#ive lost the battle
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Yup, im fine. I'm totally fine.
Fuck..I can't do this. I'm not strong enough..
I..I failed my math exam. I got..a..13..
I thought I ate up that math exam but in reality I'm the one who got eaten. That math exam ate my sanity, mental health, physical health, endurance, dignity, hope, braincell and left no crumbs.
#yourfavepookiebear#math#exam#mathematics#math exam#fuck im not strong enough#crying screaming throwing up#crying screaming sliding down the wall#banging my head on my desk#srsly#ive lost the battle#Retreat soldiers#we have lost the battle#we shall come back another day to get pur revenge but for now just retreat
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Congrats on being a brown haired white guy with glasses that looks like Griffin McElroy. I'll get the banana for the initiation.
Idk how to feel about this
#and like how do I say that I don’t really look like him without sounding defensive lol#ive lost the battle#the crimes of a glasses wearer
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figured i would just post what all i have so far for the industrial jacket for industrial people
i plan on making more pins and such and putting patches on the backside because its so barren right now </3 but overall i think i like what i have going on. first time painting on leather too!
#ive lost a lot of motivation creatively speaking so ill probably just add onto this super slowly#industrial music#battle jacket#patch jacket#diy#diy or die#alt fashion#einstürzende neubauten#<- since shes the centerpiece ❤
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I think a lot about this painting that was, presumably, given to Fernando at the 2012 Japanese Grand Prix, which there is just zero explanation for it, other than these pics:
Where is it now????? It better be hanging up in a place of honor in one of his houses istg!
But what makes this better is that after he crashed out from that race, he tweeted a samurai quote 😭 I like to imagine him just nonsensically mumbling samurai quotes while staring at this painting in despair
#i meant to post this back when i made his chair lore posts#bcs someone actually pointed in out in the tags#but i forgot so ive just been hoarding it until now 😭😭#literally lost my mind when i first saw it like oh my god!!! nando samurai art?????#wish we could've seen his reaction </3#like is this not literally his dream????#anyways he def has a painting like this in boy king au#but seriously where is it now 😭😭 I NEED TO KNOW#its just so perfect#oh yeah also that quote is from a 17th century japanese book#so it makes me question. did he just look up 'samurai quotes abt battle tactics'#or does he genuinely read samurai texts. id really like to believe its the latter#f1#formula 1#fernando alonso#2012 japanese gp
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#metal gear#metal gear solid#mgs#liquid snake#friend sent me this reel yesterday n i was like “that's liquid” (he's a gymbro to me). then she mentioned the sunglasses (i didn't realize)#and i was like. hold on. i can see him dressing up as kaz and doing this shit at his funeral...#and then hours later i saw someone here drawing a discord convo about kaz's last words to ocelot#so i kinda felt a sense of urge to do this bc they were winning us w the kaz death jokes n ive already lost battles to other memes#like the two guys holding each others head n touching their lit cigarettes. couldve done that months ago but im a procrastinator#ive already seen like 3 different versions i feel defeated
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compiled whatever this is (and I run out of tag space)
meh HoT gifs (3/?)
#alek gifs#ninjago#ninjago krux#ninjago acronix#hands of time#time twins#alternate title to this series is : stuff i noticed after watching this season 10 whole times#okay actually thats a lie. i realized this the 3rd time around#i think of acronix and how he barely makes any decisions for himself and i go crazy#ppl equate that with him feeling forced to do stuff.. uh hes always been a follower guys!!#cue him calling wu “master wu” even after the twins betrayal. him liking machia bc shes “mean” and bossy#he has no issue with following orders lol. prepare for a long acronix rant one day#contexts -> gif 1 barely counts i just wanted to include him looking at krux. he does this a lot during that fight#gif 2 is before they kill blunck and raggmunk (idk how to spell their names still ... sorry)#gif 3 is before they were going to kill wu in the golden hour legacy short. which is canon !!#gif 4 is before they sent themselves into the temporal vortex#that one post that was like “are we still doing revenge? yeah? cool” bc thats basically acronix#there is something fundamentally wrong with these two's brains but idk how to describe it#krux who literally lost his mind after losing his brother to the point he adopted an entire identity#“he just needed to go undercover!!” counter point as soon as acronix came back he was unable to pretend to be saunders. he acted super weird#like when kai was in the museum he couldnt pretend to be this person he wasnt. acronix was back !!! so was he. krux was 100% going to kill#the smith sibs if maya and ray didnt comply. also.. canonly they knew him when they worked as teachers back in s3. he watched them grow up#and pretended all was well meanwhile their parents were being forced to work and slave away to build the iron doom. he is not normal#then you have acronix who thrives off of violence and is described as throwing himself into battle like a blunt object. has no regard#for himself as a person and just takes (almost) everything his brother says as gospel. s7 couldve done smthn really cool with how#the only thing the twins ever really disagreed on was technology. also ive went on a semirant about how krux's hatred for tech was misplaced#hatred for losing acronix. wanted to travel to the pre modern era? okay well whyd he pick 40 years ago specifically. also NOTE that they#went back after their past selves had lost. they wouldve faired better if they went and helped their past selves. also the reversal blade#had already fallen so when the twins went back in time there was two kruxes. he literally went back to when he had been all alone for the#for the first time. he went back to when his life was ruined and his brother was gone!! but he had nix with him this time . ughdhf
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For this lesbian visibility week can i PLEASE dissect my minecraft wife for science ive been trying for two weeks now ajd I would really really like to
#beastlife#<- guy who swore when he joined that he would never annoyingly post about a fan life series he’s in. Ive lost the battle . It gets a tag#Sorry. I get it now. I really do get it now#does anyone want to see my ar— gets shot dies bleeds out on the concrete#bree barks so fucking loud
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I am super happy about Hans Zimmer working on Dragon Age, but I think I'm now in a grieving period. Trevor Morris made so many master pieces for Inquisition, and I am a little heart broken to lose his influence. It is so strange to have the guy who made the music that plays on a loop in my brain replaced by the guy who made the other music that plays on a loop in my brain. Like this is such a euphoric and heartbreaking moment. Which sums up a lot of things with Dragon Age tbh.
#dragon age#datv#datv spoilers#idk just in case#listen lost elf did define me for a period of time#but then again#ive always wanted a “i dont think now is the best time” styled song for a solavellan battle scene so.....#one step closer to seeing that dream come true#trick weeks plz ik you can do this
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I literally have one single personality trait and it’s this
#outer banks#obx#jiara#JIARA BATTLE COUPLE????????#IQHENFLSUWBRKCUHSKRIFGSND#THEY LOOK SO WOSHBDKDUABELDUSHDKDU#IM SO WIHEBFKSUWBELDUSGNSOFHWBFODU#TRAILER TOMORROW TRAILER TOMORROW#IM GONNA LOSE ALL MY SHIT#IVE ALREADY LOST IT
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hi fam *giggles* so ive been in a major burn out since a month- two months ago? and *hehe* im losing my mind bc it's not going away i feel like suguru during his tweaking moments yk
but rn im grabbing the mic to announce that after reading so so So So SO SOOOO many opinions on the jjk ending, i have decided to stick with one for my mental health :D spoilers under the cut
i read a tweet where they said that all the people who've died, who were not mourned weren't forgotten or that their deaths weren't taken lightly at all, but instead are alive and living inside the memories of the people who did survive.
and i think that's absolutely beautiful dare i say even more beautiful than someone returning from their own death actually. the reason why gojo's death wasn't acknowledged was because of this too, he won. he got his goal— nourishing a new generation who grew up to be even stronger than him, even if it costed his life. i honestly think he's happy and that everybody who departed too, deserves to rest.
the sukuna redemption was a little unexpected but it gave so much depth to his character and the last panel showcasing his fingers was very poetic to me. there were sunrays shining through the small door being opened, the finger being unsealed and the writing on the box saying "against malevolence and vengeful curses/spirits" – the very thing sukuna was. literary masterpiece ugh shakespeare who.
it took me a while to come to terms with the ending honestly because i had such an awful attachment to jjk esp gojo i was a little bit disappointed he wasn't acknowledged more (can u blame me tho) but i really do think gege did very exceptional in ending jjk. of course there are a lot of things i still selfishly wanted, the most being closure with megumi and his family background from gojo himself and not just a letter. then again, it's so on brand of gojo lol.
that's basically my rant i have no idea what to do now that the thing ive been hyperfixating on is ending. maybe i can wait for the anime but that'll take years absjdkdk im having a crisis rn bye
#i miss when i watch s1 for the first time#like.#life was so much better back then i think#lmaooooo#also myamura no1 leaker is back to posting news#and im like.#D:#because im so nostalgic#oh myamura how i missed u#oh gojo satoru how i miss you and will continue to miss you#oh all my men and women ive lost in the battle#in the war#all the memories ive made#BYE#i miss my silly little 2d characters im drowning in misery#someone anyone#𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐞��𝐬
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“Is what I just wrote garbage” and other fun late night musings that can’t be trusted
#I mean probably yeah#ive lost all hearing in one ear and in its place I’ve been gifted the ringing aching pressure of a sinus cavity at its wits end#no way anything I’m writing right now is going to be good enough when I can string a coherent thought together but hey!#least I got the idea down. that is half the battle#writing progress
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it really is going to be like this forever isn’t it. i’m just going to be exhausted for the rest of my life
#im so tired#and im always tired#its almost lost meaning now#people ask how i am and i tell them im tired and it sounds so little#oh your main thing is that youre tired well thats not too bad#at least its not pain#at least people understand pain#they dont understand fatigue#dont understand that its a battle every time i have to make myself get out of bed#that im so exhausted it hurts#that my limbs are weak and my ribs ache and there is no end because i fall asleep just to wake up again#and i wake up tired#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#spoonie#pots#cfs#postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome#chronic illness#chronic fаtiguе ѕуndrоmе
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DOG VEST DOG VEST DOG VEST DOG VEST DOG
[I.D. A photo of a denim vest taken so you can see the entirety of the outside. It is slowly being taken over entirely by dog-related patches. The biggest one is one that takes up the entirety of the back and features a dog walking, staring at the viewer, surrounded by red and underneath a crescent moon. Other patches include "Bite the hand that feeds" , a transsexual pawprint, "Patron saint of one way journeys" , and a pocket labeled "Treats" with a dog bone on it. End I.D.]
#laika one and sit stay beg need to still be sewn on :3#these ones (barring the den leader one) are all ones i made!!! very proud of them#will eventually get some ive been eyeing on etsy and such as well#its been a lot of fun wearing this with my dog collar especially#battle vest#punk vest#it speaks#my art#also eventually im gonna sew dog tags onto this and . there's a very good chance one of em will say FAG#definitely will have ''if lost return to the cowboycule'' on the back.
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its crazy how in korea orv and rotmhs are the most popular webnovels YET orv is the only one with a pretty large eng fandom…. everyday i pray for the eng community to get into the PEAK webnovel/webtoon 😕💔
I KNOW..I KNOW.. ITS MY WORST NIGHTMARE COME TRUE.. trying everything in my power to get people into it but god the interest wanes when i reveal the number of chapters.. WHY DOESNT ANYONE READ ANYMORE im waiting for the day some big orv or mdzs fan “discovers” rotmhs and makes one of those promotion tweets about it and it gets huge overnight……… until then its just you and me buddy.. (smiles w broken teeth
#ive got a pretty decent amnt of followers on my public twt i might start trying to brainwash people there#but no one who follows me there gaf about cnovels/knovels so i mightve lost this battle before it even started
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i am going to transfer my revisions on this mock up to paper (and i am NOT going to cry)
#sorry for being whiny#i just need to. say it out loud i think#nyxtalks#nothing about the sewin is making me want to cry specifically i just. am struggling and i think my brains convinced im failing#or something#idk im in my head about it#drafted this post 6 minutes ago bc i thought it was too venty. in that span of time i think ive lost the battle on this one#soz about this lads. its usual nyx annoying hours. i think i may log off now youll be pleased to hear#ill b back when everything feels a fraction less overwhelming#queue will keep ticking as ever
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im enjoying metaphor refantazio so far i think my only complaints r that its so sad the 3d models r so bland when the games aes is so gorgeous and the world so fun.. and that i hope the characters become a little more three dimensional over time theyre all like intriguing but seem to only go fairly shallow… well actually i have a third which is that the ost is a lot more repetitive and uninspiring than id expected it feels a little bit like im back in fire emblem. its not a bad one it just. hasnt impressed me yet?
#im glad i got the dlc bc i get to change up the battle music sometimes when i want#but like strohl as the young lord who is somewhat sheltered due to his privilege but has a heart of gold and wishes to protect his ppl#hulkenberg as the devoted knight. shes overlapping quite heavily with heismay not that weve recruited him#as knights who lost their purpose failed their charges or whatever hes lucky hes got the dead kid motivation to set him apart#all the characters r enjoyable enough i just hope some of them come to have depths which surprise me or compel me more. tbh.#sometimes ive been getting the feeling that if nothing else id love to see more in its setting lol
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