#itzmoonies

[itzmoonies]

I'm so proud of you!!

Fuck it, Im going to try to do that note thing couse I need motivation

Probably no one will see this but it's worth a try

5. I'll play with my dog completed

10. I'll go for a walk completed

30. I'll study for a test I have in two days completed

50. I'll try understanding one of the subjects I don't get in physics class in progress (delayed couse I have like three tests next week and I need to study for them first)

75. I'll clean my desk completed

100. I'll clean my room in progress

150. I'll work on my scrapbook will be done once I clean my room

200. I'll try to go to sleep earlier in progress

300. I'll try changing my medication talked about it with my parents, currently trying to get a new perscription

500. I'll get therapy scheduled a meeting, lets hope it goes well!

1000. I'll try being more active (maybe start going to the gym) I'll try

1500. I'll tell my mom im bi

2000. I'll tell my dad im bi

WTF why are people seeing this

@thecrazyalchemist I blame you

Alright from now on its five comments per person

Update: I don't have a grade yet but I think the test went well

Update 2: got 97 in the test lets goooo

[itzmoonies]

*Just watched inside out.*

Dazai : What emotion controls me the most?

Kunikida : Depression.

Dazai : It's not even—

Kunikida : Depression.

[chuuyaszn]

⋆｡°✩ blog directory ⋆｡°✩

harper (i don’t mind nicknames at all)

i post: bsd stuff + personal

virgo + intj

minor/she-her/bi..?

english + french

blog is 12+ please

tags: (bye i always forget)

#{harper’s personal} : my personal rants and stuff in my life

#{updates} : exactly what it sounds like

#{mutuals!} : for interactions with moots

#{harper’s art} : my drawings

#{harper rambles} : i yap.

#{harper’s asks} : i answer

#{tag games} : for tags

if not tagged with one of these it would be a BSD post :)

mutuals ! (i want moreee)

🤍: frequently interact

💿: don’t know very well

(sorry for the tags)

🤍 @persimmonpoet super cool yippee (most interacted w)

🤍 @itzmoonies we have to be friends cause of our mbti/j but you’re cool :D

🤍 @zestylemonsz heh… kitten..

🤍 @sabatonobsession also very cool :>

🤍 @zenitsustherapist super freaky cool

🤍 @kaiserkisser

💿 @fishii28 u seem so coolll !!

💿@till-we-become-monsters

💿 @utterlybrainwrecked

💿 @fckinghunt

💿 @turnedfromgreed

💿 @wariorofjustice

💿 @flapjacksboi

💿 @suicideenthusiast

💿 @crowscadence

stuff i like + wanna talk abt

tdlosk, bsd, tv girl, chapell roan, cas, mitski, ldr, jjk, kakegurui, ts4, death note, hxh, minecraft, + more idk

fav characters: yumeno (q), mushitarō, lucy, ango, atsushi, kyouka, chuuya, gin, nikolai, fyodor, aiura mikoto, itsuki sumeragi

kin list :>

maki zenin (jjk), mary saotome (kg) lucy montgomery (bsd) junichiro tanizaki (bsd) haruhi fujioka (ohshc)

ok that’s all :D

dividers by @enchanthings

[itzmoonies]

I headcanon that when Ranpo knew abt Dazai's past as the Demon Prodigy etc, his first reaction was “Cool”

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Severely underfunded Palestinian fundraiser

This family is severely underfunded, with only 3% of their goal raised and are currently at €1,291. They have come to me saying that it is getting harder and harder to find food and water, and they barely have any funds to draw from as it is. If you'd like to help change that, and contribute to saving their lives, please think about donating (even a small amount) and/or reblogging this!

vetted and listed as #19 on this document.

and below as a thank you for taking the time to read this, here's a fun poll. Please reblog if you participate, I wanna see who helped build our beautiful snow man

[chuuyaszn]

the gasp i gasped, when i got the notification

@itzmoonies

i feel bad for giggling but i said

“the tip is red… what…?”

i was sort of wondering hoping if it was a kunikida of mushitaro spicy art

[itzmoonies]

Hc that Dazai can be rlly overprotective of people he loves.

Like, you said Kunikida's new shirt doesn't fit him? Okay, Dazai is just going to burn your house but that's okay

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I kinda understand why Mori is so obsessed with Dazai being in the mafia. I mean, if we forgot abt the fact that he's called the Demon Prodigy, and is a genius, there's also something extremely interesting, and useful for Mori : His ability, No Longer Human.

You remember in Yosano's flashbacks, where Mori explained that powers were the new weapons. He said that the samurai disappeared because they did not understand that the era of the sword was over. And that the nations that won were those that managed to transform a simple cannon into a war machine. And today, superpowers lead the way. And that she had to force the hierarchy to open their eyes. Power are the new war machines. Powers are important. They're a part of our society. Yet, a random boy arrives, and erases it. This whole hierarchy. All these powers. He can delete it. He can take away your only means of defending yourself, of knowing, of fighting, he takes away a part of you. For years, people have controlled their power, and a kid not even 15 years old comes along and decides to take that away from you. As long as he's here, as long as you have any physical contact with him, your power won't work. A part of you won't work. As long as he has any contact with your ability, you won't have it. And that's scary. A man, a genius, a demon, is capable of deleting a part of you.

Like, imagine you're an adult, who managed to excel in their power. You are at the top of the hierarchy. And then, a random man erases it. You are now at your lowest. You're trapped. Especially if you based your attacks on your power, you're done.

Dazai arrives to unbalance the hierarchy. His power isn't for fighting. Your power is stronger than him. Yet, he manages to unbalance everything, what you have known, the hierarchy… It's scary af.

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@chuuyaszn Def sparkles and green. Like omg girl who's this DIVA ??? 😻😻 (You) And I don't have cartoon villain ahh ideas, I've just got a lot of imagination

@zestylemonsz You're sparkles green and light blue. Please for the love of good take CARE of you. Why do you always end up in the weirdest ahh situation

@tsuunara white.. Girlie pop.

@exymylove not rlly a mutual but you're green cuz you're a DIVA

all of u r wrong Actually so i made a new ask game!

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⚠️ SPOILER BSD CHAPTER 117⚠️

I need, and when I say I need it's true, for Dazai to be in pure rage when he finds what happened to Kunikida. Like genuinely. Even worse than Junichiro's reaction. He is no longer the Dazai we know, but a mad man on the verge of despair. He is angry that he treats him like this. Him and his ideals? You don't treat him well? Very well, Dazai will take care of you.

Oh boy that'll be crazy

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“That person deserves a break” “This person deserves a break”

MFS RANPO DESERVES A BREAK.

First of all, he has been carrying the ADA since he was a TEEN. He was 14 when he started working. Then, he had to watch the agency he cared so much about being slowly destroyed while being powerless because he has no ability. He yapped abt having the strongest ability and now he can only watch his only home being destroyed by his lack of ability. The guilt he must feel is CRAZY. Ranpo knows everything which means he knows what his friends are going through and can't do much about it.

Like give my man a break Asagiri (And not only him)

[itzmoonies]

I have a very sad hc but HEAR ME OUT

Okay so I saw a post that spoke about how Dazai didn't show any emotions when Mori killed the former boss right in front of him. Dazai was a child. Seeing a murder for the first time and… Nothing. No expression. Just acceptance. As if his body is here but not his mind. He's dissociating.

Look at that look. He's not focused. He's just looking at whatever is happening.

So what if it happens each time he commits a crime? What if each time he kills someone, he's not fully realising his actions and only realizes it later, but it doesn't hit him so hard because it happened slowly.

Well, I headcanon that one time, Dazai killed a bunch of innocent civilians for X or Y reasons. Mori told him to. So he did it. But he usually didn't kill innocent people. Usually it's the mafia's ennemis. So the realisation hit him right as everyone's already dead. He's there, surrounded by corpses. He's the reason they're dead. His hands is covered in blood. The realisation hit him so hard he thought he was gonna vomit (he didn't).

Very joyful 🫶🏻‼️‼️

[itzmoonies]

Ranpo is saur cute

trick or treat!I

want lots of candy, sweets, and desserts.

[itzmoonies]

I have noticed that ppl ignore Nezuko's trauma and say it wasn't sad at all. Like, she saw her own family getting killed in front of her. And before that, her dad died, and as the older sister, she needed to take care of her siblings when Kie and Tanjiro were busy. She was 12. Like, you aren't supposed to act like a second mother at 12. She tried to protect Rokuta from Muzan, but failed and she felt her own brother die in her arms. She was badly injured, but not enough to die and she was suffering mentally and physically. She has a memory loss to deal with her trauma, and can't even play or just be herself like a teen of her age. No, she's supposed to risk her life, hide from the sun, and see her own family getting killed.

Like, can't y'all notice how traumatic it is ?? She was a kid. A kid feeling another kid dying in her arms.

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I want a BSD chapter where Kunikida is deeply injured and there's only Dazai who was with him, as well as hundreds of people who risk being killed by a big bad guy and Kunikida is scared to let anyone die, and then Dazai step in front of him, and scream “I won't let anyone die!"

This would be a huge development for Dazai and I really want to see that Kuni has a good influence on Dazai. That he isn't the same as when he's in the mafia. Like he changed. I'll be so proud of him tbh

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“Hey, so Dazai is actually a very well written character that was abused and only knew that for a very long time, but he's genuinely trying to get better, no matter how hard you deny it, he's truly trying to be a better person! He's an abuser but was an an abused, and not acknowledging his trauma isn't cool!”

Dazai's hater : NAUUUURRR ‼️‼️ H-H-H-H-H-H-E ABUSED MY BABY AKUTAGAWA ‼️‼️‼️‼️

That is actually very disgusting, tbh. Not acknowledging Dazai's trauma just to paint him as the bad guy and painting Aku as the good guy, ignoring he also abused Kyoka.

Dazai is not the greatest guy, it's true. And his actions are obvi bad. And I'm not justifying his actions. I'm saying as it was : HE WAS A GODDAMN CHILD. He was also trapped in an abuse web. He's not the only abuser. Mori is, then comes Dazai, and finally Akutagawa. Only counting Dazai as the bad guy is down right disgusting. He's TRYING his best. You can dislike him. You can hate him. But denying his trauma is not something that should be done. It's disgusting. It's inhuman.