#its very minor but like stay safe yall :*

[espionn]

SandWing tribe sheet!

Here's tribe #2! i find myself liking sandwings more the more i think about them :) they'e definitely one of my less changed tribes, i like joy ang's design for them so i just referenced some desert lizards to give them a little more uniqueness and mostly left it otherwise. hope yall enjoy!

Edit: I ended up changing the blood color a little to be more interesting :)

Physical Appearance + Traits:

-SandWings, in stark contrast to MudWings, are the smallest of Pyrrhian dragons. They are very light, and barely more than half the height of some taller tribes. 

-Their appearance is most comparable to other desert reptiles, particularly the horned lizard, with spines, ridges and darker markings across their sides.

-SandWing coloration usually lands on the spectrum between gold and white. Sometimes a more yellowy color might be seen, and rarely, a darker brownish tint. Their colors reflect desert sand, and allow them to bury into it unseen, whether for shelter from enemies or the blazing sun. Despite lighter SandWings performing better under desert conditions, those with darker coloration are often seen as more attractive, and dark tattoo patterns are popular.

-Darker scales near their eyes absorb light, allowing SandWings to see despite the sometimes oppressive glare of the desert sun. They also have an extra eyelid to protect from sand and dust.

-At the end of their tail is a barb that can inject lethal venom at its most potent; SandWings themselves have some level of resistance to the venom.

-They have stiff, upright fans, or ridges, along their backs, which help with temperature regulation; when hot, the veins within fill with the body’s warm blood, and the high surface area allows it to cool off quickly. The same process can also be done with the wing membranes, though a bit less effectively due to the thick scales on the outside of the wing.

-SandWings have thick, dark skin lining their mouths, which protects them both from sun damage and the spikes and thorns often found in desert food (cacti, spiny lizards, etc). They also have a high tolerance to some toxins, and to alcohol resulting from fermenting fruit. (This is true of RainWings as well.)

-They eat little and drink less, like all animals surviving under desert conditions. One good meal a week is all SandWings really need, and usually they get enough water from the food they eat that they don’t need to go in search for more.

-SandWing fire is not as suited for combat as that of other tribes. They can’t produce very much of it at once and it’s more akin to natural fire than typical dragon fire. It certainly can be used to fight, but they prefer to fight with tails and claws; their fire is better used for food and light.

-SandWings are good fliers, and can glide long distances without needing to land and while using minimal energy, but more notably, they’re also the best runners out of any tribe. Their stamina and ability to walk or sprint over vast stretches of desert is unmatched, and some prefer it over flying.

Life Cycle:

-SandWings lay between one and three eggs; usually it’s just one or two, and three is somewhat uncommon. They incubate for a short period of time, usually just three months, and hatch small but able to fend for themselves. SandWing dragonets lack a ridge along their backs, which makes it easier to bury themselves in the sand to stay safe, and their venom, while less outright deadly, acts much faster and usually induces sharp pain, nausea and even minor paralysis. It’s effective at keeping them safe from predators.

-SandWing parents - mothers in particular - are usually present and able to look after dragonets, so these defense mechanisms are only in place as a last resort.

-Dragonets have distinct “young”, “adolescent” and “adult” phases of growth, and usually reach adult size at around seven years. Like all dragons, they do continue to grow, but very minimally in their case.

-SandWings do not generally partner for life, and exclusive monogamous coupling is not the societal expectation. Some do it, but it’s more common to jump between short relationships based largely on physical attraction. Fathers aren’t usually expected to help raise dragonets.

Society and Culture:

-At a time, SandWings were one of the most organized and well-educated tribe, but later they became divided into two very distinct groups: Palace SandWings and Scorpion Den SandWings. These titles aren’t literal; not all “high-class” SandWings live in the palace, and not all street-dwelling SandWings live in the Scorpion Den, but these places are fairly representative of their group. In the palace and nearby areas, SandWings keep up with news and are typically well-trained in combat, in service of the queen. The Scorpion Den, meanwhile, is an infamously criminal town where dragons aim to survive and scrounge for anything they can get. Run largely by assassins and hired theives, this town is to thank for the ‘shifty and untrustworthy’ stereotypes often pointed toward SandWings.

-SandWings in general, in later parts of history, are more focused toward physical training than education, but the Den, as well as other scrappy and chaotic outskirt towns, has changed general perception of them in a somewhat negative light. 

-They are known for heavy slang and “colorful” language, including those in the palace, and when paired with regional accents of some of the outskirt towns, some other tribes find SandWings difficult to understand if they speak too quickly. 

-SandWings eat rarely, and as a result they sometimes reserve eating for specific occasions. To celebrate, they conduct tribe-wide parades and festivals, and these are often the main time for treats and feasts. At these times, they indulge in (usually roasted) foods - insects, lizards, birds - seasoned with a variety of spices, and elaborate fruit dishes that often include rainforest delicacies brought by RainWings.

-The events inspiring such celebrations usually revolve around celestial movement. Solstices, moon cycles, eclipses, etc. are all celebrated to different degrees. SandWings worship day and night equally, and the sun and moons have equal cultural significance to them. The unity of the two keeping the desert in balance is what they care about.

-SandWings, in fact, are so intrinsically connected to time and movement that this is thought to be the reason behind their musical inclination and sense of rhythm. Music and dance are another major part of these parades, and SandWings have a great love for engaging and complex rhythmic music. Those watching from the sides will often swish sand and rattle their scales in time with performances. (RainWings are commonly invited, to bring their food and dance with the SandWings, as SandWings greatly respect their skill.) SandWings also have a particularly hard time coping if they are removed from the day cycle; it can be extremely disorienting and unpleasant.

-Jewelry, gold especially, is extremely popular and can be worn to excess. It’s also common to tattoo or bejewel scales to the preference of the individual.

Diet: Omnivorous. Will eat almost anything available: insects, reptiles, mammals and birds; cactus fruit, cactus itself, coconut, nuts; and a wide variety of spices, many of which are outright poisonous to other tribes. 

[transidbillzo]

congrats to those who guessed i was bait/an anti

in all honesty, i didnt get any weird messages with people trying to like groom me. but there is a few really weird fucking identities and my friend got someone who i will not @ or say who, in their dms talking to them vaguely sexually and just in a very uncomfortable way. absolutely not okay and i dont think that a safe space for many many minors should be treated like that

me and my friends arent really into dsmp and that ptwt bullshit was 100% a lie although i am a recovering paraphile . i am one hundered percent anti contact. absolutely in any context. i believe that many radqueer ideals paraphilia etc is the root of genuine mental illness.

in a way i absolutely infiltrated this community, which appears to be some peoples 'safe space'. but seriously this is insane

as a osdd-1b system, person with chronic pain, adhd , and autism all diagnosed. just dont bring that transid shit around people who are 'cis' disabled (not entirely sure how to describe it..)

no hate. absolutely. i dont think anyone should be exposed to literal death threats and suicide shit thats fucking insane,,

i guess i have no room to truly judge but i hope this community grows as people, and to people who are struggling i am so sorry. i hope you are able to move on in life past anything going on and if you need to vent this account will stay up , just not as a radqueer blog .

so anyway sorry for this, it was out of genuine curiosity but its actually nauseating pretending to be rq

im pro recovery, in every way -- even if that takes time for you

watchers collective signing off

(tags are just so yall see it, sorry)

[eastereggie]

hihi !! this is eggie/cam :] im sure that people in the kaeloo fandom recognize me so hello !!

i cannot believe that my very first own post on tumblr, especially about a fandom that ive always cherished, for 6 years now (going strong !!!!) will be about the current drama but here we go, since that shit seems to escalade to a level that i consider dangerous:

THIS IS A WHOLE BUNCH OF ADULTS FIGHTING WITH MOSTLY MINORS TO WRITE SMUT (or if you dont like the word, p0rn, because its not less than that) OF ANIMALS WHO ALSO HAPPENS TO BE KIDS. this is it. thats what the drama is about.

all the posts going around, all the victimisation, all the new s3xual fanfictions dropping for "psychological studies" or whatever all the bullshit youre telling yourself to be seen as a saint, this is what this is about: people, mostly in their late 20s, even if i recall seeing younger people being in this weird side of the fandom, fighting for their life to make their harmful headcanons (to avoid saying, again fantasies) acceptable. so ill repeat it again, for this side of the fandom and anyone else: THIS. IS. NOT. ACCEPTABLE. this is not about having a different opinion, this is not about the freedom of speech or letting people enjoy things in peace; and you cannot be upset, to the point that you are tracking IPs (thats creepy as hell btw), making whole edits about the situation (this one is just funny so i had to talk about it) because people are calling you out. you are NOT being harassed. you are NOT the victim. you are NOT defending yourself. this isnt what it is about at all. you are just an adult, watching a kid show and deciding that 90% of your fanfics about it will include sex (and not just casually, no, in EVERY CHAPTER. ew). this is just gross, and whats even worse is acting like you're not the one who should be blamed. its not new in the fandom to see people being THIS creepy, but a part of me thought that we maybe moved past this but well...

there is no other way of saying this, i really wish i could make this whole post a little bit more polite, but i genuinely think that some of you have never been confronted to the consequences of their actions, since you reassure yourself by hanging out with people as weird as you who will obviously agree with you.i used to feel disapointed, sad and upset to see people i considered as friends turning out like that, but honestly this is all just embarrassment at this point... i truly hope this whole stuff will calm down soon, though it couldve been stopped way earlier if a certain part of the fandom didnt start using tumblr to childishly provoke the people who called them out. if you want to continue being creeps, or pretend that you're not the problem, as you wish ! but dont except people to accept you or whatever, create your own "safe place" and stay in there, for the sake of everyone else. hopefully yall will grow out of your "everyone is against me" phase, even if its a little late for that considering the fact that some of you are older than 21 already :) but its never too late ! (if you made it this far i apologise for the yapping and tysm for taking the time to read all of that lol)

-eggie ^_^

[genderqueerdykes]

okay this might sound a little brash but please stay with me, and im sorry if i say anything offensive, i honestly don't mean to harm anyone

what is the thing with furries? like why are they so hated? from where i stand it seems like they're (yall? sorry im not sure if you id as a furry, and if i check ill lose this ask) just a cosplaying community with kinky/fetish elements, is that right? is it that its a meme to hate on furries or like its just kinkshamers kinkshaming?

we've (system) had bad/uncomfy experiences with a furry in the past, ill call him tom and heres one example

at one point he asked to draw one of my ex (he asked me for permission not my ex who they also knew) and if its a kink thing that seems wrong to me, like to ask someone else for permission to do something sexual for another person? my ex and i had just broken up at the time and also we were minors (all about 16 i belive)

what have furries done? we see a lot of posts like "thank a furry for their services" etc what are those about?

sorry this is really rambly, one more thing, what is a fursona? i understand that its like, who you are as a furry, is it a cosplay thing? or like a representation of who you are as an animal?

anyway yeah im sorry if any of this is rude or harmful, please feel free not to answer if it is

hello! I'm late replying to this but i actually love this question!

hatred for furries has always been a thing, but what really made the hatred boil over was that people were noticing that most of furries were gay or some other type of queer, and a l o t of furries are autistic.

people caught on to this and associated furries with being queer and neurodivergent in a negative way. people also focused on the fact that many furries use their community and identity as a way to express sexuality, which again- many of these sexual relationships being depicted were gay, bisexual, lesbian, and very often transgender or intersex.

many furries use their identity to express kink as well, sexual and nonsexual kink, and this has been weaponized against us, despite there being nothing inherently harmful about consentual kink relationships, and having a safe avenue and vessel to express that is healthy. people look for anything they can to weaponize against us, anything "weird" or shocking

people got the wrong impression about furriness being tied to sexual expression and began assuming that all furries are attracted to real life animals which is a false equivalence, but it didnt matter, the hatred just kept piling on and people would go out of their way to find dangerous and toxic furries to "prove" we are all bad. people have also accused furries of dressing up as cute characters to harm children which is also ridiculous

at the end of the day, a lot of the hatred of furries boils down to queerphobia, hatred of kink, and ableism. many furries are autistic or nonhuman and identify more with animals than humans and have a complicated identity. some furries are roleplayers. being a furry is not inherently harmful but these are the reasons why the en masse hatred of furries is such a big deal

hope that clears things up! take care, have a great day!

[rainbow--panic]

I write a lot of rdr2 myself, but I don't have many people who write for me!

I'd love to see someone elses take on Arthur with a chubbier woman who also happens to be a virgin, i am a slut for him in all directions and I'd love to see someone elses writing for him!!!

If you don't get to it don't worry about it!! But i figured I'd ask if you're taking rdr2!!

Dun du du daaaaaaaaa

and just like that your request is severed, hot ans spicy for ya

hope you enjoy

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Pairing:Arthur Morgan x Chubby!Virgin!Reader

Warnings:NSFW, Bit of self body hate, Being r@wdogged by a cowboy

Only lightly proof read this as I am very tired and want to nap

MINORS DNI

It was the middle of the afternoon and you and Arthur were planning on heading into Rhodes to get some supplies from the general store. You had gotten a list from Pearson of everything you needed, plus a small list of some other essentials needed around camp from Hosea and Dutch. You had changed into the one nice dress you had, which was reserved for days going into town, much like this one, and special events outside of camp. As you walked out of your tent you quickly locked eyes with Arthur. It hadn't been long but he was waiting for you and put his arm out for you to wrap your arms around as the two of you made your way to the wagon.

Arthur helped you up and then got up himself, taking the reins and riding out of camp. You held onto his right arm loosely as you laid on him, enjoying his company.

"So how have you been, dear? I know we haven't had a chance to be together lately with Dutch havin me run around like a chicken with its head cut off" Arthur said with a grin. You smiled at him, Arthur always......had a way with words, I guess you could say.

"Oh I've been alright, just dealing with Ms.Grimshaw bossin me around as if I'm just a no good lil hussie" Arthur chuckled. "Well ain't ya?" he jokingly asked, you playfully smacked his arm.

"Only for you Arthur" You said as you kissed his cheek.

Though he may have never admitted it to you, he loved leaving camp to be with you. It's not that he didn't want to tell you or never actually wanted to admit he loved you, it was more that he couldn't bring the right words together to say it. He loved the gang, he would gladly die for the gang, he knew you of all people were loyal to the gang, but if he had the chance to go live with you someplace beautiful where no one could ever find yall, he would. When you joined the gang it was no different then when Karen, Mary Beth, or Tilly joined. But with the way you were, how hard you worked in all the different camps, and the way you seemed to light up a room, it brought a strange feeling to Arthur, one he hadn't felt in a long time, back when he was younger and with another woman who he knew could never truly love him enough to stay by his side.

"You know, I am so glad Micha is gone" A smile was plastered across your face. "For now, anyways" Arthur added. It's been a little while since Arthur had busted him out of prison and now he's still hiding out somewhere behind Strawberry. You looked at Arthur and frowned. "Ain't there a way we could get Dutch to kick him out of the gang? I know I ain't of power to make requests like that but-" You trailed off, looking at the road ahead.

Safe to say Micha didn't get along with anyone in camp, especially you. Micha was the type of man who liked women to be, as he said, 'woman shaped not boar shaped' to which he immediately got an ass whoopin by Charles on Arthur's behalf as Arthur was out that night robbing a train. Arthur nudged you and smiled. "When I get the chance to, I'll shoot 'em for ya" both of you erupted into laughter. Micha was only good at causing problems but you both knew that somehow he was a part of Dutches' master plan.

"Don't you worry little missy, when he comes back I'll make sure to make it clear to him that if he messes with my girl, I'll deal with 'em'' He wrapped an arm around your waist, bringing you closer to him as he planted a kiss on your lips. As you part, a sigh escaped your lips. It always feels so nice to be alone with Arthur. At camp he has to show himself around as the top gun who fears no man. After all he is, but alone he's able to calm down and relax to your touch, he wants nothing more than for you to be his and for you to be happy.

The wagon stopped on the side of the store and the two of you went in. You began to look around with Arthur but then he split off to speak to the shopkeeper about rhodes. You noticed a mirror off to the side of the store. Wasn't a huge mirror, but it was big enough for people to see their whole bodies, more than likely put in by the shopkeeper so people could see what they look like in the clothing he sold. You looked at yourself in the mirror at both a front and side angle. You had never been too concerned about your figure, after all the bigger you were the more of you to love, but what Micha said had unfortunately got to you. He always found a way to get to people and now you started to imagine yourself looking more and more uglier. 'How could Arthur love someone as hideous as me?' you had asked yourself at one point. You really hadn't changed much from when you first joined the gang and even before then, but now your looking at yourself through hateful eyes you had seemed to change immensely.

Arthur came up behind you, wrapping his arms around your waist and giving you a kiss on the neck. "Hey beautiful, whatcha doing?" he asked as if he hadn't been watching you from the moment you walked up to the mirror, with an expression showing your disgust for yourself. Your face grew red as you brushed it off saying 'nothing', the last thing you wanted was for Arthur to worry about your mentality. He held you for a few more moments before releasing you. The two of you went about your business in the shop and gathered all of the supplies needed. The shop keeper had offered to get the wagon all loaded since it was a decent amount of supplies and figured it would take a while. Arthur agreed to let him do it and decided that the two of you could go and have some fun. "Come on, women.''He said, waiting for you by the door. He held it open for you like a proper gentleman. He was always sweet on you and you loved it, so kind and gentle and yet so strong and fierce.

"Where are we off to Arthur?" Sweetly asking as you took his hand. "Well I figured we head off to the hotel, get a room while we're waiting and spend some time together." You could tell he was thinking of something, his eyes looked at you differently, not in a bad way, or so you hoped. Yall walked into the hotel and there just so happened to be a room for rent. You made your way up there and opened the door to see..........it wasn't as bad as the outside. In fact it wasn't bad at all. The inside was lovely. The bed was made up, the walls were a nice dark red with some black patterning, there was a chimney to keep warm in the winter, and the carpet looked as soft as could be. You sat yourself atop the bed as you looked around the room in awe, then to Arthur.

"So what is it yer planning? Finally gonna take me like a babe in the woods now?" You asked half jokingly. Not that you would mind. You've never actually had sex before and for how long you and Arthur had been together you would have thought he'd have taken you by now. You smile, then he starts walking towards you, hands at his sides. When he gets to your feet he bends down, placing his hands at either side of the bed as he leans into you and places a deep, passionate kiss on your lips. Moments later when he breaks it off, you are left slightly panting, wanting more.

"(Y/N), I see the way you look at yourself in that mirror, I've heard every goddamn awful thing Micha has said to you and the way he laughs at your figure, but he doesn't matter, he ain't with you because, to put it straight, he can't handle having a beautiful women such as yourself at his side. He doesn't deserve a woman like you and therefore he ain't got none." He grabs your right hand with his left, gently as he looks deep into your eyes.

"You are my everything, you are so beautiful to me, I would rather die than live a day without ever meeting you. You are the reason I love coming back to camp, you are the reason I love early mornings and late nights, I want you to be with my till the end, and I want you to be mine, if you'll have me" He finishes with a rasp in his voice, bringing your hand to his face and kissing it. You are left there with tears forming in your eyes and cheeks burning. You struggle to find words as you are left speechless. Never before have you been able to find a man who treats you so tenderly, who opens up to you, and values your time.

Taking in a deep breath, you say "Arthur, I love you so and I would love to be yours till the end, and I would greatly love if you were to take me here and now" He smiles and nods, putting his hat on the nightstand before grabbing your waist on either side and kissing you passionately, slowly lowering you to the bed as he begins to rub your hips, then moving slowly to your thighs. You try not to laugh as you gently push him away. "Arthur, perhaps we could get somewhere if our clothes were off, hmm?" He smiles sweetly at you. "'Scuse me there missy, I was trying to take it slow for you, considering' I'm yer first after all."

The both of you had gotten up and undressed, now you were embarrassed being in the nude with your lover but he didn't seem to mind as he took you in. He grabbed you and held you close, planting kisses all along the side of your neck and shoulder, meanwhile you could feel his dick getting harder. You draped your hands on his shoulders and soon enough they started to travel down to his chest. You decided that you should be brave and make the first move to initiate something, as he said he was taking it slow for you but you had wanted him for so long you could hardly wait any longer.

As you were softly moaning from the hickies he was giving you, you started to gently grasp his cock and start rubbing it. Taking his length in, feeling how thick it was. He grunted, obviously enjoying someone else touching it for a change. That's when you decided to push him on the bed then bent down. Karen had walked you through how to please a man properly, gave you all the tips and tricks you would need cuz she said "You never know when Arthurs gonna take you out on the woods and expect you to bend to his every whim."

Arthur looked at you, obviously intrigued. He knew you had never been with another man before, you had told him this many times, and yet here you were taking the lead. You spit on his tip and began to spread it around as a makeshift lubricant. You licked his tip before taking it in. Slowly you bobbed your head, taking in more and more of him over a small amount of time. Grunts frequentied out of his mouth as he leaned back, using his elbows for support, head leaning back. It was a sight to behold, here you were, pleasing one of the roughest, toughest, outlaws of the west. You held on to one of his thighs as you quickened your pace, his hand found his way into your hair. His grunts become louder as you edge him. Before his climax you hold your head down as he cums in your mouth. Warm, salty, liquid filled your mouth as you pulled back, coughing up some of it. Breathing heavily, Arthur quickly got up and apologized. "I'm sorry darlin', I don't know what came over me." He said

You wiped any remaining cum from your lips as you regained your breath and laughed. "If I knew you were that needy I would have taken you to town myself long ago." He chuckled as he helped you to the bed. He laid you down on your back and placed himself at your entrance. His thumb had traced small circles around your entrance before landing on and rubbing your clit. A surprised gasp left your lips as you felt this new sensation.Arthur humed, pleased with himself.

With his free hand he grabbed his throbbing cock and gave it a quick stroke. It was obvious that he was far too excited to do this with you as touched you, then rubbed his tip on your entrance. As his tip went over your now sensitive bud you had let out a small mew. Arthur leaned down and planted a kiss on your lips, tasting some of his own cum that lingered on your lips. He grabbed onto your legs and spread them, then with one of his hands he inserted himself into you, slowly. It was slightly painful at first, and Arthur took note of how tight you were, having trouble fitting all the way in. He let out a gruff "Damn women '' as he made his way completely inside of you. As you adjusted to him, some tears fell from your eyes. He kissed all over your face, cheek to cheek, landing on your lips.

"Darling' just let me know when you're ready" He had said between kisses. With a sigh and a wiggle of your hips, you looked at him and nodded. Gripping your thighs, he spread them once more. Slowly he thrust out then back in. The pace stayed slow until you bucked your hips.With a grunt he quickened the pace. You moaned, it felt so invigorating, finally having him inside you made you feel whole. You loved the way his strong arms held you, how no matter how badly you wanted to squeeze him in your thighs, your strength was nothing compared to his. The thought that, if he very so wanted, he could crush you right now. He could put a hand around your neck and fuck the living daylight out of you, could have you in a complete moaning mess, all sweaty and dumb.

"Arthur~" You moaned. He seemed pleased with that. "Mmm? Yes darlin? what can I do for ya?" He smirked. He could see it in your eyes, you wanted more. He began going rougher, he started to drill into you faster. Your moans became louder and more frequent. Your eyes started watering up as you closed them. "C'mon darlin, look at me" with that your eyes snapped back open to look at Arthur in all his glory. The light showed off his skin as the two watched each other for mere moments before locking lips together. Arthurs pace not faltering for a second as he mercilessly pounded into you. You felt a knot in your stomach as he went on.

"A-Arthur I-I Oh~" you tried to tell him but your moans had overpowered you. "Already, Sweetheart? maybe you were needier than me!" He laughed as he trudged into you, letting you reach your climax with his following soon after. You were not both just laying on the bed, panting, holding each other in your arms. With a kiss and some pillow talk, yall cleaned yourself up and made your way back to the wagon. All the while getting stares from other people in the area, including those in other rooms, the hotel clerk, some men and women outside, and even the man who had conveniently finished loading your wagon. Arthur helped you up once more and pulled himself up after you. For the short trip back to camp you remained on his lap, loving on him while you still could. Maybe one day he'll bring you out here again, can't say that the clerk will rent ya another room though.

[eclipsewxtch]

okay so i have so much stuff planned for blue moon so MINOR SPOILERS AHEAD FOR RELATIONSHIP DYNAMICS IF YOU DONT WANT SPOILERS FOR ANY FUTURE CHAPTERS LOOK AWAY AVERT UR EYES:

ik i said this before but all relationships r implied n i don’t make anything canon. that being said, i make sure all ships (even the most obscure n rare ones) get their flowers!! whether that’s from POV’s in the chapter, dialogue, or just little moments/details. that being said, here’s what i intended:

• ethan & jesse have the relationship dynamic of two toxic divorced men who have shared custody of their daughter (jane)

• jane is jesse’s kid idc idc idc im making it happen its gonna give reluctant dad/mentor who’s lowkey the Worst Person Ever & daughter/mentee he didn’t want but NEEDED!!! they’re gonna be so good. im gonna eat it up.

• jane is ethan’s kid too ig but it’s not the same. like that’s her protector n her brother sure but JESSE?? he commits war crimes for that little girl she’s his baby

• audrey & ethan have the relationship dynamic of something soft and sweet. like she makes him feel grounded, but not exactly human. safe. i adore them. i rlly wanted it to give monster bf x human gf so i hope it has those vibes(?)

• rory & ethan (im so so biased i love them so much) they have the dynamic of puppy love. they’re just the sweetest n kindest n they make my heart hurt so much. literally aches.

• benny & ethan r very much old married couple. (they’re gonna hurt yall so bad in the last chapter for s1 like yall r gonna hate me!) they fight n bicker, but it’s like a domestic kind (until it’s not) n crazily enough i actually don’t ship them (don’t crucify me yall) but i want to feed the bethan shippers.

• sarah & ethan give nerd x cool girl he’d do anything for. like he is the loser bf to her cool popular gf!! i actually rlly love this ship n its kinda sickening, but i think ethan heals sarah from her past hurts (jesse u asshole) n sarah makes ethan feel seen n less of a dork.

• erica & ethan r just cuties!! friends forever!! like it’s black cat x golden retriever with them. while i don’t ship, i understand it’s a REALLY rare pair, so they have cute moments where they have fun together. its more platonic, i’ll admit, but if u wanna read into it u can.

• benny & erica r unrequited crushes. like i fear they had a crush on each other b4 she became a vampire, n after the bite it just could never go anywhere. she became too different, n he stayed the same. he’s bitter abt the missed chance; n she can’t imagine him ever liking her before she was a vampire.

• erica & rory have the same dynamic in the show but she’s just nicer to him about it. that’s her puppy, n she treats him as such but she’ll be DAMNED if YOU treat him like a dog. who do u think u r???

• erica & sarah are sapphic vampire gfs. soulmates, ur honor. it’s bad. real bad. i fear they are each other’s homes.

• jesse & rory give evil villain n his loyal henchman. it’s cute in a “oh he listens n respects ur opinions” kind of way, but he takes those opinions to further his selfish agenda.

•NO RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN JESSE/SARAH OR JESSE/ERICA, THAT SHIT IS PAST TENSE AND FINISHED!! REFUSE TO HAVE A MAN COME BETWEEN WOMEN!

•audrey & sarah r gonna be best friends. they don’t argue over a man; they’re better than that. unfortunately audrey is straight n this won’t be romantic😓

• s2 is gonna be longer than s1–so like twenty chapters probably(?) #longfic #somuchthoughtputinthis and i am probably gonna go back n edit s1 chapters in between updates for s2 but i rlly rlly wanna dive deep in each character. ESPECIALLY JESSE. this redemption arc is gonna go crazy. he’s a horrible, terrible, very bad man and yet!!

• i love audrey n im forcing everyone to love her as well. i normally hate OC’s in fics bc it’s like damn why is this person taking over the narrative(?) n more often than not it feels like an extension of the author’s personality. unfortunately if i was gonna make audrey an extension of me and a self-insert for me i would have her flirt HEAVY w erica. love erica bad😝 if anything audrey is just for fun. i was like hm? what if we gave ethan a little red riding hood?? wouldn’t that be sooo funny? n it is.

• i’m sorry for bringing this up again but the ethan & jane & jesse dynamic goes sooo crazy. so crazy. be thankful im not turning it into a louis & claudia & lestat situation bc i contemplated more than once having jane almost die n ethan beg jesse to turn her. i decided against it but the urge was there.

[puppyboy-boytoy]

new intro (wip on making it cute)

hello this is my nsfw 18+ blog, you may have seen other posts of mine because i migrated from a sideblog to a main blog so i can block people directly. the old blog is @catboy-catboy-backup

holy fuck put your age in your bio or ill block you :l

Im not 100% good at tagging but this blog should be safe from any hard stuff. if i accidentally reblog wrong lemme know and ill delete or tag. i tag bluntly, so #blood not #bl00d etc

pls read entire thing before referencing my partners!!

21

they/he + masc terms (puppyboy, boytoy, bf)

dating @cagedcryptid and @princesswisteria, im the polycules designated sub but we're all switchy/flexible in positioning

we're all physically disabled

obnoxious and autistic /pos

t4t

demi-sexual gender fucked and queer

im a switch verse who usually tops, only really sub and bottom for my princess + boyfriend

you can call me puppy, pup, or dog

pls i love asks!! and dms!!! we want to build relationships but you CANNOT be weird about it also NO UNSOLICITED PICTURES. PLS ASK FIRST. thanks :3

yes:

monster fucking, edge and denial, oral fixation, teasing, overstimulation, bondage, exhibitionism, begging, praise, embarrassment, biting, scratching, breeding with pregnancy, light somno, impact, spanking, stimmimg, choking, pinning, probably so many more

NO:

cnc, painal, scat, ageplay, detrans, misgendering, breath, guns,

i might reblog things w the word c*nt but pls don't directly refer to my body or my partners' bodies w the word thanks!!

this is a queer blog. its not meant for cishets, but as long as yall are Normal you can stay. T4T ALWAYS ‼️ ageless, blank, and minors DNI. you will be blocked. i block liberally.

i have other blogs too

@pissedpupp - piss and omo

@bloodypuppyboy - very violent, untagged, proceed w caution

@bloodypuppylove - irl pictures of me! dont want my blogs nuked, so im posting there and reblogging to my other blogs instead. covers many kinks, proceed w caution

more info under the cut!

flashing images/blinkies under the cut!

#boytoy thoughts -> stuff i wrote

#monster nsft -> anything monster fucking related

#this puppy bites -> anything biting or dog related

#both ways -> id like to do it and also have it done to me

#image -> anything with an image or video

#creature -> monster fucker specific art and pictures

everything else should for the most part be tagged accordingly but lmk if i gotta change anything

i use they/it, and have a clit/tdick/cock, pussy/hole, and tits/chest

princess uses he/him but femme titles, and doesnt want his body referenced

my boyfriend uses they/he and does not want his body referenced at all actually

my discord server is now up! its for kinky transgender autistic disabled folks! we have about 35 members rn, but only a small handful are active

the bot is coded for 21+ but if youre 18-20 dm me we can try and figure something out 😌

dm / comment / ask for the link! it keeps expiring

[dinodogs]

Hi!! so theres a lot of negativity going around lately and I really wanted to share my experiences as someone who essentially grew up as a furry, and attended a lot of cons in my youth.

I went to my first con at around 11, chaperoned by my mom and a friend. I went in a shitty home made fursuit that fell apart a year later, but I was sooo proud of it at the time. I think about that con experience a lot, I think its probably the best one I'd ever had. Despite me being very visibly young, I was treated with respect. I tried to stay out of the way and not be an annoying kid because I'd heard con horror stories. It was the first time in my life I felt truly welcomed by a community, I was allowed to participate in games and panels and it was such a wonderful experience. Around the time of the fursuit parade I had no idea what to do and was really anxious tbh. I couldn't bring my friend with me, she had been my rock through the few rough patches of the con, and I was kinda stranded not knowing what to go or what to do.

A group of older furries ended up coming over and volunteering to chaperone me through the parade. No, they were never asked to do this, they willingly volunteered and its still one of my all time favorite con memories. They took me through the parade and made sure I made it back to my mom and friend safely. I honestly think about them a lot, I dont know any of their names but I hope they're all doing well now.

That con was a huge turning point in my life, after spending a whole weekend hanging out with others and having fun and meeting people I got really into creating furry art and art in general. Not to get all corny, but the furry community is the only place growing up that I felt like I truly belonged and a large part of it was that con being so welcoming.

I didn't get the chance to go to many cons after that, that con is still the only out of state furry convention I've gone too, i went to some comic cons but I didn't get the chance to go to another furry con till I was 16 and a local con opened up. I had so, so much fun at that con too. I was a bit older and a bit more mature so I got to take part in the community even more, and despite being younger I was treated with the same respect I was when I was even younger. This time I went with my aunt and the same friend from before.

It was just as great of an experience, this time I even had a less awful fursuit, and theres sooo many stories I could tell from that weekend. The only bad experience was when an older adult invited my friend (also 16 but to be fair she looked 19) to an 18+ room party, after which we both got stickers that stated we were minors on our badges.

Its so incredibly important to have space kids can just be kids, where young furries can take part in the community and feel welcomed. I get it, kids can be annoying, and I get that some parents try and shove the responsibility of their kids onto others. Which sucks and I've actually had happen more then once, but just because some kids misbehave or some parents suck doesn't mean every child or every teenager deserves to be barred from a space thats supposed to be welcoming.

I get wanting to party and discuss adult things but yall have your spaces. Its what room parties and after darks are for. I get cons (especially on in vegas of all places) being 21+, I very much see the benefit of a lot of cons being adult only, but barring kids from the space just feels sad. yknow? Kids are humans too, kids deserve to have fun weekends and spend time with their friends and dress up as giant animals and hug and take pictures with their favourite fursuiters.

It just makes me sad to think i could've missed out on such an amazing experiences cause some adults dislike kids or can't handle being normal around them.

[that-sarcastic-writer]

This.

Listen, yall know I'm all for dark fics, exploring your "kinks" or just overall expressing yalls selves, but sometimes just some things borderline dangerous. I understand using writing as a coping mechanism, I encourage expressing yourself through your writing, granted I do this shit myself, but actively putting out content that romanticizes grooming, pedophilia and rape? That's not safe either.

I can't even begin to count how many step dad/step brother leon fics I've seen whether reader is either a minor, freshly 18 or is eluded to being a minor. In these fics, not only is reader of a very impresionable age, but is also often time coerced, groomed or straight up sexually assaulted by "leon". And this is supposed to be okay? These are crimes being written into literacy porn. This is not fucking okay.

It's one thing to write maybe a series, or some fics here and there with these things, like you cope how you will, but solely writing these and that's all you base your account on? I truly don't understand this either. I don't understand why this is so popular.

We don't have any right to kink shame anyone, the internet is free afterall. But yeah, just stay safe. If you're going to solely base your content on these themes, do so safely. Don't promote these things as romantic or safe. Don't engaged with minors, do your part as an adult if you're actively sharing unsafe content on public spaces just as the rest of us are doing our part by simply avoiding them.

Edit: another thing I forgot to mention. This influx of fics have definitely changed the way people write Leon in fics. I myself stopped going on the Leon tags on ao3 because it's lit dozens of these pseudo rape fics. Like yes yall have the right to write him however but it is exhausting. This isn't Leon, and it truly is off-putting to see that all of the current fics of him are just this. At this point its not diverse content, it's solely these fics and not everyone is comfortable reading them. It honestly doesn't surprise me to see people engage less and less with Leon content on here and ao3.

Alright, I’m gonna be brutally honest and I don’t want other people to take offense to what I have to say or to take it personally. If I get jumped, I get jumped, it is what it is, and to my mutuals, I still care for y’all and want you all to succeed so no hard feelings. I just have a genuine question and I’d like someone to answer. But what is the appeal in the psuedo-incest/incest fics I keep seeing?

There’s been like a huge uptick of the frequency of these fics and I just kind of want to know why? I get it’s all fictional, I can’t control what other people write and that’s not what I’m trying to do, but I just want to ask why it’s suddenly so popular. It’s everywhere, and yeah it’s not my cup of tea I’ll admit that, but I want to know why it’s inescapable right now. We skipped the daddy kink phase and hit a hard left and drove into a ditch.

It’s that, plus the rape fics, and now I’m seeing literal pedophilia (yes in the tags). Listen guys, yes Leon is a set of pixels, he is not real, so anyone can do what they want with him. But these things you’re writing happen in real life. I don’t want this fandom or a character to be destroyed because people are writing these things and calling it dark content when you can also add other aspects to it. It is dark content, but some of these things are literal crimes too that shouldn’t be romanticized no matter how fictional it is.

I mentioned it before when I saw people sexualizing Miles & Gwen in their fics from ATSV when they are still minors, and I’m seeing the same thing happening with Leon in certain dynamics. It just very ironic when you have “minors dni” as a warning on your page yet you write out a scenario involving a minor or alluding to a situation like that. It shouldn’t be the only thing you write either, like genuinely as an adult that’s concerning.

This happens in every fandom, believe me I know, but I want to know why it’s happening at the rate it is right now. It’s okay to write your favorite character outside of the canon, it’s okay to explore the out of character dynamics you want, and it’s okay to explore the taboo I’m not telling you not to because I plan on doing that too. But only writing fics like this is kind of crazy no?

So please be careful and mindful, especially if you’re an adult, because you’re the last person I’d expect to see this stuff from. It’s getting concerning, I just hope some of you understand where I’m coming from.

(I also just wanted to add that I’m not shitting on people who use these fics as a coping mechanism to intense trauma. I get it, I’ve studied this, I also use my writing as a coping mechanism to my own trauma and the kinks I have in real life are in response to that. I’m not talking about them directly so I want to make that clear.)

[fyolovrr]

Kinktober, Day 3

MINORS DNI

Warnings: cursing, wax play, use of daddy for reader, gender neutral reader,

Pairings: sub!nayeon x dom!reader x sub!jihyo

*side note* yall I'm so, so, so, so very sorry that this is shit. I've been having a hard time finding time to write and post things. Also finding ideas to write abt is also vv hard, so pls be patient with me! I'll try to make better writes! Thank u all so much for supporting me! Love u all, stay safe <3

"Sorry for the wait. I went to grab something." You say while walking towards the girls.

Both of your best friends were laying on your bed waiting for you. You couldn't think straight. They were waiting for you out of all people. You move closer to the bed and sit beside nayeon. You put the small box in your hand down on the bed side night stand. Nayeon moves closer to you and whines. "Shhh" you whisper to her and run your hands over her breasts. You do the same to jihyo. Both of the girls let out quiet breathy moans.

They were only wearing their bras and panties which made it easier for you to play with them. You then move your hands away from them causing them to whine. You put both hands on nayeon and pull her panties down. Groaning at her wetness you. You throw her panties somewhere in the room and turn over to pull jihyos panties down and off her. You also take their bras off.

After you've done that they're now laying all bare in front of you. You move one hand to jihyos cunt and the other to nayeons. Slowly moving one finger up and down their folds. This causes them to arch their back at the suddenness.

"Holy s-shit!" Nayeon squeals, making you smirk. "I'm not even doing much." You teasingly say. Jihyo then whines in response.

You remember that you had put a box on the bedside table, so you move your fingers away from the girls to open it. The box held a small candle inside. You smirked and pulled it out of the box, showing it off to the girls. "What do you guys think of this?" You ask holding up the glass jar/bottle of candle wax. Nayeon and jihyo don't say anything, like just stare with lust filled eyes.

After getting the candle wax and everything set up, you pull the lighter out that was beside the box. You light the candle, the flames immediately starts melting the candle. You smile looking at the little fire. Looking back at the girls, you ask a rhetorical question. "Who wants to go first?" You say titling your head. "Ok jihyo goes first!" You giggle while moving towards. Jihyo just stares at you. "Why me first!" Jihyo whines and tries to move away. "Because I said so, now stop moving!" She whines but stops moving. "Good girl." You praise her and give her and peck her lips. Her cheeks immediately grows a dark shade of red. You smirk and move closer to her.

You put your index finger on her clit and start rubbing up and down, making her moan. Slowly pulling a finger inside of her, you start fingering her. Her soft moans filled the room. "C-can I touch myself?" Nayeon asks in a quiet tone. You look over at her and smile. "Since you asked so nicely, you can." You say, grinning. She immediately moves her hands down to her cunt and let's out a moan of relief.

You turn your attention back to jihyo. You're still fingering her but decide one finger isn't enough, so you add another. Jihyo let's out a particularly loud moan when you pick up the pace.

While jihyo is having the time of her life along side nayeon, you decide its time. You grab the candle and move it close to jihyo's stomach and tilt it slightly so that only a bit of the wax falls on her skin. As soon as the extremely hot, melted wax meets her skin her eyes go wide open. She let's out a small cry of pain and tries moving away.

You lean down to her. "Shhhh," putting the wax down you focusing on fingering her. "Its okay. I'm right here bubs." You say while kissing along her jaw.

You can feel her clenching around your fingers so you pick up the pace. "Dolly.. are you close?" You question in a teasing way, already knowing the answer. She still immediately nods her head. "Please, please, please let me cum!" Jihyo begs while moving her hands to grip your hair. You smirk and look back at nayeon to see her fingering herself, eyes closed, lips slightly open letting out shallow moans. You grin knowing she's doing a good job. "Nayeonie," you call her by her nickname just to tease her. "Our little bunny is doing such a good job." You say while. She whimpers in response and opens her eyes to look at you.

"I'm doing a good job, daddy?" She asks in small voice while having the hottest face ever. You almost cum in your pants just like that at the new name she called you.

"Oh? Now I'm daddy?" You say while moving your free hand to play with nayeons pink, perky nipples. She immediately closes her eyes, let's out a moan and nods her head. "I need a verbal response princess." This makes her whine but she opens her eyes nonetheless and answers. "Y-yes, daddy."

Tag list(not permanent): @princesjy @00hyucc

[mineogi]

Two’s Company, Three’s a Crowd. | J.Y.H

pairing: yan-doppelgänger! yunho x f! reader

wordcount: 9.1k

genre: doppelgängers au, non-idol, smut/one-shot.

syponsis: When new’s starts spreading across the globe that murders are being done frequently by what people claim to be their own doppelgängers. You and your boyfriend are advised to keep indoors. But as time goes on you begin to suspect how differently your boyfriend is starting to act. You just hope you’re suspicions aren’t correct.

warning: warning: smut (penetration, oral.) , yandere theme, doppel yunho rlly is awful but so good T^T , doppel yunho very strong and buff. talks of death , creampie (protection guys use it), angst, poor yunho, light knife play, literal abuse, threats, dubcon (you don’t know who who.) , guilt tripping, dopple yunho is manipulative, consent asking (he’s terrible ya) , shower oral (m receiving.) , praising, overuse of baby, cunt, pussy, etc. , table sex, table oral sex ( f receiving.) , pantie sniffing , light breast play, grinding, overstimulation , 18+ themes, mentions of death, suicide, minor major(?) characters death , hair pulling , drugging , so much yall just a lot.

A/N: let’s pretend this wasn’t a day late srry LOL I originally planned for this to be 5-6k words but yeah here we are so HAHAHA, also i don’t condone any of this behavior, this is simple fiction and does not represent ateez in any way shape or form. but i hope you guys enjoys let me know what you think and yeah, have a nice day! sorry if i forgot a warning PLS let me know!! somewhat proof read so yeah yeahhhhhh!!

“This just in.” The voice of the news anchor shifts into a more anxiety filled tone as her eyes flicker over what seems to be her script, you go press on the remote volume button to increase the news lady's voice on the tv.

Frowning you lean forward from the couch trying to take in everything she is saying.

“We urge everyone to stay inside, lock your doors for this weekend please only leave if it’s dire. Local police state there have been multiple homicides in the surrounding areas. We will come back with more information when we are informed further on what’s happening. Until then please keep a watchful eye out and stay safe.” The screen interrupts to the news channel logo halting all other new topics from being displayed.

The sound of the front door slamming and your boyfriend shuffling in difficulty trying to remove his shoes without using his occupied hands holding a bag of multiple items.

You can’t help the smile that finds its way to your face, the feeling of being completely at ease comes to you easily when you see Yunho’s giddy self make his way into the two of your guy's shared apartment kitchen.

Making your way to him you give him a quick peck and begin helping him unload the yogurt. That’s it though, it’s all yogurt.

“Why did you only buy so much yogurt? You didn’t get anything else? Just yogurt, so much yogurt.”

“Baby they had these yogurts on sale, so I decided like the great boyfriend I am to buy not just two packs but ten packs of the yogurts in different flavors of course we need variety.” He says as if it’s the most obvious thing ever.

Grabbing the yogurt you examine all the different flavors, strawberry, peaches, honey, vanilla. “I wouldn’t doubt all the yogurt being gone by next week with your hunger span.” You playfully tease him, confused but amused at his thinking of only getting a ton of yogurt.

His arms find their way around you, soft lips meeting your neck when he nuzzles his face into you, “Mm I guess I just can’t control my hunger sometimes.” Softly nipping at your neck. All the strength you can muster you pull yourself off of him to face him, intertwining your fingers with his pulling him closer to you.

“Speaking of your hunger, we actually need to stock up on real food and essentials. Police are saying something about a lot of murders taking place around the area. They don’t know much but they say we should stay inside for the weekend.” You mumble looking up at him rather sad at the news of what’s happening.

Yunho is shocked at the news, fingers gripping yours tightly to comfort you at your time. The mood that was once playful became serious, “I should go get it before places get too packed or closed down. Multiple murders aren’t something common around this area, so I’m sure they’ll close things down to take precaution. I’ll be quick.” With a quick kiss on your lips he removes himself from you to make his way back outside again.

“Call me! And be quick!” You shout out worried that he would have to leave the house again after being aware of what was happening but you knew it would be best for the long run in case anything worse happened.

“Okay babe, will do.” Then the door slams shut leaving you to pack the yogurts away.

It's later that night when you walk into the kitchen. You didn’t even know he came back, you didn’t hear the door.

“My goodness, Yunho.” You shout storming into the living room after noticing the dirtiest hallway and kitchen floors you ever witnessed in the apartment since, ever. “You left so much mud on the floor and even the living room rug. What the hell, why wouldn’t you take your shoes off at the door?”

Your anger rises immensely at the disaster you once called a rug. Mud was everywhere.

All over the hallway floors and kitchen, nasty slush covering most of the floor from huge footprints to muck on the kitchen counter following into the living room to continue its destruction,—your rug completely ruined by the wet dirt residue Yunho’s boots left.

He removes his gaze from the television he stood in front of and looks at you bringing his attention to you. He looks cold, pale, and emotionaless. Like the mess around wasn’t anything to him.

“Oh.”

“Oh? What do you mean Oh! Are you okay?” You look at him as if he lost his mind.

The extent of the mud is what sparks your annoyance and disgust, the smell from the dirt was enough to push you over the edge of annoyance but you were trying to keep it at bay.

With being annoyed you also felt worried. You were confused and he wasn’t putting an end to your confusion; he only made it worse with his blank stare.

Where had he been? Why was he standing in front of the tv? Most of all though—What caused him to bring in so much dirt?

“I’m sorry, I was in a rush.” Yunho stood in front of you reaching behind him to grab his phone. “Did you see the new’s. The murdering has been getting worse and people are claiming it’s their own doppelgänger killing them or their loved ones.”

Looking down and seeing the news article with a link leading to a video of a new anchor talking about the whole ordeal.

“How? How is that even possible? Why haven’t the police done anything?”

Gripping his phone in your hand you read over the article trying to make sense of what you’re reading but you can’t process it.

How can you? It was one thing to have multiple homicides happening but now to be killed or have your close one’s killed by someone who is identical to you is a whole other ball game. It takes deceiving to higher levels.

“I was worried so I came as quickly as I cou—”Yunho begins but you interrupt him before he can continue.

“Where were you? And why are you so muddy?” You question.

A deep blush over takes his features and his eyes dart around the room. “Uh about that, the car battery died completely in the middle of the road when I went out to get more laundry detergent. We have to stock up on necessities and we don’t need stinking clothes for who knows how long.”

His point calms you down and you give him his phone back, when he grabs it he makes sure to pull you in and hugs you tightly. Inhaling deeply he smiles at your scent. “I won’t be leaving anymore.” It’s muffled but you can still make it out, resulting in you smiling like a fool in love.

“You better not because you have to clean this mess”

Gesturing at the mess around you, you can’t help grimacing at the smell again. But you're happy he's home with you and safe most of all, “After you clean and wash up when you’re done we can watch that new movie that came out a few days ago! I’ll get the snacks ready!”

The murder count increased tenfolds and staying home didn’t seem to be one of the worst thing’s in the book. You actually were sort of happy with how you and your boyfriend got to spend so much time together. You did feel bad for the families and people dying out there at the cold hands of something so evil. Yet the result of it was something you tended to enjoy a little too much. You should’ve been keeping updated with the current events, researching more into the topic.

Definitely not on your knees sucking off your boyfriend in the shower—but here you were.

“You look so beautiful.” He cooed running his finger down your cheeks moving his digits in your hair behind your ear gripping the back of your head to push you lower on his aching cock.

Eyes fluttering shut at the praise you can’t help but let out a small moan around him all while taking more of him. Gentle hands coming up to play with his balls in the process trying to get him to come in your mouth, in all honesty. You push yourself to take more of his length down, continuing even when tears cloud your vision or when your lungs begin to burn from lack of oxygen. Sucking Yunho’s dick in a steaming hot bathroom probably wasn’t the healthiest thing to do but you’d do it plenty more time if it meant you got to suck him off. It shocked you, actually enjoying sucking him off.

Looking up at you the teardrops fall from your eyes down your cheeks enticing a moan to leave Yunho’s lips. Something about seeing you on your knees, mouth stuffed full of his cock, looking up at him has his knees buckling and he’s coming in the next second. Practically face fucking you to milk every drop of come he could release in one orgasm. You swallow it, no questions asked—wanting more.

Head thrown back he tries to contain his breathing and shakiness, he hasn’t felt this in a while.

When you continue to swirl your tongue around his sensitive tip you lift your hand to squeeze the base of cock literally milking him for all he got.

“Fuck, Fuck. Ah” Yunho swears his stomach is caving in from the immense pleasure coursing through his body, his bottom half feels numb from the bliss he’s experiencing. He could definitely get used to this.

It takes Yunho pushing you off him gently. You can’t help pout. “I want more.”

Going up to kiss him, you wrap your arms around him pulling him down a little to comfortably kiss him. You two kiss messily, the saliva and a bit of his cum mixed together along with your tongues. Rough and desperate the kiss felt tilting your head to kiss him deeper.

His fingers find his way in your wet hair, his grip tightening to control your movements, the small dominant act had you moaning into his mouth.

Kissing him more you begin feeling the effects of the burning in your lungs signaling your need to breathe. Pulling back to breath his hand forced your head still as his kiss became more desperate. You punched his chest trying to show him you needed air, you couldn’t help begin to panic. The hot steaming air felt more thicker than it had been making you feel more lightheaded.

The grip became painful on the sides of your head. As if he wanted to bust your skull open. When you feel yourself about to slip into darkness his grip loosens and he’s pushing your head away from him.

“What the fuck Yunho?! I couldn’t breathe.” Your words come out in a short gasp. One hand on your chest, the other holding the wall of the shower while you try to regain your breathing back.

“Guess we’re both greedy. ” He chuckles, his eyes playful with you like it was a game to him. You don’t laugh with him though, only sending him a glare.

Grabbing the towel on the outside of the shower you quickly step out wrapping it around you, wanting to get out of the overly heated room feeling shaken.

“You’re an asshole.” Is all you reply with along with a slam on the bathroom door when you exit it to get dressed in your room.

“Babe, You’re overreacting!” He shouts from the bathroom and continues his laughing fit.

“Fuck off!”

“Never.” His laugh becomes louder.

It took Yunho apologizing a total of twenty times in the span of five minutes until you decided you didn’t want to hear ‘I’m sorry Y/N’ one more time out his mouth for the night for you to forgive him, you make sure to specify how you want cuddles from him as a result of his punishment.

“That’s not much of a punishment, baby.” He reminds you with a wink and quick kiss to your lips. It’s like he never even tried to suffocate you by his kiss a few hours ago.

Being in Yunho’s arms was one thing you loved. You always felt small in them no matter what. This time in his arms you notice something different, particularly how big and firmer his muscles have gotten and you wonder if he has been working out on the low without you knowing.

Brushing your hands over them you lift your head from his chest looking him in the eyes, “Have you been working out?”

A small blush makes its way to his face and you find it adorable he could be whilst being so hot.

“Uh, Here and there…yeah.” His voice sounds nervous and you can’t help but giggle at how flustered he got when you pointed out his change in body.

“Mm, That’s hot.” You hum your hands moving over his chest and the effects of him working out can be seen.

Testing your luck you begin leaving small kisses among his chest until you reach his neck, when you hear his breathing pick up you take that as a sign to continue. Yet before you can continue to pleasure him he moves his neck bringing his hands up to hold your shoulders in a more comforting manner.

“Maybe for tonight we should just rest, yeah?”

Part of you feels embarrassed from being turned down by your own boyfriend, another part feels maybe he was uncomfortable after the shower incident.

Trying not to show your dampen mood by his rejection so you decide to just lay your head on his chest and hope sleep could consome you soon. With the rub of his fingers on your side and a small kiss to your forehead you feel your heart swelling at the small gesture. You should try to see it from his point of view, maybe he was worried about you? You were quite mad earlier. Soon enough the soft feeling of his fingers lull you to sleep quicker than you had anticipated.

You wake up by the noise of the bedroom door closing and you see the outline of your boyfriend in the dark room. Mind still foggy. You see him standing at the corner of the room, you remember cuddling with him before you went to sleep, you don’t remember him ever getting up and leaving.

“Baby?” You call out leaning on your elbow to hold yourself up enough to get a better look at him.

“Y/N, I was just using the bathroom.” Turning around he walks to the edge of the bed, climbing onto it he reassures you, kissing you on your forehead and pulling you close to him. “Go back to sleep baby.”

With the fog of sleep clouding your mind you could only hum laying your head down on the pillow, you fall into a slumber not before hearing a soft.

“Good girl.” But you don’t know if it’s a dream or reality.

The next morning you sit at the couch watching the family reality game show that piques your interest here and there. While your boyfriend does the dishes and this is a regular day in your life. You’re happy nonetheless as long as Yunho was here you felt content.

Last weekend you were supposed to visit your parents but with everything happening it was clear those plans had to be rescheduled. Yunho and you were gonna have dinner with your parents, something you guys rarely did but with your mothers birthday coming up, she wanted to have a nice family dinner.

“Yunho, We have to see if we can see my parents soon, since my mother’s birthday passed and we never got to do the dinner.” Leaving the living room and walking into the kitchen you sit at the dining table looking at your boyfriend finishing up the dishes. He doesn’t answer you, he just continues the dishes.

“Yunho.”

“I heard you.”

“Okay, but you can at least answer.” Scoffing, you can’t help rolling your eyes.

What was his problem?

Yunho finished the last of the spoons and forks ignoring your attitude. It’s getting a little harder to tolerate certain things for the sake of an act. Drying his hands on one of the kitchen rags he leans on the kitchen counter, right leg crossed over the left. He watches you watch him still waiting for an answer. He almost rolls his eyes.

“No. It’s not safe, you can call them but going over there isn’t necessary.” He finishes the conversation once and for all.

“What do you mean no? It’s my mom’s birthday, you know how she gets about her birthday Yunho.”

“This year can be missed. No and that’s it, Y/N. I’m not talking about this anymore. If we go out there and something was to happen to you I would never be able to live with myself. I can't lose you. All it takes is one time, trust me I know.”

You were a bit taken back, “What do you mean you know?”

Yunho stares at you, you have never seen him this way. You and Yunho had your fair share of arguments and heated moments but the look in his eye is so intense and terrifying, if looks could kill you would be dead on this table. When you argued with Yunho before he always felt upset but you could see love and determination behind them still.

“What do you mean, how do I know? Did you not see the videos, hear the news, have you not seen how the world is literally ripping to shreds and you’re gonna put us at risk, you’re mother at risk for a birthday that isn’t even yours.” Throwing the rag on the counter he ran a hand over his hair in frustration, you were being so goddamn difficult, “Our damn car doesn’t even have a battery are we gonna walk to your mother’s house? Want to do that? Hm? Since you think you’re so smart.”

Never once did Yunho talk to you this way before, he spoke to you like you were a child who was stupid for wanting to something as small as going to see your parents and celebrate her birthday. The ache in your heart becomes noticeable to you and you swallow the lump forming in your throat. You didn’t think reminding him of something like this would cause what it had caused. He never acted this way, you thought maybe he was right. He was doing this because he was scared of losing you out there. Who knows what could happen out there. There wasn’t any way you could get there anyway—he made sure you knew that.

Yunho walks to the table not giving you the chance to even speak, “It’s selfish and you don’t see that. I get you’re trying to be nice. I know who you are, but this world won’t care about ruining our lives. I don't want to hear about this again. Got it?”’

“Got it.” Giving up on the discussion you don’t want to deal with this Yunho anymore. You don’t know how to handle him when he gets these random outbursts.

You don’t want to think about why he’s acting this way. You hope it’s just the pressure of staying inside trying to survive.

“I love you.” Gaze now soft and loving you look up just in time to feel his lips meet yours kissing you gently. “Come on, let's watch a movie.”

Nodding you make your way to the kitchen exit desperately, ready to leave to the living room wanting nothing more than to just cool down and watch a movie to clear some of the tension. Your movements stop when you hear his voice again just before you make it fully into the living room.

“Y/N…I love you.” His voice was firmer this time.

“I love you too, Yunho.”

Things fell into place nicely during the next weeks, Yunho was his normal cheerful self, always making you laugh at hours of the night and holding you tightly with so much love you couldn’t help but bask in the feeling of being in love. Even with everything going so well, You and Yunho haven’t had sex in a while and it was starting to take a toll. You never thought you were a person to want sex so badly, you could usually contain yourself and needs but having your boyfriend around so much had you needy for him and his attention it became something you grew accustomed to.

Nonetheless outside only got worse. A part of you felt the police weren’t doing much to help the victims of this crime that keeps happening. Everyday more people die at the hands of their own self or family members that aren’t them at all. Isolating was becoming a more easier thing to deal with and you felt safe. You didn’t know who was actually who out there. At least here you were safe with Yunho protecting you.

Yunho thought it would be a good idea to have date night, inside of course. Having a date night was always nice when it was with Yunho, so of course you agreed, you would never think to decline it despite living in the same house as well you couldn’t really say no, if you had wanted to. You were praying tonight he fucked you and made up for the past weeks of deprivation.

The food he had cooked while you prepared the table and got yourself dolled up for your man was always a nice feeling. It always excites you to be around his presence and feel the experience of love with him. A feeling you never wanted to leave you even when you grow older with him.

You wore a nice tight dress, nothing too much in the end it was only your house. You opted to wear your house slippers along with the dress, it was an unusual outfit for date night but your main focus was to get him to pay attention to your body in the dress not your flip flops. You wore the bra that made your breast stand out better and the dress hugged your body nicely for you to feel confident to walk out and hope for your man to fuck you. The makeup look you did fit perfectly with your dress.

When you two sit for dinner, you can’t help but blush when you notice he made time to get ready and he looked so good—so good. It took all of you to not jump on him right then and there, but you mustn’t rush the night.

“You look beautiful, princess. Just like my dream girl.” You hear Yunho say while he drunk some of the wine you poured both of you earlier.

Looking down, your cheeks felt hot and you were sure apples of your cheeks were red. “Stop. You’re so cheesy.” You can't contain the giggles that escape your mouth while chewing the meal, in fact you wanted to eat quickly so you can finally touch your boyfriend.

Yunho feels his heart bursting at you. He was falling in love with you more and more as the day went on, he felt he couldn’t fall for you more and then you would do something that would pull him down harder. He was drowning in your love and he loved it. He always wanted to stay like this. He wanted this, month after month, week after week, day after day.

“All in the name of love.” Yunho expresses sending you a quick wink that has your thighs clenching together to relieve the ache between your legs. He notices—he notices everything about you. He feels the sexual tension around the room and it swells his heart with more love for you, that you want him as much as he wants you.

“Are you full, my love?”

“Yes.” Embarrassed by how quick you responded you spoke again clearer and slower “Yes, I am full. Are you full?”

A small smirk twitches at his lips and he nods, “Yes, I’m quite hungry for something else.”

Something about the way he was acting so nonchalant had you soaking in your panties. The way his muscles tightened against the fabric of his suit jacket. His eyes on your body have you feeling lightheaded and needy. This was a new side you were seeing if Yunho and you felt yourself enjoying it maybe just a bit too much, but there wasn’t anything wrong with enjoying what's yours.

Screeches of his plate filled with his barely touched food takes your attention from his jacket and your eyes meet his dark ones while he pushes the dish aside.

He stares at you so intensely, still watching you when he sips his wine and when he puts it back on the table.

“Come here, baby.”

Pushing back your chair, you’re quick to take your weak legs to your man. Desperately needing him.

“Take your panties off for me.” A smile finds his lips when you nod removing the small piece of fabric going to discard it until Yunho’s hand indicates to you to stop and takes your soaked ruined panties from your hand bringing them up to his nose inhaling the scent of you deeply.

“You smell so delicious, princess.”

You could have sworn you could fall from how weak your legs felt, this was all such a new experience for you. You never knew your boyfriend could be so dominating to you in bed, you couldn’t help but worship what you felt in the moment.

It’s his turn to push his chair back when you’re completely bare with your panties in his suit pocket. When you have enough space to seat yourself on his lap you waste no time straddling him, your eagerness has him chuckling, Moaning softly when his lips meet your neck kissing and brush over your jaw. His left hand gripped your ass while his right found your heat, cupping it, his hold on you forces you to grind your sensitive nub against the palm of his hand.

A small gasp leaves your lips as you continue to mindlessly rub your soaked cunt against his hand, the pleasure you’ve been aching for finally igniting through you from some stimulation, but it wasn’t enough. You needed more.

“Let me make you feel good, yeah baby?” As if he needed to ask, the whine that left you while your hips moved more frantically, the addicting feeling making it hard for you to stop. But when he has enough of you using his hand for pleasure he forces you still with his grip on you.

“I want to hear you say it.”

“Yes! Yunho, please make me feel good. I need it so bad.” You groan out part desperation, part frustration when forced to halt your movements.

“You’re gonna come on my fingers and mouth and then I’m finally gonna make you come on my cock.” Wrapping his arms around you, carefully lifting you up and onto the table with a small push for you to lay down. He crouches between them, finally face to face Spreading your legs wide for him gets a clear view of your soaking pussy. You were so shameless around him but your mind was too far gone to care anymore. You were finally getting what you wanted

“So wet and sensitive for me.” His eyes take you in, two digits coming to collecting enough of your arousal to suck his fingers, you taste heavenly. Leaving small kisses on the top of your pussy before doing the same with your folds. He decides he’s tired of torturing himself and finally gives in, diving into your pussy. His tongue poking out and licking past your pussy lips . Your fingers find their way to his hair and you grip them tugging him closer to you. He hums when you comb your fingers through his hair.

Messily licking at your clit, he sucks your swollen nub whilst bringing his middle and ring finger to your entrance easing them into you stretching them out to prep you properly for his cock. His free arm makes sure to keep you still wrapping around your right thigh, forcing you to feel the pleasure he was giving you. He leaves his fingers knuckles deep inside you still, moving his tongue rapidly on your clit.

Arching your back when his fingers begin to thrust mercilessly into you more quickly than you expected, not giving you time to get used to the sudden rush of pleasure. You can already feel the knot in your stomach about to burst from the relentless pace of his fingers “W-wait, not too fast..ah I’m…I’m gonna come.” You cry out legs trying to close around his head. The tingling sensation was overwhelming to you, the heat pooling around your most sensitive parts.

“Fuckin’ come then.” He gives your clit a moment to breathe just to grant you what you felt you needed most in the moment, but the feeling of his tongue working your clit again comes just as quick as the words.

A loud cry leaves your lips and you can’t help when your eyes roll back when you finally come undone around his fingers, fingers pulling at his soft locks on top of his head. Mind going numb when he helps you ride out your orgasm, drinking everything your body has to offer to him.

When he removes his fingers from your dripping core, you take the breath of air, heart beating through your ears, heat spreading throughout your body and you can’t help but feel like the room became some degrees higher. It feels like you're floating in a warm space.

He thrives in the fact that he has you coming undone in mere minutes, He changes his tactic he used before now choosing to rub his slick wet fingers sloppily on your swollen clit while his tongue collected the juice seeping from your opening, beginning his journey on fucking you with tongue.

Wallowing in the pleasure in the mind buzzing from the aftermath of your orgasm he gave you. Legs shaking in overstimulation, you squirm the pleasurable feeling becoming too much to handle. He doesn’t let you up, only continuing his sweet assault on your delicate core.

“I can’t.” You cry out.

Fingers tugging more roughly on his hair you try to push his head away from your heat, it was no use, he was just too strong. He didn’t budge once just continuing his goal of making you come again from his mouth. Yunho wanted this for so long, to be buried in your cunt and he was gonna take full advantage of taking all of you, and bringing you new heights of pleasure.

Removing his hand holding you down, noticing you too weak to fight against him, he decides to release his cock from its restraint in his way too tight slacks now. Lazily pumped himself, smearing the precum that leaked out over his sensitive tip the feeling has him moaning around your pussy sending pleasure throughout your whole body forcing you involuntary clenching around his tongue. Legs weakling falling onto his shoulder, you didn’t even have strength to hold them up anymore.

It is not long before you’re coming again, a broken sob leaving your mouth, tears escaping your eyes rolling down the sides of your face.

“P-please, a second.” you beg legs feeling equivalent to jello, each jolt that ran through your body had your hips twitching at every touch.

Those two orgasm’s were literally earth shattering to you. You didn’t know what was left, right, up, or down. You were just drifting into the hot bliss that was Yunho.

Yunho finally decided to give you a break to get yourself together, he couldn’t have you passing out on him just yet. “You’re such a good girl for me baby, did so well just for me.”

Whimpering at the praise you blink away the blurriness in your sight seeing Yunho standing up looking down at you like he was about to destroy you tonight. He was finally gonna show you his love. His cock stood proudly and being so blinded with pleasure you never noticed him freeing himself.

Removing his suit jacket and unbuttoning his shirt removing the article of clothing. His lips meet you in an urgent kiss, clumsy fingers pulling at the straps of your dress and bra until your breasts are exposed. He pinched your right nipple until it hardened then doing the same to the other, alternating between them and kneading your tits. Your back arched into his touch wanting more of his touch.

“Ready?” He asks in the gentlest tone standing up again while his hands move down your body to rub your inner thighs until his thumbs start spreading your pussy lips, left thumb dipping into your entrance earning a moan from you just at the feeling of being filled. Even his thumbs were enough to get you leaking and going again. Removing his hands from you he sucks his thumb letting out a small groan.

“Definitely ready.”

Grabbing the base of cock he looks down watching as he nudges your clit with his tip, pulling back to repeat it until you're leaking your juices all over him.

“F-fuck baby, gonna fuck you so good.” The pleasure is out of this world for him, he was so high off the feeling of you, it felt so right. Deciding to put an end to the torturous pleasurable pain for both of you he finally slips his cock in with one solid thrust that has both of you moaning loudly.

Feeling him, the stretch of his cock felt so fulfilling. His tip kissing your cervix so perfectly. His thrust was urgent and quickly, hips stuttering and you know the events of tonight we’re getting to him and he was gonna cum any moment.

The way his cock hit your spot perfectly nudging you closer to your release with him, the pace was rough and frantic. One hand finding it way back to your breast tweaking your nipples while the other found it was to your abused clit playing with your sensitive nub desperately trying to bring you to the edge with him.

“Come with me baby.” It’s a breathless command but you take it with a loud moan finding the will to wrap your legs around him, wanting him closer—wanting more of his warmth.

Sounds of skin slapping, the table creaking, your screams was all that was heard through the whole apartment. Tears of ecstasy fill your eyes, your throat is dry from all the moans and screams, body edging closer to the sweet relief with every sloppy brutal thrust he gives you. The pleasure on your clit and pussy is blinding, it’s all you can think about. How good he was fucking you, how good his cock was making you feel. He knew your body well enough to get the best reactions out of you—like when he pinches and flicks your clit causing your legs to tense.

“You’re gonna come. I feel you squeezing me so tight.” Yunho shudders when you squeeze tighter, hips stuttering, fingers moving erratically on your clit. He wasn’t gonna last much longer. The pleasure was taking over him.

A harsh thrust and swipe at your clit has a loud cry leaving your lips as it throws you over the edge, dissolving into the overwhelming orgasm. Eyes rolling back, screams turned silent, you barely feel Yunho coming undone inside you with a string of curses and praises—way too fucked out to comprehend anything other than the pleasurable bliss.

Yunho brushes the damp hair on your forehead, breathing heavily. He takes in how you look up at the ceiling, a small fucked out expression on your face. He feels proud, never feeling better in his entire life.

“I love you.” He said, giving small pecks to the side of your jaw while he pulled out of you, pulling back to see his seed dripping from your swollen pussy a pleased smile on his face. “Such a good girl for me.”

“I love you too.”

The discomfort of.the table finally sets in and your skin feels clammy, you feel sweaty and exhausted but this is exactly what you wanted, such a nice dinner spent well.

“Let’s clean up, then we can sleep.” Your boyfriend kisses your sweaty forehead before picking you up and taking you to the shared bedroom but not without a small laugh when he hears you mumbles something about cleaning the table.

Laying in bed you looked at your boyfriend sleeping peacefully, so lovingly. After tonight’s events he seemed pretty worn out, you ditched the thought of sleep when you laid there and sleep didn’t come to you, it was coming slowly but taking its time. You didn’t mind one bit though, using the time instead to admire your boyfriend.

No matter the suspicions you had. You tried your best to keep yourself at ease. There was so valid evidence of what you thought could be possible. The news told you that the doppelgänger would kill without feeling any remorse, they were evil and only wanted to see others suffer. Surely you would have been dead if your boyfriend was to have been killed—he hadn’t been though. He was alive and laying right next to you sleeping. You were grateful for him, starting to feel bad that you had even begun to become suspicious of him when things had been stressful with everything going on. How could he not act weird and have outbursts in stressful situations like this?

Brushing his hair back, his hair had grown out a good amount due to the time in the house without leaving. Taking in his features, your eyes land on a scar you have never seen. You were sure you would have noticed the scar on the side of his forehead, or how his earlobe had holes in them, a lot of them. They were pierced.

You don’t even know how you went without noticing this until. All your time with Yunho you were sure your boyfriend never once had piercings, he spoke about them and how he would get them but he hasn’t been able to with everything happening in the world lately.

You remove your hand from his hair. Slowly making sure he wasn’t awake you searched for your phone in the darkness of your room around your bedside table. A memory hits you of when Yunho sent you pics of piercings he wanted on his ear just a few weeks ago.

The bed shifts causing you to snap your hand back before you can grab your phone. You freeze gulping, you really didn’t want your suspicions to be true. With your mind screaming at you every second to grab your phone quickly, you peek over to see Yunho still sleeping but this time he’s facing you instead of on his back.

Lips parted with soft breaths escaping at an even rhythm you make sure he’s asleep before grabbing your phone with more aggression than intended but you’re mad it even took you this long to find it.

This had to be the sign of something. All your suspicions began to skyrocket again. Just when you were gonna let them all go, all your suspicions were gonna be erased.

Frantically searching through your phone you click on Yunho’s messages re-reading through the texts. Your eyes flicker over messages where you see Yunho saying how he only wanted his lobe pierced since it would be his first time, he added how he was nervous to get them. He was such a softie, there couldn’t be any way he got all those piercing in such a short amount of time without any pain or even showing you them.

Searching for any pictures of you and your boyfriend in the past. A simple picture comes up. It's Yunho, one close up of him smiling looking at the sky. You remember taking this picture at a rooftop party your friends threw a few months prior. You took the picture from the side of him. The one you just caressed but in the picture you zoom in and notice something particular.

There’s no scar.

Blurriness ruins your eyesight as the tears build up in your eyes, the answer was clear now, and you were living in a delusion that he made up while taking advantage of you, for who knows how long.

“So I guess the cat’s out of the bag?”

Dropping your phone a loud gasp leaves your mouth in horror. Turning your head, you're face to face with him. Instead of the peacefully sleeping man you saw just a few seconds ago was not the one you see now. This time he wears an alarming grin with joyous eyes, nose barely touching one another. He tilts his head like he’s waiting for a response on his question.

How did you not hear him move? A voice screams at you in your head. You feel so dumb, scared, and hurt. You don’t think before you do anything you just fling the covers over yourself and run.

You try to make a dash to the door, heart pumping through your ears. Your adrenaline courses through your veins all while your brain and body trying to work together to get you to your goal of getting as far away from that—that evil thing.

The pain doesn’t hit you yet until your head is yanked back by your hair stopping all your movements as you feel your back collide with a firm chest.

“Ah, Ah, Ah. Where are you going?”

Dragging you back further into the room, he threw you, a little too easily on the floor.

Yunho never saw himself as a man who loves a silly little game of cat and mouse but if it was you it certainly perked his interest. Maybe he’ll let you try to get away just for the fun of chasing you back down but tonight wasn’t the night for that. You needed to understand you had hurt him with how you tried to leave, how could you disrespect him in such a way? After he went through all this extent of getting to you, to keep you.

“Don’t be fucking disrespectful answer my question.” His grip is back rougher this time in your hair lifting you up as if you were a rag doll.

“Away from you?” You don’t know what to say? You literally ran from him, there was no use in lying now. You didn’t want to play the games he wanted you to indulge in.

Nodding his head he doesn’t speak a word to you and you hope he would because the silence feels more scarier than anything. The dark room was a hard puzzle for you to solve, everything seemed so disoriented. His grip on your hair felt as though he was damaging your brain and any sense to see clearly.

His bare chest presses into your back when he feels he wants to lift you up from your knees by his hair.

Making you his own rag doll, literally.

Yunho drags you to the living room ignoring your cries when you trip over your feet trying to keep up, even continuing when he feels you stumble and fall, continuing to move along to the living room with you dragging behind him.

“I didn’t want to do thing’s this way baby, You know I love you with everything in me but you need to learn.”

The beat of your heart picks up more than you thought it could have ever beat in your life. Learn? What was he gonna do to you?

You can’t question yourself much longer when you find you and him in the kitchen rummaging through the cabinet with one hand. His other hand never once leaves your hair, never once easing his strength for you, if anything it felt he only tightened it when you moved uncomfortably.

Clawing, scratching his hand, squirming in his grip, did nothing but tired you out. He wasn’t paying attention to anything you were doing and you couldn’t see anything he did.

“Goodnight baby.”

The cloth covers your nose when he yanks your head back forcing your body between his and the cabinet no way you can escape his frame blocking you. He presses into you so strongly the cabinet digs into your skin inflicting pain on your back, but the chloroform does its job greatly. The last thing you see is the face of the love of your life before it all goes black.

“How long?”

In your current predicament, asking questions wasn’t the most ideal thing to do but when you’re tied to a chair in your own living room for who knows how long but your legs are tingling in numb sensation, something has to give. You feel you deserve to at least know how long he was playing house with you.

He raises his eyebrow at you, amusement written all over his face. After a grand total of three hours you finally decided to speak. He knew tying you up would cause you to be upset but he needed you to understand it was safer with him than out there. Yunho thought about his answer for a minute, “Hmm, Maybe I like keeping you in this guessing loop. Never knowing when I made myself present. Not knowing if it was me or him kissing, touching, fucking you. Who knows, maybe I've been here since the very beginning. Maybe I came earlier today and finally decided to show you what a real man can do. If you think of it, I’m giving you a little guessing game to play. Figuring out just exactly when I came in.”

“Stop! You sick bastard.” Screaming and shaking against the restraint of the chair you were forced in. The reality of actually knowing when you had been taken advantage of without even realizing it began to sit. The fact that you had so many suspicions made it so hard to pinpoint when your boyfriend was murdered and when the murderer became your boyfriend. Yunho began noticing as well from the look on your face.

“Don’t worry too much. At least you can agree that those times were very well spent.” He gives you a little wink along with the hint.

“Those?” Oh wow.

“Mhm” You can’t see him standing behind you but you feel him brushing the hair away from your face he hums, a small smile playing at his lips as if he was reminiscing in the memories of you cluelessly giving yourself to him.

Looking down you don’t want him to see the tears that want to fall for another second. The person you loved was gone and now literally replaced with his identical evil twin. You didn’t want to cry. It felt weak but the tears clouded your vision before you could even try to stop them—not that it was an option to do so with your hands tied behind the chair. You were filled with so much rage, immense sadness, and overwhelming grief.

“All those times I hope you know I never enjoyed it for you but for the man I loved. You knew that, that’s why you took advantage of me. You know I will never genuinely touch you, love yo—” Speaking every word was so hard to say with the lump that most definitely contained a long overdue sob ready to escape the depths of your throat.

A growl is heard and the tears finally stream down your cheek, much to your dismay when the sobs of pain leaves your throat. He forcefully yanks your head back so far you see him glaring at you with a deep scowl taking over his features.

He looks nothing like your loving boyfriend, but he looks exactly like him. It hurts.

He didn’t say anything for a moment, a long moment. You regain some strength to pick your head up when he lets go of your hair, through tears and aches all of it—you gloat in the fact that you hurt him. Anyone can easily see the pain in his actions, no matter how great he was at concealing it.

“I’d rather die than be here in this world with something like you.”

Maybe you’re tempting him? Maybe you’re acting like anyone in your situation would act? Maybe you’re using the only form of defense you have. Your words, you can merely try getting free and fight him but you know he would definitely bask in your struggles against him and these restraint, he would completely over power you. Your words were the only way to get to him. It wasn’t an effective defense mechanism but if you could just distract yourself from the pain of your true reality by continuing to talk and taunt the man behind all your pain was enough for you in this particular situation.

“Tsk.”

Disappearing from your sight, he leaves the living room and you see him make his way towards the kitchen. Your mind screamed at you to make an escape, unfortunately the pain in your wrist not only notifies you how tight they were put on but how secure it was.

A sound of metal utensils clashing alerts you. The hairs on your body begin to stand in fear. Would he actually?

It was one thing to die, a thing you had become content with. But you didn’t think how you would die, maybe somewhere inside you did want to die, yet you didn’t particularly want a painful torturous death. You just wanted the end result.

Coming back into view, knife in one hand, beer in the other. Yunho sits himself right in front of you on the couch, grey sweats, bare feet, shirtless, legs spread wide enough for you to fit perfectly between in your chair, and to your disgust, he looks hot. It messed with your head, how you still felt any ounce of attraction towards him. You don’t let the guilt get to you yet, simply reminding yourself that you are looking at an exact copy of your boyfriend who’s not your boyfriend but instead a murderer who killed your boyfriend.

Yunho takes your current state in, tied up with no power but yet you still decide to run your mouth and talk so much nonsense he actually considered cutting your tongue off just to get you to shut the fuck up but until remembering how good you were with using that particular muscle.

“You know. I did think of killing you in the beginning but that would be giving you what you want. I think I'll keep you in your own little personal hell.” Using the knife he opened the glass beer taking a swing. “Maybe I’ll lock you up, show you how much you need me. It takes the average human a week to die from dehydration and hunger but for some it can take up to weeks, months. If you want to die so badly I can leave you to rot…or maybe you’ll actually see, feel, understand how much you need me.”

Swaying the knife around as he talks has you tensing in the seat, rough rope digging into your bare legs. You wished you had more layers of clothes other than his oversized shirt. You can feel the cool tip of the knife brushing against your bare thighs here and there when he moves his hands when he speaks. He’s very expressive, insanely expressive with his body since his face holds no expression at all. Maybe annoyances?

“The cops will come.” It’s a small weak attempt of control, you know they won’t.

“You think the police are actually risking their lives for citizens. Use your brain Y/N, you’re a smart girl. You know they won’t, and if they did…I wouldn’t let them.” Yunho laughs at you, joyful that you think you could have any possible help. You should understand that nothing or anyone would keep him from you.

Tears interfere with your sight, no strength to hold them anymore—letting them freely flow.

“I hate you. I always will.” You spit at him. Your saliva hitting his chin, he doesn’t seem the slightest bit phased though.

“You’ll learn to love me like you loved him. I am him and better, can’t you see I'm the one who deserves to be loved by you. Yeah I killed him but it was truly about who wanted your heart more, I was and still am willing to do anything for it.” He moves his hand out the tip of the kitchen knife pressing into the tip of your nose.

“Please.” You can feel the pressure of the knife on your nose increasing, your heart beating too fast for your liking but you can’t hide how scared you are at this moment. You wanted to accept death and no matter how much you tried to tell yourself it would be better that way your human instincts were still intact, so the feeling of wanting to survive and not die still was present as much as you didn’t want to live.

“Please? I thought you’d rather die? What was that all about, baby?” He questions pushing the knife enough to nudge your head back, not enough to draw blood, yet. “You really hurt me back there, running off trying to leave me after I fought so hard to be the one here.”

Removing the knife from your face he places it on his lap, drinking more of his alcoholic beverage. Yunho watches you cry and sniff trying to clear your breathing ways, your whole demeanor opposite from earlier. He loves that he’s getting some progress in the direction he wanted, of course he knew it would always fall in his favor nevertheless he was worried how long it would take for you to cooperate with him. He already took all of you, what else could you do?

He had won, and he was drinking in celebration. Finally the act was done, no longer having to play the good guy act anymore, it was bliss for him.

“I don’t really like sharing my things.” Knife back in his hand he lifts the end of his shirt on you exposing your panties to him with the tip, you can’t do anything but let the tears fall onto the metal of the knife and your thighs as you let your fate set in.

“All mine.”

Yunho gives you that brightest smile, Clearly the happiest person in the room.

COMING SOON.

[stuartsspot]

Do you have any headcanons from your eaten au 🥺

yes i do !! thanks so much for the ask omg <3 im always looking for an excuse to talk about this au haha

warning for mentions of cannibalism, gore, and 18+ themes below the cut yall, stay safe and minors go away

so here are a couple things i have in mind:

murdoc is a shady low profile private investigator that the handles particularly gruesome cases the local police dont want to handle. stuff that requires the opposite of a delicate hand--that they never want to see the light of day. it's always very under the table

thats how he got put on stuart's case. the police didnt want word of a cannibal causing panic in the town. plus they knew the chances of murdoc just straightup killing the guy weren't exactly zero. which they didnt really mind

murdoc hates the policemen that hire him. he thinks theyre cowards and loves to rub it in their faces that he does the work they cant (or wont) do

murdoc decides to help stuart when he finds him purely on instinct. even he isnt fully sure why he did it, it just felt wrong to turn him in. so what other choice then to help him? (plus theres obviously the bonus of physical attraction and intrigue of the twistedness of it all)

stuart's actually quite a sweet kid for being an actual cannibal. when he's not indulging he pretty much has the same personality as canon. though he does carry a weird intensity with him. his face is kinda uncanny valley-ish, not just cause of his eyes.

stuart first discovered an interest in gore from watching zombie movies when he was younger. his facsination with zombies, and watching them eat brains and flesh, is also what led him to dipping his toes in cannibalism

stuart never really thought through any of his indulgences, in terms of getting rid of evidence or anything like that. he's not careful at all. thats where murdoc's help comes in

murdoc's always had an interest in cooking (partially since he's lived alone nearly his whole life and kinda had to learn how) so murdoc helps stuart cook the meat they bring back from his victims. this makes getting rid of evidence a lot easier

oh and its also definitely a sexual thing for both of them if that wasn't already obvious

murdoc knew he was a sadomasochist and that he had a blood kink well before he met stuart, but their encounter and meeting him in general makes him realize the extent of it

once they team up, murdoc begins to collect a variety of bite mark scars all over his body, all of which are missing a tooth ;)

again tysm for asking !!! i know this was a lot akkfsjdf oops it was kinda a bit of a plot dumb mixed in with hcs

but if anyone has any other hcs or questions, throw them in my ask box id love to hear what yall think !! <3

[sillylittleenby]

Hi Everybody!

Thanks for stopping by my blog uwu

Here’s the basics:

My pronouns are primarily they/them, but I’m genderfluid, not taking HRT, so I’m comfy with anything

You can call me Sillylittleenby, Slut, Dumb Dumb, or Bimbo! I just really like name calling so be creative

I’m 27

My DMs are open for flirty talk and chatting, but please ask before you send any sort of picture, and read my triggers first. I’m open to hypnosis play in chat with a pre-talk about boundaries. 

Im single and very gay

Here’s the kinks im into:

super into hypnosis, corruption, bimbofication, petplay, painplay, breeding, free use fantasies, cnc fantasies, kidnapping fantasies, and monsterfucking 

I am very very loosey goosey with gender and attraction and presentation so ?????? Im playful with it and sometimes that flirts with misgendering stuff??? Its nowhere close to my main thing but if me fucking with my own gender is gonna potentially set you off, proceed with some caution

I also reblog some CNC stuff, so if that’s not for you take care of yourself.

Hard Limits: 

Absolutely no incest play at any time, especially for parent/child and I will block people about it

No underage roleplay

Im really not into somno or somno fantasies. I dont mind other people reblogging or engaging with it, but Ive been an irl victim to that too many times and it makes me uncomfortable

DNI:

My only hardcore DNI is the obvious one: No Minors. If you’re a minor reading this and you’re planning on lying about it and staying on horny tumblr lemme just say this:

I get it. I found all of this stuff really exciting for a really long time before I was an adult, and I felt mature enough to handle it. I was frustrated that people were excluding me from adult concepts when I was living in a world that was already full of porn anyways. But no matter how mature you are there are huge gaps in your knowledge that you don’t even know are there, but a lot of predatory adults absolutely know they’re there, and they will exploit that. By the time you figure out you’ve been played, you’re already gonna need a lot of therapy, and that’s the lower end of the consequences. There are safer ways and safer places for you to explore your sexuality, and I encourage you to do so in a less interactive space. It keeps you safe, and it keeps the adults safe. 

Also, TERFS, SWERFS, anyone opposed to Black Lives Matter, anyone with a lingering love for Harry Potter, anti vaxxers, and climate change deniers can fuck off

If I make a mistake:

If I reblog something and you recognize it as a problem, tell me. I accidentally reblogged animation that featured a character who was a minor one time, but because I didn’t watch the show I didn’t know that they were an established character at all. Someone told me and I took it down right away. Lets help each other stay safe when we accidentally spread something shitty. 

That’s all my basic info! Asks are always open and I love u guys! Thanks so much for getting me to 2000 followers so quickly. I’ll update if I think of anything else yall should know <3

[angelbvn]

Hey, i think its best if you answer this ask in public so i can warn others about him. I'm so fucking sorry that this guy did that too yall. He did the same thing to me when I was 18...He kept saying that he loved me and shit like that and I fell for it.

When I blocked him and telling him all the shit that he did, he started to gaslight, guilt trip, manipulate me, and stalk me on 4 different accounts and he won't leave me alone. He even found my other account somehow. His other accounts I found so far are: noonebutyou, itsmeagain19, peaceforgiven, and yoursmiragee.

Please stay safe. Turn off your messages and asks if you have to for the sake of your own safety so he can't come in contact with you anymore. He's a groomer actually and a creep and it's disgusting and how he talked to you is how he also talked to me. Calling me sweetheart and shit despite knowing that I was only 18 at the time. Don't talk to him anymore. He's also manipulative and dangerous so he will say things that will trigger you to get you to stay with him. He did it to me me and he tricked me into giving out information about me and my system.

What he's doing is fucking disgusting and the fact that you're 16 and he's a grown ass adult just proves he's just a sick person who's desperate and trying to find someone to fill up the pathetic emptiness in his heart. If you see him make another account, block and report him. Do not engage with him because he will say things to get you to stay with him and he will use your feelings and fears to manipulate you, because that's what he did to me. I don't want yall getting hurt in the same way he did to me. You guys are still a minor so you have to be careful when it comes to creeps like this. I'm so angry that this happened and he's just using us.

-🔪💕 and the other members of my system

thank you!! this is super important, so thank you very much for putting this in!!

[blackhairedraven]

INTRODUCTION

FIRST OF ALL DNI IF YOURE

A TERF, TRANSPHOBIC, RACIST, NON- LOA BELIEVER,HOMOPHOBIA NO HATE WILL BE TOLERATED. I WILL BE MEAN AND DISRESPECTFUL AS FUCK IF YOURE BEING A BIGOT IN GENERAL SO STAY AWAY FROM MY BLOG .

Hey guys,I am a witch blog amd currently reblog useful stuff for loa and witchcraft. again remember everyones craft is different and if you dont belive in stuff that i post, keep it to yourself .DO NOT BE DISRESPECTFUL TO MY CRAFT.

Okay so since that's cleared out lets start off with my name, my name is Emmanuelle yall can call me emma. I like kpop, writing books, reading , texting but its not my strong suit,

i am still improving in energy manipulation and dream work(I still cannot remember my Astral travel adventures)

funfact I am clairvoyant and have been since forever.

I am a baby witch at this moment. I am a minor and a sagittarius!

I am also an south asian badass brown girl, so if you're south asian or asian in general, hit me up, dont worry this is a safe space for all my poc bad bitches

However I am very introverted and can seem to be a dry texter but again most of the time i dont know how to respond, I am a very big six of crows fan too, it's my comfort book along with love hypothesis(Adam and olive supremacy 🛐) anyways so yeah that was my chaotic introduction, see yall in a bit❤️‍🔥

here are my favorite loa blogs

@rosellesworkshop @uniquelymeandmyworld @nonbinarydeity @lotusmi @blushydior @littlemissprettyprincess @madebyeden , also I think I can't tag them but here's their @ marrythistrilliondollarpussy I absolutely love their blog

[just-gay-thoughts]

The 'Dont Say Gay Bill' and other bills like it are bullshit and heres why, and essay by me pt. 1

Okay gonna preface this by saying 2 things:

1. The actual focus of this will be the numerous other Bill's in other states that are trying to do similar things to the Dont Say Gay Bill in Florida

2. There is a lot of bullshit in these bille, as well as homophobia and transphobia, so please make sure you look after your mental health and scroll past this if you think that might be a problem for you.

Alright so thus all started when I decided to do some research into the Dont Say Gay Bill but then got sidetracked by an article about similar bills. And the thing that irked me the most was how none of them have gotten any attention despite how blatant some of them were with their homophobic intentions. So I'm gonna draw attention to them, because even the lesser of these evils sets the groundwork for worse and worse bills. I'm first going to name the state, bill id, a small excerpt/summary from the article I read, then what I found reading through the bill itself for any additional context. I will then give my opinion on the bill. Sorry in advance for the long read, I might break this up into multiple posts.

Let's get started with Arizona HB 2011. HB 2011 would force students to seek parental permission before joining any school club "involving sexuality, gender or gender identity" according to the article I read.

The bill states it would "prohibit the school district from allowing any student to participate in any school student group or club involving sexuality, gender or gender identity unless the student's parent provides written permission for the student to participate in the student group or club."

So yeah, no exaggeration. This, like many of the bills I'm about to address will mainly effect kids with queerphobic parents, and ultimately will leave queer kids without many safe places to go with questions about their identity or to simply safely explore their identities. It's also setting a precedent for schools regulating who can or cant join student led clubs, which really doesnt sit right with me.

Warning: Tennessee's actual wording from the bill is homophobic

Tennessee is considering a bill that would prohibit schools from using any books or instructional materials that mention "gay, bisexual, or transgender issues or lifestyles" in any way. HB 800.

Actuall wording from its summary: Oh God it's worse than I thought

"Prohibits..... from adopting or using textbooks and instructional materials or supplemental instruction materials that promote, normalize, support, or address lesbian, gay, bisexual, or transgender issues or lifestyles."

So essentially Tennessee school districts cant use or have any textbooks that contain anything queer. Because God forbid we acknowledge people are gay. Sorry, theres not much I can say about this one while staying semi civil.

North Carolina S 514 would require teachers and college faculty to report to a parent if their child displays signs of "gender non conformity". Apparently is stalled in the state Senate but remains live.

Bunch of transphobic nonsense, does state that a "government agent" with knowledge of a minor "exhibit[ing] symptoms of gender dysphoria, gender non conformity, or otherwise demonstrates a desire to be treated in a manner incongruent with the minor's sex" must tell the parents or guardians of the minor

Yet again, endangering queer kids with queerphobic parents and does no actual harm. The majority of the bill was talking about medical transitioning in a very transphobic manner, and the above bit was tagged on near the end.

Okay there will be 2 more parts coming in the next couple days, one more to touch on 3 more states, and a final part to touch on Oklahoma.

Stay safe, and do something that makes you happy, because I only wish the best for yall!