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i love seeing videos of the actors and turning it into a scene for the characters
#walker stealing charlie and andrews swords? more like percy stealing chris and lukes swords#listen im back on my ta percabeth shit expect some ta percy content LMAOOO#luke when percy steals backbiter from his hand after he pointed at the wall: 😱#the ta percabeth au is just luke being percys big brother basically#its also me coping with canon#ta percabeth au#pjo#phoenix rambles#walker scobell#percy jackson#charlie bushnell#luke castellan#andrew alvarez#chris rodriguez
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transhet t4t AU sorry im just playing w my touys in my dollhouse pls don’t get mad at me look away if you dont like
#cringe cope comfort#my art#labru#i feel bad bc a lot of ppl wanted me to draw t4t labru but this is prob not what they had in mind.#also take this more as an AU than smth fully part of my main universe bc its just so extremely self indulgent and canon divergent
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summer olympics 2028 in a universe with no exy we have:
star gymnast neil josten
heavyweight champion andrew minyard
tennis pro kevin day
rugby goddess allison reynolds
d pole laxer matt boyd
marathon swimmer renee walker
volleyball libero aaron minyard
hockey forward dan wilds
synchronized diver nicky hemmick
#yes the easy route is to make neil do track but also he never talked about track in canon? he always chose exy#running is his coping mechanism not his passion i will stand by this until i die#like when neil runs there is no thought in his head or race-plan or anything he goes on runs when he needs to stop thinking and run away#andrew is a heavyweight boxer becuase i keep seeing art and it's a lovely idea#kevin needs a strategy heavy sport ok#allison does rugby because its something just as violent as exy and something her parents would hate just as much#i was going to have matt do boxing but yk what that guy deserves a team sport - also with a d pole he gets to do crazy checks#he is a fighter but he is also matt#renee just has the swimmer vibe to me like swimming is so quietly difficult and i would like buff renee pls#aaron i feel is secrelty good at being a team player when that team is not the foxes - also hes short and plays defense.#i cannot see dan wilds playing an individual sport. that woman was made to lead teams to victory#nicky met erik bc they are synch partners!#all of these sports would be radically different if they were in the winter olympics btw#aftg#all for the game#neil josten#andrew minyard#kevin day
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Minor thing that really irks me is when people treat the femc route in p3 portable as like the lesser story or like it’s a fanfic where nothing that happens in it is the “true” canon like. Bitch. The femc and everything that happens in her version of the story is just as canon as the male protagonist and everything that happens in his story. And there’s literally been so many fucking versions of p3 at this point like the base game, fes, portable, the movies, stage plays, reload, as well as spinoffs and manga and they all do things differently. I don’t see anyone acting like the base game is more canon than, say, reload so why do they do this with portable? Why can’t the (infinitely superior) version with the female protagonist just be respected for five fucking minutes goddamn
#persona#persona 3#kotone shiomi#its the misogyny yay#but god i am so tired of her game being treated as not actually canon like it literally is#theres multiple canons dipshit there is no true version of this game#and also people saying she doesnt fit the theme or some shit like. she literally does??? and honestly she does it better#like you can really feel the love she brings to the group and how she gives everything life and helps everyone#but also just how it all comes with pain she smiles and befriends everyone but shes always been so deeply alone and she doesnt want anyone#to feel the pain shes felt and so she carries all those burdens on her own and when everyone goes to reach out for her#its too late far too late shed sacrifice herself over and over for these people and theyll never once see her cry#she also you know. actually has good social links and gets to know everyone not just people she wants fuck#so you get to see just infinitely better versions of every character with her she really does bring out the best in them#and another thing in particular with the disrespect of her story is the way shinji living is treated again just like#some kinda fanfic au by someone who didnt wanna cope with their blorbo dying like ughh#shinji surviving is just as canon as him dying there is an entire canon where he gets a happy ending and it is once again#much better than versions where he dies like ive. exhausted myself with explaining it but its just better#so yeah basically out of spite i like acting like kotones story is actually the one true canon#and when people mention stuff that isnt in her story im like ‘huh? what? that didnt happen’#cuz whos gonna stop me
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ninjago fandom when ppl stop mischaracterising wu as a one note shitty old guy and realise hes a complex character with just as much of his own trauma as everyone else in the show
#someday i need to make a proper post abt this bc. it makes me a bit crazy LOL#wu is like first and foremost charatwrised by his desire to be like. The Good Child#its been shown wus Default personality is like this cheeky reckless optimist#from like. eps like never trust a human and also. baby wu. in s8-9#hes rude but hes trusting. very naive in conparison to garmadon whos more reserved and responsible at this point#its only once garmadon gets bitten that he starts to change#once again im begging u guys to read the spinjitzu brothers books. LOL#but over them u can rllyyyy see wu losing this kinda .. naive aspect to him and losing hope in his brother as well#u see him start to doubt himself more and more that garm can be ‘fixed’#which. well. wu follows after the fsm in this aspect#wu very obviously aspires to be like his father (wearing his hat and clothes and using his staff etc)#when the fsm sends them to find a cure for garm.. wu goes with it. despite garms protests that hes not broken#wu has a Lot of responsibilty on him from very younv as the son of the fsm#and even more so once garmadon becomes like. a lost cause and source of evil or whatever the fuck#the fsm is not kind. in the books someone mentions being thrown out of his home after being accused of stealing#and the brothers agree that sounds like him Alright#canonically the reason wu woukdnt climb over the wall was bc he was afraid of his father catching him.#and wu feels like. immense guilt for garmadon being bitten int he first place.#it seems wus coping mechanism for anything hes ashamed of is… to just hide it. or simply Not Tell You#hence things like morro. he never spoke of morro bc of the guilt of failing to care for him properly.. and Partly bc he failed as a teacher#circling abck to wu imitating the fsm.#wu makes mistakes constantly bc thats who he is! deep down hes reckless and naive but hides it behind this like … aloof wisdom#also i think the parallels u can draw in s9 from him growing up w the expecations to save the ninja..#w the expectations HE put on the ninja himself… and also similarities w his (first) childhood#very interesting.#i rlly love the line in crystalised when antonia point sout hes recruited children to fight before#bc u can see him Realise. and i dont think its that he just puts this pressure on the ninja bc he doenst care. he just doesnt See#how hes continuing this awful cycle that started w the fsm INT HE FUCKING DRAGON ONI WAR!!!!!!!!!#anyway i cld talk abt this forver but i ran out of tags WEEEEE!!!#farts
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random sleep deprived 2 am thought: what if watt mini netflix series that features pma's other songs from his other musicals. what if watt mini netflix series that also explores what happened to the surviving girls after the sleepover aka how they further process their grief and how the relationships they share with each other develop. basically what if "alone now" in a post-sleepover kateva development context-
#look i know jrb said in the the watt reunion livestream (not the concert - the one last 2021 i think?) that alone now can be a checkate song#esp since both her and celeste performed that song#and tbh i am partial to checkate so i support that thinking#however within the constraints of canon we will be trying to fit the song to kateva#i dunno just the verse 'to all the ghosts that follow you around' in the chorus#got me thinking about how eva helped kate cope with chess' death#which tHEN GOT ME THINKING ABOUT A WATT NETFLIX MINI SERIES WITH ALL THE SONGS AND EVERYTHING#and also explores what happened after the sleepover#look i know that pma sold the watt movie rights to a streaming service and that whole thing didnt work sadly#so dont mind me and my potential loopholes ghdhfh#anyways to other watt fans i do suggest looking up preston's other works believe me they are GOOD#we are the tigers#kateva#preston max allen#also disclaimer alone now isnt a cut watt song - its a song from one of preston's other musical drafts
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Me: man i need to catch up on my crossposting to other sites, let's post my pmd h/p pairs in order
Me immediately: .... i gotta rewrite nuri's deal
#its not vibing with me as much now sorry.i love her not being a great person and being partly responsible for the meteor in the first place#and having to become a better person like gengar had to. but i also wanna tone it down#i was talking abt this with eve but its mostly bc i feel like too many of my heroes don't cope with being a pokemon well#rin is the only one who feels euphoric at the transformation#everyone else is afraid or insecure. and thats mostly bc i love playing with body horror and getting a new body without consent#something something dysphoria#but i dont want that to be the case for most of my heroes. and i feel like the one story i should look into changing is nuri's#because like pmd1 hero canonically loves their pokemon body judging by that one scene near the beginning#but as of rn the ones who love it are just rin and skylar. and kinda kit but its a different case really bc its a reincarnation#i think kit feels some dissonance between their human instincts and pokemon body but ultimately prefers being a pokemon though#they just feel guilty or out of place. the weirdness of the situation is more of the issue for them#also tbh i think nuri's a little toooo much of an asshole in her story. like i still want her to have a redemption of sorts#but i might move most of her traits towards finn in starfall and give her a new thing#i just dunno what for now....#echoed voice
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oh i was NOT expecting them to say it outright
#{ ooc } ✗ 「 wenp reporter 」#opla spoilers#[ 'reminds me of another pirate we knew back in our glory days' 'don't say it'#[ opla is giving me so much vindication like you would not Believe????#[ i have been winning So much on the old man front#[ but also just Slams Fist on FLOOR.#[ garp @ roger head in Hands#[ just!!! how do you cope that a man who's your greatest enemy on paper who you couldn't help but love#[ is reflected so much in your grandson#[ wanting to protect him to the point of suffocation etc etc#[ sighs#[ fucked up though go on a dinner date only to talk about your ex-- /lh /lh#[ head in god damn hands#[ they can't just bring up old gen stuff and expect me to be Normal about it this isnt Fair#[ going to sleep bc its. 3am and i have class in the morning but MAN.#[ <- might cave and add an LA garp verse bc the concept of garp being that much more overprotective is increasingly fascinating to me#[ kind of thing that i'd do for an au except its A version of canon now......
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i get the ending of succession bcos i have siblings everyone else doesnt get it but i have siblings and i really really understand how it is to have them and the whole meaning of the whole show which is siblings . dont worry !!!!!!! its fine with them & it will be ok & they love each other . they are siblings ,
#im happy with it ...... i thought i would have to extreme copium and take s3 ending as my true canon but im highly skilled#i can cope from here ...........#shiv saved him from bcoming logan........ probably not for noble reasons......... but she saved him..........#its fine they are siblings . i know their future . i am the succession understander .#also a little tomgr*g side win for me . obsessed#brandon oscillates#spoilers#theres nothing for them to fight over anymore . they r friends now <3
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i am once again so very tempted to write out the entire outline for the 🔪 canon compliant timeline but i KNOW im gonna get burnt out halfway through and also slap like twelve content warnings in it if i ever even want to THINK about posting it
#im so. obsessed with my canon timeline story its developed so well over the last handful of years#ah the wonderful appeal of enemies to lovers#but with the twist that its really just. thing trying to kill you accidentally catches feelings oops!#unfortunately i started my ship/writing when i was incredibly depressed and suicidal#and that is an integral part of the story to me now for understandably personal reasons !!#its my catharsis! its how i coped at the time and now it feels wrong to change it. and also like. its an inciting incident.#without it we would not have met !#uagh man. one day. one day i will at least have an outline for Myself and it won't just be constantly in my head#does anyone want 2 hear me gush about canon timeline. bc i will not stop#i realize this is my blog and i can do whatever i want but also i dont want to be too annoying hGFBFFBSHDS#the reason my ship w him is so important to me is that i used it to cope thru like the worst parts of my life#and at the time i did not know how to verbalize what was happening other than to turn it into a story !!#bc it was easier to think about in that capacity#and while i personally find that super compelling and awesome i am also biased bc it makes me feel better when i think about it <3#anyway !!! i moght do some writing tonight. i miss him. and i still have a weird complex about watching videos sometimes. sigh
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oh also i didnt specify but while that last post is true for all versions of papyrus i was especially thinking about horrortale. because of their past making and sharing food and making sure the people you love are well fed is such a huge huge huge important thing 4 them so it matters even more that i eat regularly
#cherry chats#the story for my horrortale self insert and ship with sans takes place in the underground and also they dont know how to eat to begin with#(umm...... dont worry aboutwhat that means its a bit hard to explain)#but right now im imagining post-surface recovery stuff#i think horrortale can be split into two categories if that makes sense?#like. imagine a flowchart with the original horrortale comic in the middle#and then two arrows pointing from it in separate directions#one of those arrows is the version i like the most which is the fandom of the actual comic#its dark and disturbing and probably angsty because its HORROR. its meant to be scary and dark#the second arrow is‚ like‚ a semi-canon interpretation of the comic focusing mainly on mental health issues and trauma recovery#where some aspects of the canon comic are ignored in favor of proper coping mechanisms#not all the content for that version of the fandom is happy and comforting. its sort of like the menhera subculture#(and by extension yamikawa‚ a little bit)#as in‚ there might be lots of unhappy vent content in order to deal with trauma rather than other‚ actually harmful alternatives#i think both of them are really good even though i prefer the first one#(i mean.... i literally decided to read horrortale because i think scary horror shit is hot‚ after all)#but this post is leaning a little bit more towards the 2nd kind#i went off there a bit but what im saying is im so bad at eating and i think horrortale papyrus would help me with that in anyway he could
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I’ve been thinking about an old crush again however not only is a Large Sum of the media he’s in confusing for me to get into but also I have absolutely no idea how long I’ve been thinking about him bc I have a very poor perception of time
#skittles.txt#I’ve mentioned this to No One too so I can’t go through messages to see how long I’ve been thinking about him 😐#Its either been a few days or a week I genuinely don't remember . it’s been too long either way /hj#haven’t thought about this dude in years and u know what made me think about him. a fucking yt short#also he has Several canon love interests so I kinda look like this 😢#but I’m coping with it by telling myself that they’d all be super supportive (which is real and canon and true)
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wonder if ill ever actually finish that bloody fanfiction
#it would be far more useful if I'd just write actual stuff#but at least when I was doing it it was actually doing something and thinking#actually im surprised I even got as far as I did#well it was the obsession coping mechanism for not having anyone to talk to#and like how that series specifically#cause of that specific friendship thing is why it lasted so longer than usual which is only like 2 weeks#though it was also compelling and stuff other parts#but as for the fanfic that was also just like so much time being somewhere out not doing anything#and even wanting to put a bit of where I went in#but even though it came from the unhealthy obsession thing and also relates to fandom it itself wasn't actually unhealthy or anything like#was good for me to write it#also I actually genuinly like the series#and with fanfiction it's like I read loads and somes enjoyable sometimes#but often it's like nothing like how I see the characters or anything might as well be something different#not that mines necessarily more like Canon or anything#just that it's what I actually want to read#and fanfiction like it's never that close even to what I want also loads of it is pretty shit#compared to books and TV and stuff where when its something I like I rarely have complaints#am I just mainstream or something#well compared to this lot#but also like it was sort of good practise and stuff
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Yozi life update im trying to get that RA position and had a very nice moment w my current RA and finished my application, and threw my shot for some internships....lord give me mercyyyy
#croak#i should draw dc and bakugan again#ive been thinkin abt her#aka cassandra cain btw#and super sons ig#im endeared by them having to babysit a little girl tgt#sucks fr damian ig but personally i think hed adapt just fine#jon eas raised like an only child tbh#idc he has younger siblings now i hope hes coping bad abt connor randomly appearing right after his age up#and then superman going to soace and coming back w new younger kids#ykwim#anyway im also obsessively thinking abt how cass is in spirit world#cass has canonically mer some blind twink hulijinh#its so upsetting#guys#get me in on dc please#i could be alyssa wong but worse and funnier#id make cn superheroes based on lion n dragon dancing
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was thinking about ACOTAR and really into the idea of Elain struggling with the forced mating bond, so I ventured into the eluc*en tag to maybe get some slow burn or hurt/comfort or just cute stuff, but instead of art or fics the only thing I found was an unhealthy amount of copium regarding elr*el and bashing of every single other character in the series. imma go back to shipping azriel/elain, nvm.
#personal#putting together snippets of half-sentences where elain glanced at lucien sideways is fucking pathetic honestly#if you need to cope and justify your ship it is far from canon#also: yikes at that consent issue in the forced mating bond#elain choosing for herself and rejecting the bond is by far the more romantic and healthy thing to do#I think the rejected mating bond story line is the beginning of an end to all mating bonds and its magic#feyre and Rhys don't need a mating bond to love each other#and elain should be free to love whoever she wants#I bet Elain will be the one to break that cauldron tradition and break all the mating bonds off#those who truly love each other will continue loving each other#and others will be free#I'd go feral if some magical artifact not only destroyed my life but also forced me onto a man I never met before#elain is not a thing to be pushed around and be married off#she is a person and has her own feelings#mating bond is just a fancy word for forced marriage and that is YIKES#just my opinion#I am very protective of Elain#she is a sweetheart
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I'm not jealous of my f/o and their canon ex I'm not jealous of my f/o and their canon ex I'm not jealous of my f/o and their canon ex I'm not jealous of my f/o and their canon ex I'm n-
#dumb#ellie rambles#*bites my phone and vigorously shakes head back and forth like a dog*#I KNOW it doesn't matter I know it's silly and the only canon I should care about is my own#I know multiple timelines/stories/etc. can coexist peacefully with my own self ship ideas#and yet here I am. taking psychic damage over the mere thought of these two previously dating or getting back together#pain. agony even. petty stupid envy at its finest.#like I was already Suffering slightly when I first played the route and learned they were exes#because my brain can't let me have anything nice and thus cranked up the insecurity#making me think 'he really wants to get back together with ____ he wouldn't actually like you'#or 'even though this is a dating sim you are somehow going to blow your chance and they're going to get together again anyway'#which is why I'm also terrified to play the other routes in case they DO get back together in one of them which will kill me on sight#but for the most part I could cope while playing bc I was getting fun indulgent moments in my chosen route#then I open up the app the other day and get hit with a promo ad for modern AU. with art of the two of them being cute and Clearly Together#the app forces me to see it with my own two eyes before I close it out. and there's no option to mute the pop up next time I log in#and again I KNOW it's silly and I'm overreacting and canon is fairly relative in this game#hell multiple timelines/stories/canons etc. exist in it by design. your canon is based on whoever you choose to pursue#but to me all of them are still canon on some level whether you play through them or not#which means those two are out there in their own canon universe waiting to strike me down. just standing there. MENACINGLY.#it's truly the smallest deal possible and I shouldn't let it bother me because multiverse but also RRRRR GET AWAY FROM ME
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