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Reading Sansûkh . . .
having . . . f e e l i n g s . .
#any gamers in the chat reading/read Sansûkh#‘cause I am 🙂#reading/listening I should say#I’m sure many of you have#gigolas#gimleaf#gimlas#legimli#legolas/gimli#legolas x gimli#gimli/legolas#gimli x legolas#fanart#lotr#lotr fanart#tolkien#illustration#planetvries art#my art#♈️ art#just feeling….. *covering all 9000 taste buds* …a lot#about them#the hyperfixation has got its hands around me neck
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Do you ever watch s3 and s4 and realise you're not enjoying it that much
#im kinda in two minds#cause there ARE so many insane details and subtext and all that#and i love reading your guys analyses#but at the same time#actually watching through the eps in s3/4?#they're often tedious#no i dont wanna hear another monologue from the most irritating character in the universe murray bauman#why'd you introduce russians in a massive underground bunker for gods sakes#i thought this was a small intimate story about normal ppl faced with the unknown of the supernatural#not the eye of the cold war storm#any dangerous scene? literally any time they put a character in danger?#idc im not invested praying they'll make it through#cause they always always make it through#even when it seems like they literally died#and what is with the quipiness in the later season?#like all those like marvel lines and interactions and witty one liners and moments where they finish each others sentences would make me#roll my eyes in any other show that i already wasnt invested in#even byler#i love byler with all my heart and i dont doubt they're endgame#but for me even that sweet knowledge is soured by the fact it seems they're trying to cater to every demographic in their massive audience#they turned hopper in this super macho muscle gun man who appeals to people who want a tom cruise show#they're trying to keep both jancy and stancy fans satisfied simultaneously#i dont doubt byler will happen but i just think its going to be very small importance-wise screen-time wise in the midst of everything else#i've sort of had cognitive dissonance cause ive been in this space where everybody praises the shit out of it (i mean duh its a fandom)#and they point out impressive details and links and say stuff like 'the duffers had everything planned from the beginning!'#so i was refusing to acknowledge that i wasnt enjoying actually watching the show as it strayed further from what it had been in s1#sorry guys gotta agree with friendly soace ninja on this one (kinda stupid to put on tags where most ppl do genuinely love the show and pls#ignore these depressing thoughts and continue happily on with your hyperfixation if you do)#stranger things#byler
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just had the idea that martyns got the eyepatch in rats becuase hes hiding his scar from rennnn starts sobbinggg
#now i know this doesnt make sense. considering hes also with ren in wild life and hes got no eye patch there#but leave me to my sorrowsssss /dram /pos#coni talks fandom#hyperfix has taken me by the throat the last few days!!#i am not complaining!!!!#rats smp#also. i dont even remember if thats the right scar that ren caused. uh. if its not ignore the post and please tell me akdjjjdks /gen#martyn inthelittlewood#why does that man have so many tags istg#rendog
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being a hardcore eah fan is such a double edged sword because i cant watch any yt video talking about it without wanting to click it off because of the amount of misinfo/bad takes in it
#b.txt#eah#i can take the apple hate cause its a given atp not everyone is gonna like her#but when they start to mention the switched at birth theory and saying the show should have taken that route.... no#also so many people saying eq is a good mom?????? goddddd#or when they mention des/cendants being the reason eah is dead thats how i know they didnt do their research at all#sometimes i wish i wasnt so hyperfixated on eah cause dfgnjkfdkjgjk jesus christ
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fic ramblings ignore me
#you guys remember all's fire. how i spent 2 months talking about nothing but that fic and how it was my baby and i loved it#yeah so that was actually the first fic i wrote that 160k monstrosity. so naturally i dont like it now but im still fond of it#listen the writing is.... questionable at times and there's purple prose enough to drown a man and there's just so many unnecessary scenes#bc i would throw in any scene i thought of that i found cute or Meaningful frankly JSJSJSJS#but yeah my problem being. i make it private then public every now and again cause i cant personally bear to look at it but damn#i wrote that in 2 months. blood sweat and tears. just leave it out there kai!!#bc i was just reading a fic that had a scene set in the jacques in boston and just went 😭😭😭😭😭 that was their home!!!!#so anyway. its public again LMFAO#maybe if the hyperfixation hits hard enough i can edit the other 70k fic sitting in my drafts about them meeting before the war#which i ALREADY REWROTE ONCE.#somebody help this woman shes unwell
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xylem is such a fun word but i don’t see it used very often and i feel bad for it, so it’s going in the name list
xylem and phloem are the parts of plants that…i forgot what they do. they’re in the inside of the stem or something i think. they help transport water and such? maybe?
y’know my biology teacher was great but i don’t remember basically anything of what i was taught about plants because i was so stressed trying to figure out how the fuck photosynthesis works
#my biology hyperfixation extends to all types of life but some more than others#plants are cool as fuck and i love learning about them but i don’t know enough to really talk about them much#did you know trees caused a mass extinction once? i know that!#also there are…i think they’re called vascular plants? that are super tiny because they need to be completely covered in water#it has do with their structure and reproduction i think#also there’s a difference between plants depending on how many leaves they have but i don’t remember what that is#also seeds are really good at cryptobiosis and surviving in the stomachs of animals#and trees are very social species they can’t thrive without each other#that’s about all i got. some plants are carnivorous and i have a base knowledge of how they work#the sandbox tree explodes its seeds violently and is covered in spikes and poison#there are plants that strangle the life out of other plants#and tumbleweeds are extremely invasive#also some plants bleed white stuff when they’re damaged and it attracts bugs#okay now that’s all i’ve got#anyway. xylem. i like the word i think its neat
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(They think the other is a idiot)
#asktotag#sonic exe#xhouse#((No idea how to explain we have like way too many interpretations and spoofs of the guy))#((Like I could ramble about the ''Master File & Distributions'' or ''Spoof'' variants but honestly talk so much I end up saying nonsense?))#((Main reason why my art seems to have no context is because I literally voice chat and ramble for 4-6 hours))#((Essentially about the newest hyperfixated multiverse we've created-))#((-for our far to energetic ideas for us to narrow down & ''choose'' one because there's no singular correct interpretation of art))#((There's far too many variables to consider one universe as the most canon so obviously we have to branch from every possible angle-))#((-and end up with at least 30 of the same character but in different flavours))#((NOT ACCOUNTING FOR THE FACT THAT IT'S ADDICTING TO MAKE SPOOFS FROM JUST ONE INTERACTION TO SEE WHERE THEY GO))#((Like. There's so much potential in the morality and development of a character based off of one or more events-))#((-that derail from their original situations! ENVIRONMENTS & SITUATIONS SHAPE SO MUCH FOR A PERSON & I HAVE TO SEE EVERY POSSIBLE ANGLE.))#((Sorry for the rant/ramble here-))#((-I never usually have the confidence to express how much I love making things.))#((I tend to bury my thoughts and say so little cause I usually think no one would be interested or would think I'm annoying for it))#((Sometimes you hear voices say the most stupid take & feel so enraged by its obsurdity that you temporarily lose your social anxiety))#((It'll probably return eventually because the moment I post this I can guarantee it will cause it's happened before. I am not immune.))#((Unrelated but I like having a variety of papers to draw on again. I can't share much yet due to conceptuals but Soon!!))
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i just realized i never shared my spooky, Halloween esc monster/ cryptids/ mythos au designs. i dont know why i feel the need to make hundreds of au's, its probably either the ADHD or just from growing up in the Undertale fandom. but who knows :")
#south park#south park fanart#stan marsh#kyle broflovski#craig tucker#tweek tweak#kenny mccormick#leopold butters stotch#sp stan#sp kyle#sp craig#sp tweek#sp kenny#sp butters#the anatomy is terrible but its ok cause i dont care#every time i think my sp hyperfixation is leaving i come up with a new au and im back at square one#i should seriously just write fan fic cause i have so many ideas for scenarios and storues for all my au's#i just cant be fucked
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i need to fucking go to bed nobody in the entire world or universe could ever ever ever ever ever understand how overwhelming my love for utdr is its been the most constant hyperfixation/special interest (BOTH!!!!!! AT THE SAME TIME!!!!!!!!!!!) since it came out i have literally not even once lost interest in it or been less fucking insane and like not to go full autistic 13 year old all over again but honest to god it doesnt feel like a single human being on earth could ever ever ever understand how i feel. like i know objectively thats not true but thats still how it feels. my insane batshit fucking autism feelings shouldnt be humanly possible its like ive been touched by the hand of the divine and it allowed me to feel more emotions than any normal human could ever survive. god god god god god god god god
#its too much its too muvh my eyes are gonna be sore and puffy as hell tomorrow caue i cant stop crying and shaking#NOT OUT OF SADNESS!!!!!!!!!! ITS JUST THE MOST INTENSE HYPERFIXATION FEELINGS IVE EXPERIENCED LIKE EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#god god god god god god god god#honest to god feels like im gonna throw up...............................#starting to wonder if i got avian flu from one of the many times ive messed around with dead birds without gloves or something#cause i legitimately feel like im dying#GOD. im sorry for being so fucking ugly cringe i cant help it i know i deserve to be killed with hammers for being so stupid insane#but its just how it is. god im going to gut myself
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I sometimes read your username as "Angela mootmoot". So sometimes I'm like "hurrah! Mootmoot posted today!"
I looked up mootmoot and I haven't a breeze what it means(is it a cutesy term for mutual maybe?)
But I choose to take this as a compliment! Thankyou 💗
#not peter#speaking of maybe its an odd question to ask now#but should i change my username to be something peter related?#initially i just went with something unrelated cause i thought id just use this blog for general hyperfixations#but my pete obsession was so long lasting and involved so many fandoms in itself that i figured i could dedicate a whole blog to it#but ofc i never changed the name cause i wanted to stay recogniseable#idk i thought of changing it a few times#but couldnt think of anything good
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I am BORED someone give me enrichment NOW
#rat rambles#I can only replay cotl so many times (finished my fourth playthrough yesterday) any my sibling still has the switch#like I technically also got incription a while back but Im still debating between if I wanna try streaming ut or not#mainly idk if its the sort of game that my laptop would scream at or not and I wanna go in as blind as possible#I considered streaming cotl but dear god does my laptop hate running it even without also streaming#thank god they added the auto cooking and fishing features fucking life savers#I already have over 100 hours in the game for some reference of how much Ive been playing it#I might have to try for the rest of the damageless boss achievements Im missing since theyre all I need for all achievements#I got damageless leshy on my first try tho so thats fun#Im thinking I might have to go for golden fleece strats + wraiths to get kalamar at least since Im too impatent to dodge good#my strat across all viddy games is to kill the guy before they kill me and its gotten me this far so xhdjgdkdy#rly I actually need the half a second kill strats for heket because dear god do I hate fighting her#not cause of her herself but because you have to fight two of my number 2 most hated mini boss#number one being that stupid bat guy also from anura cause I fucking HATE the flies#I used to hate barbados a lot more but theyre easy to read I was just stupid#anyways this is why I havent been posting much lol Ive been hyperfixating on this game hard and am embarrassed abt it dhdjgdjdh#not in like a. fandonfication way to be clear Im not going that low just as a video game#and I cant help but feel guilty abt it unfortunately 😔#Im not even being cringe but Im still not free hdkdhdmhfj
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please someone immediately tell me not to spend $120 on a board game
#chris.txt#help. yknow i never got it before when ppl were like 'oh yeah its really hard not to blow full paychecks on my hyperfixation"#cause i just. didnt have money. so i didnt have the impulse to spend it cause it wasnt there#BUT NOW. I HAVE MONEY. AND CURRENT HYPERFIXATION BLOOD ON THE CLOCKTOWER IS $120 AND SHIPS IN 2 WEEKS#DO I HAVE MANY PEOPLE TO PLAY IT WITH. NO. WOULD IT PROBABLY JUST COLLECT DUST ON MY SHELF. YES#IS THERE SO MANY OTHER THINGS I COULD SPEND $120 THAT ARE SO MUCH MORE USEFUL. YES#BUT. TEEHEE HYPERFIXATION GO BR. HELP.#I DONT KNOW HOW TO COPE WITH THIS IVE NEVER HAD THIS ISSUE BEFORE SOMEONE PEER PRESSURE ME OUT OF IT
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lrb idk how much the fearmongering around phones is related to conservatism specifically, i think if anything its extremely liberal/centrist capitalism centered pop psychology shit that's obsessed with self help and dopamine and shit . its conservative adjacent in terms of being a moral panic w quite the protestant work ethic undertones and also bc its related to the panics abt tiktok/censorship etc . its probably gonna turn out similar to the tv panic where before it can actually do real long term harm ppl just grow up and attach to a different new tech . ironic how the people who fearmonger abt this are the ones making money off this eye catching "content"
#didnt wanna add this in the tags cause it might seem like unnecessary disagreement/pedantic etc#I also think that. to some extent its also self mythologising where its sort of an easy target to blame for things in a way that sounds#sufficiently introspective or wtv. i assure you i could spend entire days off my phone and still get nothing done causr#cause* i hyperfixated on the 'wrong' thing#i think the shit thats happening to ppls attention spans (allegedly) is not solely cause of phone but like a complex#web of cause and effect of many social factors and The Dreaded Phone might be an effect more than a cause even
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I can feel the brainrot for fire emblem three houses coming back
#AND ITS ALL CAUSE OF THE SHIPS!!!!! WHY MUST SO MANY OF THEM BE SO GOOD!!!!(/positive btw :3)#apologies followers and moots I know you’re here for ST and Scotty P and all that fun jazzy stuff#but my hyperfixation for like three years straight in my early teens is coming back#and I want to come back cause it is bringing me comfort rn ngl (prob cause it WAS comfort for me back in lockdown days)
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the desire to consume new media mixed with the fear of said media becoming a hyperfixation and it taking over your life is a hellish cycle
#i wanna branch out more i really do#but when i say my hyperfixations take over my life i mean its BAD#i literally can't do anything other than think about what I'm hyperfixated on and it causes so many problems
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The zoo was really fun! We actually got to see the whole thing before the storm hit so things worked out
#vark posts#just a couple pics cause i didnt too many#i will say my hyperfixated ass scrambled to to take those pics of the elk and the bison#felt like that one 'hyperfixated while on vacation' tiktok lmao#oh the first pic is the cutest beetle ive ever fuckin seen that landed on my bad#*bag#its a type of tortoise beetle!!!#i dont think ive ever seen one irl but i felt really lucky lol#it hopped off somewhere in this outdoor butterfly tent thing so its got a good setup now lol
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