#its been a really bad week 😭
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The PlayStation blew up? As in literally blew up? What the actual fuck?
We had a big storm and lightening took out both consoles and the internet modem 😭 worst part is in January 2021 we had a big storm come through and it blew up the ps, 2 TV's, my computer, the modem, set top box, the printer 😭 we have really bad luck....... tropical weather !!
#also my nana died on wednesday and ive badly hurt my hip and i broke my nail today#its been a really bad week 😭#but yeah when i told my homie he was like NOT AGAIN??#and i was like 😭 yeah again#zeus has beef with me
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everyone be quiet i'm manifesting
#the bad batch#tbb#star wars#star wars the bad batch#sw tbb#tbb omega#tbb wrecker#tbb crosshair#tbb echo#tbb tech#tbb hunter#mods art#mods draws#my art#YAYYYYY ITS DONE#i've been tinkering w this for like a couple weeks now i think#just on and off#whenever i was nervous about their fates or just generally sad about them i would work on this#it was supposed to make me feel better but it would usually just make me more sad 😭😭#but i still really like how it turned out!!! so that's cool#very self indulgent but!!! whatever#i think i'll add this to my inprnt soon too :) so keep a look out for that i guess lol#okay byeeeeee#ALSO THE NEW EP WAS SO GOOD#okay bye fr
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shoutout 2 this person in my class who i can tell wants 2 talk 2 me really bad but instead of doing that whenever she has the chance she'll talk 2 whoever else is around and ignore me entirely unless im mentioned by name
#bruh lmao#so awkward. say something you dingus lol#ik you wanna talk 2 me so bite the bullet already#gyatt#spacie spoinks#literally. she was having a conversation with my partner for the project im doing. and like#heres the thing#if im not invited into conversation i usually dont participate#im like a vampire like that#and so like. after they're done conversating she'll just kind of. stand there. this has happened twice now#like dude sdkfjshlkdfj#im not upset by this behavior i have very awful social patterns as well and have been thru this (i am autistic)#am i gonna hafta say something. lol#probably#''hey bro whats up with you. i dont mean like how are you doing. i mean like. whats wrong with you.''#cant say that its not funny when you say it irl only when the ppl you're talking with know you're not being mean 😭#also like. this person has been staring at me lol#which like. makes me flustered so whenever she's around i panic and my face fucking turns red its god awful#for awhile it made uhh. my paranoia get really bad im ngl!!#its already bad when it comes 2 being around strangers but this like made it REALLY bad for a few weeks#im more calm now tho. rational brain won over and im chillin#i gotta work up the courage 2 say something b4 the semester is over or this is gonna bother me for the rest of my life sfkjsdhflkjs#i dont wanna put her on the spot#the only time i see her is when im in class#and . doing that interaction in front of ppl. i dont wanna embarrass her ksjfskjd
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happy halloween it's time to get sillaayyyyy
#yes it IS like 90F outside rn but the jacket is part of the costume 😔#also i did makeup FOR ONCE#no nose or anything mainly due to mask but also i didnt feel like scrubbing it off layer <3#i was also gonna wear long pants but 1. again its like 90F outside rn and 2. then you couldn't see my fox socks :(#ft the bruise on my thigh that scared the shit out of me. not pictured is the bruise on my calf that is ALSO very bad.#you can only barely see my tail but i was already standing really weird to take that photo ok#the only way to see it better wouldve been to fuck up or take off the jacket but i didnt wanna <3#also again. yes ik its not halloween today but my sister is having a halloween party so for all intents and purposes. yes it is.#downing copious amounta of coffee and waiting to pick up the pizza for my sis#and i JUST REALIZED I FORGOT TO GRAB MY CROCHET BAG 😭#which i wanted to bring bc most if not all the people at this party i Do Not Know#and i wanted a Task to be able to do 😭😭😭 fucking rip me ig#anywho. yay selfies. 2 in one week bc of my hair dye gkakjfjajd#potat selfie#shh ac
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decided to leave my job and i'm gonna fr gonna cryyyyy
#literally can't work with my new boss bc i can't trust her#she went to the head of the department with complaints abt me without ever speaking to me or giving me any indication she was unhappy#and various other reasons im not happy w management and the school in general#HOWEVER#i love the kids sm and im gonna miss them and worry abt them 😭😭😭😭#im literally scared for some of them bc it feels like the other teachers have no empathy for some of my favorite kids#one of them who is so so sweet and when he cries i'm the girst to comfort him bc everyone else thinks he needs to toughen up 😭#also my new boss sucks so so bad and is gonna be such a bad influence on him and all the other kids#and my main co teacher said she's gonna quit if i do so i cant even beg her to look out for my babies and take care of them 😭💔#and it would be unprofessional to mention any concerns to the parents but genuinely some of the kids would be better off elsewhere#like im actually worried about it#i dont want some of the really sweet sensitive kids to lose their sweetness bc they're being treated unkindly#and the worst bullies and spoiled kids are the ones the teachers dote on#so it encourages some of the sweet ones to act out for attention#anyway 💔#i really do need to go tho#and i'm sure i'll love the kids at my new job#but im so sadddd#also its unlikely i can find a well paying job w this age group even tho i love this age group#its basically impossible not to get attached to them at this age and i get to pick them up and hold and cuddle them and stuff#and you cant really do that with the older kids sadly#literally on the verge of tears even seriously thinking abt leaving#things have been p bad for a while due to management but i never seriously considered leaving bc i love the kids so much#but i literally can't see a future here#and my new boss clearly hates me and im worried she's going to try to get me fired#she already made up a bunch of lies about me and its only been three weeks#anyway i only make 15 an hour so hopefully i'll at least get more somewhere else and i know i'll still love the kids#its just really hard#which is why i've stayed this long#i was p unhappy before my new boss even started bc of the way they treated my old boss
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athena update!!
she's going through her second heat right now, and the vet says we can probably expect one more in the next month 😭 but hopefully that'll be it and we'll be able to get her spayed in January!!
she's been in her big biting era, which we've been trying to curb but haven't been so successful 😞 I think it doesn't help with her being in season and having crazy hormonal changes rn.
she's still a big lovey baby though, and especially right now, she's non-stop nuzzling and wanting attention 💖
#still can't believe her timing and going into heat literally 12 hrs before shes supposed to get spayed#i wish reddit was a bit more helpful with tips to make her more comfortable though#cause every thread i go to is just chastising & being really judgemental and calling the op's bad owners for not having their kitten spayed#maybe its different in the states but here they wont spay her until shes been out of season for a month and a half#bc theres so much extra blood and chance for complications#so yeah idk i just wish i had some non judgemental tips to make my baby more comfy while she gets through this!!#we literally made the appointment to get her spayed the same week we got her its not my fault my cat has excellent timing 😭#sorry for the tag rant ive just been feeling very guilty and upset but that might just be the lack of sleep hahaha#athena.png#bones.png
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having an oc story set this year is really fucked up bc i look at the calendar and i'm like "oh shit we got [character]'s death in a few days waow..."
#oc liveblogging#<- NEW TAG FOR DUMB SHIT!! ive decided. im going to speak ominously and with no context about things going on in my head#i really really reallyyyy wanna post more oc stuff soon bc theyre consuming my brain but i cannot draw cool refs and stuff fast enough#bc im busy as FUCKK 😭 BUT IM AN EXPERT AT SPEWING NO CONTEXT BULLSHIT SO LETSGO itll be really funny guys trust#i had to change timeline shit bc i realized a major plotpoint element would've been impossible bc it wouldnt have existed? so i had to shif#tho this does still work out to my benefit bc as im doing a huge overhaul of things i can draw on more recent experiences for inspo#bc lowkey funnily enough it IS recent circumstances that inspired me to start revamping a bunch of this shit in the first place#BUT YEAH NO IT FEELS REALLY WEIRD LOL. just knowing like a character's new bday is in a few days. and that they die like a week afterwards#biting shaking my cage UOUGGUUHHH i wanna say more but i also am notoriously bad. at actually saying more. theres a lot going on in here#i think if i do more of these it'll be funny bc its like 'what the hell is she talking abt' YOU'LL FIND OUT :3 maybe
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yoooooo do you know what happened to callm3senpaii ?!?!?!???? i was a huge fan of their banger works and when i try to find them now their account is deactivated I am devastated 😭
chiiileee 😭 long story short they got mad they traded away gojo on mudae, blocked everyone and deleted their blog.
i wish i was lyin'.
#ೃ༝💌⁀➷ 𝓀𝒾𝓏𝓏𝒶𝓉мαιℓ#ೃ💌⁀➷𝓀𝒾𝓏𝓏𝒶𝓉αησηѕ#lmfao usually i wouldnt spill tea on the TL like this but its been like 9 months and idgaf any more im tired of being fake about it#im not sparring you hoes when y'all spaz over dumb shit jhfskdhfkdsjf#i literally spoke to this girl for 3 days on discord telling her she didnt have to do it and it was just a game and no one cared that hard#she acted weird for a week being passive aggressive and the next thing u know we blocked and her blog deleted without a word#and apparently we (black) microagressed her (white) when we never said anything bad about her ever#like that was my bestie on this app for MONTHS and we spoke every damn day she was the person i was closest to on the server even!?#we made the server together?! and invited ppl#see this is also why i hated gojo for so long and didnt write him until this summer#cause some of y'all hoes aint right in the head over this man and i was traumatized im ngl#like i didnt even have toji atp and didn't act like this and y'all know thats my nigga daddy who i would spill blood for 😭😭😭#mudae shows u who ppl really are istg jhdfkjshfjksd#the most ironic thing is i DM'd her on the side saying i had a fun game but was nervous to add it cause i didnt want ppl to fight#and she said “omg its just pixels who would do that?” HOE U APPARENTLY!!!! KFHSDLKFJHDKJ#someone say im lyin cause i have receipts kfjhdkjfhdkhjs#mudae war stories jkdhajhda#tw discourse
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My new nostril piercing is pouring out blood and I'm freaking outtttt
#im losing an excessive amount of blood and its making me so woozy and sick feeling#the blood vessels in my nose are super fragile and i shouldve known this wpuldve happened#i got the inside of my nose cauterized when i was like 12 and it fixed my chronic nosebleed problem#ughhhh really hoping i dont have to take this out im about to cry#ive been waiting so long for this#paid so much for it just for this to happen#my birthday curse 😭 terrible things happen to me around and on my birthday every year since ive became an adult#this is already the 3rd bad thing to happen to me this week#like i dont think yall understand how much blood this is#i laid down and blood started pouring into my eye :( very terrible do no recommend
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waaaa got a referral for physical therapy ..
#my knees actually hurt really bad from the shaking ive been doing today :')#it does feel like theyre going to just give out one of these days .. i can hope the pt helps and i am trying to stay optimistic but its hard#most days 😭#i am really scared of the day they just give out ...i do feel like irs going to happen really soon#my doctor said ill have to do pt for about 6 weeks and if that doesnt help she'll send me to get an mri waaaaa#im just nervous .!!!!! its scary !!!!!!!
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i was able to pay my rent and a few bills this month off commissions but things have been slow this past week and yesterday i got really sick... i only have $1.60 in my bank account currently and i want to go out to buy some healthy food and medicine so i can nurse myself back to health 😭 if anyone has any spare change id really appreciate it!
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#its nothing contagious i just got a really really really bad migraine yesterday#i slept the entire day and i threw up like six times and i need to really take it easy#but i cant afford to do that lollll#anything at all helps 😭 i just really want to get a salad and some tums and pepto bismol and maybe stuff for light sandwiches#commissions have been doing well thankfully but since i just had to spend alllll of my money on bills i have to work extra hard this week
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I'm so bad, I'm like "okay catie you just drew for the entire weekend, that was a lot. Maybe it's time to break and yknow, focus on school?????" And now I have a free day and I just absolutely cannot think abt school at all and I'm just itching to start smth again 🫠
#ah i think this is just still the palpable effect of covid lockdown#but i just find it difficult to try to lock in still yknow :/#its just been especially bad this semester and the last one#well anyways#maybe ill do a poll abt what au I should draw smrh for next#BUT i will absolutely write an essay this week 😭 i really have to#ugh idk i go look back thru my paintings often and i just wanna create :')#catie.rambling.txt
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that teenage kraken movie is gonna flop so bad its going up against Indiana jones 5, a movie that has been talked about and been in development since 2008 😭 and nobody knows what I'm talking about when i mention ruby gillam: teenage kraken. or it could be the hit movie of the end of june and I'll be proven wrong 🤷🏾♀️ idk
#the marketing for this movie has been SO BAD i didn't start seeing trailers for it until 2 weeks ago 😭 no billboards no promo NOTHING#indiana jones has disney nostalgia 50 yr old white dudes and name recognition to fall back on. i wont lie i remember seeing#a trailer in like feb and not seeing anything for that movie again but i feel like the promo for that movie is gonna blow up#in the next few weeks. no i will not be watching that movie i have never really cared for Indiana jones 🥱#its a shame tho cause teenage kraken is original..... i think the movie mocking ariel might put ppl off too like the remake just#came out and there is so much heat around it like ik ppl will hate it just for that reason. ik dreamworks is known for mocking disney
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my mom was talking about voting conservative for school board so they Stay Away From Our Kids and my grandma was like hell yeah. motherfucker can you take one crumb of input from the actual high schooler that is not our biggest issue
#since i started going to the school there have been. multiple incapacitating injuries from forcing cheerleaders to push themselves too hard#a couple threats of gun violence. a death and a suicide. bullying in which someone almost hit someone with a car#+ failures to. replace shit like toilet seats that were taken last year. get >2 people on my academics team when the sister school has 6#hold culture week. make a science olympiad. send out information about scheduling around student council (they finally did it in may)#and when i was at the middle school it was pretty much the same shit + failure to inspect lockdown alarms causing a false alarm..#..after school that my entire fucking class was in shock from#and politically. we arent allowed to say 'gay straight alliance.' 7th grade teacher tried to coerce us into agreeing with ayn rand#we have specialized classes to study the bible (this isnt bad its just not really a woke mind virus moment)#we can express whatever opinions we fucking want because we literally were debating whether the agricultural revolution was good 😭#the honors geography teacher doesnt know what communism is. be fr
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i hope everyone here. knows i am dying. bless
#not in the literal sense#but very much in the emotional sense#just a lot of stress and a lot of things to do#very intensive theater stuff starts tomorrow#ill be out of school for a week total until like. mid march#which makes me very scared for my grades#ive also been really bad mentally every time i get home from rehearsal#no clue why but its just. um. bad<3#tomorrows clinic probably wont go too well LOL#soooo much of our show just. isnt ready#i dont even know what is and isnt cut and our stage director forgot to send me the cuts 😭#but hey its a clinic for a reason at least i dont have to go to spanish class#edit I AM NOT AN ACTOR. I AM CREW. bless
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It's so embarrassing to be in my professors biggest fail class yet but at least I'm not part of the problem
#after our two midterm exams she has been like ''im so concerned about yall ive never seen a class struggle so much with xyz concepts b4''#and now theres a pop quiz every single class and she does routine surveys to determine where things went wrong 😭#idk if she is hazing us or what but she makes it sound like we stand out in a bad way#and she is not a bad teacher either like..... i have an A in this class and i dont work harder than i normally need to for an A#(im not one of those ''its so easy to ace a class i dont even study'' kind of ppl like i do put in effort for it but. its not ball busting)#she also has a lot of experience both in teaching and in nursing like i think she works really hard on her end#so its like.... what da hell is going on with my class#😮💨 i have to not stress about it bc i know that personally i am doing well and she has never approached me privately with concerns#its just nerve wracking like i dont want to be in the ''bad'' class i want everybody to succeed#but some of my classmates have failed out of this program several times before and half of the class skips almost every week#so. what the student doin
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