#ivan doe

[mysterysimblr]

Ivan was soon promoted to a position in the kitchen, so he decided to hone his culinary skills. However, the transition from theory to practice seemed ill-timed…

[ronanxing]

annoying

[ctrlzxoo]

[ACTOR AU] actor ivan visits till during the recording of round 7

[dreadark]

the way till remembers ivan is

looking at him, as always

and... crying

...then he did notice... it wasn't just rain

so in the end, till did notice ivan's pain, like ivan had always wished for...

[zodiacatsea]

Milo got his own mini couch

[h4nanabananaz]

dooms your already doomed yaoi even more 🎏

[shakingparadigm]

modern college au where model ivan comes home late after photoshoots and listens to till's demos for hours on repeat to wallow in his agony (the songs are always for mizi)

[geospiral]

Ok, honestly, I'm a big fan of when people have MiziSua being the “I’m sorry we couldn’t be together in this life, but we will be in the next” and “We will find each other in every universe” vs. Ivan with IvanTill being like, “Thank you for tolerating me in this lifetime; if we ever get another chance, I hope you never have to meet me again.” or in reincarnation AUs where everyone is there but Ivan is just... not. As if he somehow made the conscious decision to not come back again, and despite not wanting to be a burden, he has left Till feeling like something important is forever missing by his side.

[robinshandhurts]

Image training

And the fugly ass sketch to remind everyone that art is a PROCESS

[eggonthemoon]

“You who shine, I stand next to you”

I just had a devastating realization.

Did he write Black Sorrow thinking it could have been his final showdown with Till?

Did he write it before the lineup was announced? Did he take account of every possible outcome? Was this line Black Sorrow’s version of “Face to face we dance”?

He really did all he could to convey his feelings for Till

[koushuwu]

𝐈𝐕𝐀𝐍 - 𝐃𝐚𝐫𝐤 𝐭𝐲𝐩𝐞 [template] additional cards (links to be added): HYUNA | LUKA | MIZI | SUA | TILL

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Marina adjusted to the move like a champ, bringing home excellent grades.

[wodimewoahtime]

the course of ivans life is locked in by sua and i think he understands that a little

its ivan who will follow till, its till who will follow mizi, and its mizi who will follow sua (and sua follows mizi too ofc)

just round and around, they go in a circle till theyre picked off for slaughter

mizi doesnt know that, but sua does!!! sua does!!!!

mizi is unaware of the threat thats coming her way, so its up to sua to leave. she doesnt. theyre stuck. when sua follows mizi, ivan sees a priest digging her grave.

my view of ivan sua is very much "ivan is willing to break the system for till, but till wont follow him"

"ivan watches as sua sacrifices herself for mizi within the system"

"ivan is envious because the person she loves is willing to follow her anywhere but the best she can do is die"

i think it says a lot about suas passive suicidal ideation

[crustyfloor]

once again straight yappin so Ivan stayed at the 'cafeteria' just to blatantly stare at Till while he ate that plain white rice for 30 minutes not even bothering to be a little more normal and take up that very empty seat next to Till (that was probably there because he's the only person that sits next to till unironically) what other weird shit does this guy do

[dreadark]

I keep thinking about ivan being called childish

because he really is. his way of unilaterally deciding how till feels about him, that he has no chance before he even tries, is undeniably childish

considering the environment they’re in what else can you expect, but still

what exactly ivan does in round 6… the kiss is probably something between because it was his last chance to express these feelings (no matter how shallow they are, they're his) and because it was the most effective way to force himself to be seen in till’s gaze and choking till is obviously to throw the competition…

but why does he keep doing that after confirming their scores? making sure till can’t speak or even look at him… even while literally getting shot at ivan doesn’t let go

he just refuses to give till a chance to respond to his feelings, to the literal last moment of his life

I doubt rejection scares him much when he’s already decided till doesn’t care about him at all… but imagine. the possibility that he’s not rejected? that till cares about him in any way? that if ivan had done something differently, maybe he could’ve gotten some of what he so desperately wanted?

of course that possibility doesn’t exist. there’s no way. ivan “knows” that.

…but better to never allow that chance anyway

[archivedsorrow]

revenge(?)