#iwannabethin

[venusatnight]

I always get upset or mad randomly during the day because I've eaten too much. Even if I haven't eaten all day, the fact that I ate the day before pisses me off.

[didnt-eat-for-three-days]

it's kinda cute how our Tumblr names go changing through time. I was iwannabethin-withouteventryin until this morning. Now I'm iwanttobethin-and-nowimtryin :)

God knows I'm trying

I'll do it. I'll reach my ugw!!!!

[happyv1b3s0nly]

Yall school is starting and im not at my gw UGHHHH if someone wants to be like my ed coach or something pleaseeeeee i need help

[phleacuntlord]

give tips on how to lose weight, low calorie foods, etc..

[succmyfat]

Body check. I hate my body T-T

[s3cr3t-d14ry]

2 days ago I smoked two cigarettes in a row after restricted eating for almost a week and really felt like I was gonna faint there and then, scared the shit out of me not gonna lie

[honeybeesandskinnythings]

I’m down ten pounds from my start weight and I’ve never been happier

[ashitttyweirdo]

lol plz send me some meanspo

[shichanmimi]

[but-never-enough-love]

so this month i’ve done really good with restricting and working out and i’ve lost 5 lbs so far this week. and one night i had really bad cravings for cheetos so i ate them and ate the rest then binged on everhthing i saw. the next day i woke up i didn’t gain any weight, so i was like ok I can have another cheat day. so then yesterday i ate chips and like pizza rolls😭 and then i woke up today and weighed myself and i’m back to the weight i was at the start of the month. i’m so disgusted and disappointed and mad. all the restricting and hours of excercising GONE. all my hard work and progress gone. all the nights of me ignoring hunger pains and cravings for nothing. is being skinny even possible anymore?! nothing ever works out for me no matter how hard i try and i hate it. why does the universe hate me so much. i feel so defeated and i wanna give up this ideal of being skinny but i want to be skinny and happy and pretty SO BAD. i’m tired of clothes not fitting the way i want them too, i’m tired of being the chubby friend and i’m sick and tired of never being anyone’s first choice

[skiniminnie]

Hi, I gotta say a few things, just because I need to talk about this, because I’m scared if I don’t I won’t be able to control myself🤦‍♀️. Um so anyone that follows this account or sees the shit I post on here, knows I’m a sad fucking human, and I’ve been trying to lose weight for a really long ass time, like it’s been a while, and I’ve had this account for over a year maybe two, and I’m just gaining more weight, I thought I could do this on my own and just look at thinspo and everything will be okay, but it isn’t, I need help, I’m at 250 weight , I’ve never been more ashamed of myself. I wanna gain control of my body, to show that I can do this. Maybe if anyone who sees this wants too, maybe we can start a kik group chat, for anyone that’s at a high weight, I’m the constant struggle trying to get the number lower, we can send meanspo ( only if everyone’s ok with it, if not only send to that person that wants it), we can show workouts, food journal, etc.

[crying-inthe]

My goals in life are to look this pefect and skinny in denim. 🌻🌻🌻

[succmyfat]

[aspire-to-be-thinspo]

Daily log:

Breakfast: Green tea with 1tsp honey = 21 kcal

Dinner: (I made chicken and roasted veg but I ended up only having a bite and throwing it away) = 20 kcal

Snack: Cappuccino 76 kcal + milk 10 kcal = 86 kcal

Exercise: 5.5 km walk or 3.4 miles 242 kcal and Chloe ting's 10 minute ab workout 100kcal = 342 kcal burned

Net = -215 kcal

SW: 183lbs

CW: 178lbs

GW (by July hopefully) : 150lbs

UGW : 120lbs

[darkstarxxx-blog]

Everyone: happy new year #newdecade #newyearnewme #2020 🥳🥳😂😂😂😁

Me: still depressed, nothing’s changed 😔

[honeybeesandskinnythings]

I’m gonna try to be clean for at least three days so my legs can heal a bit.