart off to love. You’d still give it a go. But I can’t do that anymore. I can’t risk getting my heart broken anymore.“

Each word of his was filled with deep sadness, tearing at your heart.

„You know I can’t promise you to never break your heart. All I could promise is that I would have treated it with the most care in the world.“

Jackson nuzzled his head onto your chest and hugged you tightly, knowing that this would be the last time he’d ever get the chance to.

„I don’t know what kind of girls you dated in the past but you’re right, I didn’t give up on love. I think I would have been perfect for you. Loving, caring and kind. I’m not saying I’m the love of your life but you know…

I would have been glad to date someone like me. I sincerely think I’m a good catch.“

Jackson smiled, agreeing with every word.

„You are. And that’s why you won’t have any problem finding another guy. Someone that can love you the right way, y/n.“

„Yeah, you’re right“, you agreed. „But still I wanted it to be you“, you declared sadly while tightening your grip around him.

„I would have loved that, too…“

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mirandaroggio · 2 years ago

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🔞 Jackson Wang 王嘉尔 - No Diggity by Blackstreet Dr. Dre - Lyrics Pinyin Rom Eng Esp Pt-Br 歌曲歌词

Rap词：Jackson Wang 王嘉尔

制作人 Producer：Jackson Wang 王嘉尔

编曲 Arranger：Jackson Wang 王嘉尔、boytoy

编舞 Choreography：Jackson Wang 王嘉尔、彬子

You know what?

Sabes qué?

Quer saber?

I like the playettes

Me gustan las hombreriegas

Eu gosto das galinhas

Play on, playette

Juega, hombreriega

Jogue, galinha

Yo, Dre, drop the verse

Hola, Dre, tira un verso

Ei, Dre, largue o verso

It's going down, fade to Blackstreet

Está bajando, fundido a Blackstreet

Está descendo, desaparecendo pra Blackstreet

The homies got RB, collab' creations

Los colegas tienen Ritmo y Blues, creaciones de colaboración

Os amigos tem Ritmo e Blues, criações da colaboração

Bump like acne No doubt

Salen como acné Sin duda

Saem como acne Sem dúvida

I put it down, never slouch

Lo escribo, nunca con los hombros caídos

Eu anoto, nunca desleixado

As long as my credit can vouch, a dog couldn't catch me ass out

Mientras mi crédito pueda responder, un perro no podría atraparme por el culo

Enquanto o meu crédito puder responder, um cão não poderia apanhar-me no rabo

Tell me who can stop when Dre makin' moves

Dime quién puede parar cuando Dre hace movimientos

Diga-me quem pode parar quando Dre Dre faz movimentos

Attracting honeys like a magnet

Atrayendo cariños como un imán

Atraindo amores como um ímã

Giving 'em eargasms with my mellow accent

Dándoles orgasmos de oído con mi melodioso acento

Dando-lhes orgasmos de ouvido com o meu melodioso sotaque

Still moving this flavor

Aún moviendo este sabor

Ainda movendo esse sabor

With the homies Blackstreet and Teddy

Con los colegas Blackstreet y Teddy

Com os amigos Blackstreet e Teddy

The original rump shakers

Los originales agitadores de traseros

Shorty get down, good Lord Baby, got ’em open all over town Strictly biz, she don’t play around Cover much grounds, got game by the pound Getting paid is her forte Each and every day, true player way I can’t get her out of my mind (Wow) I think about the girl all the time (Wow wow)

Back to the old school

De vuelta a la vieja escuela

De volta à velha escola

Generation Flip it around

Generación Voltéenlo

Geração Vire-o

Back to 90s zone

De vuelta a la zona de los 90

De volta à zona dos anos 90

With them baggy pants

Con esos pantalones anchos

Com essas calças largas

Change the filter to the 2D tone

Cambien el filtro al tono 2D

Mudem o filtro para o tom 2D

Triple XL Balling down the street

Triple XL Paseándonos por la calle

Triplo XL Balançando-nos pela rua

Got them ice dripping on them haters

Correándole diamantes a los enemigos

Correndo diamantes para os enemigos

Hide your swag In front of me

Esconde tu estilo Al frente mío

Esconda seu estilo Na minha frente

Man I’m balling on the road

Hombre estoy paseándome en el camino

Cara estou balançando-me na estrada

Man I’m staring at her though

Hombre la estoy mirando a ella sí

Cara eu estou olhando para ela sim

Ain’t got time to wait until you come and

No hay tiempo para esperar a que llegues y

Não tenho tempo para esperar até você chegar e

Holla at me girl

Me llames chica

Ligue para mim, garota

拿着我的大哥大一直往你跑

ná zhe wǒ dí dàgēdà yìzhí wang ni pǎo

Take my mobile phone Running straight to you

Toma mi celular Corriendo directo a ti

Pegue meu celular Correndo direto para você

别担心旁边的女孩根本看不到

bié dānxīn pángbiān de nǔhái gēnběn kànbúdào

Don’t worry The girl by my side I can't see her at all

No te preocupes La chica a mi lado Ni puedo verla

Não se preocupe A garota ao meu lado Nem pode vê-la

Get down, good Lord

Baja, Dios mío Desça, meu Deus

Baby, got 'em up open all over town

Nena, ella las tiene abiertas por toda la ciudad Amorzinho, as tem abertas por toda a cidade

Strictly biz, she don't play around

Estrictamente negocios, ella no juguetea Estritamente negócios, ela não fica brincando

Cover much grounds

Cubre muchos terrenos

Cubre muitos terrenos

Got game by the pound

Se destaca en el juego del coito

Se destaca no jogo do coito

Getting paid is her forte

Que le paguen es su fuerte Ser paga é o forte dela

Each and every day, true player way

Todos los días sin excepción, verdadero modo jugador Todos os dias sem exceção, verdadeiro modo jogador

I can't get her out of my mind

No puedo sacarla de mi mente

Não consigo tirá-la da minha cabeça

I think about the girl all the time

Pienso en la chica todo el tiempo

Eu penso na garota o tempo todo

East side to the west side

Lado este hacia el lado oeste Lado leste para o lado oeste

Pushin' phat rides, it's no surprise

Empujando sexys paseos, no es sorpresa Empurrando sexys passeios, não é surpresa

She got tricks in the stash

Ella tiene trucos en el escondite Ela tem truques no estoque

Stacking up the cash

Apilando el efectivo

Empilhando o dinheiro

Fast when it comes to the gas

Rápida cuando se trata del gas

Rápida quando se trata del gás

By no means average

De ninguna manera promedio De forma alguma média

She's on when she's got to have it

Ella está encendida cuando tiene que tenerlo

Ela está ligada quando tem que tê-lo

Baby, you're a perfect ten, I wanna get in

Nena, eres un perfecto diez, quiero entrar

Amorzinho, você é um dez perfeito, eu quero entrar

Can I get down so I can win?

¿Puedo bajar para ganar?

Posso descer para ganhar?

I like the way you work it

Me gusta la forma en que lo trabajas

Gosto do jeito que você trabalha

No diggity

Sin duda

Sem dúvida

I got to bag it up bag it up

Me lo tengo que envolver en un condón

Tenho que envolvê-lo em um preservativo

Rollin' with the phatness

Tirándose con la sexualidad Atirando-se com a sexualidade

You don't even know what the half is

Ni siquiera conoces la mitad Você nem conhece a metade

You gotta pay to play

Tienes que pagar para jugar

Você tem que pagar para jogar

Just for shorty, bang-bang, to look your way

Sólo para que bajita, bang-bang, vea hacia tu lado

Só para baixinha, bang-bang, olhar para o seu lado

I like the way you work it

Me gusta la forma en que lo trabajas

Gosto do jeito que você trabalha

Trump tight all day, every day

Estrecho triunfo todo el día, todos los días

Trunfo apertado o dia todo, todos os dias

You're blowing my mind, maybe in time

Me estás volando la cabeza, tal vez con el tiempo Você está voando minha cabeça, talvez com o tempo

Baby, I can get you in my ride

Nena, yo pueda meterte en mi coche

Amorzinho, eu possa te colocar na minha carona

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