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SOPHIE BAYBEY. WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK. OKAY LAST BLSMP FANART FOR REAL. SOPHIE ACTIVATED A SLEEPER AGENT.
#bart#balloon smp#blsmp spoilers#blsmp#pandabana#sophiebaybey#I WAS IN FUCKING SHOCK AND THE SECOND SOPHIE SAID SHE COULDN'T SEE IT WAS FUCKING IVER FOR ME#JUSTICE IS BLIND AND SO IS ICARUS#WHAT THE FUCKKKK WHAT THE FUCKKKK#this the actual deadass last balloon smp fanart you'll see from me because im gone im done#IM LEAVING FOR GOOD THIS TIME I PROMISE#GIBSON SHE'S DOOMED I FELL TO MY KNEES#gore#SHE GOT CONSUMED COMPLETELY YOU THINK SHE GONNA BE COMPLETELY FINE?#IT DIED AND YOU BROUGHT WHAT WAS A COMPLETE PART OF THE BALLOONS CORPSE OUT#Gibson bbsampson and sophie who's fucked up beyond measure because of her and everyones choices#gibson has a friend and Sophie lost it all ten times over and did even get to see them go#WHO ARE THE BIGGEST LOSERS IN BLSMP AND WHY IS IT SOPHIE AND GIBSON MAN THIS IS SO#sophie getting put through the i have no mouth and i must scream wringer like okay get it#if the blue balloon didn't explode bc of the gift of empathy n motherhood by sophie she woulda been pissed that sophie didn't tell her she#thag she was proud if her because that blue balloon wanted that winged hubris to be PROUD OF IT IDGAFFFF#hubris + god mother basically + reincarnation via its corpse = Horrors! SOPHIE YOU ARE NOT SAFE!!!#balloon heart LOL
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[PUT INTO PLACE, TIED DOWN AND ARRANGED, AND IS NEVER THE SAME, AGAIN.]<-listen to my favorite songs. VAMPIRES ARE WONDERFUL ARENT THEY. THE FLESH IS SO MUCH MORE DURABLE. SO MUCH STRETCHIER THAN HUMANS. THE STRESS DOESNT KILL A VAMPIRE THE SAME WAY IT DOES A HUMAN. YOU CAN TAKE THEM APART THREAD BY THREAD AND LEAVE THEM WIDE AWAKE WITHOUT WORRY OF THE BRAINMATTER SPOILING UNDER VINEGARY AGONY.
#cw gore#WEEEE WHIPPING OUT ALL MY BELOVED PIXEL HORROR GAME SOUNDTRACKS FOR THIS ONE#STILL A WIP#SORTA. FORKSFORKSFORKS INSPIRED ME TO START WORKIN AT IT AGAIN. AND NOW IT LIVES. IT LIIIVEESS!!!#MOSLT.Y ATLEAST. I MIGHT MESS W IT MORE LATER. WE SHALL SEE. ANYWAY GABRIEL MONTEZ HUH. WOW POOR GUY#THERES A FASCINATING FEELING THAT COMES WITH BEING ON A OPERATING TABLE.AND BEING IN IMMENSE PAIN#ONE OF MY FONDEST MEMORIES IS LAYING ON A DENTIST CHAIR. SHAKING AND INVOLUNTARILY CRYING AFTER MANY MANY#NEEDLES TO MY THE MOUTH. I METABOLIZE THE NUMBING STUFF QUICKLY APPARENTLY. THEY NEEDED ALOT OF NUMBING SHOTS#BUT I WASNT AFRAID OR DISTRESSED. THE DENTIST WAS VERYVERY NICE AND ALSO UH. PRETTY. BUT THATS BESIDE THE POINT#THE POINT IS. THAT IT WAS FASCINATING TO REALIZE MY PHYSICAL RESPONSE TO PAIN UNDER A CONTROLLED ENVIRONMENT#I DIDNT KNOW HOW EASY IT WAS TO SHAKE AND TO CRY PRYVIOUS TO THAT EXPERIENCE.MY DENTAL ADVENTURES CONTINUE#THEY CONTINUE TO HELP ME UNDERSTAND WHAT ITS LIKE FOR PAIN TO BOIL AWAY THE TIME. TO DISTORT THE PASSING HOURS AND CONSUME EVERY THOUGHT#DO YOU REMEMBER PAIN? THE MOST SEVERE PAIN IN YOUR LIFE? NOW WILL YOU IMAGINE RED LIGHTS? RED LIGHTS AND SHIFTING FIGURES#NOW WILL YOU IMAGINE PAIN UNRELENTING.PAIN WORLD SHATTERING.PAIN IMMORTAL.CAN YOU IMAGINE BEING PULLED APART#THE HUMAN MIND CAN ONLY WITHSTAND SO MUCH PAIN BEFORE IT SHUTS DOWN AND HIDES.IT NEEDS TO PROTECT ITSELF AFTERALL. PAIN CAN ALTER#PAIN SHIFTS THE CHEMISTY OF THE MIND OF THE FLESH OF THE SOUL. FOR HUMANS ATLEAST. BUT YOU ARE NO LONGER HUMAN#YOU CHOSE OTHERWISE DIDNT YOU BOY.BECAUSE YOU WANTED MORE.STATUS.POWER.APPROVAL.SECURITY.SAFET.Y.#OHHH YOU CAN WITHSTAND THE PAIN FOR THAT. FOR ALL THAT. YOU WERENT TOLD THERE WOULD BE PAIN BUT YOU KNOW WHAT YOU WERE PROMISED.#ITS ALL WORTH IT IN THE END. NOW LETS JUST HOPE SOME BLONDE TWERP DOESNT PROVE TO BE STRONGER THAN THE STRONGEST PEOPLE IN YOUR LIFE#LETS HOPE NO ONE FUCKS THIS UP. LETS HOPE NO ONE FUCKS THIS UP. I LOST MY TRAIN O THOUGHT#anyway dawww poorr gabeee that shit probably huuurrrrtttss but so much time has passed that your body got tired of screaming and squirming#why havnt you passed out yet? maybe you might as well have at this point. like sleeping with your eyes open and your nerves awake#OH HEY FUNFACT ABT THE ART. I FOUGHT W IT ALOT. TOOK A LONG WHILE FOR ME TO BE REMOTELY HAPPY W THIS.#i was thinking abt pixel horror video games when i made it.just as i do with all great things ofc ofc#i love you pixel horror game i love yooouuuuu.i struggled so much w the colors for so LONNGG UHGHGHGH but im finally happy...im finally fre
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I CAN‘T STOP DRAWING THE T SISTERS SEND HELP
here are the screenshots that inspired me. yes i‘m yet to draw anything primos that isn‘t screenshot redraws
#i‘m being consumed by the primos brainrot someone stop me before it‘s too late#my tmnt hyperfixation‘s on its last legs hrghhhhhhhghghhg#btw did anyone else listen to the theme song takeover? i loved it actually#here to serve fuego looks! (🔥 𝓯𝓾����𝓰𝓸🔥)#tere you‘re so silly i wish you had more screentime (also i promise never to mistake you for tabi again)#tabi ramirez#tere ramirez#toñita ramirez#primos t sisters#primos#disney primos
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ok well. unfortunate news: sometimes ur niche is so niche u've already niched the niche. this is exactly the same as the feeling of hitting the end of ur ship tag in ao3 🥲
*edit: sorry i accidentally named like every character ever in the tags so ppl are Seeing this post who dont have the benefit of so much as a single crumb of context. if i accidentally namedropped ur blorbo its bc of this post:
anyway. i was excited for recs bc i also enjoy this genre of fictional character. unfortunately as above the niche is niched, it turns out. at least for me, content enjoyer georg, who has apparently already seen or read everything anyone else has already seen or read except for a small handful of specific media properties that i do not wish to see or read for various personal reasons and also not literally everything ever... just the same things as everyone else has already seen and read... u get the idea. ok thnks 👍🏻
#*slowly morosely untucks the bib and folds it up again#smh#idk if that post breached containment in the wrong direction or what but there were like 3ppl apiece talking about good actual examples#and those were like 99% media i already reaaaadddd im tearjngn my hair out#but far and away most ppl flat out missed the brief#like i think out of almost four thousand tags about four tagged ghost. four tagged geralt. three andrew minyard. etc#sobbung im sad for me AND for yall like this is ur jam and the best u can put up for example is dean winchester????#listen i know im on the supernatural site. voluntarily. but ur really gonna tell me thats the best u can do 😭😭#like a solid handful said bucky barnes. good solid classic example i'll give it to u but its 2024 😭😭😭😭😭😭#all respect to the ppl tagging ocs tho y'all are real 🫡 bc its looking like if we want it we do gotta get in the trenches and write it 😔✊#anywya i came away with approximately one and a half recs and then 3-4 repeated vouchers for media i know i am just never gonna consume rip#and the rest of yall.. have some kinda different media literacy situation going on we went thru v different english programs i fear#😔😔#angie.txt#like i believe the boba fett girlies are right and on to something but i am simply not going down the mouse route on my own dime#so those recs are. moot#not a single trigun mention i dont think.. not vash or nick or i wouldve even given a pass to a shoutout for knives#some of u said kaz and i havent read the books but even just based on the tv series p sure i can respect that.#one i have to look into asap is whoever evan kelmp(?) is- whatever hes from im not familiar and seems promising.#izzy hands im so sorry. im fundamentally incapable of watching ofmd unfortunately i watched black sails first#wasnt aware it was going to ruin other pirate related media for me when i made that decision 😭😭#i respect the arcane shoutouts but i do think it's hilarious that no two of u called out the same character.#murderbot obviously#i just think some of yall are so close yet so far and i want better for us all so goddamn badlyyy#update: i checked and op seems to have been generalizing off of boba fett/wolverine/magneto etc and yeah that tracks#smbdy said john wick - more than one actually- and while i hear u i also invite u to consider:#that man's singular desire is literally to go back into retirement in peace all he wanted was a quiet night in a rocking chair w that dog..#i dont think id go so far as to say he wouldnt know what to do with a warm bed if he got it. or attach himself to sbdy attack dog style atp#ykwim#somebody said patrick bateman.. yall are just listing names atp. darth vader? kylo? all right pack it up folks
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how am i ever supposed to be normal again in the wake of "oh how i love you so" ?
#the way... the... t#'oh how i love you so. i love you so much' never ever will i be the person i was before#its been WEEKS since i read that for the first time im CONSUMED. PLAGUED daily by thoughts of it. of them#last original post by me™️ for tonight i promise i JUST#i am feeling so soft about them right now in this moment god#my dumbass
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I just think that Giyu getting hurt in a battle or something and almost dying and Rengoku wants to tell him he loves him because he almost missed his chance but he can’t figure out how to say it so instead he is like GIYU I UM. I AM. UM. I WOULD LIKE. FOR. YOU TO MEET MY BROTHER please. Bc his brother is so important to him that having a person meet him is almost like saying I love you. And Giyu is like ok because he KNOWS how important Senjuro is !!!!!!! !! And also his own family is dead and he misses knowing what it’s like to have a sibling!!!
And so they go get udon with Senjuro and it just turns into a date that only Senjuro realizes is a date that he’s third wheeling. Goodnight
#iTs reAL ROSE IS NORMAL ABOUT RENGIYUU HOURS#why did I let this rarepair consume me….#rengiyuu#kny#local adult woman can’t shut the fuck up about anime boys in love#anyway *grips you by the shoulders* come closer ask me about my several rengiyuu fics I’m so normal I promise why are you running
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i’m pretty surprised that you can be in a fandom without really checking the tags regularly for new content or discussions that’s pretty impressive
ive got twitter for that and twitter has shown me enough as is
#snap chats#i dont even check twitter specifically for rgg its just that my algorithms been formed that way cause friends send me tweets#on the real though jvALEKJEKL ive always. how you say. played with dolls alone#so being alone online isnt hard or anything particularly 'impressive' to me its just how i roll#ive always lived in my head i guess- with my interests that is. its fun up there vlkeajkla#i still like to hear from other people of course but for the most part im happy with just myself im not all that pressed for others#i think its also just. i have. other interests? so i dont really think i want to look at One Particular Thing that day. at least for tumblr#i MIGHT just cause thats how the day goes but i dont think 'i feel like looking at rgg art today'#whatever i see I See and that'll be that yk i love a lot of things and think of a lot of things#evidently SOME things take a hold of me more than others- or ill wanna be more public bout it at least#but thats jsut cause i just feel SO MUCH for Whatever Thing It Is At The Time that i want to share it. so then i do jvlskjs#with that in mind can i really say im 'in' a fandom when i dont particularly interact with it LMAO#again always happy to do so but im like an estranged uncle if anything#come over once a year to drop gifts off then i leave. ill still respond to holiday cards though if theyre sent#also for discussions ill usually just talk to my brother about it since he'll usually be The Main Sponge for my rambling LOLOL#god's strongest soldier i promise i try to hold back but im afraid i feel my brain physically tickle my skull#my brother always has to watch in real time me be consumed by a piece of media. like its a symbiote its really funny#cause at this point we'll meet in the kitchen and ill start like 'you know whats really funny..'#and he'll just. 'ok so who's it about today' LIKE PLEAAAASSSEEE. anyways prepare for my ninth 90 minute lecture about This Character#i also have a friend that i talk about my interests with- not all the time but enough that im like. Yeah Im Good Talkin Bout This#like the dopamine in my brain is activated JUST enough when i get to have quick short convos bout it with her#honestly maybe i should use my blacklisted main and rb ALL of my sideblog posts there#just so the people following that can Also witness me be consumed in real time <- will not do this
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Next tsams arc should be the celestial family hanging out in the fort in the basement and when they try to crawl out, they can't find the exit. They crawl around and find themselves gling far past where the room even goes. They try to stand and there's a low ceiling directly above them.
The blankets overhead and the little glow-in-the-dark stars stretch farther out than their entire house should even go. They will continue and hope they find a different exit. They will crawl and crawl and crawl.
The light is dimming but the stars lead the way. There are twists and turns that don't make sense. The ground is sloping and space is shrinking and they crawl and crawl and crawl until the person leading looks back and the rest of the family is gone. Nothing suggested they were ever there.
They can't go back. So they continue alone.
And they still make time to play games like "baldi toilet in ohio" while this happens btw
#xero says things#SORRYYYYAHAHQHHAIQHAIDHD#I MIGHT GENUINELY WRITE THIS IF IM CONSUMED ENOUGH. IM JUST IN SUCH A MOOODDDDD#if this is also ur jam then watch the '100 days in an infininte house' video by zeemyth. i promise its worth it.#its the video thats gave me these fucked up house diseases HDKSHDKSKD#tsams#sams#horror#psychological horror#??????#i feel like i gotta tag for blacklisting HDJSHDJDJ#xero thoughts and rambles#i almost wanna tag as creations this is boderline actual writing PFJAOAHAOAHDJD#angst
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You are an asshole
Kay
#do you need me to do something about it?#you want me to have all the same opinions as you? and never express when i dislike something hm?#please for your health dont let me saying i dislike a popular headcanon consume yall to the point where you think that idk#its personal or the biggest deal#i promise this is the most nothing topic
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#the problem with writing an old mond fic that I'm trying to explore Topics with is#it has dwelved from 'I want to write about why Amos stuck with Deca for so long and the messed up love between them'#to. oh boy. googling the life of the last emperor of china of which I am morbidly facinated with.#(terrible spineless self centered coward of a guy. treated as god since age 4)#(but also general chinese emperors and royalty who all really sucked and basing deca and amos both on a lot of that)#to general little morality things bc. its a story of how amos was complicit/supportive of terrible things under deca but still joined rebel#to. reading about the causes of revolutions???? and writing that into old mond's inherit instability and why nb's revolution worked#into now. attitudes on the ethics meat consumption of bc amos is a hunter who grew up outside of old mond and its culture#and forced into old mond's culture (<- my backstory for her)#which also has implications of Amos having to struggle to reconcile her heritage culture with the one she has to live in now#........and though it I keep forgetting that the initial thing I wanted to explore is deca/amos Problematic(tm) love#which means the plot is now a dredged down mess I'll have to fix in a second draft#......uh for anyone who thinks this sounds interesting. no promises on it actually getting finished or being good#this has spirled way out of control from its initial inception#but ya know all art has a political slant to it and boy nothing says political like 'story about revolution' so we'll see how this all goes#(this is also why I don't write fic or stories often lol I take its ideas too seriously and it completely consumes me until I finish it)#personal //
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Okay but:
Holloduke au where Duke, like Donna in Doctor Who, obtains all the knowledge there is on miss Holloway, everything she has ever told him about her pact, and all the times in which they have known each other, and it nearly kills him.
And miss Holloway realises that even in the ideal world where Duke does remember that it is not a guarantee for them ever being able to be together in a happily ever after.
#hi my name is nat ive watched killer track exactly 24 hours ago and holloduke consumes my every fucking thing#im sorry#ive never been an angst girlie but then i started watching starkid <3#anyways i WILL write this some day#somehow#i promise#also if this sounds familiar i did post the same idea in two starkid servers already please bear with me lmao#also my knowledge on doctor who is super fuzzy bc its been ages since i watched ten's seasons save for the recent specials#anyways#them <3#holloduke#holloweane#miss holloway#duke keane#killer track#starkid#nightmare time#natasja's babbling
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i finished reading jjk yesterday IM SO SAD i feel so fucking empty
#i mean the ending was good imo!!#i liked it n im glad it didnt ruin the story for me#gege certainly lacks in some places but i rly think he created a great story overall#also megumi is back 😭😭😭😭😭my sweet angel#im so sad abt gojo n choso#like holding on to them being alive n coming back#it became so normal that now that its over i still can bring myself to accept their deaths#‘but theyre just fictional characters’#they mean everything to me .#anyways im actually so happy i got into jjk#even if it made me sad most times#it’s genuinely one of the best most comforting piece of media ive ever consumed#i’ll remember it my whole life n ill literally never stop talking abt it#and satosugu you will go down in history i promise u that
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@thetimecrystal asked: 10 - Make a gifset of a wrestler I don’t talk much about but I really like.
seth rollins & buddy matthews
#seth rollins#buddy matthews#wwe#aew#all elite wrestling#aewedit#wweedit#wrestlingedit#wrestling#night gifs#i could have picked just one. but honestly this entire storyline is the reason i absolutely fell in love with buddy so like#and seth is. probably my all time favorite wrestler#also i did not intend of this coloring to be so blue originally but i stuck with it cause it gave it kind of a vibe#as this is a memory long gone from times i was really invested in this product and this story brought me so much happiness#(not so much how it ended up going and how it ended if you know what happened. but all in all. it was my everything)#also the way these two interact is just. UGH. i love it so much#but yeah if you wonder why im so invested in all the kip shit its cause this happened honestly#ive always been into weirdos with complexes who promise me good things come if i embrace something LOL#no but fr i treated this much the same and it was my lifeline at the time so. good times#anyways ive talked long enough i fucking love these two and i really need to consume more content with them#honestly i should rewatch this entire storyline. these clips alone brought back so many memories hhhhh#my beloved#dorito husband#devil in a fancy suit#(rp blogs dont reblog; saving and other personal use with tag credits is fine)
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i do think disney movies have gone down in quality (for many reasons) but i also think. perhaps. some of us are expecting way too much out of movies meant for. children
#and i am a firm believer that children’s media needs to be GOOD like u cant say it doesn’t matter bc its for kids#kids deserve good media#however#disney movies are never going to be groundbreaking pieces of cinema with unique stories and deep messages#like i think a lot of yall are way too nostalgic over the movies u grew up with#bc i promise u if u actually sat down and rewatched old disney movies u would find they are not NEARLY as profound as u remember#this is also why the way some people reacted to the barbie movie confused me so much#it was never!!! going to be some extreme feminist art house film masterpiece#it was always going to be a surface level you go girl!! barbie advertisement#and if you want to see films that do explore themes like that. maybe its time to break away from disney#maybe its time for u to explore film that wasn’t created to teach children basic lessons#maybe its time... to consume something other than family friendly pg capitalist toy ads#i say this 💗with love💗#also i know barbie movie wasnt disney and wasnt really meant for kids but it felt fitting in this convo#bc the expectations people put on that movie when it was literally!!!! a mattel sponsored ad were insane
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it frustrates me to no end that tumblr has read a cumulative 3 poems if I'm speaking generously. yes the tiger poem is very charming, especially since a 6 year old wrote it, but it is not actually better than a majority of published poetry you just haven't read any poetry
on the other hand, tumblr's collective ability to be overly impressed by works of art I find mundane is a testament to the power of art. if you find yourself profoundly moved by snippets of poetry interspersed between drarry gifs or w/e consider going out of your way to read poetry. I think you're the kind of person who could have really life changing experiences with art in ways the more jaded among us may be missing out on
#this is not a dig at that child#this is a dig at grown adults who don't read and then make broad sweeping statements about the state of literature#tag talk#my post#this goes for other forms of media too#we are not in high school anymore#i promise you will stop being bored to tears by classic lit#there are good books out there that will change your life#i use to feel like 'mid' media that i could fantisize about changing was the most engaging to me#until i read/watched stuff that realy resonated with me#and i realized i could peel back the layers infinitely#im doing myself no favors by being a pretencious dick about this#also not saying you have to stop liking/consuming your fave 'bad' comfort media or ajything#i just think its worth engaging with literature genres that terrible teachers have previously put you off of#or made you feel stupid for not liking
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My thoughts so far on bunny girl senpai
Plot one bullshit
Plot two: nice, sweet, decent, interesting
Plot three: errrrrrrrrrrrrr not expecting some of that, otherwise decent but kinda a bad ending
What's to come
Forth plot: should be ok
Faith plot: dread
Movie: eh will I be asked to watch it
Overall: I don't think it's ages too well. The music is great and so is the animation. It's weird cos the premise is so comedy orientated yet it's played so straight cos of the plots are kinda serious that it has a weird tone 6/10
#i totally wont accidentally turn this blog into rating anime im watching#kakegurui got a 9#its makes me super uncomfortable but like thats the point if it#season 2 of it only gets a 6 tho#it heavily relies on the season three tnag just dosnt exist yet#i promise i wont talk about the peiece of media im consuming on this blog at any given moment too much#lets be real this is what its for
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