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*deep sigh* i kinda fell in love with your icon, send help
he is so cute i wanna just eat him up or whatever
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Initial drawings of that old man… I literally, I haven’t finished reading the book of bill yet!!! I had to stop and take a break for a week to feverishly draw fanart of myself petting fords floofy hair and giving him attention and shit…!!!! The urge was too great….!! I’ve literally. I had a crush on this guy the instant he was first REVEALED in the show, but I did not have the artistic prowess to draw good looking old men back then… but I do now… thank god… thank fucking god
#gravity falls#ford pines#stanford pines#self ship#self insert#si x canon#it me#doodles#I got a haircut! so my hair looks different now.. as haircuts tend to do lol#anyway… yeah… I LOVE HIM… GRAHHFJH#the confirmation that he rlly is just sad and lonely and insecure and craving attention and validation#OHH FORD BBY.. WE R THE SAME#like… ghghg i loved him already just w his prickly nerdy outer shell but knowing more about the vulnerable center is GREAT. ITS AWESOME#also hes a smart nerdy guy who can do science and expirements and shit which is ONE OF MY FAVORITE THINGS FOR A CHARACTER TO DO#u kno im all about scientists….#I couldn’t draw ship art back then 1 cuz I didn’t kno how to draw old men and 2 cuz I was like 13 lol… which would have been wierd#but I’m an ADULT NOW. GET OVER HERE FORD#also it didn’t even rlly cross my mind TO draw that stuff cuz even tho I did love ford#self ship and x reader sorta stuff was not NEARLY as popular back then.. like I specifically remember it like. booming in popularity#at some point. but being pretty rare before that. anyway. thank u passage of time and trends and new gravity falls book for introducing#me back to fictional man I love. so I can now draw myself smooching him and shit#hell yeah.#13 is probably not actually correct I do not remember exactly which year fords reveal was in…#but I was probably older then 13.. but still#the point remains lol.#also omg. the bit in the book w the goth moth. ‘ur probably into this sorta thing right?’#I AM INTO THAT SORTA THING FORD. thank u book of bill for being written specifically @ me. the immersion it’s great.#like ur so right ford I AM edgy and goth how’d u guess that tee hee. eyelash flutter#aLSO PLS IGNORE MY FINGER BEING IN FRAME IN THE LAST PIC. I was drawing in a tiny bound sketchbook#so I had to hold the paper down to keep it flat. and. I didn’t feel like censoring my fucking. pinkie finger out of the image
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HANAHSBDH I JUST I I words cannot describe how much comforted I feel by your selfship art!!!
no seriously it might sound stupid but sometimes I get that intrusive thought that I'm not okay if I selfship myself with Wilford and /₽2!2&2! SEEING YOU POST YOUR ART SO OPENLY AND PEOPLE NOT COMPLAINING AND IT'S SO WHOLESOME I JUST 😭😭😭😭😭 thank you so much gosh really I feel like I'm valid
xoxo /p /gen
#ivys art#ivy answers#ur message is v sweet and i hope u become more comfortable with ur selfships!#its totally ur choice if u wanna share things or not! so long as ur happy anon :)#cuz ur extremely valid!#it makes me really happy that me sharing my love for wilford has comforted u :))#it aint gonna stop anytime soon i promise u that hehehe#*mickey voice* im just obsessed with him#anyways#selfship art#self ship community#self ship art#self ship positivity#wilford warfstache#self ship#self insert#si x canon#romantic f/o#si x fo#self insert x canon#i also like drawing myself in my actual outfits i wear lmao#its def more work than just making a single outfit like a cartoon character#but its also more fun imo
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waaaaa they took away my male lead in the Only Straights Show from 2-3 seasons from now and made him a girl for some sort of WOKE AGENDA they're changing my badly written misogynist book series woe is me we need more straight rep!!! this is because i like their story not for any other reason!!! i'm bi as well!!! more straight romance!!!! no nonconformity!!!! the books!!!!!!!
#bridgerton#bridgerton spoilers#can y'all shut up they're doing something interesting#so the motivations behind the romance will have to change and? if ur so desperate for the book read it#isn't it interesting to you being given alternate stories?#'what about the estate what about the want for a child being the only reason she wanted to remarry'#what about sapphic guilty pining huh. don't we deserve something too? like brimsley/reynolds did not get a happy ending#its almost guaranteed that benedict's bisexuality will be brushed aside again (as much as it will still be part of him#i really feel that they will ignore it after he meets sophie)#i feel like francesca was the best story to do this to#because the core of guilty pining and hell they can still have her looking for a husband so she can have a child!! and michaela loving he#and knowing she can't ever give fran what she wants but still staying by her side like isn't that compelling!!!!#whatever. don't contact me abt this so many people being upset abt this as if this show was ever more than a loose adaptation#ratspeaks#the only valid concerns are the ones worried abt the actress being harassed
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Love being able to write. I can do whatever i want. I can make Ryuji interact w Lala-chan and u literally cant stop me.
#chattin#i feel like shinjuku and crossroads doesnt get enough love#ohya and lala dont get enough love 😭#if they had an option to work there as a parttimer some how my akira wouldve absolutely taken it#u never see the place packed or w customers at all; it just feels cozy every time u go there#akira doesnt have a lot of places free from prying eyes; so id imagine he goes there often to just hang and study#catch up w ohya and get a bit of knowledge and validation from lala#like shes so sweet. i love her. she comes across as wise without being unapproachable#she makes comments she shouldnt (talking about ohyas job and history) bc she just forgot that she shouldnt lol#adamant about not letting him drink while hes there. its like. a safe space for him.#and i think hed like to invite his friends into his safe space; esp ryuji#gets to a point where even ryuji stops by on his own sometimes.#hes got questions but hes always in his head; never says it out loud#but it leads him in the right direction almost all the time#im thinkin of him having like. the most base level internalized homophobia and transphobia#like the kind of shit you just pick up as a child and teen and never question#and u kinda make fun of it bc everyone else is. but akira stumbles into his life and makes it so confusing#like. i dont think hed be trans. but akira would make him second guess alot about himself#about what he likes. what hes into. what hes okay w doing w someone like akira#and lala is like. u got that look in ur eyes kid. come sit.#doesnt entirely get it. but he feels a little lighter. not on labels but on his feelings#‘kid. u think of the ideal person and u think of him. at that point; it dont matter what bits he got.’#and its blunt and MAYBE it gets him a little flustered. but hes always responded well to blunt words. no beating around the bush#makes his brain confront shit head on without the second guessing hed suffer through when left on his own#WAA. rambling.#gonna see if i can draft this up at some point
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i dont get how everyone isn't obsessed with kabru tbh like how can you not care abt kabru . hes like, the best.
#like i get the valid concern of ''a lot of ppl in the fanbase mischaracterize him and its annoying'' that ive seen kabru dislikers have#but like#consider: just ignore them#just ignore the bad takes and surround urself with good takes#curate ur fandom experience.#Like I don't think my takes and opinions on Kabru are always correct#Well I do think I'm always perfect and right 😍😍 -- but okay . genuinely. like#ppl are entitled to their own opinions. I know. I get it. But if your opinion is ''idc because the fandom is annoying abt him / i cant brin#- myself to care abt the ''other party'' (aka kabrus)#like.#OKAYYY SURE WHATEVER 😤😤 be wrong abt things . 😑 idc.#sorry for being ''condescending'' I'm just obsessed with Kabru 🤭🤭. hes a fan favorite for a reason 😅😅😅🤓☝️#sash talks#( guy who gets defensive voice. guy who loves debating voice. ) ‼️💥👊 fighting the kabru haters fr fr#jump in the rabbithole guys. its so comfy in here (making me worse)
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u motherfuckers give normal more credit than he is due
#dungeons and daddies#i LOVE him. dont get me wrong i love him and of the teens i relate to him the most#thats why i know that all these insightful oh normal is the only one w empathy and the other teens suck and are mean to him posts#are so. no thats not it hes a selfish little kid who wants validation#and thats ok!!!! bc hes a kid and thats what hes meant to be doing!!!! but like. they r all just kids.#they r all handling the situation correctly w the tools theybe been given#like sure normal wants to solve things w love but he wld commit atrocities at the drop of the hat if thats what gives him the validation#that he wants#we KNOW this will has SAID this and hes also shown us that#and there isnt anything wrong w that its ok!!!!!!#i know im yelling at no one but like#hes a shithead high schooler its fine. hes not the Only One Who Shows Kindness in the group#first of all ur over looking taylor my boy taylor#anyways idk. im not saying hes not tragic. hes so tragic. hes just also not his grandpa and i think thats being projected on him too much ig
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don't zo/san in front of my salad (on my posts) thanks.. I believe in a thing called love (zo/lu)
#and san/lu#sanji isnt gay but hes gay for luffy#zoro is my soulmate my one true love that ill kill for#and yall write the most disrespectful things on my posts#no i dont want him to have hate crime bigotry relations with sanji#zoro deserves better#i truly hate zo/san so much bc of how the fans portray it#i don't want zoro to be in an edgy and toxic relationship#I want him to be happy and genuinely& openly loved by someone#i dont like to glorify unhealthy relationship stuff usually especially when it involves my fave#like do ur own thing i suoport and respect and care and validate#but im like... idc.... im not interested keep me out of it#ive only ever liked one zo/san fan made thing ever#bc it wasnt playing around like sanji hate criming zoro and having mean sex with him was hot and sexy#it addressed it as being a problem that he first had to grow from#anyways........#im fine w talking about it if its with my friends and to be expected#but pls keep it off my tumblr posts 1000000% i dont want that shit in my notes#absolutely zero of my posts are about zo/san unless im criticizing it#and none of them are intended to be about zo/san#ever#HONESTLY#do whatever u want like i support your right#ill just block ppl#second offenders usually
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omg hewo u don’t have to reply to this if u don’t wanna but i just read ur tags and wanted to say do not apologise i feel the exact same way when i see ppl talk shit abt jaehyun.. i rage abt it allll the time like keep his name out ur mouth now 🤨🔫 so ur valid and im personally setting everyone on fire for u so u don’t have to see that in ur tags 💗🥰
chzkchxkcjxkcx omg hiiiii 😳💓💓 &thank u!!! tags like that r always in my notifs 🙄🙄 like . did u do it did u secure the not like the other girls personality 🥴
#maybe its just me but personally i dont rb content if i dont have anything nice to say 🤷♀️#thank u for coming all the way here to validate me like this in person 🫂💓💓💓#also??? i thought i was following u but when i went to ur blog i wasnt so . im following u now xhxjcjdkcjxk#hope ur having a lovely Wednesday !!!#im in ur corner like 🔫 at those ppl too <3#replies#seems like a lot of ppl have to tear him down before admitting they think hes hot#like squidward w the krabby patties#&we all kno how that ended
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PA man-crush came up to me and asked how midterms were going for me :’)
this man does NOT break eye contact ya’ll!
ps: work has a soup-er bowl day and the soup and biscuits were soooooo good 🫶🏼💕
#two mans making me feel giddy every week#gonna validate all these feelings with the fact that it is feburary 🥰#LOVE MONTH!!!#let me swoon!!!!!!#i was so shock he was just standing there and chatting#usually ... its like a quick update#nooooooo#he said TELL ME ALL UR CLASSES~!!#what classes?! whats the prof name!?#and im here like 🥹!!!!#can i pls gatekeep him a little bit longer b4 he's a speaker for my club lmaooo#moonrants
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im a dean girlie and the description is EXACTLY how my last relationship ended.
i love that you can learn so much about a person's issues by asking them which of rory gilmore's cringefail boyfriends is their favorite.
#i also think i do admit its destructive but i believed our love was worth it#it really was just my love in the end with hope that he still loved me :/#anyway if i keep talking abt him id cry THE FACT WE WATCHED GG TGT TOO....ANYWAY#im such a dean girlie like all the guys were lowk fucked but its the way id defend dean during the auction episode WITH MY LIFE#YES WHO WOULDNT GET MAD IF SOMEONE ELSE BID ON THEIR S/O AND WON??? TO BASICALLG PUBLICALLY HUMILATE YOU BY CALLING YOU TOO BROKE FOR UR GF#that episode had me so PISSED that i gen rethought my whole life (and this was me during my rewatch) that i realized dean got way too much#shit for just being a highschooler boy in love#SHE BROUGHT JESS INTI THE CAR DEAN MADE AND THEY CRASHED IT#AND DEAN LITERALLLLLLYYYY CONTROLLED HIS ANGER OH MY FUCKING GOD WHY WERE THEY IN THE CAR TO BEGIN WITH#this post is making me realize how passionate i feel abt dean GOODBYE LMFAO LIKE. bro those episodes had me PISSED#tbh dean was made for me not rory#rory is just...smth else#before my rewatch i Hated dean like everyone else and rooted so hard for logan and tristan#ITS THE WAY DEAN HAD EYES FOR NO ONE EYES BUT RORY????? THE WAY HE PUNCHED JESS???#then the writers fucked him up BUT TBH THEY FUCKED EVERYONE UP jess was saved hes better when he returned and was roryless#also im pissed at mfs who bring up how jess was understanding with rorys future w harvard while dean considered breaking up LIKE DUH??? LON#DISTANCE LIKE THINKKKJK also him getting clingy while SHE ditched THEIR PLANS. HE WOULD CALL AND STOPPED WHEN HE WAS TOLD IT WAS TOO MUCH.#i see myself in him :( AND PLUS aside from the cheating which is So Valid SOME PEOPLE HATED HIM JUST BC HE WAS CLINGY?????????#i didnt mean to go on a dean tangent this is so embarrassing since everyone in the tags are praising jess 😭😭😭 pls dont come at me#no but im still shocked how accurate the description was i might lose it like why am i dean#OKAY IM SORRY ILL SHUT UP I CANR IM TOO PASSIONATE#also id like to add npne of this makes sense since my thoughrs are all over but dean has my heart and had Every Right to react the way he#did when it came to tristan and jess tbh
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hiii hruu? hope ur good :)) saw ur rqs whre open for jj maybank (aka my bf ;;
anywyasss, if u can please write reader always toying with jj's rings/bracelets/hand in general
just obsessed w that boys hand inwanna cuddle with him:(
anon this is so valid thank you for this!!!
One thing about you and jj is you both shared the same love language — physical touch. But for you in particular, you maybe, kinda sorta had a little tiny obsession with his hands.
You would be lounging in the hammock together, your legs sprawled over jj’s lap as you sat around the campfire with your friends, everyone drinking and chatting aimlessly.
You would join in every now and then, but you found yourself distracted by jj’s hand on your thigh, just resting there happily.
The second he had placed it there, you instantly found yourself grabbing it, running your smaller fingers across his palm and up his fingers, your fingertips rubbing against his calloused skin.
He didn’t protest in the slightest, continuing his conversation with pope as you twisted his rings back and forth, humming contently to yourself.
He would glance over to you with a sweet smile every now and then, letting you know he was still paying attention to you, but he still held his hand out slightly so you could continue to play with his hand.
You would eventually set it back down at its original spot on your thigh, setting your own hand on top of it as you brushed your fingers over each of his knuckles, a few being slightly bruised from the last fight he was in, but they were almost healed.
You continued to absentmindedly play with his hand as you joined back into the conversation, your attention on pope now as your grip on him got slightly looser as you spoke.
jj took the opportunity to pull your hand up to his mouth, kissing all of your knuckles softly before placing his hand back over to your thigh so you could continue your soft touches he loved just as much as you did.
#jj maybank#jj maybank x reader#outer banks#jj maybank one shot#jj maybank fanfiction#jj maybank prompt#jj maybank fic#jj maybank imagine#jj maybank headcanon
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reading fight club psycho smut and this is killing me. he ruined me the same way we're ruining the world with pollution
#i am a slave to my baptism!!!#we are god's unwanted children!!#dean and cas' queerbait is actually kind of legit as masculinity in media#there's the obvious depravity sacreligion motif. yeah we've all seen it#but there's also the abandonment of the father figure that creates a toxic environment of male circle jerking validation#you kno what i find most compelling about fight club is self destruction as self-actualisation purely out of hurt and spite#being told ur the warm gooey centre of the world and not getting you need. the primary function in the nuclear household being that#everyone lets the man do whatever he wants does everything for him and in return he provides them with what only he can but you see#this masculinity in media aka im the problem its me media is about portraying this Hidden struggle of man but like#the solution is obvious and its this hubris of man to not take it because he believes he is destined for something greater thats the issue#i love the narrative as man as the main character i love it about women too i love when we look at the world so intensely through one view&#it being pretty fucked up because u kno in fight club there is still morality there are good intentions there is Beauty even if theres no#love.....#tyler durden as an analogy for self denial. another religious motif!!#i think you have to be truly philosophical to get meaningful fulfillment in life& media like fight club and taxi driver are inherently so!#joker is purely about mental illness which is why it sucks#mental illness is not about being fucked up or subversive its about sickness and addiction and pain#fucked up as a title of honour#there is something deeply empathetic and beautiful about the feeling of connecting with the injustice of the world that we need to do more#through engaging with fiction materials
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charles leclerc x uni student reader fc (gracie abrams) and she gets hated on because shes 21 and hes 26.social media au please :)
Who Cares? (CL)
note: ouuuu i fw this hard. i hope you enjoy it!! :)
summary + fc: all in the ask!
warnings: hate comments/hate from fans, language
masterlist here -> masterlist link
^ check my list for all posts! ^
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y/n.user: pov its lock-in szn and u wanna make ur insta public😰
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yourbsf: girllll do ittttttt❤️😩
y/n.user: ugh don’t tempt me 😥
yourbsf: i need everyone else to see hot hot u r☹️
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charles_leclerc: ❤️❤️❤️
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unifriend: prettiest everrrr
unifriend2: the locking in is so real😥
y/n.user: i’m sayingggg🥲✊
landonorris: locking in…? sureeeee
y/n.user: *blocked*
landonorris: 😧
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charles_leclerc: pov its off szn and you’re public account is public!
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user3: uh…what?😭
user7: ar naur, who’s that girl????
y/n.user: 🙄🙄
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f1wags: new wag??😍😍
maxverstappen1: are you on one? what is this caption
op81fp: what’s going onnnnnn
user8: i’m scared who is that?????
f1updates: anyone else see that charles only liked one comment? someone named y/n…?
user2: ewww she’s like 18
cl16edits: she’s actually 21 lol
user2: bro….that’s wayyyy too young for him. she must be a gold digger😭
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twitter:
F1 Wags Updates @f1wagsupdate • 3hr ago
Hello, everyone!! We have some new information about Charles Leclerc’s ‘new?’ girlfriend! Buckle up!
After some in-depth research, the girl in his recent instagram dump seems to be Y/n Y/l/n. She is 21, born and raised in Monaco, and attending the International University of Monaco for Fashion.
One source, not wanting to be named, claims that they have known about the couple for six months! But they say it had been going on since the girl turned 20!
Comments are off in respect for Y/n and Charles. But, tag us in your own posts about your thoughts! Do you think she’s too young for him?
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y/n.user: brah🍸
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user4: this is his gf…😧
cl16ynstann: y’all mad cuz his gf is 21?? grow up! she’s naturally beautiful, i rather be charles so i could be with her😭❤️
charles_leclerc: bro🫒
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user6: yikessss, she’s rly not wag material, charles!
f1fan8: she’s pretty…but the age gap?…
f1wags: not sure where all this hate is coming from? we welcome y/n to the f1 wags account with open arms☹️💙
danielricciardo: everyone in the comments are j mad they aren’t you🤍✊
y/n.user: lol
landonorris: “lol”?? nah, fuck that, we ride at dawn for y/n🤺
maxverstappen1: YAAAA🤺🤺🤺
cl16editttt: the drivers love her, i’m here for this
yourbsf: i love you😢💓
y/n.user: 😚😚😚
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imessages:
kika imessage:
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y/n.user: spent the day after class with some of my favorite people🥹☹️💛
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user3: gotta say, i expected her comments to be off after the hate but i applaud her
flavy.barla: le travail en classe ne s'arrête jamais, même pas au dîner😭
y/n.user: jamais💀
author: here to translate some apple translated french to english lol! flavy says: “the class work grind never stops not even at dinner😭” and y/n says: “never💀”
charles_leclerc: trop belle, amor❤️
y/n.user: ❤️❤️
f1wags: no cause i actually love her idc
user6: idkkk i still don’t see it…
user1: well, you don’t need to! they don’t gaf about you and your validation😊
landonorris: y/n would study at dinner
y/n.user: was this a diss? lame try again loser
landonorris: you mf 🙄🙄🙄
vroom16: lando and y/n’s banter keeps me alivee
francisca.cgomes: #thebest21yrolds🤍😚
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y/nfan16: you guys need to wake up and realize that charles and y/n are adorable! kika and pierre have a bigger age gap and no one cares?? ur jealously is showing, gtfo🤣✊🤺
yourbsf: you four ateeeee
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tagged: y/n.user
charles_leclerc: i love you, amor❤️
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y/n.user: cha🥹 i love you too❤️
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user3: they really said “we don’t gaf. and what?”
f1wags: naurrr i’m i’ll that first photo has me sobbing i’m so single
pierregasly: the stink eye directed towards me in the second picture hurts my feelings still
y/n.user: get ovaaaa it
francisca.cgomes: get ovaaaaaa itttttt
pierregasly: nut cases, these two
user6: the more i look at her posts and pics people post of her, the more i realize how relatable she is
user2: FR😭 the constant stress of uni, coffee, sleepy, and she’s funny like ok same
cl16editpage: can’t wait to edit these two🥹💓
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#charles leclerc#smau#charles leclerc smau#charles leclerc x female reader#charles leclerc x y/n#charles leclerc x you#charles leclerc fluff#charles leclerc headcanon#charles leclerc x reader#charles leclerc fic#charles leclerc angst#cl16#cl16 one shot#cl16 smau#f1 smau#f1 one shot#formula 1 smau#smau f1#cl16 x y/n#cl16 fluff#cl16 x you#cl16 x reader
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I know you said angst but... im feeling some type of way so.. 👉🏼👈🏼 putting in a request for brat tamer hotch?? Maybe?? 👉🏼👈🏼 when you feel like it of course!
do not get mad at me for the beginning this isn't what it looks like i swear this is smut not angst lmfaooooo
brat tamer hotch my weakness <333
nsfw - minors dni
cw: orgasm denial and a sprinkle of degradation <3
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“I’ll be home before 8. I love you.”
You stared at your boyfriend’s text, struggling to maintain the pout on your face that you’d been wearing all day.
Aaron had been gone on a case for a whole week, and his absence around the house had been driving you crazy. You were mad at him, and even though you refused to admit it, the reason wasn’t the fact that he hadn’t called you the night before to wish you ‘good night’ and send you a virtual forehead kiss like he always did.
Feeling angry towards Aaron, during the periods of time he was away, was a pattern you couldn’t ignore anymore. Maybe you weren’t really mad at him. Maybe you were just trying to protect yourself from feeling hurt and lonely the nights you were falling asleep holding his pillow instead of him. Because, in reality, just the sweet ‘I love you’ he had texted you, made your heart melt like butter.
Still, when you heard his key turn in the lock, you didn’t jump out of your seat to run to the door so you could climb into his arms like your heart craved. You simply kneeled on the couch, waiting for him to come to you.
“Sweetheart,” he called out for you, his arm already wrapped your shoulders pulling you against him. “I missed you.”
“I did too,” you said, and let him bless you with one of his gentle kisses.
“Mmm…missed this,” he whispered, with his eyes still closed, as he pulled away from the kiss. “I’m gonna go take a shower.”
You would be too embarrassed to admit it out loud, but you secretly wished he wouldn’t take showers so fast after coming home from work. Maybe you were gross for thinking that way, but his natural scent after a long day was even more delicious to you than his shower gel and after shave.
“Okay,” you said. “Have you eaten?”
“Yes, baby,” he answered, already walking towards the bathroom, his thick fingers working on untying his tie. “Don’t worry.”
You sat back down on the couch, opening the book you had been reading, paying no attention to the words on the paper. Why couldn’t you just be normal? Give him a big hug to the point where he couldn’t breathe and tell him how impossible it was for you to have a good day when he wasn’t around?
His smile, less than twenty minutes later, when he was back in the living room made you almost swoon. His dimples were gonna be the end of you.
As if he knew how to become even more irresistible to you, he sat on the other end of the couch, spread his legs and patted on his thigh. “Come here.”
“I’m reading.” What was wrong with you?
“You haven’t seen me in a week and that’s the welcome I get?”
You looked up at him, staying silent, but Aaron seemed to lose his patience.
“Put the book down and come here,” he ordered.
It was not an easy thing to say no to Aaron Hotchner when he used his authoritative voice on you. So you did as he said. Just a moment later, you were on his lap, straddling him, his large hands placed possessively on your hips.
“What’s wrong?” he asked.
“Nothing,” you mumbled, lowering your gaze so you wouldn’t be met with his intense one.
“Then what’s that cute little pout doing on your face, hm?” Aaron asked, grabbing your chin with two of his fingers, forcing you to look at him.
“I’m not pouting,” you argued, fully aware that you were doing just that.
“You sure are. Are you mad at me or something?” His one hand was now petting your hair, and it was so hard not to melt completely under his touch.
“No.”
Aaron smiled. And then he started laughing.
“What?” you asked annoyed.
“Nothing. I just think that I know what’s wrong.”
“And what’s wrong?” you challenged him.
“I think…” he said slowly, his hands running up and down your torso, making you shiver, “that my baby is a little frustrated because she hasn’t been touched in a week.”
You bit the inside of your cheek hearing his words. “I can make myself feel good on my own, you know. I have fingers,” you said, showing him your hand, trying to make a point.
He grabbed it, pulling you on his body. “But do those pretty fingers make you get complaints from your neighbors because you were screaming too loud like my cock does?”
Aaron was staring at your mouth, waiting for you to make the first move. You tried, really tried to resist. But you failed.
You whined into his mouth, finally getting what you wanted. Your lips moved desperately against his, the feeling of his hand tugging on your hair making the ache between your legs unbearable.
You rocked yourself against him, hoping you would get some relief and Aaron was kind enough to let you. But you knew him, and you knew he wouldn’t let this slide so easily.
“Enough now,” he whispered in your ear.
“But I need…” you started to complain, but he didn’t let you finish.
“You can make yourself feel good on your own, angel,” he smirked. “You have fingers,” he said and glanced at your hand.
You did your very best to give him puppy eyes, but Aaron was not about to give in.
“Come on, baby. Touch yourself. Show me how you do it without me.” He readjusted himself on the couch, placing an arm under his head, ready to watch the show. The way his arm flexed made you almost drool, wishing you were sinking your teeth into his toned muscles.
With your cheeks burning from embarrassment you reached into your panties and started rubbing your sensitive clit in circles. It felt good, and the way Aaron’s dark gaze was focused on yours made it even better.
“Take this off, I wanna look,” he said, gesturing at your shorts.
You didn’t wanna give him what he wanted, but Aaron didn’t wait too long before taking the matter into his own hands. He pulled your shorts down harshly, your underwear coming off with them too.
“Much better,” he said, staring at your pussy with hungry eyes.
His tight grip on your thighs hurt, but somehow it combined well with the pleasure you were feeling.
“Inside now,” he said, as if he was giving you instructions for the most causal thing in the world.
You slipped two of your fingers inside you, dropping your gaze into his lap for a second so you could see how hard he was. Satisfied from the sight you moved your fingers faster, feeling your orgasm approaching.
You didn’t notice that Aaron’s left hand wasn’t on your thigh anymore. But you did notice when he wrapped it around your wrist.
“No, no,” you whined when you realized what he was about to do.
“Brats don’t get to cum,” he said, and pulled your hand away from your pussy. The euphoric feeling between your thighs turned into an achy one really fast.
“Aaron…” you whimpered, desperate for release. You tried to clench your thighs together or rub yourself against him, but Aaron was way stronger than you and could control your body almost effortlessly.
“Look how horny you are,” he said in a condescending tone. “It’s embarrassing.”
“It hurts,” you pouted, tears filling the corner of your eyes.
“I know,” he smirked. “That’s the point.”
“I’m sorry,” you whispered, knowing that was what Aaron was waiting for. “I’m sorry for having an attitude. Of course it feels better when you fuck me. It can’t even compare.”
“Yeah?”
“Mhm…” you nodded, eagerly.
He smiled sweetly at you. “There’s my good girl. Go on, touch it,” he said, releasing your hand.
You did.
“It’s too sensitive now,” you complained.
“Aw…” he cooed. “Did I ruin your orgasm?”
“You’re awful,” you sighed, and let yourself fall against his chest.
Aaron ran his hand up and down your back, trying to soothe you. “Lie back down.”
Your tummy twisted in excitement. In just a few seconds you were laying on the couch with Aaron’s head between your legs. He pulled your shorts and panties completely off and kissed the inside of your thigh. Then he gave a gentle kiss to your clit sending sparkles all over your body.
“You’re dripping down to your knees,” he said and finally started licking you like you needed.
“Fuck,” you whined, his tongue doing its magic on you like nothing else ever could.
You fingers got lost between his thick hair, trying to hold him in place as if he would go away.
“Oh my God…Don’t stop, don’t stop.”
He sucked on your clit and your body started shaking; you knew you’d be coming in his mouth soon.
The sounds he was making against you, the moans that were leaving his mouth as if he was the one about to cum drove you insane.
Your eyes rolled back as your orgasm took over your body. “Oh my God, oh my God, I can’t…” you moaned. “I can’t.”
“Yes, you can,” he said, giving a few more long licks to your pussy. “See how you took it like a good girl?”
You let out a shaky breath staring at the ceiling. This was heaven.
Aaron kissed your tummy and returned to his seating position, taking you with him.
“See?” he said kissing your cheek. “One orgasm later and the brat that welcomed me home tonight is nowhere to be found.”
You giggled and rested your head on his shoulder, feeling exhausted.
“I’m sorry. I just missed you a lot,” you admitted.
“I know you did, sweetheart,” he said softly, kissing the middle of your palm. “And I missed you too. Let’s go to bed.”
“Can I suck you off in there?” you asked, shyly. “Wanna fall asleep with you in my mouth.”
He chuckled, clearly thinking how impractical your suggestion was, but indulging you anyway. “Anything my sweet girl wants.”
#aaron hotchner x reader#it was a bad bad decision on my part to read this at work such a stupid thing to do#your authors note tho ?? im crying am i that scary xD xD#PLS THO GOOD THING I READ IT??#cause i was about ready to throw hands at the start xD#he's such a cutie pie tho <3 missing her giving hugs and kisses as soon as he enters <3 this baby i love him <3#not me turning the yearn up to 1000 at work xD#YOU'RE NOT GROSS???? thats sooooo valid fay plssssss#yes baby and that visual of him pullling of his tie???? pls im swooning and we havent even started yet T.T#the dimples and the spread legs FAY YOUREKILLINGME!!!! WAS HE WEARING THE GREY SWEATPANTS THAT GREH WEARS??? HE WAS WASNT HE?? IMDED#no i did NOT let out a v embarrassed whimper while reading this#SOFT DOM VIBES#fay be killing me i swear imma have a heart attck and its gonna be YOUR FAULT#using vpn at work again AND FOR WHAT#for aaron being downright delicious AND filthy is for what#definitely losing brain cells for this#clutching my pearls like#i am legit SQUIRMING AT WORK FAY#hes being so soft but also so MEAN FAY HOW DID YOU WRITE THIS CAUSE IM LOSING MY MIND#brb gonna pass out real quick#this is everything i wanted and more <3#the condescension??? PLS IM SUCH ***** FOR THIS MAN ***** ****#then he was so sweet and caring <3#and then you hit me with that at the end??? HOW DARE-#you know what - i cant even process words rn#fay ur a genius i forgive you write all the angst you want .. cause imma just astral project myself into this and never leave kthanksbye#newsflash fay's trying to kill me guys#again#and i love her for it#raven has a crisis
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dissecting the emmrich romance argument scene (all routes)
dissecting the graveyard scene dissecting the alternate romance path emmrich x rook cinematic
Emmrich Romance - Argument Scene (Lich Path)
i love and hate this scene so let's get into it -
keep in mind that even though emmrich is now a lich, his fear of death is still very much alive. emmrich immediately expresses his feelings to rook stating that he hopes that they can stay back abit in the battle. for fear that they will be hurt, or killed.
the second 'No' escapes Rook's lips, Emmrich bows his head with sadness. He wishes that she would heed his words because he is afraid to lose her.
Rook's response infers that she is offended by the request to have her 'stay back aways' during the battle, keeping in mind that this battle is rook's and she has been fighting it this whole time. yet, rook still shows that she cares for emmrich, by asking what brought this on.
emmrich states that he can see the life course through us, but is aware that he will lose us to time. in this one sentence emmrich is telling us that he is afraid of rook dying, he is deathly afraid to lose rook, and thats not even overselling it. Emmrich is afraid he will miss Rook forever and will never get over it.
which quite frankly, he wouldn't.
Divergence - Option 1
Rook responds with 'Oh, Emmrich' - Rook is calm and considerate in this response, knowing his fears are real to him.
even as I am (a lich) the mind (rationality) is a victim of the heart (love for rook, fear of them dying). even as emmrich is a lich, his fear of death is rampart, now mostly transferred to rook. emmrich is calm when spaeaking, but fear can be heard in his voice.
im no fan of this line, but it's what im working with so - it feels, double barrelled. on one hand telling emmrich he is not great at keeping stuff in because he is emotional and has panic attacks, and in the same sentence telling the big softy to not mourn the love of his life forever.
this line is delivered with some condescension, and honestly, valid, as the previous line feels on par with Divergence Path 2, invalidating emmrichs fears/feeling for rook. in saying that, emmrich is trying to plead with rook to be careful.
valid all around - rook wake up and smell that the man loves you immensely please
he can, and will be, because he is in love with you
facts - once again, hello darkness my old friend, its fear of death calling
ouch ouch ouch ouch ouch ouch ouch
Divergence - Option 2
You ever been mid panic attack and someone cracks a joke? that is exactly emmrichs response and mindset going forward. now watch the anxiety and panic escalate
rook once again, missing the beat, emmrich escalates by reiterating that he is afraid to mourn rook forever. his voice is shaking. this man is breaking his own heart by imaging the death of his beloved. reiterating my point in earlier posts that emmrich, whilst experiencing relationships and love before, hasnt experienced rook and the connection they share. im reiterating my soulmate trope here - and as we continue
i cant defend rook on this point anymore, 3 strikes ur out
defeat slicks off of emmrichs voice as he speaks this line, inferring 'does rook not love me?' 'does she not feel this'
bottom line is rook is in love with emmrich, just as much as he is with her. rook is however pre-occupied with survivng and getting through the battle, whereas emmrich in this moment in knuckled down in black and white thinking - which has been unfortunately backed up by rooks lil jokes. his anger is valid, just as -
Rooks concern with no realsing that Emmrich is having a menty b, is also valid.
both have their defensives up now. rook for upsetting emmrich, and initially being upset at the notion of 'stay back aways in battle' and emmrich for being scared out of his skull that rook will not exist anymore and he has to spend enternity mourning her, also feeling rejected.
Divergence - Option 3
oh jesus -
on god im trying to be non-biased for this but cmon. the man has a gutteral fear of death, he became a lich he was so scared, you were there rook.
valid king
possible, but rook, sweetie, you're being invalidating.
I was gonna make a comment but then -
insert office stare meme
so here - emmrich is clearly tired of trying to explain himself to rook, and rook backfires with just wanting emmrich to be happy, and calling him an idiot. imo, this route is a straight up argument, whilst both path 1 and 2 have some depth to it. I believe it was done this was because when you choose the mortal path for emmrich, it focuses around supporting emmrich to be happy 'in the now', whereas in the lich path, there is no now for emmrich, it is forever, it will always be forever. I believe this path is to show the frustration between rook and emmrich, one being mortal and immortal, whereas the other two paths have a focus of acceptance. whilst not there yet, its apparent.
All routes lead to -
rook has now said something to akin of a personal insult to emmrich, which then leads rook to 'snapping out of it' as their face changes to disbelief 'oh my did I just say that' aka regret, with Emmrich bowing his head and saying "Rook, I..." in response. Rook states that they should pack as they have to leave soon.
if biowares goal was to have me fear for mine and emmrichs life in the upcoming mission, they succeeded.
All routes leave emmrich feeling scared and confused as he looks to the gorund, holding his hands together -
and rook mumbling under their breath, with confusing and 'ugh, i just wanna shake him and kiss him energy' - rook recognises that emmrich is afraid, and their faults in the conversation.
all in all, this is a touch scene, because it is evident how scared they both are and just want the other to survive so they can be safely back home together. the lich version is more centered around death and mourning as they have alreayd broached the l word, where in the mortal version, you can essentially call emmrich a coward. a very heart breaking scene, which adds numerous layers of depth to emmrich and rook as characters who have flaws but are still loved.
imo, i stand tall that emmrich and rook are in love with eachother and it becomes more evident in the next scene. they have this soulmate type of love, the kind where you would hang off the side of a cliff, hanging on by the strength of your index finger if it meant you could save them. the type of love where one look speaks a thousand words. the type of love that a lich lord would go rogue trying to bring their dead love back.
to add on to the soulmate lover trope this snippet from the Flame Eternal short story feat. Emmrich & Johanna where they are burying a deceased lover with another.
"Johanna snorted. “All that fury, ending in another grave.” “Oh, I don’t know.” Emmrich ran a hand along the coffin’s snowy marble. “It would be rather fine to possess such an enduring affection. Besides, you did see this through.”
Emmrich YEARNS for love. YEARNS. He has yearned for the type of love him and Rook have for over 20 years, at least. THE MAN IS RUNNING HIS FINGER ALONG A COFFIN AND ROMANTICING IT. Romanticising possibly, loving someone so much that he is buried with them (quote flashback to Hezenkoss in the final boss battle of "Ill make sure to bury you and your new lover together", now has more depth) or loving someone so much that love would be eternal together, that type of love where you want to be buried together. for over 20 years he has yearned for this love, and he has found it in the middle of the end of the world. please note that emmrich has a fear of abandonement as well like, huge. oh and add in the comment made by Harding in game about Rook and Emmrich moving too fast, please there is only one trope that goes from 0-100 real fucking fast.
considering dragon age veilguard is centered around the theme of regret, it is no suprise that saying things you regret have showed up in this game, particularly before the eve of battle and impending doom.
ill have the romance scene dissection soon for you hungry necromancer lovers - ill likely do the mortal versions as well
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