#its ghostbur!! :D

[synthsays]

Little art style test ft. Ghostbur :D

Not perfect but I'd say it turned pretty well :D

Inspiration is @paiinttag on Instagram :D

The inspo image is of c!Tommy w/ "The Bug Collector" lyrics :D

[life-winners-liveblog]

Maybe if we all wish very hard the limbos will align! for the sake of plot convince?

-Loki

SL!Jimmy: And then- Why is everything vibrating?!?

Ghostbur: Oh! A train is coming!!!

SL!Mumbo: What?!?

Ghostbur: Someones visiting!!!

SL!Jimmy: What?!!

Ghostbur: I wonder who it could be!!

~~~~~

DL!Scott: An Earthquake? Really?

Glatt: Its not an Earthquake.

DL!Cleo: Then what is it?

Glatt: It's the Limbo linking fuckery, guess we are doing that now. Ugh I need a cigarette.

DL!Scott: You...have one in your hand.

Glatt: Oh right, thanks cutie.

~~~~~

????: Oh It's been a while, Hi Ghostbur!

Ghostbur: Hi! What are you doing in Limbo? You don't usually cone here...

????: Tought to visit y'know?

SL!Jimmy: Who's this???

~~~~~

????: Ayyyyyyyyyyy

Glatt: Oh, this is hilarious...

DL!Scott: What?

Glatt: Just because we got linked with a Limbo doesn't mean we got linked with the one you two wanted.

DL!Cleo: Explain.

Glatt: We didn't get to the train station, we got the classroom.

DL!Scott: Then who is that?

~~~~~

Ghostbur: Jimmy, Mumbo, this is Ghostboo!

Boo: Just call me Boo. Used to be Ranboo if your curious.

SL!Mumbo: The...one that split in Heart and Mind?

Boo: That's the one!! Wow you told them about me? I am flattered!!!

SL!Jimmy: So which one are you?

Boo: Mind of course, I haven't seen Heart in a year. Is it that hard to see Ghostbur?

Ghostbur: A bit.

~~~~~

Glatt: This is *snikers* M fucking D.

MD: Ayyyyyyy man! Got new friends without me?

DL!Scott: I already hate him.

(yeah...not yet)

[weheartstims]

:0 :D Could we possibly get a ghostbur stimboard!!? Can it have paws? Can it be blue and sheeps and or rams and a slime :D :) Thank you very much! My host just let me know I could ask for another one of these! Very excited to see what you do for my friend Wake up and its Over :D :) thank you so much king! o/ -Casper :D

Ghostbur (DSMP) with rams, blue paws, and a slime!

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[ofthatcolossalwrxck]

Entry date: 24th of September

Well , ain't this funny . The last entry I wrote was on 6th (or maybe 7th ?) of this month , and Uh . I'm not good at telling time apart , how could I when the dates just feel so . Blurry ? But well , I digress — I hadn't taken my anti psychotics for so long , and I hadn't realized until the nausea had me passed out at work . . Thankfully , no co - worker of mine saw me . They all walked by , thinking that I was just asleep on my desk , and although the thought that people can just pass by when I'm like That . . Kinda stings . It's Whatever , it's fine . I should have learned my lesson a long time ago that people are not keen as they seem ; because if they had , I think they would have noticed a long time ago my cries for Help . My desperation . My

Ah , No . No . no . Now , that's selfish . I am not entitled to that kind of attention and I don't deserve that kind of attention , I feel . And I shouldn't try to rely on people for that either , I shouldn't rely on people too hard because they're not as trustworthy as they say they are , and Well , I don't want to hurt more than I have alreadybhurt . Anyways , anti - psychotics Right . God bless my therapist for beingbso patient with me ; I have no idea as to why she hasn't given up on me yet , especially since I missed so many sessions and I haven't taken much of my medication lately either so I have so much to make up for . Hm

On my first night after a long time of taking anti - pscyhotics . The side effects feel just as heavier than it did before though , now I feel like there's a literal something weighing down my eye lids , because with each second I breath in , I find myself dozing off . The nausea hasn't gotten away completely either – so I'm not sure why I'm feeling that way either . Actually thinking about it , I always feel that a Lot ever since I came back into existence . Comes in waves but it's usually bearable So i dont know Why Everythtigg's aching , I don't know why it hurts to moce a lot i mena it usually is but It feels more Painful it hurts the throbbing I can feel it Down mg Legs

the air fele sHumid i think i think I thrink I think I deserve abit of rest maybe Lay down for a Little while on my bed perjaps . . Something scarss me though , my therpaist wants to administ e r anti depressants as soon A sI get used to anti pscyhotics but Honestly ?? Id dont know if I want to take more medicine if this is how I feel rigtht now i hope aftee a bit of rest I will be ready for the job interview in Thee days god i need that job now that theres one person a d a pet sheep in my house Now

ghostbur . Ghostbru right . I havent nmmentioned Ghostbur , haven't I ? he's moved in with me now afte rmy invitation , and thinkjng anout it , I should definitely work on that extra room too so we won't have to share the Same bed and he can have his Own little space . Its the lwadt I can do since he nrought me the closure I needed – I i nee d I N eed to be better , i have to because everyone's pain would be for nothing if I didn't I i yeah . just a Few moments of rest first .. before I think about that ......

[noncanon-fictionkin]

Hi! I think i count as a non-cannon kin so the fun thing with me is how i am a ghost fusion of Tommyinnit and Tubbo from dsmp! I was given the name Clue i don't know why. I can only remember my Techno, Ghostbur, Ranboo and Phil. I was made due to some unfortunate things but i find that I'm more happy then Tommy and Tubbo were, from what i know they were very very sad... Phil was sad alot too... Phil didn't like me much but thats okay he was still one of my dads :D. I also remember having a stutter but its mostly gone now :3 - Angelsfall Anon (Clue shift)

omg thats so cool actually !!!! thats like. rly unique and interestin to hear abt !!! dsmp noncanon kins are some of my favs to hear about !! very nice to hear that the two of them were able to find some kind of happiness from being you as well <33

[n0phis]

Your art looks fantastic! I don’t know if you’re aware of this but the titkoker “cqilbur_” used your art in an edit. They gave you credit, but I just wanted to make sure you were aware! Here’s the link: https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZT88gPPR9/

AHAH thank you for showing me!!! :D idk about the intent behind this so im assuming its just letting me know since i usually state i love to see edits w my stuff, but if it was for the sake of checking if i allow it i absolutely do!

i think its stated in the disclaimer thing i post with my art but if not i may change that to specify that edits are encouraged!

(embedding it here for those who also wanna check it out!)

[ghosts-and-blue-sweaters]

for the three songs ask game: 3, 8, 11, 21, 23!

three songs you were recently obsessed with

Lovely question, my friend!!

1. 23!!! GOSH I was looping this song all of last week. It’s one of my favorite Bible passages and it’s a GOOD, WONDERFUL SONG TOO!!! YES!!! It’s so happy :D

2. Role Models. It’s such a deep, profound piece of music, and the fact that it’s by my favorite band makes it all the better :) It’s also… quite relevant to the whole mcyt situation going on.

3. The Last Song On Earth. This song feels like dusk and summer and comfort and it’s so freakin pretty oughhhh

three songs that remind you most of summer and vacation

!!!

I actually have both a summer and a vacation playlist XD

1. Life By The Sea. This one came to mind instantly lol. It’s so much fun, it’s bouncy, it’s clean, it’s ocean-themed. Good all around!

2. Postcards From Italy. One of my favorites :)

3. It’s Golden Hour Somewhere. This is the most hot, humid, muggy summer song I have ever hekkin heard. The Vibes.

three favourite songs from movie or TV series soundtrack

1. Step Out. One of my favorite songs from one of my favorite movies <3

2. Brothers Montage. I see the word “brothers�� and black out instantly, okay. This is a beautiful, moving track, and the scene that accompanies it is one of the Very Best, in my opinion.

3. Meeting Luca. The Ghostbur vibes… do you hear me.

three songs of your childhood

Breaking out the nostalgia playlist for this one!

1. What Faith Can Do. I grew up on K-Love, and this was a very frequently played song :)

2. Trouble. I ONLY SAY THIS BECAUSE THERE WAS A TRAILER FOR THE MOVIE TANGLED THAT PLAYED THIS SONG IN THE BACKGROUND!! AND I WATCHED THAT TRAILER EVERY TIME I WATCHED CERTAIN DISNEY DVDS. I never actually listened to this song on its own 😭

3. Hold Me. Jamie Grace heck YES

three songs that never fail to get you pumped up

I don’t know about pumped up specifically, but there are songs that make me happy :)

1. Growing Old on Bleecker Street! Such a darn pretty song. So happy-sounding :’)

2. Blunders. THE VIBES!!!

3. Boho Days. GOSHHHH THIS ONE!!! I’ve never seen the movie/show it’s from, but the song is great :D

[sunlightsshadow]

Heal What Has Been Hurt Liveblog

hello and welcome to the first of 5 initial (but probably not Only) posts recounting my liveblogging of Heal What Has Been Hurt by @sunlitmcgee

ch1: and the universe said "I Love You"

c! tech did one (1) good thing and it was burning the egg

gogy mention/pos

its only ch1 and they've already gone DadMode. hasnt even even , talked to the boy yet/lh

XD :D

ch2:Flower Gleam and Glow

"weirdo mother hen guardian angel nanny thing." hehehe

moths moths moths moths moths

Clara :D

ch3: I've Been Ghosting Your Dreams

i wonder how tommy feels about warm rain

my browser crashed god dad is too powerful/j

ghostbur :DDD

oh i have so many feelings about ghobur

ch4:Come, My Child

not lots of thoughts just enjoying the domesticity of the bois

did enjoy the star freckles tho

ch5:Like A Busy Bee Taking Flight

"large purple man" thanos/neg

compass compass compass compass (im wearing my Your Tommy compass my bf bought me <3)

heheh dad said pogchamp

ch6:Flying Like a Bee, Black and Yellow Energy

hehe derivikat lyrics

xd dad god. why is that form even still in your rotation/lh

ranboo/pos. i love all Ranboos

hehehe time to sin!

c! techno/neg

xd having several children who are gods and can take care of themselves and having to focus your attention on the whole of creation is different than abandoning your litteral tiny children to go adventuring w a gladiator who hears voices

xd you could have shifted forms dont yell at them/lh

ch7:Cold. Why You Gotta Treat Me So Cold?

weird schlatt tubbo/neg nightmare tubbo/neg

GOD I hate exile

I am so emotional over them GODS

I need someone to be proud of me like xd is proud of tommy

I want a god dad. the yearning is strong

ch8: sweet like honey

any time someone writes tommy saying the phrase "ill be good" istg i feel my heart break

back sore, clue #1

micha 🥺

ch9: I Think You're All Insane

_beloved family/pos

PUFFY!!

every time i manage to forget the captain is dreams mom someone reminds me :/(/hj/nm/lh)

no more memory broke :D

am i using that emoji to much? i do not care<3

god enderman lore/pos

ch10: Deep In The Meadow

i also feel Okay. this is a good place to be

there is something so personal about tommy wanting to end the cycle of abuse and worrying he'll end up like the people who hurt him

good people have intrusive thoughts tommy:(

ch11:Here it's Safe, and Here it's Warm

hehehehe Wings also toms XD would never leave you :(

"you'll instinctively know" its not instincts if it hurts Philza

god i fucking love the personification of instincts. so much. its such a cool thing

ch12:Why, Tell Me, Father?

tommy has a perfect comfy bed and doesnt wanna move. mood

tommy is starting to heal and i love that for him/gen

how DID xd figure that out?

ive just decided just now while rereading that xd was too nice to phil

"you're still here" im gonna SOB

heal! emerald duo/neg

I wanna hug tommy :(

ch13:It's a Promise for Life Between Father and Child

what if i just [takes a white out pen to tommys trauma] look now hes just a lil guy! (someone do this to me)

[beats the doomsday bitches over the head with a stick] i will actually never be normal abt c!tommy

mmmm i should play omori

tinyboo. itty bitty

i dont wana read the interaction w technoooo [reads it anyways] its important

Ghobur! he back!

i think more people should let ghostbur get angry

ch14:How Would You Know?

idk how phil cant sense the Pissed Off aura xd must be giving off rn

in which xd is my spirit animal

:D(malicious)-XD

i like his hat :(

somebody please do this w my dad

ch15: Remember to be Patient

i am obsessed w instinct stuff. lil baby birb go peep peep

i was so lost in the euphoria of birb i forgot to have thoughts

ch16:Fold Up Your Wings, Close Your Eyes

WING TIME WING TIME WING TIME

"it's beautiful… except of course for the unholy screams"

xd " claws" and " adorable" are not generally words that go together

he is SAD the baby is SAD :(

what would xd do if tommy turned into an actual baby?

"its me?" AWWWW🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

hes a baby

i will kill any god for him

baby boy

precious

oh boo even *mentions* agere how did I miss that the first time? tommy is simply baby

ch17: See the Sunset

cant see glass<3

i want a cool space blanket (I have a non-binary flag space blanket tho :3)

I also like when things make click clack noises… am i birb?

I love hiiiiimmmmm

ch18:Nothing Could Tear Us Apart

they can both be clingy it's okay

i almost forgot to open my document when I started reading again

[wilbur voice] quackityyyyy

hes not even actually here but I'm lobe himb

hehehe lovey dovey qpps/pos

i adore my qpps and my bf

GOD i am not NORMAL about platonic soulmate clingyduo there is nothing normal abt my mind state towards them!

"You were worth more than L'manburg ever was…" grrrrrr growl hiss its so GOOD

more baby birb🥺

ch19:Come out and Play

is he a demigod now?

bird time again!

i love instinct shit have i mentioned that?/hj

baby baby boy/pos

i was reading this the first time and I was just like. hes so small

i fuckin love my comfort chara using my coping mechanisms

And with that it's back to reading<3

[catdoingthelaundry]

you are so cool

you are so cool my man good vibes only

i enjoy seeing you on the dash, i enjoy it a lot

also ghost adores you. its funky. very cool

(am system. uhhhh ghost is a ghostbur which. im going to stop talking now have a really good day)

rib

Awww, thank you :) I'm glad my little blog brings so many people joy

If Ghost is there, hello! :D I hope you're doing well. I hope you lot have a really good day too <3

[kaiokentimesten]

Sorry if this is like, weird but I wanted to say you did really really really good on the Ghostbur&Alivebur thread (finale? I think?) And its just so !!! I genuinely wanted to cry

Not weird at all!! Thank you :D

[atthebell-moved]

okay actually i feel like explaining this in a little more detail, so lets do some torah!!

so in biblical hebrew the word for egypt is מִצְרַיִם‎/mitzrayim, which has the connotation of narrow place/strait. this is great for midrash (basically jewish textual interpretation) because you get to connect it to a lot of things. the israelites' enslavement in egypt was constrictive, a narrow place, but there are many comparisons you can draw that then make for a better passover experience, since you're comparing people's lives experiences with the events of exodus and thus they connect with it and understand it better, which is kind of the purpose of passover. it's about retelling our people's stories over and over so we don't forget them.

anyway "narrow place" as a concept is great because it's a pretty broad concept-- we've all been confined at one time or another. queer jews will often bring up being in the closet & societal queerphobia as an instance of a modern narrow place, and "coming out of egypt" as an aspect of queer liberation. you can also connect it with immigrant experiences, and many progressive passover seders will discuss the importance of sympathizing with and fighting for immigrants and refugees, as jews have so often been both.

what makes it interesting in this snippet is that wilbur (well me through wilbur) is drawing this comparison with pogtopia, which is a wonderful bit of midrash if i can say so. a narrow, confined place, a place of exile, a place where people were forced to stay while being kept from their homeland. also look at this photo of pogtopia from puffy's website-- i cannot think of a more textbook "narrow place".

now the moses comment is. well it's something i could talk a lot about. wilbur's ego is a really fascinating element of his character to me-- he's unable to let go of the idea that he should be this great man, a leader, but he also knows that he's failed time and time again to be that leader. and moses is pretty much the exact opposite of wilbur. moses wanted nothing to do with his role, told g-d that he couldnt' possibly lead his people out of egypt, and the duty was pressed onto him regardless. aaron, his brother, ended up being his mouthpiece, because he wasn't able to be the kind of orator to inspire fear in the pharaoh. some jews interpret this as moses having some kind of speech impediment, or social anxiety, but either way, his brother spoke for him and for the rest of the israelites. aaron also fucked up a few times, especially with the golden calf incident, by not having enough faith in g-d and in his brother, and so i just think wilbur drawing that line between him and aaron is more fitting than any kind of moses-wilbur parallel, which is basically nonexistent and not something even wilbur would grasp at. moses in jewish tradition is one of the most important prophets if not the most important prophet, so leaping to that level of arrogance would be pretty fucking wild. also again it just doesnt make a lot of sense, and like i said in my tags, there really is not a moses in this story.

okay and finally just a note about what he says with before pogtopia-- it's clear before pogtopia from how wilbur acts as well as what ghostbur said that he was Not Doing Well even before exile. the pressures of fighting a war and running a country will do that to you, but also its clear that wilbur just struggles with where he fits in the world, so the narrow place/mizrayim concept works really well with that.

anyway that's my cwilbur passover midrash i hope the three people who understand exodus from a jewish lens enjoy this post lmao

here's a brief snippet of my. incredibly late passover oneshot i will eventually finish and post. it's a letter from wilbur to tommy during passover and is gonna be kind of a sequel to epistolary

I feel like Pogtopia was a narrow place, a place I tried to lead us out of. And I think maybe I did, but I also think that no matter how much of an egotistic bastard I am, there’s no way I can compare myself to Moses. I’m more like Aaron, maybe. The guy saying all the right words.  Besides that, I think I was stuck in that narrow place long before Pogtopia. Trying to make myself into something I wasn’t, trying to be a hero. I’m just a man, Tommy. I think you’ve learned that, by now, and so have I.

[mcyt-sh1t]

Happy birthday luv!

- Ghostbur

thank you :))

[relaxxattack]

how come we never talk about how fucking heartbreaking ghostbur’s farewell to tommy was. 

ghostbur: tommy, do you remember the first thing i ever said to you?

tommy: ...what?

ghostbur: i came up to you--and you were right here!-- and i went “hello, i’m ghostbur!!”

tommy: oh yeah. that was... yeah.

ghosbur: hey!

[he walks away to the end of the path]

ghostbur: goodbye, i’m ghostbur! 

tommy:

tommy: .... goodbye, ghostbur.

like thanks? i’m crying???

[goosedawn]

OKAY YES HI HELLO-

Helli Goose, you are the very pog person that dragged me into mcyt G/T,

And I request more ghostbur and revivebur content, please :D

HI HELLO!! 💛 I, WHAT. anjajhsojdojkjdnwfksdjf what!!! thats so cool and very poggers !!!!! what!!!! (/pos, im!!! ❣️❣️thank u for telling me!!) and ofc! here you go >:]

"Ghostbur's situation is the result of that man's return."

you happened to send this just after i said i was gonna draw something in response to wilbur posting on reddit so your timing was perfect sbjbdhjdkjbh (SORRY ITS KIND OF ANGST/HURT-COMFORT WILBURS POST DESTROYED ME)

[mesmir-ized]

ghostbur...TWO !

[papanowo]

thingie for a dtiys :]