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darkcreamz95 · 10 months ago

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You can tell someone's on her way to summon every baby boo from the Asian region about their potential Australia tour

#joker out #personal #LOOK AUSTRALIA RIGHT #its not close but not too far either #now it boils down to WHEN #my guess right now is september #i actually hope its not august but maybe thats doubtful because they themselves have festivals to perform at on that month

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electronicmail · 3 months ago

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Firefox-official vs electronicmail

Hydrogen bomb vs coughing baby

okay come up with a better idea then. firefox-official is gone asshole it’s electronicmail or nothing

#this one was hard to respond to because it elicited the usual anon rage in me #but i had to think about it anyway.#this blog has been around for less than a month and it is driving me fucking crazy #don’t you think i know?#dont you think it hurts enough already #i dont want this blog either i want my old blog back with all my stuff on it #i would like to stick around #because i loved posting #and i get that you’re just having fun #but i’m making an example of you #less than a month vs five years #‘household name’ firefox official #spent five years building that thing #and now it’s just this.#i keep forgetting #and then i’m here again #not home #i know you all feel bad enough for me already #but it’s so hard to be myself because the environment on here is SO different #we were HAPPY #WE WERE SO HAPPY #Umm… Or whatever.#guess i could go back to firefox unofficial #but that feels far too close to the sun. and i’m done with the wings i think.#i dont mean to be so serious #a total mood killer i know #i just dont know how to proceed exactly #because when i post like normal i cant help but feel sad #and when i post about being sad its just sort of obnoxious #i’m not really asking for pity i just want to explain where i am at

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skunkes · 1 year ago

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I feel like if talon was a neopet he'd be a kyrii..!!

i saw this ask cut off in my activity tab and was thinking "oh please say kyrii" as i opened it

yes!

darigan kyrii, but wit faerie elements (wings and antennae) ^_^

#too lazy to fix the glaring tangent #skunk mail #Anonymous #a doodley #blue is my favorite color but its so hard to work with. true blue is TOO boring and swinging too far green or red breaks the pattern really #easily #anyway yeah. i wanted to add bright yellow greens here as contrast to the blue purple but he doesnt have any green themes at all #closer to blue looked too muted. so went with the teal even though he's not a teal guy either. close enough to blue #original darigan kyrii colors are fitting. talon loves royal and navy blue but its easy to represent him with red #he has purple scheme regularly because of dis (in his usual hair and eyes)#so making the beast blue purple and keeping the eyes leaning toward red fits !#the big ears and the teeth and nose...kyrii just looks like the bat monster version i wanna make for him

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frobby · 3 months ago

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okay so ive been into jeweler richard for a while now, i watched half of the anime when it came out and found it unremarkable (now it fills me with rage) but i didnt start actually thinking about it until the manga came out and i actually read it. I stand by my reccomendation of the manga and in still looking forward to reading it when more volumes come out (volume 6 got delayed till next year). I knew OF things in the LN and they intrigued me but i wasnt really into light novels cuz i read on my phone but i didnt know how to get books(for free) on there. Untill i started reading orv that is(thanks dokja). Its really not that important for the story but recently ive been ravenously reading the jeweler richard LN (im on volume 5 now in the past like weekish)

And uhhhhh wow its so good. Like acutally good i totally get what people say about seigi now he is absolutely unreliable about......everyone around him. This is my reccomendation if you watched the anime and liked it or read them manga pleaseee read the light novels. It is the ideal JR experience

#Idk why orv and JR are so linked #Im thinking about u @ririban we're in this together #Sorry if this is out of line #I was reading some jr fanfics earlier and i was like 'woag thats my tumblr mutual' so cool #Im feeling a lot of things that ppl say about orv with jr tho too #With the manga its hard to get into seigi's head cuz he has to be simple to understand #We dont see his stream of conciousness and goddam it sure is a stream #If you thought his admiration of richard was excessive in either visual medium you have no idea #Its like every paragraph #Also theres a good balance of factual information and drama #I also like how u can tell whats actually happening vs how seigi tells it to us #So far my best example is when he passes out in london and he wakes up to richard taking care of him #Hes completely bogged down with information (and fever) and still thinking he and richard and that close #From richard's perspective anyway #He describes richard as calm and collected and uncaring(nicely) but its so clear richard is worried about him #Its really well worded #Also i get to read with hindsight of knowing volume 13 exists its a true treat #jeweler richard #housekishou richard #jr

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starfall-calamity · 11 months ago

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You so right mr jash I am losing my shit omg

Also also also Jash himself drew the hand on the cover!!!

#bro can draw hands better than me what tf #bro can music & draw he got both skills #asdgshsjs im still so so happy about this upload like oh my god #like i liked the og Push & Compelled by Hindsight & i rlly liked the new covers too #Mayday was still my favorite so far tho & I knew that if Don't Take it Personally were to happen it would be at least tied or close to it #but DUDE this version is so fucking good god #the verse/bridge change toward the end #and then the louder more screamy chorus at the end #ough #i am trying to be so normal at 4am #i cant wait until this is on Spotify im going to go insane #also as for my idea for the last song #i think its going to be a more recent original like Mayday #if anything it'll have refs & motifs to the other PHs & maybe his other stuff #no idea but hyped either way #moss rants #chonny jash

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itsalwaysdark · 4 months ago

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i like overthink everything now it makes me feel so dumb. i used 2 be able to just talk 2 ppl but nowadays every single thing im like Is that actually going to make them hate me. Yes probably. and then i just dont respond which makes ppl hate me. this is how it is

#ive been overthinking 1 light and casual mildly funny response to something but im worried itll come off as disrespectful and dismissive And #make me seem stupid and uncaring all at the same time. and also be seen as insulting. but like idt itd be insulting right like. im not #saying what it is so ig for all you guys know im like I mean if i say All your shit suck ball and i hateit kys. <- thats not the thing i was #going to say #like it doesnt matter now the window for response is closed now but i feel stupid bc i shouldve just said it it was light and casual. im so #bad at keeping convos gojng im convinced im not going to survive. In like a light and casual way like in a He will not make it through the #winter joke way. dw. im not going to do anything bc i had One failed interaction. if i was going to do anythjng itd be bc of the 8000000 #other failed interactions. But im not. anyways. it just makes me feel so useless 😭 like i want to respond i want to talk to ppl so bad but #i feel like i mess things up Irreparably every time i speak OR i take too LONG overthinking my response and then i just cant respond bc its #been too long and then its been 3 years and the only messages ive ever sent r my intro message and 1 message 2 years ago that nobody #responded to at all. or the conversation stopped immediately after. and like i used to be better at this i was lkke. talkative in a couple #muts servers like. i talked 2 ppl daily in those servers and i had fun and like. I was an important part of the group and i felt like it #but i just feel like such an outsider for Everything and its literally my fault bc i cant just like. Talk. The explosion. bc im always like #im gonna try im gonna do it this time im gonna get it back im going to finally be Good connor and im going to fix it all and make a Good #solid friend group and ill find HEALTHY LOVE and i wont selfsabotage and ill move out and have a job and ill balance it well and ill start #all my hobbies and ill have a great routine and be so loveable and on top of it and not stressed and content and happy and roll with the #punches and then theres a single hiccup and im like Well fuckinf whatever im going to be an unemployed hermit forever and im going to die b4 #im 25 anyways so Who cares and also im digging a little hole for myself. and its like. AUGHH ik i just have to persevere and overcome but #even saying that feels so stupid its not fucking hard its Talking to ppl. like. i literally if ive ever said a word to you i had to think #avt it and strategize how to respond right even for like. like. it makes it sound like its not genuine it is #like for example i want to say hey i love your art! but then i freak out and im like thats not normal thats like a rly generic comment they #hear that all the time theyll thjnk im being polite and my brains like hrmmm rewrite Your art changed my life. It shaped me. Ill never be #the same. Nad im like ok too far overcorrected go back and the sentence generator is like Your art has colors 💯 like. GOD. WHY IS IT SO #difficult. and then usually i either just dont say anythinf and feel awful abt it 4ever OR i send it on anon and then i spend like 15 #minutes ibsessively slightly tweaking the apelling and capitalization and punctuation to make sure it doesnt seem like its me just in case #it Is the worst possible thing to say but then i see the response and itll be like AWWW TYSM :] THIS MEANS A LOT or whathaveyou and i feel #stupid bc i couldve just Told them this to their face and it wouldve been a good positive interaction we had. but instead i had 2 hide and #tyoe entirely differently so they couldnt sniff me from my typing style. and it soesnt even feel like the thanks is actually 4 me bc i #tweaked the message sm. and it still makes me happy that the oersons hapoy but its like. that couldve been a nice mutual interaction #like not that i need a personal ty i compliment ppl when i Want to compliment ppl and when its genuine yk. i dont do it so i get mutualpoint

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upathosarts · 7 months ago

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stole the template from twt, figured i'd post it here too

#nothing for 2015 bc i wasnt really drawing then #2023 and 2024 were hard years to choose from bc out of my rendered stuff... not a lot of it feels like my usual style #i think the leyendecker redraw is close enough though. im not really sure #it was either that or the kuro on the frames #i keep doing new shit for revue that i dont know what my default is anymore 😭#i really wanted to put That One Jinx ™ for 2021 but its way too far from what my style was #my art

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seventh-district · 8 months ago

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not even gonna tag this properly bc i don't wanna get Involved but i do have some Thoughts i need to get out into the void so here we go

(aaa quick edit: CW for mention/discussion of Boothill leaks)

#today's gone Badly and i'm upset but instead of venting abt it i'm gonna channel that energy into doing a bit of tag rambling abt Boothill #well. less abt Him and more abt uh. self-analyzing my anxiety surrounding contributing to fandoms. he's just today's catalyst #like. i know it's mostly a me thing. i'm hypersensitive to criticism and very conflict avoidant + socially anxious + perfectionistic etc.#so I'm the one that keeps myself from posting more stuff out of fear of being criticized or called-out for what i've made #bc inevitably Someone's gonna see it and think its OOC or a problematic take or they'll misread my intent. etc etc what have you #but like. that's inevitable. there's no way to communicate every single thing with all of the nuance required to avoid misunderstandings #and other times it's not a misunderstanding it's just a difference of opinions and that's Fine!! there's no accounting for personal taste #there's no accounting for several things actually. taste‚ bias‚ lore-knowledge‚ differing levels of chronic-online-ness‚ etc #so this isn't me complaining abt the state of fandom culture (although i do think. sometimes. ppl take shit a bit too seriously)#but anyways all of this is mostly just anxiety-fueled. it's not like i very often actually even receive negative feedback or anything #if anything ppl tend to tell me that i'm overthinking it and killing my own fun and worried that my stuff is more OOC than it is #which like. yeah. Yeah u right :) but that's just the way that i am! always losing the idgaf war i suppose #anyways what's Boothill got to do w this ur wondering. well. i've been thinking abt the quickly emerging concept that he's illiterate.#and it just. has me feeling a lot of ways. and watching ppl disagree over it has me feeling some Bad ways. bc it's def a loaded topic!#if you'll pardon the pun there. and i don't rlly have anything new to add other than that i'm conflicted abt it.#like yeah i saw the leaks days ago. of him mentioning 'not hitting the books' much as a child when we ask him why he sends voice messages #or voice Transcriptions ig. ykwim. and like. *braces for impact* ...i liked it? like. it doesn't feel right to call it endearing #i'm not trying to infantilize him. ok that's not the right word either but ugh. you know? what i mean?? who am i kidding even i don't know #it's not quite right to say that it feels like Representation either. but it's something close i guess #as a southern person myself who didn't receive a 'complete' education due to factors that weren't to do with my intelligence #the concept of seeing him as a capable force to be reckoned with and respected who also happens to have not received much formal education #i like that. i do. but there's so many issues w it at the same time. like. as i said‚ being southern myself has me Wary of the way Hoyo is-#writing him. as well as of the way that the fandom is taking the bits of his lore and running away w them. and i'm Very aware of how ppl-#will see a southern character and be All Too Eager to agree that they're lacking intelligence based on our Redneck™ stereotype #sigh. and before we even go too far with this. it's not even confirmed that hes completely illiterate. which is a valid criticism i've seen #there's Multiple reasons that could make him prefer voice to text. but regardless. i'm just worried that ppl will misconstrue my intentions #like. example: that edit i made the other day of him saying 'no thanks i can't read'. wasn't me playing into the stereotype of-#'haha dumb country boy can't read!' it was. in my eyes. something he'd say as a joke to make light of a potential insecurity #like. i think there's far more depth to Boothill's character if ppl could look past the surface. and i dont wanna contribute to the problem #but sometimes ppl Will have stereotypical traits and i wish the same could apply to characters as long as it's done Thoughtfully.

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omarwolaeth · 8 months ago

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Sometimes I think about how the natural energies might not have been as clean cutting as we're lead to believe, and how Yuuya and Yuzu might not be the only split-soul existences, entirely because of a blast radius that neither Ray nor Leo knew about if the En cards ever went off.

#marwospeaking #Imagine hiding under an overhang of rubble. finally safe from Z-Arc perceiving you as being there and a target for his wrath #and some other pro duellist with confidence bigger than the solar system activates four man-made eldritch abominations in the shape of card #to end the eldritch abomination that is 1 part human to 4 parts dragon. and it also ends you because you just happened to be within range #would you have the Ray issue of only being a spirit? or the Zarc problem of your pieces are at each other's throats because their monsters #said so? do you have either problem or neither - and if neither. do you still exist in those pieces or are they unable to recall anything..#..of you? would they ever be able to figure out why their faces are identical if they ever met?#or even if you were a result of this. how do you live knowing you weren't meant to exist all because your original form got caught in..#.. something that never should've involved in - the price was Ray and Zarc. and never them. but they ended up as part of the payment anyway #can you even claim anything of that? Leo Akaba would probably deny you that because it would free him of the responsibility that #his cards killed someone wholly innocent because they were too close to the cards. because then it frees him of a guilt he can't #cure by bringing 6 existences back that only ever existed in this new world. how would you feel if you were part of academia only..#.. to realise your death and creation can be squarely blamed on Leo Akaba for creating the murder weapon in its four pieces..#..and it was never meant to be used on you but it was anyway. without anyone realising it until it's far too late. 14 years too late #14 years and another instance of reality too late #whoops! ended up rambling. anyway this is Taking Up Space In My Brain #arc v

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girlvinland · 8 days ago

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I got a dress I may potentially wear for NYE that has these silver sequin pauldron things and gave me knight vibes lol. Haven’t fully decided bc it’s open back and I think it will be chilly, but it looks cool and maybe I could stand it? My nose chain came too and I kind of just want to have fun with getting dressed up. I am really excited to actually be doing something this year.

#by bug #haven’t really dressed up in a while either #I want to get M some flowers too if I can but so far I haven’t really found anyone doing her favorites #she talked about getting herself flowers a few months ago (before we started getting closer) and I was like #well that won’t do will it #I will continue my search #I’ve told her that if we kind of develop into more I still do want it to be taken extremely slowly right now but #if nothing else I just want to do something special for her bc lately she has been so open and I appreciate her very much #she’s just really supported my growth and takes time to learn about things I like and I try and do the same for her #its nice to have someone like that right now #esp irl where we can just sit and talk and be physically close. it is really healing to have that again

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miscellaneous--bones · 2 months ago

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anyone here remember naomi? its been a minute...

#im still debating the white face but i think i like it...#ughh. so many complicated stupid feelings abt her yk #like u stopped talking to someone you were so close to. and grew so far apart that u dont know how to approach eachother anymore #but there is still SO much love i hold for her yk #anyway my truesonas in there too hi its me hello #you dont see that very often anymore either lol #art #doodles #really tried to let myself scribble here. i got into all my art being commissions for a minute so i pushed myself to make it all #crazy polished and perfecty. which i think hurt my motivation for a while there #so im tryna get back into it #Naomi #meeee #self ship #shes been around for 4 yrs now and i still dont have a proper ship name for the two of us. kinda late now #maybe i could still think of something #my poor darling.. had to go through azathoth's awakening and come out the otherside alone #i love her so #looking back the 2nd page was edited after i saved it. and i forgot so i didnt save it after i made it look nicer #damn :/

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yuelun · 1 year ago

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/takes a little breath amidst a quiet dash. Starter call!

Though I have threads/asks to get to, I'm curious if one of these would catch anyone's attention. I know sending in sentence starters isn't always up everyone's alley and it's a little harder when it comes to interacting with a character who's canonically dead in present day, like mine. Although (I need to write up the details for the first iteration of it) I do have her resurrected in a present timeline (see tags). If you're interested in me either coming to you, or fishing up something with a bit of a red line, give this a like and I'll see what I can do! Trust me when I say, if we're mutuals, I'm interested in writing with you. See this as a little cheat to grab my attention if you want it!

#[ so i've simply been dying to get her in a modern setting /without/ changing the course of events. ]#[ so while i need to refine the details and the circumstances may differ down the line-- it won't affect interact with most of you-- ]#[ as i heavily tie guizhong to the moon/night due to too many references to it in her attire and symbolisms alike... ]#[ and also to the chasm and its origins-- that's a whole other hc. ]#[ i've decided the first iteration of resurrecting her to simply be based within the concept that the gods never quite die... ]#[ because the elements that they're tied to never do either. they're not 'personifications' by any means-- but they're a part of. ]#[ they can manifest into a corporeal form and in the same way; that form can be broken and destroyed. ]#[ and it weakens them immensely; a much more severe form of osial being 'restrained'/locked away for thousands of years. ]#[ i envision that they can't simply reform. but they could over-time. or at least when 'stars align' of sorts. ]#[ when their element is at its strongest and can gather elemental energy from /somewhere/. ]#[ so /after/ the events of the game thus far-- during moonchase; on the night when the moon is at its fullest... ]#[ and at its apex. it's shining less brightly than it normally is-- and it's because it's being used as a battery of sorts. ]#[ you know all of the dust above cuejiue slope? that cloud of dust moves towards the cliff by the harbor-- by that sole glaze lily. ]#[ and dust from across liyue and possibly even teyvat-- slowly gathers. it would look like a shadow from afar. ]#[ and it gathers and along with the energy that the moon supplies that night; when everything falls into place... ]#[ it allows her to regain her corporeal form as it existed prior. ]#[ this is after 'rex lapis' has stepped down and retreats from his position as archon of liyue. ]#[ she doesn't step in by any means whatsoever-- her re-manifestation is actually (in my verse) witnessed by him from afar. ]#[ and then witnesses it up close as she finally forms after a long time of this process. ]#[ she wouldn't go by 'guizhong' except by adepti who remember; but she might go by haagentus. at least initially. ]#[ /breathes. hi. hello. i'm sae and i'm a mess of an individual-- pls come here and don't leave me despite it. ]#[ ooc. ] wherever her spirit may be among the countless grains of sand and specks of dust between the harbor and the mountains…

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bbboar · 5 months ago

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#since im aromantic and very unlikely to have a partner #and also all my friends ive far away #my mum assumes ill be living with her my entire life #and idk man.....feels bad #each time she says something to that effect #i find it harder to bring up how i very much do not want that #for further context #a lot of my family members #only moved out when they were #either engaged or married or close to that #my aunt lived with my grandma well into her mid30s bcs she married late #so its not unprecedented #and with the cost of living going up too #idk how i could ever live independently #this shit has been contributing to my life crisis

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tkbrokkoli · 7 months ago

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i think a thing im v passionate abt is music. or rather, listening to music. i listen to it when i work, when i drive, when i clean, when i walk. i spend several hours every day listening to music. once during a trip i didn't have the time to listen to music for several days and when i finally turned on some music it felt like the world was suddenly filled w more color and life. i once was so overwhelmed w awe and beauty listening to a song for the first time that it caused me to have a panic attack. in, like, a good way, like, wow, look at that song, it touched me so deeply that i lost control of my body for a moment. i sometimes get teary eyes or goosebumps when listening to music. i listen to the same song for hours on repeat. i don't know anything abt making music btw. i took guitar lessons for some time but im not talented or good at it and it took too much effort to continue. i love the sounds a guitar makes though. i also don't remember any music theory. i have a friend who's naturally talented at playing the guitar but they didn't enjoy it but even after years of not having picked up a guitar they can still play songs at birthday parties. i think it's funny that they are naturally good at it but they hate doing it and i love it but im not good at it at all.

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aria0fgold · 1 year ago

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I'm doing it yall... I'm getting back to writing again! I'm preparing to write a fanfic that isn't any of the 3 ongoing fics I already have, I'm so sorry.

#aria rants #i also havent forgotten the whump thing i got going on for my ocs im gonna polish up the drafts and get those posted too #to finally get the masterlist of that posted and also so i can be done with it officially #i swear ill get to updating my 3 fics i just gotta prioritize this new one first for now #cuz its the fic ill be posting for OMORI's anniversary #am getting to the planning stages and so far i think itll have 5 chapters #also itll be based on the bad end night series (it got 4 songs in it so 4 chapters + 5th is the epilogue)#based? loosely based? which one? i dont know. mim was pretty closely based on the two songs i pick for it #well... the core of it. theres a magic mirror.#not sure bout the one im makin rn cuz theres notable changes sooooo loosely based???? ahhh wtv its based on it either way

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bleuberrygliscor · 1 year ago

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honestly if you sincerely think that any humor that is even slightly crass, but is aimed at an adult audience, is "problematic", you need to go back into the locker for a bit. youre not done cooking.

#rem rambles #''actually panty and stocking is just south park for weebs. and i dont like hazbin hotel either.'' *incredibly loud incorrect buzzer*#crassness is not why south park is bad oh my god i am begging you to take the stick out of your ass.#you are not ready to have an intellectual conversation about south park. not even close. go away.#and truth be told??? i dont even like south park. i think it leans too far into parody that it wraps back to sincerity. THATS the problem.#pswg? youre mad that there are women who fuck. thats it. thats all. i am willing to bet my life its because Panty fucks and isnt ashamed.#and i know why you dont like hazbin and im not going to rehash years old drama about it. like years. like you were still in elementary #school when it happened. i was here when the old text was created and apologized for. twice.#dear god i hate to remind yall that youre on the gay sex site. go please advertisers on twitter or something.

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