#ive been learning to do this dance
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I adore your scent, it just grows sweeter
From now on I'll see nothing but you, love4eva
i did it!! i made him do the dance 😭💗
i like this cropped one too ✂
#obey me asmodeus#obey me#obey me nightbringer#loona#love4eva#ive been learning to do this dance#well ive actually already learned it fully at this point but i still practice since im kinda sloppy#but yea the dance is cute and asmos cute....so put em together#i havent drawn anything this detailed in a very long time#asmos little scorp brooch and roses....yall its like solmare said “lets make drawing these characters extra annoying”#but i like how it came out tho so worth it!#i have another kpop thing i wanna do with asmos Halloween fit so lets hope it gets done
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It's good to see you let your hair down, Red.
#shameless#dance#cameron monaghan#ian gallagher#elliot fletcher#trevor#ian u big hoe#my gifs#im always feral for a good hair grab#there's tongue if u look frame by frame :P#i liked trevor the most#i liked how he helped ian open up his sexuality and learn about boundaries etc#but then he pulled the thing with the fat guys i didnt like that :/#i get it ive been fat and u do wanna please cuz u believe no one loves u for u#but using them like that for a pick me up is so wrong#and how he behaved about monica
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I should add poledancing to the list of odd talents that Akira has but has no business having due to growing up in a small suburban town. I only had access to it bc i had a YMCA that had a MASSIVE gym (in a criminally underfunded part of the city); there were poles put up alongside some other structures to allow counselors to make up some shit for us to do lmao
Hes got a flair about him; speaking from experience, it is FUN to do gymnastic shit like that, and its really really REALLY good for ur core. Other things on the list are basic gymnastics (he hates that shit tho, the classes he took sucked ass), Parkour (loves this; less about running and more about utilizing ur core and bracing for falls), and Knife Flipping/Spinning. Theyre all odd things that coincidentally ended up being VERY good experience for the metaverse :) YEAH the metaverse makes it easier to pull off tricks, but he already knew how to do all those things; you cant get Ryuji or Yusuke to spin kick off a pole wo having them fall and bust their ass- Its ALL skill babey
#chattin#akira#i also hc him as someone who Can do yoga but hates doing it alone bc its boring#but he LIVES off of attention#and being good at doing extreme yoga poses will give u ppls undivided attention LMAO#hes like. before i learn this thing. is it Cool? and will it make people say ‘what the fuck?’ out loud?#i feel like he wouldnt tell anyone about anything voluntarily#ann makes a comment about pole dancing bc shes seen some of the older models do it#and it just seems so impossibly out of reach for her. and hes like. do u have a trainer? i could help#‘what do u mean help???’ ‘what else would that mean? help you Do the Thing bc i know how to Do it’#ann is the only person whos seen it outside of the metaverse. hes a bit clumsy w more extreme poses but hes good at spinning :)!#she manages to get herself upside down and they both scream in shock and joy#the whole time ive been writing im like. i wonder if theres some people i can find in my area#im working out again and pole dancing would be fun#or rock climbing tbh#i just like climbin on shit like a little monkey lol
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ive been productive
#splatoon#fortnite#octoling#octoling boy#octo boy#my art#blender#blender 3d#video#this is so fucking funny#yes ive been spending all this time learning blender specifically so i can make my octo do fortnite dances#what of it
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personal spiel im adding in the tags again bc im once more feeling kinda emotional
#c.speaks#so i havent been dancing in almost a year#and recently some people on my old team asked me to come back for a performance#(i say performance but it's really a 20 minute piece with some of the more intense choreos)#and i saw one of my two old coaches yesterday who i was talking to about not knowing how to dance anymore#he was telling me that i could do it just give it a few days#and that it's important to integrate something i enjoy purely for me at least once a week#today i learned four or five choreos#and yeah im rusty and my pickup is slow#but ive never had this much fun in so long#that's all#if you made it this far id like to say#walk immediately became part of my top five nct 127 title tracks#I LISTEN TO IT SO MUCH#also enha's comeback xo?#LOVE IT#jimin's who?#the perfect mix of like crazy and seven and filter like HELLO??? ART???
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how do u like ur toast? i’m bored as hell and will do literally anything but draw. lemme know which and why, and what do u put on it (if u do)
#honestly i will literally do anything but draw#these past few months ive been doing…idk if u can like#call it self care or what#but i been tryna eat a lil better and move a lot more#so i been playing basketball#not like a match or whatever bc idk shit#and then lifting weights and running#bro i swear to god i have weights in my room now#kirishima are u proud of me#ive also been looking to join some kickboxing classes#literally doing anything BUT draw#HAAHHAHSHHFHFH#but HEY!!! im stronger than before now#and i wanna learn how to punch a bitch and make it hurt yanno#and hopefully one day i will be able to lift my weight and more#god i rly do wanna go back to drawing tho#but i do wanna keep on playing bball#and still lift weights#and theres just so little time like why do i have to choose like this#i also wanna be good at dancing#listen theres just so much i wanna do now#i miss drawing#this looks like an ad ngl
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honestly idk how everyone doesnt dance. dancing feels so natural to me its just a natural expression of joy and connection i think you should all dance !!!
#coming back from a social having been spun 2000 times and danced with 4 people ive never danced with before#its so joyous for real its like. a connection without having to speak#cant reccomend dance enough#'ohh i wish social dances still existed' they DO you just have to go to them. and learn the dance. lol#also its funny cos im injured atm and half the ppl i talked to were like ohh me too :((#bodies are awful and we're just coping through them
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hey uhhh immune system what the fuck dude you’ve been failing me for fucking months. do your job bitch
#i got covid in august and have just Not Really Recovered since#i was JUST SICK and now i feel like im getting sick AGAIN my nose won’t stop running and I can’t breathe I feel horrible#my head hurts my throat hurts I want to sleep and never wake up again#I feel like my thoughts are transmitting through cotton balls#im going to be insanely busy from now until. uh. march#so if I can last until march without getting sick I will be GOLDEN#don’t think im gonna last that long though#half my family has the flu rn#but UGHHHH#ive got SEVERAL PERFORMANCES TO DO!!!! ive got FRIENDS TO MEET WITH!!! Stuff to do!!!! I don’t have time to get sick!!!#im super behind on schoolwork and I need to learn 5 dances and write these stupid fucking fics that aren’t writing themselves#I just want to feel BETTER. please. fuck. I want to breathe in through my nose and actually have the air pass through#I want to swallow and not feel like my throat is being stabbed. I want my head to stop hurting#Im so tired of being sick its been months please#vent kinda
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thought id update to say; i survived opening night!!! and not only that, it went REALLY fucking well, and people seemed to REALLY REALLY like it omfg... god this is so crazy
#i was literally holding the script in a bigass binder for almost the entire show (sparing only the parts where i had to BULLFIGHT)#(bc i needed two hands -- one for the cape & one for the banderilla.)(yall i had to learn how to BULLFIGHT TANGO & SWORDFIGHT. in TWO DAYS)#but the audience said afterwards it was like i wasnt even on-book; they hardly noticed it was there??!!#yall this is my real life rn. im failing my classes but yknow what??#i can pull it together enough to emergency understudy in a highly physical show 2 days before opening even with a script ive never SEEN#and apparently we made people fucking CRY. HOLY SHIT!!! HOLY SHIT#this playwright is just. incredible. the script is INSANE. BEAUTIFUL & CLEVER & HILARIOUS & TERRIFYING & VILE & TENDER & TECHNICALLY PERFECT#and apparently our production is like. only the eighth time this show has EVER been produced. for real#but god EVERYONE should know about this playwright's work. fuck i actually think tumblr would really love her. holy shit.#maría irene fornés is her name -- she was a queer cuban-american playwright+director who made radical heartwrenching magical theatre#im so grateful to be doing this & SO fucking sad for the original performer im covering for... god. bc this is just such lifechanging work#this play is queer in EVERY sense. its off-putting loving repulsive peculiar passionate holy and GAY AS HELL. its real its farce its SO CAMP#((IRENE & SUSAN SONTAG DATED. SONTAG AS IN 'NOTES ON ''CAMP''' SONTAG. ITS FUCKING GORGEOUS.))#its gorgeous its gorey its glamourous its also literally the first part ive played that i think might truly fit my casting type exactly lmao#which is INSANE. bc the character is literally just described in the script as ''ISIDORE: an androgynous clown'' LMFAO#but honestly what could be more homoerotic than 2 ''men'' locked in a room together dancing tango+talking abt beetles+stabbing each other#hmm. maybe its the fact that after i stab the other guy i call him ''saint sebastian'' and then we LITERAL ACTUAL GAY KISS#which is crazy bc we only practiced that ONE TIME before opening#and youd think this shit cant get Any Gayer BUT. IT DOES. bc my scene partner+the director are gay+together irl... and uhh.#ive literally been their third. like. more than once.#ISNT THAT FUCKING INSANE. THIS IS MY REAL LIFE?? THIS IS MY REAL LIFE#ANYWAY#so now im headed back out to rehearse more before we perform it again tonight lmao#i hope it goes as well as it did last night#that audience was fucking incredible i really hope the next two like it as much as they did🤞🤞 knocking on wood#so. if u read this far. u should go find+read ''tango palace'' by maría irene fornés. mwah okay bye#bee speaks
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butch lesbian dance lessons
#butch4butch#butch lesbian#docart#i want a movie where this rough and tough butch has to learn how to ball dance and act sophisticated#and he asks his snooty butch friend to teach him how to dance#maybe its for a mission. or hes trying to impress someone#the others like how do you fuck up so badly -_- you got two left feet#im dead serious by the way.#if i made movies or whatever id try to fill that empty niche where middleaged grizzled lesbians should be#ive been watching people dance and im. hungry#i have por una cabeza stuck in my head make it endddd
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whats yr dream piece you wish to eventually learn on the piano like the one you daydream abt wearing a fancy outfit and playing in a fancy ass banquet hall on a steinway & sons grand
Megalovania
#ask#midnighttalk#joespoopy#putting the tags first to make sure Tumblr lets me find this post later if i want#jk i havent gotten very far in learning because ive been insanely busy but if I can do spider dance from Undertale id love to#can't think of anything past that though! last i was learning was mr lover man by ricky Montgomery#actually theres this song called under a technicolor sky by will wood and I want to learn it so bad#idk if the majn instruments even piano i just like it
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I often times find myself wondering when interacting with people "am I doing this right?'"
It used to be even more often, I probably was really anxious about it back then. Now... not so much? I still find myself worrying a bit. And especially trying to find the correct "answer" or action to say or do. But. It's not really by any fault of my own. It's just what's expected of me in social situations doesn't always come naturally. So I'm awkward. But idk. While I'll always probably try to find the right answer for things, I'm a bit less worried than I used to be. And I suppose that's something good in a way.
#normal#oh. i dont have to be like this. i can do something different#who the fuck am i really.#diary#personal#i honeslty didnt even think this would turn out to be positive. like. i thought its be a bit more down.#but idk. despite knowing im probably doing a lot of things wrong. im still a bit happier this way.#its been a long while since ive just done things that are more true to myself and now worried about the consequences. so its kinda nice#idk. obviously in places like work i mask much more. but at a coffee shop. or talking with friends. or even alone in my bedroom -#i do it much less. i used to be so self-conscious. i wouldn't even dance alone in my room. its strange to think thats -#just how much pressure society exibits. its impressive really. id try not to do things incase it wasnt#i think in a way the internet really saved me from a lot of that. yeah it probably exasperated some of my problems but it also helps too?#i can find communities and learn about things i love even if i dont participate.#i suppose its nice just knowing#and thats opened up a lot of avenues for me. like. knowing i dont need to be in a relationship. that i can collect stuffed toys.#that i can be obsessed with something stupid. just. a lot of small things like that? it sorta takes off that huge pressure to conform.#idk. i used to be so fixated on conforming and participating. and my mom quite litterally taught me to.#she always used to tell me about how when she had to move around she had to make consessions like that.#or how she didnt like it either just talking with the girls or whatever. so i sorta just thought of it all as normal.#so i just tried more and more and more to press myself into a mold without ever really caring what i liked. or thought#like. i knew what i wanted. but that wasnt right. so i id just. cut off bits n peices of myself.#i remember being oh so frustrated thinking and its so odd to think of now.#because now i just am. and even when im sad im happy. its peaceful really.#really though. being able to label things. and figure out stuff about myself and psychology and everything was amazing#im really glad ive both changed so much - yet really not at all at the same time#i still like the same things i did when i was 6. im still exactly the same at my core tbh.#but im much different from who i was in my teens. to me it really feels like just accepting who i always was.#and like. letting myself be who i was and am. i am me and thats sorta that?#idk. im just philosophizing myself yet again. but i also really enoys doing that XD
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Thought this was getting better but then saw a comment on tiktok that said The MC from Shape of the Water groomed the monster. It had over a hundred likes.
please my fandom, it's very sick, it needs media literacy, please
#hey I'm alive#two adult sapient people doesjt equal grooming#that fish man learned asl so fast cause she was a sweet lady and fed him eggs and danced with him#like you can do this with anything#he fell in love like we all did watching her and he did not have any of the social pressures to do things with her#ive been seeing this lately a lot#the whole point of monster romance is giving the thing that looks inhuman/alien humanizing traits#its all about treating people who are different even when extremely so the same#its about loving the inhuman in a human way and recognizing the personhood of something that can be deemed inhuman/wrong#warrior cats example - real feral cat colonies dont have clan systems laws or religion - they are people in cat bodies#i think thats also what the Cats movie was about
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I need to make a new pmd story right now or I'll explode
#rat rambles#someone I follow made some pmd ocs based on one of their pokerogue runs and Im just sitting here like why didnt I do that first fuck#I have three guys Ive been using in literally every run (because theyre my only tier 3 shinies lol) and I wanna make them ocs sooo bad#I might end up doing it but I mostly am just unsure because Id have to make some tough decisions when it comes to their designs#mainly if I stick closer to the actual colors used for the shinies or make my own pallets for them#on the one hand I Do like the colors used for them but on the other hand I wouldn't actually want this story to be too pokerogue inspired#so like Id feel bad using the pokerogue shinies for a story that ultimately has little to nothing to do with it#second biggest issue is that one of them is a golurk and god I dont wanna draw that#also one of them is a pyukumuku and thats fine by me but it does necessitate some creativity#the other two are an eevee and leavanny#although Id definitely have the eevee evolve into flareon since my best runs with him were when he was one#now tbf those also happened to be the runs I got multilense on him (one of them I got two on him) and he was able to stunlock anything#slower than him to death with bites and steal all their items with covet#Im so glad they switched eevee's passive to pick up it makes my life so much easier#simple wasnt Terrible but it was hard to use well since most of its evolutions arent strong or defensive enough to utilize it well#tbf I didnt try very hard since leavanny is my default sweeper and he learns sword dance#but eevee does make for good support early on at least even if it takes good rng for it to hold up well late game#tbf leavanny should also be in that camp but its simply built different (gets sharpness as a passive)#golurk is the real one that falls off hard tho unfortunately#which sucks because it's terrible early game and good for like five seconds mid game and then mostly terrible late game#I say mostly because god does my boy hard carry me through the final boss every time#generally a decently built leavanny with stone axe can cleave through 90% of the game but bestie gets hard countered by the final boss#I will say tho that Ive enjoyed using pyukymuku Way more than I thought I would its lowkey highkey saved my ass more time than I can count#its soooo important in pokerogue to have a stalling pokemon because youre inevitably going to need one#oh yeah I forgot to mention that eevee isnt one of the tier three shinies but my boy is the lesser of two evils amongs my tier two shinies#the other is goldeen. which I have also used in a huge chunk of my runs. it was the second shiny I got.#that guy tormented me so bad I was sitting here having to convince myself that the seaking carry was real#every now and then I get to use a better water type and I feel a surge of emotion as I remember what it feels like to use a good water type#and then I sigh and go back to seaking since I need my luck score maxxed out and I dont have space for my other tier two shines because#theyre both 5 costs
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my pole studio just sent a newsletter out about Taylor Swift themed classes...
I feel extremely tempted to never give them my money again
#like#literally... gross#no ty#am i crazy or is this literally only targeted towards the white cis demo there#just thoughts#i cant recall them ever doing something like this regarding any celebrity#and certainly not any sort of class that highlights... um... actual performance style?#im sorry ive seen her#my qpp has been a fan for almost as long as we've known each other#she has minimal presence very little panache i dont understand what is to be learned from her#but ok studio#....ok 😒#like... how you right next to a well-known gay club#and collect your most sign-ups after pride#and have 0 queer oriented dance workshops#but have..... this#i dont like it lol
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been a while since ive hung around the local queer community and ive missed this so much! its like i can properly breathe again lol
#i was at a dance recently and it is was so fun. ive literally never had fun at a dance before#kept dancing w this one person all night and i was like. im so sorry. i dont know how to dance. youre pretty also#and they were like! well its time to learn! and dipped me#love my roomates but half of them are straight#and they respect me being a boy and all but yknow i still feel kinda closeted#like i cant do certain things because i wanna be a 'good representation' of a trans person#ik that isnt my responsibility but. yknow. i just feel kinda reserved around them#but being active and shit and going to events has been like. amazing#.txt#personal
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