#its just really disturbing to me
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when ur mom's friend/neighbor who claims to be part of "the only loving religion on earth" calls your friend (her nephew) a deadbeat and talks about how much she wants to see his brains splattered on the floor 🤩
#ok girl!!!#she hates him because he jokingly pointed a fake gun at his step mother (which idc under what circumstance - thats not a good joke)#but then SHE talks constantly about how much SHE wants to shoot people and uses this violent language about wanting people dead#its just really disturbing to me#like idk but to me thats scarier than the fake gun thing#im not really friends with the kid anymore but i still have the reflex to defend almost anybody when i hear talk like that#because what the fuck dude. sparse occasions when thats justified and this doesnt seem like one of them to me.#anyways. i just dislike death threats in general but hearing them come from someone you know about someone you know is especially disturbin#i just find it especially laughable that she is part of a religious organization that claims the only loving and peaceful and kind people#on earth are part of it and everyone else in the world is evil and can never achieve happiness#when she embodies nothing of what the organization claims and everything of what they say outsiders are#rant over. i just needed to get this out.#i saved this as a draft earlier and didnt intend on publishing it but its still bothering me so here
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Get in the fucking biograft, Shuriken. (EVANGELION/PHIGHTING!)




(og screenshot’s/cover under text!) Why hello there to my tumblr followers, it’s been a awhile /silly
ANYWAYS!!! Guess who recently finished the EVA franchise minus the rebuilds and has been in a horrible chokehold over it, this anime ruined my life but hey at least its intro theme is nice……
Well, I wanted to draw some stuff for it! All together these pieces took exactly 48 hours and 20 minutes… with the cover-piece taking ~35(?) of those hours. These were… very, VERY time costly safe to say LOL,,, I am super, SUPER proud of how the cover came out though, everything on it was drawn, colored, rendered, edited, whatever, BY HAND stroke by stroke (as you can see below)




The text, the lineart, the shadows, the colors, the snowflakes on the bio and Shuri, EVERYTHING was done by hand, it was horribly time costly but it did come out very, VERY well in the end I would say (fun fact! I also didn’t originally have the textless version of the cover, and I had to trace all of the lineart for bio’s tophalf by just guessing what line when where and what the hell was going on /silly)
this was a very, very hard project to do all together, but it was also a really nice learning experience too, I’m happy i did it that’s for sure :3!
(og screenies + cover)




#its. Done#ho. ly.#FUCK#its finally done#48 hours of work later and I’m FREEEEEEEE (lie) /silly#Eva has been rotting my brain into oblivion recently#I am oh so traumatized and mentally disturbed but man this anime does hold a very special place in my heart#And so does PHIGHTING! which is why this exists /silly#So! About this#This isn’t an au- not really at least. I don’t think I could live with myself if I made this a serious au#I love Eva with all my heart but I feel like it’s just a little too mature to combine with something like phighting LMAO#I don’t want to be the reason why some poor 12 year old finds out about EVA and then is subsequently traumatized for life because an#Artist they like combined the two /j#Okay seriously though yeah! This is really just a fun little “what if” situation- bascially of what characters would be who and how would a#Small bit of the world building work#Other then that I have been trying to avoid putting much thought into it#Credits to my friend Torch for getting me into this hell-show by the way /vsilly#art#artists on tumblr#phighting#digital art#phighting roblox#phighting fanart#phighting art#roblox phighting#phighting!#evangelion fanart#neon genesis evangelion#the end of evangelion#neon genesis fanart
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among other things, the wga strike is a shatterpoint moment in deciding how much of a critical profession within an industry can be reduced to a poverty wage gig economy while ai takes over
if you think this doesn't affect your job somewhere down the line, reconsider that thought
#wga strike#and I'm not just talking about creative industries#my obgyn friend was telling me about some really disturbing parallels she's seeing in the medical field#I've seen people in the nonprofit sector discussing this on twitter#anyway felt like this deserved its own post
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One day I’ll go through med school and then I’ll go through residency and then I’ll go through a fellowship and then I’ll be the most crybaby neurosurgeon you could think of. Bursting into tears if I so much as graze ur hypothalamus with my forceps
#Yesterday I shadowed a neurologist for the first time and basically we got done seeing a patient who’s also a heart surgeon#And I turned to the doctor and was like Ok what do we do#The thing is this patient has dementia and we don’t really have a cure for that yet so the study he’s enrolling in is largely observational#Still I expected her to follow up on him in much more frequent increments#Instead this woman goes “we’ll see him in 6-9 months but… not even sure if he’ll be here by then sooo”#Basically implying he might be dead in a year#AND I WAS LIKE. Blown away by how blase she was#And ever since then a fiendish sort of melancholy followed me everywhere I went .#Bc I haven’t stopped thinking about the heart surgeon#I don’t get how she can stop thinking about him#I don’t understand people who can stop thinking about something like that#I know neurologists like her have seen patients come and go many a time but I was disturbed#So I made a pact w myself never to lose my humanity. Half of why I’m so into medicine is bc of its humane aspects#And in 10 years I’ll look back at this and hopefully still be just as annoyingly sensitive as I am today#I think I’m just overall disillusioned w how little humanity some people seem to have but that doesn’t mean I have to be that way too#p
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What is one controversial opinion that will get you jumped , whether it be a certain wiki character , the wiki itself , (maybe the Heykids wiki too itself if you wanna count that in ) , or just anything about the fandom that you wish to see improvement on 🤔🧐
#candle cove#feeling a bit silly#a very scandalous ask 🤞🏾#for me ehhh i kinda wanna see more morally bad Poppys#like listen#hoping i dont sound like those edgy newgen creepypasta fans that are canon elitists while making really disturbing hcs about random emo ocs#like i PERSONALLY don't view him as a good guy#he's so morally grey and the wiki tries to portray that as the opposite I'm not a fan of the sweet caring father figure troupe people give#him but idc if anyone ik hcs that since its just a weird little pet peeve of mine#cmon did you really think the guy that skinned a man he didn't know and shouts verbal insults at his pirate courier for little reasons#would be an amazing father figure??#another thing is that im hoping to see more black Thade recognition and some more Jojo and Sanjay fans#i can't control on how people view certain characters and they can do whatever they want with Poppy idc at most#so erm don't start random discourse I'm not in the mood
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WAITTTTTT Now that I think about it, it isnt just Malleus who's re-enacting a similar situation as Meleanor during the present time (aka they're the powerful mage who uses their magic to "terrorize people" but actually just trying to protect the people they value), but its also Silver re-enacting as Knight of Dawn--!!! and no i dont mean when Silver finally battles against Malleus, i mean right now during this dream hopping arc, where the humans (STYX and all the NRC students) are using his magic to take down Malleus, much like how the Silver Owls exploited Dawn's magical prowess to kill Meleanor 💀✨
#idk its just disturbing to me since Silver really worked hard to overcome his comparison to Dawn#but hes being forced in a situation again where he has to take “Dawn's role”#but this time the outside factors are pressuring him#instead of just himself
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will he burn down the kitchen
#SORRY THIS ISNT FULLT SHADED Guys it is so late this daily post grind is serious#cranboo#cranboo fanart#went to the park today lots of fun....CRAZY WIND THOUGH Omfg i wouldn't mind if it didn't RUIN MY HAIRRR#it gets so flat i have really loose curls so literally anything disturbs them and ougghh its like i just spent an hour finger waving(? ever#strand Whyyyy whatever i tried to not let that get to me i enjoyed the sun....#i tried to braid a blade of grass it Kind of worked idk i posyed a pic on twitter oohhh it was so nice out today i was just Sat on the gras#enjoying the sun#i got this skirt at altard state the other day ACTUSLLY KTS A SHORT but like its Layered so it looks like a skirt kind of hold on#altard state raleigh layered lace shorts OUGGHH so cute so COMFROTABLE omg i wore the#m to school on friday everyone lovveddd them i lovr high school everyone is so nice to me#Tomorrow it will be 77 degrees im so excited imma take the train to school there is no way imma b sitting on that bus....#drawing for tommroow ummmm maube Omg based off the poll imma do a follow up that sounds fun yesssss#Ok i love u guys good night
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Stop flirting....
#btw i have zero context for *when* that pic is from in the press con#but this is the only time they talk to/about each other in the transcript#so it is my headcanon that they are the same moment 🤭🤭#but god yet another exchange i would kill someone to get the video of#it just comes off in the transcript as so old married couple bickering??????#'oh *now* youre paying attention. was the light bothering you? was it really that bad for you'#'yes it was in fact disturbing me >:('#'youre being such a baby 🙄 the light in here is just as bright“#'alright sure mr. privileged man whos in the best car. of course you wouldn't understnd my struggles 😒'#'well maybe you shoul've just backed off and let me drive 🥺 i was already beating you whats the point'#'ummm actually no you werent'#mark: i am going to shoot myself#but its sooooooo funny seb being like aww dw 🥺🥺 i was trying to build a gap 🥺🥺 to shield your sensitive eyes 🥺#CAN WE PLEASE TALK THOUGH ABOUT SEB PATTING HIS CAP !!!!!!! SOOOOOO CUTE#no matter the actual context of the pic hes still 100% being an annoying brat to nando. I just know it#race weekend over. back to the content people TRULY care about: vettonso.(😭)#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#fernando alonso#vettonso#2013 italian gp
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Back to your blog to look at your wonderful lofe-giving art
Charles looks so cute with the blush on and so sexy with the bdsm and crop top on ajfkakfk awoooga bark bark bark, drooling, looking very disrespectfully, staring, daydreaming, licking my screen afjkakkk
Also following that Charles bdsm and crop top combo (already very deadly) with hot fox haired magneto (ahckskfk deceased)
welcome back to the blog to ogle anon, lovely to have you 😌 !!! thank you for enjoying my bdsm charles art... i do love drawin blush i aint gonna lie ... i dont advise lickin the screen tho ... but everything else is encouraged 😌
the silver fox that erik is IS pretty deadly this is true... and that beyond his ability to fold anyone like an omelette .... thank you my friend ..
#snap chats#charles is very darling and cute but that's just all the time BUT esp with blush#funny thing is The Rare TImes I Draw Movie Charles i like giving him blush all the time ....#whenever i see mcavoy from that time he always reminds me of those like. those really pretty boys from them old paintings#yk the ones ??? bordering on angelic ... so i like puttin the lil blush :] cause thats what they did in them paintins ..#moving on i have one more erik doodle to finish up today . as i said this morning wait im repeating myself vjaeVLKJVKL#last night i wasnt super satisfied with that erik piece actually- AGAIN its not bad i just wanted to do a lil more ig. personally.#so i sketched something before i fell asleep ... and then i woke up to miss baby lady mona monica darling lisa lisa on my neck#and then i couldnt move for an hour because why would i disturb my darling dearest baby lady like that what am i some kind of monster#ANYWAYS ... i should have that finished soon ... its not a grand sketch just somethin silly ...#thank you for enjoying my art anon !!!!! i look forward to sharing more things you'll enjoy . soon ;]
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grace chasity reads both testaments
#this is a bisexual christian joke#i hope this is clear :) i am the target audience :)#npmd#nerdy prudes must die#grace chasity#canon? idk canon is dead i devoured its soul#like girl has had one crush she acknowledged at 18#and - projecting my personal experience here - i absolutely liked girls *and had gay dreams about them* but didn't let them register with m#like i had full-on dreams about kissing girls and. refused to let myself think that made me queer??? just 'that's probably my subconscious'#'wanting to disturb me or something but i'm not actually bi'#and the crushes on them i had#also. i think it's fully possible she liked a girl and killed her a couple of years ago. (on purpose). but she doesn't feel bad bc that gir#was also queer! so REALLY she was preventing others from stumbling#whatever point is i think she's bi i don't care if she knows it or not#give me 3 main girls being multisexual please and thank you :D
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there is a Certain Trans Woman Reviewer who consistently has ire directed towards her and who also has faced some pretty serious allegations and while I want to say I'm not disputing either those allegations or criticisms I am like...more than a little put off and suspicious of peoples intense hyperfocus on her. especially considering how small of a role she generally plays outside of this kinda niche cartoon community. I'm positive that the focus that is coming from people who otherwise don't care about children's cartoon criticisms is entirely based in the lolcow style fixation on trans women and it raises red flags for me when I see queer people equally invested in her "downfall". I hope its clear that I don't want to dispute or disrespect anything serious, its more that this is very transparently part of a larger trend of turning trans women into spectacles and using their alleged misdeeds as justification. I think people should genuinely interrogate why they are so hyperfixated and invested in her specifically and why they are so satisfied seeing her fall from grace.
#txt#this was on my mind because i just saw one of those youtube documentary style videos recommended to me about her#you know with the high contrast thumbnail with the persons face in the middle#i dont know i always worry about my words and intentions being perverted but something here is really disturbing me#i think its pretty obvious who this is about but i dont want to use names
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just came out if loustat ao3 tag... maaaaan it does look bleak for bottom lestat enjoyers. my feed is literally just "bottom louis bottom louis feminization mpreg abo bottom louis"... and so on ad nauseam
sophie you are my only hope :')
It's certainly a fandom with preferences, haha
#this is neither here nor there but i feel like there's been an increase in pregnancy fics in every fandom lately?#it's pretty interesting#i kinda get it thematically with iwtv even if its not for me personally#but it's been in fandoms that have surprised me#although maybe it shouldn't#given a baby is sold as a part of the HEA in romance broadly#when i was writing a lot for gg i used to get it prompted in my inbox almost like clockwork#not really related to your ask but on the pregnancy thing#i've been a bit disturbed lately by the men who've made movies with forced pregnancy / pregnancy body horror this year?#like i guess it didn't really surprise me in alien romulus#but i saw beetlejuice beetlejuice on tuesday night and yikes??#it's just weird given the rollback on women's rights at the moment particularly around body autonomy#a tiny part of me wonders if that has anything to do with what feels like a surge in mpreg stuff at the moment#but then again i think maybe it's just the romance trope too#does any of this make any sense haha sorry my brain is fried#iwtv fic
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always always on our mind. i lov you i lov you i lov you i lov you
#–bill#hehehe . hehehehehehe. Diamonds still thinks we're obsessive and disturbing and ALL THIS OTHER SHIT and I'm just like WHOOOOO CARES.#It's quieter nowadays. I think we're all either getting good at blocking out its worries or it's not trying as hard.#but the times when it's Loud it does get like. reassurance that everything is fine of course. ANYWAYS#I!!!!!! lov you. and as y'know I don't LIKE humans very much in general. but I've got a lotta exceptions don't i?#i lov spending time with you (when fuckin stan ain't hogging all the FP Time. Christ. tuesdays REALLY mean a lot to him now!)#i lov talking to you when you're online#i just!! you make us all rlly happy. & i mean i might not talk t you A Lot; there's a lotta people here who always want your attention more—#like fids and stan. and that's fine! but. i just. fuck you mean a lot to me too.#you're like... Ford Subsystem Levels of Humans I Like‚ personally. Which SAYS A LOT!#anyways uh. thanks for being in our life. thank you for still being here. thank you for living even when it's hard.#thank you for continuing. thank you thank you thank you. you're one of our best friends‚ didja know that?#and it takes a LOT to worm one's way into that spot. we don't... MAKE friends often. shit's HARD.#but I'm glad you did so. I'm glad you're here!!!!!!!#🫂🫂🫂🫂!!!!!
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ok so anyway. if anyone is curious abiut dreamy and their role in miles world. they r besties with him But also like a secret babysitter. because as hard as he tries He s kinda a shit hero And tbh every spiderman except like hobie (also dreamys bestie. btw) is naive as hell when it comes to heroism. theyre like crime bad always No exceptions. so dreamy works sorta from the shadows to Erm clean up after miles a bit. like. erm. bust certain so called villains out of jail bc like -_- a dude stealing baby formula from a store does Not deserve 2 go 2 prison Hello. and sometimes they team up w miles and they play incompetent and clumsy like Oh Nooo iaccidentally let the bad guy get away 😣😖 like they r literally playing secret hero babysitter for his ass. instead of those “from your friendly neighborhood spiderman” notes theyd be like. “sorry lol //local villain sympathizer”. n e ways Thats their deal. in miles universe Smiles ^_^
#also. anomaly. but that was obvious#cherry chats#i looooove dreamy They r shooting up on my list of favorite inserts pretty quick u know#theyre a freak and a weirdo They look unsettling and disturbing They kinda suck hot shit but thats ok#theyre like miles secret cleaning crew. he SAVES people but he doesnt HELP them#so thats where they come in#also. joined the spider society 2 get access 2 their tech to try and find their original universe but got locked up 4 being anomalous#so they just bolted. theyre makingtheir own portal but its going slow because they have to keep an eye on miles and all#im thinking. maybe. they actually might team up with spot. because he has direct portal access (duh)#they might POTENTIALLY work with him to try and create their own map of the multiverse#by going to as many dimensions as possible at random and logging them and trying to establish how they relate to each other#so that they can find out where they came from. even though they arent really sure of that Because dumbshit dissociative amnesia or whatever#so they meet w spot at some point and r like. Give me your holes NOW so i can find out wtf happened to me#and then……. grins mischievously Well i neednt say what comes of that……. 😈#sooo aweosme i heart selfshipping#dreamy 🌃
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while im already on the train of teen wolf thoughts, i might as well say that i do not get sterek. romantically anyway. that ship is so intensely POPULAR and ive been seeing stuff about it for literal years, way before i ever even considered watching teen wolf or really knew what it was. pretty much every teen wolf fic i see on ao3 has some manner of sterek in it unless i SPECIFICALLY search for something else, like its just a given part of fanon, but now that im actually watching it im kinda like. where? like yeah they had that one vaguely homoerotic wall-pinning moment in season 1, they snark at each other a lot, but like. i don't even see them together that often. and that's not even MENTIONING the fact that in season 1 stiles is 15/16 and derek is fucking,, 22 (or 20, I'm not sure on his age but ik its at least a four-year difference),,, which is just. yeah no thanks
if anything they strike me more as, like, goofy, vaguely sibling-coded friends. stiles came along as a package deal with scott and started annoying the shit out of derek and derek had no say in the matter whatsoever, and i think that's beautiful.
all this being said, stiles is absolutely bisexual
#out of all the ships ive seen for teen wolf the one i can get behind the most is scott and isaac#like. that's some MAJOR devotion bro. isaac brings scott up like every other sentence (not literally but ykwim) its cute#the whole allison love triangle is mucking that up a bit and honestly just. what even is the point of that#but WITHOUT THAT. <3#and they dont even have a disturbing age gap!!!#(yeah it has not escaped my notice that teen wolf has some. issues. with minor/adult relationships and inappropriate age gaps)#(theres the whole thing with lydia and that deputy whose apparently like 24 or some shit that i havent even gotten to yet. not looking#-forward to that)#other random tw ship opinions:#scott and allison are actually cute! i was pleasantly surprised in season one when i actually LIKED the main het ship lmao#stiles and lydia (or what exists of them so far anyway) are also cute#i still think it would have been cute/nice/whatever if jackson had repressed feelings for danny (which i know is not an impossibility since#-he DOES apparently come back with a bf later on)#but like i dont know how much i actually see that or if i just like it in theory . really i appreciate their friendship as a friendship in#-its own right#on that note. danny and ethan: SWEET. get it danny. love the trope of 'i originally had an alterior motive for getting with you but i#-caught feelings and really care about you now oops'#speaking generally though the romance (whether canonical or otherwise) is definitely NOT what attracts me to and keeps me hooked on teen#-wolf. not by far#but i like having opinions about it anyway uwu#magpie thoughts
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i read the hunger games books multiple times over as a kid, and i didnt like katniss' ending at first, bc my hyperlexic ass could read the words long before i could REALLY Comprehend the concepts, but as soon as i got a firm understanding of aromanticism and trauma and and etcetc... i like it a lot now
#^bro had the most subtleeeee learning delay !!!!#it kind of disturbs me because like. i just. didnt have a teacher that really helped me UNDERSTAND stuff like themes? i was shy#and i was REALLY good at guessing on questions like theme and mood based on what the teacher said#but i didnt. GET them i usually got half points or missed those questions or wasnt detailed enough#same thing with character motivation#unless i was intimately familiar with the story#and even then stuff like hs and su and mp100... it took multiple times over and also participation in fan discussion to Get what was happen#idk what happened or why it clicked#it was like. slowly thru junior year and into senior i had 2 great teachers in a row#the texts we read were interesting and were about things i could identify as giving a shit about from a fairly surface level#i dont know what made it click..#which is what makes me think its hyperlexia#it was really like an epiphany? or a set of epiphanies#but i could read a LOT of words really fucking fast#i was reading on my own when i was 4#which apparently isnt normal#and they said i read at a 7th grade level when i was in 3rd grade#and by the time i was in 7th grade i was reading at a college level#which! at my school was pretty much just based on knowing vocab!!!!#and damn did i know vocab. i just couldnt.. see.. the bigger picture....... Um. *gulps in missed autism diagnosis*#just connected that thats a manifestation of focusing on the details..#but yeah its weird#i was always pretty sure i didnt have any major developmental delays#just trouble communicating and socializing etcetc sensory issues whatever#im p sure i hit all my milestones on time or early as a bebe#except that... also i was (am...) a wanderer. i got the cops called on me by my family cause i wandered to a neighbors house (there were#kids a little older than me there and i had an older neighbor friend from another house so i thought it was chill. plus they had video game#and i lived w old people so i didnt get any games until i was 7 (dsi))#im pretty sure they wouldnt have called the cops if it was a white family -_- they would refer to them as Them Patels -_-#but regardless i was pulling the irish goodbye before i shouldve LOL
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