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mios-art · 4 months ago

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Grabbed my phone to text my dog to stop barking...

I have covid

#its my first time catching it ever #its so COLD #i got a low fever #covid #I will not shut up even if i try

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tenderjock · 4 days ago

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I’m with you, my love The lights shining through on you Yes, I’m with you, my love It’s the morning and just we two

#spike btvs #spuffy #spuffyedit #btvs #btvsedit #buffy the vampire slayer #it's terribly simple #you know you want to dance #injuries cw #bites and chews and gnaws on anyone who says buffy didnt love spike. BITES and CHEWS and GNAWS on them.#like is that not the whole point? of him? of his entire character arc? of his burning to ash as he breaks the sunnydale high school #(AKA buffy's personal cage within the slayer's cage that was sunnydale itself AKA the place where he and buffy first ever fought #and he nearly killed her for the very first time but was foiled by the immense love someone felt for her) as he breaks that place to rubble #in a way also very reminiscent of the first time they slept together and Literally Fucked A Building Down. anyway as he's doing ALL OF THAT #like sure she doesnt HAVE to love him she doesnt owe him anything and even if she did love isnt about obligation. but when buffy says #that she loves him in that scene. theres nothing to indicate that she doesnt feel it. that she isnt telling the truth.#idk man. people take a man who is dying telling someone not to love him as the gospel truth when i feel like its more ... like maybe he's #making a misguided effort to be kind? he's telling her ''dont get too hung up on the vampire thats about to catch on fire #and get your pretty ass out of here while you still can please.''#whatever. WHATEVER. in the perfect btvs that lives in my head most of ats isnt canon but esp the part where spike comes back and doesnt #immediately 1. ASK IF DAWN WAS OKAY 2. upon being told by angel that he cant be put in touch with buffy because [mumbles] misogyny?#go ahead and engage in a flirt campaign at harmony until she breaks down and calls buffy for him. those would be like the FIRST TWO THINGS #that spike did after he came back to unlife. first two things frfr #i'm gonna end the tag rant there. hmm

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buglaur · 10 months ago

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trying to create an accurate simself hair out of sheer procrastination

#i have so much to do AHHHHH #so many assignments due.. so little done.. guhhhh #bring on easter break i have so much video game time to catch up on #i did get my first ever tattoo yesterday though 😎#lil skyrim one #hoping to get matching helix piercings with my friend the day after paddy's day as well 🤞#see u again in like another week simblr #gn its midnight 👋#just realised it kinda looks like i'm half ginger.. it's just orange lighting lol

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nanaten · 4 months ago

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if you hate nana mother 3 you will die and go to hell

#shes on my mind. where is my girl #you know something that makes me think nana is a little older than the rest of the kids in tazmily is that #yknow she has no parents #but its not even implied theyre dead or anything #in tazmily hinawas death is described as the first time the village has been truly sad #so she’s the first time they’ve had to face someone passing #since the whole egg of light new world thingy.#so her parents did not die AFTER the new world was formed #so nana was born prior to the egg of light being used to reset everyones memories #whereas lucas and claus for instance were born after it #and that makes me sad.#it’s not that she’s mourning her parents #its that she never had any at all. ever. atleast not in her memory.#so when she grows up with nothing but her mothers clothes. a woman she didn’t even know. she cherishes them.#it’s not a reminder of her mother it’s a reminder that she even had one.#NANA MOTHER 3 WHEN I CATCH YOU #😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I LOVEYOU SO MUCH #nanathinks

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peacockrulz · 2 months ago

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Funny stuff happens on twitter sometimes dkslfjsdlkf

#these tags are dedicated to the person who told me to stop hiding headcanon info in the tags #im still doing it LKSDFSDFKLFJ #anyway some exposition for my tumblr fans:#J never sleeps. like ever #if she does “sleep” she usually does it sitting in the drop-pod #a lah inuyasha style LMAO #if that makes sense #she never even slept during Tessa's sleepovers #she'd just lay there letting her mind wander #But it always stressed Tessa out that J never relaxed #so one day she was finally able to convince J to TRY. just once.#the first time J ever slept and the first time she truly let her guard down in that manor #was curled up. as small as she could be. next to Tessa.#J was so scared of being found. of being hurt for stopping just once.#so Tessa sat with her the entire time. So she could feel safe enough to finally rest #J can't sleep because it means she'd have to physically stop #and after so long since she the last time she was allowed to rest #I don't think she knows how any more.#and if she did I doubt she'd let herself stop for even a moment #because stopping means letting it catch up to you #its easier just to keep moving; isn't it?#its easier then facing the fact she'll never lay next to her ever again #or smth idk im not a writer lol #ANYWAY thanks for reading :]#murder drones #serial designation j #serial designation v #uzi doorman #tessa is mentioned but I don't really think it warrants a tags :p #I really should be making text posts if im gonna make tags this friggin long

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badnewswhatsleft · 10 months ago

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14 what a catch, donnie mv - commentary (patrick, joe, andy)

#fall out boy #patrick stump #pete wentz #andy hurley #joe trohman #time capsule #on film #bndv1dvd #i want to have listened in on that pete+alan ferguson convo abt this treatment. this sentimental melancholic patrick-centric treatment.#0:35 patrick considered this one of the best songs they ever wrote... literally speak your truth say it so loud i am always listening king #1:53 i like that he knows jonathan livingston seagull as the movie first and foremost and not as. the novella.#4:13 the joetrick hug was scripted and patrick would never hug joe irl its so joever /j #i love this mv so much i bought it with actual monetary currencyfrom itunes in like 2012 #and such is the nature of itunes purchases that it inexplicably followed me on EVERY device since then #when my own music files photos documents dont got me i know this 2012 purchase of the what a catch donnie mv got me #i believe there may be an additional carpal tunnel one but im still waiting for the jp edition in the mail.. if it's true i will upload!#if it's not true then ig i'll just go fuck myself

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colgatebluemintygel · 1 year ago

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WE ARE SOO BACK

#MISSED THEM............#slipping back into oao s's brain is the easiest thing i've ever done #for sure going to have to re-read oao in its entirety (yuck ! ew!! torture !!!!) because i have forgotten much. but #love u forever s...#also had to return with benjy slander rofl #there was no other way #nobody's favourite wet noodle of a man !!!!!#uhmm also to avoid confusion this is not a chapter post... i am just working on the doc for the first time since august 😇#also slowly catching up on all the tags/asks/etc !! speaking of. one of my new years resolutions is to ANSWER MY ASKS #i feel perma guilt about how terrible i am at answering them and it occurred to me recently that there is a v simple solution #and that is. to actually answer them :o)#oao

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spaghett-onaplate · 7 months ago

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depression is really weird actually wdym i spent 2.5 years of my life in bed

#and wdym that lifestyle changed so quickly into being out and about and an active member of the world??#very proud of myself #and i mean it wasn't that quick of a change #it was like 1.5 years primarily depression bedrotting with occasional school -> primarily depression bedrotting ->#primarily depression bedrotting with 3-9 hours of work weekly -> straight into 31+ hours school+9-12 hours work weekly #so there was somewhat of a gradual progression #but still #also wowza i wake up 7-7:30am every morning now. 1pm was an early wake up for a not so insignificant amount of time #i mean of all fundamental growth years to miss out on the ages like what 12/13-15 aren't too bad? they would suck in a different way if i #had been socially involved #anyway it's just. yea i'm proud of myself but it is a crazy lifestyle change #and even when i was deeply depressed in a horrible routine i feel like i learned a lot. how to regulate my emotions and cope well and find #the joy in everything. bc if i stayed in bed all day then i would at least be happy about the sun or whatever #and for the while of being not at school at all i WANTED to be at school i just could not find one bc our school system is so cute like tha #(basically every school is at capacity and the local school that has a guaranteed place for me would have been an all boys or girls 😭)#but i miraculously found and got into this school and miraculously made it work so well for me socially and now academically #it's also a good time to get back into school for my education bc any later and it woulda been pretty bad for all my certifications and uni #ive missed out on so much maths that its not worth it to me to try and catch up but my teacher knows that #but ive always hated maths regardless i only ever understood it for the first half of yr 7 then my attendance dropped #and after my recent exam i decided to try harder at school. but i still got an A on the exam i didn't study for!! academic weapon fr #i'm just idk thinking back to myself in the past few years #and how hopeless it all felt. but i got out of it!! i beat the depression and social anxiety and found a good place and made the most of it #and during the peak of my depression i remember i went out someplace near my old school and panicked so so badly about seeing #kids from my old school. and the friends at the time didnt really check on me when i went to shake and cry in a side street lmao #i kept the best of that friendgroup and have better friends now. but anyway now i take a bus each morning with some kids from my old school #and you see these hands? they look like they're shaking to you?#anyway yeah it's just cool i got to this point :) i really had no hope for so long but now i have a life i'm living and a future i'm build #--ing towards #which is funny i just decided some random day last november after watching some better call saul 'huh actually lawyer would b pretty cool'#and will i get there? we'll see but i do have hope now

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sisididis · 1 year ago

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Let me tell you, the post-House of Hades heartbreak is like no other.

#my entries #percy jackson #the house of hades #nico di angelo #i spent way too long playing tetris with book quotes on photopea but i had to compile them. i had to.#“the only person who ever accepted me was bianca and she died!” sends me spiralling every time #how much misery can misery take? percy should have asked nico instead of akhlys #on another note i really loved house of hades particularly the parts that explored tartarus #i find the underworld and its lore fascinating and the more tenebrous the place the better!#it's another reason why the battle of the labyrinth was one of the more enjoyable reads #apart from daedalus icarus and perdix's story i mean #theseus and the minotaur was on the first greek myths i'd learnt about as a child #also it was great to see someone except hazel care for nico for once #jason is a great friend #cupid when i catch you!

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countess-of-edessa · 7 days ago

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idk what exact conclusion to draw about this but of all the families who have ever adopted children that i have known of, only three adoptees (two who are sisters) who really still like and are on good terms with their family. and one of those families had at least one older adopted child who ended up involved in such dangerous things as an adult and was threatening the lives of their then-infant daughters so they had to cut contact with him. literally every other adopted child i have ever known or whose family i have known have gotten into drugs, gotten teenage pregnant, gotten into crime, or all three, in families where that behavior was as discouraged as possible and in environments where none of their peers displayed similar behavior. and these kids were pretty much all adopted as infants, not as older children after experiencing traumatic events. i mean, i assume the subconscious trauma of being separated from one's mother could influence how the brain develops but idk. i'm not anti-adoption by any means obviously but i feel like there has to be a way to develop better outcomes for kids who are adopted.

#other than the three girls i mentioned every other family who adopted that i know of is currently raising the child of their adopted child #because the mother is unable/on drugs/more interested in chasing men #or the son is in jail or was #i guess it does make sense since I see so many adoptees complaining endlessly online about how bad their lives are #because their adoptive parents didn't emphasize their birth culture enough or because their adoptive parents weren't rich #and a birth parent ended up getting rich (real complaint i once saw!) and how they hate the implication there should ever be any gratitude #and honestly im going to be fucking for real.....first of all everyone should have gratitude to everything in their life all the time so yo #don't need to be more grateful to your parents than a bio kid but like im thankful my parents have provided for me and raised me #even though they weren't perfect #and second of all i understand its not good that your birth mother had to give you up for some reason that's very unfortunate #but it is good that when that bad thing happened you were adopted by fairly good parents #(the assumption in all of this obviously being that your adoptive parents aren't like evil but if that's the case that's just growing up #with bad parents which happens to a lot of people)#but if that's not the case then yes you should be glad that when a bad thing happened to you another thing happened to make it less bad #like instead of living in an orphanage forever you got to be adopted by (going by literally all the people who are like this that i know)#upper middle class parents #it's like if you're walking on a tightrope and it breaks but there was a safety net so it catches you and then everyone is like Thank #Goodness For That Safety Net! I'm Glad The Safety Net Was There!#and you're like NO because if you say you're glad the safety net was there it's the same thing as saying you're glad the tightrope broke an #it was bad the tightrope broke so fuck you #and it's like no.......those are two separate things #and also be so fucking for real the life of like a youngest daughter in rural China or Guatemala is not as good as the life of a #middle class American child. in situational terms it is a net positive. but i can understand why that is a bit of a mindfuck #when the children who would be your peers are half a world away and you have luxuries and opportunities they could never imagine #but people who complain that specifically Americans adopted them because they decided (as people who lived in America their whole lives)#that they would have been better off in rural China or whatever..................that is for sure not true #you know why i know #because people from there who get enough money to send their kids out won't stop sending them here!!!!!! do you know how many Chinese #nationals went to my prep school so they could get into American colleges???? the upper class Chinese dream is to get the hell out lmao

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verflares · 9 months ago

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this all being said about the light dragon and how it is definitely the biggest highlight of totk (for me at least), i Do think a lot of the reaction to it Is dependent on botw and zelda's characterisation from that game... a lot of which is kind of lacking in totk because of her more passive role (e.g. you are told about her + see her actions after they have already happened)

like. if you didn't already really like zelda and were sold on her relationship with link (and not even just from a shipping zelink perspective, like. just UNDERSTANDING they have a strong bond from everything they've gone through together) then i'm not sure if any of that stuff in totk would've hit as hard as it did. the game does very little to build on what we already know about them, which i think is both a letdown to new players (which. i am not sure why they are playing the sequel before botw, but that is how totk acts most of the time lmao) and returning ones, and as time goes on it's become harder for me to blame people for not caring for it as much.

what a truly odd game

#which also makes it bizarre that totk treats itself like its Not a sequel. even though it is at the same time #ugh the names are escaping me but i am pretty sure this is a thing thats happened in other Sequel games too #just acting like the first one never happened or only when its convenient. stuff like that #i would loveeee to know how bad covid hit totks plot development or whatever. if anything. else they may have been planning #theyve gone on record saying that apparently the plan was for zelda to Always have turned into a dragon #and assumedly the beginning/ending parallel as well (eg hands and link catching her)#but i have to assume or at least HOPE that the buildup may have been stronger. idk man its so strange truly #ANYWAY SORRY FOR RAMBLING but i do find this discussion intriguing. and i LIKED totk even despite my criticisms #its genuinely some of the most fun ive had in a video game ever and creating content for it and talking about it has made me very happy #this being said. there are some choices that were made and i do not and likely will not ever understand them #because they said nah we're done now. bye <3 #like oh okay. thank you aonuma. can i at least have wind waker on switch now please #personal.txt

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discjude · 7 months ago

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Yeah this is about right (as always my thoughts are in the tags so there's actually kei content there lmao)

#Hester I adore you they could never make me hate you. Seriously the first chapter in 6 (bad candy) is like my favourite opener #Kei they could NEVER EVER make me hate you. did nothing wrong ever. rhian when I CATCH you #its so funny how my two favourite characters just like. hate each other. like japeth literally kills him #sad cause they're so SIMILAR. theyre both victims of Dog Metaphor its so sad that kei does Not like japeth in the slightest #personally if they had a good long discussion about their emotions at like 3am they could've probably stopped TCY from happening #but alas. Aric. somehow its all his fault again. why do I have an aricposting tag but not a keiposting one.#Hester easily has the best overall characterisation arc I love love love the way soman writes her #I remember when I read 6 for the first time #before japeth insanity happened #I used to anticipate her chapters over like everyone else's. Hester the 1 lesbian in the series you are deeply loved #I could write whole essays about japeth and kei's characterisation it is so sad that soman forgets kei exists #like he's meant to be rhian's eagle. that's his job. that's what he's spent a Long Time anticipating becoming #but rhian refuses to acknowledge it. instead he calls Japeth his eagle in book 4's ending #He eventually falls in love with Sophie #he only ever cares about the crown #how he GETS to the crown #and bringing his mother back. he lies more than japeth #and never once does he get to be the eagle. There's only three spaces - lion/eagle/snake - and he doesn't get to be any of them #dont even get me started on how he dies. surrounded by white swans. being purely good #god rhian II try not to fuck EVERYTHING over challenge. and also Aric. its all arics fault as well #keiposting #japethposting #actually not really jposting. didn't do it that much #sge #tsfgae #school for good and evil #the school for good and evil #sfgae #the school of good and evil #as much as I adore Hester I dont think I will talk about her much in detail ever so no hesterposting yet

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tidal-wayes · 10 months ago

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a little zine thing ive been working on about the struggle to find your voice and improve as an artist

i was planning to add another couple pages but its been a few weeks since i last worked on it, so i wanted to just throw it out there as is. maybe ill come back to it to make some additions another time

#furry #artists on tumblr #artwork #zine #multimedia #my art #its about never feeling like i can catch up to the people around me in skill level/art quality #and feeling like im constantly chasing an ambiguous idea of improvement and growth as an artist #making things tht im proud of but at the same time being very conscious of the gap between what i make and the art of other people around m #that i like or look up to #when will i feel that my art has reached the point where its worth something?#when will i reach the point where people are interested in it or where i think its good enough to be worth selling?#what quality or level of skill makes the difference? where is the tipping point that determines it?#i dont think ill ever know or even that its something thats knowable at all in the first place but for now ill keep doing my thing i guess #i wanted to do it collage bc i like collage and also i felt it lended to the idea of trying to use the work of others as a jumping off poin #or frame of reference

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dairyfreenugget · 7 months ago

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I could count the amount of original stories of mine that don't have horror elements on one hand and idk what that says about me