#its such a messssss

[jentlemahae]

the municipality deciding to work on the metro in summer is so stupid

[gwensy]

can someone tell him how to private a spotify playlist

[chipjrwibignaturals]

200,000+ names and somehow this office of like 100 people STLL has 4 ryans

[pathologising]

I love my coworkers as people but some of them are driving me mad !!!! We operate on scheduled events back to back and they move with no urgency -_-

[sennamybeloved]

blog cleaned. new pinned in drafts. i just need to..redo..my f/o list..eugh

[this-should-do]

IM STILL NOT OVER HOW TODD GAVE PATRICK STEWART PAGES AND PAGES OF BACKSTORY AND CHARACTER MOTIVATIONS FOR URIEL SEPTIM, A CHARACTER EHO FUCKING D I E S IN THE FUCKING TUTORIAL AND HAS LIKE 20 LINESSS

AND THEN GIVES EVERYONE ELSE (IE 5 ACOTRS AND WES JOHNSON) THEIR LINES JN A L P H A B E T I C A L ORDER DJDNDNNDND

[cursivebloodlines]

"It's not an accusation if there is truth to it, Diego!" Or was that allegation? Words were tricky sometimes, what could she say? Whatever. She knew what she meant...and she knew he knew what she meant, which is all that mattered in the end, right? Even if he happened to be endlessly tormenting her about it. Tessa couldn't help but laugh though. She always laughed around him, it was hard not to. Even more so when she knew full well Diego was deliberately winding her up. Another eye roll issued to him, pulling her lower lip in to conceal the smile that threatened to plaster all over her face, attempting to resist the urge to laugh. Attempt being the emphasised word here. "Violence? Never expected you to be such a drama queen," she retorted with gentle sarcasm. "Oh yeah? What would've happened if I hadn't been so lucky then?" As soon as Diego mirrored her expression, she absolutely cracked. How could she not? They were acting like such children. It was funny. And it didn't help that he was stupidly cute either. There was no way she could even pretend to be mad about it - the ending would always result in the same.

Singleness. So, it clearly wasn't just Tessa who found words hard today. Was that a word? In all fairness to him, it could have been. It sounded like one of those words that shouldn't be words but were. He made it difficult not to respond to his silliness with even more silliness. They really did act like children, didn't they? "I wasn't worried," she shot back with ease. His explanation of the word 'almost', funnily enough, almost had her rolling her eyes yet again at Diego. But...there was that look on his face. The way the volume of his voice suddenly lowered to a whisper and he leaned in and Tessa's heart was doing flips, the butterflies in her tummy fluttering around. He was going to be the death of her. Her breath had caught in her throat for a moment, her eyes flickering to his lips in anticipation. Was he going to - and...of course he was doing it to prove a point. The urge to grab his face between her hands, pull him in, and kiss that idiot was so, so tempting. Tessa's resolve was cracking, she could feel it. Still, she exercised restraint, determined not to succumb to his stupid charms. For now, anyway. He made it so difficult. "You're cruel. But okay, point taken," she shook her head with a light laugh, exhaling slowly.

Tessa knew immediately that 'not now' meant probably soon. She knew full well if roles had been reversed she totally would have said something similar. It amazed her, the way how at times they were two completely different people, and yet she always found plenty of similarities between them. It's why they meshed so well. Another time. Damn. It was her own fault though, so she couldn't express slight disappointment. After all, she didn't want to rush into things whilst also giving a potentially different opinion. She wanted to be certain, even if she pretty much already was. Anyway. "Okay then, another time," she repeated, offering him a warm smile.

A laugh escaped her when Diego playfully questioned whether she was worried about him stealing her self-proclaimed title from her; she shook her head in response. "Level 0? No - there's no such level! You've gotta start at Level 1 at least. Even I know that." In response to the makes what better? question, she shrugged, tapping her nose with a gleaming smile that implied 'That's for me to know and you to not find out.' Besides, to answer genuinely would mean to get her more flustered again and set herself up for more teasing off him and more reasons to blush furiously. Childishly, Tessa couldn't help but nudge him back when he nudged her. "Are you? Where's your resume, then? I didn't realise you were applying for a paid position. Is the pay rate any good?" she teased, shaking her head to herself with another quiet laugh. that was one way of putting it. Was it really like applying for a job? She wasn't sure how she felt about that. It felt wrong to her but she didn't know why that was. "Again! I say: be creative. Clearly, you're having a hard time with that. But don't worry - I'll show you." Didn't that confirm everything with her thoughts about them already? His face was a picture when she called him a scaredy-cat, her eyebrows quirked up in silent question: Really? You can't fool me. "Whatever you want to believe..." she said in a sing-song voice. "It's okay. I think I might have some at home actually. One of us has to because clearly, it's not you," she teased, grinning at him as she helped him up. Maybe she held on to his hands a little bit longer than necessary, briefly glancing down at their joined hands before looking back up at him with a smile. "Uh, says who?" Tessa quipped, tilting her head a fraction, a laugh passing from her lips yet again. "You're not that old. How about if I turn it around on you then, huh? Begs the question of whether you're into younger girls. Which sounds a looooot ickier, if you ask me." It never bothered her. Neither of them acted their ages, really. she couldn't help but say it to tease him though. "I would have already combusted if that was the case. Come on, let's get going or else we'll stay here foreverrrr..."

And with that, they were on their way home. It had been a lovely time and Tessa couldn't contain the smile off of her face if she wanted to. They continued to talk about anything and nothing at the same time whilst she fiddled with the music, switching between various radio stations until she found one she liked. Even though they were in Diego's car, not hers. Stealing glances and smiles when she wanted to. Truly, she never wanted the night to end. With what he told her remaining very fresh in her mind, her heart already knew what she wanted but simply needed the time to be sure she wasn't just caught up in the moment. How could she think of anything else? And despite the constant teasing, he really had been so diplomatic about the whole thing which made her appreciation for him only grow that bit stronger. It had been a laugh, nothing made awkward. And even with all of this to process and consider, it still felt like nothing changed between them. Maybe the transition between friendship and more than that would be easy. Her face had ached from all the smiling and laughing, which only further proved how enjoyable the day had been, how being with him had always been. Her thoughts cut off as they finally pulled up outside hers, a sigh escaping her. All good things must come to an end but...they didn't have to come to an end just yet. Unless Diego had other plans that was. "Thank you...for today," Tessa said, turning her head to face him as she unbuckled the seatbelt. "Are you coming in? We could watch a movie and see if I have any chocolate after all? Let's hope the squirrels haven't stolen my stash ."

Amusement remained on his features as she rolled her eyes. The reactions he caused her were simply adorable, no other word could accurately describe it for him. "Are you accusing me of playing dumb? That's rude." He feigned offense, though Tessa had read the situation pretty accurately. He was playing dumb, testing his luck to see how many reactions he could get out of her. Still, it didn't mean he'd admit it to her. It was much more fun to let her wonder. "And now, resorting to violence...woah. I'll pretend you didn't just threaten me, you're lucky I like you." Though, Diego knew that the most she'd toss his way would be a pillow. Nothing that would truly hurt him. All he could do was mirror her, sticking his tongue out as well. If anyone saw them right now, they'd assume two kids were bickering on the playground.

"Not yelling, so just speaking pretty loudly. Hey, no judgement from me. On the contrary, I appreciate you defending my singleness." Was that even a word? If it wasn't, he hoped it at least made sense. "I definitely listened, you don't need to worry about that," he spoke as he turned to look at her. The pout on her lips easing some of the teasing. Maybe, he could pause it for a bit. Very persuasive, and he wondered if she knew that it would work. His head tilted, trying to not roll his eyes at her comment. Of course, she couldn't resist teasing him. He was bound to say something that she could use. "Almost isn't certain, isn't that the whole point of the word?" He said, a small smile on his lips as she poked his cheeks. "If I lean in super..super.." his words began lowering, whispering for dramatic effect as he leaned into her shoulder, laying his head on it momentarily. "..Close to your lips, and I pulled away at the last second. Did we kiss or almost kiss? If it's almost, then it didn't happen." Perhaps, a bit too much to get his point across, but impossible to resist.

"Okay okay, I won't start...for now." Instead, he'd save it for another moment. Catch her off guard, use another occasion to make her laugh or bring that flush to her face when she was flustered. Either reaction was a win in Diego's book. He'd been annoying enough for one day. It was no surprise that she called him a pain in the ass. It'd be a badge he'd wear proudly, with perhaps one exception, but luckily she had not used that tone on him in a while. That one did hurt, though he hadn't mentioned that to her. It was a tough time for her, why add more to it? Maybe one day, he'd tell her that, just to make sure he didn't keep something from her. "Both..yeah," he was pretending to consider. Like a philosopher pondering over the meaning of life. "It can be both, but I'll save that for another time." This wasn't the right time. Not that Diego cared much for 'a right time.' If he could, he'd cup her face in his hands and pull her in, press his lips against hers. Tell her everything he's been keeping hidden. But, he had to keep reminding himself that this was Tessa. And, he promised her time. Most importantly though, she'd probably want something special. Something that would mark the occasion.

Diego was grateful that she didn't question his answer. He wasn't sure he had enough conviction to reaffirm what he'd said earlier. "Thanks, I mean no rush but definitely don't take 10 years. You know, for my sake...I'm also not getting any younger."

Tessa's smile did not go unnoticed, "are you scared I may take your title? Of the romantic one?" It was cute, her surprise at his confession. It was an odd one, but though his efforts could be considered romantic, he wasn't sure he was worthy of the title yet. "You still are, I'm like level 0 compared to you. Makes what better?" He asked curiously. Diego's interest was definitely piqued. He nudged her softly in reaction to her comment, of course she'd tease him about that. But he couldn't blame her, it did sound terrible. He had to get with the times. "Okay we get it, Diego is an old man. But, in my defense, I am sorta applying to a job," he mentioned, nose scrunching up slightly at the thought. "Creative?? While a house is falling apart? You have a very funny definition of romantic if that's the case." He frowned momentarily, scaredy-cat? Diego? Impossible. "I don't get scared when we go to those places!" Unless they counted the time he yelped slightly when a wooden beam fell in the basement. But that'd scare anyone, right? "We can get chocolates on the way home if you want." He took her hands, and helped himself off the ground, tempted to pull her in closer. Though, he opted against it. He was afraid they wouldn’t end up leaving if he listened to his instincts. “The Diego personality traits are the best,” he countered. “But yeah, I won’t deny I am an old man. Begs the question of whether you’re into older guys.” Just teasing again, though it was a fact that he was a bit older. “I guess so. It just feels like throwing a lot of information at you. I wouldn’t want you to combust with all I said.”

[bustafe]

miffy is my good friend and kris and mint are my best friends . and i have some other good mutuals . im trying to like. get back into reality rn and also distract myself with games cuz my brains a messssss but its ok

[saturniidaess]

do you want to tell me a it about your ocs?

yes ye sye sye s yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes ye sey se yes yes eys e yes yes yes yes yes yes ye sye syes yes yes yes ye sye sye syes

oh boy where do i beguine. ok so my ocverse is called Stellar Point its located in Cananda and is i rift between worlds, its both a forest and a small town. The supernatural, paranormal and magic exists there. the main ocs i like from Stellar Point are Nadia Gomez, Manuela Dominique, Ai Xiao, Pluto, Ceader Quail and Aspen Eldrtich there is info about them undercut but i dont expect anyone to read that lol.

Nadia, Ceader and Pluto are all besties, Nadia and Ceader where dating at one point but broke up after Nadia realized she was aromantic and didnt feel romantic attraction, her and Ceader are still close. Pluto and Ceader like each other and have kind of friends with benefits thing going on but are too scared to take it any further, Pluto and Nadia are friends with literally nothing complicated going on. they just chat about the romance novels they read over cocktails like middle aged women lmao. Nadia is a vampire btw, Ceader has no head btw and pluto is a shadow figure that can turn into a cat btw.

Manuela, Ai and Aspen ARE A MESSSSSS they are known as the Wizards of Stellar Point (the three most powerful magic users in stellar point's) and some DRAMA occurred between them. im p sure i have vague posted about it (maybe before the story changed?) but basically Manuela and Ai where the only wizards, they where dating and it was kinda a cute thing until some random white boy named Jack got magical powers and as an adult ran off into the woods of Stellar Point and made himself a wizard tower using magic, changed his named to Aspen and insisted his was a wizard, for MONTHS he demanded Manuela and Ai take this seriously until Ai, fed up with it, got into an actual argument with him where he tried turning her into a bird, as a response she cursed him to lose his magic and to have horrible visions of the future, this stopped the bird transformation but left her stuck as a bird with a humans face, this led Manuela to break up with Ai but the two stayed on good terms unitl Ai, in an attempt to be human again, stole the humanity of a child. then Manuela stopped talking to her and started taking painting classes taught by Nadia.

[psychiclounge]

girl What is going on in ma pona.............. im watching #toki-lawa and its a messssss

[obitv]

im not rewatching episode. 16? for this if her name isnt janet i dont care. change it to janet i cnat keep track

is her name even janet

[soggypotatoes]

I'm so hyper today

I went to art therapy and found a plastic dinosaur skeleton, there was only gouache paint and I wanted to make a colourful jester so I mixed it with glue??? instead of water, idk, and painted the dinosaur, the glue kept moving around and making holes and sliding off but I kept adding on more, at one point just dunking its lower half in the gouache-glue

it looked like a messssss hahaha but it was fun.. it was a group, Ive been with this group for a few years now so they're chill with me but usually we make the art in silence, today though I couldn't shut up so I talked with the therapist constantly asking her how paint colours work and why they mix differently and talking about colours in general

[onlyjaeyun]

They really should, they'll be in our dms like I'd do this and this and this instead of that, and it's just like wow guess it's a good thing I'm not you and did it how I wanted. Like for a while I had a phase where every single one of my fics ended in death, and I'd have people be all "It would have been so easy to just have it go like this instead" and I'd just be like "Nah, death more fun" like why have happy ending when I can make you suffer instead. I hated request like that, I would have people go as far as explain the oc, their height and weight and age and name and hair and eye color and the idol for the fic, but specifically what era the idol is in, and the plot and all the plot twist, and it's just like by the time you've sent me 20 ask explaining everything you wanted in the story, you basically wrote it yourself and could have just posted that instead of asking me.

I was just lucky that most of my mutuals were not really bad or out of pocket and it wasn't like some I saw, like I remember seeing like 15 year olds with like 35 year old mutuals that would say such out of pocket things, like things that would make me literally go honey that's not a normal thing to tell a minor, like miss maam you are 40 you should not be in this 16 year olds business like that. tbh same, like I feel they absolutely knew his age, just ignored it and hoped they would not get called out about it, like it gives me the same energy as people writing smut about Jisung when Dream debuted do, the only difference is Jisung was like a baby baby, bro was like 13 and they would be all oh he looks older, like no the fuck he doesn't, bruh looks like an infant, was literally just birthed. I feel like it's a mixed bag, some older fandoms were chill and some were not, some still aren't, and some fandoms are just chill since they are basically dead.

THATS EXACTLY WHAT I MEANT!!!!! they go on full ass rants in OUR inbox talking about how WE should do smth like girl 💀 bffr and go do it yourself, i promise its not that hard you literally started it now finish it and leave me the fuck alone. some readers are so entitled it's so frustrating (im so grateful all of you guys arent like this at all like i love you so much)

and pls some older stans are so scary sometimes bc ive witnessed similar things and it creeped me out sm im literally scared to turn out the same way so im super duoer careful with the way i hmbehave around younger stans 😭 and dont get me started on nct dream bc that was a MESSSSSS. i remember eriting for 00liners in 2019 (mind you they were all adukts at that time PLUS i'm lit a 00liner myself) and i always had to write warnings like ppl werent out there writing smut for jisung when he was 17 💀 seeing it all happen with riki is so sas but im afraid there's not much one can do yk? i just block them and keep it going bc again, there's no point in dealing with people like that imo

[caressthosecheekbones]

professionally supervised 🪆🪷

great idea to leave the carpet there 😌 yea 🙄

been fucking around for hours on youtube and tumblr and lovoo instead of repotting my (poor pooooor babies) plants. which I've been putting off for literal months. the decisions. the mess. the dirt. 😩

[formerprincewille]

I KNEW Ada and Noah had sex. 💀 The only doubt stemmed from wtfock usually showing that stuff and this time they did a fade away. I don’t condone cheating, so in that way I feel kinda bad for Finn, but alsooooo lol he sucks. In Ada’s defense, she did think things were over after that fight. But really? I completely understand the thing with her and Finn and her being hesitant to end it even now. Ending any relationship isn’t easy but especially a serious one that you’ve been in for a year. Being a teen doesn’t help cuz your emotions are even more all over the place. Ada has been trying to force herself to want sex with Finn and she just doesn’t because it’s not right with him in general. To me, it makes total and complete sense that if you’re in a relationship that is starting to reach its conclusion in your own mind or for you emotionally you’re not gonna wanna take that further step with that person, even if you feel ready in general. Ada felt ready for sex, but she doesn’t want to sleep with Finn because their relationship isn’t gonna last much longer and I think Ada already knew that when we first met her. My thoughts are a little jumbly, but basically:

When we meet Ada, she’s in a strained relationship with a bf who wants to have sex and her feeling like “it’s time” since they’ve been together for a year. But she doesn’t love Finn anymore, and she knows this, so she looks for reasons not to have sex with him, but she’s also afraid to end things. However, we also see that she does have sexual desire and has mutual feelings for Noah. It’s pretty obvious that those feelings were already brewing before we met the characters. Like we were dropped into a love triangle in process.

This is gonna be a messssss because Finn is gonna find out prob this week and then the pic will get leaked next week (though I’m not sure if it’ll actually be Finn who does it, I think it could be Miro since Ada tattled on him cheating on Mila).

[saexy]

zen !!! u have to tell me….what was zae’s first date like?

MAI.. YK HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU YAP- ND HE IS MY FAV THING TO YAP ABOUT <3

OKAYYY STORY TIME BEC IT WAS TEHMOST INSANE DATE IMO (ALSO THIS IS TEH MOST WELL THOUGHT PART OF MY SELFHSIP.. IMSORRY FRO TEH DELULU YOURE GONANSE ME)

okay so or first date was in spain.. it was teh best of times it was teh worst of tim- I SHOUD STOP QUOTING TALE OF TWO CITIES. so yea we had gone to spain bec he said its your break and im free fro soemtime (he was having hard time commuting back and forth just to sleep w me) and also we were boning as casual fwb- but he starts to get a littel to jelly and posssesive bec we started hanging out w hsi teammates and yk men- well so he gets drunk and we kinda have aconfesison... noww THE THING WAS I DIDNT KNOW IF HE REMEBERED SHIT.. HE LEFT in the mroning fro practce no text no note nothing... just mr dabaddie dropped breakfast. and all i get a text from him in teh evenning "dinner tonite?" and he sent teh location.. NOWWW LIEK A RATIONAL PERSON SEEING HE MITE HAVE FORGETTOEN AND HE WAS AT practice i show up in tracks.. and he shoWs up in tux. its os FNNNTY BEC HE IS SO OUT OF HIS WAY DRESSED UP.. AD IM JUST LIEK.. STADNING THERE IN EMBARAASMENET- and he booked ot a really high end steakhouse fro me.. bec he knows i love foood!!! tehy almost didnt allow me but i had the man w me >.< IT WAS SOO HOT TO SEE HIM TALK TO TEH MANAGER AND THEN VERYBODY JUST APOLOGIZIGDHAHDHAD... iT WAS BFUL .. I WAS A MESSSSSS MAI!! JSUT BLUHSIN LIEK CRAZY AND HE WOUDL NTO STOP STARING. i was like bro lets never do it.. he was liek sure- HE LIED. we walkedd aorund the streets later in teh nite it was so quiet and just us doing sillies... WE HELDDD HANDSSDHSHD... IT WAS GIGGLY.. we raced each other, he kissed meeee i nearly dieddd.. i just nevr wanted fro that nite to end.. and he amde it never ending.. we were driving off to some pace he wanted to take me... to teh coasts.. and we had a weened booked w a pvt beachand everything and IT WAS TEH WORLDS BEST DATE EVER, HE WENT CRAZYYYY <3 I LOVE HIM SO MUCHSHHS