#ivan doe

[mysterysimblr]

Ivan was soon promoted to a position in the kitchen, so he decided to hone his culinary skills. However, the transition from theory to practice seemed ill-timed…

[ronanxing]

annoying

[ctrlzxoo]

[ACTOR AU] actor ivan visits till during the recording of round 7

[shinumeru]

Ivti soft mornings

[tanasha-not-yet]

how to train

[h4nanabananaz]

dooms your already doomed yaoi even more 🎏

[dreadark]

the way till remembers ivan is

looking at him, as always

and... crying

...then he did notice... it wasn't just rain

so in the end, till did notice ivan's pain, like ivan had always wished for...

[zodiacatsea]

Milo got his own mini couch

[macarxncito]

Never forget Till laying with his arm around Ivan in this official art

I know what you are 🫵🫵🫵🫵

[bendedspoon]

I fucked up the ivantill drawing DRAMATICALLY so y'all can have the zestiest drawing I've ever made instead (IVANTILL IS COMING I JUST NEED TO REDO IT)

[mysterysimblr]

Marina adjusted to the move like a champ, bringing home excellent grades.

[crustyfloor]

Ivan can make fire and popsicles... It must be a secret technique... (I imagine he's just stealing those, but ykw. anything is possible with the guy)

[khloxxy]

More RusCan in your gorgeous style please, they are so perfect 🥺🥺🥺

Really happy people like RusCan. I love Ruscan so much. Barely any content of it... They are so cute! 🌻🥞🐻🐻‍❄️

[shinumeru]

Art study but make it ivti

[tanasha-not-yet]

Torch (He's a typhoomerang)

yippeee typhoomerang !!!! thanks for the ask, it was actually awesome and very fun to draw hshshs

[axii-xix]

A rambling analysis of Ivan's "Nowhere" (spoilers for up to round 7)

I'll start with my thoughts on the song itself, then break down some of the lyrics.

So, "Nowhere" is quite a bit different from Ivan's other songs, mostly in regards to the melody and his singing. His voice is a lot more... flat, and the pitch and length of the notes vary a lot less. In "Cure" and "Black Sorrow," there's a lot more variance: Ivan's voice goes from soft and low, singing shorter notes, to louder and higher, holding long notes, et cetera.

In Nowhere, the notes are typically shorter, and tend to stay in the same general area on the scale. Ivan's tone stays very consistent; in his other songs, it goes from calm and collected to full of emotion and feelings. He sounds a lot more monotone in Nowhere, and not just because he's singing quietly. He's not entirely apathetic; there's still a lot of emotion in his voice. But it's muted. Numb.

The only line that lacks this somewhat monotone, apathetic tone is "In love with you, when you were mine." This line is EVERYWHERE, and plays in the background of the ENTIRE TRACK.

And all of this kind of makes sense. "Black Sorrow" and "Cure" were both declarations of Ivan's love, and his feelings for Till. They were meant to be heard; they were meant to have an audience in Till. Ivan was projecting his emotions outwards.

"Nowhere" was not meant to be heard by anyone but Ivan himself—not even Till. It represented Ivan's internal thoughts, ones he would never say to anyone else—sort of how like someone might find certain things about a friend or significant other annoying, but choose not to say anything despite thinking it. Ivan is tired, and perhaps even a bit annoyed. He's wondering why Till doesn't return his feelings, and likely, wondering why he himself continues to love Till despite that.

Now, onto the lyrics (English translation b/c my Korean is awful):

That's just the kind of kid he is, so laugh Laugh, because he can't do anything No one cares about someone like him There's nowhere in the world for him to rest

It's been stated (see image below) that Ivan feels like he cannot be loved—that he's undeserving of it, or just doesn't have the qualifications. These lyrics are Ivan speaking about himself. Ivan is unable to get Till to return his feelings ("no one cares about someone like him"), and he is also, ultimately, unable to save Till ("Laugh, because he can't do anything"). To make this second thing worse, it happened not once, but TWICE: first when Ivan couldn't get Till to leave with him, and then when his actions in Round 6 ended up seemingly being for nothing in Round 7.

Another bit of the lyrics is as such:

Worse and worse this painful wound I become more and more numb

Ivan is slowly becoming more and more apathetic, and resigned to his fate, saying that "this always happens to me." Even the song's title is a reference to this: there's nowhere for Ivan to find solace, and all of "this" is going nowhere—"this" being Ivan's relationship with Till. Ivan is resigned to his fate of loving Till—almost certainly more than he loves himself—un"till" the end: until death.