#its just really disturbing to me
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when ur mom's friend/neighbor who claims to be part of "the only loving religion on earth" calls your friend (her nephew) a deadbeat and talks about how much she wants to see his brains splattered on the floor 🤩
#ok girl!!!#she hates him because he jokingly pointed a fake gun at his step mother (which idc under what circumstance - thats not a good joke)#but then SHE talks constantly about how much SHE wants to shoot people and uses this violent language about wanting people dead#its just really disturbing to me#like idk but to me thats scarier than the fake gun thing#im not really friends with the kid anymore but i still have the reflex to defend almost anybody when i hear talk like that#because what the fuck dude. sparse occasions when thats justified and this doesnt seem like one of them to me.#anyways. i just dislike death threats in general but hearing them come from someone you know about someone you know is especially disturbin#i just find it especially laughable that she is part of a religious organization that claims the only loving and peaceful and kind people#on earth are part of it and everyone else in the world is evil and can never achieve happiness#when she embodies nothing of what the organization claims and everything of what they say outsiders are#rant over. i just needed to get this out.#i saved this as a draft earlier and didnt intend on publishing it but its still bothering me so here
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Get in the fucking biograft, Shuriken. (EVANGELION/PHIGHTING!)




(og screenshot’s/cover under text!) Why hello there to my tumblr followers, it’s been a awhile /silly
ANYWAYS!!! Guess who recently finished the EVA franchise minus the rebuilds and has been in a horrible chokehold over it, this anime ruined my life but hey at least its intro theme is nice……
Well, I wanted to draw some stuff for it! All together these pieces took exactly 48 hours and 20 minutes… with the cover-piece taking ~35(?) of those hours. These were… very, VERY time costly safe to say LOL,,, I am super, SUPER proud of how the cover came out though, everything on it was drawn, colored, rendered, edited, whatever, BY HAND stroke by stroke (as you can see below)




The text, the lineart, the shadows, the colors, the snowflakes on the bio and Shuri, EVERYTHING was done by hand, it was horribly time costly but it did come out very, VERY well in the end I would say (fun fact! I also didn’t originally have the textless version of the cover, and I had to trace all of the lineart for bio’s tophalf by just guessing what line when where and what the hell was going on /silly)
this was a very, very hard project to do all together, but it was also a really nice learning experience too, I’m happy i did it that’s for sure :3!
(og screenies + cover)




#its. Done#ho. ly.#FUCK#its finally done#48 hours of work later and I’m FREEEEEEEE (lie) /silly#Eva has been rotting my brain into oblivion recently#I am oh so traumatized and mentally disturbed but man this anime does hold a very special place in my heart#And so does PHIGHTING! which is why this exists /silly#So! About this#This isn’t an au- not really at least. I don’t think I could live with myself if I made this a serious au#I love Eva with all my heart but I feel like it’s just a little too mature to combine with something like phighting LMAO#I don’t want to be the reason why some poor 12 year old finds out about EVA and then is subsequently traumatized for life because an#Artist they like combined the two /j#Okay seriously though yeah! This is really just a fun little “what if” situation- bascially of what characters would be who and how would a#Small bit of the world building work#Other then that I have been trying to avoid putting much thought into it#Credits to my friend Torch for getting me into this hell-show by the way /vsilly#art#artists on tumblr#phighting#digital art#phighting roblox#phighting fanart#phighting art#roblox phighting#phighting!#evangelion fanart#neon genesis evangelion#the end of evangelion#neon genesis fanart
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Cw: potentially disturbing content, read at your own risk.
𝕹𝖊𝖈𝖗𝖔𝖕𝖍𝖎𝖑𝖎𝖆
Dean stands in a dismal room, staring at Sam, laid out gently on a dingy bare mattress. He keeps his eyes trained on the bed, but nothing happens. Sammy is dead, an unpalatable reality to an older brother.
"You know, when we were little, you couldn't have been more than 5. You had just started asking questions. 'How come we didn't have a mom?', 'Why do we always have to move around?', 'Where did Dad go?' when he'd take off for days at a time. I remember I begged you, 'quit asking, Sammy. You don't want to know.' I just wanted you to be a kid. Just for a little while longer. I always tried to protect you. Keep you safe. Dad didn't even have to tell me. It's just always been my responsibility, you know? It's like I had one job. I had one job, and I screwed it up. I blew it, and for that, I'm sorry. I guess that's what I do. I let down the people I love. You know, I let Dad down, and now I guess, I'm just supposed to let you down, too. How can I? How am I supposed to live with that? What am I supposed to do? Sammy? What am I supposed to do? WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?!"
Bobby comes in, offering Dean food and carefully suggesting it's time to bury Sam's body. He vehemently refuses. Even when Bobby tells Dean the world is ending Dean just tells him “..let it end!” because for Dean it already had. Bobby is hesitant to leave Dean there, alone with the body, but Dean is insistent.
Dean sits alone with the body. Moving closer to it to speak with it, as if Sam can hear him, as if he's in there somewhere still.
- Dean to dead Sam
He is totally incapable of accepting that Sam is dead. That his baby brother, his Sammy, is gone. Still raw with the grief of losing his Dad he cannot accept that Sam is lost to him.
Do you think in the two days he spent with his brother's body that he reached out to touch it. That he cradled Sam’s head in his hands and felt the coolness of the once warm skin. What would a man do who had reached the fraying edges of his ability to process grief..
#supernatural#spn#sam winchester#dean winchester#jared padalecki#jensen ackles#the aforementioned weird shit i wanted to say about supernatural#just been really thinking about the disturbing and macabre lately#i watched a YouTube video about the 10 classes of Necrophiliacs and well#it reminded me of Dean...#gonna tag this wincest too actually#wincest#the winchester brothers#its not necessarily explicitly that but its not necessarily explicitly not that
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One day I’ll go through med school and then I’ll go through residency and then I’ll go through a fellowship and then I’ll be the most crybaby neurosurgeon you could think of. Bursting into tears if I so much as graze ur hypothalamus with my forceps
#Yesterday I shadowed a neurologist for the first time and basically we got done seeing a patient who’s also a heart surgeon#And I turned to the doctor and was like Ok what do we do#The thing is this patient has dementia and we don’t really have a cure for that yet so the study he’s enrolling in is largely observational#Still I expected her to follow up on him in much more frequent increments#Instead this woman goes “we’ll see him in 6-9 months but… not even sure if he’ll be here by then sooo”#Basically implying he might be dead in a year#AND I WAS LIKE. Blown away by how blase she was#And ever since then a fiendish sort of melancholy followed me everywhere I went .#Bc I haven’t stopped thinking about the heart surgeon#I don’t get how she can stop thinking about him#I don’t understand people who can stop thinking about something like that#I know neurologists like her have seen patients come and go many a time but I was disturbed#So I made a pact w myself never to lose my humanity. Half of why I’m so into medicine is bc of its humane aspects#And in 10 years I’ll look back at this and hopefully still be just as annoyingly sensitive as I am today#I think I’m just overall disillusioned w how little humanity some people seem to have but that doesn’t mean I have to be that way too#p
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What is one controversial opinion that will get you jumped , whether it be a certain wiki character , the wiki itself , (maybe the Heykids wiki too itself if you wanna count that in ) , or just anything about the fandom that you wish to see improvement on 🤔🧐
#candle cove#feeling a bit silly#a very scandalous ask 🤞🏾#for me ehhh i kinda wanna see more morally bad Poppys#like listen#hoping i dont sound like those edgy newgen creepypasta fans that are canon elitists while making really disturbing hcs about random emo ocs#like i PERSONALLY don't view him as a good guy#he's so morally grey and the wiki tries to portray that as the opposite I'm not a fan of the sweet caring father figure troupe people give#him but idc if anyone ik hcs that since its just a weird little pet peeve of mine#cmon did you really think the guy that skinned a man he didn't know and shouts verbal insults at his pirate courier for little reasons#would be an amazing father figure??#another thing is that im hoping to see more black Thade recognition and some more Jojo and Sanjay fans#i can't control on how people view certain characters and they can do whatever they want with Poppy idc at most#so erm don't start random discourse I'm not in the mood
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orbits are straight lines is the fucked up thing. straight lines described by energy! unless they are three body orbits in which case things get really strange, but they are actually still completely straight lines. just dynamic ones. They aren't just straight, they are constant.
#almost impossible to understand an orbit unless you look at it in multiple reference frames.#and yes I know the term is geodesic but understanding it as a straight line is helpful for understanding the forces involved#yes I know that with perturbations outside forces and station keeping they wont be truly straight.#but its important to understand them as naturally straight paths which are disturbed!#if you understand orbiting as circling an object actively you get weird intuitions that are completely wrong#because if you circle an object in a curved line your momentum is constantly shifting#generating centrifugal forces or “g force” in pilotspeak#but orbits are literally straight lines - ignoring station keeping. more than that they are CONSTANT straight lines. of continuous motion#there is no changing momentum or changing force. no stresses acting upon the object.#there isnt even acceleration when there is apparent acceleration to an observer! yes this includes elliptical orbits#its a constant endless straight line of continuous constant energy.#yes even irregular orbits are straight lines!#of course this is assuming your orbit is stable. unstable orbits are not straight lines.#and really all orbits are more or less unstable. its about matters of degree and time scales#even as the object apparently slows down towards apogee and apparently accelerates towards perigee it doesnt actually. the motions constant#you might think of it as moving through less space in more time and more space in less time respectively if you want to have something like#a workable heuristic for understanding why the apparent acceleration isnt real for the object.#this is actually really important to understand because acceleration acts on the object. apparent acceleration does not its just an artifac#it's only real outside the reference frame and therefore not important for the object. this isn't just a neat trick it really does matter#also yes energy is the correct term don't @ me angular momentcucks#for an engineer angular momentum is just energy you solve for.#“nooo angular momentum is real” astrophysics wojak vs#“just determine your desired orbital radius or period and solve for the required energy to get there” aerospace engineer chad
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"I am a grown adult woman, fascinated by horror and disturbing elements in fiction, I can rationalize the scary parts and be fine"
Also me: *disturbed by the mere description of a fan animation depicting sewerslide and procrastinates going to bed as a result because Ooh Scary Shot Of Corpse is now a (self-constructed) mental image*
#💬 rory rambles#I'm making this non-rebloggable because it is about#that demon show#yes yes. when something disturbs me my reaction is to find out everything about it in a safe way so I've seen many posts LMAO#for some reason people describing this kinda stuff fucks me up. perhaps nearly as much as seeing it firsthand#but maybe not that much#I can't handle some lost episode creepypastas either leave me aloooone#(Red Mist fucked me up also. don't. don't get me started on the Ronald Reagan tape SCP.... *shivers violently*)#anyway I think I would like to study that one shot I HAVE seen just about right before he does it. because it IS unnerving#but I have to wonder whether that's because of the look of the shot on its own or because of the context#like say without knowing what it's preceding I wonder how much less potent it would be. or what exactly makes up that feeling#aside from the close up symmetry and eye contact. of course. coupled with that expression#plus honestly he rarely has pupils. so the “slightly off model” element also adds to it#but it's not like I can analyize it further because... I'm unsettled just looking at it so I can't look at it again AHEHAHEHAHHG#my ass would NOT survive the sight of the aftermath#oh God why would I remind myself of the Reagan SCP. now I really won't go to bed on time sjghslfghd THAT SHIT WAS FUCKED#I don't need images man I'm an extremely visual person#the images are in my head as we speak#the problem is getting them out
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WAITTTTTT Now that I think about it, it isnt just Malleus who's re-enacting a similar situation as Meleanor during the present time (aka they're the powerful mage who uses their magic to "terrorize people" but actually just trying to protect the people they value), but its also Silver re-enacting as Knight of Dawn--!!! and no i dont mean when Silver finally battles against Malleus, i mean right now during this dream hopping arc, where the humans (STYX and all the NRC students) are using his magic to take down Malleus, much like how the Silver Owls exploited Dawn's magical prowess to kill Meleanor 💀✨
#idk its just disturbing to me since Silver really worked hard to overcome his comparison to Dawn#but hes being forced in a situation again where he has to take “Dawn's role”#but this time the outside factors are pressuring him#instead of just himself
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will he burn down the kitchen
#SORRY THIS ISNT FULLT SHADED Guys it is so late this daily post grind is serious#cranboo#cranboo fanart#went to the park today lots of fun....CRAZY WIND THOUGH Omfg i wouldn't mind if it didn't RUIN MY HAIRRR#it gets so flat i have really loose curls so literally anything disturbs them and ougghh its like i just spent an hour finger waving(? ever#strand Whyyyy whatever i tried to not let that get to me i enjoyed the sun....#i tried to braid a blade of grass it Kind of worked idk i posyed a pic on twitter oohhh it was so nice out today i was just Sat on the gras#enjoying the sun#i got this skirt at altard state the other day ACTUSLLY KTS A SHORT but like its Layered so it looks like a skirt kind of hold on#altard state raleigh layered lace shorts OUGGHH so cute so COMFROTABLE omg i wore the#m to school on friday everyone lovveddd them i lovr high school everyone is so nice to me#Tomorrow it will be 77 degrees im so excited imma take the train to school there is no way imma b sitting on that bus....#drawing for tommroow ummmm maube Omg based off the poll imma do a follow up that sounds fun yesssss#Ok i love u guys good night
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Stop flirting....
#btw i have zero context for *when* that pic is from in the press con#but this is the only time they talk to/about each other in the transcript#so it is my headcanon that they are the same moment 🤭🤭#but god yet another exchange i would kill someone to get the video of#it just comes off in the transcript as so old married couple bickering??????#'oh *now* youre paying attention. was the light bothering you? was it really that bad for you'#'yes it was in fact disturbing me >:('#'youre being such a baby 🙄 the light in here is just as bright���#'alright sure mr. privileged man whos in the best car. of course you wouldn't understnd my struggles 😒'#'well maybe you shoul've just backed off and let me drive 🥺 i was already beating you whats the point'#'ummm actually no you werent'#mark: i am going to shoot myself#but its sooooooo funny seb being like aww dw 🥺🥺 i was trying to build a gap 🥺🥺 to shield your sensitive eyes 🥺#CAN WE PLEASE TALK THOUGH ABOUT SEB PATTING HIS CAP !!!!!!! SOOOOOO CUTE#no matter the actual context of the pic hes still 100% being an annoying brat to nando. I just know it#race weekend over. back to the content people TRULY care about: vettonso.(😭)#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#fernando alonso#vettonso#2013 italian gp
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Back to your blog to look at your wonderful lofe-giving art
Charles looks so cute with the blush on and so sexy with the bdsm and crop top on ajfkakfk awoooga bark bark bark, drooling, looking very disrespectfully, staring, daydreaming, licking my screen afjkakkk
Also following that Charles bdsm and crop top combo (already very deadly) with hot fox haired magneto (ahckskfk deceased)
welcome back to the blog to ogle anon, lovely to have you 😌 !!! thank you for enjoying my bdsm charles art... i do love drawin blush i aint gonna lie ... i dont advise lickin the screen tho ... but everything else is encouraged 😌
the silver fox that erik is IS pretty deadly this is true... and that beyond his ability to fold anyone like an omelette .... thank you my friend ..
#snap chats#charles is very darling and cute but that's just all the time BUT esp with blush#funny thing is The Rare TImes I Draw Movie Charles i like giving him blush all the time ....#whenever i see mcavoy from that time he always reminds me of those like. those really pretty boys from them old paintings#yk the ones ??? bordering on angelic ... so i like puttin the lil blush :] cause thats what they did in them paintins ..#moving on i have one more erik doodle to finish up today . as i said this morning wait im repeating myself vjaeVLKJVKL#last night i wasnt super satisfied with that erik piece actually- AGAIN its not bad i just wanted to do a lil more ig. personally.#so i sketched something before i fell asleep ... and then i woke up to miss baby lady mona monica darling lisa lisa on my neck#and then i couldnt move for an hour because why would i disturb my darling dearest baby lady like that what am i some kind of monster#ANYWAYS ... i should have that finished soon ... its not a grand sketch just somethin silly ...#thank you for enjoying my art anon !!!!! i look forward to sharing more things you'll enjoy . soon ;]
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grace chasity reads both testaments
#this is a bisexual christian joke#i hope this is clear :) i am the target audience :)#npmd#nerdy prudes must die#grace chasity#canon? idk canon is dead i devoured its soul#like girl has had one crush she acknowledged at 18#and - projecting my personal experience here - i absolutely liked girls *and had gay dreams about them* but didn't let them register with m#like i had full-on dreams about kissing girls and. refused to let myself think that made me queer??? just 'that's probably my subconscious'#'wanting to disturb me or something but i'm not actually bi'#and the crushes on them i had#also. i think it's fully possible she liked a girl and killed her a couple of years ago. (on purpose). but she doesn't feel bad bc that gir#was also queer! so REALLY she was preventing others from stumbling#whatever point is i think she's bi i don't care if she knows it or not#give me 3 main girls being multisexual please and thank you :D
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there is a Certain Trans Woman Reviewer who consistently has ire directed towards her and who also has faced some pretty serious allegations and while I want to say I'm not disputing either those allegations or criticisms I am like...more than a little put off and suspicious of peoples intense hyperfocus on her. especially considering how small of a role she generally plays outside of this kinda niche cartoon community. I'm positive that the focus that is coming from people who otherwise don't care about children's cartoon criticisms is entirely based in the lolcow style fixation on trans women and it raises red flags for me when I see queer people equally invested in her "downfall". I hope its clear that I don't want to dispute or disrespect anything serious, its more that this is very transparently part of a larger trend of turning trans women into spectacles and using their alleged misdeeds as justification. I think people should genuinely interrogate why they are so hyperfixated and invested in her specifically and why they are so satisfied seeing her fall from grace.
#txt#this was on my mind because i just saw one of those youtube documentary style videos recommended to me about her#you know with the high contrast thumbnail with the persons face in the middle#i dont know i always worry about my words and intentions being perverted but something here is really disturbing me#i think its pretty obvious who this is about but i dont want to use names
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just came out if loustat ao3 tag... maaaaan it does look bleak for bottom lestat enjoyers. my feed is literally just "bottom louis bottom louis feminization mpreg abo bottom louis"... and so on ad nauseam
sophie you are my only hope :')
It's certainly a fandom with preferences, haha
#this is neither here nor there but i feel like there's been an increase in pregnancy fics in every fandom lately?#it's pretty interesting#i kinda get it thematically with iwtv even if its not for me personally#but it's been in fandoms that have surprised me#although maybe it shouldn't#given a baby is sold as a part of the HEA in romance broadly#when i was writing a lot for gg i used to get it prompted in my inbox almost like clockwork#not really related to your ask but on the pregnancy thing#i've been a bit disturbed lately by the men who've made movies with forced pregnancy / pregnancy body horror this year?#like i guess it didn't really surprise me in alien romulus#but i saw beetlejuice beetlejuice on tuesday night and yikes??#it's just weird given the rollback on women's rights at the moment particularly around body autonomy#a tiny part of me wonders if that has anything to do with what feels like a surge in mpreg stuff at the moment#but then again i think maybe it's just the romance trope too#does any of this make any sense haha sorry my brain is fried#iwtv fic
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“#I am a little overcome with love for him and I want everyone else to be too. I hope it’s infectious” It seems like everybody who researches him becomes infatuated with him in some way
How could you not be... very charming animal
#honestly I am perpetually surprised by people's reception to him in life. how were the ladies not crawling on him like weevils....#He has that really charming style of early 2010s humor that's not quite the type derogatorily referred to as 'random xd' but it's close#Random xd is just fine by me though...#Also.. you know.. not to be too reductive but. I think really truly honestly Adam is one of the most gorgeous creatures I've ever seen#that sweet long face and his adorable round snout. come on..#and well. I am a little ashamed to admit that if he were reading what I was saying about him I think he may be a little disturbed.#None of that shallow physical stuff matters anyway! He said everything I felt. The perpetuation of life is sick and twisted.#If you wanted to personify or summarize life on earth in its entirety you would find frankenstein's monster to be a very apt comparison.#I hear of a lot of lovers of Adam going vegan.. it's more important that you take up antinatalism!#Not the stupid humancentric antinatalism though. anything that is imbued with need does not need to be. it is quite simple#antinatalism and reducing animal product from your diet usually go hand in hand though if you're logically consistent#and not doing bizarre mental gymnastics#but I am not the type to militantly berate you about going vegan because the antinatalism is the most important part of this equation#And I will tell you why. Your bloodline ending with you means less mouths that will generate from you branching off and consuming evermore#evermore animal products. Vegans that are not advocating antinatalism are doing a lot of harm.#why would you as a vegan advocate for the perpetuation of life on an inherently cannibalistic planet. cruel and unusual.#Sorry for going on a tangent. I'm insane.#That.. wasn't even the topic.
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...so what r the Gabriel fics like?
#im talking about that FREAK from Mandela Catalogue#BEFORE U YELL AT ME LET ME DEFEND MYSELF#someone compared the wraith to that mf and now i cant unsee it!!!!#im kinda mad about it too#SO NOW IM JUST A LITTLE CURIOUS#im not looking for that....i think...???#im just curious if its a thing or not!!!#I JUST WANNA KNOW HOW WEIRD IT IS AND WHERE I SHOULD AVOID SO I DONT ACCIDENTALLY READ IT#...theres no way no one didnt go...wait i kinda wanna fuck this guy#...dont lie to my face#i just wanna know how strange it is...u knOW#RIGHT???#im actually very disturbed by gabriel but like its kinda like the same shit i have going on with slenderman#....im weirded out but intrigued#....#pls u reader insert ppl ik ur out there#this is like ur territory#im acting like im not the reader insert ppl in question#but im not apart of that fandom so idk#im a coward who cant even watch the mandela catalogue cause it actually really freaks me out#but its so good gahhh#anyways ill probably break and search....out of curiosity
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