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wndrbcy · 2 years ago

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I’m watching the new gossip girl…

#ITS SO FUNNY #max is sam is leo is woosung is sam #like he’s just leo #DADDY ISSUES?? GAY!!??#♡ ・。. ／ 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫 ; i walk on clouds it's a thrilling feeling ˎˊ˗#it’s literally him #its very sick bc its really him #like not even a normal amount but instead disgustingly so #I’m excited for season two #I’m not done yet #I’m happy max for what he wanted that’s all I’ll say #luna so fawking pretty i loooooove her

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ef-1 · 2 months ago

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🍷<3

#when i got hashtag sick i was in hospital and i was doing my regularly scheduled call with my dad #and i really had no plans of telling him bc ive done that before and its not like he can scare the MS away or anything #i dont know what happened. maybe because it was such a fucking bad episode. maybe because i was so tired. maybe it was a secret 3rd thing #but one minute was like fine then i just burst into tears and i was crying so hard which is MEGA EW BC IM NOT A CRIER LIKE THAT #and my dad freaked out and he was like whats wrong and i didnt wanna tell him but I also sounded insane bc i spontaneously started sobbing #and he was getting more alarmed and i was upset that id upset him and so i just spat it out i was like 'listen king'#'its no biggie but my body is trying to kill me again and im just a little sad atm' and he replied 'baba why wouldnt you tell me?'#and this man who has a very big serious job literally dropped everything and took a 20 hr flight over #and he genuinely just grabbed one of his work suitcase because he showed up with nothing but dress shirts and his laptop #and i think maybe it healed me a little. i mean it def also made me sad too but mostly healed me #and he'd been here for a couple of weeks and he left today and i feel shit about being sad about it #again because he has a very big and very serious job and i genuinely dont understand how he even just showed up like that #so I felt guilty throughout #anyway i dont think he drinks anymore but i was like king have a sip of wine with me and he did and it was lovely #and I hope I become my fathers daughter and not my mother's child. praying to both our gods #heres to healing ❤️‍🩹

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hwanswerland · 1 year ago

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happy birthday jazzy @woosansang ♡♡♡

#fio.gifs #tuserjazzy #atzsource #san #wooyoung #yeosang #im very sorry i really wanted to include the knees in some way but i couldnt find any video that would have fit the rest of the vibe #the amount of shit i found on discord lmao but most of that i couldnt really put here so #also i hope you rb this at least twice bc i put that san first so the next time i see him in my notes its at least my own set #i hope you have a great day after all the stressful things happening <33 #*like they're probably still happening but idk what words to use here rn but you get me #i hope you find some time between all that to at least yell at me for this and roasting and personally attacking you yet another time lmao #thank you for being my friend <3 have the best time today with your friends <3 #(sorry im still sick my brain is fried i cant think so this half assed whatever has to do sorry)

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sieglinde-freud · 3 days ago

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i need more non three houses side characters winning cyl tbh bc the lord outfits are so predictable and boring and for three houses all they do is the normal timeskip shit. like, felix and bernadetta’s art looks great, but the designs… come on. weve all seen mortal savant felix. thats literally just bernadetta’s timeskip outfit with added shoulder stuff. bring back queen camilla of nohr. they did something fun with marianne that one time until everyone was like “boo wah i hate creativity and serving cunt” but they need to not listen to the haters. when tharja wins in three years (if we dont hit eos) i want her cosplaying as grima or something like the lizard version

#ann cries about feh #also like. idk #PERSONALLY its very rare that the main lords are my favorite character in any game #sole exception being ss bc eirika and ephraim RAISED ME #but still #anyways most of this was fueled by me thinking about a hypothetical brave inigo #it will never happen bc any chance of him winning was curbstomped by him being a bad unit #except that one year but then someone overshot his unit viability and he became a meme for a bit so #whatever anyways #if he DID win hypothetically the worst thing they could ever do is give him his hero armor and nothing else #not only is the awakening hero armor kind of ugly itd j make me sad #i want him to wear traditional ferox garb #‘what does that even look like’ i have no clue. but they can make it up!!!#or. get this. they mix aesthetics from awakening and nohr and give him a sick combo outfit #and hes like ‘haha yes i go by two names and i love them both. haha do girls like me yet’#like do u see my vision #and then he gets a prf dance bc if marianne can get a dance special he can get a prf dance.#this is all just me daydreaming about my favorite guy in pretty outfits really #he could also wear basilio’s clothes #but i think a basilio outfit variant would go WAYYY harder on brave olivia #who we will also never get. but i think she has a better shot? brave olivia for next year u guys?? huh???#i should check their cyl placements actually but i feel like feh has actually made her more popular?#or intsys just thinks she is. but she keeps getting alts and she was in warriors sooo

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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 months ago

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hey um not to be parasociall but how did the meeting with your advisor go???? also would it be possible for you to switch advisors/program or something so you can change your research interests if that's the issue? Im a doctoral student as well so I get how tricky that stuff can be depending on your program.... Anyway I hope things better for you xoxo

Lol, ur fine! It went alright

#basically i just told him ive been paralyzed from working on my project out of fear from what happened when i had a breakdown in april #which is true but is still an incomplete picture of whats happening. and he was like yeah thats understandable. let me kno what i can do to #help. so that was good. tho he did look a bit deer in headlights lol #and ive started reading project relevant papers again and i understand what theyre saying which is good #i feel like im behind where i should b but im also like: ok right i do actually think this is interesting. evolution is sick as fuck #but i wouldnt want to switch advisors bc hes like one of 2 bacteria ppl in the department #i would have to go to a different school to do what i want with eps. either like a industry focused lab interested in slime as #like a thickener. which sounds boring. or go back to my old boss who is desert ecology focused #its just a matter of: do i really want to b an Evolutionary microbiologist? a very academic job? or do i want a job that's just a job?#and like maybe to stay with cyanos i would have to leave and then go back to school to focus on toxic algal blooms #then i could probably get water quality jobs. but like would that b fulfilling? idk. it just sucks #bc i fit in so well with my lab interest wise. its just a matter of whether or not i want my Job to b my whole life #unrelated

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sundial-bee-scribbles · 4 months ago

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hai guys :3

#my video lol #my audio lol #vocaloid cover #synthv cover #synthesizer v cover #genbu #genbu synthv #evil food eater conchita #i am forcing everyone to look at this. look at my guy ehehehhkjnjkhgmlb AFTER TWO WHOLE ASS YEARS FINALLY #i couldve probably put more effort into this but ITS BEEN IN HERE FOR 2 YEARS i wanna be done w/ it already 😭#so regardless if it kinda sucks a little bit; its wayyy better than the covers i made like ~4? years ago when i was first starting out #was the iku drawing i posted before this foreshadowing?? not necessarily but its rly funny to think abt in hindsight #also rip genbu in a dress that i was gonna draw for this originally 😔✌️ i'd really love to draw more stuff for these covers i make #but it usually never comes out the way i want it to and i figure editing some sorta visualizer like this is better #than keeping some things trapped in my files for so long purely bc my extra ass wants a cool pv. some day maybe but not now #some sick fuck unsubscribed from me after i posted this BYE BITCH i dont miss you at all. live laugh love genbu in this house /j #im not the most obnoxious genbu stan i'd say but you WILL respect him in my house i do not tolerate genbu slander i love that man your hono #yes im extremely based bc he (and eleanor) were THE very first vsynths i ever actually fucked around w/ programwise #but WHATEVER!! idc he is so dear to me i do not regret buying his full version at all (it was impulsive)#the only synth i'd actually consider myself kinda good at tuning LMAO ik people hate how he sounds and have issues w/ him but not me...#these tags are too long girl stfu. anyways tldr; look at silly thang i made w/ my silly man #i love genbu and i love songs about cannibalism <3 #Youtube

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dandyshucks · 1 month ago

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guzm.a and me shaking hands about being poor and eligible for welfare 🤝🤝🤝🤝

#i braved the phonecall w the bank yesterday and have sent off the form for them to fill out to supplement my application SIGH #we're making forward progress! very slowly but progress nonetheless #i am just hoping my service request doesn't expire before i finish putting everything together or else. i have to start all over again!#and the bank charges me $16.50 (cad) to get this form filled out -_- fucked up imo LOL #anyways. i've been less active bc i've been busy stressing myself sick over this stuff HFDSJGKL #and also working in the kitchen at the centre :] i've gotten . so much free food from there this week its kinda crazy #like the free lunch that i make but also a bunch of leftovers. yayyyy i dont have to buy so many groceries rn #and i get nutritious meals :] i've been working on slowly getting my nutrition levels sorted out so this is really excellent :D !!!#also obviously guz isn't real and pkmn doesnt have a welfare system but i can look at him and know he would be eligible LMAO #dandy.cmd

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ohitslen · 1 year ago

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My dad told me to watch Gungrave with him (we have just watched one episode atm) and I was like wait the vibes, this feels so awfully familiar, where have I seen this, the characters hmm no but I’m so sure I’ve never seen this anime before

And I was right I have never seen it before…BUT… as I google for some facts I immediately found out that Nightow was the character designer along with good sir Kōsuke Fujishima of the og game, and the anime is under Nightow’s name as it seems and I was like—

OF COURSE. NIGHTOW.

#down to the mf glasses. it was the general structure but the glasses. they just felt. Nightow yk. IK IT WAS A TREND THE BUT ITS THE FEELING #ITS ALL COMING TOGETHER LIKE A FULL CIRCLE I CANT ESCAPE THAT MAN NO MATTER WHERE I RUN TO #my dad was like ‘you like Trigun? you might like this the designs are sick’ and I’m like hm yeah they have their charm I’ll admit #I told him ‘his gun is giving Trigun. the glasses. the fit.’ and then I laughed bc I thought that’s so silly it’s just what was on trend #around that time and I’m just really bad into the brainrot there’s now way these two would possibly be related. alas.#apparently Nightow was involved since very early on in the project while it was still in a very essential beginning stage #and you can TELL. it all BREATHES of Nightow when it comes to the character designs like #I dont know much of mr Kosuke Fujishima to tell about his style but his is very prominent too as it seems! as both were essential to the #whole feel for the characters. but for Nightow I can speak and YEAH YOU CAN SEE IT ON THE IMAGES ABOVE. THAT’S HIM AIGHT #yasuhiro nightow #gungrave #lenssi rambles #gungrave anime #having my own christoper Columbus experience rn #I’ll get to kekkai sensen too eventually! Nightow is an awesome writer i want to #I WANT TO FFS OQNWK READ. all of his works! so many things so little focus OANWM

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wizardnuke · 4 months ago

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hhbh

#okay nvm all that #im having A Day. was supposed to see bf and go to the fair but im sick etc #i was playin videoed games w my friend and ik he didn't purposefully ghost me #he really did get called by his parents or somethin and didnt get back for however long but i dropped from the game and the call bc #i am in a mood . not his fault. that+something else i Really want to check him on but once again its not actually a big deal i am just #cranky. if i did actually get on his ass he would call me and ask if i'm okay which is some bullshit . if i dodged dnd tonight he would do #the same thing but like. mmmm depression. i am very sad. and cranky in pain and i miss my bf and im sick of working at fucking walmart #and now i have to listen to people talk about trump tomorrow and i was gonna see my bf today and i miss him really bad and i dont wanna tal #to anyone else #to be soooo fr i am honestly just like. critically low on affection/attention. rn. i know myself.#i cant just skip dnd that's a shitty move but god i wanna go to sleep <- in pain and sad and cranky and i miss my boyfriend badly #i'm just cranky. but like. augh. let me out of here.#everything sucks. um i have been depressed for going on six months and i am really sick of it. to be honest.

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skitskatdacat63 · 1 year ago

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thank you for the historical au seb

this is for you

005 DO YOU WANT TO KILL ME!?!?!?! DO YOU WANT ME TO DIE!?!?!?!?(positive) I AM GOING TO CRY YOU ARE GONNA KILL ME WITH THIS 🥹 I'M GONNA SOBBBBB!!! I'M GONNA STARE AT THIS FOR 5 HOURS THANK YOU THANK YOU THANKNYOU!!!!

OH MY GODDDD!!!!!!!! 💕💕💕💕💕🥹🥹🥹🥹🤧🤧🥹🥺🥹🥹🤧🥹🥺🥹🫡🥹💕😭💕💕

HE'S SO CUTEEEEEEEE 🥺🥺🥺🥺 I LOVE THE WAY YOU DREW HIM!!!!!!!!! You drew him perfectly 🥺🥺 grumpy little boy king Sebby 🥺🥺 and his fluffy hair and huge clothes 🥺🥺 all curled up 🥺 Omg the robe!!!! Hehe im glad the little hearts I put didn't go unnoticed!!

#YOU'RE TOO SWEET!!!! seriously this is gonna make me cry 🥺🥺🥺🥺#i was just talking about how i feel very inspired bcs its my au so im the only one feeding myself #BUT THEN YOU COME AND FEED ME 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹#DANKE DANKE DANKE DANKE!!!!!#drawings that make me say “JUNGEEEEEEE”#i absolutely love thw way you drew his clothes!!!!! so perfect!!!!!!!!#actually the way you drew this really reminds me of engravings from back in this era #like literally looks exactly like some of the references i have saved!!#so thank you for that particular brainrot!!! bcs im like OH MY GOD NOW I HAVE ART OF HIM THAT LOOKS VERY SPECIFICALLY ACCURATE #but seriously the robe i am absolutely obsessed oh my god.....your understanding of fabric folds oh my god!!!!!!!!!!!!#kissing him kissing him kissing him 🥺🥺🥺🥺#im so glad you like the au btw!!!! its a lot of fun!!!!!#i mean i was very glad to have people join the narrative but gifted art oh my god??????? thann you!!!!!#i wish i could be more concise but you have murdered me with this and im also sick as hell 😭#catie.asks.#sebastian vettel #boy king au

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moomoorare · 1 year ago

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The qsmp admins must love and hate qtubbo so much lol. He constantly breaks things and pushes the boundaries of what he's allowed to do but he's such a genius when it comes to figuring things out and getting answers that even when he's at gunpoint he's the one who comes out with Intel. And he's done it several times

#rare rambling #like big props to him #funny as hell that bas described him like candy. cant take too much of a dose bc he'll make you sick #bc he really can be a lot and very passionate #and jumos at conclusions so fast. but the funny thing is that by trial and error #he got bads ass served on a plate. he really ahs him Figured out #its like..??? goddamn

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shwarmii · 1 year ago

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i know Helluva Boss/Hazbin Hotel is considered cringe, and i definitely do think it stumbles a LOT— but im also on the opposite side of the tonal specteum with Still Am Reluctantly A Miraculous Ladybug Fan so i know i what i am about, alas. i just love the emotional bits and the scattered lore here and there way more than the comedy or gore myself. speakinG OF EMOTIONAL BITS THO...

did.. did they have to make me kin* Fizz? like. assholes, that'd be my disabled ass 100%, trying to be independent for my own self-esteem even though i just want to be taken care of/protected and not seen as a burden or be infantalized; "I'm sorry I got... a little bit messy."/"You don't need to apologize for getting banged up, babe!"; being encountered by my trigger and sometimes being able to hold it together and sometimes huddling into a ball to sob; the wardrobe being bright and fun and happy, hell, the lovecore clown/jester aesthetic, or, fuck, even the pajama shirts with a collar so open that my shoulder pops out/almost pops out; the problem isn't my disability but the challenges and pain and betrayal that came from it; "Don't worry, today I learned I hate going outside!"; the easy tears and hating asking for help even though you need it; "FUCK OFF, CAN'T YOU SEE WE ARE HAVING AN EMOTIONAL MOMENT"; the doubt about if someone really cares about you, even your partner, until theyre right in front of you; the emotional support pets (dont tell me the dog in a wheelchair is anything else, i will rebuke thee); the trying to play off being okay and glitching out/looking so bad it is obviously a lie— like, wHAT THE FUCK, JUST @ ME NEXT TIME, the only thing i couldnt relate to at all was the sex (hello, im yet another asexual who doesnt want to commit any sexual acts at all, hello, i know, so lovely to meet me) and the fact thAT I DON'T HAVE A KAIJU ROOSTER BOYFRIEND WHICH, UNLIKE THE SEX PART, I WOULD LIKE, HELLO, GIMME GIMME GIMME PLEASE AND THANKIES

* : kin as in the Tiktok "omg theyre so me" way, not the Tumblr "i was this character in another life" way

#me #shwarmi #btw the ''i hate going outside'' bit for me is 100% bc outside makes me physically sick bc of my disability #and so fizz going outside and getting his prosthetics fucked with and then joking ''i hate going outside'' really resonated with me #(just wanted to be clear it was not a ''i prefer 2D people'' Bro You Need To Touch Grass thing. like. nah. i literally vomit bc of the heat #character: is giggly happy and yet also a traumatized crybaby #my dumbass: omg thats just like me for real #character: is also disabled #my dumbass: whO PUT CAMERAS IN MY FUCKING HOUSE)#helluva boss #helluva boss fizzarolli #helluva boss fizz #also if hes being implied to have a gap between his two fromt teeth like i think he is; again i reiterate: juST FUCKING @ ME #edit: i saw a different post say theyre glad Fizz was not infantalized BY THE CREATORS and i AGREE. i just also think they made it clear #Fizz is scared of being infantalized (bc then that means hes a dependent; a ''purse dog'' who gets ''everything handed to him'' and whatnot #he is not infantalized buT HE IS SCARED HE WILL BE/HE DOESNT WANT TO BE INFANTALIZED BY OTHERS and i dig that shit its very relatable

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oars · 11 months ago

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eye twitch i hate (love) how much astarions tone changes after he's free from cazador and he's thanking you. how genuine and sincere he sounds it makes me sick. i feel like im hearing an entirely different person talk but in a good way yknow.

#once again kudos to neil for his delivery when it comes to voicing him.#how he sounds before finishing his quest vs ascended and spawn astarion after. augh #i havent gotten to the epilogue yet but im sad you dont really hear that tone very much after bc its late game #vs how much you hear the difference with asc. astarion #i hate this guy hes got me by the balls... i started liking him bc i like guys who are funny and bitches #but then i started to resonate with his trauma and fears and fell sick over his growth. god

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poorlittlevampire · 1 year ago

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ohhhhh the new argenti trailer. nevermind. i MUST have her

#i do not care abt meta at all i only use characters i like so it means nothing to me that her kit apparently sucks lol #also everyone says erudition is the weakest path but its by far my favorite so again idc abt that im pulling argenti #honestly i dont really see the point of following meta for a completely single player game without a single leaderboard for anything #like it literally means nothing if u can do the most possible damage in the game #and black swan's design is not nearly as pretty as i hoped which is why i dont really care if i dont end up getting her lol #it sucks so bad tho bc i look at leaks and aside from her... i dont care or want any upcoming characters LOL #most of them look very boring to me #genshin has that problem now too for me #the designs are just so mehhhhh #anyways thats fine tho bc i can just pull for argenti and then go back into saving for when an eventual character i like does come around #surely i wont hate EVERY design. surely #also im sorry but shes a girl no one will ever be able to make me use he/him for argenti #that is my new girlprince idc idc #ruan mei is very pretty and i like her music theme a lot but i dont care about harmony characters bc i dont like using them. so #also i have too many support characters so i do not need or want more #hanya i think is technically support tecccchhhhnicaaally but i love her so i dont care #sorry guys dont play star rail look at what it does to the human mind... this is sick this is sad

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bijoumikhawal · 2 years ago

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Ive been reading the Persian Boy and I'm not suprised by the orientalism but I am disappointed

#Cipher talk #Tbc I don't mean the depiction of slavery #It's very specifically the depiction of Greek culture- I've gotten to the scene where Baogas has spears thrown at him by the 'squires'- as #Subtly 'better' than Persian culture #There's a scrap of deniability bc it's from Baogas's POV so he thinks the Greeks and Macedonians are completely weird and immodest #But what really gets me is how it portrays Alexander as outraged by the treatment of Greeks held in slavery and how it's all 'oh in Greece #They Never cut a boy' and there's no mention that Athenian 'democracy' had a large class of slaves as of yet #But even as we're told by the narrator how improper and immodest the Greeks and Macedonians are I can feel the author winking and nudging #Like 'oh look at how the Persian court is weighed down by ceremony its barely a real army they're decadent (in the way a conservative says #That about a culture) and look at how Baogas holds rivers as sacred and doesn't swim in them (you know the same water he gets sick from)#And the hypocrisy that he was groomed as a 'courtesan' as a literal child but is embarrassed by nudity'#Yeah Mary I can see the feelings of cultural superiority. I still remember that Athens was misogynistic as fuck and had plenty of issues

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s0fter-sin · 2 years ago

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not me morbius posting in the year of our lord 2023 but i just watched eddy burback’s watching morbius five times video and it got me thinking about the potential milo’s motive had

the suggestion of milo being possessive over morbius that they then just kind of ignored could’ve been a really unique motive. yes, being resentful of able bodied people after being disabled his entire life works but what if they capitalised on morbius essentially claiming him (that again goes nowhere)? he renamed him, he saved his life. in milo’s mind, they could have ownership over each other. they share the same rare illness and became friends, they managed to live longer than they expected, there has to be reason they met, right? something higher than just coincidence, it was fate

that then gives a good explanation as to why he funds everything he wants and why/how he became rich; hes not smart enough to follow him in his career so he injects himself into his life the only way he can: with his money. play more to him being obsessed with morbius and wanting to be a vampire so they can be the same again; not to be healthy or better than humanity, only so they share this super rare and unique to them connection again and thats why he kills the nurse and the father figure doc and attacks marlene. they were threats to his place in morbius’ life and that couldn’t happen

get rid of the “we’re better than everyone, we can be gods” or whatever it was and have his entire motive being his obsession over morbius

#milo sees morbius kissing marlene and the look on his face #hes angry and hes jealous but that jealousy only makes sense if its over morbius not marlene #hes never met her before they never speak to each other #i think they say hes kind of a playboy or something i cant remember i watched this thing one after it went to streaming #but milo attacks the female nurse morbius works with and the woman he kisses #both of them were potential threats to his place as morbius most important connection #not in a queer way bc damn we do not need a story of a gay man obsessing and killing over a straight guy in this climate #but in a pure ownership ‘i have to be the only person he cares about’ way #instead of killing the father figure for loving morbius more than him its bc hes a threat of MORBIUS loving him more than milo #theres not a drop of strong writing in this entire thing so his motive of resenting humanity bc he was disabled is meh #he just comes across as crazy and angry bc of the vampire serum #not the very valid anger and bitterness that comes with being disabled in a society that actively discriminates against you #we never see him or morbius struggle with their illness #theyre just sick and need mobility aids #we never see them almost homeless bc they cant work and are refused care or cant go somewhere bc its not accessible #milos rich with no explanation and no struggle and morbius is an award winning scientist/doctor in his field #have morbius get his research stolen by someone and no one cares that its his bc hes disabled #have the entire world be against him and milo and milo uses THAT to push morbius #as well as it fueling his obsession bc its really them against the world and hes really the only one that cares for him and is there for him #use the isolation and the anger and resentment and how morbius is all milo has in the world so he HAS to be all morbius has #this couldve had a strong subtext exploring the discrimination the disabled face and what that does to us #instead we got… that #morbius #matt smith #jared leto #coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt

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