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Love making silly little notes about my fic plot point ideas. Hate actually having to write it and flesh them out
#so far im at almost 2k words of notes and. um. 100 words of actual fic#its not going well lads#i used to be able to bang out a chapter in 2 days :( it wasnt very good but still
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we have had two (count em, 2) spirals in the same number of evenings. we have reached the darkness of winter
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The Pantheon of Discord | Doctor Who, The Legend of Ruby Sunday
#Ragnarok and Zelin/Rakaya specifically are ideas I've seen others point out! and imo they fit really well!#Zelin/Rakaya are supposedly(?) lovers but in the actual episode I don't think its ever clarified. So we stay silly. Could be weird siblings#but ah lads it is *checks clock* 8.30am. So I am going to bed. But i shall leave ya'll with this#dw spoilers#the pantheon of discord#doctor who#dw#The toymaker#the maestro#the trickster#sarah jane adventures#the gods of ragnarok#the mara#sutekh#the legend of ruby sunday#rtd2.0#season 14#series 14#gif#gif set#gif making#dw gif#doctor who gif#dw lore#dr who#rakaya#doctor who spoilers#zellin#classic who#dw speculation
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the town bisexuals are at your door it is time for you to pick a bride
#ngl lads i am not happy with this one lmfao#been going thru it so just a doodle#anyway so these are just design ideas#penny is this mousey little woman i see as actually kinda tallish but the kind of tall person who does everything to not appear so#maru is just hot tbh she my engineer wife#really tried something with her face and hope it doesnt look horrible#leah is tall as well and you know shes ripped under that shirt#she'll carry you over the threshold and paint your ceiling like the sistine chapel and dedicate it to you#i am not happyy with how haley came ouuttt she deserves better#like i couldve drawn her beautiful hair good but instead i just didnt. whatver#emily still the love of my life its been established#i cant see abigail as a romantic option ngl i perceive her as an impish quasi teenager who likes getting in trouble#i would be her parent figure and give her life advice and bring her to the mines to fight monsters together#anyway peace#sdv#stardew valley#abigail sdv#emily sdv#haley sdv#leah sdv#maru sdv#penny sdv#stardew valley bachelorettes#art by op
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red lion wizard !
#pokemon#swsh#champion leon#wizard leon! one of em!#chose to color this one foolhardy style lmao. well it is done. I did Minimum cleaning up#this set is. well Im gonna draw the design sketch like with the toy doctor#but yeah the Other name for this one is 'wizard of performance'#which. uh. yeah there u go#Im actually flipfloppin between thinking this looks fine and feeling like I fucked up big time.... idk why. probably bc I put a h#uge splash of almond flavoring into this tea instead of like. two drops. like I wanted to#its literally like drinking perfume. why is vanilla fine when you add more than a few drops in but almond extract poisons you in real time#like why does a food flavoring smell exactly like something you Shouldn't eat. why is it made like that#well. I will sleep now. and maybe I'll dream. and then I'll know#have a good night lads! we are not immune to propaganda.
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"oh wow! what a nice community of shared interest! i sure hope i can form good, solid friendships with my mutuals/other people and interact regularly, and form a true friendship that will last even when we begin to enter different fandoms. oh, joyous ! ☺️"
<- doesnt interact with anyone out of some sort of fear, the most silent mutual on earth, waits for people to talk first (npc behavior), takes 500 years to respond to a single ask, kind of afraid to share my own ideas, has some of the most stunted/stilted/stiff conversation skills on the planet, doesnt want to intrude on anyone/make someone feel obligated to talk to me because oh my god thats horrible, and when someone DOES actually talk to me in messages on their own will i take like 2000 years to respond to a single message out of fear or general exhaustion
#salmon jibberish#shut up worm#<- general tag for when im being ANNOYING annoying#like#bad annoying#can you guys tell i definitely had friendships when i was yoinger that didnt constantly exclude me and didnt go down in flames?#can you tell i was socialized really well as a wee lad#and have absolutely nothing wrong with how i navigate the world#RHRGALFWNFBHGRRRRRRR#punching the air#ok im normal again.#anyway. how are yall.#goodnight chat#im working later and its like almost 1am 🙏🙏🙏#i forgot all you guys are active in the wee hours of the night dont look at me#/silly
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pohatus very important observations on who is available for body heat sharing via snuggling, cuddling et al
Lewa: yes, serial snuggler
Gali: yes, appreaciates it
Onua: yes, great hugs
Tahu: yes but you have to goad him into it, es. "will you man up and cuddle w me". the warmth is worth the annoyance
Kopaka: the flesh would be willing but the soul is so complicated about it. lay down back to back with him and pretend to sleep to make him slowly turn around and snuggle. WILL wake up early to destroy the evidence. the chill is worth the annoyance
Turaga Metru: only yield to 2-second-long cuddles if exhausted. if you pile all six on one another they will automatically snuggle together though
Toa Hagah: only with each other and still very professionally
Turaga Dume: no (the warmth is NOT worth it)
Takanuva: yes, serial snuggler no. 2
Jaller: yes but you have to sort of casually brute force him into it. will fall asleep five seconds into snuggle
Hahli: yes but a bit shy
Hewkii: yes, loves a hearty cuddle
Kongu: no (very formal)
Nuparu: no (very awkward)
Matoro: the soul appreciates the thought but the flesh needs space. if you tell him youre available for snuggles he will keep it in mind and come to you when hes in need. very pleasant chill
Hafu: yes, especially if youre warm
Tamaru: yes, curls up nicely on your chest
Taipu: yes, splays himself like a corpse
Macku: yes but prefers Hewkii. fair
Kapura: yes. hes a perfectly still hot water bottle. delightful.
Kopeke: no (leave him be)
Krahka: yes, surprisingly
Pewku: yes and its good for your mental health
Jaller's crab: no (rocket launcher)
#bionicle#why pohatu specifically is taking these notes? well its bc hes my fav and snuggle good#but also stone retains temperature pretty well and i can see him seeking physical affection to also adapt better to the environment#so for example too hot? hug tahu for a while. now temperature feels just right. too cold? hug kopaka for a while. etc etc#i do have a fic concept where the lads need a big place to sleep but theres only 5 beds and tahu n pohatu go WERE SHARING#and they get 32 blankets and coop up together and essentially sleep in some kinda fabric oven bc comforble :)#probably will not write it but now at least you can have it
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hiiiiiii (^o^)
rosy pt 3 will be posted SOON‼️ maybe tomorrow or thurs/fri idk. definitely by the end of this week. keep ur eyes peeled. (^ー^)
#i wasnt able to finish pt 4 yet but oh wells.#literally every time i try to finish it i write like one sentence and then close the doc. i cant#but slow progress is progress?? one sentence per day lads LMAO#anyway ya#pls dont have any expectations. pls. pls. pls. if theres a single expectation ill probably asphyxiate and die#jk ofc#but#yeah#ITS NOT GOODM. OKAY. GO INTO IT THINKIKG ITS NOT GOOD#ive sat on it for momths bc its not good#ok? thank u#aynway since i love giving life updates in buried tags my last midterm is tmrw. everyone cheered#and#omg yall the exam i said i bombed i SOMEHOW?? got like a 70. WHATTTT?!?#like thats not amazing but i was literally expecting a sub 50 or smth this is a miracle#anhway#im so happay. i wanted to share. yipee#i have hope for passing this class. graduation is in reach#life is not a disaster#ok yeah i'm planning on doing a final proofread of pt 3 tmr after my exam. im not *too* worried for yhis one but that might be my hubris#its math. blehg#OK GOODNIGHT#.txt
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you go into classic who to figure out which doctor's era is making people go insane, only to discover its all of them and you will be going insane about them too, every single one, in order. mostly
#doctor who#classic doctor who#classic who#60s who#60s who its about youuuu#then you really appriciate the eco systems on tumblr for each era#also iwill never leave the going insane over the first doctor era eco system i love it here#the second doctor mad lads are sooo here and love for jamie too. ya'll have so much to say about this little hobo and you are right#the third doctor unit family gang. love ya'll#the fourth doctor era peeps who live for gallifrey audios and loveee harry suliven#the 5th doc's lovers who made me see his astma and are also mostly obsessed with turlough#the six doctor peeps who loveeee him and peri and post new fanfics almost every single day. and his audio lovers too my god#seven era peeps who just. are so well versed in littiraly everything#ya'll know so much its insane#that love ace and have a lottt of opnions about the master plan. and love Hex. and just. understanhd the doctor so well#and of course#also me#eighth doctor labotomy lovers who do go insane over scherzo annuliy and love traumotizing people over the hand holding emoji#and of course the rest of the audio lovers and comic era knowlageable peeps and yeah#and of course those who are every or at least more then one of these#the backbone of this fandom
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Absolutely the funniest thing about my current corner of tumblr is that pretty much everyone I've recently followed for Apollo-Appreciating Purposes are either genuinely Hellenist or just rather very into Rick Riordan's Trials of Apollo series which is wild because I know a net zero about both of those things.
#I've never been interested in Riordan's work and the Percy Jackson books I did read as a young lad didn't change my mind on that topic#Growing up I preferred a very one or the other method for my greek adaptational content#which essentially means either you're a play or an adaptation of a legit story or myth with recogniseable figures and plotpoints#or you're an original story with mythical elements but the myths and the adaptations and interpretations of those myths is secondary#Percy Jackson did both and it was very disorienting for me because the books were well grounded enough that when I came into contact#with some element I didn't recognise or couldn't remember I myself would get confused and go “Is that true? like really?? :0c”#Then I ran a library book club and Percy Jackson books were p much all the kids wanted to read#but they rejected all of my supplementary greek myth exercises and got a lot of stuff mixed around#because percy jackson does a rather good job of making a convincing argument that it knows its stuff and people will quicker cite that#than do readings of the much more difficult older texts and translations of text#It's not Percy Jackson's fault it's just a bad experience that stuck with me and by extension leaked over into Trials of Apollo when that#was released#Trials of Apollo was crazy because I generally make it my business to consume any and all greek myth interpretational media that bothers#to include Apollo (there is a shockingly low amount of things that do that)#however a LOT of novels especially never let Apollo retain the dignity of a god in their portrayals of him#and have him resemble a teenager more than anything even remotely close to an adult#I had just gotten finished reading a novel adaptation of the story of Coronis and Apollo with this same issue#so when I opened the first volume of ToA and saw that Apollo simply genuinely WAS a teenager#Frankly I just closed the book and put it back on the bookstore shelf and very calmly walked away LMFAO#I have nothing to say about Hellenists and neo hellenists y'all seem like wonderful people and I hope#you have a lovely time with your e-offerings and worship#unless you are my single personal friend with Apollo as your patron#then I wish you 1000 woes and 10000 divine brain blasts#toa#pjo#ginger rambles
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(in regards to this post)
i think you're right on the money. off the bat, i'd count budapest as metropole - it's a large city, culturally reknowned, part of the austro-hungarian empire - however, from the viewpoint of the novel i'm not so sure. it seems like budapest (and really perhaps moreso klausenburg/cluj-napoca) are depicted as sort of....last outposts of civilisation, before things get Too 'Wild'. a sort of liminal place, if you will. which is obviously crap and we all know it, but bram stoker was playing off preexisting xenophobia, and to the western mind at the time, this may all have felt quite real.
but yes! despite this, stoker is curiously inconsistent in how he depicts the east and west. the first thing that strikes me is one of the very first entries of jonathan's journal:
Some of them were just like the peasants at home or those I saw coming through France and Germany, with short jackets and round hats and home-made trousers; but others were very picturesque.
it's interesting how he compares the rural working class of england ('peasants') and other western european countries with that of transylvania. despite the kinda gawking travelogue he writes here, there's an acknowledgement that this kind of rustic existence is a commonality across east and west. (only difference is how he notes the transylvanians have better drip. which is fair.) i think there's a very real want, by the english, to appear 'different' from those on the continent, particularly in eastern europe - the reality is, however, that this superiority is largely contrived, and jonathan himself notes the lack of difference between the rural poor at home and in transylvania.
then we have the largely slavic crew of the demeter, ill-armed against the Thing from the wilderness they're unknowingly carrying. in their depiction in the book and how their story is recieved by the english at whitby, they're just another example of sincere human civilisation at the mercy of dracula's inhumanity.
there's a strong divide between how the local transylvanians are depicted - as rustic, but kindly, and accomodating - perhaps not the metropole itself, but the last vestiges of it - in comparison to the roma characters, representative of 'wilderness', whose individuality is glossed over for the sake of a united front of nondescript hostile lackeys described as 'godless' and happy to serve the local undead warlord. this entirely goes against actual roma belief, which i believe was pointed out by roma readers in the 2022 run.
i honestly do think that while east versus west is a understandably oft examined angle, there's far more nuance to it than that, and i feel the metropole versus wilderness model leaves more room for those nuances. a footnote: it's also interesting to note that jonathan comes from exeter, itself a cultural centre yet still provincial, far from the vast metropole of london. it sits in devon, a very rural county full of its own obscure folklore and traditions, and (somewhat cruelly) stereotyped as backward and provincial to this very day. in this story of empire vs uncharted wilderness, it feels natural that he'd be from london, like every other english protagonist, but he's not. which is a curious choice.
#and here we are lads. back onto the thing i hate most (english exceptionalism). well. stoker was irish but still. you know#i dont live tooo far away from our friend jonathan (trying so hard not to dox myself but i wanna dox myself so bad)#long post#dracula#if i'm inaccurate in any of this please let me know. anyway its half 1 in the morning i would go further with this if it wasnt in fact 1:30#racism cw
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you’re not repressing your emotions, you’re just a little silly! and the thought of getting out of bed makes you want to cry but that’s unrelated!
#still firmly in struggle town lads#but now im also having a pain flare on top of the exhaustion#my ribs and back are Fucked#and genuinely the idea of getting up to pee or get something to eat is stretching me thin#just a couple seconds of standing hurts and the fatigue is so bad#and i hate! that theres a little voice in my ear! going well if you dont get up and dont eat youll lose weight! so at least theres one plus!#like fuck me if that isnt disordered as hell#but its fine#its fine#itll be fine#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#spoonie#pots#postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome#chronic illness
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if the craigslist person doesnt match the vibe ogf this fucking ridiculous show the next ep will be first of all extremely awkward, second of all extremely fucking funny and last but not least it will make us want to die💥😊
#posting this after ive been to my exam so future me howd we do#im feeling pretty confident#expecting like..#a good grade. a rly good grade#its like biochem or whatever idk its cool#bet u guys wetent expecting all this personal life drama. when u saw this post but too fucking bad#im waiting to get my grade rn i think it webt.. ok#LETS GO LADS U GOT AN A#OR WHATEVER.. THATS BOT HOW WE GRADE HERE BUT IT EITHER MEANS A OR A+ OR WHATEVERR#anyways.. better go text my family then!!#dndads#dungeons and daddies#anyway yeah craigslist person better be funny BECAUSE IF THEY ARE YOU KNOW DAMN WELL THIS FANDOM WILL NEVER FORGET ABOUT THEM#the only thing that could make my day better?#oakworthy becoming canon.#PLLEEEEASSDEEEE
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Stop writing so I won't be tired for my first day back to classes tomorrow -> stay awake thinking about the fic unable to write it and unable to sleep
#ace writes sometimes#writing thoughts#IL#pray for me lads#i have a 9am lecture tomorrow and i want to be well rested but im turning that fic over in my head like its stuck on a roundabout#you guys havent even seen intrinsically linked but i love her#this is the first decent chunk of writing ive done in a minute i dont want to sleep and break that progress but alas#edit: i stayed awake until after half 5 thinking about the fic#i read an entire fic to distract me and still couldnt go to sleep or stop thinking about it after that#and then my alarm went off at 7 and ive never been so mad at getting what i want i want motivation to write so bad and now its haunting me
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glorioso from last years twitterin
#pokemon#swsh#champion gloria#professor hop#drift compatible#<- their common tag wahoo#sometimes (all the time) I think abt how much I love gloria and wanna finally write that 4-part thing for her#hop shoooouuuldve been a moderating presence or whatever but the thing is. he just thinks she's genuinely cool#so every time anyone questions anything she does to him he's like why? it rocks#gloria's the same with hop tho like if hop tells her anything she just takes it as fact. its dangerous but so far its worked out#so ultimately they actually make each other Worse(tm) and thats awesome to me. I love them#I love them so fucking much everyones like dang that champion's taciturn how come she's best friend and rival with that#super nice professor. even tho it takes being next to them literally three seconds to realize they just think the other is the coolest#man. these were drawn like right before I caught the A virus last year iirc. inked that first thing while having a fever#how was november and december last year Like That... what made it be like that. what da hells....#oh well theres this. I gotta go back to business now#have a good night lads. we begin at the beginning and where we begin is the beginning etc
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My dream gave me a mission and that's to find a manwha or manga with a muscular woman character. For some reason... Ever since I started playing Slay the Princess, my dreams became a MESS, it's like I'm dimension hopping all over the place, one moment I'm in a certain scenario and the next I'm in a different one. And it feels like I am living in an alternate reality again.
This time, the one scenario I can clearly remember is me being in school, and my teacher was handing out books. Then we got to talking bout our one classmate that's still absent cuz he got hospitalized for forcing himself to dance something he didn't like (cuz it was needed for a school project).
And then, a guy from the class next door came over to me and started asking me about that muscular woman character I was drawing. Which is, by the way, something that happened in one of the dream scenarios I had YESTERDAY. So that's crazy how it's kiiinda like a continuation of that. There even was a flashback moment for it too where dream me tried to remember what the guy was talking about.
She was flustered and was like: "What? I uhh... I don't know! I forgot her name! Why are you asking about that now it's been awhile since I last read the webcomic ahahahahaha! I'll uhh... I'll tell you her name tomorrow! I'll go check!"
And then the guy left and a classmate of mine went to ask bout it and she was like: "What was that about???" So then I went to sit close to her and started explaining while holding back laughter: "Actually... I wasn't drawing woman during then... I was drawing a guy but then a teacher was passing by so I was like Oh Shit! And just put a pair of circles on the character's chest!"
We both ended up laughing and she was holding my hand during then and so I woke up with a mission and the phantom feeling as if someone was indeed, holding my hands.
#aria rants#more of curiosity sake than to help the dream person cuz now im also curious if i know any manwha with a muscular woman#like for manga its easy. theres dunmeshi with namari but for manwha? i dont know... i only ever read OI mostly so thatd be fun to search for#also like-- for dream me logic in changing my drawing from a man to a woman was that apparently-- in her head-- if im caught drawing a guy#then the other person might be like: ooooohh you liiiike that kind of guy~~~? and she didnt wanna deal with that so might as well#draw a woman cuz shes a woman too so its like: oh youre drawing! and be done with that discussion except she didnt expect someone#to start asking her Who the character was like-- thats not how its supposed to go! funky dreams this week lads...
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