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spnj2fanlw · 4 months ago
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Damn it. Was all set to watch the J2 panel on stageit today from @creationentertainment before I had a family obligation at 5 then I realized I'm in a different time zone (est) so the show is at 5:15 and I'm screwed. How bad is it that secretly i would rather watch our boys live?? But unfortunately I can't so hopefully some beautiful, wonderful, not nearly appreciated enough fan records the event anyway.
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sgiandubh · 2 months ago
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Idk about anyone else but it’s interesting to me that a con for Outlander is doing the same thing that Creation Entertainment does with the two leads of Supernatural, Jared Padalecki and Jensen Ackles. Any other cast member that attends the con as a guest with them has more reasonable prices for photo ops and Q&As and such, but it’s half my mortgage for one (1) person to meet Jared or Jensen?? (Keyword OR, as you have to pay twice to see them both if they’re not together {called the J2 Panel} and my mortgage is ~$2300) yikes. I’ve always suspected these convention companies are just capitalizing on the respective actor’s name, no matter how niche said actor is. I love Jared and Jensen as much as I love Sam, I still keep up with them despite my torrential time in the SPN fandom, but once again I’m grateful I prefer to admire these wonderful talented men from afar because my bank account would be yelling at me otherwise 😅😅
Dear @samsheughan,
Unlike you, this is the first (and certainly last, thanks) fandom experience for me. Paying 25 francs (5 USD) circa 1996 for a laminated, fake FBI agent ID with my photo and name, on behalf of the French X-Files fan club does not count, ahem. Suffice to say this folly just made my entourage laugh like drains (I was a sophomore, back then, mind you) and call me Agent Sgian-dubh for about a year and a half, or so. Embarrassing doesn't even start to describe the reality of it. Especially when you are 18, you think you are Simone de Beauvoir - at a bare minimum-, as you smoke your cigarette and sip your allongé while desperately trying to look intelligent, outside Le Café de Flore.
How we were happy, back then, and in what uncomplicated world we used to live, though! Without any fan events and forced to go to the nearest Internet cafe for the slightest Altavista research, that naive fanzine I received every month by snail mail quickly grew old, as my patience for the 'Agent Sgian-dubh' gleeful quip. Interestingly enough, I still must have that fake ID, somewhere. Last time I saw it, in one of my old wallets, my mother looked mildly interested ('and what the fuck is this, excuse me? an X-Files fan club ID? oh...'), but that entire experience was definitely underwhelming. Even if I secretly did ship Mulder & Scully, without having any idea that was a thing. Too ashamed to admit to it, for all of the above mentioned reasons.
Alas, today is just another planet, where cheap thrills and a pat on the back do cost half a mortgage. As a Romanian saying would have it, 'the stupid one is not the one who's asking, the stupid is the one who's paying'. In S's case, I think the mommies were and will be his demise, if he doesn't quickly get the gist of it and branches out, somehow. I mean, come on, with all due respect and all that #silly interest, this is JAMMF we're talking about, not Lang Lang, tickets to whose concerts don't cost one kidney and a half!
I don't even find it funny, mind you. I find it sad, perhaps because I am thinking about the day this entire circus will be over and done with and completely forgotten. But until then, let's sing and be merry: with one more season to air, the #shitshow is still alive and kicking and the fat lady is nowhere near.
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midnightsilver · 2 months ago
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The 2025 Spn & J2 Big Bang on LiveJournal
A classic Supernatural Big Bang hosted on Live Journal that focuses on all Spn characters and any RPF involving J2. All ships or gen. Creators making explicit content must be of legal age to do so.
More info under the cut -
⭐️ Main Writers Rules:
1. Stories must have a minimum length of 20,000 words. There is no maximum length.
2. Stories may be slash, gen or het.
3. The central story element must focus on characters from Supernatural OR on Jared and/or Jensen.
4. In Supernatural fics, at least one character must be a canon character (one seen on-screen). Any Supernatural pairing is allowed.
5. In RPS, any pairing is allowed as long as either Jared or Jensen is one of the central paired characters.
6. You will be able to post your story on your own journal or site, and we'll create a master list of links and summaries at the community. Stories must be posted unlocked.
7. Stories can NOT be posted anywhere prior to your assigned posting date.
8. AU's are allowed. Crossovers are not. For the purposes of this challenge, SPN/RPS will STILL be considered a crossover, and is NOT allowed.
(See the writers rules on LJ for more info)
⭐️ Main Artist Rules:
1. You agree to create at least one piece of art or a vid to accompany one of the 2025 Big Bang stories.
2. Art can be of any type: original illustration, cover art, photo manip, etc. (Soundtracks and mixes do NOT count as art for this challenge.)
3. Art or vids can be of any rating you choose (but out of consideration, it would be a good idea to consult with your writer before creating anything too explicit). By creating and posting explicit art, you agree that you are of legal age to do so.
4. You must be able to post your artwork or vid at your LJ or website, and we'll create a master list of links and summaries at the community.
(See the artists rules on LJ for more info)
⭐️ Schedule
February 21: Writer signups close
May 1: Writer rough drafts due
May 5: Artist claims preview
May 8: Artist claims
June 23: Artist rough drafts due
July 7: Posting begins
⭐️ Sign Ups
Sign up on LiveJournal. Log into your LJ account and comment under the author or artist rules post that you have read and understood the rules 👍🏻😄
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samwinchestersgirl83 · 3 months ago
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This is not a Wincest related post but I’m gonna throw the tags out there to reach my people who vibe with me.
I’m scared since Trump’s inauguration on Monday. He has already issued so many executive orders that so many people are embracing. Elon is not masking himself as a n*zi on national TV with his salute. Censorship is extremely high here. I’m scared to be a woman. My wife is scared regarding her job due to eradicating equality when it comes to a career. Our marriage equality was just challenged today. I’m scared for my marriage to my wife. ICE raids are happening rapidly. They are arresting CITIZENS as well as NON-CITIZENS. One of our US veterans was arrested and detained because he was not white. A. Fucking. US. WAR. VETERAN. They are being sent to “detention centers”. I saw people hiding under houses in real time. Our rights are being eliminated at a rapid rate and I’m fucking terrified to go outside anymore. Canada has threatened to cut off power supply as well as a few other things, as of February 1st, if Trump does not back down. We are already struggling as it is and EVERYTHING is fixing to sky rocket. Trump is tiptoeing us towards a fucking war with other countries (an actual world war 3 if you will) if he doesn’t stop. WE ARE UNDER A RED FLAG WARNING FOR POTENTIAL MASS GENOCIDE. I’m scared shitless.
I’m praying for an 11th hour miracle but I know chances of that are low unless something drastic happens.
Send good vibes, prayers, love, light, something. This is the last platform I have to convey how absolutely devastating this is without censorship.
As always, long live Wincest and J2.
Where the fuck is the actual Sam and Dean when you need them to save this country from hell.
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walkergirlsposts · 6 months ago
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Hellers are so weird. You know when they are saying they can think of 10 people who are closer friends to Jensen than Jared, they think it’s like: Misha, Karl Urban. Anthony Starr, Rob, Rich, JDM, the kids from The Winchesters, probably new costars from Countdown.
Anything and anyone matters more to Jensen than Jared for them.
While we can’t know just how close any of these people are, J2 actually lived together, were in each others weddings, were neighbours, etc. They may or may not be as close friends today, but let’s not pretend a couple of obvious PR photo ops with Jensen and Misha (or JA being required to join the same political call by Kripke) are the same as living and vacationing together even when they worked together almost every day. Same with the pics of Karl and Jensen. It’s PR, or Anthony and Jensen hugging on stage at Comic Con. They aren’t actually bestest buddies.
People have bought too hard into “SPN family” and think all the cast are in each other’s pockets all the time (except Jared, of course).
In honesty, I think J2 are still friends. I think Jensen is friendly with Rob as they do the music thing. Jensen is friends with Jason as they go way back. Jared is friends with Mark S (and Jensen may be too), and Jensen is friends with JDM, but other than that I think the cast is more friendly acquaintances than true friends. Both J2 have said they are each still friends with people they grew up with, and share some friends from Austin and other parts the industry.
Hellers think only SPN and other Jensen and Misha projects exist, and they think Hollywood friends are true besties (or boyfriends). They are so out of touch, it’s not even funny.
Sorry that got long.
Nothing more to add. 💯 Spot on.
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j2zara · 9 months ago
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j2's vegas wedding outfit. porter's carrying him over the threshold of the chintzy honeymoon suite and spreading his bride out on a heart-shaped bed and making love to him ALL night.
IM SORRY I WISH I HAD MORE THOUGHTS ABT THIS BEYOND JUST FORMLESS GLEE. I was so busy living in the euphoria of j2porter vegas wedding roleplay that i forgot i lived in a world where i ought to say more than scream incoherently abt it. Sorry everyone for being soft about these two. Like its my fault. Tomorrow Jace is going to yell at j2 over this but today j2 is glowing. He's so happy and unfortunately im evil and in my heart porter has this terrible moment of in his head seeing J2 like this tacky wedding dress in his arms and all like yeah i would give it all up for j2 and then its over and hes like ok im normal now (he's not). He loves being in porter's arms he loves being carried across the threshold (secretly his favorite part) and J2 is so adoring and trusting and its just. I cry.
And i do think it would even be something that J2 would take a moment to accept, like i don't even think it would be his idea bc like he wants it he wants it to be real in that he wants porter to himself he wants to be the one picked to be It but also he wants the fantasy of it as well if he can't have that but also a part of him is like is it blasphemous is it wrong to want to indulge in the fantasy in which i get to be the one for Porter. Especially if this is not a situation in which he is invoking jace, like this is for him.
I can't decide if that once he's in on it though he's the one nervously but like excitedly trying to voice his ideas or if he's truly in for the ride. He definitely didn't decide on the dress but like unironically he loves it I think in his mind he would end up in something more dainty but its perfect. He can do tacky!!! He likes comfort, he likes tacky, he's never had a sense of style but he likes romance, repulsion at closeness is a jace instinct and it always feels alien in his brain, wrong, and J2 freaks out a bit abt the dress getting messed up at first but like the tags are right Porter is getting into it and J2 can relish the fact that Porter is not going to treat him like a precious thing, the want to the point of destruction is close to what he wants, right?
and the heels are crazy something that high might be a j3 special j2 has never worn a heel in his life and initially he's like idk abt this but if it's what porter wants then ok! And he's kinda wobbling around, but he's earnestly giving it his best shot like asking Porter "how do i look?" and like and its like endearing and awkward and so baby bird and Porter is just like so endeared by it until the heel snaps off but thats ok bc that means Porter gets to carry him some more!!
And i do think J2 gets into the roleplay aspect of it like for real for real. This entire night is about how special J2 is which he's like absolutely taking and relishing and he might actually die of happiness and b/c i love porter but i hate porter he's absolutely playing into it just this idea of like it's crazy and it's stupid but what if we went for it? i would give it all up for you. I chose you. I have to have you, which is why we're ruining the dress and the makeup. Like Porter rips the dress and he absolutely wants j2 to cry and his mascara to run and his lip gloss to smear while Porter is fucking his face and j2 is sooooo into it.
but also it gets very slow and treasures him kissing of the thighs and slowly taking off the garters and J2 might pass out. He's like. J2 is not doing the work for tonight this is for spoiling you (I earnestly think if they did commit to the whole honey moon suite thing Porter is making J2 everyone's problem. This is my special little princess for the night. Get behind me kitten he asked for no pickles). J3 makes fun of j2 for earnestly using the phrase "making love" sometimes and what they're doing usually isn't really that but tonight it is and. he cries but like for once its not like a sad cry or even a bittersweet cry.
But the other half of the roleplay beyond getting spoiled is j2 getting like wayyyy into it like. if he were really. basically living in this fantasy of essentially being Porter's housewife and being like yeah i'd do all your dishes and all your laundry and treat you right and be dressed up for you with a cute little apron and give you a kiss every day when you came home work and of course there's a home cooked meal and you can watch tv on the couch or i could give you a massage and tell you how hard you work and how happy i am to see you and whatever else you want. You're the center of my world. And then i can blow you obviously. Which obviously is huge turn on for Porter so they go at it like two more times and then the rest of the night
J2 doesn’t stop telling Porter he loves him all night. The softy in me says Porter also says it back. But you didn’t hear it from me
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laf-outloud · 9 months ago
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Expect Jared to confirm the whole roster for ce next year. Told our meet and greet today. Called comic cons impersonal, lacking the connection he feels with CE
If CE cons allow him a more personal connection that he desires, then I'm happy for him... but also sad for me and all the other fans who live nowhere near a CE con and/or can't afford them.
Here's hoping that CE continues to try out new cities and that they also lower prices since attendance and M&G prices are dropping (and will continue to drop the further away from SPN we are and the longer J2 go without showing up on screen).
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mrswinnie04 · 2 years ago
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Midnight Rants
This is me being angsty because listening to Chase Atlantic at 10 o'clock at night is my version of bad decisions in terms of writing and contemplating Tinhatter business. I digress.
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Since entering the J2 community circa January 2023, I have fallen so deeply in love with the relationship Jensen and Jared have for one another. It's beautiful. Powerful. And no matter if they're together physically, or not, their relationship seems to be a vast ocean of love and adoration. Anyone watching previous cons/interviews close enough can see the amount of love the two have for one another, whether that be platonic or romantic. And I think this love---this feeling of mutual trust and respect---will stay with them forever. After death. Into the next life (if you believe in that sort of thing).
I want to begin this little post by stating the fact that I do NOT know the true extent of J2's situation (ie. how the bearding works, loving one another, and the extent of things they do for their relationship). I don't know if the two boys are truly happy in their situation (ie. the bearding and not being able to be public), or, if they make their lives work with the way it is and are satisfied enough to continue on.
Before I continue, I just want to say that I am still fairly new to the tinhatter/SPN community, and I don't think I started reading about the "bearding" situation until a month ago. While it is still new to me, something deep in my heart felt for the words/theories people were writing about on Tumblr/Twitter. Hell, take a look at the panels from the past 15 years and tell me those boys' relationship just doesn't strike something deep in your heart? Make you the least bit curious as to how far that love for one another goes? I've read Speak the Truth and countless striking posts/blogs about the extent PR will go or how things just don't connect in terms of SM postings from the wives, the boys, and others around them. To say a part of me isn't convinced would be a lie. Nevertheless, I wanted to reiterate the fact that I'm new to this tinhatter community because while 80% of me believes so deeply in J2 "bearding", another part of me occasionally doubts it. But I think that's okay, because this "if?" or "how?" on J2's "bearding" theories will never deter the fact that I will always stand by the notion that Jensen and Jared's love and adoration for each other would cross oceans. Nothing will ever change that. Nothing.
However, the reason I wanted to write this post today has to do with the "bearding" theories I've been reading about... Ironic, huh? I've been more and more convinced about it everyday.
The idea of J2 being in "bearded relationships" is something that often keeps me awake. It's the "hiding in plain sight" that sometimes breaks my heart a little, even though I know the boys will always find their way back to one another. (Again, I just want to reiterate that I am still VERY new to the tinhatter community, but am just jotting down some things I think about occasionally).
I completely understand, as of reading several blogs lately, that if J2 are bearding, it's because they had to (ie. homophobic society/industry, PR, etc...). It was to protect themselves. One another. To keep their lives for themselves. Nevertheless, I think a part of me will always find their situation to be a little tragic. Heartbreaking, in its own way. And a part of me thinks that they do too.
I don't know... I might be rambling right now, but I think there is a tragedy to loving someone so much but never being able to love them like others can love their spouses. There is a tragedy to having to force yourself not to reach for them in public. To hold them close. To do things that others can with their significant others. It's all like a glass cage---a see but don't touch kind of thing.
It breaks my heart that this whole bearding thing will always force J2 to look back over their shoulders at other another as PR and other stuff tugs them by the hand, away from one another. As weddings were had and families were grown, a part of my heart breaks at the thought of Jensen and Jared constantly looking over their shoulder at one another, wanting nothing more than to run towards each other.
I read something recently, it was a post depicting photos of Jared and Jensen on each of their wedding days, both of them groomsmen. Both of them at the front of what could possibly be the most heartbreaking day of their lives. I mean, can you imagine standing there, watching as the love of your life marries someone else and you have to stand there, watching the whole thing? Can you imagine standing at the altar with people cooing at you in admiration at the tears in your eyes, but those tears aren't for joy? They aren't for your bride?
Weddings are supposed to be the happiest days of peoples' lives yet imagine crying because the man you love stands to your left instead on the altar with you?
Over the course of the last month, I think I've sort of come up with my own theories about J2 timeline/what has happened throughout the past 15 years, but I think what breaks my heart the most sometimes is the fact that both boys have to live a life separate of one another. And I don't mean they can't hang-out or see each other (because obviously they've still done that regardless of PR and other barriers... slay, boys, Slay!), but it's the fact that their years together have been spent loving one another behind closed doors. Having to play up an imagine. Having to scramble to convince the public otherwise. Having to deal with the mental, emotional, and physical strain of it all, but all for love. It breaks my heart that the boys have had to love away from what one may consider normal, not that the word "normal" is anywhere close to a standard definition of an individual's sense of normalcy, because quite frankly, love is flexible. Fluid. It comes in all shapes and forms. It comes with all sorts of expression.
I'm rambling again. I digress.
The point is, as I've contemplated the idea of J2 bearding, I've felt that there is a sense of tragedy to loving someone so much that you'd sacrifice being with them 100% in order to protect them. To protect yourself. That you'd sacrifice holding them, embracing them, calling them "yours" in order to make sure that no harm (physically, mentally, professionally, etc...) ever came to them. To yourself. It takes courage. It takes such a divine sort of love--so unconditional and selfless--to sacrifice that for someone. And, amidst my ramble on heartbreak, I have so much more admiration, love, and respect for Jensen and Jared.
But, you know what? Again, I don't know what their true situation is like. As convinced as I've become, I don't know if J2 are really in bearded relationships (but, again, that will never change my mind on the fact that J2 love each other unconditionally). Regardless, this post is not to make a sob-story out of J2, but just to sort of jot down somethings I've thought about as I've entered the SPN community.
And, you know what? Even if J2 are in bearded relationships, for all we know, they could be very well content with the situation, because love transcends all walls and barriers. Maybe they aren't as saddened by the idea as I am. And this post is not, in anyway, me judging them and their decisions. It's just a little jot of things I've felt/thought about after reading some tinhatter blogs/theories.
At the end of the day, I don't know what Jared and Jensen are feeling or thinking. I'm not them and I'm not their friend. All I can say is that I believe in their love. I believe in it with all my heart and I won't stop believing in it. Watching unconditional love grow is beautiful. It inspires. It creates. It transcends.
Go J2! Hell yeah!
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blakegopnik · 2 years ago
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THE FRIDAY PIC is "Glyph C," by Denzil Hurley, from his current show at Canada gallery in New York. I wrote about Hurley in today's New York Times — my text is below — talking about the way a lot of his paintings, although clearly made objects, seem to reference the found objects that have sometimes been presented as abstract art.
I didn't mention "Glyph C" in my Times piece, but even though it's very different in look from works I did mention, it seems to share their hint of foundness: It makes me think of a trace left from a lost ancient script, or an early example of electrophoresis, documenting our first encounter with DNA.
It looks like there's more to the piece than shape and facture and color — that it has a history that has nothing to do with fine art.
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And here's my Times piece:
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There’s found abstraction: Weathered posters hung in galleries by the Italian artist Mimmo Rotella; animal bones that were at the root of Henry Moore’s sculptures.
And there’s made abstraction: Almost all other abstract art, by the likes of Agnes Martin or Donald Judd.
But the works by the painter Denzil Hurley now on view at Canada seem to inhabit a new category we might call “made found abstraction.”
Hurley’s objects are clearly made, from scratch.
“Orange Glyph,” for instance, presents a bright orange canvas that would live happily among the postwar monochromes of Yves Klein.
The piece titled “J2#1” involves an all-black oblong, about head-high, whose subtle mottling make it a dark counterpart to the all-white paintings of Robert Ryman.
But Hurley pushes beyond the customary “made-ness” of his abstractions by adding elements that produce a found, functional vibe. The canvas in “Orange Glyph” comes perched on top of a wooden stick that makes the whole ensemble look vaguely useful, like a protest sign soon to be lettered. “J2#1” is anchored in a crude block of lumber, as though waiting to have a marksman’s target stuck to it.
Hurley was a longtime art professor who died, age 72, in 2021; he knew his abstract antecedents by heart. He was also Black. I wonder if the “foundness” in his works captures a sense, widespread among Black artists, that mainstream culture never made those antecedents as fully available to him, or to any Black artist, as they might have been to white artists, who could access European art’s grand tradition without any question that they had a right to it. By making found abstractions, Hurley links his works to functional traditions that bypass fine art altogether.
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kickingitwithkirk · 2 years ago
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Greetings from Austin
Summary: Jensen and Jared are at odds over a monumental decision that changes their lives in a way they couldn’t have envisioned.
Pairing: Alpha!Jensen Ackles x Alpha!Jared Padalecki x Omega!OFC
Word Count: 1824
Warnings: a/b/o, J2 are married/mated, homophobia, bisexuality, biphobia, angst, cursing, jealousy, depression/anxiety, medical stuff, sexual dysfunction, infertility, IVF, surrogacy
*additional warnings to be added in future parts.
A/N: Here we go again with one my weird as hell dreams, series Inspired by this art.
A/N II: There is no intentional hate or malevolence intended towards any of the Ackles or Padalecki families. This is a purely fictional piece containing real and created persons/names/events set in the fictional A/B/O verse. Some dates/events altered to fit story.
*no beta-all mistakes are mine
*divider by @writeyourmindaway​​​​​​
*images found online
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Part I
Jared was about to speak when a woman in scrubs called out, “Mr. Bonham and Mr. Page.” they got up and crossed over to her, “Hello, I’m Sissy, Dr. Rodgers nurse, please follow me.”
They pass through the doorway leading through a maze of halls like any other medical clinic, except this one specializes in a particular service.
The nurse opens a door near the back of the clinic, gesturing for them to enter the spacious office, “Please have a seat. The doctor will be with you shortly.” She closed the door, and they sat directly in the pair of chairs before the large, dark mahogany desk.
Jensen, scenting Jared’s nervousness, lifts his right hand, kissing his palm, making him chuckle at the tickle of Jen’s soft beard before twining their fingers together and setting them on his left thigh. He smiles as the door opens, and a silver-haired Beta enters.
 “Hello, I’m Dr. Rodgers. How are we doing today?” He asks, moving to the chair behind the desk.
Jared gave him a tight smile, and Jensen remained placid.
The doctor raises an eyebrow, “Relax, Mr. Page. This visit is to review your paperwork before deciding how we proceed, not the Spanish Inquisition.” Jared released his held breath but couldn’t wholly calm himself.
“I know the process can be overwhelming, but I must ask, is there something we’ve done to make you uncomfortable?” Dr. Rodgers inquires.
“No, everyone’s been nice, very professional; we’ve had issues the first time attempting this.” Jared finished his sentence, but something terrible will happen in the recess of his mind, and it’ll be my fault. Jensen squeezes his hand tighter, instinctively sensing Jared’s mind is trying to spiral. “When we tried this before someone leaked our plans to the media, it wasn't conclusively proven the clinic wasn’t involved.”
We do everything possible to keep our client's anonymity protected here. All of the staff are vetted and sign an NDA. Your real identities will remain confidential, even if you choose not to proceed. It is why you chose this clinic, yes?”
“Yes, it is,” Jensen replied.
“How about we get this bit of paperwork out of the way? Then we can have a more relaxed visit,” he says, shuffling more papers.
“I’ve reviewed the applications you’ve submitted and noted a few discrepancies in the medical section that need clarification. Mr. Bonham, why did you omit Genu Varum from your medical record?”
Jensen kept his expression neutral and felt his stomach automatically clench. He remembered being mercilessly teased throughout childhood about his bowed legs by his older brother Josh and later his buddies when they’d come over to hang out.
By the time he was in high school Jensen’s striking looks and personality got people’s attention first, and nowadays, fantasies are composed in fanfic about his bowed legs.
“The questionnaire inquired about inherited genetic medical conditions; since mine isn’t, I didn’t think it was necessarily applicable.” Jared hears an edge creeping into Jensen’s voice and squeezes his fingers.
“Did you see an orthopedist, and could they determine what caused the condition?”
“I was born a preemie. The orthopedists my parents consulted decided my condition was attributable to that,” Jensen replies tersely, dropping his vocal range. Jared gripped his hand harder, telling him to cool his attitude.
 “Did they suggest surgical procedures or therapies to straighten your legs?”
“No, the doctor didn’t recommend surgery but sent me to physical therapy, thinking it would help them straighten as I grew.”
“So, no others in your immediate family have this issue?”
“Everyone in my family has straight legs, including my three children.”
Jared piped in, “he hates it, but he does this exercise regimen; stretching, strength training. He also takes several vitamins, omega oils, turmeric, and extra vitamin D to support his joints.” They watched the doctor scribble a few more notes.
“Mr. Page,” Jared sat up straighter, “I appreciate that you detailed your mental health status. You’ve recently been hospitalized and have changed your routine to an alternative regimen, increasing your therapy sessions. Has this helped?”
The interview continued for another twenty minutes as Dr. Rodgers questioned him and Jensen in depth about his depression and anxiety; feeling it was ratcheting up, he focused on Jensen’s thumb rhythmically moving over his and used every ounce of his acting skills to appear confident and in control.
Dr. Rodgers closed the files, “I only have a few general questions left, then we can discuss how you wish to proceed.”
After a more relaxed, genial conversation with the doctor, Sissy took them to a couple of private rooms with paraphernalia to help stimulate them into producing a couple of semen samples.
Jensen was getting close to finishing with his favorite spank-bank fantasy when he felt Jared across their bond.
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Jared couldn’t get aroused.
He felt as useless as his flaccid cock.
His doctor warned him that losing his sex drive could be a possible side effect of his new regimen until his body adjusted to it. He had struggled with temporary impotence a few times on his old meds; always fearful Jensen would finally see him as undesirable, no longer a satisfactory mate.
Rationally, he knew it was his illness causing these exceptionally hard-to-deal thoughts recently, and the nagging idea this wasn’t the right thing for them continually kept creeping in. Plus, Jensen’s reluctance about having more children at his age also weighed on his conscience, warring against his biological longings.
They had a humongous argument when he told his husband about the appointment. 
Jensen said this was the wrong time to attempt it again, pointing out he was getting his equilibrium back set Jared off on a rant about how he no longer wanted him and would leave like Genevieve had because he was too broken to deal with anymore.
Unmitigated anguish crossed Jensen’s beautiful features. The notion that his mate could believe that he’d ever abandon him hurt so that no verbal language could ever express how that devastated him after everything they’d been through.
That bar fight to Jared’s first breakdown on set, the years of living as roommates while secretly a couple to finding wives who understood their unique relationship and still married them both in 2010.
Unfortunately, the joyous arrival of JJ three years later exacerbated Genevieve’s frustration of not being able to conceive, and it came out with a vengeance on Jared.
His unexpected breakdown in Switzerland was the final nail in their marriage. Gen was there for him, but it was all too much in the end, and she filed for divorce.
Shortly after, Jared’s iCloud account got hacked.
They believed but never conclusively proved Genevive was behind it since her lawyer was trying to break their prenuptial agreement; the videos documenting his intimate and explicit sexual relationship with Jensen were legally considered adulterous. In the end, the court upheld the legal document, but the ramifications that resulted after.
They were summoned to L.A. for the meeting from hell with WB executives, convinced it was the end of Supernatural and their careers. After the reaming out, they each received a week's pay suspension to cover some of what will cost PR time and money to deal with the inevitable repercussions and appease the show’s sponsors.
How would the show’s fans react? Would they still be able to accept them as brothers only on TV while in real life, they were involved in a highly stigmatized relationship? When they returned to work, there was an atmosphere of tension that hadn’t existed before.
It was an open secret that all shows had their share of bitchiness and backstabbing behind the scenes. Jensen may have thicker skin, keeping tighter control of his emotions, but Jared knew it hurt him just as deeply the loss of some of their friends because of society's prejudicial belief that two Alpha males shouldn’t be involved.
Alan and Donna showed up unexpectedly in Vancouver a few weeks later.
What started as a not-quite-comfortable visit quickly deteriorated thanks to his parents' religious conservatism. They had not raised him like this and blamed Jared, saying he had corrupted their son, leading him into a sinful lifestyle, and told Jensen he needed to repent and return to the wife he’d committed to before god.
Jensen blew up, replying it was none of their business, it was between them, and Danneel knew about them before marrying; he reiterated they better not say anything to her. Without another word, his parents left, and he later called them to make amends. His mother coolly stated that he was no longer part of their family and never to contact them again.
After the twins were born in 2016 came the finalization of Jensen’s divorce from Danneel, painful but congenial. They readily agreed on joint custody and still spent most holidays together. Jensen gave her financial security in their settlement, wanting to make sure she didn’t have to worry about working unless she wanted to.
They received support when publicly coming out as bisexual, then lost some of it when they married, and, to this day, get mocked for not coming out as gay, and Jared continually has nagging thoughts that they have let everybody down.
***
There was another knock at the door, and Jared ignored it, knowing it was that nurse checking on his lack of progress again turned into pounding, “Jared, open this door now, dammit!”
He flinched, realizing Jensen knew what was going on with him. 
Releasing the privacy latch, opens the door a crack and saw concerned green eyes. “Sorry, I thought you were that nurse,” he stepped away and sat back down as Jensen came in, re-latching it behind him. “She came to get me when you stopped answering,” Jensen said, walking over and running his thick fingers through his husband’s long hair, “what’s going on, babe?”
He knows that Jensen already knew, “It’s okay, Jar, take as long as you need.” He paused at the unpleasant scent wafting around him. “If you’d be more comfortable, we could do this at home.” 
Jared shakes his head, “There’s the risk of damage, contamination, and or unable to get it back in time that could make the semen unusable.” Jared quotes from a website.
Jensen softly chuckled, “Nerd,” and Jared noticed the bulge in his jeans, “You didn’t….”
“Drain the snake..choke the chicken..spank the monkey.”
“Fuck! Stop using old man slang.” He shook his head, smiling up at Jensen, intentionally goading him.
Jared reached up for the hand playing in his hair, grasping it to draw Jensen next to him.
“Jack, I don’t want to wait any longer on doing this. I love JJ and the twins, you know I do, but they’ll always be yours and Danneels. I know the timing could be better. I’m almost thirty-eight, and I want our pups running around the house, driving us crazy.”
“For the next eighteen years?”
“Minimum.”
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Part II
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racxnteur · 1 year ago
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Note to self - Things I Got Done Today:
Took meds in AM
Picked up T grocery order
Finished packaging, ordered label for last domestic package
Received B grocery delivery
Replied to a couple people
Went to post office, got labels printed, sent off 3/3 domestic parcels
Went to bank, went in when ATM didn’t work, got check/deposit taken care of
Stretched some
Fulfilled prescribed flossing/brushing/etc
Ummmm
Answered J from GCC finally and got letter confirmed
Fortunately family weekend thing was canceled so my parcels to L C and D not wastes
???
Oh went thru and collated consecutive Live Photos from phone to vids, deleted bad captures & re-thumbed a few misleading previews
Went thru unidentified Japan receipts, snapped, ram thru translator, compiled w originals in picsew for spending ref
Stuff to do next:
Complete Japan money assessment
Look into grandmother/CS/ML thing
Figure out RT install issue and/or fix DT workflow
Unpack from & collect packing cubes/borrowed luggage for J2
Check with F re next week’s appt
Answer HB for getting on schedule again
Deal with MH bill to get on THAT schedule again
General post trip to do list establishment
Catch up to next unread in BB if reasonable
Try to find wax seal for L2 package
Put away rest of groceries
??? Definitely more stuff but uhhhh it’s a start
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sorootempered · 1 year ago
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laf-outloud · 4 months ago
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//They're charging $15 *a piece* for each event at the con they're streaming. So if you want to see the panel, SNS and mc's something or other than that's actually $45. So they are absolutely monetizing everything they can as much as they can.//
CE is a company. Of course everything they do is a cash grab. This just happens to be one I appreciate. Making some panels available is cool for those of us who want to see them, but can’t, or don't want to, physically go to the con. They certainly aren’t going to stream a panel for free, and I’m surprised it’s only $15 per panel. If this is popular, it will probably be $25 next time.
$45 if someone cares to see all 3 streamed panels is a hell of a lot less than like $130 Sunday pass to see J2 (or whatever it is now), plus whatever a Saturday pass is to see Misha. Not to mention, the $700+ I’d be spending if I flew to this conI. I will be happily spending $15 to see J2, but you couldn’t pay me to sit through Misha's panel, so I’m quite glad to save the hundreds but still see J2 in reel time.
Anyway, I do agree it’s a cash grab, but this time it’s one I dint mind, as long as they don’t start banning con videographers. Hepelly, they are smart enough to know that’s free advertising for them. And the stream better work when people are paying for it, no choppy crab or dead air.
I will say, getting Jensen to join the SNS show is VERY MUCH a cash grab. Who’s betting the tickets for that have tripled since they announced Hensen would join today? Lol. CE = greed.
Yep, it's not a bad business move, especially if people like yourself can spend very little money for a hopefully decent, live video. I hope more people like yourself recognize it for the cash grab that it is. I've seen a few tweets from people who think CE is doing this out of goodness of their hearts, lol! And yes, I really hope it doesn't turn into banning con videographers.
I think the base ticket price is the same, but you just know that certain Jensen fans are going to use the Tipping option to secure some vague prize.
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I hope they read the small print so they can still see the concert, lol!
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stripperlecki · 4 years ago
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*Sighs in J2 shipper*
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kickingitwithkirk · 2 years ago
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Greetings from Austin
Summary: Jensen and Jared are at odds over a monumental decision that changes their lives in a way they couldn’t have envisioned.
Pairing: Alpha!Jensen Ackles x Alpha!Jared Padalecki x Omega!OFC
Word Count: 3689
Warnings:  a/b/o, J2 are married/mated, homophobia, bisexuality, biphobia, angst, cursing, jealousy, depression/anxiety, medical stuff, sexual dysfunction, infertility, IVF, surrogacy
*additional warnings to be added in future parts.
A/N: Here we go again with one my weird as hell dreams, series Inspired by this art.
A/N II: There is no intentional hate or malevolence intended towards any of the Ackles or Padalecki families. This is a purely fictional piece containing real and created persons/names/events set in the fictional A/B/O verse. Some dates/events were altered to fit the story.
*no beta-all mistakes are mine
*divider by @writeyourmindaway​​​​​​
*images found online
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Part III
September 8th
7:30 am
Jensen was sitting in the makeup chair, clenching his substantial coffee container to help warm his hands after spending a second, uncomfortable night in his trailer on location.
Vancouver had an unusual cold snap this time of year, and with the covid restrictions, the director decided that everyone would stay on the site until done filming the scenes.
While Jensen wasn’t happy about the weather, missing his two-legged heater, he was also grateful for a brief break from Jared now that they were heading towards the next phase of their lives, starting their family.
Jensen jokingly said they needed a code name since they planned on keeping he, she, or they a secret, even from their families, until birth; Jared, being Jared, was trying out every cartoon from their childhoods. 
“Penny for your thoughts,” Frida says as she applies more concealer under his eyes, hiding the darkened skin from not sleeping well. 
“Huh?”
“You asked about my new job and haven’t heard anything I’ve said; wanna talk about it?”
“Sorry, just not focusing very well today.”
“Yeah, we’re all feeling out of sorts with this being the last couple of days. Too bad this virus messed everything up. It would’ve been a hell of a send-off if everybody could have been here.”
Jensen couldn’t believe after fifteen years; he had only two days left to be Dean Winchester. 
Alex and Misha left after finishing their scenes, but Jim Beaver was back. It was only fitting for Bobby Singer to be there at the end, having been such a pivotal influence in the brothers' lives. 
Frida continued chatting about random things while working when a PA stuck their head in calling him to the set. 
Stepping out of the trailer, Jensen spotted Baby the Impala sitting by the building used for exterior shots of Harvelle's Roadhouse and smiled, knowing she’d officially be his soon.
***
September 12th
“Jay, I’m taking out the bags,” Jared hollers seconds before their apartment's front door slammed shut while Jensen did one last check around for any forgotten anything, satisfied that only a few neatly marked boxes were left to ship back to Texas. 
He walked into the living room, stopping to gaze out the picture window when a pair of strong arms wrapped around his waist, molding him against the well-muscled chest of his mate. Tipping his head back as Jared kissed along his neck, he says, “I’m gonna miss this view.” 
Jensen hummed in acknowledgment, eventually saying, “we need to get going if we’re gonna make Seattle by seven.” Jared held him for a few heartbeats longer, reluctantly let go, and interlacing their fingers led him to the door. 
Jensen paused, turning them again to gaze out the window at their view.
***
September 21st
“This has been a great trip, but man, I’ll be glad to be in our bed tonight,” Jared remarks as they drive past a green highway sign saying Austin 312. “Can’t wait,” Jensen drowsily says, having not slept much the last few days. 
They had decided to road trip it back to Texas, stopping at a few places they had wanted to visit for a while. Jared somehow managed to finagle; okay, he played dirty with that mind-numbing blow job that always makes Jensen agree to anything gets him a couple of extra days to camp in southern Colorado.
Jensen enjoyed the beautiful scenery and hiking in the mountains but hated camping. Well, they didn’t technically rough it the way Jared liked but still a friggin yurt in late September?
What he was willing to endure for love.
Jared started singing along to some classic country playing on the radio as they drove through the desert Jensen dropped off.
***
October 23rd
Jared turned from the open fridge with a puzzled expression, sensing the same vague something he’s felt God knows how many times in the last couple of months. 
Shutting the door, he walked over to the kitchen island where his husband was seated, pushing his unfinished dinner on his plate.
“Jay, what’s going on? Are you worried about the implantation? Dr. Rodgers said the embryos were healthy and optimistic the surrogate took this first try.” 
What Jensen wanted to ask, the question that's been plaguing him since August, but he couldn’t figure out how to phrase without upsetting his husband, flew out, “did you pick that O because you knew that’d be the one I’d choose?”
Slapping his hand over his mouth, Jensens }{ eyes widened, disbelieving he blurted it out.
Jared worked to find a response squeaking an actual squeak before regaining control over his vocal cords, “that’s what I’ve been sensing!” 
Jared gripped the edge of the island with his big hands. “Are you seriously wanting to go there again? I was candid when I realized that was the O I reacted to, and you weren’t exactly in full control with her present either, Alpha!”
Jensen's jaw ticked, irritated at being reminded he let his control slip making Jared huff. “So all this time, instead of talking to me, you’ve conjured up some bullshit..”
“I’ve been racking my brains to figure out how to ask the question without upsetting you!” Jensen felt his wolf pace in agitation, get up and match its movement around the kitchen. 
 “For the past few years, I’ve sensed you felt something missing, kept telling myself it’s because you're biologically unfulfilled, but during that interview, you were all,”  Jensen waves his hands a vague gesture, “has I’m second guessing us.” 
His mate's physical reaction makes him come to a halt.
Jared’s eyes are glowing red, but the eerie wolf expression, its intensity, disconcerts him.
“I love you, Jensen. You are my mate, husband, my everything, but sometimes you..” Jared leaves whatever he wants to say unfinished.  “I thought you understood. In my mind, both of us having pups with the same donor means my offspring won’t be considered a step-relation and will grow up having strong familial ties with JJ, Arrow, and Zep.” 
Jensen started to speak when Jared’s low, reverberating growl warned him not to interrupt.
“I consciously listened to my wolf when it came to choosing the person who’s biologically contributing to our children and me,” Jared emphasizes, slapping his chest, ”I have no regrets picking her..but you do.” 
Taking a deep breath, he abstractedly says, ”the dogs need to be fed,” and walks away. 
Upon the sound of Jared’s SUV leaving, Jensen’s legs gave out, and he dropped to the floor, curling up in a fetal position, and wrapped his arms around himself, feeling Arlo and Koda lay down on each side with him between them.
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Thanksgiving 
“The kids are in a tryptophan coma,” Jensen announces as he walks through the kitchen's back door. He had followed Danneel home afterward, helping get JJ and the twins cleaned up and put to bed, “they’ll be out till Monday.”
“Good, 'cause I’m dead on my feet,” Jared yawned while loading the dishwasher. It had been their turn to host the holiday with Dani, the kids, Gavin and his, Clif’s family, Jared’s parents, siblings, and their broods. 
 “I told you to wait, and I’d help finish cleaning up when I got back,” Jensen said as Jared started the machine.
“I figured you’d wanna stay awhile and be too tired, and I didn’t want to deal with it tomorrow. All that’s left is to put the trash and recycling out. Could you grab it?”
“On it,” Jensen picked up the bags, walked around the side of the house, and dropped them into their designated receptacles.
When he returned, Jared had already switched off the downstairs lights, made his way to their bedroom, and took the first turn in the bath, getting ready for bed.
Jensen was sitting with his back against the headboard, checking his messages, when Jared dropped heavily beside him. “I plan on sleeping for the next three days,” he mutters, resting his head against Jensen’s shoulder. 
“Sounds good to me, babe. Glad we didn’t schedule anything extra this weekend. It’ll be nice to spend some alone time,” he wiggled his eyebrows.
“Hmm.  Hey, do you remember the last Thanksgiving?” 
Jared closed the door, pushing Jensen against it seductively, lowering his fox-slanted eyes, and huskily whispered, “I’m so fucking horny I need my dick in you now!”
“Dude, we're in my sister's kitchen pantry! Anyone could hear..“
“..then you’ll have to be quiet,” Jared dove in for a deep, dirty kiss, grinding against his mate until he was begging to be fucked.
“You’re the one who got us busted..”
“..always so fucking tight...fuck I’m not gonna last.”
“Mac said it sounded like your dick..” Jensen broke off when Jared slowly ran his tongue up the column of his neck and bites on his earlobe softly speaks.
“You gotta admit,” his husband’s huge hand is moving under his sleep shirt, “our sex life,” those long fingers tip-toeing up his smooth, freckled chest teasing his left nipple, ”is never dull,” Jensen moans in response, tipping his head to expose more of his neck to Jared’s wondering lips, enjoying the scratch of his short beard.
“I thought you were sleeping the next three days.”
Jared answers by removing his hand and taking the phone, placing it on the nightstand, then straddling his husband's thick thighs and starts nibbling along the other side of Jensen’s sensitive neck, working his way to his slightly raised claim mark, flattening his tongue and licking it feels Jensen sliding his hands up his back finding a grip in his shortened hair, unhappy about how much he’s cut off for Walker, unable to tangle his thick fingers into the soft tresses like he used to, something that always drives his boy wild.
Finding a purchase, he pulled hard, making Jared gasp, and tugged until his head back was the perfect angle for him to run his tongue across those candy pink lips, teasing the seam for him to open, granting him access and Jensen teased, alternating between caressing Jared’s tongue with his and sucking on his lips.
Moaning, Jared rocks his hips, seeking friction, and breaks their kiss long enough to work Jensens' sleep shirt off, wrestling with it before tossing it off the bed as Jensen’s lips attack his neck desperately.
A signal taps to his thigh, then Jensens rolls them and kneels between his sleep pant-clad legs as Jared, knowing what his mate wants, reaches up to grip the strategically placed bar in their custom headboard with both hands, pecs flexing in anticipation of what’s to come. 
Not breaking eye contact, Jensen bends forward, stopping a hair's breadth from Jared’s lips, and slowly slides backward, caressing the acres of golden skin beneath him using only his warm breath, paused to hook his fingers in the pants waistband pulling them with him as he continues journeying south. 
He slowly makes his way back, leaving wet, open-mouth kisses along those extra long, muscular legs he loves, sucking on the inside of both thighs and biting down hard enough to leave marks before arriving at his designated stop. He hasn’t touched Jared’s beautiful cock, yet it’s fully engorged and vigorously leaking on his flat stomach. 
Jensen ran his tongue over the quivering skin, lapping up precome. He loved how sweeter than salty Jared tasted made him roll his hips, rubbing Jensen’s teasing tongue along his dribbling slit, wanting those plump lips wrapped around his velvety cockhead. Taking the hint, Jensen rests his head on Jared’s lower stomach and sucks on it.
Jared wants to let go of the bar but doesn’t. Instead makes nonsensical noises as his toes curl up at the mixed sensations of his mates' silky beard tickling his lower regions while suckling on his cockhead, alternately swirling his tongue over the sensitive nerves underneath and through his slit. 
After all these years, Jared’s still amazed at Jensen’s knowledge of his body and his ability to keep him on edge for however long he’s in the mood to play.
“Jen..pleeeease..need to cum..fu..need it so fucking..ugh...fuuuckk...Alpha!”
Raising on a forearm, Jensen starts bobbing up and down his shaft, pausing on each low pass to work his throat open, taking Jared further in until his mate's substantial cockhead is in his throat swallows, and Jared’s knot begins inflating, pushing his mouth open wider and cuts off his breathing. 
Letting the knot pop out from between his plump lips, Jensen wraps a hand firmly around it and starts vigorously bobbing, drawing out a litany of obscene noises, feels Jared’s balls drawing up and backs off till only the head in his mouth fills it with sweet, thick nectar swallows hears Jared hiss, too sensitive for anymore pulls off kissing the tip one last time. With enough energy, he crawls up the bed, faceplants on his pillow.
“Dude, you’ve finally sucked out my last brain cell.”
Purring deep in his chest, Jensen turns, giving Jared a self-satisfied smirk that made him mutter, “I wasn’t trying to give you a bigger head.”  
Rolling onto his side Jensen displays his turgid cock, “okay, he’s the bigger head,” Jared concedes, reaching down runs his fingers over the weeping tip to wet them before firmly gripping Jensen’s pulsing thickness, hand rubbing up and down excruciatingly slow. 
“So,” his honeyed voice lowers an octave while watching Jensen dissolve into a breathy mess, “how does he want me?”
Jensen opens his mouth to answer when a ringing phone makes him growl and, glancing over his shoulder, says, “Not mine.”
 “It’s the clinic. Why would they call us on a holiday?”Jared let go of Jensen's cock and sat up against the headboard listening before his wondrous smile appeared.
“Our surrogate is pregnant!” 
Jared practically bounced on the bed like a kid on a sugar high and began discussing what came next. Jensen feels his erection diminish, gets up, heads into the bath, turns on the shower, and leans against a wall, forehead resting on crossed arms and letting the hot water flow over his back.
He knows he should be elated-his mate has hopefully sired a pup (or pups), and the possibility of propagating himself again. 
Instead, he’s seized up in conflict. 
***
After that god-awful argument last October, he ended up at Josh’s. His brother confessed his mate, and he was seeing a counselor because they were having marital issues, too, and spent the night drinking and reflecting. The following day Jensen came home to an angry because he didn’t know where the fuck he was all night, husband. 
After telling him about his talk with his brother, Jared seemed somewhat mollified but a few nights later.
Walker star Jared Padalecki was arrested near the anniversary of the Stereotype bar altercation.
· Jared Padalecki was arrested again in Austin, Texas, early Sunday morning on one count of public intoxication.
When he got released, Jared sat Jensen down, pleading with him to sit in on his next therapy session, saying they couldn’t keep going on like this; it was tearing him apart. He wants..no..needs Jensen to completely open up, stop trying to protect him, and discuss what’s happening in his head.
Jared’s therapist started by informing them he wasn’t a marriage counselor. Still, after a discussion with Jared, they knew the situation had an apparent detrimental impact on his mental health.
They listened to them separately, then together, about their observations and thoughts on each other’s behaviors and came up with a hypothesis: Jared’s inner wolf had an attraction to this Omega they’d encountered, and since this was the first time he’d shown interest to any female since mating, Jensen, and his wolf, was envious. 
Jensen outright objected, pointing out that yes, he could be possessive of Jared as any other mate would, and yes, he also found her attractive because, well, okay, she’s more his preference of a female but was most definitely not envious since they prefer different types, look at their ex-wives. 
The therapist raised an eyebrow and said, “not anymore.”
Jensen opened and closed his mouth several times, unable to find an appropriate response, said something about motherfucking psycho-babble, and slammed out the front door.
***
Lost in thought, Jensen didn’t notice his husband stepping into the shower stall until his considerable frame was blocking the water turns and found himself leaning against the wall trapped between Jared’s large hands as he gazed into his spring-colored eyes that captured his mate's heart the moment their eyes met years ago.
 “Hey, no matter what happens next, we’re good.”
***
December 16th
Jared was sitting in his chair chatting with Lindsey and Keegan while the crew was finishing setting up for the next scene and felt his phone vibrate. He didn’t recognize the number but excused himself to answer privately. There was visible tension in the big Alpha's shoulders that caught his co-stars' attention. 
“Hey, everything okay?” Lindsay asked
“Umm...I’m not sure. Need to make another call,” Jared said, waving the phone, “let us know if you need anything, okay.” Keegan says, and Jared nods while pulling up another number. “Hey, Clif, I need a favor.”
***
Clif pulled the SUV into the parking lot of the old motel in a questionable, rundown area of Austin while Jared looked around and asked, “are you sure this is the right place?” 
“This is the place the guy mentioned,” Clif replied, getting out and heading for the office. A couple of minutes later, “the manager said to try the laundry out back,” started the vehicle, drove to the rear of the property, got out again, and knocked on the building's door. An older Hispanic woman answered, engaging him in a brief conversation before stepping back inside. 
Clif nodded to Jared, and as he got out of the vehicle, the scent of orange blossoms mixed with spices hit him seconds before the door reopened, and the person they'd spent days searching for froze in the doorway upon seeing him.
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December 22nd
Thanking his driver, Jensen claimed out with his carry-on bag and walked up the front stone pathway, relieved to be home after his hopefully final costume fitting for his role as Soldier Boy. 
He had been flying back and forth every week from LA for the last couple of months, had gotten old quickly, and was planning on enjoying Christmas at home.
His in-laws were coming to stay for a few days, as were Danneel and their pups. Josh said he was still planning to drop by a few hours after Christmas Day since he and Mac were scheduled to spend most of the holiday with their parents.
Jensen felt that mixture of anger and sadness he got thinking about his parents. They raised their offspring in the church's beliefs and though he never believed in it, respected their choices.
 Too bad they couldn’t reciprocate.
***
Alan and Donna Ackles belonged to an ultra-conservative church that touted the foundations of child-rearing from the book, and in the Ackles household, spare the rod, spoil the child, was a gospel that fit their viewpoints since neither was the physically or emotionally demonstrative type, only offering a reserved affection.
The saving grace of the Ackles children was their Beta nanny, who gave them unconditional love, especially Jensen, who was shy as a child, already knowing he was different from his siblings. The Beta instilled confidence in them to discover who they were and encouraged Jensen to come out before moving to California. 
Shortly after graduating, he told his family he was bisexual, and his boyfriend was moving to L.A. too. Alan and Donna try to stop him, insisting he goes to their pastor and confesses his transgressions, begging forgiveness for his sins against the church and its teachings. 
When Jensen declined, they threatened to pull the agreed-upon six-month financial support while he auditioned for parts. He refused, packed up what would fit into his car, and left with his boyfriend. His first break came shortly after arriving, and Jensen quickly learned Hollywood didn’t care what his sexual orientation was as long as he kept it behind closed doors. 
His management agency would set him up on dates to events with many up-and-coming female artists of the time for publicity, which wasn’t a problem playing along when he wasn’t dating a woman. 
Jensen bounced around doing guest roles before joining Day of Our Lives for three years, then onto a few others before testing for Sam Winchester in a new series created by Eric Kripke. The moment he met former Gilmore Girls heartthrob Jared Padalecki and he flashed his incredible color-shifting eyes, easy smile, and dimples in his direction, Jensen knew he was gone for anyone else. 
It’s easy to see where Jared’s personality comes from. His Om, Sherrie, is overly affectionate, excessively physical, and verbal with everyone she considers family, biological or not. The first time he accompanied Jared home on a holiday break, Jensen ended up bowled over by the five-foot-nothing Omega and instantly became part of her brood.
He might not have his biological parents anymore, but his now in-laws, the complete opposite of the Ackles, helped make that gaping hole smaller.
***
Barley getting the front door open, Jensen’s struck with the scent of orange blossoms and spices he couldn’t quite place. 
Dropping his luggage in the foyer, he follows the scent further into the house as Arlo sits near the large picture windows facing the backyard where he and Koda were napping, gets up, and crosses over to greet him.
Rubbing around his ears as he liked asks, “where’s daddy at?” He thought Jared was supposed to be in a meeting with Anne Fricke, headed towards the kitchen where the scent seemed to be coming from, “babe, is that coffee shop you love with back open, what’s it called? The house smells like those sweet rolls you’re obsessed with,” he abruptly stopped and blinked not believing what was in front of him. 
More accurately, whose standing in front of him.
“Babe is on a call; dinner will be ready in twenty.” 
“WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE?”
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Part IV
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deans-cleavage · 4 years ago
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Istg if Misha is in it and Jared wasn't even aware that it existed that's even fucking funnier
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