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caxasy · 2 months ago

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Forgive me father for I am about to yap 🙏. I just wanted to talk about my thought process when it came to the ask I sent for Caleb. I don't play the game but I love seeing the memes and art from the fandom. One thing I've seen is seeing male players talk about being judged/attacked (for lack of a better term) for playing LADS. Most of the arguments I see being "This is an otome game" or "the boys aren't gay" seeing those comments I thought "Why don't I take these comments and use them as the basis for an angst scenario. And bringing China's LGBT censorship gave me the idea of "What if because of how they were raised what if Caleb was repressed and didn't know he also had an attraction to men". I also took from my own experience from when I was in the closet and seeing other guys interact with each other and sort of based Caleb in this scenario off that behavior. His environment taught him to have an aversion to anything queer so instead lingering on any complicated feelings he could have for male reader he clung to the one person that gave him a sense of normalcy with what he was feeling, mc. For people who know me at first glance or at a superficial level I very much lean into comedy and it may make me seem a lil childish but my creativity allows me to think on uncomfortable topics with the grace they deserve and lead to create apparently really enjoyable ideas!

Tldr: Instead of doing a funny teehee haha like I usually do, I wanted to think more critically of what could be an enjoyable LADS fic idea ╮⁠(⁠.⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.⁠)⁠╭

It's the INFP in me.

yap is always welcome dont fret (id also put the praying hand emoji but im currently on desktop so </3)

i wanna really quickly address a point you brought up, about male players/men playing lads and the way the community treats that. not really talking specifically about what you said, but something pertaining to it. this ask actually gives me an opportunity to say something that i lowk have been wanting to sayyyy omg. anyway onto my point. (i’m also not directly addressing you when i’m writing this, i’m speaking just more so generally/whoever reads this) as far as i know, the lads community doesn’t ostracize the men who plays lads, i mean i haven’t seen it and i’d rather nto immediately assume that all fem players would be mean and say these things LOL. but i do know a lot of fem players complain about seeing men ask for the game to be gay, or for there to be a male mc. and i understand where they are coming from, to an extent. this is, i think probably since mystic messenger, the most in depth lore driven otome game that has come out in a while WITH also really stunning graphics, designs, art, etc. so i can understand the frustration of; why can’t we have this one good thing for ourselves?

but what i don’t get is spinning the narrative so aggressively to say “the love interests aren’t gay!!!” which i get why they are saying that, it is an otome game, the love interests are men and the mc is a woman lmao, but the way i see so many fem players drive that point so deeply and so repeatedly is kind of overkill? i want to phrase this carefully so i’m cleaerly understood, but sometimes it can come across angry that male reader/male players even exist in the space, ykwim? like why are you playing my heterosexual otome game, this isn’t a space for you….when it’s like, queer people are going to be in every space known ot man, since queer people exist in literally every community. obviously this is NOT all lads fem players, it’s just some of the ones ive seen on the internet that talk about male players in the fandom are so angry ? and hostile. and obviously, if male players are making spaces uncomfortable, where the only example i could think of is insisting and constantly asking for there be an official, playable male mc (i don’t agree with that sentiment btw), then fem players have the right to tell that individual, hey this is not the place for that, this is not the space for that etc.

but generally speaking, queer people can be apart of any community and exist in it, peacefully and non-maliciously ofc as anyone should, and it shouldn’t be a problem? again im not saying that all fem lads players are rude and want male players to jump off a cliff LMAO i am NOT saying that. i just think, wasting energy on telling the nonmalicious male players to get out of the fandom/this is not the space for us is seriously … a waste of energy as i said LOL anyway now IM THE ONE YAPPING, it was just something i’ve been thinking about because i’ve seen so many tiktoks as of late really driving that point “the love interests aren’t gay!!!” so aggressively to male players….

like we are all here to admire the pretty pixelated men, why are we all over generalizing and fighting each other T.T

also your thought processing in creating that idea and ask is truly something so interesting and smth i love doing too, like applying real life situation and reactions and possibly creating fic ideas with that. because, obviously, instances like that truly do happen and i think showing that experience through fanfictoin can seriously open the minds of anyone who reads said fanfics. it’s also super humane of a response of what you’re describing, making the fanfiction even more dimensional and relatable.

ok yap session over, sorry. also if i phrased anything oddly or i came across in a weird way, please just lmk and i’ll try clarifying what i mean since i dont think im completely articulate rn (runnin on no sleep + brain fried from doing my humongous assignment through the night)

#caxasy #caxasy asks #anon asks #anon asks !!#lads x male reader #love and deepspace x male reader

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hornfreaker · 3 months ago

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i think a lot of people don't. treat the trans kian headcanon with the weight it deserves tbh. there r some RLY good ways it's been written (bitb boys get therapy series on ao3 is a good example bc it's. god. u can See it thru kian's pov and it's so good. shoutout 2 plant on ao3 u do nb/trans kian so well i've only read up to part 10 so far and i gotta read more) but a lot of other ppl who write it just. simply don't consider that It Is The Fucking Eighties!!!! this was the height of the aids epidemic and people were so fucking scared of queer men!!! or people who presented as queer in general!!! the stonewall riots happened a little over ten years before that!!! "whiskey it's a fictional world none of that happened in bitb" BITB IS BASED ON/INFLUENCED BY OUR LITERAL REAL WORLD!!! they are in louisiana!!!! they even talk about drug use in the eighties in the campaign because that was!!! huge!!! they base their fictional worlds on our real one because that is their biggest point of reference!!! homophobia was rampant!! rand even is a little homophobic when kian mentions he likes rolan!!! (bizly plays it for laughs but!! it happened!!! hello!!!)

being trans in the present i understand may seem a lot more safe for people in some areas and circumstances so it feels like you can just slap new pronouns on a character from the 80s and leave it at that but a lot of people just don't look at our fucking history when writing queer characters for the time period they're writing. homophobia is often mentioned when people are writing keeperschamp fics which is amazing but people rarely extend that same courtesy to trans hcs and it drives me nuts!!! this includes hcs where rand is a trans guy too because??? do you think his god loving southern parents would be calling him timothy??? do you think they'd just be chill with him Being A Guy if he was a girl before??? do you know how trans men have been treated in the past and are still treated?? do you know about the forced marriages and pregnancies to force detransition etc etc???? god do you know how trans women have been treated??? do you know about "men in dresses" being rounded up and made to expose their genitals so people Know they're trans and then all of them being arrested en masse??? do you Know our fucking history????

basically i feel like ive said this a million times but i love hcs applying minority identities to characters when they're done right and given the narrative weight they deserve and when they're given room to breathe and be talked about with the Context of their identity in the story. if you want to explore it You Should!!! but god please give the hc room to breathe and apply some context for the canonical american setting and time period!!! a lot of people writing transfem kian aren't transfem themselves and don't know enough to give it the significance and weight that it deserves for the time period!!! fuck!!!

(and yk what i could also say the same for the headcanon i've seen floating around where becky is black and i'm not as qualified 2 talk about that but holy shit dude being a black woman in LOUISIANA going to a mostly white school IN THE SIXTIES and being in a relationship WITH A WHITE BOY would carry SO much political weight in the narrative and i think just slapping a new skin tone and some 4c hair on her and not exploring it further is doing her such a disservice BUT THAT'S A DIFFERENT CAN OF WORMS I'M NOT READY TO OPEN.)

#ANYWAY.#it's not going in the drafts actually it's going here. it deserves 2 be seen #whiskey yelling into the void #kicking this out of the nest like a baby bird #neg

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hugshughes · 1 year ago

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Patience is a Virtue C. Loveland

Colston Loveland x fem!Minter!reader

synopsis - Colston gets the trophy, and finally gets the girl.

wc - 3.8k

contains - UNEDITED! this is based off of this request! READER IS COACH MINTER(michigan defensive coordinator)'S DAUGHTER!!!!!!! kissing, hugging, fluff, cursing, stress over the game. guys if u don't like my cute outfit i picked then #1 ur a hater and #2 it's not a big deal! think of something else🤞🤞🤞 cause my Adidas navy handballs with gold accents ARE STAYING. there IS a picture of the outfit im describing but im obvi not gonna stick it in the middle of the fic so if anyone wants that i guess request or message me lols?

an - GUYS PLEASE LET THIS POST LETS PRAY TOGETHER. THIS WAS CUTE. i've been getting the BEST requests lately. i'm on my Michigan FOOTBALL grind. ive spent a long while introducing the jesse minter daughter reader.... she might have to stick around. i want to write for Blake Corum but don't know what to do because literally all i have written for the past week is like "girlfriend or friend of player reader comes to watch their playoff game, reader and love interest kiss after love interest wins game" so... DONT GET ME WRONG I LOVEEEE WRITING THAT SHIT. but it feels so repetitive. BUT THIS? I LOVED THIS. daughter of the coach is so scandalous and i love it. minter is only 40 so like we're just saying he had his daughter (reader) pretty young, like 21. hope u enjoyyyyyyyy ;)!

You woke up with a start. Your body jolted as you brain registered a shout somewhere in the room. You sucked in a breath, opening your eyes, only to close them again. You squinted, trying to orient yourself. You were in a hotel room, your brothers were the ones shouting.

You groaned at the realization, then let out a shout when you felt three small bodies land on top of you.

"Holy shit, get off of me!"

They immediately scrambled, most likely going to tell your mom you cursed in their presence. You loved your 3 baby siblings, but they were pains in your ass sometimes.

You heard a faint "she said shit mommy!" in the conjoining hotel room, and rolled your eyes. You sat in bed, stretching, grabbing your phone before grabbing your bag and locking yourself in the bathroom before your mom could scold you so your siblings shut up about it.

Today was the college football playoff championship, and it was safe to say your family members above the age of 8 were stressed. It was 8:11, and you had to be out the door by 9:50. You showered, drying your hair after and then starting to pick your outfit. You brought a lot of different gear, you had not clue what you wanted to wear to the game. You had so much Michigan gear, and even more maize and navy colored clothing, courtesy to your father.

After almost 30 minutes, you decided on a cute denim skirt, a maize long sleeve, and your navy Adidaas Handballs. You perfected your hair and makeup, successfully erasing any signs that you'd only been awake for about an hour.

You came out of the bathroom all put together, your bag and pajamas in hand. Your siblings were sitting on your bed, watching something on the TV. Since you guys had 6 people in your family, you'd gotten two hotel rooms with the connecting door in the middle. You slept in one room with your little sister on the other bed, and your parents and brothers slept in the other room. You walked through the connecting door, checking the time. 9:17.

Your mom was getting ready in the bathroom when you walked into it. You sat on the closed lid toilet and started talking to her about the plans for today.

"You really gotta stop cursing in front of the littles!"

Your mother scolded you, a grin wide on her face. She was joking, of course. You and your parents had always been close, you'd been their baby for the longest. You'd been with them since they were two just married 20 year olds in college. Not that you remembered it, but you were there for all of your dad's junior and senior year games when he played at MSJ. You'd been there through all the coaching jobs. From Cincinnati, to Georgia State, to the Baltimore Ravens, you'd been there through all of it.

You sat with your mom until it was time to go. Your dad corralled everyone together, taking a photo before you all headed to the elevator. When an elevator came, it opened up and there was barely any room unless your parents held two of your siblings, so you told them to go ahead and that you would wait for the next one.

You only waited about a minute before the doors slid open again, revealing none other than Colston Loveland. His eyes lit up, a grin shining on his beautiful face. You'd always had a weird little thing with Colston. No words were ever said about it, but there had always been a vibe between you.

Being the daughter of the defensive coordinator definitely drove a lot of the guys, even ones you had classes and other school related things with, far far away. The boys knew how protective their coach was of his family, and didn't want any bad blood on the team. Something about you just attracted Colston so heavily. He knew he shouldn't even think about it, but he never could help himself.

"Hey coach."

You rolled your eyes at him playfully as you stepped into the elevator. He always called you coach, he had to remind you he was one of your dad's players. You would've loved to forget that for two seconds.

"Hi Cole."

He could've died. You'd called him Cole, instead of Colston. It was the smallest, most insignificant little thing, but it made him melt.

"Where's your family at?"

You tilted your head towards him, he wanted to talk, okay. You smiled at him, he loved it.

"The other elevator was too full, some of the guys were on the way down too."

He nodded, the smirk never leaving his face. You thought about kissing it off of him, then realized you had just thought of kissing his smirk off of him. Shit. You were in deep with this kid, and there was little to no chance anything would ever happen.

The elevator reached the lobby, and Colston gestured for you to step out first. You exited the elevator, the boy hot on your tail. You were immediately greeted by a hallway packed full of Michigan players, coaches, families, and more.

You have Colston one last glance and smile before finding your mom, taking your baby brother out of her arms and into yours, playing with him. Colston's eyes followed you, he admired you as you smiled and laughed with your brother. You were perfect. He was gonna have to find a way to get around the fact that you were his coach's daughter.

You held your brother with one arm and your sisters hand with the other as you smiled at the cameras, walking through to the buses. Your family followed behind the rest of the coaches and families, the team trailing behind you.

The ride to NRG took longer than you assumed it would, almost an hour because of the traffic, and it didn't help that everyone could tell that the buses were transporting one of the CFP Championship teams in them.

Everyone went into the stadium together, through some backstage type area. You walked with the team until you had to go separate ways. You hugged your dad, squeezing him tight. You would see him again before the game, so you saved your 'Good luck, I love you Dad.' sentiment for then.

You'd always had a special connection with your dad, you were closer to him than almost anyone else. You were his baby, his first baby. Still, you were his baby in his eyes. Your dad would do anything for you, and he was quite protective. Though he was protective, all he wanted was for you to be happy, and if it meant dating one of his guys, he would have no problem with it.

Your family sat bored in the box of the stadium, looking down on the field as Washington practiced. There was over 6 more hours till the game started, and there was practically nothing to do.

You took a nap on the carpeted floor of the box with your siblings for a couple hours, your mother snapping photos that although you were embarrassed of, were undeniably cute. Once you guys had woken up, there was about 2 hours till game time. You voted with your family on whether you guys wanted to stay in the box, or sit way close to the field. You all wanted to be closer to the field, you wanted to see the action head on.

Your family departed the box, along with a few others to see the team one more time before the game. You got down onto the field in about 20 minutes, and stood with your dad for awhile. When you were being told it was time to go, you quickly hugged your dad.

"Good luck, I love you!"

He thanked you, saying the three words back as you guys waved at him, going to leave. Your eyes caught on a certain brunette as he ran off the field, his eyes finding you quickly. He smiled at you, ugh, that smile.

"Good luck, Cole!"

You smiled at him, right before you turned to go up the tunnel. More and more fans started to pour in as you got settled into your bleacher seats. You were three rows from the bottom with a perfect view of the field. You settled in as the national anthem ended and the game began.

As the game progressed, you were so happy to say that Michigan was winning, the entire time. You'd caught Colston's eyes multiple times during the game, letting it linger for a few seconds before giving him a stern look and gesturing towards the field. He'd mouth back, 'okay, coach.' and turn back around. Your mother caught the interaction once, her heart warming seeing her baby with a crush.

You stood up, your brother in your arms as you jumped up and down, shouting, Michigan had finally won! You cheered and danced around with your little siblings as you celebrated. You were all so insanely proud of your dad. Soon though, you were being escorted to the field, eager to see your father and congratulate him.

Blood was pumping and hearts were racing as you exited the tunnel, smiles burned onto your faces as you went to look for your dad. You held your sister's hand as you two ran around, trying to find him. Your mom shouted, and you turned to look at her. She pointed to your left, and there stood your dad, hugging one of his players. Your sister went back to your mom, to walk over to your dad with her as you all but sprinted over to your dad, weaving in between sweaty boys and families.

Your dad saw you incoming and held his arms out accepting your forceful hug. You both laughed, your dad squeezing you tightly. Your best friend had finally done it.

"Literally told you you would do it."

He laughed again, agreeing as he laid a kiss to your temple, pulling back with one arm to accept your other siblings into the hug, who'd finally made their way over. After a minute, you took your siblings from your dad so your mom could hug him, and kiss him, much to your brothers' disgust.

After talking with your dad for a little, you spotted a familiar 6'5 frame standing by himself as his teammates walked away from him. You sauntered over, shouting his name when you were in earshot. The brunette quickly turned around, the smile already gracing his face deepening.

"Well hi, coach."

"Congratulations, Cole. You know your catches were pretty legit."

You gave him a slightly impressed face, shrugging your shoulders. He laughed, rolling his eyes playfully.

"You can't win 'em all over, can you?"

You laughed in turn, stepping closer to him. Colston's heart was racing as he looked down into your eyes.

"But really, Cole, you were incredible, serious."

He nodded, accepting your praise with a grin, before he looked around, over-exaggerating a look of being in thought.

"You know, coach, I think I might just deserve a reward, for my quote incredible performance."

Your eyes widened, your heart starting off, faster and faster.

"Really? What might that entail, Cole?"

Shit, he was gonna have to kiss you if you kept calling him that. He was about to take the leap. He knew he had to at some point, and he was on an adrenaline rush, that just chanted at him to do it.

"Well I think it entails you accepting a date with me back in Michigan."

Your jaw dropped slightly, you were dumbfounded. Colston really wanted to go on a date with you?

"For real?"

Colston nodded, seemingly confident, though he was shaking in his boots on the inside.

"Well then, I think we can make that work."

Colston's heart erupted. He literally could not have been happier. He'd just won the Natty, and got his dream girl to agree to a date, holy fuck. You got nervous all of the sudden, leaning up to kiss his cheek, before turning to leave.

"Just text me, Cole!"

He nodded, his eyes following you as you went to go find your family again. His family came back over to him, they'd been gone for just a second but stopped and waited when they saw him talking to you. His family, especially his mom, knew quite a bit about you.

You found your family, immediately grabbing your moms hand to pull her a few steps away. You looked at her with the biggest eyes ever, still in shock over what had just happened.

"What's up, sweetheart? Why are you all, thousand yard stare-y?"

"Mom Colston just asked me out, and I said yes! And then I kissed his cheek! And then I left!"

Your mom laughed, her baby was finally growing up. You'd had a few boyfriends in all your days, but you'd never been proper crushing like you were right now.

"That's so good! I knew this was coming, we just had to wait for one of you to get the courage."

You blushed, hiding your face in your hands. Your smile suddenly dropped, a realization coming to you.

"Is dad gonna hate me?"

"Why would I hate you?"

Shit.

You ended up telling your dad later on in the night, when you were tired and sitting in the back of a restaurant the team was celebrating in. Your family didn't party for too long, having a 4, 7, and 8 year old didn't exactly allow you guys to stay out for too long. Even your parents 19 year old daughter got a bit cranky if she stayed out too late.

When you told your dad, he just laughed. He knew you and Colston had things for each other, he was waiting for the tight end to make a move.

You were stressing. Tonight was your date with Colston. You sat at your vanity, ranting to your roommate over it. You put on makeup and did your hair, wanting to look cute but not over the top.

Colston had told you to wear comfy clothes, so you were in one of your most common outfits. Leggings and a Michigan sweatshirt. You stared at yourself in the mirror, doubting yourself. You had known Colston for over a year, almost two, but you didn't really know him that well. You wanted him to like you so badly.

"Babe, you look fantastic. He's going to stare at you all night."

You sighed at your roommate's encouragement. But before you could respond, you got a text from Colston. He was outside your dorm building. Your roommate pushed you straight out the door, saying bye.

You went down the stairs quickly, making your way out of the complex. You saw Colston as you opened the door, slipping out. He looked up and smiled at you, his stupid beautiful smile.

"Hey, Gorgeous."

You felt the heat on your face even in the Ann Arbor cold. You smiled, shaking your head as you gave him a spin, showing off your extra casual outfit.

"Even in this ensemble?"

He nodded, his smile deepening. He pulled you into his side, hugging you. You were immediately enveloped in his warmth. You ducked your head down to hide the shock in your eyes. He smelled really good.

When you pulled away Colston led you to his car, opening the door for you before going around and getting in. You two buckled up before Colston pulled out of the parking spot, setting off into Ann Arbor. He gave you the aux, warming your heart. You both knew he probably didn't listen to the same music as you, but he wanted you to listen to whatever you liked.

Smaller Acts by Zach Bryan came on when you hit shuffle on your main playlist, making you smile. You resonated with the song, always having thought that smaller acts of love were more important than any grand gestures. You got to really look at Colston while he drove. He kept his eyes right on the road always, until you got to a red light, that's when you'd jerk your head back forward as he turned to look at you. He was really pretty, his jaw was so insanely defined, he had a strong neck, and the deepest brown eyes. You stared at the tattoo on his left forearm, he was hot, to put it simply.

You drove for around 40 minutes before the car slowed, pulling onto a gravel driveway. You looked out of your window, seeing a large screen and projector, and lots of cars. He had brought you to a drive in movie. You could've cried when you saw the sign reading the movie you would be seeing. Ocean's 11. The very first time you ever talked to Colston, he'd asked you your favorite movie. You said you couldn't pick one, then settled on Ocean's 11 because it was one you'd seen so many times you could quote any scene.

You couldn't believe he remembered. You'd never mentioned it since then. That was the kind of smaller, seemingly insignificant thing that meant the world to you. You jerked your head to the left, staring at Colston with wide eyes. He was dealing with the tickets for a few seconds before you pulled into a spot, then he finally looked to you.

"Cole, I cannot believe that you remembered."

Colston smiled, and on the inside he was celebrating that you loved it. What he hadn't expected though was you leaning over the console and hugging him. It was honestly the sweetest thing any guy had ever done for you, you were beyond grateful for this boy, and it was your first date.

"This is the sweetest thing a guy's ever done for me, I'm being serious."

Though you were mostly saying that about the fact that he'd remembered, the date itself was also amazing. Colston knew you enough to know that you'd have preferred this over any fancy restaurant, and that meant a lot.

"It's the least I could do, coach. You mean something to me, 'm gonna take care of you."

You just squirmed in your seat, getting more comfortable and smiling as you looked ahead of you. You wordlessly reached over and slipped your hand into his, pulling them into your lap.

Colston was so happy he could've gotten out of the car and started dancing. He acted as cool as he could on the outside. You two settled in as the movie began.

At some point, Colston had reached back into the backseat and grabbed a blanket that he tossed into your lap, and a bag of food and snacks.

You traced your free hand over Colston's tattoo, admiring the line work and shading. The movie ended, and Colston's hand stayed with you as you two began the drive back. You fell asleep on the drive, your head leaning against Colston's arm.

You woke up slowly about 5 minutes out from school. You kept your head on Colston's arm, but allowed yourself to carelessly stare at him in your tired state. At a stoplight, he turned to look at you, smiling deeply when his eyes met your sleepy ones.

"Hey, coach. Nap good?"

You smiled and nodded, yawning at him. He laughed lowly, turning his head back when the light went green. You parked outside your building, dampening your heart. The night had been perfect. You sleepily got out of Colston's car, after he told you to not dare opening your own door. He walked you up to the entrance with his hand on your back, rubbing his fingers back and forth lightly.

When you got to the door you stopped and turned around, wrapping your arms around his middle.

"Thank you so much Colston. This was like, the best date I think ever."

He smiled, hugging you tightly. Colston had the best time, obviously you were gorgeous, but getting to talk to you one-on-one without interruptions was his idea of a good time. His insides melted whenever you fell asleep, and before then, he could've swore he was in love while you traced over his tattoo.

You pulled away from him, looking at the boy through heavy eyes. He looked absolutely handsome in the dim lighting of a street lamp. You put your hands on his shoulders, leaning up and kissing him. You probably wouldn't have if your drowzy mind hadn't commanded you to. Obviously you wanted to, but you weren't sure if it was 100% mutual yet, but it was.

Colston's hands went to hold the back of your head, his hands in your hair. He kept the kiss shorter than you would've liked, knowing you were tired.

You looked up at him with stars in your eyes, a smiling fighting its way onto you face. Colston's hands shifted from your hair to your jaw, rubbing his thumb over your cheek.

"I'll see you tomorrow baby."

Your blown out eyes widened at the name, your heart clenching in your chest. Colston saw the reaction, his lips quirking up the slightest bit.

"I'll see you, Loveland."

You let go of him, turning towards the door. You paused for a second, quickly turning back around and kissing Colston again. Colston's hands grabbed at your hips, pulling you closer. Colston smiled brightly into the kiss, giggling to himself.

You pulled away from him, a grin falling to your face.

"You ever gonna let me leave, coach?"

"Thinkin' about it."

"You get inside, gorgeous. It's too cold for you to be out here."

You smiled, nodding at him, letting go of him for the last time.

"You gotta go too, off season just started. You gotta stay on your A-Game Loveland."

He laughed at you, shaking his head as he watched you walk into the dorm complex, turning the corner and out of his sight. You ran back up the stairs and to your room, squealing like a 13 year old as you described your date to your roommate.

Colston sat in his car, texting his mom that everything went well. When he put his phone away, he finally let himself think that you were the girl he'd want to be with forever. It was finally real. The boy just had to be patient.

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thatdamn-hedgehog · 3 months ago

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wait omg i can do this now! what are some fun little wips/unwritten aus you have 🙂‍↕️☝️

okayyy so the obvious and boring answers are part 2 of 'i bet on losing dogs' and ch 10 of 'you Can bring the villainy'

But—

I have an entire trove of other things ive plotted out or made drafts of that i haven't polished. t4t sonadow gunplay is one that's been on the back burner for a long time now. i got possessed by a silly idea for a sonadow mermaid/siren au where they're both sirens but Shadow is one in need of rehabilitation for release and needs resocialization since he was raised in captivity so they bring out sonic to help essentially socialize him etc etc. (it's based off a book i read as a kid from a dolphin's pov in a rehab/recovery tank.)

As for ones I've got closest to being written out:

This one is basically worst case scenario timeline in YCBTV where Sonic becomes, essentially, way way worse and Shadow is not exactly the same as he is in YCBTV either. They're not good for each other 😅....

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Sonic/Knuckles/Rouge or Sonknuxouge realness in this one. Rouge plants the idea of opening up their relationship/situationship to Knuckles and Sonic essentially worms his way in.

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This is a play off of the Magical Healing Cock trope, but taken literally—or I guess in a literal-crack-ish way. (it's also loosely based off a particular Walking Dead Porn Parody, hence the title.) But yeah, basically a what if Shadow actually couldn't get infected like he assumed when he went in punching Zombots on a whim. And what if he found out his spit and otherwise can keep the infection Sonic's dealing with at bay. 💦

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There's some others in there, like a Rival Knights Medieval sonadow AU (with ABO dynamics), I got some Sonic/Scourge stuff tucked away of course, Blaze/Amy, Wave/Rouge Heist/Gala accidental meetup that gets freaky, t4t SonAmy, Amy angst of her grieving Sonic during the six months he's 'dead' and coping kinda badly while helping run HQ, uhhh... There's a lot 😅.

The hardest challenge is finding time to finish/write all of them. 🥲

Thank you for asking about the ideas/AUs, though! I have a lot, but I don't really get a chance to talk about them very much (I also get a little shy talking about my fics before I post them up/final draft them)🙂‍↕️💞

#sonic fanfiction #sonadow fanfiction #ao3 fanfic #ao3 writer #sonadow #sonknux #fanfic wip #ask me anything

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kenyummy · 4 days ago

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Hello (^з^)-☆ i really really love your found fic! Never have i seen fics written that good! I'm deeply in love with your writings!!

Also the managers are so adorable, each of them have a special potition in my heart! (Sometimes i'm more excited to see the managers compared to the bluelockers- WHO SAID THAT?)

Merodi Kyouka and Komi all of em are [name] girlfriends 💯💯💯

Its gets me excited by the end of nel the players remaining got this letter with special homework from ego right? Will the managers that got selected recieve similar things? To train each of their managers skill i wonder or will they stay at blue lock answering thousand emails cause blue lock got super famous from the bltv and lots of emails recived from sponsor etc and the remaining managers need to handle that? I definetly dont know what's on your mind but whatever it is must have been amazing!

I know that you once said you might not continue found and if you really dont its fine cause i understand we have private life we really need to balance and i hope you have enough rest and prioritize your mental health! But.. i really hope you dont stop no matter how slow you update i will always wait for you patiently cause found are like magic to me it really mesmerize me a lot (SORRY IF ITS DRAMATIC)

Also sorry if i talk to much i really want to express my feelings to you i love u please i hope i dont freak you out with how excited i sound shdhdhdheehe have a great daayy!! 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

omg when i tell u im genuinely going to bawl at this 🥹 YOURE THE SWEETEST PERSON EVER I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AAASSSSSSASDSSASS

first, thank you so much for saying this! to see somebody be so passionate about my works genuinely makes me feel the happiest I've been in a while. found is literally my baby and ive poured so much time and effort and love into writing it so seeing people like you be so sweet like this genuinely makes me smile so much 🫶

second, you're so right! im so happy so many people love the managers, because each of them were supposed to be unique and likeable in their own way! I like to think they've grown from exaggerated stereotypes to a loveable person who acts as a relatesble figure in a room full of teenage boys.

like how kyouka had gone from just sweet and shy to growing into a person alongside mc—developing feelings and being selfish when it comes to her. she has her own life, friendships, personality, and story behind everything extending even past the reader, and nothing makes me happier than seeing people recognise this.

however, as found is ending after the nel, there may be a shift. there will probably be less focus on world building and duties of the managers like how you mentioned, and more trying to wrap up loose ends with any characters, ongoing mini arcs and everything else w the love interests.

but this could definitely change if I get a sudden inspiration to do something else! just keep that in mind 🫶🫶

i won't continue found into any future arcs for good, though, because it's gone on so long and I just can't see how the reader could develop any futhur as the whole point of her story was for her to find herself after it'd been lost in that crash—she's become content with herself and I think it's a great note to end her story on.

BUT!! as I've said many times before, there will be endings for certain characters! 15 to be exact, so they'll probably be in a separate fic and can technically be read as oneshots for reader and her happy ending with them.

trust me, if you're being dramatic, i definitely am too. this fic means SO much to me probably more than it should

I love it just as dearly as you do 🥹. your words genuinely mean so much to me and they make me SO happy. I promise I'm not overexaggersting, as soon as I saw this I started smiling like an idiot because this is so heartfelt and kind.

thank u sm for the ask 💐🫶🫶

#© iliverae 2025 !#blue lock x reader #blue lock #☆ rae's fics: found #anon answers !

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letteredlettered · 5 months ago

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lettered i love your beautiful writing so much I WANT TO INGEST IT (?) I WANT IT INJECTED AS AN IV TO MY BLOODSTREAM?? my bff and i have been reading your writing for over a decade now (we literally discuss and gush over ur writing in our lil bookclub of 2) and you remain one of my favourite authors of all time you are so incredible at character study?? ur internal monologue is always so beautifully done. your pacing, your metaphors ΑΗΗΗΗΗΗH I CAN'T MAKE A SMALL LIST I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOUR WRITING !! recently i missed your writing so much and since i've read almost all of your hp works i started reading your works from fandoms i know nothing about. i read through your star trek and untamed fics not knowing anything about those fandoms except the very basics. love me some lettered so bad i be reading anything bc ik it'll blow my mind!!!!!!! wishing you and your loved ones health and happiness in the upcoming year!! thank you for sharing your beautiful creations with us! you'll always have a loyal reader in me 🥰

I'm so glad you came and left an ask as well as your friend. Getting to talk to hear from both of you really lifted my spirits! The Untamed fics are AUs so easy to read not knowing canon, but I'm very impressed you read those Star Trek fics! They're a little more canon-heavy, though I guess not a lot! It's really touching you tried them even not knowing the fandom.

I think it's really wonderful you and your friend have a book club; I feel very honored that you both like my writing so much. Thank you for taking the time to tell me so enthusiastically--as I said in the other ask, I've been a bit down on myself and my writing lately, which feels very silly when so many people are so kind about it. I just really like being proud of things I've written and that feels hard sometimes. Thank you again <3

#answer to an ask #my fics

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charleemoon · 2 months ago

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credits: icon + moon divider + star divider

hallo!! im charlie lee, or will! im nineteen.

he/they/moon ✮ my names shift, so honestly just calling me by the name of whatever literally me guy i have makes me very happy. im always charlie though !

im unlabeled !! but usually i just call myself queer because its easier. im transmasc ! t anniversary is 11 10

auadhd + ocd + bpd [last two.. still working on dx but. if youre curious on what my problem is there you go]

american, half white half puerto rican :D

istp + 6w5 + 694 + sp/so + mel/ph

@sunbug1205 is my beautiful girlfriend >_<

ao3 + spotify + letterboxd !! [my ao3 is really dead but im working on stuff. in opposition my spotify has way too many playlists. sorry...]

art tag + my ocs + poetry tag

my posts are sorted as either charlieog, txtblog, or reblog!

all forms of art, creation, and fiction are my special interest !! art, writing, music, fashion, tv shows + movies, podcasts, comics, etc etc. im usually hyperfixtated on something fictional. my hypfix right now is nbc hannibal + deltarune. i have an extremely wide variety of interests though, so please don't hesitate to interact about other things too !!

i write fanfiction and poetry, and also have a passion for candid photography. im self taught, not currently studying anything ! ive been drawing since i was a kid, but i've fallen a bit out of the habit. i gravitate in-between traditional and digital. im listening to music near every second of the day, and my favorite song is always something new.

im not in college at the moment... not sure what i'd like to do! i think one day i'd like to be a voice actor, get my poetry published, or become a freelance photographer... i want to create something meaningful, one day. capture beauty, or create for others, so i might affect others the way art has changed me. until then i am just a five foot teenager on tumblr

i am highly attached to nonhuman and fictional things. i see myself the same as some characters !! i also highly associate with dogs and the moon. we are one in the same to me !! being referred to as such makes me really happy :]

i post about suggestive/nsfw content, gore and other possibly triggering/sensitive content. i will reblog and interact with darker fiction like dead dove. i try to tag these as needed, but you have been warned !! same with my own content, my fics and poetry are often gorey, visceral, and uncomfortable. be warned !!

i don't have hard lines on interactions, but i would much much prefer to interact with other adults only !! due to the nature of my posts, and just in general. i will block if someone makes me uncomfortable, or honestly if im just not interested in their posts (my dash will sometimes recommend posts to me over and over and it gets annoying...) curate your experience, and i will mine! i don't mind interaction, but sometimes it can make me uncomfortable when people talk a lot about relating to characters i see myself as. you can be wary of this ! or not.

i'm here to post all my many many thoughts and feelings about the things i like !! i love love love talking with other people, so please! send me asks, mention me in things, dm me !! im not interested in discourse or debate, so if you don't like something i do or say, feel free to block me! i don't enjoy making people uncomfortable and vice versa. im really just here to infodump and chatter... thank you for coming to my blog :D

#i will add this probably #IDK IF THIS IS TOO MUCH INFORMATION #I DONT KNOW WHAT YOU ARE AND ARENT SUPPOSED TO SHARE #!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#obligatory pinned post #charlieog

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my-castles-crumbling · 2 months ago

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Anon Advice Asks - May 3rd

clandestine anon (new), phone anon (new), chesh anon, guess anon, ouroboros anon

clandestine anon

Hi Cas! I’d say I’m new here but really I’ve been borderline obsessed (in a good way) with your blog for about 6 months. But I’ve never asked anything yet… I’ve read your boundaries for asks and am pretty sure this follows them so I hope this doesn’t make you uncomfortable, but I really don’t have anyone to talk to about this and you seem really nice. Anyway, I’m under 18 and live with homophobic/transphobic parents. I’m a BOY and I’ve known that for a few months now (internalized transphobia kind of held that back a bit, though). But no way can I tell my parents. They only allow my hair to be shoulder length or longer and will teach me how to be a ‘good wife and mother’ but the thought of being a wife or mother makes me sick. They sometimes make me (and I mean literally force me to) wear dresses. I’ve gotten away with wearing some boys t-shirts but that’s mostly because they’re more ‘modest’ I guess. I’m not physically abused in any way but I’m coming to realize I’m being emotionally abused about every day. I know it sounds kind of stupid but the fic Clandestine that you wrote helped me a lot. Wow this got a little long (sorry) but really I was just wondering for any advice or something. I live in a very transphobic city so I don’t have pretty much anyone. I don’t mean to stress you out or make you uncomfortable but I just needed to get this out, preferably anonymous.

Hi <3

I'm so sorry you're dealing with this and I wish I could do something more to help, but I hope you know that you deserve to be accepted as you are and I am here to vent to anytime. I hope as you grow older, you're able to find people who love you for you, and places you feel comfortable in. I promise that as you that not everyone out there will be like your parents

Sending so much love, and please let me know if there's anything I can do! <3

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phone anon

Hi cas

So I hope I don't sound super privileged now but yesterday my phone broke. I am pretty mad about it because I only had it 2 years but the worst thing that I didn't save one of my favorite games and now I need to begin over.

and I had such a good alliance, I did write the leader before my phone broke how someone out of our alliance kicked me from something and now it seems as if I just leave so I wouldn't be caught liying🥲

I tried to find the alliance but I don't know on which server I was😭

Sorry for venting but I am just so frustrated with myself.

Thank you for reading

Hi!

No, I'd be frustrated too! That's a social outlet for you, and it's hard that you have no way to fix it. Accepting that lack of control isn't easy, and it's natural that you'd be upset and angry.

Plus from a logistics pov, it's SUCH a pain in the ass to replace a phone and set up a new one.

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chesh anon

Hey, chesh again, sorry, i just felt like i was falling apart and there was no one i could talk to.

I don't know what to do. I'm losing someone, and i'm scared they don't care, im afraid ive fucked it all up. I just feel so lonely, all the time, i never say a word and i feel like no one wants to talk to me. Because im never the person ppl want, and that's not on them, but gods it hurts, everything hurts. If i talk i hurt ppl, and maybe they're better off without me. I've just never felt this lonely. i don't even want to go into school, it's not anyones fault but mine. My mom says my expectations are far too high. I don't know i don't know. I feel like i gave my all for so little in return. And maybe i'm the problem i seem to be in everyone else's head but my own, i know i feel things more deeply. I just want them to text me. I just want them to hug me. I just want to talk to them without feeling like i'm doing everything wrong. Like i'm never the person they want to be with. I wish i didn't have the word "paranoid" going round my head, telling me i cant talk to anyone because thats what i am, paranoid maybe its all my head. I think im the problem. I don't know what to do, maybe ive ruined it all. Because they haven't brung it up, so maybe theres nothing wrong i just feel isolated and alone and i just want to be fixed. I just want to be good enough that ppl will be there for me. But im all messed up like the pieces of a jigsaw that never fit together

And (redacted), how do you tell someone that after all that work its going back like a landslide?

Thank you,

Chesh x

Hi <3 as far as the first part of your ask, I don't think it's unfair to want to be someone's first choice. It's unbelievably lonely to feel like nobody prioritizes you, especially since like...you can't force that. But I think you ARE allowed to ask for reassurance. You're allowed to ask people to remind you they care. If they get mad, then they're not very good friends! You deserve reminders that you are loved, because you ARE.

And the second part...you tell someone you need help, because it's a very brave thing to do, and anyone who really cares will be SO proud of you for doing that. Its not bad or weak to need help. It's not bad, or a loss. Asking for help is a WIN, because you're working hard to stay healthy, and recognize what you need <3 And the people who are proud of you for doing that are the people who you should stick to.

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guess anon

HI CAS!! it's guess anon - not sure if u remember me cause i havent said anything in a while

Today i had my trial shift for a job at a cafe - its the first place that actually gqbe me an interview. Theu told me they arent quite sure that i wss suited for the original role bht invuted me for front of house trial. And it went SO WELL!! I should hopefully hear back by Tuesday.

Also, i wrote a song last week! Hahah there is so many uodqtes, we'd be here all week if i were to type them out.

Hi! That's so exciting about the front of house job! You have to keep me updated, I want to know if you get it! And I'm so jealous you can write songs, I tried once but I'm horrible at it. I'm glad things are going well for you!

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ouroboros anon

DM me

#asks #ask #ask cas #clandestine anon #phone anon #chesh anon #guess anon #ouroboros anon

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gayeddieagenda · 3 months ago

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Hii! Ooo for the director’s cut thing, for Here’s my hand fic?? Unless you’d rather talk about one specific part!

fic director's commentary ask

thank u for asking! here's my hand, there's the itch is one of my fave fics i've written - i think kaitlin once said that it was the most e fic ever, which, true. i'm a sucker for fic about phone calls (emails, texts, whatever) - i love stories that take place at a distance. even before eddie in texas was real, i was obsessed w/ the idea.

i don't actually think i intended to write this fic! i had a couple other 'eddie-in-texas' fics in my drafts that were all a little longer and more involved and then i just ended up falling into writing this instead. i've talked a little about my drafting process before, but i write pretty severely out of order, so it's always interesting to go back and see what the very first thing i wrote was. for this one, the first two things i wrote were (pretty much verbatim) the dialogue that became “Sometimes, Buck. I think, with us. We know each other so well. We let each other get away with not talking about the things we really need to," and then the buck narration lines: "Want is a slow wave, with Eddie. Buck has been riding it for a long, long time."

those became some of my fave lines of the whole fic and it's so funny to me that they were also basically the very first things i wrote! writing--writing cohesively, writing full fics, getting more than just disconnected sentences to actually come together--can be such a struggle for me, but this fic was /easy/. u can tell from my google docs too: nearly every fic i write has, bare minimum, two google docs and a notes app. i start ideating in the notes app, i shift into a google doc when it gets serious, and then i open up a fresh doc for actual drafting from the beginning. here's my hand went straight from notes app -> final draft.

because it was really just went from idea to final, there's not a lot i ended up cutting. there was more in my initial outline about buck worrying about eddie that whole summer without chris. there was also more about how eddie's been flirting with buck for like 2 months, lmao. a part i reallyyyy liked and then cut was a moment where buck is like, should we be talking about this right now? bc it's been a rough summer. chris is about to come home. it freaks buck out, to try to step into something new between the two of them at a moment when it feels like soo much is going on. and eddie just kind of answered 'i'd like to.'

that's a beat ive been thinking a lot about trying to hit in some other fics i'm working on right now - when eddie ends up being the one to come to actually making a move between them more easily, and buck is the one who's scared or resistant. i think it makes a lot of sense for buck's character: he's scared of change! he's scared of loss. he's clearlyyyy putting up a lot of walls btwn himself and the depth of what he feels for eddie right now. it's a beat i want to circle back to, but it just didn't end up totally fitting here.

the last thing i'll say is that i'm sooo relieved when i get positive feedback on my convoluted-ass fics that jump around thru memories. i keep writing the same structure of fic - single scene (usually a get-together) that bounces back thru past moments or scenes between them leading up to this moment - and /i/ love it, but sometimes striking the balance between the present and flashbacks can be a little bit of a negotiation. but i literally love to write like that so i will not stop <3 <3 <3

#thank u for asking!!!#i need a tag for asks fr

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waddingham · 4 months ago

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20 Questions for (Fanfiction) Writers

hihi sage :) @broadwayfreak5357 thanks for tagging me 🥰

1. How many fics do you have on ao3?

2. What's your total ao3 word count?

744,207

3. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

leg fic 💀

wildflowers (which has slowly crept up this far? somehow?)

two sweethearts and the summer wind :)

it's a symptom of your touch (it makes me so happy this is still top 5 lol)

someday 🥺

4. What fandoms do you write for?

actively right now, just ted lasso. but i've written for schitt's creek, twin peaks, and written for but never shared x-files

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

listen. i'm just a severely antisocial girl, staring at almost 4,000 comments, wishing LIKE HELL i could be that person 😭 i did originally on my first tl fic and i so badly wanted to keep going because i am SO grateful for every comment and reader I get, but now I'm so behind I genuinely wouldn't know where to start

6. What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

hmm. i don't do angsty endings really. maybe in the cracks of light just bc i was talking about it with a friend once and they said they genuinely didn't know which section was truly the dream section and i'm obsessed with that idea.

7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

probably someday? I don't know. i end most of my fics in a happy place. or at least a hopeful one.

8. Do you get hate on fics?

no, thankfully. i don't mind criticism but hate would piss me off

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

yes, i do. the sexy kind.

10. Do you write crossovers?

no. they don't hold much interest for me

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

no, but i had a joke from one of my early fics stolen which is honestly just funny lol

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

nope

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

no. that sounds so stressful fldndkdnd

14. What's your all time favorite ship?

it's gotta be mulder and scully. the way they ate my brain up for years on end......the way I read quite literally EVERY fic on gossamer.....most timeless ship on the planet

15. What's the WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

oh the western au. rest in peace my beloved </3

16. What are your writing strengths?

ive been told i write really gutteral emotions in a way that comes across very strongly. unfortunately i don't really know how I do that but I'm very glad people feel it when they read certain stories of mine.

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

i can be too heavy handed and overwrite things. in my more recent wips, I've gotten a lot better at showing instead of telling and trusting the reader to understand the nuances rather than explain them. also if I overthink a plot, or the order of scenes, it literally all falls apart. if I do anything but flow along from one scene to the next, I can't put the story back together. (again — rip western au)

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in a fic?

I don't know why I'd have thoughts on this. if it makes sense, go for it. I've done it.

19. First fandom you wrote for?

x-files, but as far as posted fic, it's some twin peaks ficlets that you could not pay me to reread, but i can't bring myself to orphan lol

20. Favorite fic you've ever written?

this is a hard question because in terms of how the final product came out, it's probably a song of mourning, but my favorite experience with posting a fic was most definitely the escort au, BUT my favorite ones to actually write have been the vampire au and someday (though she needs [and will soon be getting!] a major edit) so i don't know. it doesn't help that if I have even a slight dislike of a project I simply won't post it lmao so the things that have made it up are there because I really liked them

#tag games #i think all my writing mutuals have done this already? maybe? idk its 2am ill look and tag in the morning 🫡

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sockatoothewafflebird · 1 year ago

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i'll edit this portion with my current main interests and/or things im doing that might affect the blog:

currently hyperfixated on outer wilds. i finished the game months ago and the dlc. and. and oh my god. ohhhmygod THIS GAME. THIS!!! GAME!!!!!! AUGHTHJRNFKD!!!

also pixar's Win or Lose like ongggg i love this show sm

✨🪐🍁🪶🐦‍⬛🪶🍁🪐✨

meet the little bird that runs this blog with their keyboard and notebooks.

without further ado...!

hiii it's meeeee

hiya! i'm sockatoo the wafflebird! call me sockatoo, waffles, or robin if you know me irl. u know who u are

i use any pronouns. i'd prefer if you just use she/he/they interchangeably at your leisure.

i am a gender-weird lesbian,,,.,, im so sapphic help me..... sighs dreamily...

16 y/o.... ouhg high school evil...

my only consistent interests include birds, writing/art, music, and many fields of science. all other main interests will change on a quarterly basis i guarantee you

oh and... heh.....🧡💛🧡💛 (if you know you know :>)

oh and here's my ao3 page in case you wanna read what i write :]

the fandoms i'm in and my blog tags are under the cut cause there's a lot of them,,, i highly suggest checking the blog tags cause i do indeed talk about heavy stuff here sometimes. i'd like this blog to be a safe space for everyone so pls filter out any tags that might scare you away! that includes politics!

feel free to talk to me about literally any of these fandoms and i will gladly chat with you!!! keep in mind i'm a minor (high school age) but other than that anything goes :]]]

🪐fandoms i'm in🪐

(if it's in bold then it's a current hyperfixation :D)

outer wilds (no, not outer wOrlds. outer WILDS.) (also pls dont talk about the dlc i havent played it yet)

Win or Lose (pixar show!!!)

the amazing digital circus

the owl house (a corner of my heart is dedicated to this show. stars i miss lumity...)

minecraft

minecraft story mode

raggedy ann and andy (specifically that one animated musical)

ramshackle

class of '09

over the garden wall

steven universe

infinity train

amphibia

she-ra & the princesses of power (lesbianism!!!)

bluey

wings of fire (havent read the last book yet pls dont spoil 😭)

splatoon

undertale/deltarune

legend of zelda breath of the wild/tears of the kingdom

omori

murder drones

Arcane (LoL show on netflix)

five nights at freddy's (i stopped following the lore years ago pls dont come at me im just here for the creepy robots)

cult of the lamb

animal crossing (ive only played new horizons but i love the whole franchise)

doki doki lesbians literature club

dungeon meshi/delicious in dungeon

furry, kind of? my sona is a bird so i guess it counts though im not very active in the furry community (though i'd like to be)

fanfiction/fandom culture in general. i've been roped in since middle school and you can pry my writing out of my cold dead hands

🪶blog tags🪶

any frequent tags i use :)

#cool art- any art i reblog.

#waffles art- any art that I drew!

#waffles fave- stuff i really really like. :]

#waffles word wall- really long text posts. this includes analyses or just me yapping for too long lol.

#waffles thoughts- shorter text posts/goofy shit i think.

#waffles writing- anything i wrote! this includes links to fics and/or snippets of things i write. or poetry, or short stories, etc etc etc the list goes on.

#serious talk or #heavy topics - anything i deem to be a heavy or serious topic, like politics. i suggest filtering this one out if you just want the goofy stuff from me.

#politics- anything political! this can range from positive things to negative things so i'll start tagging political posts with either "pos politics" or "neg politics" just to keep things organized! once again just filter this one out if you'd rather not see it.

#important- anything i think people should see.

keep in mind im rlly bad at remembering how i tag things so if you see something tagged incorrectly or smth just lemme know!!

🪿🦆🐦‍⬛🦜🐓🦃🦤🦩🐦‍🔥🕊️🦅🐥🦉🪽BIRDS!!!! thats it ok byeeeee

#intro post #blog intro #introduction

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leonenjoyer69 · 1 year ago

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Both your OCs occupy space in my mind lol I love both Harry and Elias. Would you mind giving some more rambles please and thank you? About either one. I just love learning more about them.

VJEKBKDKF TYSM, I'M GLAD YOU LIKE THEM :D it makes me very happy to know that people enjoy my ramblings and art of my lil fellas :3 (also, all you sweet anons are gonna be the death of me with your mysterious identities!)

(SUB NOTE: if anyone ever has any ideas at all or art requests or something for either of my sillies PLEASE don't hesitate to bring them up I would literally love hearing any suggestion or answering any question ever)

Anyways!!! I've actually been waiting to drop a bunch of stuff on these fellas that I've been talking about with some folks on Discord (which y'all can also ask for if you wanna talk to me on there I LOVE TALKING TO YOU GUYS), so thank you for granting me the perfect opportunity >:3 so, without further ado, I shall begin:

First of all, i just wanted to drop my height HCs bc,,,, why not lmao

I can't exactly visualize heights very well in my mind so these may be a wee bit too tall, idk, but yeah! I think giving Hyde an extra half inch would be funny bc you KNOW that mf would just round up lmao. Elias is a bit taller than Hyde, which Hyde kinda hates sometimes, itty bitty fella.

Anyways!! Harry is first up for rambling bc I have less for him rn lmao. I don't remember if ive mentioned it much before on here, but I know I included it in the fic i did for him, and that's his Scottish accent :3 we as a fandom don't write Jekyll's accent enough so I like projecting it onto injured Hyde and now Harry 😌 MORE SCOTTISH JEKYLL PLEASE-

Harry didn't really have to worry about keeping face in the mindscape (except for when around Mind Lanyon, who would pester tf out of him over it) so he fell back to at LEAST having an accent. He partially fell back on it because 1, it made him feel a wee more comfortable, and 2, because of how often he revisited memories from university (specifically during his and Lanyon relationship ofc), so he's used to hearing himself speaking with at least a drawl.

But yeah, that accent kinda sticks with him when he gains control and he has quite a hard time shaking it, which makes for some fun interactions, like when Lanyon's trying to break down his office door :3333

I believe I've mentioned this, but Harry is very very sensitive to most physical sensations (touch, pain, etc.) and has some light and sound sensitivities for a decent bit after gaining control. Because of how long he spent in the mindscape with numbed senses, It really messed with him to suddenly have control again. Eventually he starts getting used to it again, but for the first few days he's practically on the edge of a mental breakdown at every moment. He's also super jumpy from it (and from the ungodly paranoia he got from the mindscape lmao) and is quite firmly "no touch" for about a week (except for when he initiates stuff with Lanyon). Once he gets used to it tho his touch starved ass is a lot more affectionate and such.

One last thing for him! He's also far more sensitive to hunger and thirst sensations/pain, so he tends to take far better care of their body while in control. It took him a short while to get used to eating and drinking again, but he's more than happy to do it, not realizing how much he had missed it. Plus, he's seen how horrible Jekyll and Hyde would take care of themselves, so he certainly doesn't want their neglect to be his downfall. He's also a bit more sensitive to being tired, but can't sleep very well (especially without Lanyon) because of paranoia and nightmares.

OKAY, NOW, onto Elias!! Most all this stuff is from a discord convo that I didn't feel like rewording, so... Sorry if the formatings weird 💀 (questions are indented and italicized, as well as abbreviated)

OKAY SO, For how Henry (or whoever) convinces Elias to switch back:

Elias usually throws some sort of fit when he's initially order to switch back (except for the very rare instances where he's actively wanting to switch back, like when everyone's busy and he starts getting lonely anyways), though most the time he'll simmer down when Henry starts sorta begging or when either Henry or Lanyon (or very occasionally Hyde) lowkey bribe him. Usually Henry (or Hyde) will bribe him with physical touch/affection (hugs, cuddling, kisses, stuff like that), or bonding time, like going out and doing things together and such (or just doing stuff together at the society, like watching Henry do science or doing paperwork 💀). (Also, sometimes Jekyll will just get somewhat impatient and start asking more desperately and the guilt kinda gets to Elias, Henry usually feels bad about it tho) otherwise, Lanyon will bribe him (quite grudgingly, might I add) with more time out, going to the park with Elias in shadow form and talking, or letting him get a gift for Jekyll or Hyde. But yeah, Elias is lowkey like a little affectionate, overactive puppy :3

[...] I misread "letting him get a gift for Jekyll or Hyde" as "letting him get a gift FROM Jekyll or Hyde" and swore for a moment that sometimes Jekyll/Hyde sent gifts to Elias but Lanyon stole them [... ]

LANYON WOULD TOTALLY STEAL ELIAS'S STUFF TO USE AS BARGAINING LEVERAGE 💀 but yes, bribery is the go to, this guy does NOT like being locked away, so when he does it's either out of guilt or he's getting something out of it, hehe

[...] Imagine that since Lanyon is probably taller than elias, he just hides some lf his stuff on higher places so that he cannot reach them, I feel like Elias would annoy the hell out of him so that he stops doing it though (Lanyon puts them back where they where, and when Elias isn't there, he just hides them again) also, I just imagined Jekyll like guilt tripping or manipulating him so that he drinks the potion

Oh he absolutely would, Lanyon would have a whole "confiscated" shelf for it too, and Elias would definitely whine about it with sooo much persistence. AND JFKGKKF YEAH JEKYLL WOULD 😭😭 both out of selfishness and not, since he still hasn't tested how the formula behaves when an alter ego is out for prolonged amounts of time, and sometimes he just wants Robert back.

Jekyll likes Elias, he just has more of a preference for Lanyon. Jekylls probably also got a bit less patience for Elias's whining after dealing with Hyde's for so long lmao, he always feels kinda bad about being mean or anything to Elias tho, since it's kinda his fault that Lanyon split.

Would Lanyon ever like bother Elias with the fact that Jekyll likes him better?? Like maybe, at one point he just gets too tired of him wanting to hang out with Jekyll and says to him that Jekyll just deals with him out of pity, and like Elias then just feeling kinda bad about it and wondering if Jekyll actually likes him??

If Lanyon's feeling especially spiteful and annoyed, probably, but also Elias worries about that enough on his own and bothers Lanyon with all his self deprecating thoughts anyways 💀

How does Hyde feel about Elias?

He's generally guilt free about the whole "splitting Lanyon" thing and /gen likes Elias way more than he likes Lanyon lmao. He still gets that sorta bitter anger and resentment when he looks at Lanyon, but he doesn't get that with Elias. Hyde kinda thinks that Elias is all the best parts of Lanyon (Except for Elias's emotional sensitivity sometimes, but Hyde deals. He feels surprisingly bad when he upsets Elias..) But yeah, Elias is most of the reason why Hyde is complacent enough to actually kinda lay low after messing up Blackfog and stuff, so Jekyll certainly likes Elias for keeping Hyde somewhat in check lmao

And that's everything I have for this!!! Thank you so much for the ask :D

#answered asks #oc: elias wright #oc: “whole” jekyll #jekyll and hyde #tgs #the glass scientists #my ramblings #lanyon takes the potion au

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