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started watching transformers cyberverse and I love it so far.
I'm only on episode 5 but it's soo good. I love windbalde and bumblebee is funny. Bumblebee having amesia is actually pretty interesting and getting to like see his memories is cool.
Idk how I feel about grimlock like his voice is kinda weird to me rn but maybe I'll grow to like it lol
I really wanna see more of thundercracker, starscream and aoundwave. Love them
Also didn't relasise the episodes were 11 minutes but not too bothered by that lol
Anyways this is a great show I love very much
#idk why i didnt watch this sooner lol#ive been missing out lol#transformers cyberverse#my ramble shambles
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was it casual when i sat in your lap in public? was it casual when i said "recently my heart is crying because you're leaving"? was it casual when we decided how your last name would fit with mine? ("yuki tsunoda-gasly" / "no tsunoda, only gasly" / "yuki gasly?") was it casual when we sang adele's "someone like you" together at your going away party? was it casual when i knew it was you just by touching your ass? was it casual when i knew it was you by smell alone? was it casual when "will you miss me?" / "for 2-3 minutes maybe" / "i'll take that. even if it's just 2-3 minutes, i'll take that"? was it casual when that bus was completely empty and we still sat right next to each other, all the way in the back? was it casual when i picked you up multiple times so you could dunk a basketball? was it casual when i begged to come over to your house multiple time and then you finally let me and we cooked fried rice together? was it casual when we played christmas twister together and i said "your big eggplant is touching my ass"? was it casual when we were pressed up against each other on a scooter going two miles per hour? was it casual when-
#edit: tinytauris fact checked my post and they sang 'hello' not someone like you & it was 'your big monster' not eggplant#everyday i think about the fact that yukierre should've been what lestappen is now#i should be able to go on the yukierre tag on ao3 and it should say 'showing 1-20 of 6745'#they were genuinely so fuckingg weird about each otherrrrrr#im being so serious when i say that if they ever came out as gay/bi/whatever i really wouldnt be surprised#literally just 'okay?? fork spotted in kitchen cmon now' moment#anyway i think about that moment on the bus soooo often#will you miss me? / maybe for 2-3 minutes / ill take that then. even if it's just for 2-3 minutes ill take that#hwat the FUCK#i was going 'gay gay homosexual' everytime i saw them together#yukierre#yuki tsunoda#pierre gasly#also im like 90% sure that everyting i worte down actually happened but if i wrote smth down that didnt happen#and my yukierre infested brain just conjured up please let me know#also ive had this is in my drafts foreverrrr (re: since july) so if this has already been done im so sorry#i always feel like such a loser making posts about driver relationships lol#like 'oh look at that weirdo that got too invested in people she doesn't even know'#whatever im getting to introspective now#1k
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#oc#gabe#thinkin about what gabes canon used to be and how i should keep it for an au#im still alive not that anyone missed me lol#ive been playing lots of shadow of the erdtree#and am off to a little trip for the rest of the week#sanity and mental health? in free fall for sure girlies#ive been in this art slump for 9 months already bwehhh#everythings just kind of terrible lately isnt it#hope anyone reading this is having a wonderful day#hoping august is a better month so i get out of this one drawing a month cycle#i have bobbies to draw and this snail pace is not working for me
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woagh
#missed them#guys i am so tired im not even sure if its the jetlag or just my poor energy levels#school starts soon! i move into my new place next week so more busy busy#but i will always have time for a little bit of ginhiji………my beloeved dumbfucks#ive been doodling a bunch ao i’ll clean them up and figure out how to post it lol#anyways#hope you all have been welllllllll#weewoo#sakata gintoki#hijikata toushirou#ginhiji#gintoki x hijikata#gintama#ok bye
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I truly cannot believe Scylla when she says ladies never come to her shows. Hell—not even when you lured mortals? You're telling me you never drowned a single woman? Bullshit.
And on that note, a hades protag has never been less relatable than Melinoë's distaste for Scylla. Catch me belting along with every battle. Odysseus knows what's up.
#slight side note but i really didnt like his design when i first saw him. or his voice#it was 100% that epic: the musical design that everyone draws that i was just so used to seeing#now? i do really like him#ive been got by the getter of all time who could have foreseen this#and they really dont know how to miss with the soundtracks huh#i get to rock out for an entire boss fight. i get to hum along the whole way through that region#mel and i clearly got very different tastes in music#zag would vibe so hard with this shit change my mind#hades game#hades#hades 2#hades melinoe#melinoe#hades scylla#scylla#hades odysseus#odysseus#hades meme#hades 2 meme#sea plays hades#not used to tagging for video game meme posts lol#im sure the more i make down the line the lazier ill get in the tags
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neath dark waters
#ffxiv#final fantasy xiv#amaurot#art#mine#*24#im not rly a landscape artist but i tried. its much easier when you just try to recreate a pic + dont have to come up with anything lol#ive been listening to neath dark waters all day + i wanna replay ffxiv from the start... havent played it since EW#which is craazy bc it feels like it wasn't even a long time but its been 2 and a half years???#also i was going insane bc google said it released on dec 7th but i know for a fact that THAT was the day i finished it at like 5 am#bc 6th was independence day and i spent the entire day + prev weekend grinding out the quests#i was logging in at like 6am to avoid the long lines. anyway turns out EA started on 3rd lol#anyway amaurotttt i miss u.. u felt like home... </3
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"Tell me - why did you break your oath?"
"I had no choice. To follow it was to act against my conscience."
#im so glad this turned out#it took 9 1/2 (!?) hours but i got it eventually lol#it feels good getting an actual illustration knocked out instead of another sketch#its been a while since ive had the energy & motivation for that#and doing the lighting was very fun#i need to play around with texture brushes more often#anyway i love the oathbreaker knight v much#though im a little disappointed no one commented on dora breaking her oath?#maybe i missed my chance to see it somehow#she's got the broken sword tattoo now instead of the starry face paint and i love that for her#diodore#the star's shield no longer#bg3#bg3 tav#bg3 oathbreaker#oathbreaker paladin#bg3 drow#drow paladin#illustration#digital art#digital artist#commissions open#bg3 art#baldurs gate 3#queer artist#digital illustration#dnd art#my art#my post#blood cw
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[ ARCHIVING! ]
hi hii so,,, after a lot of thought and contemplating i think it’d be best for me to archive this blog </3
i came to tumblr nearly a year ago and it’s been fun but now i’m drained + uninspired, n i js have so much stress n negative emotions associated w this blog that now its time to leave and maybe start anew ?
who knows! :>
i’ve gone back and forth with if i should delete my works here or not bcs ik lots of people love them but they’ve js been a constant bad reminder to me and i’m not proud of most of them anymore :<< but as of rn i’ll be leaving them + this blog up!!
(may change in the future but i’m scared of the deact button LOL)
js kinda being on here stresses me out and its no longer fun so i hope that by doing this i can have some peace + you still get to read my old stuff :3
i started this blog js before my first year of uni and i never expected to stay this long on tumblr honestly,, like i was js gonna post a bit for fun n delete my acc LOL but i’m vv thankful for the almost 2k of you who stuck around and enjoyed my writing ^_^
youre all vv sweet n i wish i couldve provided more writing on here for yall to read before archiving this blog TvT i feel like i have nothing here honestly LOL
if my blog does deact, i may repost my fics on my new blog but for now i js wanna be lwk on here and not have to worry abt updating so many series at the same time (so sorry to all dfh, vbs, loveholic ++ all other fans of my ongoing series :<< the stress to write and update is too much for me to handle 😞)
please take care of yourselves and i hope to catch you again someday if you find me !! :3
bye bye!
#the read more is js sum other info its not too important LOL#idk if i should rb this a few times or not but like . we’ll see lolz#it feels weird leaving right before my one year anni of this acc . . . :<#ik ive like— said i’ll archive and move a bunch bcs im rlly indecisive so im sorry abt that everyone LOL#but js being on this acc where i cant priv my blog js kind of stresses me out and i dont like this feeling 😞#++ i havent been active much w my mutuals so i’m sorry all my moots :(( wish i couldve chatted more w you all on here !!#anon is off bcs i get sm nasty anons but to all my lovely anons i’ll miss youuuu#i think thats all i need to say in tags if i think of smth later on i might add it here LOL#( 𝐂𝐋𝐔𝐁 𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐄 )
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not enough people talk about "dont turn the lights off" ngl. this song + the daycare theme song have been ON LOOP for me. on loop while i draw. on loop while i do chores and cook. on loop while i work. on loop if i need to concentrate on something- no ANYTHING. it's such a comfort to me. this song has a DEATH GRIP on me. WHIMSY UNMATCHED. you don't understand how much this song fuels me to keep creating DCA content for myself ohhh my god.
"lights on" doesn't even compare for me (WHICH OFC i like the song + with the recent release of "best friend" im still giddy)
which, i feel the need to add, this song is pivotal for my motivation to write EBY (wip dca fic im working on rn). like idk i feel invincible when this song plays ig lmao.
#pingyappathon#i eat sleep and breathe DCA rn#i just want someone to get me like srsly understand how deep this hyperfixation is and how important DCA is to me#i need to sing the lyrics at the top of my lungs#it's just THAT good u dont understand#or maybe you do#do you?#please tell me you do cause im GONNA LOSE IT. its so lonely out here#shaking yall rn cause am i missing something like did i miss the excitement that came and went??#i just dont understand why it's not talked about as much cuz i genuinely think it's a BANGER? pls guys its soooo good!!#like the happiness i get from listening to it and the stims are unrivaled my goshgaj#literally its been in my spotify rotation for about 3 months straight :sob:#unless if im totally wrong and we're silently appreciating this masterpiece because guys I NEED TO YAP AB IT. LOUDLY. OBNOXIOUSLY.#ive wanted to make an animatic with it for SOOOO long too AGH#dca fandom#fnaf daycare attendant#fnaf dca#fnaf sb#Spotify#that or play it on my uke one of these days even if my singing isn't that great (im havin fun lol)
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Just a bit of lore relevant vent art (with terrible proportions bc apparently I mess that up horribly when I'm tired ugh. Watch me regret posting this tomorrow. The head size is already driving me mad bc it's too big, and I can feel myself wanting to abort this mission already) of Mourynn just, lying down on top of one of those large elevated Pale Tree roots far above the Grove (and far away from everyone else), and during the time between the early years and before the Personal story. Caithe is gone (Destiny's Edge), Wynne is gone (bc well, y'know...), even Faolain is gone (bc of Caithe in DE), and she's just feeling miserable, lost, and alone. (Her hair is in between her sapling hair and the Zhaitan hair, so it's grown out a bit bc she's depressed, and she's meant to be in the new outfit she designed, but I'm in the process of redesigning it a bit, so I've made a few tentative changes for now. Her collar is now just an extension of her clavicle leaves which can be put up like a collar, or can be draped down over her shoulders or back)
#gw2#sylvari#artgallery#mourynn#mourynn art#I've just been so tired lately bc of work#also just going a bit stir crazy with the silence (lonely; but alas I unfortunately suck at starting convos bc I have nothing interesting t#talk about and work has been draining my social energy; making it even harder :( (I'd rather burn the social energy with friends yknow?)#it's getting a wee bit better; but I haven't had much time or energy to even game while we're in the midst of our busiest season :(#I miss hanging out and chatting with my buds; but the universe insists on keeping us apart :(#just miss having something to look forward to throughout my day. Been trying to fill it with other things; but the depresso is overriding i#Mostly just been me with my thoughts and that is just bad bc I got so many horrors in there lmao.#I wanna at the very least; draw more or game more to distract from it; but work is sapping all my time and energy from it.#but also it's very quiet on my end and it's kicking my overthinking into overdrive so I#Ive just been fighting with my mind lately lmao#hopefully this will all pass soon so I won't obsessively keep thinking about it loll#lol I'd post this in the servers but it's vent art so it feels a bit weird to do; so it's going straight to home video w/o a theater releas#hopefully once work calms down it'll help#(I have so many long shifts makes me so frustrated bc I hate them and I run out of steam half way through)#other than all that I'm doing fine lol. My brain's always been like this; But I usually only get like this during the winter season#(bc of the holidays making everything quiet and also the SAD) so it feels weird having this exact same feeling happen to me in July lol
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Choose your Khadgar
#warcraft#khadgar#i kinda like his tbc look but i think that's just the nostalgia speaking lol#he's had a few subtle model changes since WoD. and they have made him look better every time#he has *eyelashes* now. like my god the art team is incredible#they knock it out of the park every goddamn time#it does look like he has a smaller head tho. i saw someone point that out#or maybe it's just the perspective/depth of field. camera shit#ive been putting off postin this out of embarrassment but i dont care anymore#i am bored online and have been focusing on m+ lately#i miss posting about my faves on tumblr like this... used to be an everyday thing#or every week thing. now it's a rarity lol#also yeah that first pic is of khadgar in warcraft ii i think LMFAO#crazy how he actually looks sorta similar to how he looks now#crazy how much technology has changed since then... since before i was even born
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It's missing my father hours rn so imma just dump a bunch of pictures here and cry
( sorry i don't know the source of anything I just had them on my phone)
(also dont read the tags i just need to let it out lol)
#I just realized I can call him dad easier than my real dad and now I understand why am I so damn attached to him#I always knew he was a parental figure for me#but now I connected the dots#How when u have an absent dad and a d34d mom a guy shows up in ur life#that tells u life advice that both of ur parents failed to do so#and makes u feel safe the first time in ur life#ofc ud become attached#i know for sure its unhealthy how much i love and miss him#he occupies most of my thoughts honestly#But how could i not cling to him so much when he was the only one who gave me hope in life#i try to keep going and even tho he is not here i keep telling myself whatever he taught me. i keep reminding myself he wants us to live an#bloom and be free#and that's what ill try to do#but you know somedays i wish i could just disappear and be wrapped in eternal happiness#its so fucking hard to pull yourself out of the slump man im so fucking tired im so so tired#somedays i wish id have the courage to off myself but i know that deep down i want to live and ive always wanted to live but i have no idea#how to live. i feel like i finally found a purpose and someone i love. but at the same time im always doubting myself and im scared of losi#g this little hope again and i know i should cherish and use it instead but each day i have this anxiety because rn i have nothing else if#lose this i seriously will lose everything atp. but ill still try bc rn its this or death so i should try im just damn tired yes anyways#sorry for being depressing some days just dont work out but thats okay#yes at the same time i want to get out of my head and try to find some friends but i cant deny that im highkey fucked up and i just cant le#go of my past and i still feel like that helpless unloved kid and idk how to form relationships this way. i dont trust myself at all so idk#how to trust others. and i feel like in order to find ppl that would love me i have to overshare abt my whole lifestory bc it still dictate#my life heavily. and since i met this band its better cuz im learning to deal w it and i want to heal from everything but yes at the same t#me who would wqnt to be friends w. someone that has like a year of life experience and 18 years of depression lol#so yes its complicated. bc i have friends but im like the funny friend. the one that is as shallow as puddle and has no problems but honest#y im genuinely sufferint qnd have been sufferinz all my life so i want to come out of my funny friend role. but that wojld mean i have to t#ll the shit i went through to all my friends but tbh it would be so random so ye. i do have a plan though. how it could work. But yes im ti#ed have been tired for 7 years now. But this time around i hope i can successfully get out of this torture cycle lol.#ok sorry this is what happens after puberty guys i could beva research case for a damn mental institute atp xdd
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Happy Friday! The first 4 pages of the polyfob comic (with Girltrick) are up on the WordPress!
As always I want to give a major shout out to @punk-gremlin for commissioning and writing this! You can find their fic below 🫶 I'd really love to draw the rest of it sometime, it's a real treat UwU
Commissions like this help fund the blog and keep me able to create, so if you want to see more art then consider tipping, commissioning, joining the Patreon, or just sharing my work! A censored version of this comic has been posted to my IG if that's easier to share as well 🫶
#yayyyyyy ive been wanting to show yall this for what feels like FOREVER#im very bad at being patient#i honestllllyyyyyy almost want to just crowdsource individual comics#bc dude how sick would it be to have like 70 pages#full color or at least with shading and effects and all cleaned up ahhhhhhhhh#thats the dream like just let me draw this band fucking#also ive been thinking about branching out a bit more again like im sorry im having a major itch for drawing gerard#but this was soooooo fun and the process videos for the pages will make their way onto the patreon too!#poll in the read more in case tou miss it#okayyyy now to tag this thang lmao#pete#patrick#joe#andy#art#commission#comic#request#fic#art submission#polyfob#girltrick#girl out world#girl out boy#fall out girl#im so tempted to call this safe to reblog lol#btw if you ever want to share my regular art IG that also helps me to fund this blog as a passion project!#Joetrick#andtrick#peterick
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💒🌸 Haru Week - Day 6 - Free! Day 🌸💒
whoops I know these are out of order, so pls bear with me🥺🙏 thank you so so much to everyone who has supported me during haru week!!💙💙💙💙 (tho I totally turned it into makoharu week lol😂💦💚💙)
this was a lot of fun and I really hope yall enjoyed it too! haru will always have a special place in my heart💘
#haruseternalsummer2024#makoharu#harumako#makoto tachibana#haruka nanase#free!#free! iwatobi swim club#whew// i cant believe i managed to do almost all of the prompts for haru week#i know i missed one; ;#but i wasnt sure what to draw;;;;#also this month has been insane#i had a friend visiting the first week. i was out in LA the second week#then i flew to texas for windblume and then drove to chicago this weekend for anime magic#its been crazyyy#idk how ive been able to draw lol#but im so happy i was able to participate!!#i love love love haru forever and ever#(tho of course i had to sneak makoto in there too lmao)#(theyre a package deal)#💚💙💚💙💚💙#shitty#(< that's my art tag)
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2024 Canadian Grand Prix - Qualifying - George Russell
#IVE REALLY MISSED GIFING SMTH SUBSTANTIAL OKAY#so take these george gifs :)#im glad i got the pose one out so quickly haha#i was just gonna include it in this but ah it deserves its own#but here comp post!!!! which i havent rly been able to make it recently#god the way he runs in that one gif is so fucking funny to me#also so funny to have him and max being so friendly when i still vividly remember baku 23 LOL#f1#formula 1#george russell#we do a little bit of f1#gr63#2024 canadian gp#2024 canadian grand prix
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it's not sinking in that today might be the last day in my house and town for many months to come
#like how do i even feel#on one hand im excited because like now that i finally agreed to dads stupid whims he technically will have to give in to things#ive been wanting since FOREVER like going to the gym#plus it's impossible to eat junk food when he's there he won't even let me kacchi maggi because maida hai bimar ho jayegi#and aadhe se zyada din toh pyaaz ye sab nahi kha sakte so it rules out any outside food#which is so good because like i just found out im pre diabetic lol#like borderline sugar like ab kuch nahi kiya toh seedha type 2 diabetes#so i need to eat healthy or ill literally die#i mean eventually but whatever being diagnosed with this in my 20s would kill me#also simply the fear of living with him is so much that i HAVE to study#and i want to now it's high time#but yeah want doesn't really work for me#i read a quote somewhere that 'goals' don't mean anything because winners and losers have the same goals#and i was like WOAH. like the person who gets an all india rank had the same goal as me: to pass the exam with good marks#but they succeeded and i didn't so it's isn't our goals that differentiate us#which ik is obvious but like still idk put things in perspective#anyway yeah that way my life MIGHT be fixed#but there's also living ALONE with my sociopathic FATHER who has more mood swings than me on pms#and being cut off frm the rest of civilisation and yk developed roads and buildings and ice cream shops#i guess it is mostly food ig :( which is good like the most junk food i can eat there is a burger from a nearby stall and that's pretty#much it they literally do not even have havmor or anything in walking distance forget scoop wali ice cream#but i like my bed and i like my ceiling with the stars and i like looking out of my window and knowing that the first ever crush of my life#lives right next to me and i like knowing that ill meet my bestfriend atleast once a month#i don't really love my mom or my brother tbh but idk maybe ill miss them it's weird ive never lived without them#i don't know i really hope that this is like a boot camp kota types experience rather than so much isolation that i sink deep into#depression. but then ive hit pretty shocking lows this year so hopefully i can handle it#my sister did say that when she lived alone with him for a month it was quite peaceful and okay because he usually gets more angry when mom#is around warna mostly he's fine#i don't know i don't know bhagwan ji please ab aur mushkil mat banana life bohot jhatke de chuke ho already ab pls#mujhe apni galtiyo ko sudharne ka mauka dena 🙏
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