hcuyk

[hcuyk]

Hello there 👀

minnie my everything <3 how have you been these past few months?

[hcuyk]

VAE HOLY SHIT I MISS YOUUUU </33

MONI MONI MONI I MISS YOU MORE UR BLOG IS STUNNING BTW 🫶🫶🫶🫶

[hcuyk]

hi!

will you be writing again?🥺

hi lovely!!! im so shocked abt where and how yall showed up so quick on my page 😭😭

as for your question, logically and realistically, probably not because i'm a college student with 38738363 things going on on top of 8373837 other hobbies (i'm also at work rn...did Not think id get any asks from anyone 😭) BUT. i will admit these past few days i thought about returning :(

like i'd love nothing more than to continue inferno, but i also would maybe want to try an smau again or develop a dystopian world for tbz (like ive been DREAMING of this concept these past few days)

like i'd want to write a story based off of maverick/trigger or write tbz into the solo leveling universe like i always wanted, or into a fantasy world with dragons for the corrupted fantasies collab, or a mix of those ideas together...i've been thinking sm 😭😭😭 the writer in me desperately wants to return, but i can't make any promises unfortunately :( i've also been too immersed with the recent 1.4 wuwa update AND 1.6 for sdv 🙏🙏

tdlr; realistically no, but otherwise yes yes and yes bc i miss writing sm

[hcuyk]

OMG VAEEE WELCOME BACK 🥹🫶🫂

GIRL DON'T GREET ME ILL CRY IMYSM 😭😭😭😭 how have you been :((( i want to come back but it's also such a commitment i'm scared 🥲

[hcuyk]

hyunjae having changmin and changmin having hyunjae in the buzzfeed interview where they get to answer a quiz which tbz member they were reminded me so much of kidult i almost cried 😭😭

oh my godnSTOP i havent seen it yet!! but that sounds so cute im gonna cry wtf like literally soulmates

[hcuyk]

love you 🤍

love you more 🫶🥺

[hcuyk]

MY FAV HAS AN SMAU 🗣🗣🗣

DOGS & EXES — J. CHANGMIN

CHAPTER 1 ! # ... u decided to live in with ur ex didn't u !?

૮ - ﻌ • ა SYNOPSIS ! exes co-parenting a dog?! you see yourself facepalming when you see your ex's text, asking if you could see the dog you adopted together, ghana, because he keeps waiting for you by the door of the apartment you once shared. the next thing you knew, you were walking to the park you agreed to meet up.

CHARACS ! ex! ji changmin x fem! reader; ghana; tbz' sunwoo & haknyeon, xg's jurin & hinata

WARNINGS ! some jokes may be offensive (using 'lord' in the whole series), cursing, if i missed something tell me!

# ... m.list | profiles | chap 1

taglist: @molensworld

[hcuyk]

oh and i miss eric and the 2am thought

[2:22AM]

You remember the last time you saw Eric. It was two in the morning, and he stood by your doorframe. His arms were crossed over his chest, tears pooling in his eyes as he verbally fought with you as you sat on your bed. Tears streamed down both of your faces that night, and his breaking point was when you threw a pillow at him. Suddenly all screams stopped, and the air was filled with heavy breathing. He looked at you with downturned eyes and dropped his arms. With the shake of his head, he wiped his tears away and left, slamming the door shut behind him.

You cried yourself to sleep that night. And the night after that. The routine continues for weeks without end, and you’re starting to forget his smile. It doesn’t matter much as you learn to live without him, but it leaves an empty hole in your heart. You can go an entire day without thinking about him, but at night without him by your side, all you can do is cry.

Being too scared about it being too late, you don’t message him. You don’t even pick up your phone because your lock screen is him. Everything is him, which is only fair because he means everything to you.

Another night means another round of tears, of grabbing the sheets next to you thinking that it isn’t empty and that Eric is still there. You hate how you haven’t moved on, and you hate how it’s the same every time. You can’t recall the last time you’ve woken up without a soaked pillow beneath you.

It passes midnight, and you fail to remember it’s your birthday, so when you see Eric’s name on your phone, being the entire cause of why your device is ringing, you’re confused yet desperate. You wipe away your tears, sit up, and calm yourself down before accepting the call, and when you try pushing out something to say, nothing leaves your lips. And it’s silent.

He doesn’t say anything, and neither do you.

So you cry. You drop your phone into your lap and let your cries be audible, burying your face in your hands. All you can hear is shuffling, a few sniffles, and uneven breathing, but it’s all you’ve been wanting to hear for the past few weeks considering he hasn’t been by your side. The familiar feeling of him just being there is enough to have you breaking down. He doesn’t even utter a single word.

But he doesn’t hang up.

It all feels suffocating to know that he’s there, that he’s listening to you and you’re listening to him, and you’re choking on tears.

“I didn’t want to miss your birthday,” says a cracked whisper. You hunch over your phone, allowing your tears to fall into your lap and onto your phone screen. You can’t care any less about the mess you’re creating, but all you want is something to hold, something to hug, something to bury your face into and cry until you couldn’t no more.

You sob.

“Happy birthday,” he says.

And before you can tell him how much you miss him and how much you want him to come back, he hangs up.

[hcuyk]

Master doc that contains different resources and support for many countries including Palestine, Congo, Haiti, Hawai’i, etc ((op is underneath the link))

[hcuyk]

GOSH FINALLY I CAN TALK ABOUT GG WITH SOMEONE SJSJSJSJS (my friends who started the show never completed it 😭) in my opinion Rory is just plain toxic. Like okay I get it, you grew up in an environment where everyone loved you blah blah but woman that does not give you the right to cheat on someone. Not only that I genuinely wanted to slap some sense into her when dean and her slept with each other while he was married. Not only did Rory lose her virginity to her ex but also to her MARRIED EX AND SHE HAD THE AUDACITY TO CALL HIM “My Dean” like nooooo 😭. Felt happy knowing lorelai was not supporting her stupid decision and called her out by saying that she was the other woman

THANK YOU tbh this is a well known fact like. everhone can fight abr who their fav bf is but we can all agree rory was the problem

BUT YES EXACTLY LIKE SHE WAS JUSTTTTTT AT FAULT AND DESERVED ALL THE SAME and shes cheated SO MANY TIMES AND DID NOT LEARN. she treated all her bfs, arguably dean the worst, and yet pulled up with the 'i hope one day you dont hate me bs' FUCK OFFFFFFFFFFFF OH MY GOD IM SICK like ofc i love her but the writers really ruined her

[hcuyk]

hi ! i just read ‘stupid love story’ and i LOVED it, your writing's so so pretty ! hope you're having a good day.

sorry that fic deserves to be 6 feet under IT ACTUALLY REALLY IS I BURIED IT LIKE 387373 MONRHS AGO SO TO KNOW U DUG IT UP AND LOVED???? IT??? WTF :(( LIKE NO IM IN LOVE WIRH YOU R U CRAZY 😭😭😭😭😭 i hope youre having the best day tysm for sending this wtf like :( i really did forget abt that fic so im glad my smaller fics get recognized :(

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reminder that donating just a few $ to gofundme campaigns actually helps, you don't have to donate huge amounts if you don't have the funds, every little bit is useful. give $10, $5, even $1. it all adds up. don't scroll past because you think you can't help. help in your own capacity. donate a dollar. share and speak up.

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Were you just having a rant session about Gilmore girls without me 😔😭

SANA ILY STOP ONG I DIDNT THIBK ANYONE WOULD ACTUALLY SEE IT OR CARE SINCE GG IS SO RANDOM ON MY BLOG 😭😭😭😭

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GOD AND ADDING ON, DOES ANYONE REMEMBER HOW JESS AND RORY WERE ALL OVER EACH OTHER AT THE FUCKING DANCE LIKE DEAN HAD EVERYYYYY RIGHT TO PUBLICALLY BREAK UP WITH HER BECAUSE SHE WAS SCREAMING AT JESS ACROSS THE HALL oh they make me SICK dean they could never make me hate you i swear

[hcuyk]

im a dean girlie and the description is EXACTLY how my last relationship ended.

i love that you can learn so much about a person's issues by asking them which of rory gilmore's cringefail boyfriends is their favorite.

[hcuyk]

its the way i never think abt juyeon but i either write or edit for him and now im crushing and wanting him to be my everything what the fucl

[hcuyk]

like wdym im friends w the famous stealanity and drunkdrazed and sungbeam HELLO???? OR OLD TBZ WRITERS LIKE. YALL?? KNOW OF ME???? we never talk but we're moots and THEYRE LIKE CELEBRITIES TONMEMEMEMMEME

me @ my mutuals