#ive not missed a single night

[isabellthebitchyghost]

close call!! almost went to bed without my retainer!! but i remembered

[hai-nae]

meant to post these sketches a few days ago? a week? but, well, life.

[badnewswhatsleft]

also i found something crazy which looks like the tracks for patrick's live solo performance of sugar shown at the end of the "artist lesson" episode he recorded for garageband ??

apparently he did a lesson for sugar

and a lesson for i don't care

after some digging i found some blessed screen recordings of both (sugar, idc - if u want u can also dl them here!) (they are kinda slightly laggy/unsynced in some places, especially idc, idk if that's a quality of the original lesson or the recording lol)

im curious if those who have garageband.... can view/get these still ?? apparently they were ?? made free eventually for users ?

as a vehicle for tuition the format of the lessons seem a bit shite if im being honest BUT as a trove of really fucking cute patrick+music content it is overflowing with riches and delights and i cant believe it isn't all anyone ever talks about forever and ever /j

[skunkes]

if life is categorized by Before Loss and After Loss then I exist in the before but with a countdown to the after. and the countdown is always always present and debilitating. the loss will be debilitating too but i cant help myself. i will always suffer twice.

[immamapletreekid]

ok movie thoughts time

[rubiesintherough]

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[girlthativealwaysbeen]

my best friend's MOTHER called me to scold me about being depressed and self isolating lol what has life even come to

[the-kipsabian]

always enjoy nights/mornings like this when after a show that ends around 5 or 6am im just sitting here, preparing my shit for making gifs while everyone else is packing it up and going to bed lmao

[soft-spooks]

oh god i havent looked at youtube all day today have they massacred my boy

[erythristicbones]

catch me deliberately ignoring the fact that i will not be seeing my gf for 2 weeks

[wabblebees]

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[swordince]

the rats are not ready for this

[ayyponine]

anyway had the absolute delight of seeing vic ruggiero & lauren napier perform yesterday in a lil local venue built next to a 1600s basilica. fucking magical out of body whisked away tapping into smth underlying and real. even got the chance to thank them both personally after so yeah it was a pretty good tuesday night out fr me

[inannasdream]

its been almost a year and i still haven't watched the last episode matpat hosted for game theory. i just couldn't and still can't bring myself to watch a video that shows with no room for misinterpretation that that part of my life is far in the past. i hadn't even been watching more than like a handful of gt vids a year for years at that point and i still couldn't watch that last episode. i want to at least watch the final live stream he hosted for gtlive this week but i also can't bring myself to even click on it. like i watched a bit of the first episode ash hosted on their own and i still haven't watched the aforementioned stream. instead i have been rewatching the vods from the first couple eras of gtlive bc those are the ones that really stuck with me ever since i started watching gtlive in like 2016. thanks matt and steph for making me not want to kill myself. jason and chris you guys were there too.

[harryshomebaby]

it’s the way there were overhead auroras in my literal backyard last night but my mom didn’t wake me up because i said no to her once about 3 months ago, but even though the solar storms are continuing tonight i can’t see anything because of wildfire smoke… i am so devastated