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trickinabucket · 1 day ago

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i aint watch the whole video. i just started watching this and screamed and wanted to cry. just like his dad, the coolest australian most americans will ever know. So I dunno if he says he ever owned a chameleon.

But...he's very ginger abt picking up the chameleon. I can't remember the exact way is the right way to pick them up. but i do know that its incredibly easy to hurt their legs if u pick them up wrong.

This is me going off memory, so I could be wrong, PLEASE look this up before taking me at my word. I think it's that you have to be careful specifically of getting them off branches? You have to let them step on ur fingers bcus i think it can break their weird little mits.

I absolutely believe him abt when he says this is his favorite african animal

One of those situations where, 'you're turning into your father' is the furthest thing from a insult possible.

#i like herps #ive never owned one like MYSELF myself #but i do on sprees of looking up the cute little babies #so i know only like #a tiny bit abt them #but ofc this guy knows his shit #this is either his favorite african animal #or EVERY african animal is his favorite african animal #and hell just say that to every animal he sees #All Animals Is The Same (Cool as fuck)

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nova-rpv · 7 months ago

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a redraw of the first drawing i posted here to celebrate the fact that ive been in tumblr for more than a whole year posting my shit and havent deleted my blog in panic yippee \:D/ (mushy rant in tags)

#i realised too late that it has been more than a fuking year (august 9)#and for context: ive had 3 different intagram art accounts and i deleted all 3 of them a few months before creating them. anxiety amiright #here it has been so different bc people are so nice??? it has been a pretty plesant experience here w all of u really #im so glad to have found myself in such a wonderful part of the fandom and amazing mutuals that i never talk to bc im shit w texting #the atention has been overwhelming ngl. i have over 2000 followers which. holy fuck???#it doesnt feel like a real number and for my own sake im nnot gonna treat it as one #like i apreciate the support and ppl liking what i do but im not here to make number go big yk? im here to connect w other humans #and yall have been amazing humans ^^ thank u for all the wonderful tags and comments and the support overall #it has been so cool sharing my art and finding other artist whom i respect oh so very much. some of them even follow me back wtf #i hope to continue being here for as long as i can and keep growing as an artist and sharing that process with other without fear #also my amy redesign actually goes so hard idk why i forgot about it nxnfbcncb #sth #sonic fanart #sonic #amy rose #nov.aart #nov.junk

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arcanegifs · 29 days ago

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Here are some Season 2 Arcane GIF comparisons before and after I color and sharpen them! | Season 1 Comparison GIFs

#arcane #arcaneedit #gifmaking #reminder that if ur not a fan of the coloring and sharpening then i dont need to hear ur opinion so fuck off and make your own gifs :)#sooo yeah!!! just sharing this very old coloring comparison i use from time to time to make sure i follow a certain peg for my gifs #but i dont really follow it to the T of course #and now i will use the tags to rant/comment about my coloring process lmao #ok so.... arcane s2 is SOOOOO much brighter than s1 i am so so so thankful we have such bright scenes instead of all the dark ones in s1 #because it makes my life so much easier #that being said my coloring isnt really perfect i still cant handle more complex tones like the mel gif......#i used to have a more stylized coloring wayyy back in s1 (esp when u look at my old gifs) but i kinda realized i had to change it #so i scrapped all my old psds and now coloredit EVERYTHING MANUALLY #hence why sometimes i gif the same scene but theyre colored different since i never use a preset PSD now #however it became way more tedious to make gifs... so yeah.... lmao #but in the end i like it more!!! i like that my new coloring just basically matches the show more but is just brighter and more saturated #unless ofc i dont like the tones of the original show i.e. the vi gif you see there where its super green gray???? idk i dont like it so #i recolored the entire thing #anyways thats really it coloring will always be something i continue to try to improve on but recently ive just been v busy so i just #speed color and edit everything and dont rlly take all adjustments into account so no more complex tones and #i just stick to basic things #oh right sharpening! so for sharpening i use a very basic setting: just 500 px and 0.4 radius which is what i use for almost everything #i also dont add noise bc the landscape photographer in me does NOT like it LMFAOOOOOOOOOO #but yeah thats really it for sharpening oh i also use 4k sources as much as possible bc it gives the best quality and if #i cant find any source i just upscale everything by myself then crop stuff again back to 540 px and imo it really just does look better #personal tag

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puppppppppy · 8 months ago

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learning abt friendship decay and "not reaching out to your friends for months at a time unprompted is not neurotypical behaviour" has me feeling a certain way

#experiencing some BIG FEELINGS OVER THIS REVELATION #listen i have never ever been bothered abt not seeing someone in a while or making time to talk to them bc in my mind its like not thst muc #time has passed. i mean it with every fibre of my being that when im like 'oh its ok even though we havent talked in a while and have our #own things going on it doesnt mean we're not friends anymore since we left things on a good note 8 months ago' i sincerely believe that #and for the longest time i just thought everybody makes peace with it at some point and not automatically assuming the other person doesnt #wanna talk to me anymore or smth. my longest lasting friendships are with ppl who work the same way i just thouhght that was normal #whatever organ everybody has that makes them reach out to their friends and plan hang outs i probably dont have it #i was already hesitant to ask out Alex bc i spend almost every waking hour doing smth that isnt talking to ppl unless they happen to be in #the vicinity. and at first it was bc i planned on making sure i had everything set up so i dont get stressed out and do it one at a time #but then i find out theres a friendship decay mechanic? and after dating and marrying someone you lose -10 friendship points for every #day u dont talk to them?? actually ive probably been losing friendship points this whole time without knowing bc of this?????#and i notice a lot of my own habits are also reflected in how i play bc ive been avoiding getting close to pierre and marnie since its more #of a professional relationship. like i know theyre npcs but im approaching it the way i would in real life its fucking nuts #i think its a little relieving im playing /as/ a character than myself bc as im playing im just making up little interactions in my head #than approaching things the way i would myself so it takes a bit of the stress off trying to put myself in there as a spectator. but well #being in a relationship demands a certain amount of energy even more so when theyre things that already take up energy on its own #like making time to talk to your partner and make sure they know theyre loved. i dont always have energy to put all my mental focus into it #and this is true for real life so im not really bothered by not dating anyone. but when its a game and i want my character to be with someo #and i know its fully optional and i know i could just apply the same logic to this i dont /want/ to. sometimes i want to experience #the same things other people do at least to a certain degree without the same emotional andmental stakes #no offense krobus #yapping #stardew #stardew valley #puppy plays sdv #sdv #this game has me by the ankles man

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hymen-restoration-project · 30 days ago

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HELP???

#He chased me through the fucking house #Why don't they just let me leave #What did i do to deserve this #I'm fucking perfect #This isn't how you treat your kids #Ive locked myself in the bedroom and piled up as much heavy shit as i can in front of the door #Trying not to hyperventilate. thinking about bashing his head in with a brick #I hate this fecal fucking man and everything he stands for and everything he's done to my life #I wish he'd never had kids #Or failing that never had me #I didn't ask him to put me on this earth and he somehow still thinks it's his right to own me and the air i breathe #like some kind of indentured maid #all he does is watch football and drink #when he's not fucking installing air conditioners #I hope one falls on his head

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beatcroc · 6 months ago

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what kind of frivolity would you engage in, mecha?

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#mecha sonic #scrapnik mecha sonic #scrapnik island #sonic fanart #sonic fandom #arting #msab #good MORNING. i have given myself many emotions about mecha's big stupid cape. like a fool. such is the way i suppose #god ive been dying to get to this one. do you get it. do you understand #victories; if not on your own terms. achievements; if not the ones you thought you wanted. childhood dreams that never die.#which on that note yeah this is also my favorite one for showing eggman-era mecha as like #''yeah hes hes the most arrogant and murderous jackass on the planet but hes also like 17.''#& therefore kind of a lame little nerd by default. he thinks capes are sooooooo coool #we were all stupid kids once but sometimes u get older and u still wanna paint your house purple. and sometimes u still want a cool cape #it occurs to me that actual 17-year-olds may see this and to that i say: sorry. you guys are fine do ya thang.#its just that im 29 and have grey hair and shit so i have a certain Perspective on being 17 is all. & scrapnik mecha is like mid-30's to me #i knoooowwww he loves his big stupid cape so much. look at the refsheets with his dumbass spines poking holes through the the hood #tell me he has not made a COMMITMENT to wearing that hood despite being built in a way that makes that incredibly inconvenient #u look at nathalie fourdraine's christmas scrapniks post and tell me he isnt having so much fun #being all decorated and swishing around in that Even Bigger And Stupider Cape & shawl w/ his friends #hes so funny for that he's generally such a serious kinda character but on god he does also love some showmanship and flashiness.#i want to make it clear btw i also think capes are awesome i literally cosplay a guy with Two [2] capes.#& mecha is basically the coolest ever. but also hes still funny for that

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sanchoyoscribbles · 1 month ago

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magical girl who works as a junior mechanic in her grandpas garage and is studying for her license, the whole series would be about her teaching safe driving concepts and fighting monsters that embody bad habits like road rage, tailgaiting and not using ur turn signals 🛑

#coming soon: her teammates Boat Train Bus Semitruck and Plane magical girls (JOKE) (UNLESS...??) lmao #magical girls #original #inspired by me learning how to do new fun things with my car such as: change battery and drop wrench under the hood while changing battery #to never been seen again! where the hell did it GO #ive always wanted to date someone whos proficient at car stuff but i have slowly been morphing into that person. hmm. i just really like #doing things myself. also trying to learn woodworking and such. turning into my own dream person i guess. is good??#also i did most of this concept on my tablet while i waited to pick up my nephew and its inspired by how badly #i want to dropkick poor drivers around that area. AROUND A SCHOOL?? REALLY?? THATS WHERE YOURE GOING TO RUN STOP SIGNS???!#WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE #also the concept of a mascot that hangs out on her head as an accessory...is like...so minish cap coded lol #this is one of the wackier concepts ive made. cant decide if this or magical girl godzilla is funnier #the license plate on the back is super funny to me. shes kind of camp #one of the drafts had her with orange cone style hair but i like the road hair better....

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presidentkamala · 19 days ago

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I need to Get Out of this hole!!!!!!!!!

#this is entirely my own fault but like. i put everything - everything - in my life on hold since the insurrection and just threw myself #into the job #but now that im being personally victimized & traumatized daily by elon musk the entire GOP AND pam bondi #im just looking around like. what have i been doing the last 5 years???#and i did everything!!!! in my power to get kamala elected #so in one way.....like no regrets on the upholding my oath and duties as a citizen etc etc the humble but noble fed profession etc etc #and will likely lose my job/benefits within the next month #Whyyy didnt i just go back to school or take up more hobbies or have a more well-rounded life?#what stopped me from making more friends and doing and seeing more?#why could I never muster an interest in dating or a side hustle or even just learning how to live a Real Life?#and thats not to say i dont you know do my little workouts and go to the happy hours and read the books and do my bad lil sketches #but its like ive totally regressed in every non-work area of my life from where i was in 2021 #just from a lack of attention.......#anyway young people uhhhh DONT do this lol

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neige-leblanche · 2 months ago

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but rlly though i cant wait to leave this job. i feel like less than a year ago i was such a sweet & lively person & even if that's not who i am "naturally" it was easy enough to behave that way & it spread positivity to others & made me feel better about myself. now i feel like im just stuck in this rut of exhaustion & cruelty & suffering & it's so much harder to smile and breathe and take in all the loveliness in the world. it's so hard to stop thinking abt all the poverty & hatred & despair that's in my very vicinity no matter where i go.

i do think my job has something to do with that tho like i cant let myself abandon all my optimism just bc im seeing things i hadnt seen before. back when i worked at subway there were plenty of poor immigrants & homeless/jobless ppl & ppl with mental disabilities who came in to get sandwiches & it never made me depressed to interact w them bc they were just,, yknow. getting sandwiches. most of them had things to smile about and people to chat with & at least had food. i def want to find a job where if i am interacting with the public it's to provide something to make them happier rather than taking them in at their most unhappy

#txt #negative #ive never thought of myself as a particularly empathetic person but here i am ig.#i think . tbh. if i were more empathetic i might get overwhelmed & start blaming people for their own misfortune which is unfortunately what #a Lot of ppl do. im v much more like 'turn off my feelings & deal w the situation as it is' & in my experience the ppl who are Actually both #- v empathetic & willing to help everyone they see suffering do exist but r a minority. and i am not one of them.#but yeah anyway i do feel like ive become much more pessimistic & close-minded lately. and i really hate it #i dont like public-facing jobs in general but this one is especially harmful to me

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dervampireprince · 1 year ago

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when you read your own than/ares fic and remember how much you love ares unexpectedly being soft and insecure and he's afraid of hurting than, whereas than's just been staring at ares arms all day and can't stop thinking about getting fisted and how full he'd feel and asks ares and ares is so concerned that he's going to hurt thanatos but they prepare thanatos well and he takes ares fist and ares just watching in awe that someone trusts him this much to want and have his hands that have wrought so much inside of them. so yeah just those thoughts going around in my head while I'm sick.

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#you guys happy to see me posting nsft writings again only for it to be my rare pairs because im sick? welll being sick has made me able to d #do little else other than think and boy ive been having ideas akhsgdkagd #yes i re-read my own fics. why? i forget everything ive written as soon as ive finished so its like getting to read a fresh fic that i know #doesnt have any triggrs or things id find uncomfortable with it #case in point of how much i forget: i found a fic id written for myself (you can just do that you know. make stuff for yourself and not pos #it) and id not only forgotten the contents of it BUT FORGOTTEN THAT ID WRITTEN IT AT ALL #i saw krolock self insert in ym writing folder like huh no i never wrote one of those. and even after reading it im like... i still have no #memory of doing this but clearly i did alright then #thanares #nsft concept #nsft writing #thanatos x ares #the vampire writes #mlm nsft

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ecrireverie · 2 months ago

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okay lol mini rant in the tags sorry i just HAD to get this off my chest 😭 sorry if this is very incoherent and poorly worded or structured or whatever i'm just. pretty out of it and i cannot really think to write this properly. well, that or i am probably just illiterate actually. Yeah that's it lol

#why are friendships so complicated #in my last year of senior high school at an all girls school #i transferred last year #and it's just cliques left and right #they all hate each other #i'm the type of person who can vibe with all of them even if their personalities are very very different #i am kind of friends with everyone in the sense that i can find common ground and have interact comfortably and enjoyably #my friend group from grade 11 (theyve been friends w each other for so long and i was the newcomer) dissolved this year bc things went down #i dont know the full extent of what happened #but those five friends split and three have merged with another group #the group that isolate my other two friends and seem to not like them #at least the “leader” of the group anyway. Not so sure about the rest #and now i am stuck in the middle lol. I have other friends from other groups but they have their own groups #the three girls already have each other and the new group (it's kind of a mix of me excluding myself on purpose and them not including me #in things presumably bc i am still “close” with my other two friends they don't like #it is a weird dynamic because me and the other group the three other girls merged with can vibe with each other #we can laugh with each other and enjoy each others company when theyre not talking shit (they rarely do it in front of ppl so i havent rlly #seen the full extent of it)#and also my two other friends are obviously closer to each other than with me since theyve been friends for way longer #i remember i had a conversation with one of my friends from the three girls that split away #it was something like i have to tell the class this and that etc since im the president #and i am not a very assertive person i am also very scared of being disliked. I told her i didn't want the class to hate me and she said #“everybody likes you you are friends with everyone”#it really doesn't feel that way. why do i feel like secretly they are talking shit #again i dont even know why we split up #but now i am just. Stuck in the middle #the thing is ive never even heard my other three friends talk shit and do nasty stuff with the new group/the main clique of the class #i havent seen the bad side to anything that i hear whispers about because ive never seen it #i havent been subjected to it either #i feel like i am wrong about a lot of things but i am just. blind or too deep into my people pleasing tendencies to not realize shit

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sydmarch · 3 months ago

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it was so stupidly difficult to find any nutritionist who has experience with arfid & takes insurance so after having to go through all these referrals my therapist sent me & jumping through hoops I lowkey hate the lady lmao feels like such a waste of time & energy

#its only our third time meeting but its so beyond fucking frustrating to feel like we spent the whole hour going in circles & lowkey arguing #& like she never actually listened to any of the things ive told her. like the ENTIRW REASON i told her i was seeking extra help after #dealing w arfid type noncense all my life was 'achieving goal x is always kind of tough but im trying to do it while also achieving goal y &#im struggling with finding a way to balance the two things' like thats IT & then as shes suggesting things to try im like idk of those are #worth the effort bcus they conflict w goal y & shes like. have you considered not worrying about that so you can focus on x?#like NO bcus thats what i was previoislt doing & it doesnt fucking work for me! & she was just not understanding what i meant by adding #variety or having 'better options' shes all like. ok but even if this new thing conflicts with goal y it can just be another option for you #like thats not the POINT i already have enough options i can switch between that conflict with that like the whole point is i need to fill #the gaps w things that are nutritionally different. like if im ok with something thatll use up a significant portion of ny daily values of #shit then i already have multiple options that i actively like well enough i dont wanna waste my time adding more that are things i think #are just ok but take more work. literally whats the point of that #& im like i think rather than me just thinking of random shit i think i could try itd be helpful if I could like get some guidance on like #what are some things that fall into somewhere into this category or this adjacent category while also not being this other thing & then i #cab like determine from there what i already like & can try & add more of & things from that list that sound like sth i can try #& shes like well idk theres a lot of foods out there. YEAH ABD ISNT IT YOUR FUCKING JOB TO KNOW ABOUT FOOD? like i gave fairly specific #parameters this isnt like a 'list every food on earth' type of question what am i even paying you for if you cant come up with a list #like that. & she jept getting hung up on like well lots of things that are the most calorically dense are gonna be like that like ok it #doesnt have to be the MOST dense maybe think about it like 'the densest things in this other category' which sounded straightforward to me #but she was just like continuing to argue & also like getting hung up on reminding me that everything is dependent on portions like #I FUCKING KNOW?? like if a serving of something is like 10% of my dv id rather find something where a serving is 5% etc. idk how thats like #a hard concept like whats the point of adding something to be like oh sure ill have a third of a serving & get 50 extra calories out of it #be so fr rn im so beyond frustrated still even tho its been hours since i talked to her this is more stressful & annoying than the stress of #just trying to figure shit out on my own i fucking hate having to try & re explain nyaelf ivee & over & have someone just talk over me &#fail to understand what im getting at. im one more shitty session away from quitting & just resigining myself to 70% liquid diet #anyways #texticles

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applescabs · 6 months ago

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happy birthday to me i celebrated by looking at my favourite sequence of images in the world and crying over it at half past midnight.

#im. 24 now.#appleyaps #gonna be honest with you guys idk where the fuck my life is heading atm.#but if this manga taught me anything its that i have to keep making choices in order to achieve my own happiness.#ive been making strides... im now exclusively using the men's toilets wherever i go.#and im working on getting a professional diagnosis so i can go on hrt... but the waiting lists are so long.#i took the transfer but now it turns out i still have to wait longer... even though i was promised help quickly.#i dont know how much longer i can take this though. being uncomfortable with myself. im sick of it. i just wanna live.#theres so many things id like to do. but my body and my voice are holding me back from it.#my mom and her boyfriend know now. but my mom doesnt understand and has never referred to me as a woman as much as she does now.#at least everyone at school uses he/him for me now. i was finally assertive about it in my new class #and everyone there calls me teddie. though i'd like people to use tom for me as well. my friends do.#i just need to be even more assertive from now on. im working on it. im doing my best. i wanna live.#at least i have lots to look forward too. thats whats keeping me going honestly. and my friends.#the hope that one day i get to look in the mirror and finally see myself. i want to believe that it can happen. i need it to happen.

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lycanr0t · 7 months ago

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the other day V read me a post that was talking about perfectionism and half assing something while being a perfectionist is like whole assing something by most ppls standards and ive been thinking about it non stop

today i said to V that people seem to always think that perfectionists actually can achieve perfection, that theres a payoff to it. that its worth it. Perfectionists in fiction are hard workers and they DO make things perfect but i said the reality is that most perfectionists don't and can't actually get anywhere close to that. they hold themselves to a standard that's quite literally impossible to achieve and the mental weight of that leads to fucking up and over complicating things or simply never trying at all. because if people are going to be disappointed anyways you might as well save yourself from the time/effort/etc being wasted, right?

I guess like what I'm saying is perfectionism can appear like an unwillingness to try at all and it can appear like you're just not putting ""enough effort"" in and its not something that does actually have a payoff because perfect is not only subjective but also impossible. so cut yourself some slack and half ass shit life is way to short to spend fretting over every single detail

#rot posts #posting this for myself specifically #starting stigmata has forced me to face that the reason ive never finished a story or even actually started one before #is because of my rampant perfectism. its not making anything better its just holding me back so i do nothing #but im getting tired of doing nothing. so ive been trying to break down my own mental blocks and work past that shit #so im bonking myself repeatedly reminding myself that for example #my very first fanfic ever doesnt have to be like novel quality shit i can like. write for fun lmfao #its ok if there is a Flaw. just do it. do it and feel how happy it makes me to actually complete something #*well technicaly its not my first EVER but it is my first in abt 10 years and my first multi chapter #plus im collabing with my husband on it and its HIS first ever for real so like. its fine!!!!! it will have flaws its fine!!!!

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imthatwannabeauthor · 7 months ago

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#there is this inherent horrible horrible guilt to me when it comes to money #I can not buy something for me. I Have to convince myself it is for something productive #or it will be used by my family or used with my friends #it cant just be for me for nothing or its all for naught #and i dont know how to explain this to people #i really really dont #because then sometimes people will offer to get something for me but thats almost worse #because then it shifts from the guilt of wasting money on yourself for nothing. a solid 65/100 on the guilt scale #to wasting *someone elses* money on myself for nothing which is an easy 80 or so on the guilt scale and is only worse if it costs more #like see.#its easy when its like christmas because so long as you are about equivelent in money or I am doing more than the other it is good and righ #but as soon as the scale tips there is something horrible in my chest like ive done some great wrong to be righted #you know?#I dont know its just #i feel so strange trynig to ever expalin it all so i just . dont #I just try to circumnavigate it #like like #if i can just pay them back overtime it works out perfect #a lot of times i get really really narvous about this to a weird degree and i genuinely dont know how to get out of it #because when its like way over into the red with someone the last time i got so stressed I started sweating like I was running #and i was breathing weird and feeling lightheaded so i layed down on the ground and just stayed there for a while #sorry to Justice and Charles who will never see this post or explaination and only knew that I got really weird at my own birthday circa 19 #idk #its just one of those inherent traits to me forever and ever

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sonknuxadow · 11 months ago

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other people who grew up watching lpstube do you ever have specific playsets or accessories burned into your memory forever associated with the video you saw it in. and you could recognize it and remember where you saw it instantly. sometimes even if it wasnt actually made for lps . sorry just a glimpse into my beautiful mind

#anyway i went to an antique mall today and one of the things i saw was .#okay does anybody remember the series grave matters by lpslover . i havent watched it in forever #but i remember loving it as a kid and still remember some of the characters and stuff that happens in it. anyway.#i saw the house where the main characters sisters evil ex husband who kills all his wives lives #it wasnt an actual lps house it was some random fisher price house that ive never owned in my life #but i almost shit myself because i recognized it immediately like Hey thats the house with the dead people in the fridge Lmao #(< probably a wild thing to hear otu of context about a youtube series made using little plastic animal toys. sorry)#also this post wasnt about lps popular but also honorable mention to lps popular #because theres a lot of stuff used in that series that has similarly stuck in my mind #like specific outfit pieces the characters wear or the furniture/playsets used in certain scenes

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