#its been rough lads
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The things I wouldn't do.
Just to see you.
#vent art#gore#???#but not really#it's uuuhhhh more metaphorical anyways kinda#its been rough lads#my art
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[Mad World by Gary Jules approaching in the distance] Watch out, Patron Saint of crying on your birthdays is over here 🤪
#happy birthday#birthdays#sad birthday#comic#comics#self harm#self harm scars#i havent had a good birthday in some time but at least im not alone anymore#(it didnt start in 2007#i just cant remember when i last had a bday i didnt cry on)#i wont share depressing details of every agonizing year but#its been rough lads#an original#my art
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i’m starting to feel a little more alive....back to regularly scheduled programming soon
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and the storm he was driving/washed it away/in the eye there was a silence
#pokemon#swsh#champion leon#rival hop#and!#professor hop#finally. finally the titus was born set can be done and out of my brain#one more item off the list! the very. very long list of things I wanna draw for these lads#its so. the moment I got into swsh I was like okay so titus was born is a leon song right#before you ask no I don't watch netflix shows. I just listen to young the giant like. casually#this set pushed my drawing water brain to the brink... my effect brain too#not as much as last year's october piece also for these two but still! pretty rough!#also Stuff Happened right before I could finish this lmao. we live in a society#but I got it done and it turned out so much nicer than I anticipated lmao I was NOT feeling hop's side until I darkened the bg#gods. I have never stopped being insane abt leon and hop. holds leon tenderly you have been set up to be such a dick#man who lies to himself everyday vs man who trusts until it ruins his whole world#I!! care them!!!! gods!!!! when will I be normal. when will I not spend two weeks drawing One (1) thing for them#a sad awooga for my kids everyone.#okay. I will lay down now. I have much to do tomorrow#have a good night lads! no reason to not shield urself from the rain remember!
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Sir you're on the cringe site. If you can't post cringe OC content (that I wanna see) here then where else on God's green earth can you
I KNOW _(:3」∠)_ this is the cringe site but i am haunted by things i posted *on here* thinking "haha on man this is so COOL and DEEP" and it. twasnt. those posts bubble up every now and again and i live in shame.
the other place on gods green gearth they live is my sketchbook bc heres the thing lads. for every one art post i make theres like 3-4 others that never see the light of day for one reason or another
#theres another unfun reason which is if i want to get into the heavier transient stuff it gets rough fast#like its supposed to mirror my experiences w/ depression very closely and lads. ive been in some. fucked up places#and it is my way to work through that stuff but i want to do it responsibly
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[image id: a screenshot of a spotify playlist titled “strongtower luxury apartments” with the first song being fireball by pitbull. end id.]
absolutely unhinged playlist choices that could be very easily explained if i only just got my shit together and fucking finished this fic im working on (threat, manifestation)
#strongtower pool i WILL tell the world whats wrong with you#posting this to hold myself accountable AND to let yall know you can listen to the playlist:)#this series is everything 2 me... now if only i could finish something JLDFKGFJSG#its been. rough yall#but i stay silly#anyway pitbull plays a PIVOTAL role in the next installment of luxury lads#jim jams
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My desire to eat an entire pint of cookie dough ice cream vs my severe ongoing gastrointestinal distress: fight
#personal#whining#its been a rough one in ye olde guts today lads#but the ice cream calls to me like a siren on the rocks#and i am powerless but to seek her
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Ooo chat im gonna draw comfort art
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Might fuck around and cyberbully Josh Hawley this weekend
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#bad news lads#they cancelled my interview because the position’s been filled#I wanna scream 🫠#I’ve been up since like 2:30 am because anxiety over it#I’m exhuasted and frustrated and just burnt out I guess#it’s been almost four months of me applying places#I’m just so… tired I guess#I’m trying to stay positive and be like well I’ll find something and it’ll be better but like#the pay was above average and it was literally just down the street from my husband’s job#it was perfect#I mean I’m at the point where as long as I’m not doing customer service and it’s full time and it pays at least a little better#then im applying to it but just its rough out there#tired and frustrated and I hate it#this is an expensive area to live in and no one pays a liveable wage#we’re trying to move to Maryland cause we like it and it’s cheaper but it costs money to do that too#I feel like I’ve been down on my luck/stuck at rock bottom for years and just like#when does it get better#I had a mental breakdown yesterday and like I know that’s part of why I’m feeling so down atm#but it’s rough#I feel like a failure yet again#I know I’ll find something eventually and there’s more opportunities#but I’m just tired of waiting
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Mr. Blue Sky
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going to the pub but first i must put on the worst make-up imaginable
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i wanna thank yall for being here ic or not
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sometimes when people say "things happen for a reason" I say that's bullshit but then I think that if I grew up before the internet allowed me to connect with so many vital people to my life that I probably would've spent my life in a dead-end Appalachian mining town surrounded by bad kids and worse adults with no prospects at a better living, with a good chance of eating a shotgun shell for breakfast one morning just to get away from it.
So yeah I'm kinda glad that Fate chose this spot to put me, because I doubt I'd have survived anywhere else.
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hurting my feelings,, I wanted time war this week ;_;
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Waiting to hear back from Mayo clinic still but nobody has found out what's up with me and it's getting worse. I'll keep you guys posted as much as I can but the health situation has got me really hopeless rn given how similar my symptoms are to what happened with my dad & how weird my blood test results have been
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