#its not MY fault im bad at the game....
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post team fortress 7th comic mood swings
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i hate that the sonic movies get more advertising and attention from the general public than other sonic media does for a number of reasons but one thing that is particularly annoying to me right now is that because of this when a new sonic game or comic or cartoon or literally anything else that im actually excited for happens nobody seems to notice or care that it exists but now that the big new sonic thing (sonic 3) is something that im not really looking forward to at all im constantly being asked and told about it.. like come onnnnn
#talking about irl interactions not online. in case thats not already obvious#like. i know nobody has actual bad intentions . most of these people do not know enough about the games#to know that the movie is looking like its going to completely butcher the plot of sa2 and that im mad about it#and i dont think anyone irl really knows all the details of my increasingly strained relationship with the scu either#they just know that i love sonic . or even that i liked the first 2 movies depending on who they are . and a new sonic movie is coming out#and im not upset they try to talk to me about sonic i LOVE talking about sonic#but its so frustrating that people seem to only care when the scu is involved. even if they dont actually watch the movies anyway???#and it doesnt end at people only bringing up sonic when its the scu#ive also had many conversations where i mention a game or comic or something and the person im talking to makes it about the movies#like (*mentions i like sonic* ''have you seen the movies''. or *mentions a new sonic thing* ''is it related to the movies'' etc)#like come onnnn we were talking about the games can we talk about the games in a way that doesnt involve the movies for Once#again i know nobody has bad intentions so i feel kinda bad for being annoyed#and its not entirely their fault since a video game or comic is inherently going to be less known than a big movie . but goddddd#this happened a bit with the knuckles series too but not to the same extent that its happening wiht sonic 3
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despite how cold i feel abt veilguard now the dust has settled the only exception (other than solas who transcends the franchise entirely) is taash. literal butterflies in the tummy every time i see them in a gifset like i wish i was kidding
#/ datv critical#i do not care how bad their dialogue gets. the whole game is bad as if its their fault#and im going to be incredibly real with you i think the cringe makes them hotter and more likeable#like yknow how everybody makes fun of the tiktok butch fuckboy trope ???#well if i saw a butch tiktok fuckboy in the wild and they flirted with me im afraid it would work instantaneously.#and taash is no different. like taash for me feels like... if you take the stereotypical Stoic Introspective Brooding RO archetype#and show us what they were like in their origin story when they were TRYING to be stoic but just came across as really odd#NFNSNGIDNGJKDGN#AND I JUST. I JUST LOVE IT. I HAVE A LOT OF THOUGHTS ABT TAASH. i didnt even enjoy their romance in game but like#i do see the vision ultimately and i think all of the romamces are bad so whatever. cant rly blame them for that.#anyway ive been thinking abt my canon ROs this morning.. locking alistair/anders/solas/taash is a room together and throwing away the key#its. well. its making me feel a certain type of way and thats all i have to say on the matter !
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so I'm wondering what the general consensus is on the companion relationships bc from what ive seen so far they're so lackluster compared to the previous games.
(putting the rest under the cut bc this got unintentionally long...)
and you know what? yeah, I will compare it to bg3, bc I vividly remember so many developers, including bioware ones, being against bg3 being the standard. maybe they meant graphically or scale wise, but it's obvious that we meant the diversity of choices and quality/depth of the companions. larian made it a point that they wanted the relationships to be complex, it wasn't about pressing all the right dialogue for approval, and that sometime you have to challenge your friend's beliefs, sometimes you have to argue w loved ones. and when it came to romance, it was especially stressed that sex wasn't the end goal like so many other games have treated romance.
so yeah, the veilguard companions are disappointing, because it is a massive step backwards from their previous complex companions. you can't be friends, you can't be rivals, and you certainly can't have any kind of deep or complex romance. you don't even have a say in recruiting these people. there's no options for any kind of player, because bioware clearly only had a very specific player in mind. no matter what you do, it forces the illusion of friendship with characters you might not even like, it forces you to be nice and supportive no matter what, stripping the player of the agency and roleplay we were promised.
and there's the part I'm the most sore about. if bioware wanted a more linear game with a more fixed protagonist, fine, but 1) da2 exists and there was still more choice there, and 2) don't fucking lie about it. bioware lied up and down about this game for ten years straight and everyone just accepted it right up to release day. we shouldn't have to accept the bare minimum, especially from a $90cad game. that's money most people don't have to spare anymore, the least you could do is be honest about what people are paying for, especially when those who will buy it are faithful dragon age fans who thought this game was going to be faithful back and finally give them answers about the world they cared so much about.
(and don't get me wrong, larian isn't perfect either and I've made a lot of posts criticising them too, but bg3s success shows that people Do appreciate depth of choice and complex companions (see astarion's success))
to me, it feels like they only included romance bc the previous games had it and they knew people wanted it, but they didn't really care for it or just ultimately had no idea Why these romances worked. I don't get any feeling of care or effort went into these relationships (minus emmrich, but especially with lucanis') and it continues to puzzle me as to why writers even bother writing stuff they don't like or care for. and I don't want to assume it's just for money, bc I want to hope people actually do care about the work they do, so im not saying that, but it definitely doesn't feel good. I've said this before and I'll say it again, I would rather have a few characters with depth in friendship/rivalry with no romance, rather than ones that clearly have depth but is never explored. it's so frustrating to see wasted potential and it's even more frustrating to have my time and money wasted.
#im pretty much nearing the end of the game and lucanis' romance was. well disappointing but id understand if that was just him#but it's not#also i vividly remember rolling my eyes so hard when lucanis' writer said she wrote him as a bisexual disaster#but now im like damn where was any of that. i wouldve taken our stupid stereotype over literally nothing#bioware critical#datv spoilers#six speaks#also also... this sentiment goes for the entire game not just the relationships. i would rather have a good game with a good story instead-#of the developers half assing companions just bc people want it#but you cant fault people for expecting something that has literally been a staple of their games#especially when they lied about it#ok hold on i just realised it looks bad that im complaining about lucanis' romance#i do like that its slow. i do like that its not as physical or intense as people wanted. i just think there should've been other moments#of just spending time with him. doesn't have to be anything crazy but there's literally. like two romance specific scenes#minus the two ending ones bc everyone gets similar ones. which just makes physical intimacy look like the end goal yet again#don't come for me on this i Understand why his romance is like that. man lmao#im too tired for this
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I've been replaying skyrim and- "Uh oh, Aph! Are you getting philosophical about a mid game that you've played 80 billion times now?" Yes, of course I am. Now, my take of the day is Astrid gets a bad rap in the fandom
If you have personal qualms for whatever reason with her (Cicero fan, upset she got everyone killed, her voice, whatever it may be), that's totally fine! However! I just finished the dbh quest line again, and she's honestly not as terrible as we've been painting her, I feel.
When you first join, she's pretty attentive - clearly keeping an eye on you because you're new, but as you prove yourself and she can worry less, she seems to almost losen up. I do think she asks you to do things that she wouldn't ask anyone else because she's testing you or because you're new and she's not as attached yet, but its clear she has some kind if concern for you and your safety. Especially when the Nightmother incident happens, and she thinks Cicero might have attempted to hurt you. Then shit hits the fan (in her eyes)
Now, here's something that might sound strange - I don't think she decides to sell you out until the last possible minute. Why would she ask you to find her husband otherwise? Why would she keep sending you out to further the plot against the emperor and keep rewarding you? These are shows of trust- and while maybe some could be seen as implicating you further as the sole thorn in the side of the emperor, again, why send you to kill Cicero- to help Abjorn? Someone she loves and cares for deeply? Why not send someone more experienced?
I think maybe her paranoia ramps up after the Cicero incident for sure- she gets more flighty and decides right around when you are going to kill the emperor, when things are seriously about to change, does she panic. I mean, imagine you've led a group for years and some stranger you brought into your family like last week, and a jester who brought a sacred corpse with him is claiming the stranger is supposed to be the faction leader and the only one who can hear the dead lady's voice! That's a shit deal! What the fuck!
If something goes wrong, everything will go wrong. She's probably not had a lot of control in her life previously (note: her story about her uncle making "unwanted advances" makes me think maybe it's something that had been happening and she finally decided to kill him after snapping but she definitely glosses over it very quickly in favor of being murder happy which is understandable) and now that control is once again slipping and everyone else can see she's paranoid (multiple members comment on it if you talk to them before hopping in the Nightmothers coffin the first time) so it's not a big surprise that you, the threat to her status quo and control, seem like the one to take out
And it all goes to shit! And she seems so desperately and genuinely sorry on her death bed - everyone she loved and cared for is dead, mind you. This is a woman who has lost everything and is now begging to die for a greater good and a desperate apology to you and to the people she's hurt. The game clearly doesn't want you to forgive her (based on the dialog options it presents), but i wish we could at least say something kind. But I that might just be me
#skyrim#skyrim dbh#dark brotherhood#skyrim astrid#theres worse betrayals in the game that people seem to be more okay with being real#cant imagine why astrid is heavily demonized. who knows.#shes a woman who isnt automatically nice to you and doesnt like a male favorite in the community#so thats probably part of it#the dbh has such clear care for each other though so is hard to imagine her as an outlier#i think she just fucked up and payed the ultimate price#its not her fault shes a faction leader in skyrim and is therefore doomed by the narrative by default#i cant imagine doing what she did but i would probably have been more petty if i was her tbf#abjorn is pretty petty at you until you go out and help him in cure for maddness#then hes like 'heg man you dont suck im just kinda a dick its my bad. thanks for lookinf out for me“ and then he dies like a quest log later#idk maybe im bias because im tired of fandom sexism as a transman who likes when women are people and mean sometimes
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me coming back from fucking around in the swamp thinking missing a single sunbelt showdown was gonna be fine and then being told that is NOT the case
#hey man so what the fuck#YOU MISS ONE GAME????#WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED???#there has to be such bad luck in missing a single game and thats the game mikksy gets injured and put day to day#WHEN HE NEVER MISSED A GAME AS CAT DUE TO ANY INJURY????#AND ALSO HE NEVER REALLY SUFFERED AN INJURY IN HIS NHL CAREER???#WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS SHIT?????#WDYM MAFFHEW GOT KNEED SO HARD HE GOT HELPED OFF THE ICE AND STILL RETURNED#WHAT THE FUCK DID I MISS????#WDYM ALL THE TAMPA GUYS MAFFHEW TAUNTED GOT GOALS#no im still on mikksy with an upper body who wanted to come back so bad but couldnt#WHAT THE FUCK#the sparksnotes of this game is insane and i-#touched grass too hard ive missed a lifetime#im not saying theres a jojo curse but also there is a jojo curse#me coming back and telling this all to ___ and their immediate response is “thats what you get for fucking around in the swamp”#LIKE EXCUSE ME??? IM SORRY I WANTED TO HAVE FUN AND TAG ABANDONED BUILDINGS??? AND CLIMB CRUMBLING RUINS???#AND WISTFULLY POINT AT ALL THE SNOOPY GRAFFITI??? IS THIS MY FAULT NOW????#sorry i had love and whimsy in my heart and bonded with someone who /couldve/ been my moot on my old twt#like we bonded about being ships in the night because they didnt get into [insert fandom] and i didnt get into fandom but we were aware#and oh my godddd we couldve been and it wouldve been soooo funny#and then we talked about our old hyper fixations and we were so similar its hella funny like wowwwww we shouldve been moots#chronically online people bonding in the middle of the wilderness is funny yeah
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ohh i think im coming to a bit of a realization actually as to why mmos are so scary when im forced to party
#its like#in a single player game i can take all the time i need to prepare myself if i have to and i know pretty much the extent of my ability/skill#but with other people (especially people i dont know) i have no idea if theyre ready or if theyre confident#so i feel like i have to sorta... carry everyone? even if im already aware that they have much more experience than me#i dont really mind the learning process of wiping until we memorize the fight i actually think its really fun#but it sorta always lingers in the back of my mind that if *I* dont play well then it might make things unfun for everyone else#which is massively amplified when most of the party are complete strangers who are also new to the content because then i *really* dont know#so i have to play really really well or else if someone has a bad time or the run goes really badly itll be “my fault”#but since im still pretty new im almost guaranteed to mess up eventually. so i guess im considering it a foregone conclusion at that point#which is apparently way too much self-inflicted guilt for me to handle. i just kinda give up before i try because i think ill cause problems#this all probably has absolutely nothing to do with how i think about myself subconsciously in general though. nope. probably not.#anyway thank you for coming to my fucking ted talk im sorry if anyone actually read all that
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the wild robot was a good movie but i think i watched it at a bad time 😔
#rant in the tags to be less annoying ->#so its what i was talking the other day#the alineanization i have been feeling lately watching shows and moviescause i have realized very recently that im in the loveless spectrum#and how its like. its not the media's fault. they want to tell stories about love? cool! very beautiful!#but its like. sometimes. I feel kind of awful. and its silly i know#again its not me saying 'ugh this story sucks 🙄' cause like no they dont. i enjoy them! also i dont have to relate to everything#but its like. the lack of loveless acknowledgment in... well everything not just in media. is taking a toll in me lately#so this movie was like. its a good movie#but it is a 'robot learns to feel love' kind of story that falls into a lot of tropes that are... not fun to watch right now#again not the movie's fault. good movie go watch it#its just oh maaaan. i feel like an alien i feel like something is wrong with me#friendshiptest is genuinely helping me a lot and like its NOT perfect im not trying to say#'MY story is better than all of these' like good lord no my game sucks so bad 👎🏻#its just nice to... validate lovelessness. think about lovelessness. its nice to not feel like an alien
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Mulberry, harlequin and russet :]
AHFHJSNDG YES IM OKAY WITH YOU KIDNAPPING ME
#yeah youve seen many of my spirals. and dumbassery#its not my fault im bad at video games 💔#chrisdom
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I think I really need to get on antidepressants again
#im gonna#my psych just wanted to get my adhd meds stable first#but like#theres so much i wanna do#but i feel so tired and drained and like i just wanna curl up in bed instead of doing anything#ive been wanting to play this game for a while now since it released its 1.0#but as much as i know i love the game and id have fun i cant get myself to do it#and now im just kinda sad and jealous that its being played without me but its kinda my own fault#im bad at playing anyway so i always feel bad anyway#i just#dunno#getting tired of feeling left out and it being my own fault
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hhbh
#okay nvm all that#im having A Day. was supposed to see bf and go to the fair but im sick etc#i was playin videoed games w my friend and ik he didn't purposefully ghost me#he really did get called by his parents or somethin and didnt get back for however long but i dropped from the game and the call bc#i am in a mood . not his fault. that+something else i Really want to check him on but once again its not actually a big deal i am just#cranky. if i did actually get on his ass he would call me and ask if i'm okay which is some bullshit . if i dodged dnd tonight he would do#the same thing but like. mmmm depression. i am very sad. and cranky in pain and i miss my bf and im sick of working at fucking walmart#and now i have to listen to people talk about trump tomorrow and i was gonna see my bf today and i miss him really bad and i dont wanna tal#to anyone else#to be soooo fr i am honestly just like. critically low on affection/attention. rn. i know myself.#i cant just skip dnd that's a shitty move but god i wanna go to sleep <- in pain and sad and cranky and i miss my boyfriend badly#i'm just cranky. but like. augh. let me out of here.#everything sucks. um i have been depressed for going on six months and i am really sick of it. to be honest.
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[april 22, 2021] big bitties man
#kaeya#kaeya alberich#genshin impact kaeya#this is from 2021 lawl its so bad#gonna be posting my old art until i get to my most recent stuff#i dont like or support genshit/mhy btw i think theyre annoying#but im still alright w kaeya its not his fault he was put into the worst game of all time :’)#2021#ashe art
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Hunger games seems like an amazing book series that I will never read.
#the hunger games#i love reading analysis of it#i doubt ill ever read it tho#i never read it as a kid#because i knew it was like#fascism bad#and i was like yup it sure is#and then i just never read it#and im still in that camp#it seems very intelligent and if its still worth talking about then it must be good#but im just not a fan of dystopian#hunger games started this trend of like aw government bad but love triangles are fun#and i was like hm#yeah#alright#not my thing#i know thats not hunger games fault#i just cant get into grimdark doom and gloom#i already live in a dystopian nightmare!#i dont really need to read about children killing each other#my head already knows fascism is bad#dont worry guys#im so anti kids dying rn#not sure what you want me to do#great literary analyses though#respect it#more than twilight renaissance
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i cant wait for kh4 so i can watch yozora and strelitzia trick sora into believing theyre his childhood friends. u know how it is with the toxic friendship u got going on in the afterlife with 2 people who are using you to find the important people in their lives.
#.text#kh#saying this while knowing nomura would never have strelitzia be ''bad''#i want her to use sora to get back to her brother. okay. you dont get it.#the kh4 in my head vs the kh4 that nomura is making rn#strelitzia's i know it was wrong but i miss my brother. i would do it again. its not your fault. im sorry#do you get it#she pulls through to the very end. meanwhile i think halfway through yozora would start going but is this what MY sora would want :(#and gets cold feet. mostly bc im tired of nomura recycling the exact same character over and over and over again#and not doing anything fun with it.#plus considering strelitzia is always bathed in light and yozora is always shown in the darkness it would be such a good#contrast to older kh games and the future of the foretellers being the villains#the kh4 in my brain is so good. nonody gets it
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whoever designed utopia shelter is my personal life nemesis now
#/j#THIS IS VERY SKILL ISSUE OF ME BUT I HATE THIS LEVEL SO MUCHHH#6th attempt doesnt sound bad until you make it 30-minute level with a lives system out of NOWHERE#OH AND LETS NOT FORGET BOSSFIGHTS#im genuinely going to become. the joker#this is the videogame equivalent of “this couldve been an email” GET ME OUT OF HERE#this isnt like hate for the game btw im just struggling but i know its not really the games fault. that being said i need to Rage#i got SO DESPERATE that i started looking up mods and other peoples runs of this godforbidden stage#there are no mods that can help me circumvent this and the cool speedrun strat that seemed like something i could do-#requires something i dont get in-game until after this i assume#I GOT LUCKY ON MY PREVIOUS ATTEMPT AND CLIPPED THROUGH THE CEILING ON A PART I WAS REALLY NOT GETTING PAST#IDK IF I CAN GET THAT TO HAPPEN AGAIN 💀#anyways im the struggler baby#stej#mossball.txt#nebi gaming moment#spark the electric jester
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when i was a kid i was really REALLY into fantasy books and comics but interestingly ive noticed as an adult im like. too picky about it? i still read and love a lot of fantasy fiction but while when i was a kid i loved it because of the fantasy worldbuilding but as an adult, 99% i like it Despite it all LOL like ive noticed i prefer most fantasy stories to not dwell too much on magic systems or whatever because i just dont care EXCEPT
except. recently i have discovered that actually i do really like fantasy, low or high, soft or hard, but you need one thing. you need your main character to really REALLY care about some hyperspecific aspect of your fantasy worldbuilding and make it the foundation of the story's scenarios:
either make them autistic and really into monsters or magic or whatever (a certain tasty dungeoning manga that i have been reading recently has taught me this) OR
make them a fucking business major and do real life financial stock market bullshit but like. in fantasy medieval times with wolf goddesses (spice and wolf <3)
#i read the first spice and wolf novel early this year it was so good. so so good. they tried to do a currency shorting scheme#the wolf woman was helping. she was helping our main character play the markets. she was in on it#actually in general i need more fantasy fiction to do dubious things with money and politics. i love white collar crime in my fantasy#and of course i like the dungeony manga because that blonde bitch wants to eat everything so bad. and hes a dog. in his heart#now THATS a fantasy protagonist i can get behind. either be a dog or be a business major. im being mean to lawrence sorry#but he is a business major. this is true. he stares at notebooks that say 'supply = demand' all day#i am so picky tho with fantasy worldbuilding is the thing. sometimes i like 99% of a world but then they throw in something i think is dumb#and im like. come on man. but its not their fault. because what i think is cool is not always cool. i want fantasy to either be about eatin#or unethical financial practices. so. um. OH and i would love to see some legal dramas in fantasy#im sure theyre out there. i should look for em. i wanna see fantasy copyright law so bad#none of my pickiness applies to games tho im a lot more forgiving. theres still a bunch of stuff i dont care about in a lot of games#worldbuilding. but because im playing it i can ignore it easier i guess LOL i dont know why im like this!!!#i swear i genuinely used to eat up any and all fantasy!!! i dont know why im so picky now!!!!!!!!!!!!
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