#ive got more drawings i should make for this fandom but it is a Struggle.
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stuffed-x-arts Ā· 1 year ago
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I think they like to play card games sometimes. Often they drag in others to supsrvise for cheating. (it won't stop them from cheating but it means they've gotta work harder to be sneaky about it and that just adds to the fun!) Cheated has a score-count for everybody. for every different game they play. him vs opportunist. him vs cold. the whole group playing. contrarian is often banned for bringing other card games to the table. he also never gets to supervise despite often asking to. Hero volunteers to supervise a lot but often doesn't catch the cheating so he's denied the role. Cheated, skeptic, opportunist and cold are the best. Broken is also surprisingly good sometimes. Even when he has the best hand he worries he'll screw it up somehow, and his downer attitude tends to convince the others he's gonna lose too. erm thats all i think
i just know these two have the potential to end up breaking into a fight over their silly card games. After cold left and the two eventually got tired of their games and went their separate ways opportunist stuck his leg out so cheated could trip over. they push each other down the stairs, maybe.
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ryemackerel Ā· 1 year ago
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HALLO i was wondering how you get out of art block?? your art is very expressive and i absolutely adore all your colour choices and designs. ive been having trouble with art block for a very long time now so iā€™m just trying to ask other artists how they get outta it <3 i hope u have a niceday yesyes
OUGHH HELLO!!! holy crap, art block is the WORST. everytime i encounter it, its always hard to beat it D: theres days where i feel like i WANT to draw something so badly but my brain just. cant function
i dont have a definitive solution for art block, but whenever i do, i have a few ways to cope with it. sometimes they work, sometimes they dont? but whenever the time comes and im just sitting at a brick wall, i got some survival tips
1. come up with random silly ideas,, it could be anything: random words, phrases, scenarios. they can be as nonsensical as you want them to be. during art blocks, my mind is completely dry with ideas, so i always try to compile a list of ideas from the past so i can come back to them later on. i try to come up with random duos or something as simple as ā€œmcdonalds dateā€. i might not work on these now, but maybe some random lil word can spark that creativity in me
heres my art ideas listā€¦ i have some ideas that are like 8 months old in there BGAHSGA, but i save em there till i feel like working on them
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2. STRUGGLE DOODLES!! i like to make a bunch of doodles of random scenes that i think about in my head. doodle practically anything. your favorite person, favorite animal, something you see outside your window, frogs?
heres a few of mine. most of the time, i NEVER get to finishing them. however, during art blocks sometimes i like to go back to really old, incomplete guidelines and add some new, random addition to it. sometimes i forget what my sketches were exactly meant to be? and i guess thats the fun about interpreting stuff and giving things a new spin to them. during art blocks, i HATE trying to come up with new drawings from a blank canvas (since i dont even have any ideas to begin with). but working on old wips, or completely revising them? sometimes these can be super fun :]
[and bonus tip!! and this is like, a golden tip that everyone loves: going back to super old drawings and redrawing them!! its my favorite. i absolutely love seeing the improvement ive made over the years. its also pretty easy to work with since you dont have to stress about coming up with completely new ideas from a blank slate! GAHH i should do that more often.]
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3. search up your favorite fanart, go on pinterest, anything. i love this one.
search up some really cool photos of outfits, aesthetic backgrounds?? i find myself searching up a lot of fanart of fandoms im in, any word with ā€œaestheticā€ at the end, casino aesthetic, anything! pinterest has always been my go-to platform to find ideas. i go on the app and not even a second in, im blown with all of this cool art n character designs. i have a problem saving almost everything i find into my boards, but at least i saved a chock-full of ideas i can work with. :)
a thing about me: ive never been the type to try and force my art block out. whenever im facing a block, its extremely difficult for me to come up with things on my own. sometimes i let it wait for a while, but that tends to take a REALLY long time. D: if i dont feel like drawing, or doodling, or really doing anything? i always like scrolling through really pretty photos. that tends to spark a small idea in me i can work with, and sometimes i manage to get out of art block from there. it starts out small, then over time it gets even better.
these photos especially gave me WAY more motivation than i ever had to draw wilbur during an art block moment. i started off making small random doodles of him in a neon city and over time it kinda turned into a fixation for neon cities. i LOVE imagining characters in random photos i find on pinterest.
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wishing you the bestest in your art journey!! this crapā€™s tough but i know you can break it yo. thank you so much for the ask!
feel free to reblog and add your own ideas below :] i was only able to come up with a few, but if youd like to add on, go right ahead! /noforce
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alicenpai Ā· 2 years ago
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anime north 2023 con report
finally posting this - thank you to everyone for a wonderful anime north!! \o/ this con prep season was the longest ive ever prepped for a con, and i think it was the busiest con for me ever. it makes me so happy to see people taking my art home!! šŸ˜­
so thank you for coming by anime north and chatting and supporting me! and thank you esp to the people who came by gifting their own merch?!??? - either fanart or ocs?! and im honored to see your beautiful ocs?!?? what the hell you guys are the GOAT thank you all šŸ„¹šŸ„¹
it was so busy that i wish i had time to walk around & talk to other artists! i really wanted to get dango and onigiri at the delta too.. didnt really get time to eat so im sorry if you saw me shove 10 timbits in my mouth at the end of the con. yes i really did that .
throughout the con i kept saying "he just like me.. HE JUST LIKE ME FR!!!!!!!" every 5 seconds like an NPC. im sorry if you had to hear that more than once.
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i wasn't able to post my con catalogue for AN on tumblr and instagram... i was so busy.. dying... maybe if i do other cons this summer ill post something similar. i had a lot of new stuff this year so formatting it was rough haha. here it is! more thoughts under the cut (bc this report really is more for me, but maybe someone can find something useful)
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this is more for me honestly, so it will be really long. but i'm sharing it in case it may be helpful for others. i find that i'm always looking back at my old con reports, so typing out all of my thoughts are really useful to me. overall a great con, fellow artists and customers alike really inspire me to do better in my art.
comparisons to last year: (since i didn't end up making a con report last year!!!!!)
location: the artist alley layout was huge, and im really happy there are a lot more newcomers to the con scene. i know how much my first con experience meant to me, so i want others to join in on the fun! i don't know how the artist alley staff managed to fit so many artists in the building now! we got placed in a corner where there was a lot of breathing room, and a lot of traffic. i got lost a few times (didn't actually have time to walk around, but you know, it was to get in and out of the con centre and to the washroom/water station) because the amount of tables was overwhelming however, and the layout was super confusing. however i didn't feel as if there were any significant bottlenecks in traffic when i was taking some walk breaks.
commissions: last year it was still busy, but i still had some time to draw a handful of commissions. this year was a non stop barrage of customers! i think i may retire on the spot commissions at cons, just because ive always found it too stressful to draw right at the con, even if the traffic is slow. (and im lazy)
fandoms: last year i felt that it was... never so difficult to sell niche and old fandoms...? most people bought primarily 3 things from me at AN 2022, and not much else was touched. it was a struggle, and i even wondered if my art plateaued, if it wasn't good, if i should stop doing conventions altogether, at least for a little while. this year was so surprising with how much love there was for old and niche fandoms. two people from quebec came by and noticed the old fandoms and mentioned that if i was able to come to otakuthon, i should, people in mtl love nostalgia.. i'm gonna be honest otakuthon was pretty bad expenses-wise for me, but i heard it picked up since cons came back in 2022. it is a really beautiful city so mayhaps.. i will come for miss montreal.................
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and a separate section on the new merch i made:
the new sticker sheets i printed (one piece, baccano, breaking bad/better call saul) did so well! nts to add luffys scar bc apparently i forgot... ive seen this dumbass's face for hundreds of eps and yet i still forgot .
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these are a far cry to the sticker sheets i designed in previous years. many sticker places restrict you on how many stickers you can place on a sheet due to spacing requirements... the more stickers you have + the closer they are, the higher the margin of error, which i understand is why many professional sticker printers have these restrictions in place.
the artists i worked with for my AN stickers are so genuinely nice and accommodating with my requests. I just went wild haha. the sheets with the most stickers are brba/bcs at 27 stickers and one piece at 32 stickers.
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2021 (top) vs 2023 (bottom), the chara stickers on the new sheet are larger & 2x as many item stickers! the new design makes greater use of the space. my octopath 1 stickers are meant for planners but you could use it for anything!
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in 2017 i could only realistically fit 6 ish stickers on a sheet (for vinyl, not cricut home printing) due to printing restrictions. these costed about $3.30 CAD per sheet from s/ticker/mule (not worth it for the price point AT ALL... but i wanted to try sheets for the first time)... and yes it's a tiny 4x7 as well. it was a hard sell for $7 in 2017. but im glad artists have been pricing them a bit higher + sheets have become much more customizable.
now on to charms:
i am so obsessed with this borderless charm look on the new charms... they look like candy... thank you guys for loving my new charms!! i tried out a new technique with designing charms. and im so happy with how they turned out. the charm manu was super accommodating and they are so much better than vograce who fucked up my order so bad in 2022 šŸ¤”šŸ‘
the soul eater charms from last year were kind of a precursor to this. last year i tried something a bit different than my usual with the transparent bgs, which require full bleed in the file setup, and that was already pretty new for me. i find that charm sales are usually pretty mid for me, so during the pandemic i took a soft break from making them, and i wanted to do research based on others' designs and really tried to improve my design sense. to me i want to design charms that aren't just a flat piece of artwork that gets printed, but something that utilizes the capabilities of the acrylic material it gets printed on šŸ¤”
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fandoms/merch types i want to try next time i table:
more soul eater? it's one of my favourite animes and im very happy for the soul eater love this year. my partner kept selling out of her soul eater prints even though it was her first time tabling!
fma! ive been rereading AND rewatching it lately. it's one of my top 5 anime of all time so me drawing anything for it is a struggle, the bar is set so high. i never end up having the time or ideas to draw anything for it (and the aesthetics are very different from my usual taste)
shadows house has been one of my favorites recently!
dungeon meshi, the print i made was back in 2018 and i think it's time to retire it! it sold out at AN, thank you! with the way the story has developed in the last 5 years, i really want to draw something new for it if i can.
blue period needs more love!
golden kamuy.....
and many more.....
i also want to try mini prints maybe...
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administrative stuff:
next time before the con, i definitely need an organized chart i print out before the con so im not.. literally writing down each transaction... šŸ§ā€ā™€ļø
clamps...?
possibly new display? grids even with plastic panels are heavy... and they can be a pain to put up. this AN we had our neighbors and good friends @nappotuna & @stripeyworm helping us put the grids up, they did an absolute speedy banger job! but it might have taken way longer without 4 hands on the grid work.
if we had used tape to hold our prints up as well who knows how long it would have taken. we used magnets, apparently a lot of people were using them at TCAF. they were so easy to put up and adjustable. *jesse pinkman voice* MAGNETS, BITCH!!!!!!!
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merch i may shelve/do less of:
i really appreciate when artists talk about these kind of things behind the scenes... when products do well, when others dont, products w surprising responses, the factors that we think affect sales... the hard truth is that not everything sells, just bc the art is good =/= good sales, etc etc.
lately ive found it so fun to design sticker sheets over individual die cut stickers!! i understand now why some people only specialize in stickers!! it's also such a pain to stock individual characters and have greatly varying levels, bc of customer interest, and bc of how printing stickers works, you often get extras of random characters due to overflow šŸ˜­.. like at some point I had 7 jeannes and like only 1 of the other vnc charas bc the printer had so many extras and she's arguably less popular HDHFJSJHDJS anyways, i think i'll probably do less die cut individual stickers for my next con...
anything old that i only have 1 or a few copies left (meaning i won't reprint) i may not have for display anymore bc of space concerns... before my next con ill just post them on social media to have people claim them!
i may want to do less 3" charms in the future...? theyre a hard sell online prob bc i cant really do deals (i could but id have to be checking the stock every few hours which is not ideal), but they do a lot better in person due to deals.
it's been fun to try specialty products (I've tried scrunchies, stamps, pouches, microfiber cloths, coasters, enamel pins), but i... find they dont sell well for me... maybe my art doesnt have that wide mainstream nostalgic merch type appeal idk... maybe im just not good at designing or advertising them wahahaha. (specialty charms are still charms and i wouldn't necessary consider them a part of this)
my jojo buttons were really popular at anime north 2019 and fan expo 2019, but when the part 5 anime concluded, i noticed that interest for the interest completely moved on šŸ˜­ (or it's possible that everyone who was interested bought the buttons already?). part 6 anime didn't rejuvenate the same level of interest. it was a struggle to sell even more than a handful of these at each AN 2022 and 2023. right now they're taking up a lot of space in my con luggage that i'd prefer for newer, better art. i still love the art i did, but unfortunately, i think ill give them a go if i get into otakuthon (and maybe fanexpo too), then it'll be time to retire the jojo buttons. sometimes fandoms come and go so fast, and it's difficult to keep old merch around when they don't have any more interest and when they're occupying a lot of space.
my banana fish lollipop charms do not sell well, and i only sold 5 of them in a 3 year period, across cons and my shop. i created a bargain bin at AN, and it really helped me get rid of old things! unfortunately even in the bargain bin i could not sell a single one of the banana fish charms. maybe it's the art that's not appealing, the characters aren't recognizable, the price point for a lollipop charm was too high, i wasn't hitting the right audience, the market was slow around the time, even when it was included in my promo post... etc. these lollipops were my first time making specialty charms. unfortunately i think that's the last time making lollipop charms, and about time to recycle these charms, so that i have space for fresher and better art!
other thoughts moving on:
maybe go back to simplifying my art a lot more... if i keep making drawings like my great ace attorney tarot + zine, witch hat atelier print, and pandora hearts print, then id not only take 1 month per illustration, id also be destroying my arm šŸ˜­ i stopped stylizing my art in 2021 bc i found that my art was getting sloppy in 2020 + i was really struggling in life drawing in school. i needed to buckle down and be more conscientious when drawing poses, learning anatomy and structure... and bc getting back into anime in 2021 really helped me cope with the isolation of the lockdown, so that had a huge influence on my style. but bc of that i think it just took longer and longer to make illustrations and that's something i no longer really wish for.
i really like the period of my art in 2017 with a lot of my persona 4/5 art bc it still has structure even though it's simplified... and the style in my zelda icon... mayhaps experiment a bit more this summer if i can...
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spicyraeman Ā· 1 year ago
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Well interacting with you makes my week too! **aggressive friendly fist bump**
I hope your holidays are going well šŸ˜
Wolfheart is ending me. Can I pet that dawg? CAN I PET THAT DAWG? (https://vt.tiktok.com/ZGeN9U7kG/)
I love seeing the hairy SH art! PCOS / trans / wolf girlie, I stan all versions I see. We're not cowards here! The new band drawings are fire, still making my heartrate go jglcbxlw. And seeing the growth? Honestly it's magic to me, I think it's perfect then it becomes even more perfect and I'm just how?? How possible?
Veteran'zel, Baby'zel, Beam'zel, Horny'zel, Rat'zel, all I do is love'zel! The cheetah/dog doodle + wet rat'zel made me hiccup from laughter, we were blessed.
Buddy, Karlach's got her tail docked like the gith children, that's why! See, problem fixed **insert Flex Tape meme**
Also for Lae'zel's accent : yes, she would have such a harsh accent! As a foreign speaker, the pronunciation isn't always intuitive and is sometimes paradoxal. She probably never used some sounds, and it's hard to guess a lot of them. It's so inconsistent. I lack air in the middle of my sentences because of the tonal accentuations differences. Languages are crazy man. Lae'zel would have a stroke, struggling to say "library" with Gale correcting her.
I've been upgraded to bestie? Careful, I feel like the most specialest goblin in town now šŸ˜Ž
I also wanted to share with you my recent victory : I passed my exams with unexpectedly high grades! It's been 10 years since I succeeded in anything school related, I feel strangely proud and hopeful. I attribute this partly to the intense hyperfixation for BG3. I can come back to this fandom and get comfort when I feel burned out and in need of motivation. Thank you for being part of it and sharing your blorbos with us. Good soup for our cold starving souls. So yeah, you and your art matter even if you find it bleh sometimes and you doubt yourself.
I wanted to be brief but I'm incapable of shortening shit even if my life depended on it. Violently dumping my brain in your ask like I'm late on garbage collecting day. Sorry not sorry for the awkward emotional stuff. Take care of yourself, bestie āœŒļø
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Sry for answering these ā€œbackwardsā€, I just needed to get the conlang stuff out first before all my good braincells shut down lol
hope the holidays are going well on your end as well :]
To pet a werewolf truly is the dream isnā€™t it, wereshart is prob my fav hc for her it just fits so well. I've been trying really hard lately to figure out how to draw her recently bc despite the art disparity her and laeā€™zel are neck in neck at being my fav characters. Seeing the growth in the bass drawing really gave me that boost of confidence that I'm at least slightly getting there lol
I truly do love Laeā€™zel in every form, but wet ratā€™zel rotates in my mind more than it should, sadly its not a hc I could ever commit to considering I canā€™t even remember Karlachā€™s canon tail lmaoo I really should just hc that karlach got her tail docked at this point, that or I need to make a checklist for her so I can go through and make sure ive got all her bits when I draw her
Also Ive already posted my big rambling mess about Gith accents but yeah harsh accent lae'zel best lae'zel, it just makes sense
But yoooo big gratz on the exams! Def something to be proud of!! I can agree this fandom really is a huge motivator, I havenā€™t had this much drive to do anything I've been doing recently in years. Glad I could help provide a lil comfort spot full of blorbo soup for the soul lol
Dw about shortening shit as youā€™ve prob seen iā€™m prone to rambling and also every emotion I experience is awkward so that's just par for the course here.
Hope life treats you well till the next ask, peace āœŒļø
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ineffablyendless Ā· 2 years ago
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Tag Game To Better Know You! Send this to people you'd like to know better!
Tagged by @munsonsbabygirlie , thank u Chromie! Last year, technically, that i keep forgetting to do but this feels like a nice way to start the New Year!
Book Im currently reading:
American Gods by Neil Gaiman! I'm trying to get a bit more into reading this year, but its been a hot minute and im crawling by slower than I expected. That being said I've got a whole list waiting for me, and I'm incredibly enjoying AG so far <3
What I usually wear:
Blue, if I'm being honest. Its not my actual favourite colour, but it's my comfort one. I can't reliably say jeans even: ive really grown into a good pair of slacks. Tho i suppose if youre trying to imagine me, think blue jeans, a battered second hand pair of yellowing high tops, a white tshirt and an old plaid shirt, and ive been told i wear my hijab a very recognizable way šŸ˜­ also blue
How tall I am:
157 cm last i checked, 5 feet exactly in american measurements i think...?
My star sign. Do I know any celebrities or historical event that shares it:
Im a libra! Im sure plenty of people got born and big events happened in the first half of October, but nothing comes to mind immediately. I suppose i dont care enough to remember, lol
Do I go by a name or nickname:
Nickname. I go by Choice in all cyberspaces. It's a name that endeared itself to me many years ago, its nothing close to my actual name, and I enjoy the broad line of separation between my lives on and offline. Irl tho, i usually dont go by a nickname, at least nothing used by anyone outside family, and thats even MORE closely guarded. So.
Did I grow up to be what I wanted to be as a child:
I was an angry, suicidal, incredibly hurt child, and I had no true ambition besides finding joy and holding on to it with both hands. I wanted to be content and left alone, most of all. I wanted to be happy.
I'm a lot happier now. It's an uphill battle. Baby me would be glad to see where I am now tho i think. I hope
Something I'm good at vs Something I'm bad at:
I am. Very good at speaking. I take pride in this, many have told me I have the innate talent with words and the know how to lead a team and control a room. I know how to get myself listened. On paper, I know what I want said. Many things. Words are a power I wield well.
Vs
I am, sincerely, not very good at empathy, nor sympathy. I struggle to look outside my periphery, to crawl outside my own head and pop my own bubble. I have come across as-not cold, but callous, cruel, a little uncaring. I feel less remorse for this than I should, I think. I try, but thats not enough sometimes. I sincerely do not care of other opinions and perspectives as default. I like to think im better at it now. I'm aware of it. But its still a problem
If I draw or write, what's my favourite of anything I created this year?
Im taking that to mean 2022. I guess this line from my fic A Cosmic Kiss?
Millenia ago, a comet had come to strike down the surface of the earth like a Holy hand clearing a table, and decimated all that had ever existed, and it had been the end of things. It had been the beginning. It had moved with the leisure of treacle towards its purpose in the indifferent void, but close, close, pulled into the orbit of the earth with speed to singe the atoms of air. Creation, by the guide of Destruction. Life, then Death, then Life again. Such was the way of things. Fires that last are the ones that waited. Paradoxes; sudden, and not.Ā 
Such was their way.
It was the first thing that struck me to write the one shot, the one partially inspired by Puppet History, and would be the ongoing theme of the fic. Its quite good, i have to admit. Im glad the fic went over well.
Dogs or cats:
Cats. Nothing against a sweet puppy, but I prefer the chill leisure of your everyday feline thank you very much.
Something I would like to make content for:
All my fandoms. All of it. I write less than I honestly should; Sandman and Watcher and Good Omens and OFMD
Something I was excited about that turned out to dissappoint me:
*blinks* Oh God, i cant think of anything. Theres that book carnival, but it was a surprise, and it exceeded my poor memory and expectations, even if I didnt find what i was looking for. Hmm. If anything dissapointed me, it doesnt come to mind.
Hidden talent:
I have no idea ā¤
Something I wish to have at this very moment:
A bite of chocolate. Maybe a cookie. But I'm broke enough to keep an eye out for the bank account and i cant afford such luxuries. Im even out of cocoa. Sigh.
Tagging @freddykicksasses @ennas-aesthetic @wannabecoyote @waistcoat35 @youre-platinum-pussycat
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arsen1cs4ng0 Ā· 2 years ago
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ughhhhhhhhhh a lot has been on my mind recently, im sorry im bringing up chip stuff that people just wanna forget, but. idk. i just need to talk. i really doubt anyone will actually see this but hey, its my blog, i'll ramble on about what i want lol
tw for suicidal thoughts in the "keep reading" bit below
back in february i made a post "calling out" gremlin + her friends as well as a little goodbye note to the fandom. recently ive been thinking about stuff more, wondering if maybe i should make a return and try to get my love for vosim back, but remembered just how much damage the fandom (more specifically, gremlin + her friends) did to me, my friends, yknow. everytime i thought about returning i'd remind myself i'd never go back. you gotta think: for months and months i was out there spending most of my time and energy defending my friends, trying to show people just how bad those people were, and after realising that nobody would ever believe me, i gave up. all of the chip shit i was dealing with really didnt help the fact i was battling depression + suicidal thoughts alongside all of that.
but, i dont know. recently ive just been craving the good times back despite it all, i want to relive the times where i'd stim seeing my friends' posts (especially the vosim art...,,,) and songs (one of the songs that made me stim like mad literally got me into sodikken months later lmao my hyperfixes are weird like that), i want to relive seeing the chip accounts interacting with eachother, in fact i was here wishing i joined the fandom properly a lot earlier because i really didnt want the good times to end.....
the fandom was my safespace for me. as much as certain people think im some "popular highschool bully who never grew up" (yes gremlin, i saw what you said about us, im not fucking dumb), i was being bullied really badly in secondary school, i was dealing with a really nasty breakup, my mental health was spiralling downwards really fast, i was dealing with people who i thought were my friends... you get the picture. with the fandom i was able to escape from all of that. and i'd escape by drawing vosim, usually creepy, pissed off or numb. it was stress relieving, it brought me so much happiness doing that!! then june 2022 came and it all went to shit since then. ha.
it hurts a lot. it really does. ive just been really empty since everything. i really don't know what to do or how i can move on from this once and for all. this was shit i was meant to move on from months ago, but it seems i cant even do that.
to my chip friends whove been here since the start: ive said this a thousand times + i will say it again: thank you. thank you so much for sticking around despite me struggling and moaning about all of this shit for months on end. in fact thank you for everything. words cant describe how grateful i am to have met y'all and i genuinely dont know where i'd be without y'all ;___;
ramble over i think.
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sleepingdeath-light Ā· 2 years ago
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Thanks for the quick reply, hun. Iā€™m pretty excited! Iā€™m so happy that youā€™ll accept my request for my birthday, it means a lot to me!
Okie, Iā€™ll try to make this short and sweet! Iā€™m pretty talkative and tend to get carried away with what I writeā€”
I am non-binary and also Biromantic. I use she/they pronouns!
Iā€™m monogamous! Only one person at a time.
My chosen fandoms are Cookie Run, My Hero Academia, and Hetalia! Iā€™m secretly excited for the Hetalia match ups, itā€™s my favorite anime. ā¤ļø
Letā€™s see.. four things my partner should have are:
A LOT of patience. Iā€™m a very impatient and stubborn lad, I need someone whoā€™s patient with me.
LOYAL. PLEASE. Ive got major trust issues, so Iā€™d like a partner that I KNOW I can trust.
Someone fun to be around! Someone that loves to be a lilā€™ goofball all the time but gets serious when they need to be (Like Mirio)!
I have SEVERE body image issues.. a partner who constantly reminded me that they love me no matter how I look is definitely a must have for me.
Thereā€™s not much I wouldnā€™t want in a partner, Iā€™m pretty open to different personalities, but two that I wanna point out are:
Short tempered people. They are the worst. I should know, I AM short tempered.
Iā€™m often misunderstood because of my ADHD (often VERY irritable, mood swings, short attention span, etc.) and Iā€™m terrified of having a partner that would disregard that completely. Someone open-minded who will take their time to understand me would be nice!
Four main aspects of my personality:
I want to have friends and yet Iā€™m a massive introvert. I want to make friends but the moment I try to talk to someone, I freeze up.
I like being able to watch out for other people. Iā€™m like the mother of the group šŸ˜„
Iā€™d like to think Iā€™m creative! Mainly in arts and crafts, though. Everything else? Meh.
I worry about EVERYTHING. Iā€™m the type of person that thinks that ā€œwhatever can go wrong will go wrongā€ so Iā€™m constantly worried about the smallest things.
Two things I love to do are drawing and writing! Two things I hate are heated arguments with others (I get nervous when things get loud) and messy rooms. Seriously, I spend a solid hour everyday cleaning up my room in the morning šŸ˜­ I just canā€™t stand it being messy.
SUPER SORRY for writing the whole Declaration of Independence here, loveā€” I just wanted to be as detailed as possible so you could have a more accurate idea of what Iā€™m looking for. ^^ Thanks again for accepting my request! Youā€™ve made my birthday a good one! ā¤ļø
birthday match-up | cookie run, hetalia & my hero academia
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happy birthday!
note : characterisation may be slightly off here because i havenā€™t watched hetalia or mha in a while, so apologies if that was at all the case (i also had to rewrite the entire thing because my tumblr app reset mid way through the hetalia section - sorry!!)
i matched you withā€¦
Cookie Run
-> pure vanilla cookie
endlessly patient, empathetic and protective of those heā€™s close to, p.v would be the perfect partner when it comes to avoiding misunderstandings and offering any and all reassurances you may need in the moment. heā€™s unconditionally supportive of your passions and adores your creativity and heā€™s far from the type of person to stray from your relationship or get into any heated disagreement with you. p.v also appears to be incredibly put-together, so you wouldnā€™t have to worry about messy rooms with him. his reputation and endless patience would also mean that heā€™d be more than willing and capable of helping you with making friends and the surrounding struggle.
Hetalia
-> canada / matthew williams
although his prominent introversion would mean that heā€™d struggle with helping you make friends out of those youā€™ve each made independently, it would allow him to more deeply and genuinely understand you and your struggles in that regard - minimising the risk of you being misunderstood or being dragged into anything resembling a heated argument. heā€™s immensely loyal and patient with you and would be your cheerleader from the sidelines as you pursue your interests - offering plentiful assurances about your looks, personality and anything else thatā€™s worrying you along the way. that being said, the goofier aspects of his personality would be quite solidly reserved for when the two of you are alone.
My Hero Academia
-> uraraka ochako
ochako is an incredibly friendly and positive person by nature, so you can guarantee that sheā€™ll offer you endless support and reassurance when it comes to your passions, goals and her feelings for you. sheā€™ll help you branch out and make friends without complaint and sheā€™ll keep note of your concerns by avoiding raising her voice around you where possible and making great efforts to prevent any misunderstandings from occurring. another method sheā€™ll employ to help you is by allowing you to work through the worries you have and helping you rationalise them without minimising or dismissing the concerns you have - and just generally supporting you in anyway you need her to. sheā€™s also just an incredibly fun person to be around whoā€™s not afraid to laugh and make others laugh.
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ad1thi Ā· 4 years ago
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underrated stevetony fics rec list (P1)
i feel like a lot of really good stevetony fics get swept under the rug because this is such a big fandom and sometimes people miss out on quality content?? so this is a rec list of some of the stevetony fics i feel like everybody should have read/ be reading
Edit (31.12.2020): this got very long (i had almost 50 fics on my list, so ive decided to split this list into two parts. part 2 will be out soon!!)
Edit (20.02.2021): part 2 is out now!!
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picture me in the trees: @ifmywishescametrue
Tony and Steve were childhood friends that almost became more, but Tony moved and they lost their chance. Thirteen years later, a chance meeting brings Tony back into Steve's life.
Free:Ā @iwanttopizzamanyou
"Steve reads, and the words dance in front of his eyes, because while this used to be his dream, what he wanted, all he can think about is how this Hell will soon become his full time life."
Steve discovers fame, with fans waiting for him in the lobby and girls passing him their numbers after the shows. It used to be what he wanted, he supposes. Except his future managers keep asking more and more from him, and he's not sure his old life will survive. Tony is ready to help, and compromise, but Steve maybe isn't anymore.
making it work: @/ironarmĀ 
ā€œJust tell him you donā€™t want to see him anymore,ā€ Clint replies, finishing the end of his burger and starting to crumple up the wrapper, ā€œItā€™s not like you love him or anything.ā€
ā€œClint, if I thought I could get rid of him about a week ago, I would have. But for some fucked up reason, I canā€™t lie to him. Itā€™s like, I see those baby blue eyes, and bam. Whatever barrier that I built up from childhood trauma is gone.ā€
Clint chokes on the last piece of his burger, almost resisting the urge to smack Tony on the side of his head.
Tony was a fucking idiot.
Boys Like Us:Ā @naferty
The video had been a mistake. One of the biggest mistakes he had ever done in his life, and considering Tony Stark had done a bunch of shit in his younger years, and even older years, that was saying something.
It was just that none of those things were as embarrassing as that video.
He blamed Clint for everything
Stained Fingertips:Ā @thesoundofnat
ā€œI donā€™t really believe in magic,ā€ he said, clearing his throat. ā€œBut Iā€™m almost certain youā€™re a goddamn wizard, Steve Rogers.ā€
Steve would remember those words for the rest of his life.
(Or, Steve is maybe slightly obsessed with drawing Tony. Not that Tony minds.)
Inhale, Ex-Sail: @summerpipedream
"Rich pirates decked out in top-of-the-line black market gear,ā€ grumbled Tony, ā€why donā€™t I have the budget to make those again?ā€™
Rhodey inched back so that he and Tony were back-to-back. ā€œWeā€™re apparently law abiding citizens now, which means having to pay taxes.ā€
Tony scowled. ā€œUrg, right. Remind me why I wanted to do that again?ā€
Rhodey rolled his eyes. ā€œWhat was it you called him last time? Your sweet tart? Your apple pie in the sky? The wind beneath your wings? Hopefully heā€™ll fly here fast enough so we donā€™t get killed. Or worse, mugged.ā€
Tony Stark Bingo K1 - AU: Steampunk
As Constant As A Star: @atsadi
The Swan Princess AU
As young children, Prince Anthony and Princess Natasha of neighboring Midgardian kingdoms are betrothed, and spend their summers together every year until they are wed. Tony adores his headstrong friend Nat: itā€™s her scowly little companion Steve heā€™s not thrilled about at first. But soon Steve goes from being a thorn in Tonyā€™s side to being his dearest friend ā€“ and much, much more than that. Despite Steve feeling the same way about Tony, the pair still dance around each other for years as Steve struggles to accept his feelings for another man: especially one already betrothed to another. Not to mention that Tony is a prince, and Steve is nothing but a squire.
But before they can make peace, Tony is kidnapped and dragged into the beginnings of another conflict in the nearby magical kingdom of Asgard ā€“ he really hates magic. With his potential usefulness diminishing by the day, Tony races to escape even as Steve, Natasha, and their friends race to find him and bring him home.
Andā€”just to make matters worseā€”Tony has been trapped by a powerful spell and turned into a swan, of all creatures. He really, really hates magic.
Always Yours: @hollyjollyhope
Getting kidnapped is normal for them, at this point. But there's nothing normal about this.
And suddenly, Tony has a choice to make.
Oxeye Daisy (patience): @s-horne
ā€œYou make me want things I canā€™t have.ā€
Steve startled at the voice from behind him and turned around to see Tony standing in the kitchen doorway. He stared straight at Tony for a long moment. The room was quiet, time stretching out in a thick and uncomfortable silence as neither man dare to move nor opened his mouth to speak first.
White Clover (a promise): @s-horne
ā€œHey, sweetheart.ā€
Tony lifted his head as he tried to focus on Steveā€™s voice. When he managed to open his eyes and blink a bit of the blurriness away, he was rewarded with a gentle smile being shone down at him.
ā€œThere you are,ā€ Steve said. ā€œWas worried I was going to have to talk to myself.ā€
Though his tone was light, Tony knew what he meant. It was no secret that Tony was physically weaker and a hell of a lot more human than Steve was and was therefore struggling more with the lack of regular nourishment that came with being held hostage.
ā€œCourse not,ā€ Tony said back, voice hoarse but plastering a smile on his face all the same. His head was pounding and his eyes couldn't stay open. ā€œWould I ever do that to you? Youā€™d never get a sensible answer.ā€
Acta non verba: @firebrands
unapologetic fluff about two idiots who can barely keep it together with how hard they're crushing on each other
or:
tony has to help steve with math + a halloween party = a good time for everyone, eventually
you take me higher than the rest (everybody else is second best): @firebrands
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Adjacent, Against, Upon: @firebrands
A political AU!
Steve Rogers is running as the Mayor of somewhere, America. Tony Stark, his campaign manager, deals with a candidate who isnā€™t interested in lying, and just wants to do good by these citizens, god damn it.
song of unrest: @omg-just-peachy
How was Steve supposed to reconcile all of this? The way he looked so different but still felt so much the same? It made Steveā€™s head spin. He knows he shouldnā€™t care so much, that he is what he is, but he just wants to know.
Paint The Town Blue: @omg-just-peachy
Ten years since heā€™d seen or spoken to Tony Stark, ten years since theyā€™d broken up to go away to school. And now this email. It could be his only chance to see Tony again.
Camelot: @weethreequarter
For one shining moment, there was Camelot.
In 2019, Karen Page meets Captain Steve Rogers to conduct an exclusive interview on his late husband, President Tony Stark.
In 2007, Steve meets Senator Tony Stark and falls in love.
he thinks heā€™s lancelot (but heā€™s more of a sir lamorak): @theotherwasdeath
Tony knows firsthand that violence isnā€™t funny. So why oh why does he think that the scene playing out in front of him, Steve and Victor Von Doom in a knock-out, drag-down fist fight, is absolutely hilarious?
wildflowers: @tinytonysnark
ā€œSo,ā€ Steve begins, clapping his hands together, ā€œthe city of SHIELD is in debt. The big ups have sent for financial advisors, all the way from DC! Theyā€™re gonna take a look at the cityā€™s spending and make some cuts.ā€
He squints at the camera against the morning sun shining through the courtyard, ā€œIā€™m not that worried. Everyone here in the parks department is an important member of the team and absolutely needed.ā€
The camera swings towards the office where from the large glass window, Natasha can be seen picking up the ringing phone before immediately slamming it back down onto the receiver.
[A Parks and Rec AU]
trinkets of your affection: @starklysteve
Kissed him once for every year I loved him, Steve had written.
By that count, Steve owes him five more kisses now.
Tony traces the words, hands trembling, and tips back a shot of Howard's ancient whiskey. None of it burns anymore.
One day, he'll have lived more days without Steve than there are words in the diary.
For the first time since he'd woken with shrapnel in his chest, Tony fears the future.
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Or, five things Tony keeps to remember Steve by, and one thing Steve gives him to remember.
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sukunastoy Ā· 3 years ago
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hey, srry to be the one to rant in ur inbox but i saw u were open to anons and ur one of the few ppl ik in this fandom space thts around my age group and i was just wondering. how??
ive been on tumblr and in fandom/fanfic communities since i waz around 15, its basically my main hobby and pretty much the only social outlet i have, and ive just been so down and so lonely because ive been feeling shunned and excluded pretty much everywhere once i disclose my age and i absolutly completely understand WHY bc there r so many younger ppl in these places, but i dont know what else to do. it feels like nothing is fun anymore. the general consensus seems to b that i should just fck off and have some kids and pay bills until i die. how do u deal with it?? are u ever bothered by it? i feel likr a creep for even being here still, but itā€™s one of the only things i still have tht brings me joy. srry if that was a lot, i feel bad even compareing myself to u in any way because im nowhere near as talented as u are, absolutly delete this if it makes u uncomfortable whatsoever
hope u are doing well yourself šŸ’™ ty for being u
First of all, NEVER be sorry to rant to my inbox!! And I truly feel appreciative for you to tell me all of this. This is a safe space and you're always welcome to it! My reply is a bit long, I didn't want to flood anyone with a super long post, so the rest is beneath the cut.
I completely understand how you feel, about the age thing and the ever present societal norms of "Must be an adult, must have kids, must do this, yada yada". Its depressing as fuck.
I've been into anime and manga since around 13-14 years old (apart from Pokemon which I've loved -And still do!- since the age of 5.)
I always wrote fanfics, always did fanart, even if I thought it was absolute garbage, I was still so happy just doing it. It has been something that got me through the toughest times in my life. I struggle with suicidal depression, always have for as long as I can remember, even back in my single digit days before even becoming a teenager. When I started to reach the age of "adulthood" I started to shy away from what I loved doing because I felt as an adult, I wasn't allowed to enjoy what I truly loved anymore, cause I needed to "grow up." And I did that. For a while. I rarely acknowledged anime. I sold all of my manga, my wall scrolls, my merch. I stopped drawing/writing it as much cause I needed to focus on being an adult, paying my bills, going to college, all that crap.
But, I got worse in my depression. I self harmed, had to go to therapy, had to start medication, and at one point I actually wrote that final goodbye note because I couldn't handle the norm of "being a mature adult" so I figured I must be useless otherwise. If I wasn't happy playing my adult role in society, what was the point of me even living?
During this time I went to college for 3 years, stressing, crying, working on a degree that I didn't even want because I thought it was expected of me. (I've always wanted to go to an art school and get a degree there. But my parents and everyone else in family told me, thats not a real degree. So I left it behind...) For 3 years I wasted my time and money and sanity to try to appease the people who don't pay my bills, don't put food in my mouth and certainly don't do shit for me otherwise, and I finally stopped and thought...
WHY?
WHY am I trying to impress and fit in with people who don't even really know me or provide for me?
I dropped out of the college that was stressing me out. I lost that money, but oh well, I was miserable, and my mental health is more important to me.
I don't want kids. I don't want that boring life of "just work til your dead". I don't want to have boring hobbies that I don't even like just to fit in with the people of my age range who I could care less about.
I'm turning 30 in a few months, and I regret wasting a few years of my life trying to fit into this norm of, bullshit. (And please note to whoever is reading this, if doing a lot of the 'norm' and having a family with kids and everything IS happiness for you, that is beautiful!! I am only referring to the people who don't want that life, and it should NOT be forced upon them.)
I love anime. I love drawing it, writing fics for it, interacting with other people over it, and I don't know why I ever tried to deny that.
I was afraid to return online in the fandoms because surely everyone must only be young teenagers right? Actually, not at all!
I've interacted with SO MANY people near my age range, and, it is truly amazing.
There are lots of people close in age, sometimes they're just a little difficult to find, but they are there, I promise, and they are amazing. I've enjoyed anime more in my adult life now than when I was younger tbh because I stopped caring about what others think and that my age is literally just a number. I'll be 30. So what, that doesn't change what I love. My body is getting older, that's all. I am still ME.
My fiance and I still go out and play Pokemon Go, collect Pokemon cards, like, I have BINDERS full of cards. The store we go to is ALWAYS packed with other people our age and way older who love Pokemon, Digimon, YuGiOh, and all sorts of other anime things they offer there.
These people are out there!
I started being more open with my likes and interests with strangers and coworkers, and I found out a lot of people really are into this, but felt they had to keep it hidden cause they didn't want anyone to think they were weird because of their age.
I surround myself with those who I know are supportive of me, or don't have a problem with my likes and interests and I stay away from those who try to shame me, and I kick them out of my life because I don't need that negativity in my circle. Some people my age who aren't into anime don't have a problem with me being into it at all. They've never shunned me for it. If anyone does, goodbye.
Life is short, its hard, its shitty. It doesn't need to be made worse by trying to appease those who aren't providing for you or feeling like you're not allowed to love what you love. So enjoy the things you love to enjoy. If there's something that you can latch onto that brings honest happiness into your life, cherish it.
I hope this helped in some way...even if just a tiny bit...
I know it was long, but I wanted to explain as much as I could so you don't feel like you're alone or left behind in the fandoms because of age. I tried to deny what brought me joy, and it only brought me more misery. I hated it.
I'm so much happier now, and I truly hope this type of peace comes for you soon as well.
Always feel free to drop in my inbox as anon, I would NEVER delete something like this.
Again, I hope this helped. If I didn't acknowledge something, or seemed to entirely misunderstand, I dearly apologize and please correct me if needed!!
šŸ’• (Ā“ā–½`Źƒā™”ĘŖ)
(āĀ“ā—”`ā)~Stay shameless!
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ticktockteapot Ā· 3 years ago
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I had to step away from Wonderland for a while (long post ahead)
Sooo hi, I know Ive been absent from this blog for these past couple of weeks but ALOT of shitty things have been happening IRL....
TL:DR I had mental breakdowns, existential crises, and depression from burnout/finances. But then I met some people that helped me fall back into my wonderland phase. Now I've got a new job and Im gonna get my shit together
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Having a literal existential crises about wat I'm doing with my career (or lack thereof)
My current job messing up my paychecks for a 2 months so I had ALOT of financial stress bcuz my bills were due which led to panic attacks and the return of my alcohol addiction 2: electric bugaloo
āœØJOB HUNTINGā„¢āœØ
āœØPreparing for interviews for said job huntingāœØ
āœØāœØLITERALLY HAVING AN EXISTENTIAL CRISES ABOUT WHETHER OR NOT I SHOULD FOLLOW MY DREAM JOB (ANIMATOR/STORYBOARDER) OR STAY STUCK IN A SOUL CRUSHING CORPORATE JOB THAT CAN KEEP ME FINANCIALLY STABLE BUT NEVER HAVING ENOUGH TIME OR ENERGY TO MAKE MY ART/IMPROVE MY DRAWING SKILLSāœØāœØ
And the fandoms that I'm in didn't help my mental state at all either... šŸ˜” This blog and the fandoms were supposed to be my escape from reality but there was nothing but negativity/bad vibes/not enough content which pressured me into trying to be the mediator and push myself to try to come up with more content. . . . but I just got burnt out halfway (now I have even more unfinished projects) and I just became severely overwhelmed and shutdown (being an empath really sucks besties hahaha šŸ™ƒ)
I started really doubting myself especially about my art skills and if I'm worthy of being a self-proclaimed content creator (as many other artists tend to struggle with too)
I literally never had any energy and time to create stuff bcuz it conflicted with my work schedule, which made me lack motivation to get anything done and my unmedicated ADHD certainly didn't help either sheeeeeeesssshhhhhh
But it seems like the universe aligned and I got a major wake up call and it gave me some hope!
A few weeks ago on my way to work at the Chocolate Factory (working the assembly line at a chocolate factory is not as šŸŽ‰funšŸŽ‰ as one would think ngl) my Uber driver that night just so happened to be an ex-Disney employee! His name is Peter and he used to be a Disney Sketch Artist and did a little voice acting for the Disney Parks. I started asking him all these questions about working for Disney and he mentioned how he's trying to earn money for his daughter to go to art school and I kinda fangirled about the other Disney Sketch Artist "Briannacherrygarcia". During the whole conversation I couldn't help but feel so inspired again and felt like maybe I could actually get somewhere with my art... If he could do it maybe so can I?
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Go follow him on his social medias!!! Hes really cool!!!
And if THAT wasn't more of an eye opener then last week was! Apparently one of my coworkers in the factory used to work for Disneyworld and Universal Studios!!! She used to be a cast member for the parades as The actual Mickey Mouse, Minnie Mouse, Donald Duck, Winnie the Pooh, Piglet, Stitch, Timon, Meek, Turk......and best of all....... THE WHITE RABBIT himself šŸ‡ I can officially say I'm friends with the White Rabbit!! She even gave me a bunch of autographs too!!!
As of right now Im finally in a better place to start over and I start my new job in 2 weeks (it's not a Disney job but atleast it's away from my soul crushing job at the factory. Baby steps...baby steps....) and maybe I can get my shit together and muster up some courage to do the things that made me happy again...
TL:DR I had mental breakdowns, existential crises, and depression from burnout. But then I met some people that helped me fall back into my wonderland phase. Now I've got a new job and Im gonna get my shit together
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with-the-same-tattoos Ā· 4 years ago
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omg....farmer ghost psychic vampires????? that sounds sooo coool! you have such great ideas....i love their designs if you ever feel like sharing more info on them pleading emoji but if not thats cool....wow
; v ; t-thank u xoxoxoxoxo ...... i will o e day definetly, I care abt them a lot.... actually, tho it isnt exactly what u asked abt, i thought id combo this w an another ask partially iv got earlier that I'm waiting to draw for, which asked me about my favourite ocs (and why) and even tho u asked just abt the vamps, im just... wholly gonna infodump on u ny faves....... mwssy explanation but lol im djdkdkdkwks I THOUGHT ID SHARE. I am hyperfocusing on slasher & horror stuff at the moment so i havent had much time to think abt these critters, but one day.
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N1 baby rn is Sirppi (he/they/she) they're just created during a part of my life with so much hope and love. They are an adventurer, traveler, a map maker & philosopher, a studier of the human condition etc etc... but also deal w major social anxiety and they struggle to open their mouth to speak. They're just endlessly drawn to the ocean, to sail and go. They also have a big dog called Cupid :) they are like a ghibli inspired themes collection and i LOVE THEM.
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Beau (she/her), idk just my hottest character, shes pretty well rounded and barely has any story bc shes like content which, doesnt make for a lot of atorytelling but shes like my dream cottagecore autor wife w ducks and dogs
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Angel Lust (she/they) just horny. Is. Exists in a state of thirst. Born from the fact that I find horny people the most endearing folks on this earth, theyre cute.
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Atlas (she/they), Dalla (she/they) and Jalopeura (they/them) idk some of my alien characters i still have a lor of fondness dor and should redesign
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Attilio (he/him), Behemmon (they/them) and Monarda (they/them) idk bonus points to my warm palette kids. Attilio is stupid and Behemmon and Monarda r soft souls.
Anyways again sorry for completely derailibc.... ill technically b posting abt them in the future i think im hardcore stuxl on the slasher fandom bc a)there is so much to explore b) the community is so nice but i do have my own projects w long histories and i apprechiatw any bit of interest it rly warms m hwary :'))) šŸ’–šŸ’–šŸ’žšŸ’•šŸ’ŸšŸ’–
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slowlydrowningme Ā· 5 years ago
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Under the Bright but Faded Lights
Title: Under the Bright but Faded Lights
Rating: T
Word Count: 1546
Warnings: Description of kidnapping and injury, minor mentions of blood and violence
Pairing: Damian x fem!reader
Prompt:Ā  18 and 22 for Damian Wayne x fem reader (Pinterest prompt lost #1) please!Ā 
ā€œYou are weak with love for her.ā€
Notes: Apparently I have issues writing fics that are mostly the requested pair.Ā  I donā€™t know how this turned into what it did, but there it is.Ā  Fun fact: I started this fic three different ways before I settled on this one.Ā  Good times.
Tags:Ā @this-is-what-makes-us-fandoms
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Things are fuzzy when you come back to your senses slowly. Ā The pain in your head isnā€™t surprising and neither is the wet, sticky feeling on the side of your head. Ā The cold is seeping into your skin through the material of your jeans where youā€™re sitting on the damp concrete, hands pulled above your head secured with chains if the clinking noise is anything to go by. Ā Your shoulders are sore and your ribs ache with each breath, but other than that you seem to be relatively unharmed. Ā The pounding headache was by far the worst part.
And it was made worse when you finally decided to open your eyes.
ā€œY/Nā€¦thank god.ā€
ā€œDi-Nightwing?ā€ Ā You can barely make out he outline of the man sitting across from you, but the voice and color scheme are unmistakable. ā€œWhat happened?ā€
ā€œWhat do you remember?ā€ Blinking your vision clear, you try to remember the events leading up to that shadow appearing in your bedroom.
ā€œDinner with a friend,ā€ you say in leu of saying Damianā€™s name because you donā€™t know who has you and what they know. Ā ā€œA movie and then a walk home.ā€ Ā It had been Damianā€™s night off and he had decided to take you on one of the most clichĆ© dates ever because Dick had recommended it and you had found it amusing. He would do anything to see that lovesick smile on your face and the whole family (and you) knew it.
ā€œWhere did he grab you?ā€
ā€œHe?ā€
ā€œDeathstroke.ā€ Ā Well, damn. Ā ā€œWhere were you?ā€
ā€œAt home. Ā I had been there about ten minutes.ā€ Ā The lenses of Nightwingā€™s mask closed and you knew he had drawn the same conclusion. Ā Long enough that Damian would have been well on his way home. Ā ā€œButā€¦I never sent the text.ā€
The text that you sent every night before slipping into bed and drifting off for the night. Ā The text that would be replied to immediately if Robin wasnā€™t patrolling. Ā The text that you would see the reply to when you woke up the next morning if he was. The text that was sent because you had once told Damian how your mother said her biggest regret was not getting the chance to tell your father she loved him one last time before he died in the car accident when you were ten.
ā€œHeā€™ll notice then.ā€
ā€œYeah,ā€ you breath out, blinking slowly as your head starts to fog up again. Ā ā€œHow long have we been here?ā€
ā€œMe, a couple of hours. You, maybe an hour tops.ā€ Ā Damian would have definitely figured something out by now. Ā Whether he had figured it was foul play was still up in the air.
ā€œHey, N?ā€ Ā You struggled to keep the slur out of your voice, but the startled look on his face told you that you had failed. Ā ā€œIā€™m going to pass out again now.ā€
ā€œHey, no! Ā Y/N?! Ā You need to stay awake!ā€ Ā Nightwing called out, but he already sounded like you were listening from underwater, so you knew it was a pointless cause at this point.
The next time you came to, you are still chained up but thereā€™s the distinct sound of fighting in the room with you. Ā A gun shot going off pulls you out more quickly than the previous time.
ā€œYou should have killed me when you had the chance, kid,ā€ the deep voice of Deathstroke, aka Slade Wilson, draws your attention to where he and Robin are engaged in a fight. Ā A quick glance reveals Nightwing is almost out of his manacles, tossing worried looks between the fighting pair and you.
ā€œY/N!ā€ Ā Nightwing relaxes slightly in the shoulders when he notices your eyes are open again. Ā But that is short lived when another gun shot goes off and something sharp hits your cheek. Ā You flinch and gasp when the pain in your arms is brought back to your attention. Ā 
Youā€™re aware you havenā€™t been shot, but you definitely took some kind of shrapnel to the cheek and it stings. But it just serves to remind you of all the other aches and pains that have only gotten worse since your last bout of consciousness.
ā€œOw,ā€ you muttered, blinking back the bite of tears.
ā€œJesus,ā€ Nightwing swears, doubling his efforts to get out of his restraints. Ā Itā€™s a moment later that both of his arms are falling to his sides and heā€™s crawling over to where youā€™re slouched. Ā But your eyes are on Robin and Deathstroke. Ā You had seen Damian fight plenty of times and every time youā€™re able to marvel at the terrifying beauty of it. Ā But he has a katana and Deathstroke is wielding his guns. Ā 
ā€œNo, help him. Ā Help Robin,ā€ you gasp out when Nightwing reaches up to pick the lock securing your hands above your head.
ā€œNo. Ā Heā€™d never let me hear the end of it if I didnā€™t get you out of here first.ā€
ā€œPlease help him.ā€ But you know your request is in vain because Nightwing is shaking his head and reaching above you still. Ā Your chest is tight with fear as you keep your eyes on Robin as he focuses on Deathstroke.
ā€œThe others are here,ā€ Nightwing says quietly as you feel the grip around your wrists release and heā€™s gently guiding your arms down. Ā Heā€™s careful with you, but you arenā€™t trained to compartmentalize the way they are and the pained cry escapes your dry, cracked lips. Ā Thereā€™s a flurry of movement when the others crash into the room and you flinch at the commotion before leaning into Nightwing as he shifts to protect you from whatā€™s happening on the other side of the warehouse. Ā 
ā€œGet her out of here,ā€ comes a growl that is sadly all too familiar these days and just, how did knowing Batmanā€™s voice become your norm? Ā ā€œNightwing, now!ā€ Ā The order is clear and Nightwing tenses with it but doesnā€™t argue. Ā Instead, he loops an arm under your legs and around your back, lifting you easily as he stood. Ā 
ā€œLeslie is waiting at the Cave. Ā Take mine.ā€ Red Hood shoots Nightwing a glance over his shoulder before taking a shot at Deathstroke. Ā 
You want to argue. You want to fight them all to get to Robin and make sure heā€™s okay, but the fog is coming back and youā€™re not certain how much longer youā€™ll be able to hang on. Ā But you fight it because Hoodā€™s ride is a motorcycle and youā€™ll need to hang on for the ride to the Cave.
Thankfully, Nightwing seems to know youā€™ve only got a little bit left in you and straps you onto his back before youā€™re flying a breakneck speed to the hidden entrance. Ā But youā€™re out again before you enter and when you come back to the world, youā€™re laying on a bed in the med bay of the Cave and Damian is sitting next to you. Ā You hand, that doesnā€™t have an IV attached to it, is held tightly between both of his, his lips pressed to your knuckles as he watches you blink awake. Ā Thereā€™s no hiding the fear in his eyes, or the relief at seeing you awake, so you give him your best shot at a smile.
ā€œHey,ā€ your voice is rough and you can guess that youā€™ve probably been out for a fair amount of time given the texture of it.
ā€œThank gods youā€™re all right,ā€ he whispers in response, leaning forward and kissing your forehead. You close your eyes and hum in response. ā€œI was so worried. Ā When you never sent the text,ā€ he explained, leaning back to sit down again. Ā He kept his grip tight on your hand, placing his lips back to your knuckles.
ā€œSlade?ā€
The darkened expression tells you all you need to know. Ā Escaped.
ā€œWhat did he want?ā€ Ā There had been no exchange between the two of you other than the butt of his gun connecting to the side of your head, so you couldnā€™t be certain outside of your connection to Robin.
ā€œTo make a point. Ā He failed.ā€
ā€œHe was never going to kill me or Dick, was he?ā€ Ā Damian let out a snort and shook his head.
ā€œNo, heā€™s too fond of Grayson. Ā Itā€™s disturbing. Ā I think he only takes him to prove he still can,ā€ and wasnā€™t that disturbing. Ā But you were still glad that Damianā€™s oldest brother had been there to keep you calm and watch out for you.
ā€œDami? Ā What point was he trying to make?ā€ Ā The question is quiet, and youā€™re worried about the answer, but you also know you need to hear it.
ā€œYouā€™re weak with love for her,ā€ Slade ground out as he blocked a blow from Damian, throwing one of his own that was easily blocked by the other man. Ā ā€œYour grandfather would be disgusted with how weak you are.ā€
ā€œYou are wrong. Ā Iā€™m strong because of my love for her. Ā For all of them. Ā That is where my grandfather was wrong.ā€
ā€œIt doesnā€™t matter. He was wrong.ā€ Ā The smile he gives you is enough to put out the fire of fear in your belly and when he releases your hand to place his hands on either side of your face so he can press his lips to yours sooths the remaining doubts.
ā€œI love you, My Prince.ā€
ā€œAnd I you, Beloved.ā€
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littlebitoffanfic Ā· 4 years ago
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Iā€™ll Return - part 2
Fandom: The Hills Have Eyes Characters: Ruby, Mars, others mentioned Relationship: Mars/reader Request: Can I officially request a continuation of the Mars soulmate au? Maybe the reader took a few years to return for him due to trying to get settled and ready for a life with him and ruby in the outside. Reader fights tooth and nail to have him go with her this time. With some fluff and/or smut please? A/N: little steamy kissing section, but thatā€™s as far as the smut goesā€¦ for now
Part 1
Ā Ruby knew you were thinking about it again. About him. You had gone quiet for a few days and she heard you crying at night. In the mornings, you seemed distant and away with the fairies. She settled at the table across from you, flattening the skirt she wore out as she did so. Drawing your attention away from the window, you looked at the young woman. She had truly grown since you first met her. Ruby thrived in the real world, now working a cash-in-hand job at the local shop. She was still a little skittish around strangers who werenā€™t on the other side of a counter, but she was getting better at hiding it. You couldnā€™t help but smile at her. To think it had been 2 years since you first found this little house. By pure coincidence, you had been talking with Ruby at a diner, just after you left. The old woman there had seen the dirt on Rubys skin and the way you were both dressed (slightly ripped clothes and messy hair). ā€œNow, cant have two girls wondering around on their own. Donā€™t worry, loves. Iā€™ll help yah.ā€ Marge had said, telling you both to stay till closing. She bought you to this house, telling you that it was her sisters but due to an unfortunate accident, the house now lay bare. She couldnā€™t bring herself to sell the land, and offered it in return for labour. You took a job in the front of the diner with ease, but Marge could see Ruby had troubles at would make it difficult. So she started the young girl out in the kitchen, washing dishes with her husband, Old Jack. The place was run by family, with Marge having both her cousin and her aunt Flo working there. Old Jack had rolled his eyes when he set them on the two of you. ā€œIm already out numbered back here.ā€ Heā€™d snapped, nodding to the front where the three woman stood chatting. But the smirk that followed showed no malice. So that was where you stayed. Ruby was asked by Flo if she would want to help in her husbands shop as a shelf stocker which was quieter and not as hectic as a kitchen, and Ruby nodded so hard her head might have fallen off. You took care of money. It was something Ruby had never had to worry about, in the sense of budgeting and bills. You sat down with her, explaining what needed to be paid and how it would portion out but she just started at you blankly. So you gave her an allowance for her own personal things while you pooled the rest of the money for bills. The first thing you did when you got your first paycheque was take her to the local clothes store and treat her. She came home with a new hat, a few tops and jeans as well as some nice skirts and three pairs of shoes. She had been bouncing off the walls with excitement. The house was large. With three floors, it had a small room and three double rooms on the second floor and the third was a large master bedroom. Ruby got first choice, but she still chose the double room. You took the master bedroom on the top floor. And so here you were, two years later with a lovely house, a full fridge, a closet of clothes and a warm bed. Yet you felt empty still. Your eyes drifted back to that tattoo. ā€œI think-ā€œ Ruby hesitated, as if trying to find the right words. ā€œ-It would be a good time to try.ā€ Instantly, you knew what she was talking about because you had been thinking the same thing. ā€œMe too. But I think the first time I should go back alone.ā€ You sip your drink and glance to the clock. It was only 8am. You were both off today, but Ruby liked getting up and watching the sun rise. So you and her had spent the morning pottering about and now just sat down for some caffeine while Ruby had a bowl of cereal. Ruby looked up from her cereal. You could see the concern in her eyes as her spoon was forgotten half way to her mouth. ā€œHe might not want to come. I really hope he does, but if it feels like he wouldnā€™t be happy, I cant force him. But if it feels like it is something he wants, and still wont come then we can both look at going back.ā€ You put your cup down and reach across the table to take her free hand. ā€œAnd I donā€™t want to put you back in danger.ā€ She opened her mouth to argue, but you knew she had that fear still. So she nodded, squeezing your hand. ā€œWhen will you go?ā€ She asked. ā€œToday.ā€ The moment she heard what you said, she chocked a little, making you chuckle. ā€œWhy wait? Im off today and tomorrow.ā€ She spent the next hour or so flitting about. She gave you weapons just in case, as well as packing you some food and bottles of water. Poor Ruby couldnā€™t seem to sit still as you got ready. She put your things out to the car and double checking everything until you were pulling on your jacket. She didnā€™t question you, and you knew she had went back into herself, afraid to speak up or question you. You hugged her and bid her goodbye. Ruby stayed in your rear view mirror until she was out of sight.
Ā  The drive was long. You found yourself unable to concentrate fully on the road, seeming to go into auto pilot as you drove. When you realized you were on the dreaded straight was when you passed the gas station. The very one where you had spent some time. Pulling up, you saw the place was locked up. the door was shut and boarded up. Maybe Fred had gotten away, or maybe he had fallen to Jupiterā€™s rage. You didnā€™t know, and in truth, you didnā€™t want to find out. Looking down the road, you wondered about driving on a little, but you knew there was a valley in the hills just behind the gas station. It was were Mars and Ruby would come out of when they visited you. Drumming your fingers on the wheel, you wondered what you should do next. You couldnā€™t go running into the hills, since there was a better chance that one of the other family members would find you before Mars would. You didnā€™t know whether to wait it out and see if someone came out, or whether to try leave a note or something. You really hadnā€™t thought beyond getting to the gas station. it seemed like such a far away and daunting task that actually being here was like stepping into a memory. Pulling the car into the shade of the gas station so you could just see the entrance to the hills, you were about to plan your next step when you saw movement coming from the shop. From the rear door of the shop, Mars stepped out. He took a drink from a bottle of water and closing the door over behind him. Then he started to walk back to the entrance. The wonder of how he didnā€™t seem to hear of see the car was lost as you felt your world stop. He was exactly as you remembered him, and you were pretty sure you must have been looking back at him with rose tinted glasses. Getting out the car, you raced to catch up with him, finding your mouth dry as you silently approached him. ā€œMars?ā€ you spoke his name, knowing better than to run up behind him and wrap your arms around him. The second you spoke, Mars froze. The bottle he had been drinking from dropped to the ground as he turned to look at you He stared at you, his eyes seeming to glaze over as if day dreaming. You opened your mouth to say something but ended up closing it again. What could you say to him? You had focused so much on seeing him again that you had little plan on how to persuade him to come back with you. Maybe you should have bought Ruby, and then if you two could have thrown him in the back of the car and drove away before he could escape. The humorous idea shot some life back into you as you smiled a little. Then a little more as you realized you were back with him for a moment. ā€œMars.ā€ You whispered his name, and saw a visible shiver run down his spin as he hunched over himself slightly and dropped his gaze. ā€œWhy did yah come back?ā€ He asked, his voice broken and horse. Very horse. Frowning, your eyes darted to his neck. It wasnā€™t easy to see considering the top he wore, the curls from his hair and the dark shadow that was cast of that area. But as you focused, you saw a bruise. Not even a small one. It wrapped around the front of his neck, the purple and black marking his skin. Stepping forward, you closed the distance between you too. You didnā€™t notice Mars freeze up, staring at you with wide eyes as he seemed to stop breathing. Raising a finger, you gently touched the bruised flesh. ā€œDoes it hurt?ā€ You ask, looking up at him. It was only then that you realized how close you had gotten. His face hovered only 4 or 5 inches from your own. So close. ā€œNot now.ā€ He breathed, his eyes falling to your lips. trailing your fingers around to the back of his neck, you allowed your hand to slid into his curls, earning another shiver. You smiled at the reaction. ā€œIve missed you.ā€ You tell him, smiling despite the fear. His fingers hover over your side, about to touch you when something in him seemed to snap. ā€œYou shouldnā€™t have come back. Go.ā€ He commanded before twisting out of your touch and walking away quickly. You stumbled forward, confused beyond belief before running to catch up with him. ā€œMars, Please.ā€ You call after him, following him but struggling to keep up with his pace. ā€œCome home with me?ā€ The words slowed Mars down until he stopped. You walked up behind him, slipping your arms around his torso as you pressed your forehead against his back. ā€œI want to share my life with you. Weā€™re soulmates. Right?ā€ You shake your head as you feel your heart hammer. You started to doubt yourself. He kept refusing you. You tried to shake off the idea that your soul mate might just not want you because it seemed impossible, yet here you were, doubting if he was yours. He hadnā€™t given you a real reason not to come with you. Ruby had been practically bursting to get away from this life, and you found out later that Jupiter was an abusive piece of shit. So you would have thought he would have wanted away from this life. So perhaps he didnā€™t really want to come with you. But Mars had wanted to kept you hidden so you could stay. Confusion raked through your body as you tried to figure out what to do next. But you couldnā€™t until you asked a very important question. ā€œMars?ā€ You closed your eyes as they filled with tears. ā€œDo you want to come with me?ā€ You put slight emphasis on the word ā€˜youā€™, hoping he hadnā€™t picked up on your shaking voice. Mars paused for a moment, and you felt your world stand still for a moment as you waited for his answer. ā€œYeah.ā€ Mars breathed, barely audible. Your arms drop from around him as you step in front so you could look up at him. He looked so conflicted, unable to look you in the eyes as he frowned in through. ā€œWhy cant you?ā€ You asked, placing a hand on his chest in hope that it might sooth him. ā€œMy brothers. I cant leave ā€˜em.ā€ He whispered to you, glancing to an opening in the hills. ā€œBring them. Theres enough room and I know Ruby missed them.ā€ You encourage him, nodding as he looks back to you. His mind worked quickly as he drew together a plan that you didnā€™t know. ā€œGo back to the car. Donā€™t get out. Keep the door locked. And if I aint back just after sundown, you leave.ā€ His spoke with such control and authority, you felt a small tremble of lust shoot through you as you nodded. He was about to walk away, but you grabbed his hand. As he looked back to you in confusion, you darted forward. Going up on your tip toes, you kissed him. The immediate rush of adrenaline and pleasure was almost overwhelming as you let out a small mewl. Mars was so shocked by the kiss that he didnā€™t respond until he heard you mewl in pleasure, and he was immediately lost in your lips. his arms wrapped around your waist, pulling you flush against his chest before running up and down your back. As he deepened the kiss, it appeared he had found more courage as his hand moved down past your back to grope your ass and a growl left his throat. Your hands ran up his front to then drape your arms over his shoulders. Your fingers played with his curls, but in truth you couldnā€™t concentrate fully on anything other than his lips. In an unexpected move, he suddenly lifted you up. You squealed a little but Mars refused to break the kiss as your legs instinctively wrapped around his torso. He pins you to the rock face, pressing his body against yours as his hands explored your sides. A groan escaped his throat as he explored your mouth. You give him full access, allowing him to dominate the kiss. Your fingers gripped his hair as you silently begged him for more. The small tug of his hair only earned more lust filled moans from Mars who began to grind against you. The cloud of lust which had settled over your mind was quickly cleared when you heard a voice. ā€œMARS! Where are yah?!ā€ The voice gave you a fright, but it sounded distant, as if playing on a television or maybe over a phone. Mars took a moment, only appearing to pull back when he noticed you had frozen. Keeping you pressed against the wall with one arm still supporting you, he pulled a walkie-talkie out of his back pocket. ā€œJust cominā€™ back.ā€ He mumbled over the radio. It was apparently enough to silence the voice as nothing else was said. You both knew that the make-out session was over, and you were suddenly back in the real world. The one where you would probably be running for your life in a few hours. The one where Mars was about to do something which could get him killed. He lowered you to the floor, but didnā€™t back away. Instead, he hugged you. His head was on top of your own, as if kissing your hair but he didnā€™t. he just kept you close, as if trying to memorize your scent. ā€œGo to the car, wait for you and your brothers, take you away, be happy.ā€ You listed off the actions as you looked up, causing him to pull away. He smirked, but you could see in his eyes that it wasnā€™t going to be that easy.
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Ā The day had taken ages, and you felt constantly on edge as you waited for darkness. You had to sit in the darkness, the car turned off and no lights on inside either. The car and you had to blend into the night. The silence was almost driving you insane. You couldnā€™t turn on the radio, so you were left in the dark and silence. You were drumming your fingers on the wheel, not keeping to any tune or song as your leg bounced with anxiety. The lack of communication was the worse. If only you knew they were on their way, or that they were safe at least. Glancing ahead, you felt your heart stop and your mouth go dry. You sat up straight, seeing three figures running to the car. You held your breath, squinting your eyes in the darkness. When you saw the bouncing of Marsā€™ curls, you turned on the engine, still keeping the lights off for now. They were running from something, or someone, and you were pretty sure they would need a quick getaway. Unlocking the door, they were flung open as the boys jumped into the car. ā€œGo.ā€ Mars demanded as he slammed the passenger door behind him with the other two got in the back. You nodded, turning on the headlights and you screamed. In front of the car was a man. Jupiter. He was angry, screaming insults as he raised an axe, about to bring it down on the hood of the car. You shoved the car in reverse and floor it backwards, causing Jupiter to swing forward and hit nothing. The momentum from the swing caused him to stumble forward. You slammed on the breaks, put the car in first gear and put your foot to the floor. Yanking the steering wheel to the side, you narrowly missed the deranged man as you drove away. ā€œYou okay?ā€ You asked, glancing to Mars then back to the road. ā€œYeah, just keep drivinā€™ā€ Mars leaned back in his seat, panting. It probably didnā€™t help that you had given them all a heart attack when you first saw Jupiter and screamed. Glancing in the rear view mirror, you saw the two brothers. While you had never met them, you had seen the tall one with the bald head before and knew him as Pluto. As for Mercury, you had heard him on radios, but never seen him before. He was smaller than his brothers, perhaps even shorter than Ruby. He was hunched over himself, both his legs pulled up to his chest and his feet perched on the seat. ā€œYou two okay?ā€ You call back, turning your head a little to see them in your peripheral vision. Two nods calmed your worry as you turned back to the road. The drive was tense, and really awkward. You understood why. Neither Mercury or Pluto knew who you were. Perhaps they knew you had taken Ruby away, but you didnā€™t know if they considered that a good thing or not. You decided not to push them, allowing them some time with their thoughts for now. Mars kept quiet the whole away, to the point you thought he might have fallen asleep. You reached across and placed your hand on his thigh, making him jump slightly until he saw no threat and relaxed again. Nothing was said until you pulled up outside the house. Instantly, you felt guilty. Ruby must have been worried out her mind. You had barely climbed out the car when the door flung open and the young woman came hurtling out the house. ā€œ[y/n]!ā€ She tried out, her arms flying around your neck as her body collided with your own so hard you stumbled back a little. ā€œIm sorry for scaring you.ā€ You held her tight, feeling how she was shaking. ā€œRuby?ā€ Mercuryā€™s voice called out her name she pulled back. The others had gotten silently out the car. ā€œMercā€¦ā€ She trailed off, blinking as if suspecting it was a trick of the light. Until her face broke in to a massive smile as she called out his name, running to him. With the same enthusiastic hug, she threw herself at her brother, who spun her around. You smiled as she embraced all her brothers the same way and earned different responses. Pluto patted her head with a smile while Mars ended up standing rather awkwardly. You laughed, whole heartedly for the first time in a while. There was so much to say, to explain, to question. But now wasnā€™t the time. Inviting them into the warm glow of the house felt like they were being invited into a dream. Mercury and Pluto were eager to follow their sister, while Mars paused outside. ā€œMars? You coming in?ā€ You call out to him, holding the door open. His eyes fell on you as he blinked slowly before stepping inside, leaving his past at the door as he started his future with you and his family.
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mysticalmuddle Ā· 4 years ago
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Sorry if this has been asked before, but what got into asoiaf? Also, did you like Arya and Jonrya from the first read or did that come later? What do you think of Jon as a character? What are your top 10 favourite characters and moments? I aplologise for this avalanche of questions but I just couldn't help wanting to know more of my favourite asoiaf writer. PS: I adore your aesthetic, your blog and writing gives me an otherworldly feeling.
Hey no worries! Ask away <333
but what got you into asoiaf?Ā  Iā€™ve always been into quasi-medieval fantasy, and picked up asoiaf a looooooooong time ago, when I was in middle school. It was so engagingly written that it never really left my brain since? Thatā€™s like, ten whole years rent free Iā€™ve been thinking about these characters. What recently spurred me into like, engaging with the fandom/writing/etc was the lack of action in the Jonrya tag, and more specifically, the lack of stories updating that I was interested in, so I decided to make my own šŸ˜…
Also, did you like Arya and Jonrya from the first read or did that come later? Re: liking Jon and Arya right off the bat--Okay, so when I first read the series, I was Going Through It IRL, and identified a lot with Jon and his storyline? But I was also soĀ not past the age ofĀ ā€œgirls going on insane dangerous adventures and being brave despite thatā€ being massively appealing and all the Arya chapters were a satisfyingly more adult version of that genre. Iā€™ll say I liked them both from the get-go, and itā€™s never really died down since, and I just learned over the years and rereads to appreciate more of the characters. (If Iā€™d been a little older on that first read, I probably would have glommed onto Tyrion instead, and my fandom interactions now would be...vastly differentĀ  šŸ˜‚šŸ˜‚šŸ˜‚)
I guess I sort of shipped it from the moment I read ADWD. Like, I was super into Jon&Arya before then--that level of devotion is one of my fictional relationship draws--but ADWD really got me into it. There was just something so compelling about how often they think of each other, and how badly they want to be reunited again, in Aryaā€™s chapters especially. But the whole passage with the Pink Letter just Fucked Me Up emotionally, and suddenly I was like,Ā ā€œThey should reunite and kissā€.Ā  Over the years, my enthusiasm for the ship has increased, as my very old slushpile of unpublished fics can attest.
What do you think of Jon as a character?Ā I think heā€™s an incredibly complex character, which is my favorite type of character! His struggles in the series against his own desires versus his sense of duty, especially framed in the narrative by popular thoughts about bastards, and how that affected his self esteem--he has to be moreĀ honorable, moreĀ clever, more dedicatedĀ just to make up for a facet of his own existence that he didnā€™t control and canā€™t change!--is something I just find so compelling. And, of course, his deeply intense love for Arya always gets me like šŸ˜šŸ˜šŸ˜šŸ˜ I donā€™t have any huge takes on him though--Iā€™m not a very thinky type person and everything I think about characters seems so hard to articulate unless Iā€™m pouring it out into a fic (so Iā€™m sorry if you wanted Takes! This Bitch Empty!)
What are your top 10 favourite characters?
Arya
Jon
Daenerys
Brienne
Tyrion
Missandei
Oberyn
Bran
Asha
Sansa
What are your top 10 favourite moments?Ā Alright, these are in no particular order of preference, just listened as I remembered/googled exactly what books they took place in
1. When Brienne rescues Willow from the Bloody mummers, despite knowing that theyā€™ll kill her for the attempt, AFFC-Brienne VII. No chance and no choiceĀ gives me chills every fucking time
2. When Arya kills Dareon and walks off with his boots, AFFC-Cat of the Canals. This moment has implications and speaks to Aryaā€™s inability to let go of herself, even when all that being a Stark means in that moment is the gruesome work of justice, but Iā€™ll be honest--I just like it because of how nonchalant and almost sassy she is when taking the boots afterwards, and how it speaks to her practicality.Ā 
3. When Jon reads the Pink Letter and loses his shit, ADWD-Jon XIII.Ā  I want my bride back ā€¦ I want my bride back ā€¦ I want my bride back ā€¦"I think we had best change the plan," Jon Snow said. Ohohohohhhoo!!! Juuuuust fuck me up GRRM!!
4. When Daenerys has breakfast with Missandei in Mereen and Missandei chides her into eating more, saying Daenerys is very small, ADWD-Daenerys VII. But also every Daenerys & Missandei interaction ever. Every time they speak to each other, you can just tell the level of care they have, and how they see each other as family over time!!!
5. When Arya travels with the Brotherhood Without Banners and gives water to the northern prisoners before watching as Anguy mercy-kills them, ASoS-Arya V. Itā€™s a facet of Aryaā€™s personality that imo, I think is ignored in metas and fics. She considers them her pack, and despite her disappointment in them, and her disgust at their crimes, still gives them water and finds them a quick, merciful death.
6. The dinner with the men of the Nightswatch and the discussion Bran and Robb have afterwards, about riding to the Wall to see Jon, and about whether their family will come back, AGoT-Bran IV This moment, I think, speaks to Robbā€™s characterization in a way that Catelynā€™s POV chapters donā€™t touch very well. Heā€™s so very young, despite everything, and trying his hardest, and well aware of the dangers his family is in, and how heā€™s falling short of saving them and thereā€™s nothing he can do about that.Ā 
7. Oberyn during Tyrionā€™s trail by combat, and his arrogance and his rage, ASoS-Tyrion X. His demand that the Mountain say Eliaā€™s name got me tearing up the first time I read it, not realizing what the cost of that justice would be for Oberyn himself. So much of ASoIaF deals with grief, and the consequences of obsessive grief, and this fit into the series so impeccably fucking well
8. Every single thing about Daenerys freeing the slaves at Astapor, ASoS-Daenerys III. One of the things I really didnā€™t appreciate in the show is how they changed the tone of that scene, very much altering it from Daenerys and her joy that she can do this thing, a balm after the horror she felt seeing the slaves and learning about the brutal training the Unsullied go through, into a moment that was just her being badass and powerful.Ā 
"Unsullied!" Dany galloped before them, her silver-gold braid flying behind her, her bell chiming with every stride. "Slay the Good Masters, slay the soldiers, slay every man who wears a tokar or holds a whip, but harm no child under twelve, and strike the chains off every slave you see." She raised the harpy's fingers in the air . . . and then she flung the scourge aside. "Freedom!" she sang out. "Dracarys! Dracarys!" "Dracarys!" they shouted back, the sweetest word she'd ever heard. "Dracarys! Dracarys!" And all around them slavers ran and sobbed and begged and died, and the dusty air was filled with spears and fire. "Dracarys!" they shouted back, the sweetest word she'd ever heard. "Dracarys! Dracarys!" And all around them slavers ran and sobbed and begged and died, and the dusty air was filled with spears and fire."Dracarys!" they shouted back, the sweetest word she'd ever heard. "Dracarys! Dracarys!" And all around them slavers ran and sobbed and begged and died, and the dusty air was filled with spears and fire.Ā [Bold mine] The moment on the show was momentous, but this was-----vastly superior and far more indicative of her character.
9. Catelyn stopping the catspaw from killing Bran, AGoT-Catelyn III. Watching Catelyn emerge from the haze of her grief only to go full fucking ham feral and brutal protecting her child was like *chefā€™s kiss* Thereā€™s just such a cool contrast between her losing her shit talking with Robb a moment before, and then the actual fight, and then her busting out with:Ā  "The circumstances did not allow me to examine it closely, but I can vouch for its edge," Catelyn replied with a dry smile. "Why do you ask?"
10. This exchange:Ā  Alliser Thorne overheard him. "Lord Snow wants to take my place now." He sneered. "I'd have an easier time teaching a wolf to juggle than you will training this aurochs.""I'll take that wager, Ser Alliser," Jon said. "I'd love to see Ghost juggle."Ā AGoT-Jon III. Thatā€™s the moment I knew I stanned Jon Snow irreparably, forever.
PS: I adore your aesthetic, your blog and writing gives me an otherworldly feeling.Ā Ā No u! For real, anon, thatā€™s so fucking sweet of you to sayĀ  šŸ„°šŸ„°šŸ„° Hope I answered everything to your satisfaction, and feel free to come back and chat if the mood strikes ya!
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dear-yandere Ā· 4 years ago
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ā€”ask collection!
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a collection of mostly very old chats and sweet asks that i never got around to answering! thanks for the patience and love!!Ā 
beware, fairly long post... woops....
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chat asks.
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darling:Ā Eu-jin is best boy. Change my mind.
vanya: i am physically incapable of fulfilling that request, how dare you do that to me... iā€™m biased since heā€™s my own oc, but i would die for my (very best) boy eu-jin... who can resist such a gentle yandere that loves you so whole-heartedly?
that reminds me! heā€™s actually based off of kuroyuki and gekkamaru from the otome nightshade, so if you want similar characters by any chance, do check them and the game out ā™”
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darling: I was watching the dub for Part 5 of JoJo's Bizarre adventure yesterday...Mista called himself Daddy and I like- sdfghjfgsdhnhnmj!! My heart can't take this--
vanya:Ā WAIT HE DID???? iā€™m not even big on daddy kink and reading that made me go šŸ˜³ this is vital information to know... what episode was this??? for research purposes, of course. gotta perfect my yan! mista, after all~...
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darling:Ā for yandere songs, have you heard of the major to minor covers by chase holfelder :O? the way he delivers the lyrics in some songs (betty, all i want for christmas), added with the key changes to minor, is really fantastic, and gives a stalker-ish vibe imo! and he's a really good singer in general
vanya: i have!! a good chunk of them are actually on my personal yandere playlist, so i end up hearing them frequently when iā€™m writing!! i havenā€™t been keeping up with his uploads recently, soĀ ā€˜bettyā€™ is completely new to me and just, wow????????????Ā this man is an absolute god send for usĀ ā€œromanticā€ horror fans... ā™”
this ask gave me such a lovely idea, though, darling: assigning yandere types/mbti based off each of chaseā€™s minor key covers. i think iā€™ll do that just for you. ā™”
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darling @blossomiichā€‹:Ā I reread some of your old character interaction asks and saw the one with Jotaro hugging his Darling after a panic attack and the elephant seal plush reminded me of the iconic C H O N K Y ringed seal plushie that was kinda trending and I can totally imagine Jotaro having one of those >w< that's so adorable!
vanya: i honestly donā€™t remember that interaction, but then again i donā€™t remember most things hmghng so i looked it up and
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j...just imagine star plat hogging it and not letting joot cuddle with itĀ šŸ„ŗ the duality of man...thank you for this cute image...
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darling:Ā Umm, sorry for asking this. I'm just curious because of your bio language in your header. Are you Chinese too, perhaps?
vanya: no worries!! iā€™m mixed guyanese (indian, chinese, & possibly black and/or portuguese), but my family only celebrates (or rather, acknowledges?) our indian descent, since the majority of our family is predominantly east indian.Ā 
my header is actually a quote from a danmei novel (and one of my all-time favorite fandoms), tiān guān cƬ fĆŗ (heavenā€™s official blessing)!
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darling genki stan anon: Omg you're writing for free now, i didn't expect that one lol. It's a cute show innit? Not a nagi stan but I feel like nagisa has that kinda unsnapped personality that would make him peak delusional yandere material lolol like oikawa but less threatening and without his head being up his own ass šŸ˜‚. Hope you're doing well!! -gsa
Gdjsjs im such a fool, i think my last ask said something about not thinking you'd write for free when i literally just pointed out kisumi on your sideblog LMAO my bad šŸ˜… šŸ˜‚ also ill hold back on the gen chan requests because ive already asked so many in the past! Thank you though šŸ„ŗ. Also feel free not to post this, it can just dip into my onesided chats with my lil flower šŸ’ so long as you receive them im fine šŸ˜Œ -genki stan anon
vanya:Ā nagisa isnā€™t my favorite (kisumi is), but gods if he wouldnā€™t make a great yandere. honestly, out of the iwatobi boys, nagi is probably the most unhinged. i wouldnā€™t peg him as delusional, at least not at first; i think heā€™s very lucid and knows exactly what he wants and how to manipulate people in order to get it!!! kisumi is fairly similar now that i think about it... i might... have a type...
please feel free to send in gen-chan requests whenever you want!!!! iā€™m kinda super asocial, so itā€™ll take me a while to answer, but i love getting asks from you since youā€™re so sweet and excitable!!! your little flower reads and cherishes them all!! šŸ„ŗ
also darling genki stan anon:Ā Sorry for spamming you with asks hdjkdks, u dont even need to reply im just kinda brain empty venting here whether you recieve them or not šŸ˜‚ i just needed to confess that while yes i am #1 gen simp, and he is undoubtedly my fave oc of yours but that Ilya tentacle smut had me very much so highkey kinda šŸ‘€, had to re read the genki oral style drabble to bring my head back. He dont even need to worry about luca bc that man a thot. I think therin is a thot too but like lowkey, a classy thĆ³t -gsa
vanya: omg iā€™ve kept this one for forever mnmghngh i mightā€™ve even answered at some other point, now that i think about it... but i just šŸ„ŗ gosh i hope i find my muse soon, because i really wanna write you a genki fic šŸ„ŗ hhhh
the ilya tentacle smut was so in character for that boy... i have no clue how to write monsters, much less tentacles, but iā€™d honestly do anything for himĀ šŸ™ kinky russian boy...
therin is definitely a classy thot, the kind that only bangs the finest concubines then turns around and slut shames you for banging the very same prostitutes gbfmngnfg rules donā€™t apply to him, in his kingdom...wish that were me tbh āœŠšŸ˜”
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sweet asks.
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darling one: i've read almost all of your dazai and chuuya fics and i love them so much!! your formatting is also super aesthetic just a question, i saw on your kofi that you also draw so i was wondering if you drew all the header arts?? bc they're all super pretty :) have a great day!
darling two:Ā Just wanted to say love the writing and the way your format your posts is so aesthetically pleasing. One day I hope my posts looks half as good as yours because I legit can't get over how pretty and organized it looks.
vanya:Ā omg thank you so much!!!! one of my bffs, yue, is to thank for the formatting and aesthetic choices, really! if you wanna see more of her aesthetic formats and posts, she actually runs a few blogs! you may know her as @milkscafeā€‹, formally @milkaaton! i adore her and her aes choices so much šŸ„ŗ
as for the headers, i donā€™t draw 99.98% of them! i have drawn a couple, but theyā€™re so few and far in between since i almost never finish my art wips haha... my older posts are lacking proper credits because iā€™m an absolute idiot, but iā€™m slowly working my way backwards to credit them all where possible! theyā€™re all indeed super pretty!!!
have a great day yourself, my love!!
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darling:Ā THEYā€™RE NOT BAD CONTENT, I LOVE THEM ALL
vanya:Ā this was in response to a now-deleted lil blurb but i kept it in my inbox because i wanted to say i love u very much and seeing this ask each time i open my inbox makes my heart skip a beat ā™”
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darling:Ā Listen I love your writing, you inspired me to start it myself! I've always loved to write, and read of course but your style and concepts just stick with me. If you where to write something besides Yandere content/fandom content and started your own series? I would read the shit, out of it. I'm always nervous to interact with my favorite writers because you know, I'm afraid of the impression I'd leave but I just wanted to say this anyway! šŸ’žšŸ’žšŸ’žšŸ”«šŸ˜³
vanya:Ā wowowow fgfnmgnfmngfg thatā€™s such a high compliment my brain just gmfnbgmnf go boom fogjfngnfg and thank you for the interaction, us writers truly appreciate it no matter how awkward or nervous you think you may be / come off!!!
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darling one:Ā As a writer, your post struck a nerve with me. I donā€™t send feedback to writers I like nearly as much as I should (and certainly not as much as Iā€™d like in return as a writer). So, as such, Iā€™m going to start doing that when I can, starting with you.
You are an incredible writer. You were one of the first yandere writing blogs I found and youā€™re still one I check in on regularly to see what you have been working on. You can portray a sense of suspense and intrigue in a natural way that many other writers - published ones included - struggle with. You delve into the darkness without it feeling forced, and you have an amazing grasp on the psyches of the characters you write for (which is a quality I adore in writing and strive toward myself).
Iā€™m not great at ending these things so I guess.. you keep doing you? Because the you is great and I appreciate it.
darling two:Ā  hey. i'm here to tell you that from the bottom of my heart i love you and your writings. i really admire your writing skills. you inspire me. one of your posts once saved me from a nervous breakdown. thank you for everything you do. you're a wonderful person. good luck!
darling three:Ā I wanted to tell you that thank you for writing such wonderful beautiful writings and that you take time to edit and write I hope you are taking care of yourself šŸ’–ā¤
darling four:Ā Thanks. I was having a hard time and deleted all my apps, but as soon as i opened my phone my first instinct was to look at your blog and i got my motivation back. Thanks (:
darling five:Ā Hi ! I just wanted to say I really enjoy the stories you write and how they are detailed so well ! Stay safe and I hope you have a good day/night ! įƒš(ā•¹ā—”ā•¹įƒš)
vanya: ahhhh, these are very old asks mostly dating back to myĀ ā€œtumblr writing community is dyingā€ post, and iā€™ve kept them this entire time because iā€™m just so starstruck. i have no clue how to reply to compliments, so iā€™m not sure what else to say besides that these asks made me very happy and got me through a few insecure moments!!! iā€™ve actually been feeling a little down about my writing recently, mostly because of lack of motivation / inspiration, so revisiting these really warmed my heart, so thank you truly ā™” iā€™m certainly keeping the originals in my inbox until the end of time!!
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darling @monstrously-obsessed:Ā psst, this local cryptic mom thing send all of their love for you šŸ’•
vanya:Ā your local herbo says she loves you very much momster šŸ„ŗ mwah
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also, to the anon worried about my safety:
thank you so much for pointing that out!!! it hadnā€™t even crossed my mind when i made those ocs, so i appreciate your concern! i was contemplating revamping those two as is, so this is a great place to start! thank you again!!
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stimmypaw Ā· 4 years ago
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stimmypaw reads the apprenticeā€™s quest, a blog post
A big one, just a bunch of thoughts as Iā€™m reading it, of course, lots of spoilers for the first book in the Warrior Cats series A Vision of Shadows. This will be covering just the first book tho, itā€™s all in the Read More, letā€™s gooooooo!!!!
Vision Of Shadows time
Lots of new cats!!! I don't remember these guys as kits or anything wrow!!! I like their names but itll take a while to get used to them
Also cant believe they printed stormcloud's dead name
Omg there's a cat named beepaw
I love these cats all of them so much im going 2 cry
All new names are perfect
I FORGOT HOW GORGEOUS THE CAT VIEW IN THE RECENT BOOKS WAS, LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT
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I'm glad leafpool smokes weed
I love reading from Jayfeather's point of view, his grumpiness hasn't grown on me ever but thats just me, I still enjoy it lots he's great and its fun
Firestar and Leopardstar's characterizations are On Point i love it
OOF i feel so bad when jayfeather is mean to others, poor kestrelflight, I love those two
Lovely Jayfeather moments now its time for the first chapter
I like this duo! Also I didn't think I'd ever say this but shut up squirrelflight one can have fun AND learn with their mentors
Sparkkit sounds nice she makes jingling bell noises when she walks around
Alderkit is chadphobic /j
I can see Alderkit taking deep breaths to relax its rotating in my mind its beautiful
God this first chapter feels so good and comfortable, like eating noodles and chicken nuggets. I am so so deeply in love with it, its gorgeous!
Sparkkit is so perfect too, and Graystripe remembering Firestar aaaaaa
DUSTPELT SAID WHAT? PHDHAHAHHA OH NOOOO I don't remember their relationship much, must have been fun, I love young little creature squirrelflight I MISSED HER SO BAD WOW
I started reading the second chapter and died, I think ill take a break now 2 sleep heehhee
I love them describing twoleg stuff its always so fun and alien, like watching an animal planet show about funny sea creatures.
Also I have determined sparkpaw is my favorite, might be my favorite cat ever next to hollyleaf??? I really identify with her and also she's autistic i have decided that
Alderpaw baby noooo hhhh their mentor at least is trying to show its okay, he seems very emotionally distant so far and alderheart feels very emotionally needy, actually both of them do, did I mention I love Sparkpaw??? I might be imprinting myself 2 much on her
I love how like, its clear both of them are absolutely anxious and worried about others opinions on them, which is clearly something they got from being Firestar's grandkids, deputy kids and leader kids. And bramblestar too, I recall him being quite the anxious lad ahhah. Sparkpaw will be showing confidence and being loud but the second anyone isn't approving of her or she does something "wrong" she gets small and quiet, and she ended up setting a high bar for herself by being good at hunting and fighting so I'm curious to see how that will go. Also there's nothing wrong with being guided through a crowded place to meet others Sparkpaw!!! I bet the two of them would be stuck without not knowing how to talk to others had Needlepaw not shown up. I love them, my gf is mocking me saying I'm a Sparkpaw kinnie.
Apprentices will like learn about a thing and tell everyone about it all the time and assume its always true in every situation and thats valid I love kids like that. Also in my head Needlepaw kinda looks like a porcupine. Oh boo she's fatphobic >:(
I love apprentices they are so fun and silly, just making fun of the leaders like its nothing. The way they are clearly learning and absorving everything their warriors say and do like sponges its just ***chefs kiss***
Omg shadowclan is just full of 12 year olds help
And then the old person said "it sure is hard being old!" And everyone clapped
Shout-out to pretty Riverclan apprentice #481977 I love her
Leafpool: šŸ‘šŸ‘
Alderpaw: I knew it im cursed and awful and terrible and I will never amount to anything
I wish the cats didn't seem to be giving up on him so easily though
Ah yes the classic thunderclan move "you suck, into the medicine hole you go"
The way sparkpaw changes the things she says and how she does when it isn't the status quo around her oooooooooooooyeaaaaaaa I love 1 autistic cat
Alderpaw considering your problems lesser than other cats won't help you deal with them better bro
I love Needlepaw's excitement about Alderpaw being a medicine cat apprentice, and her sarcasm, she feels like a preppy teenager
Ahhh this is so good, I am so thirsty for family moments like this, just Alderpaw bonding with grandma, Iā€™ll definitely want to draw this one itā€™s so sweet.
Oh to be young and silly.
I really am enjoying like, Alderpawā€™s struggles to seeing how he fits in the clan, how he fits in himself, how he wants to be seen and what he wants to be, itā€™s really good. I Am Engaged(tm) With This Plot.
SPARKPAW NOOOOOOO but also Yes I want her to be shown vulnerable and weak pleaseĀ 
POP, god watching this stuff always awful, the cats must have thought he broke her ahahah
Also, really great that they learned from Dovewing and now like leave choices and discussions about prophecies between adults
And plus Brambles seemed to take the time to explain stuff to him, seems he wont be going alone either the 1 thing is that he will be the only one knowing what the journey is really about, why though??? I didnt read Firestar's Quest or whatever why does Skyclan need to be secret??? Seems quite silly really!
YESSSS SANDSTORM GET HIS ASS FIGHT FIGHT LOVE THIS LOVE SANDSTORM
I could feel squirrelflight nearing explosion here, this was very fun, i wish they werent hiding this though!!!
The secret thing is showing to be a plot point so I am once again Very Engaged
Also, wonderful dialogue bit, someone asked Bramblestar why an Elder is going and:
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Lovely perfect perfect
I miss you dovewing
SQUIRRELFLIGHT LOVE YOU
Oh boy this is it
Traveling book moment
Graystripe: Soooo you're excited to go on the journey to the old territories and Skyclan?
Sandstorm: Yes! It's been ages and-
Graystripe: I'm sure the tribe will love the visit too
Sandstorm, groaning: Oh noooo I forgot about how the tribe is in the way of every journeyyyyy noooooo they're such a racist caricature, please tell me you have a plan
Graystripe: Yes don't worry about it the writers forgot about the tribe in my comic book so you can just use the excuses i did to actively avoid it
Sandstorm: Oh thank Starclan
Sparkpaw's desperation to prove herself oof, her anxiety with understanding the prophecy, oh boy, and Alderpaw feeling too overwhelmed by the questions and not managing to talk!!!! I am so glad they are both autistic
Hoping "Being Leader" wont mean theyre putting nonsense responsibility on the apprentice again
Ah good Sandstorm is on the lead again, as she should, she should have been leader she would have been great
I can't believe Alderpaw thinks I look stupid and diseased :( /j
Everything about this twoleg scene was scandalous I loved it, Sparkpaw just toppled over a trash bag and they are eating from it, iconic, also did those twolegs throw out a whole turkey? Damn
Its not that Sparkpaw is freakishly good at hunting she is very hungry and constantly on the watch for things to eat
BRO Ive never been in a road where the drivers are this wild, throwing bottles out of the car????? Ive seen Fruit being thrown like once or twice, what the fuck!!! I'm glad they are going to wait until the morning to continue
Okay I was not expecting Needlepaw to show up this girl is chaotic I love her
ACTUALLY YEAH WHY DIDNT THEY TELL THE OTHER CLANS ABOUT THIS SINCE THE PROPHECY IS ABOUT ALL THE CLANS???
Needlepaw is like Rono from Bambi 2 if he wasnt a mean bully and thats very epic
Very curious character though, how come her mentor isnt teaching her the warrior code properly? Is that an issue with all apprentices?? Is the clan overwhelmed by 12 year olds and they won?
Having lots of fun trying to play the game "what animal are they describing this time" the erins made here, im glad they're in a farm. Worried about Sandstorm though :c
Fuck im worried about sandstorm a lot, her wound hurt on Me
Yeah water is good youre right sandstorm
Aw man I hope she's okay let her at least survive to meet skyclan please
NOOOOOOOO SANDSTORMA A AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Sandtteooonrjrbbbmmnnnnnnnnnn
I am so sad
Alderpaw denying it, Starclan shining upon their vigil, everything crushed me i cried
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Alderpaw considers Nihilism
Haven't seen a cat thank starclan for prey in a while its
Oh look they time skipped a journey! They don't tend to do that thats nice
I'm so excited to be meeting The Skyclan that everyone in the fandom knows now
So far they seem kinda mean but thats most clans at first glance really
Okay somethings up
I uh have heard of Darktail pretty sure he's a bad guy so yeah something really bad happened to Skyclan
Am worried
Darktail sounds like an evil himbo* i may be enjoying him actually
*himbos are usually nice by default so he's just evil and stupid and strong
Does needletail know these cats already?????
Ah
Shit
Oh okay fuck
I've been quietly reading the rest because I am just concerned and I want them to be okay as quickly as possible
Waterfalls are a classic nice
Oh boy time for our unlikely duo of Alderpaw and Needlepaw to get out of a Mess!
I did not expect this to end up with the two of them journeying into parenthood, but I'm happy it did
Well actually I'm very unhappy theyre so lost and there's no sign of Skyclan I am very worried for everyone involved Sparkpaw must be feeling awful!
Twigkit is a great name
Yeah this ended terribly
Overall! Frigging loved it this book was GOOD and a great start for the series I am very excited to read the rest, SO WORRIED ABOUT SKYCLAN THO AAAA the characterizations were great the characters were great the pacing was fun and I didn't get bored once!
I think o only wish I had read this sooner really so I could look up others thoughts without getting heavily spoiled about the last books, I can watch a few videos already though thats a start ahhaha. But yeah it was great and it felt very good to read, haven't swallowed up a book so quickly in a very long time!!! Very happy I finally got my hands on this šŸ’•šŸ’–šŸ’•šŸ’–šŸ’•šŸ’– cant wait 2 start the next one
If you read all this, hope you had fun hahaha, ill be making more of these cus theyre fun and I like talking about warrior cats thats just my thing
Til next time
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